Thirteen already? I think I
miscalculated, as the full moon
should be on the fourteen days of
the cycle. There will be an
eclipse at the full moon.

I keep on checking my phone, I
want to check online to see if
anything happened, if anything
exciting is changing. There is
nothing. I made it so. At the
moment there is only my daughter,
and she is traveling. I could
check my phone, my emails twice a
day and I would be as productive
as I am right now. But so many
times a day, I check my 6 emails,
signal, mastodon, and gopher, yes
even gopher!

I feel like I'm really getting to
the bottom of the barrel
here. These habits of checking
emails and phone weren't
noticeable when there was all
that other stuff, tv, porn,
alcohol and drugs. Now that there
is little of anything, these
other 'smaller' habits become
more noticeable as they are
singled out.

If I were to do 10 push up each
time I check my email, or instead
of, my body and my brain would be
a lot better, or chant mantras
for a few minutes each time. Or
chant mantra while doing push up!
Hehehe. But I digress, I need to
check my phone this morning as
I've hired someone to come at 10am!