This is my first phlog entry. Currently writing this in my car.
Been stressed about college. I have a bad habit of 
self-sabotage when it comes to really anything
I should be doing. I have a test today that 
I am not prepared for, but I will still take
it. It happens in an hour. I find it interesting
that moments like this where I am bracing for 
imminent discomfort and failure, I am 
forced to really look at myself and think
about where I am going in life. It's 
interesting and I really need to have more of these moments
voluntarily. Being forced into them though
hits a lot harder.