I wanted to dive REALLY DEEP into something. I did. When I came
   up for air, suddenly Osho was really fasctinating. Got a bunch
   of books. Love 'em all. Never lost my connections to each of the
   religious groups I was a part of. Still buddies with Orthodox
   priests and bishops and monks, friends with UUs I was friends
   with in the early 90s - all online. The only group I never
   really 'got' was the Atheists. I mean I knew atheists
   individuall but not en masse. So, that was part of my impetus
   for suddenly joining a bunch of Philosophy groups. Learned a
   bunch