Ultimately that's what I've been working on; I've been trying to
   (re) train the integrity of my intuition.

   I wish I could collect *everything* - even this is only a
   sampling of about 9000+ out of 23000 writings I've found. I
   downloaded all my FB data, G+, searched ancient Google, went to
   forums, old chat logs... and I'm STILL finding missing 'stuff'
   everywhere... but I had to 'draw a line in the sand' and say,
   "ok... it's A SAMPLE - let's see what it tells you".

   And I was kinda shocked honestly, because it fit better than I
   could've expected.

   I've also saved every website I went to for the past 2 yrs in a
   gigantic mess I have yet to sort out. I had to abandon that part
   of the project for now, but eventually I want to link up changes
   in my way of thinking based upon what I read or was interested
   in at the time.

   The answers are coming slowly but when they arrive with
   certainty, they've been unshakable, something I've never been
   able to do before.

   I can say with certainty that I think and process and experience
   via analogy. I can't speak for anyone else but at least I know I
   can say it for myself. And for me, that's a powerful thing. I
   can stand tall on it - and I came to the conclusion the LONG way
   - a very very long way, so it's very satisfying.