I've been chasing
the thoughts of you
from my head,
from my reality.

I questioned,
why would I do that?

I still love you

If someone I loved
died yesterday
I would still be in love

A part of me wanted
to 'get over it'
wanted to 'move on'

But why?

Why not let linger
the taste of your body
in my life?

Even when it rain
it could be
a beautiful day

I don't have
anywhere to be
I don't have
anyone to be with

Is grieving simply
enjoying the
remaining fragment
of attachment
and emotions

I don't care about
anyone else
I still care
about you

Your image
your sent
will fade away
in no time
Why not enjoy

One day
I'll meet
another you
and then
I'll know

Like the petals
in fall
your beauty
will dissolve
in the fertile ground
of a new passion

The memory of you
brings tears
to my eyes

I wondered
how to fill my days
invite the new
let go of the past
but in reality
you're still here
at every moment
lets dance again
even if just
in my memory

Accept the tears
rejoice in sadness
welcome the clouds
it all makes us
more human
more in love