The Mind, The Body, And The Soul

The Soul -> The Mind -> The Body

Assimilation of ideas inside the more... implicit parts of the mind that cannot let go of the former safeguards is annoying at best, at worst can lead to a 3 day ptsd-gender dysphoria filled bonanza. 
That's about what I experienced this week. I fully accepted who I was, yes. Did it take a complete reformatting of my mind through a painful trial of fire, also yes. I cannot tell if I've just gone
psychotic or that the face I see before me in the mirror looks different. My friends all said that they had to take a double take when they first saw me, the eyes are a window into the soul, the
soul gazing at them stuck within a neurological and fleshy shell that was meant to safeguard it, but more suffocated it. These conflicting feelings, a war at times, has been a conscious thing since 2021.
At last, The Mind is claimed, assimilated and molded into what I want it to be, less of a prison now and more of a control pannel. No longer will I be on autopilot, no longer will I feel that
dreadful dullness that has claimed every square inch of my life these past few years. The Mind has been reformatted, and through that process it may lay dormant, until the right time comes
to claim the body as well. For now, The Mind has been assimilated into The Soul.