Gray day, sad, woke up at 3am. 

I don't like the singles'
lifestyle: being single and
looking and doing thing to not be
single anymore. I had fun this
weekend during the event, but
it's not my cup of tea.

I spent a lot of time on the
phone yesterday with my daughter,
she was stuck in an airplane, in
a panic attack. It was intense
and really draining. I'm still
shaken today. Everything is fine,
but dealing with panic attacks
over the phone make me feel so
helpless. She gets in a sad,
angry, snappy, nothing to be
done, freaked out mode, and she
just need someone to be there for
a moment, on the phone, even if
we don't say much.

The day is a bit gray from all of
this.

I wrote a few lines for my
meditation book. I need a
strategy to help me finalize
it. It's been so long, and each
time I re-read it, I want to
re-write most of it. I want to
find a way in emacs to have a
table of content on the left, and
the book section on the right, so
I can move from one section to
the other, and maybe keep note of
what I am working on?

I'm also going through my old
artwork and see what could be
used for tattoo. Most of the
stuff is childish, while I was
developing my style. I need to
draw new subjects and idea with
the skill I have now, keeping in
mind how it will translate to
tattooing.

A bear in the compost
A lot of dreams
A swim in the lake
...