Life seems weird these days.There seems to be so much happening all at once and so amny things are changing. I wish stuff could slow down a bit but maybe that's just how it is sometimes. I feel like I don't belong anywhere and even though that's a feeling I am getting slowly used to I still wonder how it would feel if this wasn't the case. I am going to start my doctoral research work soon and I tried familiarizing myself with some of the background concepts in that field. There's a lot of chemistry and since this is a subject I haven't studied in over 7 years now, it seems a little overwhelming. But I guess I need to start somehwere.