I hear ya - that's the cruel thing about fantasyland vacations - you have a GREAT amazing spectacular you-had-to-be-there words can't describe you-wouldn't-understand you-weren't-there you-just-don't-get-it fantabulous astounding fantastic time - and then.... ::: SLAP ::: real life hits u in the face like a wet trout. I've been many trips + vacations through the years - and, well, Real Life (tm) is always waiting for you. That's the cruel side of vacations, so I feel for ya. "