(December 29th, 2024)

Today was good. Though as most
days go it was pretty boring.

Finally got to asking my roommate
about voicetraining. The tone in
her voice wasn't one of surprise,
go figure. Woke up today with my
mom opening up the door and saying
that she was leaving. She asks me
each and every single time she 
does this if I'm fine with her
leaving. If I'll be okay. Then
she asks again, and again. 
Given my history of almost killing
myself, I can understand the worry.
Doesn't make it any less annoying 
though. Today I snapped a bit when
she asked, said that I could
care less if she left. Didn't 
mean it fully to be rude, I more
or less meant it as a "I'll be fine
please do not worry about me". It
definitely did not come off as that
though. 

Went to the gym, all I had up
until dinner was two pieces of
toast, breakfast of champions I
know. The walk to the gym and 
back is roughly six miles. Going
to the gym was easy, felt fine.
Being in the gym was also fine,
today was leg day, almost passed
out twice inside the gym but after
that I was fine. Walking home was
the issue however. I practically
limped home due to the soreness
in my legs, though due to the mass
amounts of adrenaline running
through my system I was still
going almost double my normal
walking speed. Must've looked
insane, a shaking, limping mess
with a twitching eye. Though
the sun was down at this point,
so nobody cared. Got home,
almost collapsed right next
to the door, got some water,
and then laid down. Had some
snacks afterwards. 

There isn't much to report on
today, no bullshit nor anything
fun. I could rant about Dragon
Ball Super for a bit, I have
a love hate relationship with
the show, but I don't feel like
it.

Have a goodnight
-May