Twelves mice, two sauna later. Something shifted. Memories of what I want to change. A realignment, it feels good. I wonder, can I navigate with the sensations within me? Have I become hyper sensitive to the path I take. Lee and Steven are here. In between work shift, in between training. My landlord is sleeping on the top room, working on the land candidly announcing they might want to do an Air Bnb of the property. Candidly announcing my time here is over. How much time do I have? A breath session yesterday morning. Steven is being trained as a breath worker. I ask for a winter, a few months at least, of calm and quiet, where I can finalize, prepare for the move. It seems positive. I flip in an out of the space filled with light. Is this just my imagination or is there a gap that has been created? A tattoo of a Torii on my index, where I can see it all the time.