visit
		----------------------------------------------------------

		ok no hanky panky.  your call i say when are you
		coming.  gotta get gas -- now.  click.

		welcome.  wow you have a nice place.
		yeah well i come from an insinuating set of parents
		and there's dignity

		in nearly completely desoyed rectilinear offwhite wall
		and bookshelves used to stand there -- rather freeing
		that they no longer do actually

		you have lots of books!  amazing that it seems so
		when arranged into cairns and hoodoos and forts

		wow.  is that sheridan?   straight-dropped below you.

		wow.  all the lights.   so as not to talk of hospital
		play you some music?  yes.  what kind?
		is that suzanne vega?  solitude standing and here
		is her newest though a year old i just picked it up.

		play that.

		more conversation -- embargoed.

		wanna hear more music?  yes english.  is canadian
		close enough?  laughs, yes what is it.  cowboy junkies.

		this is my favorite song it's a cover. it was my
		favorite as an original.  and the guy who wrote it says
		this is his favorite version.  yes it is a pretty song.
		makes me think of peaches.  peaches?   the taste of peaches.
		hmmmm.  

		the bond that keeps lovers together is arbitrary

		it is the bond between a hand's name and a hand's signature

		the paper the swooshing loop the motion in midair
		none are symbolic!

		the name and its sign -- are just like lovers's love.

		the bond that keeps lovers together is arbitrary
		uncensurable intimacy.


			Marek Lugowski
			13 March 1998
			Chicago, Illinois