Strange Canada day.

I was still under the influence
most of the day. I saw some
friends on the ferry, I was
confused. I went to hang out with
them, was I too high for them?
I talked a lot.

Driving off the ferry, a small
storm is stuck in a mountain.
It's beautiful, and soon the
torrential rain hit the car.
The weather was surreal, and I
wasn't able to tune into reality.
It all felt like a dream. 

We ended up in a restaurant in
town. It was strange. I wasn't
sure I'd like what I ordered, but
it was quite tasty after all. I
drove the girls back home, went
to get on the ferry, it was full.

I chatted with the owner of the
coffee shop. She had a nice
tattoo, Polynesian inspired she
said. We chatted about the
different style of tattoo, I
enjoyed her energy. I tuned into
presence, observed her, observed
the situation. There is a calm
created when I am in that state
of presence. I feel it might be
comforting for the people around
me. I guess people might feel
more listened to or cared for when I
am present, as I am not thinking
about something to say, I am not
planing on something else, I
don't have ulterior motive to
talk to them, I am just here and
now.

I chanted mantras on the ferry,
it quieted my mind, almost fell
asleep. I won't do much work when
I get home. A quiet evening, I
went to bed early and had a lot
of dreams, most of which I don't
remember. Clearing up stuff,
there was some shamanic training
involved. Woke up happy and
peaceful, but still tired.