From: pilot@scientology.at (The Pilot)
Subject: SUPER SCIO - NOTES, REPLYS, ETC.
Date: 14 Nov 2000 00:00:00 GMT
Newsgroups: alt.clearing.technology


SUPER SCIO - NOTES, REPLYS, ETC.


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ON KOOS,

Lion raised some question as to the accuracy of the information.

I don't have anything first hand myself, but it was thrashed
to death on ARS recently and the critics who initially thought
that it might have been bogus seemed to come around to beliving 
it.

And I was impressed by how restrained they were in not using it
as some kind of platform to show how looney Scientolgists can
get.  It seemed to be OSA that was chortling about the unfortunate
situation rather than the critics.

I waited awhile to see if any more information was forthcoming
before venturing an opinion.

You could ask on ARS as to how certain they are about the
Koos story.

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ANSWERING XINE


> My true opinion: This pc is mocking up a GPM in order to:
> 
> a) escape having to confront the wall in front of him

Good point.  I always allow for this one.

Since this is hard to judge, the only real solution is to make 
sure you spend more time working on improving things in the real 
world than on running your case.  I do do that.  You hear more
about my case here because its that kind of a forum.


> b) issue an electronic recruitment flyer so he can pick up a
> girlfriend based on the fact that he's "the pilot" thus avoiding
> actually communicating to another human being without a process or
> "TRs" or a methodology.  

Let's put aside the idea of my being "the pilot".  That's hardly
worth the paper its printed on.

Of course it is fair to leverage one's skills in attracting 2Ds.
A lot of guys show off thier macho weight lifting or whatever,
so it would be reasonable for me to show off the fact that I
communicate better than most people (where in god's name did you
get the idea that I avoid comm?).

But that wouldn't do me much good because there are not really
very many freezoners in LA reading this and espeically there 
doesn't seem to be much of a female freezone population.  If
somebody was going to contact me based on my postings, they would
have done so long ago when I first mentioned that I was available.

It would be nice to find a crowd of like minded people and hunt
amoung those for a 2D.  In fact, that is the best way to find
somebody and you don't need a big reputation to do that either.
I'd be totally delighted at the prospect of walking into a
room containing a dozen female and a dozen male (to be fair)
single freezoners, and you could hide my identity as the nefarious
pilot too and I'd still be happy at the prospect.

But that doesn't exist, and that is the real pity.

There was a big independent field here once, but its long gone.
The people are still alive and well, but they have scattered to
the winds rather than remain close to a big source of suppression.

And there are hords of fringe Scientologists in LA (thousands and
thousands of them) but they are scared of their own shadows.


> Possible crashing mu:  Having a 2d isn't an EP. It is its own 
> process.

Two processes.

Getting one is its own process, just like finding a job.  And 
often it has very little to do with how well or poorly one can 
handle it after it gets started.

Actually I think that the "attract a 2D" process is the tough
one.  That's a PR hat and I'm very bad at PR.

My solution has been to simply create a lot and have a lot of
comm lines and count on attracting some admiration.  It was
a big disappointment to me that the stuff I put on the net
didn't have that effect.  And note that I'm not talking about
status or exchange or anything like that but simply that the
effort did not generate enough interest or ARC to keep my
dynamics above the death level.

However, the stuff I've been doing recently on spotting the
actual goal, blowing charge and considerations, etc. has been
helping me re-align things.

Obviously, I should shift to an area where there is a lot of 
female admiration available.

I work my creative abilities in the computer field to ensure
that there is lots of 3D admiration (e.g. money) flowing in.
But that is also not a good area for attracting females.

So I'm shifting over to being pianist, which has always been
one of my favorite areas anyway.  And I'm already seeing
indications that that will work well and easily.

In fact, I decided that I should play in public and instantly
got a connection.  A girl I know was promoting the Miss Latin
World beauty pagent and I suggested to her that I could do
a classical spanish piece as part of the entertainment.  Then
there were problems with getting a piano there, so I had to
play for the promoters on Saturday morning and the next thing
I knew, the entire show was oriented around my playing including
my accompanying the girls on the runway as well as doing recital
and filler pieces.  The show was on Sunday so I only had one
day (Saturday) of practice and I managed to put together about
three hours of spanish piano music and I was a real smash hit.
There was also a Latin singer and a Flamingo guitarist, so I
had some relief during the program.

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I'd like to thank everybody for all the heartfelt replies,
there were too many to quote individually.

Obviously I am fighting with the middle aged crazys, having
been in a long term relationship which ended and then having 
woken up to the world having changed around me and not having 
a clue as to how to connect to a new terminal.  That is the
physical humanoid world and one of my lines of handling is
simply to work in that direction.

And of course there is the processing approach, which I'm
persuing as well, but not exclusively, please don't assume
that I'm just sitting in my head figure figuring.  But I've
gotten jobs by blowing the right ridge and then walking into
a miraculous lucky connection.  The same should be happening
with 2D but its not, which encourages me to feel that we 
still don't really know enough.

And there is a third line, which is that I might be under
some sort of attack.  I've run all sorts of stuff on this
line too, but I have no way of judging what is real and
what is dub-in as long as I'm still stuck in the middle
of it.  It is strange that the processing has worked so
poorly on this area and yet I can still do things like
get a piano playing gig at the drop of a hat just by wishing
for it.  But there is one indicator that there is something
real on this line, and that is the fact that every time I
post to ARS or ACT, the charge I have on 2D etc. seems to
double in intensity.  In fact I've been getting trembling
fits just trying to write this post.  All the little posts 
I've been writing recently have actually been an attempt to 
flatten that.  But I'm holding back about talking in public 
on this kind of stuff because maybe I'm just dubbing in case 
to explain a simple condition of middle aged crazys.

If I'm lucky I might get through this eventually and then
I'll re-evaluate everything from a position of certainty
and let you know what really was going on.


Best,

Ken Ogger, aka The Pilot
truthseeker7@excite.com


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