My addiction
to watch a show
before bed
is lingering

I held up
pretty good
but then
caved in

Watched a clown
laughing at clowns
Maybe I'll be
one of these
one day

A bald man
with a beard
Will they'll
all laugh at me
Will I
ever be
a joke
for a second
judged and
never pardoned

I didn't
have enough
one more hour
it's Sunday
after all

The full moon
could have been
celebrated
away from
the digital pyre

Filled my brain
to the brim
feeling sad
and empty

Still not enough
I need to numb
even further

Turn on the phone
for one more hit

The sacredness
is lost
so easily