Sondheim show "Company" Le Petit Prince Easy on potassium (kidney-wise)? Gestalt dream therapy: "I...[am this/that/theother,inclCityetc]" Pay attn to language Pay attn to lit devices -- metonymy etc. Pay attn to what goes on in body while writing. (Scribble that stuff in margines.) Lapses like zoning out, losing train of thought. The mix: sampling/tasting; buffet / ingredients FULLY ATTEND deciding - choosing - Pragmatic "Shape of [my] 'life-becoming'" [Lebens...?] Lebensbild = life-picture Bildungsroman = education novel no roadmap but direction physiology of blushing, of panic attack