Full moon
Lucid dreams
Fasting

It's quite the weekend. I've been
back into writing my dreams,
which triggers more dreams and
make lucid dreaming more
accessible.

In Taoist energy cultivation, I
remember reading about how you
use the physical body to
accumulate chi which helps the
souls to travel outside the body.

When my energy is balanced
I dream more, reach a lucid
dreaming state easily, which is
the foundation I need for out of
body experience. Stabilizing my
out of body state is not easy.

It's useful to have a goal or a
protocol. When I read Castaneda
'The Art of Dreaming,' there were
a few steps. First to look at your
hands, then look around, without
staring at one object more than a
few second, to stabilize the
dream. I don't have a clear
protocol when I get out of my
body, so my mind goes all around
and I often simply slip back into
the dream world, loose awareness
and then wake up in the morning.

I wanted to fast for the weekend,
but yesterday after talking to my
family I broke my fast. I am not
sure if it was related, but it
felt like the discussion changed
the vibration and then I couldn't
stop thinking about food. I had a
little snack, it wasn't that tasty
after all. So far today I'm not
hungry, so I might continue
fasting and see.

I might have a full moon, magic
mushroom synth jam tonight. I
haven't confirmed with my friend.
If not I'd still like to have a
ceremony around it. We'll see how
the day unfold.