Got some red ink for tattoo. For
the spider lily practice. Got
some practice fake skin too. Ten
sheet in total.

By the time I finish my course
and fill up 10 sheet (double
side) of skin, I'll be ready to
take on some real project. I
already tattoo people, stick and
poke, just for the fun of it. But
I can't wait to have a bigger
project.

Lungs are still healing from so
much smoking. I didn't smoke for
a week, but then smoke a pack
over the weekend partying.

It's a bit of an uninspired post,
but the week is also going like
this. Work, heal, practice,
nothing too exciting on the
horizon. I signed up for a
singler mingler next weekend.
I have no expectation that I'll
meet anyone really, maybe make
some friends. I really have
something for punk girl lately. I
get triggered easily with
tattooed, colored haired, heavy
make up. It was never a thing for
me, but I see it as people
wanting to be different,
expressing their desire to be the
outcast.

I don't outwardly express that. I
have a rather bland although
different appearance. I generally
stand out in a crowd, but
subtly. Generally with a bit more
style than most people. Not the
t-shirt, jeans, cap, type of
person, or the outdoor sports
clothing either, which put me in
a different crowd. I must admit
most Canadian don't have style,
so it's not a flex for me.

I shaved some spirals on the side
of my head a couple weeks
back. But they weren't well
shaped, so I shaved my head
again. I also need someone to
clean them up, as my hair
grow. But my daughter is
traveling, so I am back to my
balding shaved head. I like the
spirals, it gives a bit of an
edge, almost punkish? Enough to
tell people around that I'm weird
enough to have that on my head.

Maybe I should just have a
t-shirt that says 'weirdo' on it.