PART II
So let us melt and make no noise,
No tear-floods nor sigh-tempests move;
'Twere profanation of our joys
To tell the laity our love.
A VALEDICTION.
It was punishing work, even though he travelled by night and camped
by day; but within the limits of his vision there was no man whom Scott
could call master. He was as free as Jimmy Hawkins—freer, in fact, for
the Government held the Head of the Famine tied neatly to a
telegraph-wire, and if Jimmy had ever regarded telegrams seriously, the
death-rate of that famine would have been much higher than it was.
At the end of a few days' crawling Scott learned something of the
size of the India which he served; and it astonished him. His carts, as
you know, were loaded with wheat, millet, and barley, good food-grains
needing only a little grinding. But the people to whom he brought the
life-giving stuffs were rice eaters. They knew how to hull rice in
their mortars, but they knew nothing of the heavy stone querns of the
North, and less of the material that the white man convoyed so
laboriously. They clamoured for rice—unhusked paddy, such as they were
accustomed to—and, when they found that there was none, broke away
weeping from the sides of the cart. What was the use of these strange
hard grains that choked their throats? They would die. And then and
there were many of them kept their word. Others took their allowance,
and bartered enough millet to feed a man through a week for a few
handfuls of rotten rice saved by some less unfortunate. A few put their
shares into the rice-mortars, pounded it, and made a paste with foul
water; but they were very few. Scott understood dimly that many people
in the India of the South ate rice, as a rule, but he had spent his
service in a grain Province, had seldom seen rice in the blade or the
ear, and least of all would have believed that, in time of deadly need,
men would die at arm's length of plenty, sooner than touch food they
did not know. In vain the interpreters interpreted; in vain his two
policemen showed by vigorous pantomime what should be done. The
starving crept away to their bark and weeds, grubs, leaves, and clay,
and left the open sacks untouched. But sometimes the women laid their
phantoms of children at Scott's feet, looking back as they staggered
away.
Faiz Ullah opined it was the will of God that these foreigners
should die, and therefore it remained only to give orders to burn the
dead. None the less there was no reason why the Sahib should lack his
comforts, and Faiz Ullah, a campaigner of experience, had picked up a
few lean goats and had added them to the procession. That they might
give milk for the morning meal, he was feeding them on the good grain
that these imbeciles rejected. 'Yes,' said Faiz Ullah; 'if the Sahib
thought fit, a little milk might be given to some of the babies'; but,
as the Sahib well knew, babies were cheap, and, for his own part, Faiz
Ullah held that there was no Government order as to babies. Scott spoke
forcefully to Faiz Ullah and the two policemen, and bade them capture
goats where they could find them. This they most joyfully did, for it
was a recreation, and many ownerless goats were driven in. Once fed,
the poor brutes were willing enough to follow the carts, and a few
days' good food—food such as human beings died for lack of—set them
in milk again.
'But I am no goatherd,' said Faiz Ullah. 'It is against my izzat
[my honour].'
'When we cross the Bias River again we will talk of izzat,'
Scott replied. 'Till that day thou and the policemen shall be sweepers
to the camp, if I give the order.'
'Thus, then, it is done,' grunted Faiz Ullah, 'if the Sahib will
have it so'; and he showed how a goat should be milked, while Scott
stood over him.
'Now we will feed them,' said Scott; 'thrice a day we will feed
them'; and he bowed his back to the milking, and took a horrible cramp.
When you have to keep connection unbroken between a restless mother
of kids and a baby who is at the point of death, you suffer in all your
system. But the babies were fed. Morning, noon and evening Scott would
solemnly lift them out one by one from their nest of gunny-bags under
the cart-tilts. There were always many who could do no more than
breathe, and the milk was dropped into their toothless mouths drop by
drop, with due pauses when they choked. Each morning, too, the goats
were fed; and since they would struggle without a leader, and since the
natives were hirelings, Scott was forced to give up riding, and pace
slowly at the head of his flocks, accommodating his step to their
weaknesses. All this was sufficiently absurd, and he felt the absurdity
keenly; but at least he was saving life, and when the women saw that
their children did not die, they made shift to eat a little of the
strange foods, and crawled after the carts, blessing the master of the
goats.
'Give the women something to live for,' said Scott to himself, as he
sneezed in the dust of a hundred little feet, 'and they'll hang on
somehow. But this beats William's condensed milk trick all to pieces. I
shall never live it down, though.'
He reached his destination very slowly, found that a rice-ship had
come in from Burmah, and that stores of paddy were available; found
also an overworked Englishman in charge of the shed, and, loading the
carts, set back to cover the ground he had already passed. He left some
of the children and half his goats at the famine-shed. For this he was
not thanked by the Englishman, who had already more stray babies than
he knew what to do with. Scott's back was suppled to stooping now, and
he went on with his wayside ministrations in addition to distributing
the paddy. More babies and more goats were added unto him; but now some
of the babies wore rags, and beads round their wrists or necks. '
That,' said the interpreter, as though Scott did not know,
'signifies that their mothers hope in eventual contingency to resume
them offeecially.'
'The sooner the better,' said Scott; but at the same time he marked,
with the pride of ownership, how this or that little Ramasawmy was
putting on flesh like a bantam. As the paddy carts were emptied he
headed for Hawkins's camp by the railway, timing his arrival to fit in
with the dinner-hour, for it was long since he had eaten at a cloth. He
had no desire to make any dramatic entry, but an accident of the sunset
ordered it that, when he had taken off his helmet to get the evening
breeze, the low light should fall across his forehead, and he could not
see what was before him; while one waiting at the tent door beheld,
with new eyes, a young man, beautiful as Paris, a god in a halo of
golden dust, walking slowly at the head of his flocks, while at his
knee ran small naked Cupids. But she laughed—William, in a
slate-coloured blouse, laughed consumedly till Scott, putting the best
face he could upon the matter, halted his armies and bade her admire
the kindergarten. It was an unseemly sight, but the proprieties had
been left ages ago, with the tea-party at Amritsar Station, fifteen
hundred miles to the northward.
'They are coming on nicely,' said William. 'We've only
five-and-twenty here now. The women are beginning to take them away
again.'
'Are you in charge of the babies, then?'
'Yes—Mrs. Jim and I. We didn't think of goats, though. We've been
trying condensed milk and water.'
'Any losses?'
'More than I care to think of,' said William, with a shudder. 'And
you?'
Scott said nothing. There had been many little burials along his
route—many mothers who had wept when they did not find again the
children they had trusted to the care of the Government.
Then Hawkins came out carrying a razor, at which Scott looked
hungrily, for he had a beard that he did not love. And when they sat
down to dinner in the tent he told his tale in few words, as it might
have been an official report. Mrs. Jim snuffled from time to time, and
Jim bowed his head judicially; but William's gray eyes were on the
clean-shaven face, and it was to her that Scott seemed to speak.
'Good for the Pauper Province!' said William, her chin in her hand,
as she leaned forward among the wine-glasses. Her cheeks had fallen in,
and the scar on her forehead was more prominent than ever, but the
well-turned neck rose roundly as a column from the ruffle of the blouse
which was the accepted evening-dress in camp.
'It was awfully absurd at times,' said Scott. 'You see I didn't know
much about milking or babies. They'll chaff my head off, if the tale
goes north.'
'Let 'em,' said William, haughtily. 'We've all done coolie-work
since we came. I know Jack has.' This was to Hawkins's address, and the
big man smiled blandly.
'Your brother's a highly efficient officer, William,' said he, and
I've done him the honour of treating him as he deserves. Remember, I
write the confidential reports.'
'Then you must say that William's worth her weight in gold,' said
Mrs. Jim. 'I don't know what we should have done without her. She has
been everything to us.' She dropped her hand upon William's, which was
rough with much handling of reins, and William patted it softly. Jim
beamed on the company. Things were going well with his world. Three of
his more grossly incompetent men had died, and their places had been
filled by their betters. Every day brought the rains nearer. They had
put out the famine in five of the Eight Districts, and, after all, the
death-rate had not been too heavy—things considered. He looked Scott
over carefully, as an ogre looks over a man, and rejoiced in his thews
and iron-hard condition.
'He's just the least bit in the world tucked up,' said Jim to
himself, 'but he can do two men's work yet.' Then he was aware that
Mrs. Jim was telegraphing to him, and according to the domestic code
the message ran: 'A clear case. Look at them!'
He looked and listened. All that William was saying was: 'What can
you expect of a country where they call a bhistee [a
water-carrier] a tunni-cutch?' and all that Scott answered was:
'I shall be precious glad to get back to the Club. Save me a dance at
the Christmas ball, won't you?'
'It's a far cry from here to the Lawrence Hall,' said Jim. 'Better
turn in early, Scott. It's paddy-carts to-morrow; you'll begin loading
at five.'
'Aren't you going to give Mr. Scott one day's rest?'
'Wish I could, Lizzie. 'Fraid I can't. As long as he can stand up we
must use him.'
'Well, I've had one Europe evening, at least ... By Jove, I'd nearly
forgotten! What do I do about those babies of mine?'
'Leave them here,' said William—'we are in charge of that—and as
many goats as you can spare. I must learn how to milk now.'
'If you care to get up early enough to-morrow I'll show you. I have
to milk, you see; and, by the way, half of em have beads and things
round their necks. You must be careful not to take 'em off, in case the
mothers turn up.'
'You forget I've had some experience here.'
'I hope to goodness you won't overdo.' Scott's voice was unguarded.
'I'll take care of her,' said Mrs. Jim, telegraphing hundred-word
messages as she carried William off, while Jim gave Scott his orders
for the coming campaign. It was very late—nearly nine o'clock.
'Jim, you're a brute,' said his wife, that night; and the Head of
the Famine chuckled.
'Not a bit of it, dear I remember doing the first Jandiala
Settlement for the sake of a girl in a crinoline; and she was slender,
Lizzie. I've never done as good a piece of work since. He'll
work like a demon.'
'But you might have given him one day.'
'And let things come to a head now? No, dear; it's their happiest
time.'
'I don't believe either of the dears know what's the matter with
them. Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it lovely?'
'Getting up at three to learn to milk, bless her heart! Ye gods, why
must we grow old and fat?'
'She's a darling. She has done more work under me—'
'Under you! The day after she came she was in charge and you
were her subordinate, and you've stayed there ever since. She manages
you almost as well as you manage me.'
'She doesn't, and that's why I love her. She's as direct as a man-as
her brother.'
'Her brother's weaker than she is. He's always coming to me for
orders; but he's honest, and a glutton for work. I confess I'm rather
fond of William, and if I had a daughter—'
The talk ended there. Far away in the Derajat was a child's grave
more than twenty years old, and neither Jim nor his wife spoke of it
any more.
'All the same, you're responsible,' Jim added, after a moment's
silence.
'Bless 'em,' said Mrs. Jim, sleepily.
Before the stars paled, Scott, who slept in an empty cart, waked and
went about his work in silence; it seemed at that hour unkind to rouse
Faiz Ullah and the interpreter. His head being close to the ground, he
did not hear William till she stood over him in the dingy old
riding-habit, her eyes still heavy with sleep, a cup of tea and a piece
of toast in her hands. There was a baby on the ground, squirming on a
piece of blanket, and a six-year-old child peered over Scott's
shoulder.
'Hai, you little rip,' said Scott, 'how the deuce do you expect to
get your rations if you aren't quiet?'
A cool white hand steadied the brat, who forthwith choked as the
milk gurgled into his mouth.
'Mornin',' said the milker. 'You've no notion how these little
fellows can wriggle.'
'Oh, yes, I have.' She whispered, because the world was asleep.
'Only I feed them with a spoon or a rag. Yours are fatter than mine....
And you've been doing this day after day, twice a day?' The voice was
almost lost.
'Yes; it was absurd. Now you try,' he said, giving place to the
girl. 'Look out! A goat's not a cow.'
The goat protested against the amateur, and there was a scuffle, in
which Scott snatched up the baby. Then it was all to do over again, and
William laughed softly and merrily. She managed, however, to feed two
babies, and a third.
'Don't the little beggars take it well!' said Scott. 'I trained
'em.'
They were very busy and interested, when, lo! it was broad daylight,
and before they knew, the camp was awake, and they kneeled among the
goats, surprised by the day, both flushed to the temples. Yet all the
round world rolling up out of the darkness might have heard and seen
all that had passed between them.
'Oh,' said William, unsteadily, snatching up the tea and toast, 'I
had this made for you. It's stone-cold now. I thought you mightn't have
anything ready so early. Better not drink it. It's—it's stone-cold.'
'That's awfully kind of you. It's just right. It's awfully good of
you, really. I'll leave my kids and goats with you and Mrs. Jim; and,
of course, any one in camp can show you about the milking.'
'Of course,' said William; and she grew pinker and pinker and
statelier and more stately, as she strode back to her tent, fanning
herself vigorously with the saucer.
There were shrill lamentations through the camp when the elder
children saw their nurse move off without them. Faiz Ullah unbent so
far as to jest with the policemen, and Scott turned purple with shame
because Hawkins, already in the saddle, roared.
A child escaped from the care of Mrs. Jim, and, running like a
rabbit, clung to Scott's boot, William pursuing with long, easy
strides.
'I will not go—I will not go!' shrieked the child, twining his feet
round Scott's ankle. 'They will kill me here. I do not know these
people.'
'I say,' said Scott, in broken Tamil, 'I say, she will do you no
harm. Go with her and be well fed.'
'Come!' said William, panting, with a wrathful glance at Scott, who
stood helpless and, as it were, hamstrung.
'Go back,' said Scott quickly to William. 'I'll send the little chap
over in a minute.'
The tone of authority had its effect, but in a way Scott did not
exactly intend. The boy loosened his grasp, and said with gravity, 'I
did not know the woman was thine. I will go.' Then he cried to his
companions, a mob of three-, four-, and five-year-olds waiting on the
success of his venture ere they stampeded: 'Go back and eat. It is our
man's woman. She will obey his orders.'
Jim collapsed where he sat; Faiz Ullah and the two policemen
grinned; and Scott's orders to the cartmen flew like hail.
'That is the custom of the Sahibs when truth is told in their
presence,' said Faiz Ullah. 'The time comes that I must seek new
service. Young wives, especially such as speak our language and have
knowledge of the ways of the Police, make great trouble for honest
butlers in the matter of weekly accounts.'
What William thought of it all she did not say, but when her
brother, ten days later, came to camp for orders, and heard of Scott's
performances, he said, laughing: 'Well, that settles it. He'll be
Bakri Scott to the end of his days' (Bakri, in the northern
vernacular, means a goat). 'What a lark! I'd have given a month's pay
to have seen him nursing famine babies. I fed some with conjee
[rice-water], but that was all right.'
'It's perfectly disgusting,' said his sister, with blazing eyes. 'A
man does something like—like that—and all you other men think of is
to give him an absurd nickname, and then you laugh and think it's
funny.'
'Ah,' said Mrs. Jim, sympathetically.
'Well, you can't talk, William. You christened little Miss
Demby the Button-quail last cold weather; you know you did. India's the
land of nicknames.'
That's different,' William replied. 'She was only a girl, and she
hadn't done anything except walk like a quail, and she does. But
it isn't fair to make fun of a man.'
'Scott won't care,' said Martyn. 'You can't get a rise out of old
Scotty. I've been trying for eight years, and you've only known him for
three. How does he look?'
'He looks very well,' said William, and went away with a flushed
cheek. 'Bakri Scott, indeed!' Then she laughed to herself, for
she knew the country of her service. 'But it will be Bakri all
the same'; and she repeated it under her breath several times slowly,
whispering it into favour.
When he returned to his duties on the railway, Martyn spread the
name far and wide among his associates, so that Scott met it as he led
his paddy-carts to war. The natives believed it to be some English
title of honour, and the cart-drivers used it in all simplicity till
Faiz Ullah, who did not approve of foreign japes, broke their heads.
There was very little time for milking now, except at the big camps,
where Jim had extended Scott's idea, and was feeding large flocks on
the useless northern grains. Enough paddy had come into the Eight
Districts to hold the people safe, if it were only distributed quickly;
and for that purpose no one was better than the big Canal officer, who
never lost his temper, never gave an unnecessary order, and never
questioned an order given. Scott pressed on, saving his cattle, washing
their galled necks daily, so that no time should be lost on the road;
reported himself with his rice at the minor famine-sheds, unloaded, and
went back light by forced night-march to the next distributing centre,
to find Hawkins's unvarying telegram: 'Do it again.' And he did it
again and again, and yet again, while Jim Hawkins, fifty miles away,
marked off on a big map the tracks of his wheels gridironing the
stricken lands. Others did well—Hawkins reported at the end that they
all did well—but Scott was the most excellent, for he kept good coined
rupees by him, and paid for his own cart-repairs on the spot, and ran
to meet all sorts of unconsidered extras, trusting to be recouped
later. Theoretically, the Government should have paid for every shoe
and linchpin, for every hand employed in the loading; but Government
vouchers cash themselves slowly, and intelligent and efficient clerks
write at great length, contesting unauthorised expenditures of eight
annas. The man who wishes to make his work a success must draw on his
own bank-account of money or other things as he goes.
'I told you he'd work,' said Jimmy to his wife at the end of six
weeks. 'He's been in sole charge of a couple of thousand men up north
on the Mosuhl Canal for a year, and he gives one less trouble than
young Martyn with his ten constables; and I'm morally certain—only
Government doesn't recognise moral obligations—that he's spent about
half his pay to grease his wheels. Look at this, Lizzie, for one week's
work! Forty miles in two days with twelve carts; two days' halt
building a famine-shed for young Rogers (Rogers ought to have built it
himself, the idiot!). Then forty miles back again, loading six carts on
the way, and distributing all Sunday. Then in the evening he pitches in
a twenty-page demi-official to me, saying that the people where he is
might be “advantageously employed on relief-work,” and suggesting that
he put 'em to work on some broken-down old reservoir he's discovered,
so as to have a good water-supply when the Rains come. He thinks he can
caulk the dam in a fortnight. Look at his marginal sketches—aren't
they clear and good? I knew he was pukka, but I didn't know he
was as pukka as this!'
'I must show these to William,' said Mrs. Jim. 'The child's wearing
herself out among the babies.'
'Not more than you are, dear. Well, another two months ought to see
us out of the wood. I'm sorry it's not in my power to recommend you for
a V.C.'
William sat late in her tent that night, reading through page after
page of the square handwriting, patting the sketches of proposed
repairs to the reservoir, and wrinkling her eyebrows over the columns
of figures of estimated water-supply.
'And he finds time to do all this,' she cried to herself, 'and ...
well, I also was present. I've saved one or two babies.'
She dreamed for the twentieth time of the god in the golden dust,
and woke refreshed to feed loathsome black children, scores of them,
wastrels picked up by the wayside, their bones almost breaking their
skin, terrible and covered with sores.
Scott was not allowed to leave his cart work, but his letter was
duly forwarded to the Government, and he had the consolation, not rare
in India, of knowing that another man was reaping where he had sown.
That also was discipline profitable to the soul.
'He's much too good to waste on canals,' said Jimmy. 'Any one can
oversee coolies. You needn't be angry, William: he can—but I need my
pearl among bullock-drivers, and I've transferred him to the Khanda
district, where he'll have it all to do over again. He should be
marching now.'
'He's not a coolie,' said William furiously. 'He ought to be
doing his regulation work.'
'He's the best man in his service, and that's saying a good deal;
but if you must use razors to cut grindstones, why, I prefer the
best cutlery.'
'Isn't it almost time we saw him again?' said Mrs. Jim. 'I'm sure
the poor boy hasn't had a respectable meal for a month. He probably
sits on a cart and eats sardines with his fingers.'
'All in good time, dear. Duty before decency—wasn't it Mr. Chucks
said that?'
'No; it was Midshipman Easy,' William laughed. 'I sometimes wonder
how it will feel to dance or listen to a band again, or sit under a
roof. I can't believe that I ever wore a ball-frock in my life.'
'One minute,' said Mrs. Jim, who was thinking. 'If he goes to
Khanda, he passes within five miles of us. Of course he'll ride in.'
'Oh, no, he won't,' said William.
'How do you know, dear?'
'It'll take him off his work. He won't have time.'
'He'll make it,' said Mrs. Jim, with a twinkle.
'It depends on his own judgment. There's absolutely no reason why he
shouldn't, if he thinks fit,' said Jim.
'He won't see fit,' William replied, without sorrow or emotion. 'It
wouldn't be him if he did.'
'One certainly gets to know people rather well in times like these,'
said Jim, drily; but William's face was serene as ever, and, even as
she prophesied, Scott did not appear.
The Rains fell at last, late, but heavily; and the dry, gashed earth
was red mud, and servants killed snakes in the camp, where every one
was weather-bound for a fortnight—all except Hawkins, who took horse
and splashed about in the wet, rejoicing. Now the Government decreed
that seed-grain should be distributed to the people, as well as
advances of money for the purchase of new oxen; and the white men were
doubly worked for this new duty, while William skipped from brick to
brick laid down on the trampled mud, and dosed her charges with warming
medicines that made them rub their little round stomachs; and the
milch-goats throve on the rank grass. There was never a word from Scott
in the Khanda district, away to the south-east, except the regular
telegraphic report to Hawkins. The rude country roads had disappeared;
his drivers were half mutinous; one of Martyn's loaned policemen had
died of cholera; and Scott was taking thirty grains of quinine a day to
fight the fever that comes if one works hard in heavy rain; but those
were things he did not consider necessary to report. He was, as usual,
working from a base of supplies on a railway line, to cover a circle of
fifteen miles radius, and since full loads were impossible, he took
quarter-loads, and toiled four times as hard by consequence; for he did
not choose to risk an epidemic which might have grown uncontrollable by
assembling villagers in thousands at the relief-sheds. It was cheaper
to take Government bullocks, work them to death, and leave them to the
crows in the wayside sloughs.
That was the time when eight years of clean living and hard
condition told, though a man's head were ringing like a bell from the
cinchona, and the earth swayed under his feet when he stood and under
his bed when he slept. If Hawkins had seen fit to make him a
bullock-driver, that, he thought, was entirely Hawkins's own affair.
There were men in the North who would know what he had done; men of
thirty years' service in his own department who would say that it was
'not half bad'; and above, immeasurably above all men of all grades,
there was William in the thick of the fight, who would approve because
she understood. He had so trained his mind that it would hold fast to
the mechanical routine of the day, though his own voice sounded strange
in his own ears, and his hands, when he wrote, grew large as pillows or
small as peas at the end of his wrists. That steadfastness bore his
body to the telegraph-office at the railway-station, and dictated a
telegram to Hawkins, saying that the Khanda district was, in his
judgment, now safe, and he 'waited further orders.'
The Madrassee telegraph-clerk did not approve of a large, gaunt man
falling over him in a dead faint, not so much because of the weight, as
because of the names and blows that Faiz Ullah dealt him when he found
the body rolled under a bench. Then Faiz Ullah took blankets and quilts
and coverlets where he found them, and lay down under them at his
master's side, and bound his arms with a tent-rope, and filled him with
a horrible stew of herbs, and set the policeman to fight him when he
wished to escape from the intolerable heat of his coverings, and shut
the door of the telegraph-office to keep out the curious for two nights
and one day; and when a light engine came down the line, and Hawkins
kicked in the door, Scott hailed him weakly, but in a natural voice,
and Faiz Ullah stood back and took all the credit.
'For two nights, Heaven-born, he was pagal' said Faiz Ullah.
'Look at my nose, and consider the eye of the policeman. He beat us
with his bound hands; but we sat upon him, Heaven-born, and though his
words were tez, we sweated him. Heaven-born, never has been such
a sweat! He is weaker now than a child; but the fever has gone out of
him, by the grace of God. There remains only my nose and the eye of the
constabeel. Sahib, shall I ask for my dismissal because my Sahib has
beaten me?' And Faiz Ullah laid his long thin hand carefully on Scott's
chest to be sure that the fever was all gone, ere he went out to open
tinned soups and discourage such as laughed at his swelled nose.
'The district's all right,' Scott whispered. 'It doesn't make any
difference. You got my wire? I shall be fit in a week. 'Can't
understand how it happened. I shall be fit in a few days.'
'You're coming into camp with us,' said Hawkins.
'But look here—but—'
'It's all over except the shouting. We sha'n't need you Punjabis any
more. On my honour, we sha'n't. Martyn goes back in a few weeks;
Arbuthnot's returned already; Ellis and Clay are putting the last
touches to a new feeder-line the Government's built as relief-work.
Morten's dead—he was a Bengal man, though; you wouldn't know him. 'Pon
my word, you and Will—Miss Martyn—seem to have come through it as
well as anybody.'
'Oh, how is she?' The voice went up and down as he spoke.
'She was in great form when I left her. The Roman Catholic Missions
are adopting the unclaimed babies to turn them into little priests; the
Basil Mission is taking some, and the mothers are taking the rest. You
should hear the little beggars howl when they're sent away from
William. She's pulled down a bit, but so are we all. Now, when do you
suppose you'll be able to move?'
'I can't come into camp in this state. I won't,' he replied
pettishly.
'Well, you are rather a sight, but from what I gathered there
it seemed to me they'd be glad to see you under any conditions. I'll
look over your work here, if you like, for a couple of days, and you
can pull yourself together while Faiz Ullah feeds you up.'
Scott could walk dizzily by the time Hawkins's inspection vas ended,
and he flushed all over when Jim said of his work in the district that
it was 'not half bad,' and volunteered, further, that he had considered
Scott his right-hand man through the famine, and would feel it his duty
to say as much officially.
So they came back by rail to the old camp; but there were no crowds
near it, the long fires in the trenches were dead and black, and the
famine-sheds stood almost empty.
'You see!' said Jim. 'There isn't much more for us to do. Better
ride up and see the wife. They've pitched a tent for you. Dinner's at
seven. I'll see you then.'
Riding at a foot-pace, Faiz Ullah by his stirrup, Scott came to
William in the brown-calico riding-habit, sitting at the dining-tent
door, her hands in her lap, white as ashes, thin and worn, with no
lustre in her hair. There did not seem to be any Mrs. Jim on the
horizon, and all that William could say was: 'My word, how pulled down
you look!'
'I've had a touch of fever. You don't look very well yourself.'
'Oh, I'm fit enough. We've stamped it out. I suppose you know?'
Scott nodded. 'We shall all be returned in a few weeks. Hawkins told
me.'
'Before Christmas, Mrs. Jim says. Sha'n't you be glad to go back? I
can smell the wood-smoke already'; William sniffed. 'We shall be in
time for all the Christmas doings. I don't suppose even the Punjab
Government would be base enough to transfer Jack till the new year?'
'It seems hundreds of years ago—the Punjab and all that—doesn't
it? Are you glad you came?'
'Now it's all over, yes. It has been ghastly here. You know we had
to sit still and do nothing, and Sir Jim was away so much.'
'Do nothing! How did you get on with the milking?'
'I managed it somehow—after you taught me.'
Then the talk stopped with an almost audible jar. Still no Mrs. Jim.
'That reminds me I owe you fifty rupees for the condensed milk. I
thought perhaps you'd be coming here when you were transferred to the
Khanda district, and I could pay you then; but you didn't.'
'I passed within five miles of the camp. It was in the middle of a
march, you see, and the carts were breaking down every few minutes, and
I couldn't get 'em over the ground till ten o'clock that night. But I
wanted to come awfully. You knew I did, didn't you?'
'I—believe—I—did,' said William, facing him with level eyes. She
was no longer white.
'Did you understand?'
'Why you didn't ride in? Of course I did,'
'Why?'
'Because you couldn't of course. I knew that.'
'Did you care?'
'If you had come in—but I knew you wouldn't—but if you had,
I should have cared a great deal. You know I should.'
'Thank God I didn't! Oh, but I wanted to! I couldn't trust myself to
ride in front of the carts, because I kept edging 'em over here, don't
you know?'
'I knew you wouldn't,' said William, contentedly, 'Here's your
fifty.'
Scott bent forward and kissed the hand that held the greasy notes.
Its fellow patted him awkwardly but very tenderly on the head.
'And you knew, too, didn't you?' said William, in a new
voice.
'No, on my honour, I didn't. I hadn't the—the cheek to expect
anything of the kind, except... I say, were you out riding anywhere the
day I passed by to Khanda?'
William nodded, and smiled after the manner of an angel surprised in
a good deed.
'Then it was just a speck I saw of your habit in the—'
'Palm-grove on the Southern cart-road. I saw your helmet when you
came up from the nullah by the temple—just enough to be sure that you
were all right. D'you care?'
This time Scott did not kiss her hand, for they were in the dusk of
the dining-tent, and, because William's knees were trembling under her,
she had to sit down in the nearest chair, where she wept long and
happily, her head on her arms; and when Scott imagined that it would be
well to comfort her, she needed nothing of the kind; she ran to her own
tent; and Scott went out into the world, and smiled upon it largely and
idiotically. But when Faiz Ullah brought him a drink, he found it
necessary to support one hand with the other, or the good whisky and
soda would have been spilled abroad. There are fevers and fevers.
But it was worse—much worse—the strained, eye-shirking talk at
dinner till the servants had withdrawn, and worst of all when Mrs. Jim,
who had been on the edge of weeping from the soup down, kissed Scott
and William, and they drank one whole bottle of champagne, hot, because
there was no ice, and Scott and William sat outside the tent in the
starlight till Mrs. Jim drove them in for fear of more fever.
Apropos of these things and some others William said: 'Being engaged
is abominable, because, you see, one has no official position. We must
be thankful that we've lots of things to do.'
'Things to do!' said Jim, when that was reported to him. 'They're
neither of them any good any more. I can't get five hours' work a day
out of Scott. He's in the clouds half the time.'
'Oh, but they're so beautiful to watch, Jimmy. It will break my
heart when they go. Can't you do anything for him?'
'I've given the Government the impression—at least, I hope I
have—that he personally conducted the entire famine. But all he wants
is to get on to the Luni Canal Works, and William's just as bad. Have
you ever heard 'em talking of barrage and aprons and wastewater. It's
their style of spooning, I suppose.'
Mrs. Jim smiled tenderly. 'Ah, that's in the intervals—bless 'em.'
And so Love ran about the camp unrebuked in broad daylight, while
men picked up the pieces and put them neatly away of the Famine in the
Eight Districts.
* * * * *
Morning brought the penetrating chill of the Northern December, the
layers of wood-smoke, the dusty gray blue of the tamarisks, the domes
of ruined tombs, and all the smell of the white Northern plains, as the
mail-train ran on to the mile-long Sutlej Bridge. William, wrapped in a
poshteen—silk-embroidered sheepskin jacket trimmed with rough
astrakhan—looked out with moist eyes and nostrils that dilated
joyously. The South of pagodas and palm-trees, the over-populated Hindu
South, was done with. Here was the land she knew and loved, and before
her lay the good life she understood, among folk of her own caste and
mind.
They were picking them up at almost every station now—men and women
coming in for the Christmas Week, with racquets, with bundles of
polo-sticks, with dear and bruised cricket-bats, with fox-terriers and
saddles. The greater part of them wore jackets like William's, for the
Northern cold is as little to be trifled with as the Northern heat. And
William was among them and of them, her hands deep in her pockets, her
collar turned up over her ears, stamping her feet on the platforms as
she walked up and down to get warm, visiting from carriage to carriage,
and everywhere being congratulated. Scott was with the bachelors at the
far end of the train, where they chaffed him mercilessly about feeding
babies and milking goats; but from time to time he would stroll up to
William's window, and murmur: 'Good enough, isn't it?' and William
would answer, with sighs of pure delight: 'Good enough, indeed.' The
large open names of the home towns were good to listen to. Umballa,
Ludianah, Phillour, Jullundur, they rang like the coming marriage-bells
in her ears, and William felt deeply and truly sorry for all strangers
and outsiders—visitors, tourists, and those fresh-caught for the
service of the country.
It was a glorious return, and when the bachelors gave the Christmas
ball, William was, unofficially, you might say, the chief and honoured
guest among the stewards, who could make things very pleasant for their
friends. She and Scott danced nearly all the dances together, and sat
out the rest in the big dark gallery overlooking the superb teak floor,
where the uniforms blazed, and the spurs clinked, and the new frocks
and four hundred dancers went round and round till the draped flags on
the pillars flapped and bellied to the whirl of it.
About midnight half a dozen men who did not care for dancing came
over from the Club to play 'Waits,' and—that was a surprise the
stewards had arranged—before any one knew what had happened, the band
stopped, and hidden voices broke into 'Good King Wenceslaus,' and
William in the gallery hummed and beat time with her foot:
Mark my footsteps well, my page,
Tread thou in them boldly,
Thou shalt feel the winter's rage
Freeze thy blood less coldly!
'Oh, I hope they are going to give us another! Isn't it pretty,
coming out of the dark in that way? Look—look down. There's Mrs.
Gregory wiping her eyes!'
'It's like home, rather,' said Scott. 'I remember—
'H'sh! Listen!—dear.'And it began again:
When shepherds watched their flocks by night—
'A-h-h!' said William, drawing closer to Scott.
All seated on the ground,
The Angel of the Lord came down,
And glory shone around.
'Fear not,' said he (for mighty dread.
Had seized their troubled mind);
'Glad tidings of great joy I bring
To you and all mankind.'
This time it was William that wiped her eyes.