Now, there's the problem of choice. I am presented with choices everyday, sometimes I follow a good path, sometimes - a lot of times - I happen to make a mistake. Big deal? Shouldn't be, but as always, it seems to me that I'm unable to fully follow a choice, and accept it along with its good or especially bad consequences. I cling to the past, thinking about how stupid I've been taking one choice, instead of pursuing it and enjoy its good aspects. Tonight will be yet another choice night. It's as if I didn't actually choose it, it fell from the sky into my hands. Be bold. Be awesome. Now tell _that_ to my self-esteem.