classical girltalk ---------------------------------------------------------- girl. irreplaceable relinquished longing abandoned to mothering and vexing protected by father north east south and west left no escape routes, she horses around her checkered past -- squeezing open the family zit. girl. implacably rending love an entity scented -- always finding hope in transparent glycerine soap astringents teas and the quickened crispy walks with a dog or without girl. in roan leggings (cat hair) in blond hair in aquamarine eyes? swedish or masai or maori almond brown-on-brown? the hot scent of struck flint also rises that body part always struck me as a hungry parrot beak ancient anatolia boasts helen's olive groves contemporary europeans -- the ugliest wars. for some free in america the enslaved had the faces that launched a thousand ships. the twice-texas angola has one tanker in its ten-ship merchant marine. how they must value her -- that creaky stinking tub. what would the mutinous renaissance astronomers say of nasa t.v.'s one-and-a-half stealth bomber telescope glinting in silver over the blue coral sea? might they see the earth with new eyes as the most heavenly place? the girl of antiquity is here -- she is my contemporary: presence transits -- occulting my garlicky girl who leapt. Marek Lugowski 26 December 1999 Cincinnati, Ohio