I wrote a zine called BAD SHIT 2018

it's my problems

I'm reluctant to share

because I want it to look like I'm alright

I won't write "because I'm not alright"

or "even though I'm "etc

I just don't want people to be worried

I just don't want anyone going out of their way

I just don't want to admit I'm too weak to solve things myself

I just don't think anyone can help

I just don't

like want to come off as needy as a sad sack

as somebody they could help

too much bother; I couldn't help her, therefore nobody can be helped with anything
because clearly I'm a lost cause too

in spite of all the progress before now

I want another anonymous output

I want to post dark shit and not have anyone worry

I want a solution to my motherfucking problems

I want an easier solution to my motherfucking problems

I want to shout into the void and have that help some damn how

it doesn't

seems like