(December 24th, 2024)

I did nothing today, there's
nothing to really to report.
I talked a lot of shit with
my mom during cards, it's fun.
The gym was closed, so I didn't
really go to the gym. Which is
probably a good thing, I've
been going everyday and I
stopped feeling sore, which
going off of gym logic is
alarming. I did nothing today
and I enjoyed it. No episodes,
just fun. Got a compliment or
two from people I know about
my look, saying that I pass.
I don't wear different clothes,
just styled my hair a little
differently today. I have
very long, brown, wavy hair.
I have it that long because
I like how it feels on my skin,
also makes me look attractive. 

Today was more or less a 
day of reflection more than
anything. Thought a lot about
the future and the past. Realized
that it wasn't me slowly losing
my mind and disassociating it
was change; I was moving on. I
realize now that I should give 
less of a fuck about the past.
It does not pay rent and has
been sleeping on my couch
for two weeks now. It needs
to pack its shit and get the
fuck out. This sentiment will
probably only last until this
little thing of joy wears off
but I will roll with it until
then. 

Finally beat all of the classic
heists on death wish, I am now
going to beat the bain heists 
on death wish as well. This will
be hell given the amazing 
ESCAPE mechanic built into the
older heists. Truly a great
mechanic.

This is all for today, well I 
guess yesterday. I overshot a 
bit, I'm writing this on christmas
day at 01:00. Merry christmas

Happy christmas eve
-May