and it will be -- and i am ----------------------------------------------------------- hands are hot my hands are hot it's hot out there but cooling down they say a train has rumbled and now is gone a cop car goes yip ayip ayip a squawk ayay some blocks down low and away the cubs are on and in town the bulls won again and in town. and i am typing these here words and in town and the cursor plies dandelion on black dandelion on black yes dandelion! and it will be open oh yes it will my way will be open oh yes it will oh yes it will -- my way will be open i am faithless like a -- like a rowdy brood i am kindness like a -- like an avalanche i love life like a -- like a disgustmyselfsquashing a roach the roach twitched to express that the feeling was mutual. i am god and so are you. unless you choose not to be. your choice -- you know: faith. the faithlessness to be god. and i know my way oh yes my way oh yes my way is clear and full of weeds. pale goldenrod and dandelion yellow. i see my way and my way will be like a -- like a my heart is op. en. no longer op. al. Marek Lugowski 19 May 1998 Chicago, Illinois