A festival this weekend. I'll
know a lot of people. I'm not too
excited. Like old friends that I
don't want to know anymore, this
community has known me for too
long. I want to re-invent myself
somehow. Like old clothes that
makes me look like what I was
before, there is a crust, a habit
that I want to shed.

I want to step into a new
reality. At the end of the road
trip we'll be going to a new
festival where I'll know almost
no one. I'm excited about that. 

I've been bathing for too long in
a reality that wasn't mine.

I don't want to be held down by
what I was during that time. Our
culture, our habits hold us down,
keep us from evolving. I left my
family at a young age. I left
groups of friend, one after the
others. I want to keep on
changing, I want to keep on
evolving, away from what I am
supposed to be.

This can be an initiation into
something new. Affirming who I
don't want to hang out with,
cutting down some relations.

I am excited to end some
friendship. Letting go of the
past. Breaking up with the old
self.