26 April 2026 Sunday well, i've been in bed in a fugue state since friday night. i've been fighting a whale of a cold. i spent most of the past fourty-eight hours sleeping. it's 10 pm on sunday now, and i'm just starting to feel up to writing here. i started to 'come to' around 3 pm today...as in, having any sense of cognitive energy. E has been out of town since friday after- noon, so i've been on my own. i can't remember the last time i was so sick i slept for days. but i know i always seem to get sick on the weekends, which grinds my gears because frankly i'd rather call off during the week than spend my precious free time unconscious. i guess i certainly rested. in between bouts of sleeping, since 3 pm today, i practiced for the amateur radio technician license test, with the hamstudy.org app. i've gotten to 60% aptitude, and today i passed two practice tests, the first at 28 out of 35, the second at 30 out of 35. i'm feeling optiimistic about being ready to take an in-person test at a nearby amateur radio club in june. i also worked on freecodecamp's responsive web development certification. i completed an earlier iteration of it, but they expanded it to the current version not long after. it's nice that my earlier progress has been fitted into the new pathway, so i don't have to totally start from scratch. but i'm reviewing some areas anyway where i figure i need it. i decided to do this because i was listening to a podcast interview of a woman who does 'bad website club,' which is an intitiative to help folks get through the certification en masse with live sessions etc. i didn't realize until i went back that i really don't have that much more to do. i think originally i was discouraged because it took me quite a while to finish the first certification. but really it's a boon that they've expanded it, as i think the additional areas will help solidify a lot of this working knowledge for me. anyway, i guess it's back to work tomorrow. hard to imagine driving, the way i still feel (weak, shaky, headache that stabs with certain movements, raspy chest, half-plugged nose, coughing up, intermittently shivery and sweaty). i will write notes from home in the morning, and if i feel up to it by afternoon, will drag myself to the office to justify not doing any visits. otherwise will take a day. i was going to originally, anyway, because i planned to go on the trip with e. he's called me a few times. he did the recording of the 'transit music' video today. he dj'd, and had some friends on the bus in the background. he put a good deal of effort into making extra telephone masks (masks made of actual vintage telephone bases) for friends to wear, but i guess only one person wore one, and he already had one (the one he wears at times), so he said he might as well have not bothered. all in all, a super cool opportunity. wish i could have gone but so glad i didn't, given how sick i ended up being.