European Trib. boy’s face photo’d eyes opened,
young feminine beardless radiant kid
lain back smiling looking upward
Calm as if ladies’ lips were kissing invisible parts of the body
Aged reposeful angelic boy corpse,
perceptive Argentine Doctor, petulant Cuba Major
pipe mouth’d & faithfully keeping Diary
in mosquitos Amazonas
Sleep on a hill, dull Havana Throne renounced
More sexy your neck than sad aging necks of Johnson
De Gaulle, Kosygin,
or the bullet pierced neck of John Kennedy
Eyes more intelligent glanced up to death newspapers
than worried living Congress Cameras passing
dot screens into TV shade, glass-eyed
McNamara, Dulles in old life …
Women in bowler hats sitting in mud outskirts 11,000 feet up in Heaven
with a headache in La Paz
selling black potatoes brought down from earth roof’d huts
on mountain-lipped Puno
would’ve adored your desire and kissed your Visage new Christ
They’ll raise up a red-bulb-eyed war-mask’s
white tusks to scare soldier-ghosts
who shot thru your lungs
Incredible! one boy turned aside from operating room
or healing Pampas yellow eye
To face the stock rooms of Alcoa, Myriad Murderous
Board Directors of United Fruit
Smog-Manufacturing Trustees of Chicago U
Lawyer Phantoms ranged back to dead
John Foster Dulles’ Sullivan and Cromwell lawfirm
Acheson’s mustache, Truman’s bony hat
To go mad and hide in jungle on mule & point rifle at OAS
at Rusk’s egoic Courtesies, the metal deployments of Pentagon
derring-do Admen and dumbed intellectuals
from Time to the CIA
One boy against the Stock Market all Wall Street ascream
since Norris wrote The Pit
afraid of free dollars showering from the Observers’ Balcony
scattered by laughing younger brothers,
Against the Tin Company, against Wire Services,
against infrared sensor Telepath Capitalism’s
money-crazed scientists
against College boy millions watching Wichita Family Den TV
One radiant face driven mad with a rifle
Confronting the electric networks.
Venice, November 1967
To Ezra Pound
These are the names of the companies that have made money from this war
nineteenhundredsixtyeight Annodomini fourthousandeighty Hebraic
These Corporations have profited by merchandising skinburning phosphorus or shells fragmented to thousands of fleshpiercing needles
and here listed money millions gained by each combine for manufacture and here are gains numbered, index’d swelling a decade, set in order,
here named the Fathers in office in these industries, telephones directing finance,
names of directors, makers of fates, and the names of the stockholders of these destined Aggregates,
and here are the names of their ambassadors to the Capital, representatives to legislature, those who sit drinking in hotel lobbies to persuade,
and separate listed, those who drop Amphetamines with military, gossip, argue, and persuade
suggesting policy naming language proposing strategy, this done for fee as ambassadors to Pentagon, consultants to military, paid by their industry:
and these are the names of the generals & captains military, who now thus work for war goods manufacturers;
and above these, listed, the names of the banks, combines, investment trusts that control these industries:
and these are the names of the newspapers owned by these banks
and these are the names of the airstations owned by these combines;
and these are the numbers of thousands of citizens employed by these businesses named;
and the beginning of this accounting is 1958 and the end 1968, that statistic be contained in orderly mind, coherent & definite,
and the first form of this litany begun first day December 1967 furthers this poem of these States.
December 1, 1967
OK Neal
aethereal Spirit
bright as moving air
blue as city dawn
happy as light released by the Day
over the city’s new buildings—
Maya’s Giant bricks rise rebuilt
in Lower East Side
windows shine in milky smog.
Appearance unnecessary now.
Peter sleeps alone next room, sad.
Are you reincarnate? Can ya hear me talkin?
If anyone had strength to hear the invisible,
And drive thru Maya Wall
you had it—
What’re you now, Spirit?
That were spirit in body—
The body’s cremate
by Railroad track
San Miguel Allende Desert,
outside town,
Spirit become spirit,
or robot reduced to Ashes.
Tender Spirit, thank you for touching me with tender hands
When you were young, in a beautiful body,
Such a pure touch it was Hope beyond Maya-meat,
What you are now,
Impersonal, tender—
you showed me your muscle/warmth/over twenty years ago
when I lay trembling at your breast
put your arm around my neck,
—we stood together in a bare room on 103d St.
Listening to a wooden Radio,
with our eyes closed
Eternal redness of Shabda
lamped in our brains
at Illinois Jacquet’s Saxophone Shuddering,
prophetic Honk of Louis Jordan,
Honeydrippers, Open The Door Richard
To Christ’s Apocalypse—
The buildings’re insubstantial—
That’s my New York Vision
outside eastern apartment offices
where telephone rang last night
and stranger’s friendly Denver Voice
asked me, had I heard the news from the West?
Some gathering Bust, Eugene Oregon or Hollywood Impends
I had premonition.
“No” I said—“been away all week,”
“you havent heard the News from the West,
Neal Cassady is dead—”
Peter’s dove-voic’d Oh! on the other line, listening.
Your picture stares cheerful, tearful, strain’d,
a candle burns,
green stick incense by household gods.
Military Tyranny overtakes Universities, your Prophecy
approaching its kindest sense brings us
Down
to the Great Year’s awakening.
Kesey’s in Oregon writing novel language
family farm alone.
Hadja no more to do? Was your work all done?
Had ya seen your first son?
Why’dja leave us all here?
Has the battle been won?
I’m a phantom skeleton with teeth, skull
resting on a pillow
calling your spirit
god echo consciousness, murmuring
sadly to myself.
Lament in dawnlight’s not needed,
the world is released,
desire fulfilled, your history over,
story told, Karma resolved,
prayers completed
vision manifest, new consciousness fulfilled,
spirit returned in a circle,
world left standing empty, buses roaring through streets—
garbage scattered on pavements galore—
Grandeur solidified, phantom-familiar fate
returned to Auto-dawn,
your destiny fallen on RR track
My body breathes easy,
I lie alone,
living
After friendship fades from flesh forms—
heavy happiness hangs in heart,
I could talk to you forever,
The pleasure inexhaustible,
discourse of spirit to spirit,
O Spirit.
Sir spirit, forgive me my sins,
Sir spirit give me your blessing again,
Sir Spirit forgive my phantom body’s demands,
Sir Spirit thanks for your kindness past,
Sir Spirit in Heaven, What difference was yr mortal form,
What further this great show of Space?
Speedy passions generations of
Question? agonic Texas Nightrides?
psychedelic bus hejira-jazz,
Green auto poetries, inspired roads?
Sad, Jack in Lowell saw the phantom most—
lonelier than all, except your noble Self.
Sir Spirit, an’ I drift alone:
Oh deep sigh.
February 10, 1968, 5–5:30 A.M.
If Hanson Baldwin got a bullet in his brain, outrage?
If President Johnson got a bullet in his brain, fast Karma?
If Reader’s Digest got a bullet in its brain would it be smarter?
March ’68, P. 54 “Report from Vietnam, The foe is Hurting”
… “The dismal picture of 1965, when I previously visited Vietnam,
has been reversed: The Allies are winning, and the enemy is being hurt,”
wrote “The distinguished military Editor of the New York Times”
The Dinosaur moves slowly over Chicago.
Arrived on United Airlines just in time all wrong.
Anger in the back of the plane cabin, anger at Reader’s Digest
Hanson Baldwin’s “Allies”? Hanson Baldwin’s “The Enemy”?
Arguing with a schizophrenic is hopeless. A bullet in the brain.
Mr. Baldwin suggests more bullets in the brain to solve his Vietnam Problem.
Hanson Baldwin is a Military Ass-Kisser.
Dead Neal was born in Salt Lake, & Jim Fitzpatrick’s dead.
Flowers die, & flowers rise red petaled on the field.
Anger, red petal’d flower in my body
Detroit’s lake from a mile above chemical muddy,
streams of gray waste fogging the surface to the center,
more than half the lake discolored metallic—
Cancerous reproductions the house flats rows of bee boxes, DNA Molecular Patterns
microscopic reticulations topt w/Television Antennae
and the horizon edged with gray gas clouds from East to West unmoved by wind.
They fucked up the planet! Hanson Baldwin Fucked up the Planet all by himself, emitted a long Military gas cloud Dec 26 27 28 1967 in NY Times.
“Purely military considerations” he told TV—
Till Gov. LaSalle sd/ the Prexy cdnt be peaceful till election time,
as Baldwin nodded agree.
A bunch of fat & thin Schizophrenics running the planet thoughtwaves. Shit, Violence, bullets in the brain Unavailing.
We’re in it too deep to pull out.
Waiting for an orgasm, Mr. Baldwin?
Yes, waiting for an orgasm that’s all.
Give ’em all the orgasms they want.
Give ’em orgasms, give Hanson Baldwin his lost orgasms.
Give NY Times, give Reader’s Digest their old orgasms back.
It’s a gold crisis! not enuf orgasms to go round
“I take care of other people’s business” said th’ old man sleeping next seat,
Wallets & pens in his inside pocket green tie black suit boots,
“Ever since the world began Gold is the measure of Solidarity.”
Golden light over Iowa, silver cloud floor, sky roof blue deep
rayed by Western Sun set brightness from the center of the Solar System.
Neal born in Salt Lake. Died in San Miguel, met in Denver loved in Denver—
“Down in Denver/down in Denver/all I did was die.”
J. Kerouac, ’48
Airplanes, a pain in the neck. Thru Heaven, a heavy roar,
vaportrails to the sun moving behind Utah’s valley wall.
Give Heaven orgasms, give Krishna all your orgasms, give yr orgasms to the clouds. Great Salt Lake!
Fitzpatrick sobbed a lot in New York & Utah, his nervous frame racked with red eyed pain.
Farewell Sir Jim, in shiny heaven, bodiless as Neal’s bodiless …
Brainwash cried Romney, the Governor of Pollution,
Michigan’s Lakes covered w/green slime
— “The people now see thru the Administration’s continuous brainwashing.”
Chi Trib Mar 16 ’68 AP dispatch
Mind is fragments … whatever you can remember from last year’s Time Magazine, this years sunset or gray cloudmass over Nebraska,
Leroi Jones’ deep scar brown skin at left temple hairline …
… Don McNeil emerging from Grand Central w/6 stitches in Forehead pushed thru plateglass by police, his presscard bloodied.
Deeper into gray clouds, there must be invisible farms, invisible farmers walking up and down rolling cloud-hills.
“A hole in its head” … another World, America, Vietnam.
The Martians have holes in their head, like Moore’s statuary.
& if Dolphin-like Saturnian tongues are invisible & their ecstatic language irrelevant to the Gold Supply
We’ll murder ’em like 100,000,000 Bison—
Do the Buffalo Dance in the Jetplane over Nebraska! Bring back the Gay ’90s.
Gobble gobble sd/ Sanders
& Turkeys’ hormone-white-meat drumsticks poison the glands of suburban kiddies Thanksgiving.
On their bicycles w/ poison glands & DDT livers, hallucinating Tiny Vietnams on TV.
Clouds rifts, Gold orgasms in the West,
Nebraska’s Steppes herding broken cloud-flocks—
Sun at plane’s nose, izzat the Missouri breaking the plains apart? Council Bluffs & Great Platte gone?
Oh Rockies already? Snow in granite cracks & gray crags.
Hanson Baldwin covered w/ Snowflakes.
Red oxide in air & earth, sunset flowers in clouds, Anger in the Heart,
“Croakers & doubters” … Napalm & Mace: Dogs!
Earth ripples, river snakes, iron horse tracks, car paths thin
—Wasatch peak snows, north crags’ springtime white wall over desert-lake brightness—
Salt Lake streets at dusk flowing w/ electric gold. Beautiful Million winking lights!
Neal was born in Paradise!
March 30, 1968
Kissass is the Part of Peace
America will have to Kissass Mother Earth
Whites have to Kissass Blacks, for Peace & Pleasure,
Only Pathway to Peace, Kissass
Houston, April 24, 1968
Long stone streets inanimate, repetitive machine Crash cookie-cutting
dynamo rows of soulless replica Similitudes brooding tank-like in Army Depots
Exactly the same exactly the same exactly the same with no purpose but grimness
& overwhelming force of robot obsession, our slaves are not alive
& we become their sameness as they surround us—the long stone streets inanimate,
crowds of executive secretaries alighting from subway 8:30 A.M.
bloodflow in cells thru elevator arteries & stairway glands to typewriter consciousness,
Con Ed skyscraper clock-head gleaming gold-lit at sun dusk.
1968
Please master can I touch your cheek
please master can I kneel at your feet
please master can I loosen your blue pants
please master can I gaze at your golden haired belly
please master can I gently take down your shorts
please master can I have your thighs bare to my eyes
please master can I take off my clothes below your chair
please master can I kiss your ankles and soul
please master can I touch lips to your hard muscle hairless thigh
please master can I lay my ear pressed to your stomach
please master can I wrap my arms around your white ass
please master can I lick your groin curled with blond soft fur
please master can I touch my tongue to your rosy asshole
please master may I pass my face to your balls,
please master, please look into my eyes,
please master order me down on the floor,
please master tell me to lick your thick shaft
please master put your rough hands on my bald hairy skull
please master press my mouth to your prick-heart
please master press my face into your belly, pull me slowly strong thumbed
till your dumb hardness fills my throat to the base
till I swallow & taste your delicate flesh-hot prick barrel veined Please
Master push my shoulders away and stare in my eye, & make me bend over the table
please master grab my thighs and lift my ass to your waist
please master your hand’s rough stroke on my neck your palm down my backside
please master push me up, my feet on chairs, till my hole feels the breath of your spit and your thumb stroke
please master make me say Please Master Fuck me now Please
Master grease my balls and hairmouth with sweet vaselines
please master stroke your shaft with white creams
please master touch your cock head to my wrinkled self-hole
please master push it in gently, your elbows enwrapped round my breast
your arms passing down to my belly, my penis you touch w/ your fingers
please master shove it in me a little, a little, a little,
please master sink your droor thing down my behind
& please master make me wiggle my rear to eat up the prick trunk
till my asshalfs cuddle your thighs, my back bent over,
till I’m alone sticking out, your sword stuck throbbing in me
please master pull out and slowly roll into the bottom
please master lunge it again, and withdraw to the tip
please please master fuck me again with your self, please fuck me Please
Master drive down till it hurts me the softness the
Softness please master make love to my ass, give body to center, & fuck me for good like a girl,
tenderly clasp me please master I take me to thee,
& drive in my belly your selfsame sweet heat-rood
you fingered in solitude Denver or Brooklyn or fucked in a maiden in Paris carlots
please master drive me thy vehicle, body of love dops, sweat fuck
body of tenderness, Give me your dog fuck faster
please master make me go moan on the table
Go moan O please master do fuck me like that
in your rhythm thrill-plunge & pull-back-bounce & push down
till I loosen my asshole a dog on the table yelping with terror delight to be loved
Please master call me a dog, an ass beast, a wet asshole,
& fuck me more violent, my eyes hid with your palms round my skull
& plunge down in a brutal hard lash thru soft drip-fish
& throb thru five seconds to spurt out your semen heat
over & over, bamming it in while I cry out your name I do love you
please Master.
May 1968
O Future bards
chant from skull to heart to ass
as long as language lasts
Vocalize all chords
zap all consciousness
I sing out of mind jail
in New York State
without electricity
rain on the mountain
thought fills cities
I’ll leave my body
in a thin motel
my self escapes
through unborn ears
Not my language
but a voice
chanting in patterns
survives on earth
not history’s bones
but vocal tones
Dear breaths and eyes
shine in the skies
where rockets rise
to take me home
May 1968
Path crowded with thistle fern blue daisy,
glassy grass, pale morninglory
scattered on a granite hill
bells clanging under gray sea cliffs,
dry brackensprout seaweed-wreathed
where bee dies in sand hollows
ant-swarmed above
white froth-wave glassed bay surge
Ishvara-ripple on cave wall
sea birds
skating wind swell,
Amor Krishna Om Phat Svaha air rumble at
ocean-lip
Yesterday
Sand castles Neal, white plasm balls round
jellies—
Skeleton snaketubes & back
nostrils’ seaweed-tail dry-wrinkled
brown seabulb & rednailed
cactus blossom-petal tongues—
Brownpickle saltwater tomato ball
rubber tail Spaghettied
with leafmeat,
Mucus-softness crown’d Laurel thong-hat
Father Whale gunk transparent
yellowleaf egg-sac sandy
lotos-petal cast back to cold
watersurge.
Bouquet of old seaweed
on a striped blanket, kelp tentacle spread
round the prayer place
Hermes silver
firelight spread over wave sunglare—
The Cosmic Miasma Anxiety meditating nakedman
—Soft Bonepipe!
Musical Sea-knee gristlebone rubber
burp footswat beard ball bounce
of homosexual Shlurp ocean hish
Sabahadabadie Sound-limit
to Evil—
Set limit, set limit, set limit to
oceansong?
Limit birdcries, limit the Limitless
in language? O Say
Can You See The Internationale
Mental Traveller Marseillaise
in waves of eye alteration Politics?
’Tis sweet Liberty I hymn in freeman’s sunlight
not limited to observe No Nakedness signs
in silent bud-crowded pathways, artforms
of flowers limitless Ignorance—
Wet seaweed blossoms froth left, sun breathing
giant mist under the bridge,
gray cliffs cloud-skin haloed
Yellow sunlight of Old
shining on mossledge, tide foam
lapped in harmless gold light—
O Eyeball Brightness shimmering! Father Circle
whence we have sprung, thru thy bright
Rainbow horn, Silence!
So sings the laborer under the rock bridge,
so pipes pray to the Avalanche.
Big Sur, June 16, 1968 (grass)
Under silver wing
San Francisco’s towers sprouting
thru thin gas clouds,
Tamalpais black-breasted above Pacific azure
Berkeley hills pine-covered below—
Dr. Leary in his brown house scribing Independence Declaration
typewriter at window
silver panorama in natural eyeball—
Sacramento valley rivercourse’s Chinese
dragonflames licking green flats north-hazed
State Capitol metallic rubble, dry checkered fields
to Sierras—past Reno, Pyramid Lake’s
blue Altar, pure water in Nevada sands’
brown wasteland scratched by tires
Jerry Rubin arrested! Beaten, jailed,
coccyx broken—
Leary out of action—“a public menace …
persons of tender years … immature
judgment… psychiatric examination …”
i.e. Shut up or Else Loonybin or Slam
LeRoi on bum gun rap, $7,000
lawyer fees, years’ negotiations—
SPOCK GUILTY headlined temporary, Joan Baez’
paramour husband Dave Harris to Gaol
Dylan silent on politics, & safe—
having a baby, a man—
Cleaver shot at, jail’d, maddened, parole revoked,
Vietnam War flesh-heap grows higher,
blood splashing down the mountains of bodies
on to Cholon’s sidewalks—
Blond boys in airplane seats fed technicolor
Murderers advance w/ Death-chords
thru photo basement,
Earplugs in, steak on plastic
served—Eyes up to the Image—
What do I have to lose if America falls?
my body? my neck? my personality?
June 19, 1968
Red Scabies on the Skin
Police Cars turn Garbage Corner—
Was that a Shot! Backfire or Cherry Bomb?
Ah, it’s all right, take the mouth off,
it’s all over.
Man Came a long way,
Canoes thru Fire Engines,
Big Cities’ power station Fumes
Executives with Country Houses—
Waters drip thru Ceilings in the Slum—
It’s all right, take the mouth off
it’s all over—
New York, June 23, 1968
Always Ether Comes
to dissuade the
goat-like
sensible—
or N2O recurring to
elicit ironic
suicidal pen marks—
Parallels: in Montmartre Rousseau
daubing or Rimbaud arriving,
the raw Aether
shines with Brahmanic cool moonshine
aftertaste, midnight Nostalgia.
June 28, 1968
white haze over Manhattan’s towers
midsummer green Cattails’ fatness
surrounding Hoboken Marsh
garbage Dumps,
Wind over Pulaski Skyway’s
lacy networks
Trucks crash Bayonne’s roadways,
iron engines roar
Stink rises over Hydro Pruf Factory
Cranes lift over broken earth
Brain Clouds boil out tin-cone scrap burners
Newark sits in gray gas
July heat gleams on airplanes
Trailer tyres sing toward forests of oiltowers,
Power grids dance in th’Iron Triangle,
Tanks roast in Flatness—
Old Soybean-oil-storage Scandals
echo thru airwaves,
the family car bumps over asphalt toward Bright Mexico.
July 10, 1968
Mexcity drugstore table, giant
sexfiend in black spats
Sticks knife in a plump faggot’s
sportscoat seam;
at Teotihuacán in blue sunlight, I slap
my mocking blond nephew
for getting lost on the Moon
Pyramid.
In Oakland, legendary police shoot a
naked black boy running out
of his political basement
In Pentagon giant machines humm and
bleep in neon arcades,
Buttons click in sockets & robots
pencil prescriptions for acid gas
sunsets—
New York on the stairway, the dumbed
whitefaced Junkie pulls a knife
and stares immobile—the victim
gasps, “oh come off it” & a sixpack
of cokebottles
bounces down worn black steps, in
Vietnam plastic fire
Streams down myriad phantom cheeks
rayed over planet television—
Adrenalin runs in armpits from Los Angeles
to Paris, Harlem & Cannes
explode thru plateglass, Sunset Strip & Sorbonne
are crowded with Longhaired angels
armed with gasmasks & Acid,
& Angry Democrats gather in Chicago
fantasizing armies running
thru Sewers sprayed with Mace.
I walk up Avenida Juárez, over
cobbled shadows, blue-tiled streetlamps
lighting Sanborns’ arcades, behind me violent
chic fairy gangsters with bloody hands
hustle after midnight to cut my throat from
its beard.
July 22, 1968, 4:30 A.M.
Westward Mother-mountains drift Pacific, green-sloped canyons vaster than Mexico City
without roads under cloud-flowers bearing tiny shadow-blossoms on vegetable peaks—
red riverbeds snake thru paradises without electricity
—Huichol or Tarahumara solitudes hectare’d irregular, antpaths to rocky plateaux,
hollows for lone indian humility, hand-ploughed mountainside patches—
naked white cloud-fronds floating silent over silent green earth-crags.
O vast meccas of manlessness, Bright cloud-brains tower’d in blue space up to the Sun
with rainbow garlands over white water-gas, O tree-furred body defenseless thru clear air, visible green breast of America!
vaster than man the Mother Mountains manifest nakedness greater than all the bombs Bacteria ever invented
Impregnable cloud-cities adrift & dissolving no History,
white rain-ships alighted in Zenith Blue Ocean—
No ports or capitals to the horizon, emerald mesas ridged infinite-budded where rivers and ants gather garbage man left behind in the Valley of Mexico—
Iron’ll rust under living tree roots & soak back underground
to feed the sensitive tendrils of Ego covering mountains of granite green mossed unconscious.
Heaven & ocean mirror their azure, horizon lost in yellowed spectrum-mist—
Baja California Blue water lies flat to the brown armpit of United States,
River’s course muddies the delta with teardrops washed dusty from Utah— Green irrigated farm squares in desert—
& the dung colored gas, brown haze of labor near Los Angeles risen the height of Sierras—
gray smog drifts thru low mountain passes, city invisible.
Floating armchairs descend
from sky in sunlight, rocking back & forth in polluted fields of air.
July 22, 1968, 11 A.M.
Delicate eyes that blinked blue Rockies all ash
nipples, Ribs I touched w/ my thumb are ash
mouth my tongue touched once or twice all ash
bony cheeks soft on my belly are cinder, ash
earlobes & eyelids, youthful cock tip, curly pubis
breast warmth, man palm, high school thigh,
baseball bicept arm, asshole anneal’d to silken skin
all ashes, all ashes again.
August 1968
22,000 feet over Hazed square Vegetable planet Floor
Approaching Chicago to Die or flying over Earth another 40 years
to die—Indifferent, and Afraid, that the bone-shattering bullet
be the same as the vast evaporation-of-phenomena Cancer
Come true in an old man’s bed. Or Historic
Fire-Heaven Descending 22,000 years End th’ Atomic Aeon
The Lake’s blue again, Sky’s the same baby, tho papers & Noses
rumor tar spread through the Natural Universe’ll make Angel’s feet sticky.
I heard the Angel King’s voice, a bodiless tuneful teenager
Eternal in my own heart saying “Trust the Purest Joy—
Democratic Anger is an Illusion, Democratic Joy is God
Our Father is baby blue, the original face you see Sees You—”
How, thru Conventional Police & Revolutionary Fury
Remember the Helpless order the Police Armed to protect,
The Helpless Freedom the Revolutionary Conspired to honor—?
I am the Angel King sang the Angel King
as mobs in Amphitheaters, Streets, Colosseums Parks and offices
Scream in despair over Meat and Metal Microphone
August 24, 1968
Green air, children sat under trees with the old,
bodies bare, eyes open to eyes under the hotel wall,
the ring of Brown-clothed bodies armed
but silent at ease leaned on their rifles—
Harsh sound of mikrophones, helicopter roar—
A current in the belly, future marches
and detectives naked in bed—
where? on the planet, not Chicago,
in late sunlight—
Miserable picnic, Police State or Garden of Eden?
in the building walled against the sky
magicians exchange images, Money vote
and handshakes—
The teargas drifted up to the Vice
President naked in the bathroom
—naked on the toilet taking a shit weeping?
Who wants to be President of the
Garden of Eden?
Snow-blizzard sowing
ice-powder drifts on stone fenced
gardens near gray woods.
Yellow hump-backed snow plow
rocking giant tires round
the road, red light flashing
iron insect brain.
Mrow, the cat with diarrhea.
Sunlight settled into human form,
tree rings settled age after age
stone forests accumulating atoms
traveled 93,000,000 miles,
carbon deposits settled into beds,
the mountain’s head breathes light,
Earth-hairs gather gold beams
thru chlorophyll, poets walk
between the green bushes
sprouting solar language.
Broken bones in bed,
hips and ribs cracked by autos,
snowdrifts over rubber tires,
tree stumps freeze, the body stump
heals temporarily in wintertime.
So that’s it the body, ah!
Beat yr meat in a dark bed.
Boy friends wrinkle & shit in snow.
Girls go fat-eyed to their mother’s coffin.
Cigarettes burned my tastebuds’ youth,
I smelled my lover’s behind,
This autocrash broke my hip and ribs,
Ugh, Thud, nausea-breath at solar plexus paralyzed my bowels four days—
Eyeglasses broke, eyeballs still intact—
Thank God! alas, still alive but talk words
died in my body, thoughts died in pain.
A healthy day in the snow, white breath
and warm wool sox, hat over ears, hot broth,
nakedness in warm boudoirs, stiff prick come,
fame, physic, learning, scepter, dusk
and Aurora Borealis, hot pig flesh, turkey
stuffing—all disappear in a broken skull.
Unstable element, Sight Sound flesh Touch
& Taste, all Odour, one more consciousness
backseat of a steaming auto with broken nose—
Unstable place to be, an easy way out
by metal crash instead of mind cancer.
Unreliable meat, waving a chicken bone
in a hospital bed—get what’s coming to you
like the chicken steak you ate last year.
Impossible Dr. Feelgood Forever, gotta die
made of worm-stuff And worm thoughts?
And who’s left watching, or even
remembers the car crash that severed
the skull from the spinal column?
Who gets out of body, or who’s shut in
a box of soft pain when Napalm drops
from Heaven all over the abdomen,
breasts and cheek-skin? & tongue cut out
by inhuman knives? Cow tongue? Man tongue?
What does it feel like not to talk?
To die in the back seat, Ow!
December 21, 1968
Raw pine walls, ice-white windows
three weeks now, snowy flatness
foot-thick down valley meadows,
wind roar in bare ash arms, oak branch
tendrils icy gleaming, yellow stain of morning water in front
door’s snow—I walk out on crutches
to see white moonglow make snow blue
—three men just rode a space ship
round the moon last week—gnashing
their teeth in Biafra & Palestine,
Assassins & Astronauts traveling from
Athens to the sea of Venus Creatrix—
Lovers’ quarrels magnified decades to mad
violence, half naked farm boys stand
with axes at the kitchen table,
trembling guilty, slicing egg
grapefruit breasts on breakfast oilcloth.
Growing old, growing old, forget the words,
mind jumps to the grave, forget words,
Love’s an old word, forget words,
Peter with shave-head beardface
mutters & screams to himself at midnight.
A new year, no party tonite, forget
old loves, old words, old feelings.
Snow everywhere around the house,
I turned off the gas-light & came upstairs
alone to read, remembering pictures of dead
moon-side, my hip broken, the cat sick,
earhead filled with my own strong music,
in a houseful of men, sleep in underwear.
Neal almost a year turned to ash, angel
in his own midnight without a phonecall,
Jack drunk in my mind or his Florida.
Forget old friends, old words, old loves,
old bodies. Bhaktivedanta advises Christ.
The body lies in bed in ’69 alone,
a gnostic book fills the lap, Aeons
revolve ’round the household, Rimbaud
age 16 adolescent sneers tight lipt
green-eyed oval in old time gravure
—1869 his velvet tie askew, hair
mussed & ruffled by policeman’s rape.
January 1, 1969, 1:30 A.M.
Gray clouds blot sunglare, mountains float west, plane
softly roaring over Denver—Neal dead a year—clean suburb yards,
fit boardinghouse for the homosexual messenger’s
alleyway Lila a decade back before the Atombomb.
Denver without Neal, eh? Denver with orange sunsets
& giant airplanes winging silvery to San Francisco—
watchtowers thru red cold planet light, when the Earth Angel’s dead
the dead material planet’ll revolve robotlike
& insects hop back and forth between metallic cities.
February 13, 1969
Under orders to shoot the spy, I discharged my pistol into his mouth.
He fell face down from the position life left his body kneeling blindfold.
No, I never did that. Imagined in airport snow, Albany plane discharging passengers.
Yes, the Mexican-faced boy, 19 in Marine cloth, seat next me
Descending Salt Lake, accompanied his brother’s body from Vietnam.
“The Gook was kneeling in front of me, crying & pleading. There were two; he had a card we dropped on them.”
The card granted immunity to those V.C. surrendering.
“On account of my best friend & my brother I killed both Gooks.”
That was true, yes.
February 1969
brilliant network-lights tentacle dim suburbs
Michigan waters canalled glitter thru city building blocks’
Throne-brain lamps strung downtown, green signals’
concentrate brightness blinking metal prayers & bright Hare Krishnas
telepathic to Heavenly darkness whence I stare down and adore O beautiful!
Mankind maker of such contemplate machine! Come gentle brainwaves
delicate-soft heart-throbs tender as belly butterflies,
light as Sexual charm-penumbras be, of radiant-eyed
boys & girls black-faced & blond that Born believe
Earth-death at hand, or Eden regenerate millennial Green
their destiny under your Human Police Will, O
Masters, fathers, mayors, Senators, Presidents, Bankers & workers
sweating & weeping ignorant on your own plastic-pain Maya planet…
February 15, 1969
Albany throned in snow! It’s winter, Poe,
upstate New York scythed
into mental fields, flat arbors & hairy woods
scattered in Pubic mounds twittering w/ birds—
Nobody foresaw these wormpaths asphalted
uphill crost bridges to small church towns, chill
hoarfields streaked with metal feces-dust.
Maelstrom roar of air-boats to Baltimore!
Farmland whirlpooled into mechanic apocalypse
on Iron Tides!
… Wheels drop in Sunlight, over
Vast building-hive roofs glittering,
New York’s ice agleam
in a dying world.
Bump down to ground
Hare Krishna Preserver!
Philadelphia smoking in Gold Sunlight, pink blue
green Cyanide tanks sitting on hell’s floor,
Many chimneys smoldering, city flats virus-linked
along Delaware bays under horizon-smog—
airplane drifting black vapor-filaments
above Wilmington—The iron habitations
endless from Manhattan to the Capital.
Poe! D’jya prophesy this Smogland, this Inferno,
Didja Dream Baltimore’d Be Seen From Heaven
by Man Poet’s eyes Astounded in the Fire Haze,
carbon Gas aghast!
Poe! D’jya know yr prophecies’ red death
would pour thru Philly’s sky like Sulphurous Dreams?
Walled into Amontillado’s Basement! Man
kind led weeping drunk into the Bomb
Shelter by Mad Secretaries of Defense!
South! from the Bearded Sleeper’s Wink
at History, Hudson polluted & Susquehanna
Brown under bridges laced with factory smoke—
Proving grounds by Chesapeake,
Ammunition & Artillery
Edgewood & Aberdeen
Chemical munitions factories
hid isolate in wooded gardens—
Poe! Frankenstein! Shelley thy Prophecy,
What Demiurge assembles Matter-Factories
to blast the Cacodemonic Planet-Mirror apart
Split atoms & Polarize Consciousness &
let the eternal Void leak thru Pentagon
& cover White House with Eternal Vacuum-Dust!
Bethlehem’s miles of Christ-birth Man-apocalypse
Mechano-movie Refinery along Atlantic,
Shit-brown haze worse & worse over Baltimore
where Poe’s world came to end—Red smoke,
Black water, gray sulphur clouds over Sparrows Point
Oceanside flowing with rust, scum tide
boiling shoreward—
Red white blue yachts on Baltimore harbor,
the plane bounds down above gas tanks,
gas stations, smokestacks flaring poison mist,
Superhighways razored thru hairy woods,
Down to Earth Man City where Poe
Died kidnapped by phantoms
conspiring to win elections
in the Deathly Gutter of 19th Century.
March 1969
Slope woods’ snows melt
Streams gush, ducks stand one foot
beak eye buried in backfeathers,
Jerusalem pillars’ gold sunlight
yellow in window-shine, bright
rays spikey-white flashed in mud,
coo coo ripples thru maple branch,
horse limps head down, pale grass shoots
green winter’s brown vegetable
hair—washed by transparent trickling
ice water freshets
earth’s rusty slough bathed clean,
streams ripple leaf-bottomed
channels sounded vocal, white light
afternoon sky end—
Goat bells move, black kids bounce,
butting mother’s hairy side & tender tit
one maa’ing child hangs under Bessie’s udder
ducks waggle yellow beaks, new grass flooded,
tiger cat maeows on barn straw,
herb patch by stone wall’s a shiny marsh,
dimpling snow water glimmers, birds whistle
from icecrystal beds under bare bushes,
breeze blows rooster crow thru chill light
extended from the piney horizon.
1969
We’re in the Great Place, Fable Place, Beulah, Man wedded to Earth, Planet of green Grass
Tiny atomic wheels spin shining, worlds change Heavens inside out, the planet’s reborn in ashes,
Sun lights sparkle on atomic cinder, plants levitate, green moss precedes trees trembling sentient,
Stone eats blue skies solar dazzle with invisible mouths & flowers are the rocks’ excrement—
Each million years atoms spin myriad reversals, worlds in worlds interchange populations—
from worm to man’s a tiny jump from earth to earth souls are borne ever forgetful—
populations eat their own meat, roses smell sweet in the faeces of horses risen red-fac’d.
Consciousness changes nightly, dreams flower new universes in brainy skulls.
Lying in bed body darkened ear of the bus roar running, only the eye flickering grass green returns me to Nashville.
April 1969
Incense under Horse Heaven Hills
Empty logger trucks speed
Lake Wallula’s flatness shimmering
Under Hat Rock painted w/
white highschool signs.
Chemical smoke boils up
under aluminum-bright cloud-roof—
Smog assembling over railroad
cars parked rusting on thin rails—
Factory looming vaster than Johnson
Butte—Look at that Shit!
Smell it! Got about 30 smokestacks going!
Polluting Wallula! Boise Cascade
Container Corp!
The Package is the Product, onomatopoeticized
McLuhan in ’67—
Wall Street Journal Apr. 22 full
page ad Proclaimed:
We got the trees! We got
the land beneath!
We Gotta invent More Forms
for Cardboard Country!
We’ll dig forests for Genius
Spirit God Stuff Gold-root
for Sale on Wall Street. Give
us your money! order
our cardboard Wastebaskets!
We just invented throwaway Planets!
Trees crash in Heaven! Sulphurous Urine
pours thru Boise, Chevron & Brea
Wastepipes where Snake & Wallula
ripple shining
Where Sakajawea led White Men thru blue sky
fresh sweet water roads
Towards mountains of juicy
telepathic pine & open Thalassa
Thalassa! Green salt waves
washing rock mountains, Pacific Sirhan lives!
to hear his jury say
“We now fix the penalty at Death.”
Green salt waves washing Wall Street.
Rain on gray sage near Standard
Oil junction Eltopia,
Static at Mesa! Yodeling ancient
Prajnaparamita
Gaté Gaté Paragaté Parasamgaté
Bodhi Svaha!
Way Down Yonder in the Bayoux
Country in Dear old Louisian,
Hank Williams chanting to country
Nature, electric
wires run up rolling brownplowed wheatfields—
Wallula polluted! Wallula polluted! Wallula polluted!
“For most large scale gambling enterprises to continue over any extended period of time, the cooperation of corrupt Police or local officials is necessary.” P. 1 Oregonian, “Mapping a $61 million war against organized crime, President Nixon suggested …”
“Even Jesus Christ couldn’t have
saved me.” Sirhan …
“shed no tears.
His face was ashen” AP
America’s heart Broken,
Chessman, Vietnam, Sirhan.
52% People thought the War
always had been a mistake,
by April 1969. Gallup Poll.
May Day parade canceled for Prague
says Police Radio to
the old King of May faraway—
SDS chanting thru consciousness megaphones
in every university.
By now, Beatles & Beach Boys have
entered the Sublime
thru Acid The Crist of Kali Yuga, thru
Transcendental Meditation, Chanting Hare Krishna climbing Eiffel Tower,
Apollinaire & Mira Bai headless
together with Kabir transmitted
over Apocalyptic Radios, their voice-
vibrations roaring
thru a million loudspeakers in Green
Autos on the world’s roads—
Matter become so thick, senses so sunk
in Chickens & Insulation
“Love aint gonna die, I’m gonna haveta
kill it”
god cries to himself, Christ merging with
Krishna in Car Crash Salvation!
“Prosecutor John Howard called Sirhan a cold-blooded political
assassin with ‘no special claim to further preservation.’ ”
Mao reelected Chinese Premier.
Where the Mullan Rd
meets route 26
by 2 giant Sycamores
approaching Hooper,
Has anyone here any “Special
claim to further preservation”?
These lambs grazing thru springtime
by Cow Creek, quiet in
American yellow light—
“Even J.C. couldn’t have saved me.”
Magpie, Meadowlark, rainbow
apparitions shafted transparent
down from gray cloud.
Dogs see
in black & white.
A complete half-rainbow
hill to hill across the highway
pots of gold anchoring the pretty bridge,
tumbleweed passing underneath
“Saigon (AP) U.S. B52 bombers made their heaviest raids of the Vietnam War last night near the Cambodian border, dropping more than 2,000 tons of bombs along a 30 mile stretch Northwest of Saigon, the US COMMAND reported. ‘They are harassing enemy troops so as not to let them get organized,’ an American SPOKESMAN said.”
Czech student strikes unreported in Prague
Howard Marquette & George Washington U. sit-in:
Hail on new-plowed brown hilltops—
Black rainclouds and rainbows over Albion way—
Drive down valley to Main Street
Seattle First National Motor
next to Everybody’s Bank.
April 24, 1969
“Om Ah Hu? Vajra Guru Padma Siddhi Hu?”
—Drum H. from Gary S. from Tarthang Tulku
Brown stonepeaks rockstumps
cloudless sunlight
Saguaro green arms praying up
spine ribs risen
woodpecker-holed
nose-pricked limbs
lifted salutation—
orange flower eyes lifted on
needly Ocotillo stalk
Jumping Cholla pistils closing pollened
eyebrow-vagina buds to the
poked pinkie—
Palo Verde smooth forked branch
above prickly-pear ears
Smoke plumed up white
from scratched desert plain,
chemical smoke, military copper
airplanes rotting,
4% Copper Smelter smog
—in wire cage, ivory hook-beaked
round black pupiled
Bald Eagle’s head, tailfeathers
hung below claw’d branch, symmetric
body plumes brown webbed like dollarbills,
insecticides sterilized many
adults
—green duck neck sheen spectral as
moon machines
Raven hopping curious black beaked
Coyote’s nose sensitive lifted to air
blinking eye sharp
as the rose bellied Cardinal’s ivory whistle
—tiny bright statues of Buddha
standing, blue desert valley haze—
cactus lessons in sentience,
Trees like mental carrots—Anaconda
smelters white plumesmoke in
San Manuel, or Phelps-Dodge
in Douglas?—
Yellow’d Creosote bushes in granular
dust, hills jeep tracked,
Prairie dogs stand quivering-spined in
cactus-shade. A museum,
minds in Ashramic City—tweetling
bird radios—Hopi Rain:

April 29, 1969
3,489 friendly people
Elm grove, willow, Blue Earth County’s
red barns, tiny feoff with
gas nozzle snout on hillock,
Large beetles & lizards—
orange-painted steel
cranes & truck cabs,
Green seeder down-pointed
Science Toy earth-cock.
Thin floods, smooth planted acres
upturned, brown
cornstubble plowed under,
tractor pulling discs over fenced land.
Old box-alder fallen over
on knees in pond-flood,
white painted gas tanks by
Springfield’s rail yard woods,
tiny train parade by Meats
Groceries North Star Seeds
Our Flag at full mast
TV antennae, large leafy antennaed
trees upstretched green,
trunks standing sunlit
Sheep on stormfenced knoll,
green little wood acres—
one forest from Canada to these
plains—Corn silage in net bins,
Windmills in Tracy,
Blue enamel silos cap’d
aluminum, minarets in white sunbeam.
Cannabis excellent for drying lymph-
glands, specific relief for
symptoms of colds, flu,
ear pressure grippe &
Eustachian tube clogging—
A tree, bent broken mid-trunk
branches to ground— Much land, few folk, excelsior grave
yard stones
silver tipp’d phalloi to heaven—
Aum, Om, Ford, Mailbox
telephone pole wire strung
down road. Lake house
fence poles, tree shade
pine hill grave, Ah
Lake Benton’s blue waved waters—
finally, Time came to
the brick barn! collapsed!
Old oak trunk sunk thick
under ground.
Farm car plowman rolling discs,
iron cuts smooth ground even,
hill plains roll—
Cows browse under alder shoot,
bent limbs arch clear brown
stream beds, trees stand
on banks observing
shade, peculiar standing up or kneeling
groundward
Car graveyard fills eyes
iron glitters, chrome fenders
rust—
White crosses, Vietnam War Dead
churchbells ring
Cars, kids, hamburger stand
open, barn-smile
white eye, door mouth.
May 9, 1969
Orange hawkeye stronger than thought winking above a thousand thin grassblades—
Dr. Hermon busted in Texas for green weed garden-grown
licensed Federal, Municipal-cop-prosecuted natheless—
Sweet chirrup from bush top to bush top, orange wing’d
birds’ scratch-beaked telegraphy signaled to and fro buttercup earlets—
warbles & sweet whistles swifting echo-noted by fly buzz,
jet-roar rolling down thru clouds—
So tiny a grasshopper climbing timothy stub the birds can’t tell they’re there—
intense soft leaf-spears budding symmetric,
breeze bending gentle flowerheads against yarrow their persons—
eyelids heavy, summer heavy with fear, mapletrunks heavy with green leafmass—
closed buds of hawkeye stronger than thought tremble on tall hairy stems.
•
Red shelled bedbugs crawl war sheets,
city garbage spoils wet sidewalks where children play—
A telephone call from Texas tells the latest police-state bust.
O Self tangled in TV wires, white judges and laws
your jet-thunder echoes in clouds, your DDT spread thru firmament waters poisons algae & brown pelican—
Smog veils Maya, paranoia walks great cities in blue suits with guns,
—are all these billion grassblades safe?
My stomach’s bitter, city haste & money loss—
Hawkeye stronger than thought! Horsefly and bee!
St. John’s wort nodding yellow bells at the sun! eyes close in your presence, I
lie in your soft green bed, watch light thru red lid-skin, language persistent as birdwarble in my brain.
Independence Day! the Cow’s deep moo’s an Aum!
1969
Watching the White Image, electric moon, white mist drifting over woods
St. John’s Wort & Hawkeye wet with chance Yarrow on the green hillside
“D’ya want your Airline Transport Pilot to smoke grass? Want yr moonmen to smoke loco weed?”
What Comedy’s this Epic! The lamb lands on the Alcohol Sea—Deep voices
“A Good batch of Data”—The hours of Man’s first landing on the moon—
One and a Half Million starv’d in Biafra—Football players broadcast cornflakes—
TV mentioned America as much as Man—Brillo offers you free Moon-Map —2 labels—
And CBS repeats Man-Epic—Now here again is Walter Cronkite,
“How easy these words … a shiver down the old spine …
Russia soundly beaten! China one Fifth of Mankind, no word broadcast …”
The Queen watched the moon-landing at Windsor Castle—
Pulling a fast one on Hypnosis at Disneyland, the Kerchief-headed Crowd
Waving to the TV Camera—Ersatz Moon—
“No place gives you history today except the Moon”—
Running behind time entering Space Suits—
And a Moon-in at Central Sheep Meadow—
Western Electric’s solemn moment!
And rain in the woods drums on the old cabin!
I want! I want! a ladder from the depths of the forest night to the silvery moon-wink—
A flag on the reporter’s space-suit shoulder—
Peter Groaning & Cursing in bed, relieved of the lunatic burden at last—
’Tis Tranquillity base where the Tragedy will settle the Eve.
Alert for solar flares, clock ticks, static from Antennae—swift as death.
I didn’t think we’d see this Night.
Plant the flag and you’re doomed! Life a dream—slumber in eyes of woods,
Antennae scraping the ceiling. Static & Rain!
Saw the earth in Dream age 37, half cloud-wrapped, from a balcony in outer-space—
Méliès—giddiness—picture tube gaga—
“Men land on Sun!” decennial sentences—
Announcers going goofy muttering “142—”
Alone in space: Dump Pressure in the LEM!
Hare Krishna! Lift m’ Dorje on the kitchen table!
No Science Fiction expected this Globe-Eye Consciousness
Simultaneous with opening a hatch on Heaven.
A moth in the Déjà Vu!
This is the instant—open the hatch—every second is dust in the hourglass —Hatch open!
The Virus will grow green slime reptiles in sixty centuries,
& gobble up their fathers as we ate up God—
Imagine dying Tonight! Closing the eyes on the man in the Moon!
Sighing away forever… everyone got sleepy… On the moon porch—
A 38 year old human American standing on the surface of the moon—
Footprint on the Charcoal dust—stepped out
and it’s the old familiar Moon, as undersea or mountaintop, a place—
“Very pretty on the Moon!” oh, ’twere Solid Gold—
Voices calling “Houston to Moon”—Two “Americans” on the moon!
Beautiful view, bouncing the surface—“one quarter of the world denied these pix by their rulers”!
Setting up the flag!
Cherry Valley, July Moon Day 1969

I hauled down lifeless mattresses to sidewalk refuse-piles,
old rugs stept on from Paterson to Lower East Side filled with bed-bugs,
gray pillows, couch seats treasured from the street laid back on the street
—out, to hear Murder-tale, 3rd Street cyclists attacked tonite—
Bopping along in rain, Chaos fallen over City roofs,
shrouds of chemical vapour drifting over building-tops—
Get the Times, Nixon says peace reflected from the Moon,
but I found no boy body to sleep with all night on pavements 3 A.M. home in sweating drizzle—
Those mattresses soggy lying by full five garbagepails—
Barbara, Maretta, Peter Steven Rosebud slept on these Pillows years ago,
forgotten names, also made love to me, I had these mattresses four years on my floor—
Gerard, Jimmy many months, even blond Gordon later,
Paul with the beautiful big cock, that teenage boy that lived in Pennsylvania,
forgotten numbers, young dream loves and lovers, earthly bellies—
many strong youths with eyes closed, come sighing and helping me come—
Desires already forgotten, tender persons used and kissed goodbye
and all the times I came to myself alone in the dark dreaming of Neal or Billy Budd
—nameless angels of half-life—heart beating & eyes weeping for lovely phantoms—
Back from the Gem Spa, into the hallway, a glance behind
and sudden farewell to the bedbug-ridden mattresses piled soggy in dark rain.
August 2, 1969
A new moon looks down on our sick sweet planet
Orion’s chased the Immovable Bear halfway across the sky
from winter to winter. I wake, earlier in bed, fly corpses
cover gas lit sheets, my head aches, left temple
brain fibre throbbing for Death I Created on all Fronts.
Poisoned rats in the Chickenhouse and myriad lice
Sprayed with white arsenics filtering to the brook, City Cockroaches
stomped on Country kitchen floors. No babies for me.
Cut earth boys & girl hordes by half & breathe free
say Revolutionary expert Computers:
Half the blue globe’s germ population’s more than enough,
keep the cloudy lung from stinking pneumonia.
I called in Exterminator Who soaked the Wall floor with
bed-bug death-oil: Who’ll soak my brain with death-oil?
I wake before dawn, dreading my wooden possessions,
my gnostic books, my loud mouth, old loves silent, charms
turned to image money, my body sexless fat, Father dying,
Earth Cities poisoned at war, my art hopeless—
Mind fragmented—and still abstract—Pain in
left temple living death—
Cherry Valley, September 26, 1969
covered with yellow leaves
in morning rain
—Quel Deluge
he threw up his hands
& wrote the Universe dont exist
& died to prove it.
Full Moon over Ozone Park
Airport Bus rushing thru dusk to
Manhattan,
Jack the Wizard in his
grave at Lowell
for the first nite—
That Jack thru whose eyes I
saw
smog glory light
gold over Mannahatta’s spires
will never see these
chimneys smoking
anymore over statues of Mary
in the graveyard
Black misted canyons
rising over the bleak
river
Bright doll-like ads
for Esso Bread—
Replicas multiplying beards
Farewell to the Cross—
Eternal fixity, the big headed
wax painted Buddha doll
pale resting incoffined—
Empty-skulled New
York streets
Starveling phantoms
filling city—
Wax dolls walking park
Ave,
Light gleam in eye glass
Voice echoing thru Microphones
Grand Central Sailor’s
arrival 2 decades later
feeling melancholy—
Nostalgia for Innocent World
War II—
A million corpses running
across 42d street
Glass buildings rising higher
transparent
aluminum—
artificial trees, robot sofas,
Ignorant cars—
One Way Street to Heaven.
•
Gray Subway Roar
A wrinkled brown faced fellow
with swollen hands
leans to the blinking plate glass
mirroring white poles, the heavy car
sways on tracks uptown to Columbia—
Jack no more’ll step off at Penn Station
anonymous erranded, eat sandwich
& drink beer near New Yorker Hotel or walk
under the shadow of Empire State.
Didn’t we stare at each other length of the car
& read headlines in faces thru Newspaper Holes?
Sexual cocked & horny bodied young, look
at beauteous Rimbaud & Sweet Jenny
riding to class from Columbus Circle.
“Here the kindly dopefiend lived.”
and the rednecked sheriff beat the longhaired
boy on the ass.
—103d street Broadway, me & Hal abused for sidewalk
begging twenty-five years ago.
Can I go back in time & lay my head on a teenage
belly upstairs on 110th Street?
or step off the iron car with Jack
at the blue-tiled Columbia sign?
at last the old brown station where I had
a holy vision’s been rebuilt, clean ceramic
over the scum & spit & come of quarter century.
•
Flying to Maine in a trail of black smoke
Kerouac’s obituary conserves Time’s
Front Paragraphs—
Empire State in Heaven Sun Set Red,
White mist in old October
over the billion trees of Bronx—
There’s too much to see—
Jack saw sun set red over Hudson horizon
Two three decades back
thirtynine fortynine fiftynine
sixtynine
John Holmes pursed his lips,
wept tears.
Smoke plumed up from oceanside chimneys
plane roars toward Montauk
stretched in red sunset—
Northport, in the trees, Jack drank
rot gut & made haiku of birds
tweetling on his porch rail at dawn—
Fell down and saw Death’s golden lite
in Florida garden a decade ago.
Now taken utterly, soul upward,
& body down in wood coffin
& concrete slab-box.
I threw a kissed handful of damp earth
down on the stone lid
& sighed
looking in Creeley’s one eye,
Peter sweet holding a flower
Gregory toothless bending his
knuckle to Cinema machine— and that’s the end of the drabble tongued
Poet who sounded his Kock-rup
throughout the Northwest Passage.
Blue dusk over Saybrook, Holmes
sits down to dine Victorian—
& Time has a ten-page spread on
Homosexual Fairies!
Well, while I’m here I’ll
do the work—
and what’s the Work?
To ease the pain of living.
Everything else, drunken
dumbshow.
October 22–29, 1969