in toledo ohio ---------------------------------------------------------- in toledo ohio a forklift slips unloading express mail slides and comes to rest wedged between the unpunctured train and the treacherous platform two hours -- then a tow truck. we become instant friends: the wired bespectacled briton and i and the l.a. musician -- a keyboard a gut a 50s salt and pepper haircut while the sharp-tongued shrew from ahead of me shoos us out to the caf-car -- she wants to sleep aye, eyeshields up, captain. thus, later, for ever and ever i am the one to inherit her evil eye. this is a professional woman -- in trains and training. she's highly trained for thousands of miles of track. she takes no prisoners or nonsense or idle conversation at one in the morning -- off-keel forklift or not. the briton remarks on the merits of the tottenham hotspurs -- you know, the soccer team playing at wembley in the beatle movie help! when ringo is not to be eaten by the ode to joy-fond tiger which escaped from the london zoo, raised in berlin's on the classics... swami says... would that movie be too tacky for today -- a moviehouse to be ushered to the caf-car? meanwhile, behind us but not too far a thin old greek in a navy blazer testifies to the failings of the eastern gifts of amtrak: he is speaking entirely too loudly like a mantra like a broken record like a prayer wheel like a drum the amused and embarrassed and polite young asian couple is kept captive -- with a baby -- nearby: so we all hear -- in an absolute stillness of the toledo at-station unhappiness: da chee-burger, da chee-burger on da western train was 6 dollar. much better much better chee-burger. and they give you train with two floor. you can see better country from two floor than one floor. that is true. you do have a point. in this night brave and crazy you could see for miles and miles and miles and miles of aisles -- the very hissing of the ice-glazed lawns -- tripping the forklift fantastic -- if you only had my music on... Marek Lugowski 6 May 1997 Chicago, Illinois