how the west was (already won: women's varsity ball) ------------------------------------------------------------------- an openhearted mistake: i: caught in the sling of the conv by the wiling locals: being coy: being friendly: being funny: well...have...you...had...gizzard: and what's that: potato... wheresit from: lessee...the...box...says...washington...kennewick. oh. back to gizzard: try it: it's good: darth vadered by a blonde ponytail: y.o.u...w.i.l.l...e.a.t...t.h.e...g.i.z.z.ardor t.h.e...e.m.p.i.r.e...will...strike...backagain...so...deep...fried draw... yowza hmmm okay. kristie: this tastes sorta like plastic: if i imagine so myself: you know: regular food. laughs all around. entrails entail cutouts: kristie postcard-collages: my revenge cheerfully taken up as art project: last year: under varsity spell tall stunnin' goodlooker lettered in basketball in volleyball tanned unpretentious attentive openhanded natural western winsome winning kristie's too much on the draw: i dare tell all this all her: behind her perfect back. her stated aim: sports medicine. mrs. mother stops by with t.b.yearbook pictures -- on her way from work: glasgow: we mock-auction which onesies whodo the best. we talk schools we talk poetry. mrs. mother reads about indonesia. selamat in reciprocity for hospitality and a means of future trade may our trade winds and migrations allow it. my fast drive: next: first: through green tea low shadows into: the petaled mountain sunset: into the glitter night range country: united states of america: route two: through havre shelby cut bank over the sleeping grassy pony-dotted hilly blackfeet's nofoothills over to the pink-pink wet-wet of predawn: a national geo photo in a minimart gas station glass: open: i read about you as a kid: in polish: blackfeet in browning montana: where...the...prairie...meets... the...glaciers...the rockies...the...international...peace...park... back: mailed in nashua: the color of it all: card now a letter: a cutout: a spark: hangs pinned: a cherished wampum: on the corkboard: in our office: ours is a very good sports medicine: school: women's volleyball: basketball: too: but really kristie: u2 must taste for the first time 2: vietnamese. i deal. veggies hi. nothing deepfried. catfish in the claypot's wild. Marek Lugowski 4 September 1997 Chicago, Illinois