Published on : 2026-04-18 09:02
       
       Some people keep journals. I remember things like a terminal 
       history. Not everything. Just the commands that mattered.
       
       $ boot
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾
       No memory of this. Only the aftermath.
       
       $ learn --walk --talk --repeat
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Ran for years. Still running, in some ways.
       
       $ connect --people
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Some connections timed out. Some stayed open longer than expected. 
       Only a few are still active.
       
       $ make --mistakes
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Ran in the background. Consumed more resources than intended.
       
       $ trust --random-people
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Security warning ignored.
       
       $ make --plans && cancel --plans
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       This command started as soon as I got married ...
       
       $ apt install motivation
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Reading package lists... Done
       Building dependency tree... Done
       E: Unable to locate package motivation
       
       $ exercise
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Command skipped
       
       $ become --adult
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Still installing... Estimated time remaining: unknown
       
       $ kill -9 stress
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Operation not permitted.
       
       $ systemctl restart me
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Temporary fix.
       
       $ update --self
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Changelog unclear. New bugs introduced.
       
       $ sleep --8h
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Permission denied.
       
       $ ps aux | grep energy
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       No results: grep --color=auto energy
       
       $ ping success
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Request timed out.
       
       $ plan --future
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Segmentation fault
       
       $ exit
       ‾‾‾‾‾‾
       Process still running.
       
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