I still wanted to watch
tv with my daughter. So
we did yesterday.

Stranger Things of all
shows. It really sucked
the life out of me. It
left me with a feeling
of loss, a tad emotional,
almost anxious.

It reminded me of watching
on of the latest Star Wars
a few years back, we left
the Cinema feeling drained
and not enjoying ourselves. 

But I like testing the
water. Giving up something
and trying it again, to
see, to affirm, why I'd
give it up. I'm not a
cold turkey type of
person. I want to give
up on something completely,
holding it in my hand
and not needing it anymore.

Revisiting an addiction
is an important step in
my process. I wouldn't
feel completely healed
if I'd have to force myself.
I want to be done, letting
go fully of the object
of the addiction.

I assume we'll need to
watch the rest of the
show during the weekend.
I might come armed with
my sketchbook to at least
spend the time drawing
at the same time. But
maybe my daughter will
decide differently.