# I am still alive. 2026-05-30 The past three months have been a whirlwind of personal and professional shifts. After a four-week sick leave in March due to a depressive episode, I took two weeks off to recharge, returning to work in mid-April with a mix of relief and lingering anxiety. The emotional weight of past conflicts - especially with family - still lingers, but the fog is slowly lifting. Through it all, small anchors - daily pockets of couple time, shared meals, and the quiet determination to prioritize my partnership - have kept me grounded. The road is not smooth, but it's mine.