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The next day he wrote to the nun. He would also seem to have communicated his thoughts in a casual way to the bishop. To the nun he said:
“I fear that, taken somewhat aback by your sternness, I did not ex-press myself very well. I find strength in the hope that something of the resolve demanded of me to write this letter will have conveyed itself to you.”
With it was a tightly folded note for the girl:
“The mountain blossoms are here beside me still.
All of myself I left behind with them.
“I am fearful of what the night winds might have done.” *
The writing, of course, and even the informal elegance of the folding, quite dazzled the superannuated woman who received the letter. Somewhat overpowering, thought the grandmother.
She finally sent back: “I did not take your farewell remarks seriously; and now so soon to have a letter from you—I scarcely know how to reply. She cannot even write'Naniwa'+ properly, and how are we to expect that she give you a proper answer?
“Brief as the time till the autumn tempests come
To scatter the flowers—so brief your thoughts of her.
“I am deeply troubled.”
The bishop's answer was in the same vein. Two or three days later Genji sent Koremitsu off to the northern hills.
“There is her nurse, the woman called Sho~nagon. Have a good talk with her.”
How very farsighted, thought Koremitsu, smiling at the thought of the girl they had seen that evening.
The bishop said that he was much honored to be in correspondence with Genji. Koremitsu was received by Sho~nagon, and described Genji's apparent state of mind in great detail. He was a persuasive young man and he made a convincing case, but to the nun and the others this suit for the hand of a mere child continued to seem merely capricious. Genji's letter was warm and earnest. There was a note too for the girl:
“Let me see your first exercises at the brush.
“No Shallow Spring, this heart of mine, believe me.*
And why must the mountain spring then seem so distant?”
This was the nun's reply: “You drink at the mountain stream, your thoughts turn elsewhere.
Do you hope to see the image you thus disturb?”
Koremitsu's report was no more encouraging. Sho~nagon had said that they would be returning to the city when the nun was a little stronger and would answer him then.