[November 6th, 2024: 19:48:20]


Apathy is the conductor from which evil passes through.

Almost everyone I have talked to this past month that
I've told to vote hasn't. I have a feeling this isn't
just a problem centralized to my family. The polls 
show a decrease in the amount of voters this election
cycle. Even if that's only the case in states not 
considered swing states by electoral college standards,
it still paints a picture. 

The cheeto has won this time around, this brings me
more existential dread than I have the tools to package
and compress into words. My existence is now one 
less barrier away from being invalidated in my
state. Though, given my area, his fanboys will 
probably harass me. This is another deal of stress
added. On the bright side, I picked up my invega today,
hope that it works out, no, it will because I demand it
to. Either way, my day is shit, and probably these next 
4 years. I don't have a visa, to way to leave the country,
and half of my psychosis related incidents have dysphoria
as their cause. 

To be honest, given the girth of the last few logs, I 
thought I'd have more to say. But there's nothing to say
that hasn't already been said by other people. My life
might be going down the gutter, but at least it won't hit
me like a truck.


Here's some music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAAw9hwe_14

Have a good night SDF
-may