I feel drained today.
I felt unattractive yesterday.
I kind of like that.

When my energy is low, I blend
more with reality. I stick out
less, I am numb-er. I disrupt
less people around me, I'm
incognito. I'm annoyed with
things, with work and the
weather. I feel like reading
the news, and watching sports,
hahaha.

I wouldn't go that far!

It's kind of easier to work in
that state though. When the
creative energy is less vibrant,
I can stare at a screen for more
hours. Lets get some work done,
my writing pretty bland this
morning anyway.