Addiction
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I know I am addicted for sure, I only know 
because of how my life changed in the past 3-4 
years. 

Ive been on meth almost daily for a good 2 
years of that, and those 2 years have been the 
worst of my life. 
It changed me more than anything could, in a 
bad or good way Im not sure... 
But I would think it only changed
me to make me more bad. I started because of 
confidence issues but now im completely 
destroyed.

Alright Im just gonna keep my head up and do my 
best I think, but even at that, doing my best, 
ive lost all reasons to even feel happy 
anymore.
I had this person in my life, that I decided to 
betray over drugs...

The love of my life has left me , she could see 
so well that I was not going uphill but rather 
downhill, and that sooner or later drugs would 
take priority over her... And now I may be high 
on drugs n shit but I'm alone and hated by 
those who used to be my peers. 

I almost qualify as a piece of garbage.