Dream Child: An Autistic Interpretation of Wonderland © 2005 Devon Koren Part One: Creative To fulfill this section of the assignment, I have directed and produced a short film entitled Dream Child that has been published on the accompanying DVD. With a runtime of approximately 23 minutes, Dream Child features my own daughter -- Aisling Stoirm (which is, incidentally, Gaelic for .Dream Storm.) -- as the curious Alice. In addition to Aisling.s intense patience through hours of stage directions and retakes, I was also fortunate enough to engage the help of Ely Smith (the Mad Hatter, costume consultant, keeper of cats and mice), Jill Collins (the March Hare, caretaker of the star rabbit), and Matthew Schulman (music composer, www.olympusmonsrecords.com). While I am infamous among my group of friends as the woman who carries a camcorder with her wherever she goes, I have absolutely no formal artistic training in the art of filmmaking. In addition, the editing/production factor of this project marked my first Studio venture; not only had I no previous experience with iMovie, but I also had never worked extensively with a Mac computer. Because of this, and the 5 hour block time constraints for reservations in the Studio, the editing is somewhat choppier than I.d like it to be, and there is a serious issue with the sound -- the embedded mp3s ended up much louder than they should be, so please take care when watching this film to listen at a low level of volume. Part Two: Analytical At first glance, it may seem absurd to interpret Alice.s Adventures in Wonderland as a work that represents an autistic perspective of the social confusion, mismanaged logic, and sensory overload present in the .real world.. After all, the term .autism. wasn.t even coined until nearly half a century after Carroll had written his underground adventures for the beloved Ms. Liddell. While the Mad Hatter may have very well suffered from the same Mercury poisoning that is actively being attacked by parents as a possible cause for their children.s autistic personalities, there is little other immediate evidence that draws a specific parallel between Carroll.s work and the autistic condition. However, as more children are diagnosed with this elusive .disorder,. the more important it is for family, friends, and loved ones to situate themselves within a paradigm of understanding. This paradigm is most easily nurtured by exemplars, images, and unique perspectives -- such as those present in Lewis Carroll.s Alice.s Adventures in Wonderland. For those who stand audience to the autistic tendencies of a loved one, Wonderland becomes a palatable metaphor that helps describe the underlying rationale to the most chaotic actions -- that helps makes sense out of (what appears to be) nonsense. While the autistic perspective of Wonderland has remained an obscure element of contemporary literary criticism, there have historically been a few attempts to make these connections. In 1978 -- a year after Folstein and Rutter.s twin study .revealed evidence of a genetic basis for autism. (NAAR whatis_hist.htm) -- Richard Lebovitz and Rudolf Ekstein both applied contemporary psychological definitions of autism to examples of Victorian literature. While Lebovitz focuses specifically on the Dormouse.s maladaptive behavior in the tea party scene of Wonderland (8), Ekstein demonstrates how Lucy Lane Clifford.s fairy tale .Wooden Tony. specifically describes autism and the process of its effect upon familial and social institutions (124-125). While the traits associated with autism in these early pieces of criticism have, for the most part, been replaced with more accurate insights of the autistic mind in recent years, there is still an emphasis on the importance of the inherent duality of children.s literature -- its ability not only to portray a story of wonder and magic, but also to subtly engage the reader/listener with higher levels of thinking, such as a consideration of emotional, cognitive, and social issues. Alice.s Adventures in Wonderland might be considered a similar critical tool, providing an entertaining illustration of the sorts of conflicts that pervade the autistic dynamic. Much like autism, the complicated social conflicts that are portrayed throughout Wonderland are rooted in issues of miscommunication. In .A Caucus-Race and a Long Tale,. Alice continually upsets and offends the other animals of the party by remaining completely oblivious to social conventions, saying entirely inappropriate things, and misunderstanding what is said to her. For example, when the Mouse begins his story, Alice is bewildered by his use of a homonym: .Mine is a long and a sad tale!. said the Mouse, turning to Alice, and sighing. .It is a long tail, certainly,. said Alice, looking down with wonder at the Mouse.s tail; .but why do you call it sad?. (Carroll 50) After the Mouse finishes his story, Alice is similarly confused by the interchange between .not. and .knot.. Likewise, autistic individuals tend to focus on the more concrete representations of words than those that present an intangible idea. When Alice offers to .undo it. for him, the Mouse chastises her, .You insult me by talking such nonsense!. (Carroll 52) and walks away. Indeed, many people become similarly frustrated with the communication barriers between themselves and autistic individuals. Autistics are often caught between the uneven dichotomy of logical and socially acceptable behavior; similarly, Alice finds herself in situations throughout Wonderland where she chooses logic over etiquette. When the procession of the King and Queen of Hearts marches into the garden, the three gardeners Alice had been speaking to throw themselves flat upon the ground. Alice, however, chooses not to mimic this behavior: .What would be the use of a procession...if people had all to lie down on their faces, so that they couldn.t see it?. (Carroll 107) If the rules of etiquette go against the rules of logic, Alice -- like the autistic -- is hesitant to engage in them. Alice has a similar confrontation with the footman outside of the Duchess.s house, when he is unable to give her any useful advice on how to get inside the house: .Are you to get in at all?...That.s the first question, you know. (Carroll 81). After debating the issue with the footman to no avail, Alice eventually walks inside the house without being announced, received, or invited. Incapable of bridging the gap between herself and the institutionalized entity of social etiquette represented as the frog footman, Alice falls back to her own logical reasoning of discovering a means to an end. Of all chapters in Wonderland, perhaps .A Mad Tea-Party. best describes the inherent conflicts between autistics and accepted social behavior. When Alice first walks up to the table, the Mad Hatter, March Hare, and Dormouse all cry out, .No room! No room!. (Carroll 93) As these three characters are huddled together at one corner, and since the table is large, long, and set with many places, Alice perceives that their statement of .no room. is a falsity; .There.s plenty of room. (Carroll 93), she says, and she takes a seat. While Alice does offer a valid and honest statement here, she completely fails to comprehend the social connotation of their remarks -- namely that it.s not very polite .to sit down without being invited. (Carroll 94). Similarly, autistics have a difficult time understanding implied requests such as this. Therefore, specific, unambiguous language is most useful when engaging in verbal communication with an autistic individual to avoid social confusion. The language of the Mad Hatter and the March Hare, however, continues to confuse Alice throughout the party: .I believe I can guess that,. she added aloud. .Do you mean that you think you can find out the answer to it?. said the March Hare. .Exactly so,. said Alice. .Then you should say what you mean,. the March Hare went on. .I do,. Alice hastily replied; .at least -- at least I mean what I say -- that.s the same thing, you know.. .Not the same thing a bit!. said the Hatter. .Why, you might just as well say that .I see what I eat. is the same thing as .I eat what I see.!. .You might just as well say,. added the March Hare, .that .I like what I get. is the same thing as .I get what I like.!. .You might just as well say,. added the Dormouse, which seemed to be talking in its sleep, .that .I breathe when I sleep. is the same thing as .I sleep when I breathe.!. .It is the same thing with you,. said the Hatter, and here the conversation dropped, and the party sat silent for a minute.(Carroll 95) This represents a direct attack upon Alice.s verbal communication skills -- the same sort of confrontation which makes many autistics uncomfortable when participating in social situations. Their subsequent discussion that turns the logic of linguistics on its head is a good representation of how confusing basic rules of language may seem to an autistic individual who has no grounding in the discipline. To the autistic, most conversations and social gatherings are similar to Alice.s experience at the Mad Tea-Party: .Alice felt dreadfully puzzled. The Hatter.s remark seemed to her to have no sort of meaning in it, and yet it was certainly English. (Carroll 97). For those of us who live outside of the autistic sphere, the confusion of the Mad Tea-Party provides an excellent simulation of common complications with communication and sociality. While it is likely that Lewis Carroll simply wrote in these conflagrations of social communication to accentuate the comic affect of his child.s tale, there is some suggestion among contemporary research in the field of autistic spectrum disorders that perhaps Carroll had a more direct connection with the issues complicated by an autistic mindset. In his book Autism and Creativity: Is there a link between autism in men and exceptional ability? Michael Fitzgerald suggests that Carroll may very well have displayed features of high-functioning autism, or Asperger.s syndrome (194). According to Fitzgerald, many of Carroll.s traits -- from his discomfort in social situations to a reliance on strict routines to pronounced visuo-spatial ability -- are those generally associated with high-functioning autistics. In fact, Carroll.s obsession with children may have been a product of these autistic traits: .Commonly, those with HFA/ASP retain a childlike outlook, which makes being in the company of children more satisfying. (Fitzgerald 199). Since it is impossible for us to be certain of a diagnosis in this particular instance, we may never know if Carroll indeed was speaking from experience when touching upon these issues associated with autism in his work. However, this does not make the effect of these details any less pronounced in Alice.s Adventures in Wonderland. Perhaps there is a danger in bringing to a text viewpoints, ideologies, and definitions that were not necessarily applicable in that text.s creation. Perhaps, by bringing an autistic perspective to Alice.s Adventures in Wonderland, we run the risk of following in the footsteps of many literary critics whose concepts are so completely divorced from the context of the literature itself that their ideas lose relevance. On the other hand, as the phenomenon of autism spreads throughout more and more families, and as the mystery of the condition continues to baffle physicians and specialists alike, turning to familiar literature to find common metaphors that may help to describe and simulate this .disorder. seems a constructive way to foster an understanding between autistic individuals and the people who live outside their world. Part Three: Relationship In my film Dream Child, I have attempted to accent what I perceived as the .autism undercurrent. of Alice.s Adventures in Wonderland; in other words, I worked to simulate an autistic child.s perspective of the world by employing many of the metaphors and symbols which Carroll uses throughout his text. My daughter, Aisling Stoirm -- who portrays Alice in this short film -- was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder at the age of two. Because of this, in addition to the basic academic/creative goals explicitly laid out with this assignment, I also had some specific personal objectives that I wanted to fulfill; mainly, instead of focusing on autism as a disorder, I wanted instead to portray the condition as a unique perspective on the world, which includes both the negative and positive repercussions associated with sensory dysfunction, social adaptation, etc. The weird duality of Wonderland as both a place of beauty and fantasy, in addition to that of uncertainty and chaos, seemed to be an excellent setting for this goal. Time constraints and basic logistics defined exactly what scenes were possible for me to shoot. I divided the film into seven .chapters,. with four of them keeping their titles consistent with those of Alice.s Adventures in Wonderland (Down the Rabbit-Hole, The Pool of Tears, Advice from a Caterpillar, and A Mad Tea-Party), with the others simply derived from other scenes throughout the text (The Cheshire Cat and The Queen of Hearts). The last chapter, Waking Into Sleep, was a complete invention on my part; by using some of the same imagery as is used in the opening sequence of the film, I was attempting to create a Blake-ian cyclical feel to the storyline, in addition to playing upon the ideas of repetition in relationship to autism. However, I also wanted to make the separation between waking life and dreaming life an ambiguous one. In addition, when .Alice. actually catches the White Rabbit at the very end, I was trying to capture a sense of accomplishment and/or development within the cyclical storyline. Most of the fantastical elements of Carroll.s work have been translated into real world representations in Dream Child. My reasoning for this is simply to emphasize that it is the real world that seems like a Wonderland to the autistic child; growing and shrinking fountains can inspire both the terror and pleasure of The Pool of Tears, it is possible to have conversations with cats who might not grin, and sometimes a deck of cards is just a deck of cards. The most whimsical portion of the film happens during the Mad Tea Party, when the creatures from Alice.s imagination specifically come to life (even though, this eventually causes an overload of stimulus when her imagination starts tormenting her.) However, Aisling.s ever-present dreamlike persona paired with the distortion of the soundtrack really helps to amplify the surreal quality I was trying to capture in our portrayals of everyday objects. I struggled with whether or not to include/encourage dialogue in the film; I eventually ended up cutting it completely out and replacing the audio track with electronic music provided by my friend Matthew Schulman. Admittedly, this gives the film more the appearance of an extended music video, but I also feel as if it adds to the immediacy and emotion of the film more than any other detail. It was difficult to have my daughter follow stage directions, not to mention an actual script; because of this, I often found myself talking over some of my best shots, which were conveniently wiped over with the addition of the mp3s. In addition, one of the major focuses on autistic children in general is their difficulty with communication. Due to the soundtrack taking such prominence in the film, the eye of the audience is attracted to the nonverbal forms of communication my daughter uses often (pointing, hand-flapping, nodding, gestures, etc.) in addition to providing a barrier between the audience and the words of any other character, which simulates the frustration from Alice.s point of view. The soundtrack itself is so aggressive and jarring in places (especially due to the computer glitch which caused it to register much louder than it was supposed to) that the audience physically wants to cover their ears with their hands the same way Alice does in the film. In this manner, the film becomes a sort of simulation of sensory dysfunction, allowing the audience to experience what it must be like to have no control over regulating the sounds you hear. (Interestingly enough, my daughter can.t stand to watch the finished product due to this music!) Most importantly, I hope to have created a film that fosters understanding, acceptance, and education about autism, as opposed to simply portraying the condition as a .disease that must be cured.. Autism is, above all else, an intricate part of my daughter.s personality -- one of the many combinations of traits which make her uniquely and beautifully her. Ideally, this film will work as I have argued the text of Alice.s Adventures in Wonderland works -- as a metaphor and interpretation of a condition that is not accessible and understandable for most people. Ideally, when an audience watches Dream Child, not only will they be entertained by a unique, modern rendition of a classic children.s story, but they will also become educated and can begin to imagine what it might be like to live within an autistic frame of mind. Works Cited Carroll, Lewis. The Annotated Alice: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass. Ed. and introd. Martin Gardner. New York: Wings Books, 1960. Ekstein, Rudolf. .Childhood Autism, Its Process, as Seen in a Victorian Fairy Tale.. American Imago: A Psychoanalytic Journal For Culture, Science, And The Arts 35.1-2 (1978): 124-145. Fitzgerald, Michael. Autism and Creativity: Is there a link between autism in men and exceptional ability? New York: Brunner-Routledge, 2004. Lebovitz, Richard. .Alice and Autism: A Psychological Approach to the Dormouse in .The Mad Tea-Party... Jabberwocky: The Journal of the Lewis Carroll Society 8.1 (1978): 8-12. NAAR. .What is Autism? -- History.. About Autism. 2005. National Alliance for Autism Research. 21 April 2005. .