[HN Gopher] Children and Helical Time
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       Children and Helical Time
        
       Author : moultano
       Score  : 145 points
       Date   : 2026-01-01 09:53 UTC (13 hours ago)
        
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       | rwnspace wrote:
       | I think time perception is contingent on cultural and lifestyle
       | factors, I don't recognise it in my own life. My twenties
       | (chaotic) lasted forever, now in my 30s, this last year in
       | particular felt incredibly long (it was eventful and full of
       | change).
       | 
       | I rarely find myself on "autopilot". Is that why?
        
         | bryanrasmussen wrote:
         | right things that are eventful and full of change take a long
         | time, childhood is generally eventful and full of change. If
         | having an eventful and changing life increases the amount of
         | subjective life we experience how should we live.
        
           | barrkel wrote:
           | My childhood had less change than my adulthood. I've lived in
           | different countries as an adult; I spent my childhood in one
           | village near a town. The events I value most and recall most
           | strongly all happened as an adult. I struggle to remember
           | really significant childhood events. There were a few, like
           | finally grokking a for loop in BASIC, or my first machine
           | code execution, but the more common remembering is of
           | undifferentiated days in school, reading, warm summer days.
           | 
           | But as an adult, learning how to ride motorcycles, touring;
           | fine dining and discovering a love for fine wine; travel
           | generally; the perspective that living in multiple countries
           | gives you; the birth of my son, and how it changed my
           | perception of my parents; these things were more significant
           | and still more salient to me now. I am a very different man
           | to the one I was at 20, and I feel I changed more between 25
           | and 35 than I did between 10 and 20.
        
         | t0lo wrote:
         | Autopilot is a choice- most people are on it, some aren't.
         | Society has always been like this. Society is attacking self
         | aware and fully conscious people more than ever now though :(
        
           | moffkalast wrote:
           | Everybody, looks like we got one. Attack!
        
           | nradov wrote:
           | Paranoid people sometimes perceive normal levels of apathy
           | and friction in society as intentional attacks.
        
         | throw_away_623 wrote:
         | I think you are on to something.
         | 
         | My theory is that the brain is good at compressing memories, so
         | if you do mostly the same things every day it's not stored as a
         | separate memory.
         | 
         | I actually felt my 30s as one of the longest periods in my
         | life, because of things that happened in my life
        
           | spectralista wrote:
           | I would agree with this from subjective experience. My non-IT
           | based career has been highly volatile with unintended
           | unemployment, companies going out of business, changing
           | entire sectors and roles many times. Huge volatility in
           | relationships and partners also.
           | 
           | Much downside to this but the upside is my life feels
           | incredibly long and I haven't even reached 50 yet. I have
           | already lived numerous lives compared to the self that would
           | have had a very stable life the last 25 years. My working
           | life feels vastly longer than my very stable childhood. That
           | came and went in the blink of an eye from this perspective.
        
           | lm28469 wrote:
           | It seems so obvious to me. It's all about what you do with
           | your time, if you're stuck in a boring routine of commute,
           | repetitive work, and a few soulless vacations here and there
           | you'll build virtually no memorable moments and it will all
           | feel like a blur
           | 
           | Move to a new city, get a radically different job, get a kid,
           | switch up your routine, pick up unusual hobbies/interests and
           | every year will feel like a new life. Childhood feels very
           | long because you have to go through mandatory checkpoints
           | imposed from the outside, add that to your adult life and
           | it'll feel the same. Why don't you go get a parachute intro
           | course next weekend? Or rent a car on a race track? Go ice
           | climbing next winter? Join a yoga club, a music class, a
           | reading group, a dance class, &c. try things you don't
           | necessarily want to do and you'll open many doors.
           | 
           | Most humans have a tendency to go the path of least
           | resistance, and in today's world of working from home and
           | unlimited screen based entertainment you can very easily
           | waste decades your life
        
             | etyhhgfff wrote:
             | .
        
       | mentalgear wrote:
       | I have been reading the comment by Jim Grey on the bottom of the
       | article, and I was thinking, is that mostly what we are - and why
       | people like novelty (especially in tech) so much - because it
       | makes us feel young ? Or maybe not young, but teaches us
       | something new, learning something active - worth remembering.
       | 
       | > We also think that novelty rivets our attention and makes time
       | seem to slow down. Childhood is full of novel experiences that,
       | as they repeat, become less so. True novelty becomes unusual when
       | you're pushing 60 as I am now. The brain says, "Oh, that again,"
       | and glosses past it.
        
       | smokel wrote:
       | _> This is a depressing thought to consider in (linear) middle
       | age, but it is hard to escape the feeling that it is essentially
       | true. Childhood memories have an intensity and a vibrancy that it
       | is difficult for the rest of life to match._
       | 
       | Could anyone who is extremely fortunate and never had to work for
       | money share their experience on this?
       | 
       | I find that the years that I spent on art (playing around,
       | learning new things, not taking other peoples' orders) lasted
       | longer than the ones I spent doing software development for
       | money. Both were fun, but the remaining memories differ by
       | intensity.
       | 
       | I personally don't find the logarithmic experience theory
       | convincing. Why are the first three or so years excluded from
       | this? It seems more likely that _new_ experiences make more
       | impact, or that repeated memories make them more intense. Or
       | dozens of other theories.
        
         | kubb wrote:
         | My best and "longest" memories are from a two year period spent
         | in the university when I had earned some money in internships
         | and could live with few obligations.
         | 
         | That was the happiest I've ever been.
         | 
         | Childhood is mostly blocked out (abusive parents, poverty), and
         | adulthood is mostly work.
         | 
         | Maybe we just remember the periods when we've been happy. It
         | would make sense evolutionarily.
        
         | anonzzzies wrote:
         | My family was not wealthy but I got the luck being born in the
         | EU in a country where edu and Healthcare were basically free
         | and you really cannot end up under a bridge unless extreme
         | mental (and drugs issues that follow that) problems. My
         | parents, even though we did not have much, always taught us to
         | never follow orders unless you think they make sense and follow
         | our own path. I guess that is why I mostly have no difference
         | in vividness; I always did my own thing, that happens to be
         | writing software so I got lucky and got rich by building stuff
         | I thought was nice and needed. I still do that while also doing
         | art (welding sculptures and writing). 2025 was not less vibrant
         | than my childhood. Of course I am the most annoying employee;
         | if you tell me 'have to', I will definitely never ever do it.
         | So I never been an employee; guess that is the luxury you
         | mentioned.
         | 
         | I have no clue how it would have turned out if I would have
         | grown up in a country without a safety net. I hope the same as
         | I never needed that net and will never need it, however I am
         | not so sure; it makes taking risks very easy...
        
           | zozbot234 wrote:
           | Extreme mental and drug issues are always in the picture with
           | those outcomes, though. The real "safety net" when faced with
           | the possibility of real homelessness is to get the hell away
           | from uber-expensive places like SF and move to at least a
           | semi-rural area where getting access to good shelter is going
           | to be orders of magnitude easier. These are not bad places or
           | areas of poverty or marginalization, people have literally
           | been settled there and building functional livelihoods for
           | generations.
        
             | judahmeek wrote:
             | You say "move", but you must mean "get moved" since
             | homeless people aren't known to have the finances required
             | to travel to another city
        
               | bdangubic wrote:
               | I was homeless in my 20's and moving, while of course not
               | as straight-forward as buying a bus/train/... ticket,
               | isn't _that_ difficult. e.g. many truckers are amazing
               | folk who will help a person in need (as long as you are
               | not an addict etc)
        
             | 113 wrote:
             | This doesn't make any kind of sense. There's plenty of
             | homeless people outside of expensive cities.
        
         | JacWpthrowaway wrote:
         | Never been rich but .. who's richer, the one who has more stuff
         | / buying power or the one who has less material needs? Anyway,
         | I was always pretty frugal and lucked out on passive income 6
         | years ago but even before that I never had full time jobs and
         | all my life I basically worked just enough to get by, never
         | cared much about saving.
         | 
         | From my experience childhood felt like grinding my way to max
         | level in an MMO. Had to be done to start playing the game but
         | didn't really care for it. I had more freedom since I was 18
         | than before so I cherish those memories more.
        
           | bombcar wrote:
           | The MMO is a really great example because "working life" is
           | often compared to raiding end-game dungeons (or vice versa).
           | 
           | Some _really_ enjoy that, but the journey to max level was
           | always more interesting to me.
           | 
           | There is a way to reroll; at least vicariously.
        
         | nchmy wrote:
         | I, of course, have plenty of vivid memories from childhood. But
         | I've also been fortunate to be able to travel in all senses -
         | quick tourist vacation, a few months backpacking, and multi-
         | year slow travel where I mostly just lived in different places
         | (different nature settings, towns, cities etc).
         | 
         | Tourism is generally forgettable and I don't recommend it to
         | anyone - save the money and do something where you live.
         | 
         | Backpacking feels meaningful in the moment, but is also largely
         | forgettable. I truly have almost no meaningful memories from 2
         | separate 2 month trips in Europe and southeast Asia.
         | 
         | The slow travel is most recent, was the most "boring" but also,
         | I think, most meaningful as I was explicitly focused on self-
         | reflection and discovery of a more meaningful way to live after
         | many years (or a lifetime, really) of aiming to be a better cog
         | in the machine. I don't have a lot of "memories" - highlights
         | that I reminisce about - from it, but rather various phase
         | shifts/epiphanies in my understanding of myself, life, the
         | world etc...
         | 
         | I now live in relative poverty in a poor country where I have
         | been working for 7+ years to develop a project for the benefit
         | of the multitudes who can't even conceive of being able to do
         | anything that I've just describe. And for whom even childhood
         | is rather joy and wonder-less, because of how hard life is. I'm
         | mostly glued to my computer again, but it's not soul sucking in
         | the way it was in a cubicle with spreadsheets - because the
         | purpose is meaningful.
         | 
         | I do miss the slow travel days - they were absolutely the most
         | enjoyable period of my life. But I've also met people who have
         | done that for decades and they're profoundly sad people - they
         | have no roots or connections anywhere, no meaningful vocation,
         | etc.
         | 
         | A meaningful life is to be actively involved in the sorrows of
         | the world, with joy.
         | 
         | Still, I really ought to get a bit more play and exploration
         | back into my life.
         | 
         | In the past year, I've been coaching teen soccer/football and
         | that has been wonderful. Both to help me fix my desk-broken
         | body, as well as to help them, principally, become better
         | humans. To succeed on the field they need to develop the same
         | characteristics needed to succeed in life - discipline,
         | determination, cooperation, empathy, solidarity, creativity,
         | perspective, vision, patience, and more. The world around them
         | is largely bereft of such things, so it has been challenging.
         | 
         | But they're _vastly_ better at playing now than a year ago, and
         | I 've heard they generally behave better at home as well. The
         | difference between this and the article's version of living
         | through your kids is a) they're not my kids and b) I'm focused
         | on helping them become proper adults via play, whereas the
         | article is largely about recreating Neverland where everything
         | is childish. I expect it'll be unlikely that I'll instill much
         | community spirit in them - though, perhaps we'll incorporate
         | some community service into the training at some point. But it
         | all does seem meaningful.
         | 
         | Still, the real focus and crux of my life is the overarching
         | project to help people everywhere become more self-sufficient.
         | Hopefully I'll be finally ready in the next year or so to "go
         | public" with it, and that people will be receptive to using it,
         | collaborating, helping etc...
        
           | srean wrote:
           | > Backpacking feels meaningful in the moment, but is also
           | largely forgettable.
           | 
           | Was your schedule oversubscribed in these ? I ask because my
           | experience of pleasure travel is very different. More so when
           | there were (i) very little schedule to speak of, other than
           | start and end dates, (ii) had a partner to share the
           | experience of _unplanned discovery_ to share with.
           | 
           | Both, I think, make a significant difference to the
           | experience.
           | 
           | The other biggie are photographs and writing about it.
        
             | nchmy wrote:
             | > Was your schedule oversubscribed in these ?
             | 
             | I dont have any idea what this means. Could you try again
             | in plain english?
             | 
             | Yes, not having a schedule makes for better travel, as I
             | described in my later multi-year experience. I think most
             | things could probably be made better by having a genuine
             | life partner to share it with. But doing things solo
             | absolutely does not preclude you from meaning. (moreover, I
             | wouldnt describe most romantic relationships as anything
             | resembling a genuine life partner).
             | 
             | Photos and writing are also not inherently meaningful. I
             | did plenty of both and, again, I _thought it was all
             | meaningful in the moment_ , but since realized it was all
             | largely misguided.
             | 
             | If someone were to travel in a genuine manner - where you
             | integrate with local communities, get involved with their
             | traditions, problems etc, then that's an entirely other
             | thing. But just roaming (let alone an itinerary) is largely
             | not actually useful, unless you put it towards something
             | meaningful (eg genuine reflection and improvement, which
             | would largely lead you to realizing that travels themselves
             | are not necessary or even important).
        
         | carlmr wrote:
         | >I find that the years that I spent on art (playing around,
         | learning new things, not taking other peoples' orders) lasted
         | longer than the ones I spent doing software development for
         | money.
         | 
         | >I personally don't find the logarithmic experience theory
         | convincing.
         | 
         | I think this tracks though. When you do art or other things you
         | can explore different things. Doing the same thing for 40-60h
         | per week is just not such a varied experience.
        
         | tristramb wrote:
         | I recently came to realise that my memories of my experiences
         | of early childhood are probably greatly affected by seeing my
         | younger siblings going through those same experiences a few
         | years later. At age five or six I would see my mother reading
         | to them on the sofa and they would be lying with their heads on
         | her tummy feeling her warmth and listening to her heartbeat and
         | stomach gurgles. Seeing this would remind me of when I used to
         | do that, thus reinforcing those memories and probably somewhat
         | distorting them. One of the distortions is that this memory is
         | set in the house we moved to when I was four, and most of my
         | own relevant experiences would have been set in our previous
         | house. I think the accumulation of memories is a bit like
         | training an LLM on a combination of new data and its own data.
        
         | marginalia_nu wrote:
         | Last few years I've been my own boss mostly doing whatever I
         | feel like with several years funds comfortable and no real
         | pressure to do or die. Time hasn't really slowed down. I also
         | took a year completely off work in 2016, that one also passed
         | very quickly.
         | 
         | If anything, having new experiences is what seems to slow down
         | time in my experience. Visiting new locations, doing and
         | learning new things. I suppose more things will be new to the
         | young than the old, so it would make sense as an alternative
         | hypothesis.
         | 
         | I've also had a bad tooth ache since the day before Christmas I
         | haven't been able to get dealt with since all the local
         | dentists are off, and it feels like it's been the longest week
         | in my life. Dunno if I'd recommend it as a way of prolonging
         | the subjective experience of time though.
         | 
         | Another anecdote is that last year I quit coffee cold turkey,
         | and a side effect was that time seemed to slow down
         | significantly. A lot of people seem to be reporting this. Make
         | of it what you want. Quitting coffee also sucks quite a lot,
         | though not as bad as week of severe tooth ache.
        
           | KellyCriterion wrote:
           | Oh, my dear, thats hell! > I've also had a bad tooth ache
           | since the day before Christmas <
           | 
           | Wasnt there any emergency dentist available? In my location,
           | there are those for these reasons.
        
             | marginalia_nu wrote:
             | So, short story long: Things weren't _that_ bad before and
             | during Christmas, but started getting bad last Friday. So
             | last Saturday I paid a visit to an emergency dentist, who
             | basically shrugged and said come back on Monday when we
             | have more staff. Sunday sucked I was just in pain all day.
             | 
             | But said and done, I came back on Monday, they looked at it
             | again, said it was probably an old filling that was maybe
             | acting up, basically just drilled a bit and filled it back
             | up again. This made it hurt a bit less for about a day
             | (specially during the procedure, even with them drilling
             | into the tooth, local anaesthetic made this the least
             | discomfort I'd been in for almost a week), but since then
             | it's been aching again. It's not _as_ bad as before, but
             | still barely manageable with OTC painkillers.
             | 
             | So tomorrow I'm hitting them up again, hopefully I'm able
             | to convince them to pull the tooth, since it's way back in
             | the mouth and has been nothing but causing me grief since I
             | got the original filling, food getting stuck and causing
             | inflammation, that sort of stuff. The alternative would
             | probably be a root canal, but since it's in a very
             | inaccessible location, that's a real hassle.
        
           | visarga wrote:
           | In the present moment, time passes slow when something boring
           | or painful happens, and passes fast for exciting or pleasant
           | experiences.
           | 
           | But in hindsight, time passes slow in periods where you had
           | many new experiences and is almost missing in periods of
           | routine.
           | 
           | So an exciting experience might be fast in the moment and
           | slow in hindsight.
        
         | RickyLahey wrote:
         | i basically never had to work (EU privilege + luck of being
         | born the skill of knowing how to sell to people well) and only
         | worked on stuff that i enjoyed and not a lot of hours (and that
         | turned into millions fast) and my 20s/30s flew like months
         | instead of years and didn't have the intensity of my teen
         | years. I think it's because despite technically travelling and
         | living in different countries a lot, going to a new place is
         | not really a new experience after you visit 7 very different
         | ones. The same with women and a lot of other experiences.
         | Having kids was the only think that surprised me. Making money
         | got old fast (i mean trying to get to the "next" level)
        
         | egypturnash wrote:
         | Art can turn into work too. Spending ~4-5y on a solo graphic
         | novel[1] was mostly about finding that routine of making sure
         | to spend a few hours of every workday working on the comic
         | instead of just faffing about aimlessly.
         | 
         | 1: http://egypt.urnash.com/rita/
        
           | Dracophoenix wrote:
           | What gave you the idea to write a graphic novel in the first
           | place? What's your workflow?
        
         | conception wrote:
         | I always took it sort of that your mind, duplicates memories,
         | and in your adult life almost every day is more or less the
         | same and it just compacts all those memories and time goes
         | quicker because you don't remember doing the 9 to 5 thing day
         | after day after day, your brain has no reason to remember that,
         | in childhood significantly more items that pop up throughout
         | the year that are extraordinary that your brain remembers. Also
         | brain elasticity etc.
        
       | t0lo wrote:
       | The premise is that life stops being novel around 20 to suit this
       | argument- but you can easily argue that that's more around 30 or
       | even 40
        
         | polotics wrote:
         | Yeah sure. Here's one for the new year from a 57 years old:
         | 
         | There is always novelty if you stay curious. Boredom in your
         | life will only start once you have become boring.
         | 
         | 6-7 !!!
         | 
         | (who here also thinks the true meaning of 6-7 is reactive fear
         | of 2026 & 2027 from the school-going crowd?)
        
         | spacebanana7 wrote:
         | Isn't the general principle sound? That novel experiences
         | become rarer as we get older, leading subjective life to be
         | highly skewed towards youth.
        
           | nehal3m wrote:
           | That's assuming novelty is the only way to live long
           | subjectively. Is that a decent assumption? Personally I find
           | subjective life longer if you just take your time, no pun
           | intended.
        
       | dbacar wrote:
       | Does putting a graph make a subjective feeling scientific? For me
       | the past year was like 10 years, and who knows for the rest of
       | the world.
       | 
       | Time is relative no matter what age you are and probably depends
       | how much has changed in your life (maybe I should put a graph
       | here to make it more scientific :)) )
        
         | moultano wrote:
         | The graph is just to clearly convey the idea, not to give it
         | any more connotation of rigor than the idea itself has. The
         | idea has a long enough history and enough research behind it to
         | be in psychology textbooks and be referenced on Wikipedia, but
         | it seems to resonate for some people and not others.
         | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Time_perception#:~:text=Propor...
        
       | huhkerrf wrote:
       | > This is a depressing thought to consider in (linear) middle
       | age, but it is hard to escape the feeling that it is essentially
       | true. Childhood memories have an intensity and a vibrancy that it
       | is difficult for the rest of life to match.
       | 
       | This is just not my experience at all. I had a great childhood,
       | but ask me about the most vibrant moments, and very few of them
       | came before I was 18. The births of my children, my wedding,
       | meeting my wife, lazy afternoons in college...
        
         | bombcar wrote:
         | The one thing that childhood memories usually have is
         | protection from the "real world" - looking back you realize
         | that exciting vacation to a national park was because your dad
         | lost his job that summer and couldn't afford anything more, but
         | had time. For you, it was amazing, but probably not as much for
         | your parents worrying about where the next job would be.
        
       | rixed wrote:
       | Sure enough, if you model life experience as a 2d plot, you are
       | going to have to simplify things quite a bit. Yes, time "felt"
       | longer for a child (especially when the child has to wait or
       | wants something yet to come, less so when it's time spent on
       | video games), and children are particularly impatient compared to
       | adults.
       | 
       | But is that experiencing life, though? How many strong memories
       | from that "logarithmic first half" of my life do I have? Actually
       | very few compared to what came later, and they are not
       | particularly compelling either.
       | 
       | My guess is that the author just hit mid-life crisis after having
       | spent one or two decades in an office. Boring mindless job is
       | what makes life experience to plateau, not adulthood. If I think
       | of the most accomplished persons that I know, who've done many
       | things with their life, I can't imagine them saying that their
       | childhood was half of their life. They would probably laugh at
       | the idea.
       | 
       | Or maybe he hasn't reached that crisis yet, since he finds solace
       | in the idea that his child is doing the living for him. Wait
       | until the kids leave home, for the log to turn into a exponential
       | panic.
        
         | nchmy wrote:
         | I think you nailed it. This person is not living, and may never
         | live. When their birds fly the coop and, worse, when they
         | themselves retire, they're in for a whole world of emptiness.
        
           | bombcar wrote:
           | This is something more dangerous that people realize,
           | especially those "working for retirement" - if you only live
           | to work, and then retire, you may find you retire from
           | living, too.
           | 
           | Seen it a few too many times. Live life today, people!
           | 
           | " So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring
           | worries of its own. Today's trouble is enough for today."
           | 
           | " And don't worry 'bout tomorrow, hey Sha-la-la-la-la-la,
           | live for today"
        
             | lotsofpulp wrote:
             | That's fine, but the incongruence comes when one expects
             | unlimited supply of healthcare and a cash payment for
             | decades in old age. Especially if one didn't raise enough
             | productive kids to pay for it, so then the question becomes
             | if you're not planning for tomorrow, why are others who are
             | planning for tomorrow paying for your tomorrow?
        
               | nchmy wrote:
               | nice try ron paul
        
               | lotsofpulp wrote:
               | Puzzling reply (assuming ron paul is being used as a
               | pejorative), considering your adjacent comment seems to
               | agree with my sentiment.
        
             | nchmy wrote:
             | I was absolutely not advocating for not having any thought
             | for the future, nor for "living in the moment".
             | 
             | I was saying that you must do both - dont just slave away
             | and expect that you'll live when you're retired (a
             | lifestyle which makes it less likely that you would even
             | live until retirement age, let alone be physically or even
             | mentally capable of enjoying retirement).
             | 
             | Instead, live in a way such that there it is meaningful
             | while you do it, and it also prepares you for the future.
             | Again, this would also have the benefit of showing your
             | kids and others how to do this themselves.
        
       | ofalkaed wrote:
       | Every assertion in this article is completely alien to me to the
       | point that I can not even comprehend that people live like that,
       | it seems untenable to life to me. A year did not feel like a
       | fifth of my life when I was 5, I could not even comprehend a year
       | in that sense and very much lived in the present. Now in my 40s I
       | don't see a year as just another year and still don't think of it
       | as one 45th of my life. When I was 5 I saw where I was, now I see
       | how far I have come and how far I have to go; all that has really
       | changed is that I have come to understand how the past and the
       | future define the present instead of just accepting that this is
       | what I am currently experiencing, I understand cause and effect,
       | consequence.
       | 
       | Does this article seem accurate to your perception of life? It
       | would explain some things regarding my interactions with most
       | people if I am so completely missing something so fundemental
       | about their existence.
       | 
       | Edit: Why does conveying my experience and desiring to understand
       | the experience of others get a downvote? Genuinely curious.
       | 
       | Edit the second: I just started to wonder if this article is
       | going to affect my birthday in a couple weeks. Part of me feels
       | like I am going to think "well that is 1/46th of my life gone"
       | and have a midlife crisis. The other part of me remembers Zeno
       | and his paradox and giggles.
        
       | barishnamazov wrote:
       | I'm 22 and since late college things don't excite me the way they
       | used to, even when I enjoy them. I sometimes wonder if this is
       | what happens when people get older and happened to me early, or
       | if it's just a personality trait.
       | 
       | The 'vicarious firsts' framing doesn't quite land for me because
       | of that, but the 'urgency that won't let you drift' observation
       | resonates. Maybe what matters isn't renewed wonder but having
       | something -- family, friends, caring about the world -- that
       | demands presence. The forcing function matters more than the
       | feelings themselves.
       | 
       | My dad always says something related in nature: caring about and
       | loving your family makes you a better person more than it helps
       | your family.
        
         | throw_away_623 wrote:
         | > I sometimes wonder if this is what happens when people get
         | older and happened to me early, or if it's just a personality
         | trait.
         | 
         | It's a cliche but I (almost 50 years old) have found that when
         | you get older, you notice patterns, Something "new" is often
         | just an incremental improvement or two existing things
         | combined.
         | 
         | Rust doesn't excite me much, and Go seems too boring to use for
         | my side projects. Elixir + Phoenix LiveView is the only "new"
         | thing that has excited me in the past decade, but I can't stand
         | the Elixir syntax. Maybe it's because I have seen so much
         | change during the years? If someone started out with React, a
         | new version seems like a big deal, but to me it is just an
         | incremental improvement.
         | 
         | When I was a kid, a new CPU or GPU had an extreme impact
         | compared to the previous generations. We went from crappy
         | Wolfenstein graphics to Quake in a few years. I have stopped
         | following new releases now, because they don't really do much.
         | 
         | The same applies to mobile phones. The next iphone / samsung
         | model doesn't really motivate me to replace my existing phone.
        
           | barishnamazov wrote:
           | Thanks for sharing insight. I also feel like a couple decades
           | ago, technology was also reasonably simple and
           | understandable. Right now, everything is obfuscated and
           | complex. Maybe that's natural, but makes it harder to get
           | excited about seeing new things.
           | 
           | Similar to you, I don't care about mobile phones anymore.
           | Instead of fancy hardware or features what I care is simple,
           | secure, and private phone (open-source OS). I used to get
           | excited on new models.
           | 
           | Recently a couple of my friends were talking about "Telegram
           | vs Whatsapp." One is better because it has this feature, etc.
           | They asked my opinion too. I don't care which is better, I
           | only use them because I have to use them for contacting
           | family and some friends. I just need the send text and image
           | functionality (and I don't use it for private / secure
           | texting).
        
             | bombcar wrote:
             | There's a term "geek out" or similar for getting deep into
             | the details of something; especially technology. But it's
             | rare and not really needed for the use of it - there are
             | people who geek out over phones or model trains or LEGO,
             | etc.
             | 
             | But for most of things in life you just need to _use_ them.
             | 
             | The hard part is finding something to geek out on that
             | doesn't turn you into a curmudgeon insisting everyone is
             | "doing it wrong".
        
       | neutronicus wrote:
       | Well.
       | 
       | I, personally feel like having lived is a net win, joy-wise,
       | mostly on the strength of my childhood. So I'm trying to give
       | that to my sons as well.
        
       | nchmy wrote:
       | This was a both a nice, and extremely depressing, read.
       | 
       | It sounds like the author has had a good childhood and is a good
       | parent to their kids. Wonderful.
       | 
       | But the whole article is appropriately summarized by their final
       | sentences
       | 
       | > You recreate your memories in them. They recreate childishness
       | in you. Life folds back on itself, but not quite the same. It
       | loops, but continues. A helix. > > Life, then, is the creation of
       | childhoods. You have yours, and then you get to create childhoods
       | for others. The time is yours, and theirs
       | 
       | They have completely given up on their own life, and the
       | possibility that they, too, could live in a child-like way, where
       | they have their own wonder, joy etc.
       | 
       | Eg
       | 
       | > Children make you childlike. Skipping through the park as an
       | adult man raises eyebrows (deservedly or not.) Skipping through
       | the park as an adult man with your son or daughter skipping next
       | to you on your arm is one of life's greatest joys, both for you
       | and for anyone who sees you.
       | 
       | Why do you care about people's eyebrows? Go skip, play, dance, be
       | curious, be creative - whether just for the sake of it, or also
       | in your "work".
       | 
       | Your kids need to see you _actually living_ so that they, too,
       | might be able to actually live once they 've moved into
       | adulthood.
       | 
       | > Your Christmas trees get smaller, your lights less ambitious.
       | Some find all of these fun for their own sake, but if you are not
       | the type of person who finds ritual appealing you will likely
       | find yourself slowly disconnecting from holidays. You will find
       | yourself asking what all the hustle bustle is for. > > Kids.
       | That's who it's for. Of all the experiences that children renew,
       | traditions are renewed the most. When you put up a Christmas
       | tree, it's for kids. When you decorate for Halloween, it's for
       | kids. All of these holidays are in essence a celebration of
       | childhood, and children let you see them all for the first time
       | again. If you remember the excitement of galumphing
       | 
       | Christmas, and other traditions, are NOT about trees and lights
       | and presents. Thanksgiving is not about waiting to stampede a
       | Walmart to buy crap. It's about genuine communion with family,
       | friends, or - if you're particularly clued in - even strangers
       | who don't have such traditions available to them.
       | 
       | And so on.
       | 
       | They talk about the joy of showing kids Saturn in a telescope. I
       | won't argue with that. But that doesn't mean an adult can't have
       | joy in discovering new things in the cosmos - be it through a
       | career or hobby in telescopes, or exploring all parts of nature,
       | from microbes to volcanoes. Whether as a hobby or a career.
       | 
       | This person is missing the point _of everything_.
       | 
       | We must do as nietzsche described and progress from a camel, to a
       | lion, to a child again. Joseph Campbell - a wonderful interpreter
       | and guide of all of these things - explains it all well, a quote
       | of which is at this page https://centeroflighttulsa.org/three-
       | transformations-spirit/
        
         | wolvesechoes wrote:
         | > We must do as nietzsche described and progress from a camel,
         | to a lion, to a child again
         | 
         | Nietzsche's ideas where not for producing self-help advice on
         | having hobbies.
        
           | nchmy wrote:
           | nor was what I wrote... Try reading it all, and him, again
        
             | wolvesechoes wrote:
             | The metaphors of camel, lion and child have nothing to do
             | with finding joy, experiencing life, or whatever that could
             | matter in the context of this posting, and Joseph Campbell
             | is pretty weak resource on Nietzsche.
        
       | rendall wrote:
       | I have a pet theory that everybody gets one lifetime, and no
       | matter how long that life is, it always subjectively feels like
       | one lifetime. Whether you live three days or a hundred years, it
       | will always feel about the same amount of time, both interminable
       | and too short.
        
       | lovich wrote:
       | Maybe by realizing that this is a crazy idea?
       | 
       | Half of your life is childhood because you weighed subjective
       | experiences differently when you had no knowledge or life
       | experiences so you should change your life based on that
       | situation where you were in Plato's cave?
       | 
       | Actually fuck even this title is bad. If life is subjective,
       | don't ask how "we" should live. Subjectiveness means that's a
       | "you" question.
        
       | youoy wrote:
       | I quote for context:
       | 
       | > But what about those of us who are well into the flattening
       | part of the curve, what can we do for ourselves? You can seek new
       | experiences perhaps. If time goes faster because your life has
       | fewer firsts and more routine, then it can be extended by adding
       | firsts. You can learn new things, travel, take up hobbies, or new
       | careers.
       | 
       | > This works, to a point, but there are only so many firsts for
       | you, and chasing this exclusively seems to lead to resentment.
       | You remember the things you had as a kid. You remember the
       | excitement and warmth of that world, how immediate and raw
       | everything felt, and you want to go back. You start to regret
       | that the world has changed, even though what changed the most is
       | you.
       | 
       | I like to think that life slows down once you form a stable image
       | and story of yourself. The more you convince yourself that that
       | image is fixed, the faster time will go by. That might justify
       | why childhood seems longer, since that image seems to form around
       | adolescence.
       | 
       | Experiencing new "firsts" but keeping that image of yourselfe
       | fixed just works for a while. That is why it may lead to
       | resentment, as the article says.
       | 
       | So dont fool yourself: some image of who you are gives you some
       | stability, but just use it for that, so that you dont run crazy
       | with options.
       | 
       | If you treat every event as something that might reshape your
       | ego, then suddenly a big number of experiences are new, and time
       | suddenly slows dont. It may even appear to dissapear from time to
       | time.
        
       | elias_t wrote:
       | > We feel time differently over our lives. As a toddler, an
       | afternoon feels like an eternity. In middle age, "no matter how I
       | try, those years just flow by, like a broken down dam." For a 5
       | year old, a year was a fifth of their life, and feels like it.
       | For a 40 year old, it is just another year.
       | 
       | I think this explanation is true but incomplete. I believe it's
       | also related to Critical Flicker Fusion Frequency [0], the way I
       | see it, if an organism is smaller it has a higher frequency, it
       | sees more image per second, therefore perception of time is
       | slower. (E.g. a fly sees you moving really slowly). Maybe it's
       | related to the processing time of images, with smaller brains
       | insect can process more of them per second.
       | 
       | Maybe humans process more images as children, therefore see the
       | time time going slower.
       | 
       | It's been a while I didn't think about this, maybe some studies
       | have been made in the past years.
       | 
       | [0] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flicker_fusion_threshold
        
         | nrhrjrjrjtntbt wrote:
         | That would.im theory make kids the best at certain sports like
         | table tennis say. Is there an objective test?
        
           | nostrademons wrote:
           | That is largely true across a variety of sports. eSports like
           | Starcraft typically peak between 18-22, and it's possible the
           | real age is younger but minors are usually excluded from pro
           | leagues because they can't sign contracts. Gymnastics seems
           | to peak between age 13-16; it was enough of a problem that
           | the FIG set an age limit of 16 so the sport wasn't dominated
           | by prepubescent girls age 13-14 (18 for men because the
           | events tend to be more strength-based than coordination-
           | based). Top table tennis players usually tend to start
           | between 4-6 [1] and win their championships around their
           | early 20s. [2]
           | 
           | There's some lag between starting and being world-class
           | simply because continued practice makes you better. Plus, you
           | get much better at sustained focus and being able to connect
           | disparate training experiences together as your consciousness
           | develops in the teens.
           | 
           | [1] https://www.reddit.com/r/tabletennis/comments/1i085sr/a_c
           | oll...
           | 
           | [2] https://www.tabletennisdaily.com/forum/topics/what-is-
           | the-pe...
        
             | bombcar wrote:
             | Part of the gymnastics thing is flexibility of the young;
             | if toddlers could be coordinated and strong enough they'd
             | likely dominate as they can contort their bodies into
             | positions impossible for adults.
        
           | elias_t wrote:
           | IMO there is also muscle memory, strategy ect. Being able to
           | process more information doesn't mean it's processed better,
           | the contrary actually if you think about processing times
        
       | rr808 wrote:
       | My kids go to a stem focused magnet school. I realize different
       | cultures value different things but its depressing to me how many
       | kids are pushed to dedicate their whole childhood to get into top
       | Universities. We'd go to the beach and their friends couldn't
       | come because they were doing extra APs or science fair or Math
       | Olympics or similar. These kids got good grades but never went on
       | a date, couldn't drive or go anywhere by themselves.
        
         | sokoloff wrote:
         | I was partially (largely?) one of those other kids. Honestly, I
         | loved it and, though it wasn't perfect, I definitely wouldn't
         | re-roll my childhood if given the chance.
         | 
         | Later in life, I managed to catch up in dating and other
         | aspects, but kept a good streak of nerd pride and am totally
         | happy about that.
         | 
         | If you were to have observed my childhood and got depressed
         | about it, that interpretation would have been misguided.
        
       | zkmon wrote:
       | Best way is, don't make up new rules, don't come up with some new
       | analysis and new ways of living etc. None of that is needed.
       | Human life hasn't started just yesterday. Just live the way your
       | ancestors lived. Don't give too much importance to children.
       | Don't spend too much attention on them. Mind your work and let
       | children mind their observation of the world around them.
        
       | rendx wrote:
       | _" The basic stratum of the personality and the associated
       | underlying belief systems that hold it in place derive from a
       | number of factors: the shadow aspects of parents; the same
       | unresolved elements in the lives of grandparents (the ovum from
       | which the mother sprang was already formed at eleven weeks
       | gestation in the maternal grandmother); a commensurate and
       | immeasurable twine of psychogenetic ancestral memories; the
       | prenate's own "baggage" from pre-conception; the experience of
       | the conception itself; the phenomenology of implantation; and the
       | whole duration of the gestation period; all together form layers
       | of affect in this self-forging process."_
       | 
       | William R. Emerson, Ph.D. https://emersonbirthrx.com/wp-
       | content/uploads/2015/04/Journa...
        
       | iammjm wrote:
       | A typical person in the western world spends like 4 hours on
       | their phone each day. They also spend 8 hours at work, doing
       | mostly the same-ish thing over and over again. Then there's
       | commute along the same routes, and our habits and ways of life we
       | calcify into. The brief moments of mental freedom are often
       | terrorized by the anxiety induced by what we consumed during our
       | phone binges. Let's add some degree of sleep deprivation into the
       | mix. Might all of that have something to do with how we perceive
       | life and how fast and meaninglessly it goes by?
        
       | canpan wrote:
       | Regarding the perception of time, I have a complete opposite
       | perception of the author. He mentions 20 as a middle point. I was
       | after that, in my 20s when I first took _real_ full control. I
       | can remember the times before that. But I did _so_ many  "firsts"
       | after that! My childhood years feel very short and boring to me;
       | while the time after that feels gigantic and exciting.
       | 
       | There is so much in the world and so precious little time, I
       | cannot really imagine running out of new "firsts" to do. Just I
       | think many people never take control.
       | 
       | (The article itself seems to be more about raising children,
       | being dad and fulfillment than the comments and title suggest)
        
         | tetris11 wrote:
         | Whilst I did more new things in my 20s, I do recall my
         | perception of days as a child being much much longer. I have
         | distinct recollection of feeling almost clinical depression
         | when I was about 8 after being told that we would be going to
         | the seaside _tomorrow_ and not _today_. To a childs perception
         | of time, it was an agonizing eternity.
        
           | bombcar wrote:
           | Children run on "sleeps" and eventually weeks - a single day
           | is such a large percentage of their life, after all!
           | 
           | And each year is new, even if just teachers changing; but
           | most have new things you can _do_.
        
           | Qem wrote:
           | > To a childs perception of time, it was an agonizing
           | eternity.
           | 
           | For me as a child, even getting a haircut was a dreary
           | experience. It felt as an eternity I had to sit mostly
           | immobile, while somebody else maneuvered sharp blades around
           | my head. Nowadays it feels like I barely accomodated in the
           | chair, it's already over.
        
       | arichard123 wrote:
       | We were discussing this last night. The solution seems to be we
       | need to do very boring things each day, like stare at paint,
       | watch grapes grow, etc, but then do that with different people in
       | different places. In this way, each day seems very long, and
       | retrospectively the changing of place and boring thing means
       | there's a lot to remember.
       | 
       | I think it does mean though that optimising for this is probably
       | not the thing to do.
        
       | ronitize wrote:
       | beautiful read
        
       | lordnacho wrote:
       | I think there's something to this idea in the article. I remember
       | my childhood well, perhaps because the cast is still somewhat
       | intact, and we all had a good time. The time after finishing
       | school is more blocky: a few years working in certain places,
       | meeting my wife and having kids. My adult life takes up more
       | calendar time, but less "experienced time". My cousin was on a
       | chat last night, explaining that his day is taken up by taking
       | three kids to different schools, then picking them up again. Over
       | and over, but somehow it is one experience. Plenty of people will
       | tell you the same about going to work.
       | 
       | By contrast, you remember things in your youth that happened only
       | once, like spraining my ankle at a crossing with a train oncoming
       | (it was less dramatic that it sounds lol), or going to a music
       | festival, or finishing high school.
       | 
       | One thing that maybe needs to be talked about is that you can
       | simply relive your life. This works best if you had a good time.
       | So the answer to the question is not just that you should look
       | for new firsts, you can replay some old tapes.
       | 
       | I'm lucky enough that I know people from every time in my life. I
       | have a chat group with three other guys that I met when we were 4
       | years old, over 40 years ago. They sent messages last night. I
       | got a message from my first grade teacher, and my high school
       | English teacher. I have a chat with all my buddies from school,
       | where we exchange messages that are about as mature as when we
       | were teenagers. People I worked with, I keep in touch with.
       | 
       | I have an online photo album that is basically the only data I
       | care to have a backup of. Now and again, I flip through it, and I
       | see what I was up to, and have nice thoughts about that.
       | 
       | It might sound a bit weird for a mid-40s guy to be so resigned to
       | being old. But I was talking to one of the mentioned buddies from
       | nursery, and I turns out the big milestones have happened
       | already. We already finished school, got jobs, had kids. There's
       | a lot of little things to tick off, but they are little things:
       | visiting various interesting sites, going to some concert, and so
       | on.
        
       | Dumblydorr wrote:
       | Is there a citation or source for this? Or is this just the
       | authors idea?
        
       | codingdave wrote:
       | > If you take this model literally, that your experience of an
       | interval reflects what fraction of your life the interval is
       | 
       | I don't accept that premise. I'm in my mid-fifties now, and a
       | year is still a long time. They years get short if you fall into
       | a routine and never do anything new, but it is easy enough not to
       | fall into that trap. And I say that as someone who thrives in
       | doing the same routine every day. I get my variety in the
       | details, doing different projects, having different
       | conversations, trying new foods, exploring new places.
       | 
       | > Childhood memories have an intensity and a vibrancy that it is
       | difficult for the rest of life to match.
       | 
       | I've found that we all have different memories. I know people who
       | cannot remember their childhood at all, and I've known people who
       | remember it well. But not having vibrant memories of your adult
       | life? That feels a little depressing. Adulthood is when you step
       | up and become your own self, directing your own life. It is when
       | I climbed mountains, explored the world, met new people, tried
       | different careers, moved to new towns, had long-term
       | relationships including children, created art, studied subjects
       | beyond the standard high school education. Childhood was OK, but
       | was fairly anxiety-filled, at least for me. The truly amazing
       | experiences in life were as an adult.
       | 
       | The author addresses this, of course. But he does so in a really
       | odd way:
       | 
       | > This works, to a point, but there are only so many firsts for
       | you, and chasing this exclusively seems to lead to resentment.
       | You remember the things you had as a kid. You remember the
       | excitement and warmth of that world, how immediate and raw
       | everything felt, and you want to go back.
       | 
       | This is where my reaction was: "Dude, wat??" If adult experiences
       | make you resentful, something is really off. If a good experience
       | makes you wish you could go back to being a child, I'd be
       | recommending therapy because that is _not_ the reaction most
       | adults have to new experiences. I don 't say that to be mean,
       | either - if your childhood memories are that much stronger than
       | adult ones, that is not the typical human experience, and I would
       | sincerely be asking for medical and psych support to figure out
       | if something is wrong.
        
       | lm2s wrote:
       | Beautifully written. Thank you for this.
        
       | JDEW wrote:
       | > The motivation for making school more rewarding and less
       | stultifying should not primarily be its effect on outcomes later
       | in life, but rather that childhood is itself part of life, a very
       | important part.
       | 
       | Almost makes me tear up. 1000 times this.
        
         | cnees wrote:
         | This is the paragraph that grabbed my attention. I wasn't
         | expecting to find something so human.
         | 
         | I remember coming to the realization during my more challenging
         | school years that waiting all week for Saturday to come was
         | literally wishing my life away. I didn't know what burnout was
         | at the time, but an angel of a friend recognized it and helped
         | me understand.
        
       | pixelmonkey wrote:
       | As someone who thinks a lot about how best to use one's limited
       | time; is child-free by choice; and, who is also interested in the
       | societal value of good parenting... this article drew me in on a
       | number of counts.
       | 
       | The concept of time dilation explored in the article is
       | fascinating. But I think it's possible the author has some
       | wishful thinking about how experience and memory works. Or
       | perhaps is using a plausible formulation as a reverse
       | justification for his own life choices.
       | 
       | Here is how my childhood memories feel to me. Ages 0-14 are like
       | an opaque tunnel, through which my brain and developing body was
       | shot, like a cannonball, in an instant. I have some fragmentary
       | memories of having gone through that tunnel, but they are mere
       | fragment. My 14 year old self, somehow and miraculously, ended up
       | on the other side of that tunnel healthy and of sound mind.
       | 
       | Age 14 is around where something resembling "the recorded video
       | of my early memory" begins. I have clear memory of various
       | episodes from ages 14-18, and this was also a period of intense
       | individual development for me. This was where all my
       | inclinations, passions, and life goals started to come into
       | focus. That turned into full-blown adult individuation in
       | college, where my goal was to pull away entirely from
       | societal/parental expectations and live my own life. In other
       | words: pretty much everything I associate with my adult character
       | had its seed-like start in my age 14-18 period, exactly the
       | period where I was pulling away from my developmental dependence
       | on my parents.
       | 
       | My childhood before then is a blur. That might be a depressing
       | thought for parents -- that this kind of blurred and fragmentary
       | memory of childhood is possible, given that parents often
       | describe this period as one where they are "making family
       | memories" -- but I don't think I'm the only one. Importantly:
       | this doesn't make early parenting meaningless. Good parenting is
       | ethically and developmentally important even when it doesn't
       | leave the child with later-retrievable episodic memories. But I
       | don't think the point of parenting is to create said memories.
       | It's to create a healthy child who can develop and individuate on
       | their own in adulthood.
       | 
       | The article talks a lot about childlike wonder, and seeking that
       | in adulthood. I'm all for that. But what's strange is that OP
       | seems to believe the only place to find that childlike wonder is
       | in parenting of your own children. I am sure parenting can be one
       | such way to regain childlike wonder, but surely not the only one.
       | People can reclaim their childlike wonder in sport, art, hobby,
       | play, and travel, among other things. What's more, I know many
       | parents who haven't the slightest bit of childlike wonder when
       | they interact with their children. Or any other children in their
       | family. So I'm not sure it comes as naturally to everyone as OP
       | seems to think it does.
       | 
       | Two adult thinkers on how adult humans spend their time that have
       | interesting thoughts on childlike play are John Cleese and Alan
       | Watts. Cleese discusses it in the context of creativity in his
       | wonderful lecture, summarized here:
       | 
       | https://www.themarginalian.org/2012/04/12/john-cleese-on-cre...
       | 
       | And Watts had this to say about it: "... if you don't have a room
       | in your life for the playful, life's not worth living. 'All work
       | and no play makes Jack a dull boy.' But if the only reason for
       | which Jack plays is that he can work better afterwards, he's not
       | really playing. He's just playing because it's good for him!
       | Well, he's not playing at all! You have to be able to cultivate
       | an attitude to life where you're not trying to get anything out
       | of it. You pick up a pebble on the beach and look at it:
       | beautiful! Don't try and get a sermon out of it."
        
       | WillAdams wrote:
       | It's a perception thing --- a given period of time is related to
       | one's total life experience/recent memory --- to a toddler, a
       | week is a long time because at that age one cannot remember many
       | weeks and the weeks which one remembers are full of new
       | experiences each of which is vivid and fresh, while to a person
       | in middle age, there are many, many weeks accumulated into many
       | repeated years, and the experiences are much the same and
       | repeated.
       | 
       | The big thing which we need to change and solve is education ---
       | I have memories of going to a school in Mississippi which my
       | perception of was that it was quite well run, and that classes in
       | it were divided between academic and social --- social classes
       | were attended at one's age level, while academic classes were
       | attended at one's ability level (4 grade cap up through 8th
       | grade) and that students who progressed beyond high school
       | courses were able to take college courses, some teachers being
       | accredited as faculty at a local college, or instructors from
       | that institution being brought to the school for classes at need.
       | 
       | Maybe AP classes offer a similar facility in public school
       | systems? Though one wants to cue the _Doonesbury_ cartoon of the
       | college dean who after being told that his entire Freshman class
       | is taking remedial 051 level _everything_ is running a glorified
       | pre school.
       | 
       | Roger Zelazny made much of college education becoming quite a
       | different thing when Samuel Eliot of Harvard made the conceptual
       | leap of dividing education by the college credit hour and
       | allowing customization beyond the rote repetition of previous
       | generations in his wonderful novel _Doorways in the Sand_ ---
       | perhaps that should be extended down on some sort of skills
       | basis? The school I attended after Mississippi did reading with a
       | pair of boxes of Scholastic Reading Assessment (SRA) booklets,
       | which, not understanding that one was supposed to do a two or
       | three at each level and get approval on before moving to the next
       | level, I did _all_ of in a matter of weeks, which left me with
       | nothing to do for the balance of the school year but go to the
       | (meager) elementary school library.
        
       | RickJWagner wrote:
       | Well that's interesting.
       | 
       | I'm going to combine this information with another idea. The
       | second idea comes from Tony Robbins, who tells us we can have
       | mastery over our memories and use them to influence our psyche.
       | 
       | You can magnify and clarify pleasing and positive memories. You
       | can diminish and distance unpleasant or painful ones. This can
       | change your view of the world, for better.
        
       | Taek wrote:
       | Childhood is only half of subjective life if you stagnate as an
       | adult. If you keep changing your routine, you'll find each year
       | has just as much subjective experience as the previous.
       | 
       | Start a company in an industry where you have no experience. Move
       | to a country where nobody speaks a language you understand. Find
       | a new sport and commit to being a top 0.1% participant (for most
       | sports that don't air regularly on national television, this can
       | be done in a year).
       | 
       | If subjective life is speeding up, throw yourself some curve
       | balls.
        
         | bombcar wrote:
         | Amusingly enough, one of the easiest way to serve yourself
         | curveballs is to have children of your own.
         | 
         | You then are no longer in control of your house, schedule, or
         | really much. And you have someone to cheer on.
        
           | jstummbillig wrote:
           | A child is from the parents perspective a lot of repetitive
           | motion over a very long time, and, I think, a main
           | contributor to speeding up your relative passage of time.
           | 
           | Which you might find super rewarding! But I am fairly
           | confused by the claim that children are interesting and
           | wonder how people spent their pre-children time to arrive at
           | that conclusion - or how much they actually are involved in
           | all the parts of taking care of their kid.
        
           | lotsofpulp wrote:
           | In the US, unless you have a few million saved up, children
           | will probably make most people more conservative.
           | 
           | Wake up, drop kid off at school, go to job allowing one to
           | afford health insurance for kids, come home, take kids to
           | after school activity, eat, sleep, repeat.
        
             | bdangubic wrote:
             | risk averse as well... prior to being a Dad my answer to
             | just about any question was Yes. Now mostly the answer is a
             | No and not because I am older now
        
           | bdangubic wrote:
           | my best friend had kids before me and told me something
           | before I had kids that changed my life forever - "I was here
           | first and I have my life, the kids need to adapt to my life
           | just as much as I have to adapt to theirs." I have followed
           | this mantra for the past 12 years and I think both my life
           | and my kids life is much better for it. I see too many
           | parents turning their lives _upside down_ after they became
           | parents, I have not much at all. I am definitely more risk
           | averse which is probably the biggest personal change I made
           | but otherwise I do everything I've done before I became a
           | parent and my kid has experienced extreme levels of boredom
           | while waiting for me to finish what I am doing
        
         | steveBK123 wrote:
         | Right its a weird take for me too. Childhood was fun sure, but
         | you were stuck in a time/place not of your choosing, with
         | others making many/most decisions for you.
         | 
         | As an adult, especially a well paid SWE like many on HN.. you
         | can create the life, make the decisions and have the
         | experiences that you want. Your life is as vibrant as you
         | choose it to be.
         | 
         | Much of the stuff I used to read about or watch on TV as a
         | precocious child.. I can just go buy/see/do with the agency &
         | money I have as an adult.
         | 
         | Sure you have a 9-5 (or 8-6, or 7-7) job but you used to go to
         | school and after school activities all day as a kid probably
         | too. It's your choice to do something or nothing with your
         | hours of free time after work and weekends.
         | 
         | Small children in the picture adds additional time constraints,
         | but should also bring additional vividness/subjective time
         | experience to your life.
        
           | jimmydddd wrote:
           | I share this view. I didn't feel like my life began until I
           | graduated college, got a job, and moved out on my own.
        
         | Loughla wrote:
         | You also don't have to do anything extreme. . .
         | 
         | If life is moving too fast, then make specific choices to slow
         | down. Take up hiking or camping. Do things with your family if
         | that's a valid option for you. Turn your phone off. Be mindful
         | of your body and emotions.
         | 
         | Lots of small things that can help you slow down a little.
        
           | jstummbillig wrote:
           | > You also don't have to do anything extreme
           | 
           | I think most people I meet would benefit from reframing what
           | they consider to be extreme.
        
         | Nevermark wrote:
         | My life has had a 5 year event horizon since I left my family
         | home. I.e. every 5 years has seen major changes I could not
         | have predicted.
         | 
         | For much of that there have been critical pressures making most
         | days important. Which makes them memorable.
         | 
         | Subjectively and objectively, things have changed so much, and
         | so many times, I feel like I have had several lives, so far.
         | 
         | Right now I am in a "make" or "break" situation going three
         | productive years. I solved some very difficult problems that I
         | put myself in a "must solve" position. Each problem solved had
         | significant life impact.
         | 
         | The indicators for "make" are going up month-to-month now,
         | making it a tough but intense and wonderful time. Feels a lot
         | like my early 20's when I started a dream business (for me)
         | while in school.
         | 
         | Definitely don't experience time as indicated by those graphs.
        
       | amelius wrote:
       | Yet wealth grows exponentially, meaning that half of your life
       | you have relatively little.
        
       | buttocks wrote:
       | Life with young children is actually mostly dreary and stressful;
       | the fun and excitement and reliving of childhood memories is 1%
       | or less of life, in my experience. By time I realize I am having
       | that <1% experience it is over. I still feel as though I am
       | chasing after something vanishing and never catching it.
        
         | nradov wrote:
         | I didn't find that to be true. It might depend somewhat on the
         | individual children. Your individual stress level is largely
         | under your own control.
        
       | barrkel wrote:
       | > _Childhood memories have an intensity and a vibrancy that it is
       | difficult for the rest of life to match._
       | 
       | Is it just me or is this just not true?
       | 
       | I remember vibes about childhood: long days of boredom,
       | especially in school; summer days in fields and by the river;
       | days of learning how to code, of reading loads of books. More
       | than anything else, a lot of time to fill not otherwise spoken
       | for.
       | 
       | But specific events I can recall, there are far more of them from
       | adulthood. Amazing experiences, things that changed the way I
       | live, they were adult events and decisions.
        
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