What I read is too polished. Proud products of professional teams with
the intention to impress and sell. It would be wrong to stop writing
just because my work is not so polished.

I have been suspending what I am doing for better prospects for too
long. I will do what I have fun doing from now on. If I have to do
something that is not fun, I change the way doing it so it becomes fun
again, instead of changing myself so I can find fun in it in some
other ways.

Besides, I will forget about making things that are polished. Things
that are fine-tuned to the marketable standard, are similar to others,
and thus not fun.