(01-09-25) (18:53) Final 15 minutes before I'm admitted into the ward. I feel apathetic to it, the hospital visit was nice, got my blood drawn, peed in a cup, ate a hospital sandwich. Almost killed myself today, that wasn't fun. Walked a town over, 5 miles to go and sit on a bench. There was no 72 hour hold only a visit and an admission. I say goodbye to my mom in a second. I imagine that time will pass as how it does during the mental ward scene in wolfenstein. I will probably stay for a couple of days, take some meds, meet some people, stare blankly at the walls. Fun times Goodnight SDF -may