The day was a write off. I didn't
feel good. I woke up at 5am.
Start cleaning up, working on
random stuff. The cleaning lady
was to come today but already
called in late.

My daughter who said she would
help, is too tired. She barely
can wake up. I'm annoyed.

The cleaning lady comes in even
later than planned. The landlord
who are supposed to come on
Monday haven't confirmed yet. I
wanted to go to my psytrance
party in the wood, and because
all of that, I couldn't go.

My daughter wanted to leave and
wanted a ride. I felt like I
wouldn't do much with my day so
fuck it, lets drive back and
forth and just do that with my
day.

It feels good to be out of the
house for a moment. We grab some
Vietnamese noodles on our way. It
feels already better. We drive to
Nelson and the car complains
about oil pressure. That's a new
one for me, but I just add a bit
of oil and it seems fine.

It complains again, add more
oil. We go pick up a friend, and
I drop the girls in town. I think
I have too much oil in the car,
so I call around a few garages. I
find a place that is still open.

It doesn't look good. A oil pump,
or maybe the engine is
fucked. But they can't work on it
until Monday. I'm now kind of
stuck in town. I'm freaked out.

I don't know what to do. I get
the Dj gear stuff out of the car,
and drop it at my daughter's moms
place. I'm confused. I go get
myself a pack of smoke. I sit in
the streets and have a smoke. My
shirt is gross, I feel
gross. It's warm out. I don't
have a car. I go to buy a new
shirt. I feel already better.

I have another smoke. My ex
offers me to crash at her place,
she can go to her boyfriend. I
see some people in town. There is
a reggea show tonight. All right,
something is moving in a
direction. I meet a couple girls
from the psytrance party. I tell
them about my car. They can give
me a ride if I want tomorrow.

Life is pushing me in a direction
that I didn't think would happen.

I contact my daughter. Go for
pizza. I see two other girls from
the psytrance crew. I share
quickly my situation, she can
also give me a ride in the
morning. We exchange phone
number.

I continue the night roaming
around town. I end up at the
reggea show that my friend is
organizing. I dance a bit. There
is a lot of nice people in
there. I'm surprised. I go in an
out of the event. I need to keep
in touch with my daughter as she
is also roaming around town and
since I'm staying at her mom's
place, I'm now in charge.

I grab some food, and smokes, I
come back to the house. I'm still
confused, but going with the
flow.

Morning coffee on the deck. I'm
waiting for my ride to the
party. We'll be setting it up.
I have no idea what to expect,
it's strange.