[HN Gopher] A Texan who built an empire of ecstasy
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       A Texan who built an empire of ecstasy
        
       Author : wallflower
       Score  : 84 points
       Date   : 2025-05-04 13:21 UTC (9 hours ago)
        
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       | ativzzz wrote:
       | MDMA is so fun. It's something I would love to do once a year or
       | so for the rest of my life. Unfortunately it seems that people
       | can't really grow up and do drugs responsibly. People either hard
       | pivot away from drugs early on because they were abusing them, or
       | they go down a path where drugs define them. The only way to keep
       | getting good drugs that I know of is to keep in touch with
       | friends on the latter path, but I don't really want to associate
       | much with them.
       | 
       | Same with weed, it seems most people I know either quit smoking
       | completely, or do nothing but smoke weed. I'm in my mid 30s.
       | 
       | Where the responsible casual adult drug users at???
        
         | A4ET8a8uTh0_v2 wrote:
         | I wonder if this is the difference between functional user, who
         | is clearly overdoing it, but is on the 'latter path' and
         | 'casual adult drug user' that checks in once a year for novelty
         | value. I personally do not have big enough social circle to
         | draw any real conclusions here.
        
         | maxerickson wrote:
         | Isn't this the golden age for casual weed users, with the many
         | states that have legalized recreational use?
        
           | treetalker wrote:
           | Decriminalized? As I noted in my other comment, it's still
           | illegal federally, and the state and federal governments are
           | separate sovereigns that can and do independently create and
           | enforce laws (subject to various federal constitutional
           | limitations).
        
             | maxerickson wrote:
             | Meh, living in Michigan, it's clearly a free for all.
        
               | amanaplanacanal wrote:
               | Same in Oregon. Nobody cares.
        
             | quesera wrote:
             | Sure, this is correct.
             | 
             | But there are recreational cannabis dispensaries,
             | collecting state sales and cannabis taxes, in (almost
             | literally) every other strip mall commercial district in
             | many US states. They might be more common than liquor
             | stores, honestly.
             | 
             | That fits no practical definition of "illegal" in an
             | ordinary person's daily life.
        
         | awithrow wrote:
         | Come to Denver, while there are plenty of folks that fall into
         | both of the categories you lament, there are plenty of
         | occasional adult users too. I suspect its a combination of both
         | the legal status of both weed and natural medicines as well as
         | the music scene. I have many friends who enjoy the occasional
         | trip and you would never know from a casual conversation.
        
         | morkalork wrote:
         | I would be the once a year occasional user in my 30s but I have
         | no idea where to get it anymore after moving to a city in my
         | 20s. I have no interest in going to nightclubs and chatting
         | kids a decade younger than me to get ripped off. And same for
         | cannabis, I completely stopped smoking but it's not because I
         | can't find any - it's legal here - I just don't care. It's not
         | fun anymore.
        
         | aegypti wrote:
         | I know this sounds terrible, but the most responsible, _purely
         | casual_ drug users that I know are mostly parents, assuming
         | 30+.
        
           | tayo42 wrote:
           | Parents of older kids maybe?
           | 
           | I have no interest right now dealing with the next day
           | effects of drugs lol
           | 
           | A long stretch of sleep is my mdma right now
        
         | abxyz wrote:
         | Finally, someone on HN I can relate to. My wife and I love
         | luxury dining experiences, so we eat at McDonalds 364 nights a
         | year and go to the highest rated Michelin 3-star restaurant on
         | the 365th night.
        
           | fuzzfactor wrote:
           | Nothing to be ashamed about just because you can afford it
           | more so than so many other devout fans of food service.
        
           | skybrian wrote:
           | And don't cook or do anything else? That's pretty extreme.
        
         | nicbou wrote:
         | They are pretty common in Berlin. Some people are fine with a
         | responsible amount every once in a while.
        
         | nkrisc wrote:
         | Fortunately in many states now you can just go to a local
         | dispensary and buy weed. I usually get edibles because it's
         | better than inhaling smoke. Now for me it sometimes replaces an
         | evening beer, usually just 2.5mg or 5mg for a light buzz. You
         | probably don't hear much from casual users because we're not
         | talking about it because it doesn't define us, any more than a
         | morning cup of coffee does.
         | 
         | Whether beer or weed, I'm usually having it after the kids are
         | in bed and I'm just chilling before my bedtime.
         | 
         | As for other drugs, I don't bother simply because I'm not
         | interested in getting involved in the illicit drug scene. I
         | don't have time for that.
        
         | treetalker wrote:
         | In the USA and many other places, one is not allowed to do what
         | one likes with one's own mind. (For those who haven't gotten
         | the memo.) Whether that's right or wrong, potential legal
         | consequences alter the _in vacuo_ definition /calculus of
         | "responsible use".
         | 
         | If one decides that legal consequences are no matter, and if
         | one disregards the consequences of any effects on others, then
         | another option is to find or grow one's own. Indeed, in some
         | but not all jurisdictions, magic-mushroom spores (for
         | microscopy purposes only, of course) are perfectly legal to
         | possess and even mail. For non-plants and non-fungi, the
         | analog, I suppose, would be to thoroughly master practical
         | chemistry and synthesize whatever one wants for oneself in a
         | home laboratory.
         | 
         | None of this is legal advice, of course. Don't break the law.
         | And carefully examine and consider past, present, and future
         | life choices.
         | 
         | P.S.: I see many other comments mentioning that weed or other
         | drugs are "legal" in certain states. Don't be duped: many of
         | the substances they refer to are still illegal federally.
         | Federal law is distinct from state law. The federal
         | government's policy (if any) of not enforcing certain laws does
         | not mean it can't or it won't. Again, none of this is legal
         | advice.
        
           | amanaplanacanal wrote:
           | I expect any attempt to enforce marijuana laws by the federal
           | government would be _extremely_ unpopular.
        
         | dyauspitr wrote:
         | I'm in the quit drugs completely camp but I have to say that it
         | wasn't because of drug abuse or addiction. Leading up to the
         | birth of my daughter I just decided it didn't fit in with a
         | family lifestyle.
        
           | quesera wrote:
           | I know people who have "taken 20 years off" from their
           | favorite recreational chemicals, explicitly to raise children
           | and get them packed off to college. :)
        
             | dyauspitr wrote:
             | That sounds great! Retirement is the perfect time for
             | recreational chemicals.
        
         | el_nahual wrote:
         | We exist! I took MDMA for the first time in my late 30s.
         | 
         | What a fun, and joyful substance.
         | 
         | I took it as an adult: while partying, with my wife, at
         | festivals.
         | 
         | Responsibly (test it first!). Not too much. Just a couple times
         | a year.
         | 
         | I love it and has made my life better. But I'm glad I waited to
         | "do drugs" until I was older and my brain and personality were
         | a bit more settled.
         | 
         | My favorite thing about MDMA is that, while the experiences you
         | have while on it are of course an "altered state of mind,"
         | those experiences are still _your experiences_.
         | 
         | I did, in fact, experience seeing my wife dancing freely and
         | openly under scintillating lights and thinking: "wow."
         | 
         | I did in fact experience seeing two of my best friends talking
         | with each other in a quiet corner of the festival and realizing
         | "I love these people. They are special."
         | 
         | And because those experiences are real, they unlock a
         | "register" which is now available even when stone cold sober.
         | 
         | A few weeks ago I was totally sober, in the middle of the day,
         | when I saw two friends of mine (brothers) walking together
         | having a discussion. And in my "MDMA" register I thought: "how
         | special brotherhood is."
         | 
         | I'm certain not everyone who takes MDMA has experiences this
         | good. I've been in spectacular settings and my age has afforded
         | me the luxury of taking it with a good mindset.
         | 
         | But it's pretty fucking cool.
        
           | Aurornis wrote:
           | > Responsibly (test it first!). Not too much. Just a couple
           | times a year.
           | 
           | MDMA fans will argue this on the internet, but MDMA use (even
           | without polydrug abuse) is associated with cognitive deficits
           | in memory and learning. There's a lot of experimental
           | evidence showing it has damaging effects on neurons.
           | 
           | The damage done by a drug like this wouldn't necessarily be
           | obvious or even at the level to pass the threshold of
           | significance in a scientific study after one or a couple
           | doses. However, there isn't much debate even among drug users
           | that taking MDMA frequently produces some profoundly
           | debilitating effects on long-term users.
           | 
           | I think everyone should be aware that it's very likely that
           | each MDMA dose is incurring some level of damage that is
           | either long-term or potentially permanent. A couple sessions
           | at moderate doses might not produce strictly significant
           | effects but it's amazing how quickly people go from "a couple
           | times per year on special occasions" to having 20-30
           | exposures over a decade or two, which starts putting them
           | beyond even the inclusion criteria for most light use studies
           | that were performed.
           | 
           | EDIT: Also note that using DIY testing supplies on your pills
           | is great practice and necessary in the age of fentanyl, but
           | it's not definitive. The only real way to test is to ship
           | some of your pills off to one of the groups that tests for
           | free and wait months for the results. Pills can contain
           | multiple substances. There is a problem right now where one
           | of the "research chemical" manufacturers has produced a large
           | batch of a compound that is normally used for lesioning
           | (damaging) serotonin neurons in lab studies. It has
           | recreational effects, though, so it's being sold as a drug.
           | There's concern that vendors will start mixing it into
           | pressed pills to cut them with an active substance.
        
             | dingnuts wrote:
             | > it's amazing how quickly people go from "a couple times
             | per year on special occasions" to having 20-30 exposures
             | over a decade or two
             | 
             | a couple times a year is 20 exposures over a decade. were
             | you trying to demonstrate an escalation? did you mean 20
             | over a year?
        
             | serjester wrote:
             | I would love to see some studies on this because everything
             | I've seen is either rats that were exposed to truly insane
             | doses (10X more than a human would take) or among long
             | term, heavy users (weekly).
             | 
             | I don't necessarily doubt that there's some level of brain
             | damage going on, but the extent is poorly understood and
             | likely over exaggerated.
        
               | kin wrote:
               | Same, any existing study I've read follows abuse-level or
               | Chronic usage. Would love to know affects of recreational
               | usage.
               | 
               | I'd imagine such a study would be quite difficult because
               | so many things could affect your results: sleep, diet,
               | age, alcohol, covid, etc.
               | 
               | I know nothing about this but I feel like the technology
               | exists to scan your brain before and after to see neuron
               | damage. I just want to know if a single use causes
               | permanent brain damage and to what extent.
        
               | Aurornis wrote:
               | > because everything I've seen is either rats that were
               | exposed to truly insane doses (10X more than a human
               | would take) or among long term, heavy users (weekly).
               | 
               | These studies get emphasized by MDMA proponents because
               | they find them easiest to argue against.
               | 
               | Many of the arguments are based on flawed logic, like
               | taking rat mg/kg numbers and translating directly to
               | human mg/kg numbers. This isn't how drugs are scaled to
               | animal doses (see
               | https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4804402/ if you
               | want to understand) so it leads to a lot of claims that
               | studies are giving insane doses when they may not be.
               | 
               | Honestly this game isn't my favorite because someone
               | always comes along to point out why various studies
               | aren't 100% perfect in humans with a large sample size
               | and then tries to suggest that therefore it should all be
               | ignored. If they can't attack the study, they attack the
               | motivations of the authors or insert claims like how the
               | sample group may have been taking other drugs. If that
               | fails, they try to claim that the drug users may have had
               | those deficits to begin with, which led to the drug use.
               | It goes on and on.
               | 
               | Here's one random study where abstinent users had
               | decreased memory scores. The decrease scaled relative to
               | how much of the drug they recalled using:
               | https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/9855498/ (Opponents will
               | point out one of the authors is hated in the drug
               | community due to past controversy and therefore they
               | won't trust the study)
               | 
               | Here's another one where ex-users showed verbal memory
               | deficits, among other things:
               | https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/16510479/
               | 
               | It's honestly not hard to find studies like this, but
               | what you won't find is big placebo-controlled gold
               | standard trials with enough dosing to achieve statistical
               | significance. That's because it's not ethical to do so,
               | and therefore it won't happen.
        
               | serjester wrote:
               | I appreciate you dropping those.
               | 
               | In https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/9855498/ the average
               | dose was a staggering 440mg a month (multiple rolls a
               | month) with a sample size of 24 people. This is
               | definitely falls under "heavy" usage and even then it's
               | hard to disambiguate correlation vs causation in such a
               | small, underpowered study.
               | 
               | The average participant in your second study,
               | https://sci-hub.ru/10.1177/0269881106059486, had again
               | taken an average of 800 lifetime doses. These are insane
               | amounts and do not remotely reflect the average user.
               | 
               | Here's a meta study for example that found no long term
               | impact among more realistic users -
               | https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3053129. I
               | haven't looked into this in a long time, so I ran a deep
               | research query, and for typical usage (<50 lifetime
               | doses, months between sessions) there seems to be very
               | little evidence of structural or functional harm.
               | 
               | [1]
               | https://chatgpt.com/s/dr_6817cd9ce85081918c7d55fa9a28c654
        
             | qoez wrote:
             | Thank you for being the necessary but resposible buzzkill
             | in conversations like this
        
               | mx7zysuj4xew wrote:
               | There's nothing necessary about it, if anything it just
               | lowers the signal to noise ratio
        
             | HaZeust wrote:
             | Was about to call my old dealer; cheers
        
             | yobid20 wrote:
             | So I was a heavy user. Every weekend, up to 5 pills a
             | night, for years through college and into early 20s. This
             | was back in the late 90s early 2000s. Now I am in my 40s.
             | Top rated software engineer by my peers, sharp as hell,
             | getting even sharper every year as my knowledge still
             | grows, described as a true 10x expert engineer because of
             | how much I do and code circles around everyone else. I am
             | not saying this to brag. My point is simply that if there
             | were some sort of permanant damaged cognitive effects, it
             | never affected me like that. I never had any negative side
             | effects ever. Or perhaps there was and I could have been
             | the next Einstein but damaged myself to be where I am now.
             | Guess I'll never know. I havent done again since I was
             | around 22 or 23. It just stopped being enjoyable to me and
             | everyone else I knew had already moved on past the party
             | phase of their lives.
             | 
             | Also, a weird coindidence, during the heaviest usage
             | phases, those were also my highest grades during college.
             | 
             | Do I regret using it so much? Not really. That was probably
             | the happiest I've ever been in my entire life. I have very
             | good memories , some of the best I've ever experienced.
             | Often I think back I wish I could go back and do it again.
             | Being an adult and getting old simply just sucks.
        
             | neilv wrote:
             | > _I think everyone should be aware that it's very likely
             | that each MDMA dose is incurring some level of damage that
             | is either long-term or potentially permanent._
             | 
             | In school, I knew a very smart person who got into drugs,
             | especially MDMA. They later got clean, but when they got
             | brain imaging done for some reason, a doctor who looked at
             | it said they could tell the patient had done a lot of MDMA.
             | Reportedly, the damage was visible on the imaging, and it
             | was characteristic.
             | 
             | I'm sorry that my friend had to learn the hard way, and I'm
             | glad that I was always too scared of drugs to try any
             | myself.
        
               | Teever wrote:
               | What is your friend doing now?
        
               | reillyse wrote:
               | Not to be rude but gunna have to call BS on this.
               | 
               | I don't think MDMA usage shows up like this on brain
               | scans, it's not even like brain scans are that accurate
               | and that nothing else could cause a scan to look bad.
               | 
               | This smacks of very anecdotal "this is your brain on
               | drugs" energy.
        
               | mx7zysuj4xew wrote:
               | Sounds a lot like the "LSD orange" story that gets told
               | over and over
        
               | neilv wrote:
               | I relayed what my friend said that the doctor said.
               | 
               | I'm sure that a doctor commenting on imaging knows vastly
               | more about the topic than I do. And probably more than
               | you do.
               | 
               | Or are you asserting that I'm BSing, friend was BSing,
               | doctor was BSing, or doctor had been fed BS?
        
               | reillyse wrote:
               | So at this point there is a chain of three people who we
               | have to believe and honestly you've left out whatever
               | doctor was doing the imaging - usually a radiologist
               | looks at the imaging and interprets it.
               | 
               | Unless they were doing a scan for "does my brain look
               | like I took a bunch of ecstasy" the probability of the
               | radiologist saying "it looks like the patient did a shit
               | ton of ecstasy is close to zero" .
               | 
               | Secondly there is no characteristic markers for ecstasy
               | use - it doesn't leave a big X on the brain. This idea is
               | like thinking somebody could look at an xray of a broken
               | bone and name the person who caused the damage.
               | 
               | Lastly the story has the characteristics of a normal BS
               | anecdote , with the allusion to authority (a doctor told
               | me!) and it just so happens to dovetail really well with
               | your life choices and validates you. So yea whiff of BS
               | off this one.
        
             | valec wrote:
             | dosed reasonably (~125 mg with no redoses), ideally at
             | lower ambient temperatures, and ideally with an SSRI at the
             | end of perceptible effects to stop MDMA to keep circulating
             | through the neuron and causing oxidative stress, you will
             | quite literally see 0 axonal damage. maybe some
             | neurotransmitter depletion, but this is only temporary.
             | 
             | PCA yes that is concerning but I would be extremely
             | surprised if it ended up in the MDMA supply chain. MDMA is
             | made cheaply at quantities several magnitudes higher than
             | research chemicals. it's much more likely PCA will be sold
             | as a cut for others RC's -- especially as a part of those
             | dreadful cathinone soups labelled "3-mmc" these days
        
               | el_nahual wrote:
               | What is the best resource for "safer" MDMA consumption?
               | (Like, which SSRI to take and at what dosage).
               | 
               | Also, isn't mixing SSRIs and MDMA a huge no-no, given the
               | potential for a serotonin storm/serotonin syndrome?
        
               | Aurornis wrote:
               | > you will quite literally see 0 axonal damage.
               | 
               | There is absolutely no scientific backing to support such
               | an absolute claim.
               | 
               | The animal studies using SSRIs worked because they dosed
               | the SSRIs _before_ the MDMA. By occupying the serotonin
               | transporter the MDMA is prevented from entering the
               | neurons, which prevents the damage.
               | 
               | Taking an SSRI afterward might do something for the very
               | tail end of the dose, but that's after most of the action
               | and therefore most of the damage. You can't get all of
               | the recreational effects, _then_ block the transporter
               | afterward and expect the same protection.
               | 
               | SSRIs are also potentially dangerous with MDMA due to the
               | possibility of serotonin syndrome.
               | 
               | There have been numerous recipes floated around in drug
               | circles for combating the neurotoxicity but they're
               | extrapolations and hypotheses, not firmly supported
               | concepts.
        
             | amanaplanacanal wrote:
             | Likely all amphetamines are neurotoxic the same way MDMA
             | is, but we still use them for many things, including adhd.
             | As a wise man once said, the dose makes the poison.
             | 
             | And as we know alcohol is carcinogenic and there is no
             | known safe dose, but people still drink.
        
             | otherme123 wrote:
             | Meanwhile, taking a couple of beers daily for decades
             | doesn't make anyone raise a brow, you can even find people
             | that says it's good for your heart, according to some
             | doubtful study from the 90's.
             | 
             | In some of those studies you might be referring (e.g. DOI:
             | 10.2174/1874473711306010008) say that MDMA users score
             | worse in memory, _but better_ in depression and anxiety,
             | and equal on cognitive or mood. Of course what makes the
             | headlines is that MDMA is bad for memory, no mention to the
             | positive effects. And of course, the narrative would be
             | that if you take MDMA a couple of times per year, soon you
             | won 't even remember your own name.
        
               | Aurornis wrote:
               | > Meanwhile, taking a couple of beers daily for decades
               | doesn't make anyone raise a brow
               | 
               | There are a lot of people bought into the idea that ~1
               | drink a day is beneficial due to the flawed studies like
               | you pointed out.
               | 
               | But most people who keep up with things know better. My
               | primary care doctor gives a reminder that drinking is not
               | healthy despite what some old headlines claimed (even
               | though I rarely drink).
               | 
               | Even the podcasters seem to have caught on, with many
               | emphasizing that no amount of alcohol is beneficial and
               | even 1 drink per night consumed consistently over time
               | has damaging effects.
               | 
               | There is a lot of backlash when podcasters get too close
               | to these subjects. I remember when Huberman touched on
               | the topic of marijuana and Reddit was up in arms.
               | Huberman isn't great at scientific accuracy (to say the
               | least) but he was directionally correct. Many people
               | didn't want to hear it, though.
               | 
               | People like to think their drug of choice is the safe
               | one. They cherry pick a few studies that agree and choose
               | to dismiss anything that doesn't.
        
               | sireat wrote:
               | Sure alcohol is not healthy.
               | 
               | Unfortunately, neither is oxygen.
               | 
               | Now you will say that we need oxygen and can survive
               | without alcohol. But then again, we do not have a
               | Faustian bargain of choosing to abstain of all the fun
               | things in life and living for 200 years.
               | 
               | The elephant in the room is that no matter how healthy a
               | life style you live, we presently have no way to reverse
               | a rapid decline in quality of life around 85-90
               | culminating in complete collapse ages 100-110.
               | 
               | And those are absolute best case scenarios!
               | 
               | My illusion of being in control of your destiny was
               | shuttered when Jack LaLanne -
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jack_LaLanne died at 95.
               | 
               | You can have a great quality of life until mid 80s by
               | leading a moderately healthy lifestyle provided you do
               | not get cancer.
               | 
               | After that we are a loss on how to prolong our lives.
               | 
               | I would almost welcome if Larry Ellison would prove us
               | wrong in 10-15 years at least there would be theoretical
               | hope. We'll see about Peter Thiel as well, but I will not
               | be alive to see his experiments.
        
             | getpost wrote:
             | > everyone should be aware that it's very likely that each
             | MDMA dose is incurring some level of damage
             | 
             | I think this is overstating the risk in supervised clinical
             | usage, depending on what you mean by "some level of
             | damage." It's possible that a single alcoholic beverage may
             | induce some level of damage, but that is irrelevant for
             | most drinkers. A more realistic comparison might be the
             | risk associated with surgical anesthesia, which is
             | significant, but that doesn't mean surgery should be
             | necessarily avoided. There are always risk/benefit
             | tradeoffs, and the MAPS research has focused primarily on
             | MDMA use after other therapies have failed.
             | 
             | The MAPS Investigator's Brochure[0] acknowledges that,
             | while preclinical studies in animals have shown
             | serotonergic neurotoxicity at high or repeated doses, there
             | is as yet no consistent evidence of neurotoxicity in
             | controlled clinical settings with limited dosing. The
             | report characterizes high-, medium-, and low-level risks.
             | No high-level risks were identified, and medium-level risks
             | are mainly cardiovascular and psychological.
             | 
             | [0] https://maps.org/wp-content/uploads/2023/04/MDMA-
             | IB-15th-Edi...
        
             | owenversteeg wrote:
             | Something I see a lot these days, what with modern
             | scientism and all, is that even a tiny amount of $x causes
             | permanent damage. You hear it about everything, from
             | sunlight exposure to alcohol to sleep deprivation to red
             | meat consumption. Most of the studies, of course, are an
             | amusing combination of poor study design, funding bias
             | and/or p-hacking, but occasionally a well-designed
             | independently funded study by honest people slips through.
             | Typically these studies will show the effect size so small
             | as to be negligible. For example the Nature study about
             | alcohol consumption shrinking brains showed an effect size
             | over a lifetime of drinking equivalent to a fraction of the
             | brain shrinkage that occurs over a normal year.
             | Statistically significant? Yes. Practically significant,
             | and enough to outweigh any benefits? Ehh...
             | 
             | But the larger problem is that the slabs of thinking meat
             | that we inhabit are the most complex system in the known
             | universe, and it is usually impossible to understand the
             | effects of a single chemical. I wrote about this here a few
             | months ago: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=42326209
        
             | mx7zysuj4xew wrote:
             | I don't know where you get your facts from but every issue
             | you brought up has either been thoroughly debunked
             | (cognitive deficits) or borders on sensationalism
             | (fentanyl)
        
           | bheadmaster wrote:
           | > I did, in fact, experience seeing your wife dancing freely
           | and openly under scintillating lights and thinking: "wow."
           | 
           | That's not cool, man. How would you feel if someone looked at
           | _your_ wife that way?
        
             | el_nahual wrote:
             | Thanks. Fixed it. Meant "my wife."
        
               | Etheryte wrote:
               | Naturally, the original version was a lot more funny
               | though.
        
               | amanaplanacanal wrote:
               | It makes me exceedingly happy if people think my partner
               | is hot. Different strokes I guess
        
         | Aurornis wrote:
         | > Where the responsible casual adult drug users at???
         | 
         | The majority of alcohol drinkers fit this description:
         | Occasional, casual use in very moderate doses.
         | 
         | However, as I've gotten older I've been surprised at how many
         | people I know grew to fit your description: They either diverge
         | toward consuming a lot less of a drug or abstaining completely,
         | or they get trapped into an escalation where they do it too
         | much, too often, or at too high of a dose.
         | 
         | Even the people who I considered the most discipline and
         | responsible users grew up to have a period of problematic use
         | that they didn't see coming.
         | 
         | I have a friend who worked in the rehab field for a while. He
         | said if you took a look at their patients without knowing the
         | context you'd never guess their common problem was drugs.
         | People from all walks of life get trapped in abuse patterns.
         | 
         | Some go from stable use to an abuse spiral when triggered by a
         | stressful event: A divorce, breakup, or difficult quarter at
         | work. Some spiral when they enter a new friend group that
         | pushes it and makes access easy. Others spiral out of control
         | when they hit depression or even a period of boredom.
         | 
         | At this point in my life I even know one person who spiraled
         | deeply out of control on classic psychedelics, which many on
         | the internet will claim is impossible or "something else must
         | be going on" because it goes against typical drug use wisdom.
         | Yet it happened and it's a problem.
         | 
         | Side note: Much has been written about MDMA safety in recent
         | years but the neuroscience people I know state in no uncertain
         | terms that they will never touch that specific drug due to
         | neurotoxicity.
        
         | plemer wrote:
         | How would you know if your coworker, neighbor, or anyone else
         | was a responsible drug user unless they told you? We're harder
         | to spot, but I know plenty.
        
         | throwup238 wrote:
         | _> The only way to keep getting good drugs that I know of is to
         | keep in touch with friends on the latter path, but I don 't
         | really want to associate much with them._
         | 
         | It's a _lot_ easier to get drugs without connections than it
         | used to be. A couple hundred bucks of Monero, the tor browser,
         | and a DanceSafe testing kit with fentanyl strips is all you
         | need.
         | 
         |  _> Where the responsible casual adult drug users at???_
         | 
         | Quietly getting high and not broadcasting their drug use. There
         | are a lot more than you think. I was recently surprised to find
         | out that one of my childhood friend's parents, who I had
         | considered to be the most straight laced and/or puritanical
         | family in the community, regularly drink magic mushroom tea
         | that the church sound guy buys for them off the dark web. Once
         | you include prescription medication, the number of people high
         | on something on any given day approaches 100%. People be
         | trippin balls, yo.
        
           | Aurornis wrote:
           | > Once you include prescription medication, the number of
           | people high on something on any given day approaches 100%
           | 
           | 100% of people are not on prescription drugs. Most
           | prescription drugs do not have euphoric or "high" producing
           | effects.
           | 
           | Even among drugs with recreational effects, people who take
           | them as directed at therapeutic doses will not be "high" when
           | using them regularly. The person who has taken the same dose
           | of Adderall daily for ADHD for a decade isn't buzzing and
           | getting things done like someone taking their first 10 doses
           | they borrowed from a friend. The chronic pain patient on a
           | stable dose of a opioid is certainly not feeling a buzz, just
           | temporary relief from their pain. The recreational effects
           | are short lived.
           | 
           | We need to stop this false equivalence between people taking
           | medication and people being "high".
        
             | throwup238 wrote:
             | Great point, I didn't mean to make that equivalence and
             | that last line was made in jest.
             | 
             | In my defense, I haven't had my coffee with Bailey's yet (
             | _cough_ :).
        
             | amanaplanacanal wrote:
             | Caffeine and alcohol are both pretty popular, and I would
             | guess the majority of adults take one or the other or both.
             | I'm willing to be educated if someone has numbers.
        
             | quesera wrote:
             | > _We need to stop this false equivalence between people
             | taking medication and people being "high"._
             | 
             | Fair. But we should do the same for the false _non_
             | -equivalence between alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, and
             | "drugs"!
             | 
             | At which point, GP's 100% comment is a reasonable
             | approximation of truth. :)
        
         | spicyusername wrote:
         | can't really grow up and do drugs responsibly
         | 
         | This is a very naive, almost willfully ignorant, understanding
         | of how addiction and drug abuse works.
         | 
         | It's more like a genetic lottery. If you didn't get the right
         | set, there is no such thing as responsible use, only abstinence
         | or destruction.
         | 
         | The challenge for society is how to grapple with this genetic
         | inequity.
         | 
         | Zero tolerance would probably be best for everyone, at the
         | expense of the entertainment of some. It would also be
         | impossible to legally enforce and seems to result in abusive
         | policing and organized crime.
         | 
         | Laissez-faire would fix the above problems, at the expense of
         | those genetically predisposed to addiction, which is a
         | significant percentage of society, and which has been shown to
         | have horrible social side effects in terms of crime, mental
         | health, child abuse, and mortality.
         | 
         | It's a hard problem.
        
           | kgwxd wrote:
           | Sounds more like you've just bought into some over
           | simplification of genetic effects on addictive behavior. It's
           | definitely not all or nothing for everyone.
        
           | WalterGR wrote:
           | What's MDMA's addiction risk profile and therapeutic use
           | potential vs. other "party drugs" such as - say - cocaine?
        
             | jpalawaga wrote:
             | Molly addiction risk: low. Once your brains serotonin is
             | depleted, the drug stops working, and the hangover isn't
             | really something to be avoided.
             | 
             | Cocaine addiction risk: moderate. Similar to alcohol. Most
             | people won't end up otherwise a bonafide addiction but some
             | will. Its use is inherently addictive, most people do not
             | have just "one" bump and then go home.
             | 
             | Molly therapeutic use: still under research, but extremely
             | promising in helping to resolve ptsd and other similar
             | issues. Potentially other uses, too.
             | 
             | Cocaine: used as an anesthetic. It can also be used to
             | reverse the effects of some other drugs in emergency
             | situations (I.e. canceling out a downer, or other
             | situations where you need a burst of energy)
        
           | rickandmorty99 wrote:
           | I'm not sure. My parents are heavy drug abusers. All my
           | grandparents were alcoholics.
           | 
           | The only thing I'm mildly addicted to is coffee and I roll
           | once every 2 years on mollie.
           | 
           | A few differences:
           | 
           | 1. I've been pushed hard to do education. I did and became
           | way more science-minded than anyone in my family.
           | 
           | 2. I've seen the effects of drug abuse on my parents/grand
           | parents. I was anti-drugs until 21.
           | 
           | 3. I opened up experimenting when I was 27. All my
           | parents/grand parents got hooked between the ages of 13 and
           | 16.
        
         | cjbgkagh wrote:
         | I think one of the causes of addiction is dopamine
         | dysregulation where the normal feels bad and drugs help fix
         | that, at least temporarily. I wonder if instead of using strong
         | drugs such people would be better off skipping the addiction
         | part and go direct to a rehab where they use a weaker drug like
         | modafinil. I think the dopamine dysregulation caused by strong
         | drugs is already likely pre-existing in those who are seeking
         | the drugs in an effort to fill the hole. Those same people are
         | more likely to become addicted and have more difficulty
         | quitting.
         | 
         | I take Modafinil at half the normal dose of 100mg and have been
         | on that same dose steadily for years with little sign of
         | building a tolerance or an addiction.
        
         | rickandmorty99 wrote:
         | Some drug info teams at festivals told me I'm the most
         | responsible drug user there is when I told them that I take
         | MDMA at most once per year but preferably less.
         | 
         | Also the test lab I come into were excited to see me when I
         | came in to test DMT.
         | 
         | But I prefer to do it in private with a close friend, or two.
         | I've done it twice at festivals (MDMA). In both cases, while it
         | was fun, it was also quite chaotic at times.
         | 
         | Countries where you can test your substances [1].
         | 
         | [1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drug_checking
        
         | hbsbsbsndk wrote:
         | Weed doesn't hit for me, but it's so easy to buy good mushrooms
         | near me. It's like a nice weekend vacation to just walk around
         | my neighborhood (or better, go to a cottage and trip in
         | nature).
        
         | flanbiscuit wrote:
         | I agree. It was my favorite. Used to do it a lot in my 20s. I'm
         | in my late 40s now. Haven't done it in years but I would love
         | to do it once a year and just dance my ass off at an event or
         | festival.
         | 
         | I personally don't like weed. I am not a fan of smoking/vaping
         | anything (the act of smoking itself) and I've tried
         | edibles/gummies of varying mg and types and just never found a
         | high I enjoyed on it.
         | 
         | I enjoyed LSD when I was young but would probably find it too
         | much now. Mushrooms are great though, but also haven't done
         | that in years. Would also do that once or twice a year.
        
         | s1artibartfast wrote:
         | >Where the responsible casual adult drug users at???
         | 
         | They are around you all the time, but they don't advertise
         | because it _isn 't_ a personality defining hobby for them.
         | 
         | Regarding weed, I feel like it is still more common than not.
         | Working professional that will have a gummy or toke in a social
         | setting or after putting the kids down.
        
         | photochemsyn wrote:
         | It's probably consumer-oriented social programming that's
         | responsible - the ideology of 'more is better' is pretty baked-
         | in these days. The entire business model of the recreational
         | drug industry - both legal and illegal - is built around the
         | heavy user, regardless of whether the substance is alcohol or
         | amphetamine.
         | 
         | The amusing thing from the chemist's point of view is that the
         | legal substances sold cheaply over-the-counter - ibuprofen,
         | aspirin, etc. - or even the prescription antibiotics, which are
         | not much more expensive - are not easier or harder to
         | synthesize than the illegal drugs, from LSD to MDMA.
         | Incidentally, a large proportion of what's clandestinely sold
         | as MDMA is just some amphetamine derivative like Adderall,
         | possibly blended with small amounts of fentanyl to create the
         | 'happy glow' effect.
         | 
         | Literally the only reason there's a lot of money in the illegal
         | drug business is that the drugs are illegal. This in turn
         | generates associated profits in the private prison industry, as
         | illegal industries are unregulated and typically use violence
         | to enforce contractual agreements, instead of the courts.
         | 
         | Just legalize and educate - excessive drug and alcohol use
         | destroys your mind and your body in exchange for fleeting
         | pleasures, it's never a good idea.
        
         | jraby3 wrote:
         | I take it once a year with a community of about 150 like minded
         | friends at my house in Vermont. It's amazing.
         | 
         | Find your tribe. It does exist.
        
           | germinalphrase wrote:
           | I'm impressed you host 150 people once a year. That has to be
           | a lot of work.
        
             | thruway516 wrote:
             | _and_ they are friends and like minded. Even more
             | impressive when you consider that is close to half the
             | population of Vermont
        
             | latchkey wrote:
             | Chillits has been doing it yearly, for 26 years, with about
             | 300 people. Meritocracy based volunteer organization. It is
             | a lot of work, but when a community of like-minded people
             | comes together around a single event, it is quite powerful.
        
         | Gud wrote:
         | I am a responsible drug user. I think we're not noticed much
         | because if you are a reasonably well adjusted individual, you
         | will be low key about it.
         | 
         | It's called self reflection and not buying into the lifestyle.
         | 
         | Many drugs kind of suck and you have to be tactical in their
         | use.
         | 
         | I do coke once perhaps every quarter. MDMA maybe once a year? I
         | avoid overdoing it because they both come with a terrible,
         | unpleasant downer, especially if you do too much. I have access
         | to great coke and great MDMA.
         | 
         | I smoke weed perhaps 10-15 times a year. I used to smoke it
         | daily when I was suffering from severe depression. I credit
         | cannabis with being alive.
         | 
         | I don't want to end up with some weird ass world view, so I've
         | avoided LSD and mushrooms. I did mescaline twice - highly
         | recommend.
         | 
         | Alcohol and tobacco I've stopped. Terrible drugs overall.
         | 
         | So we do exist, us responsible drug users. I suspect the drug
         | using population in general, due to the legality and taboo of
         | their usage, will be of a less stable character compared to the
         | general population. I suspect this plays a big part in your
         | observation.
        
           | throwforfeds wrote:
           | > I don't want to end up with some weird ass world view, so
           | I've avoided LSD and mushrooms.
           | 
           | I'd be with you if you said ayahuasca, or maybe iboga, but
           | mushrooms are really pleasant and I don't know anyone that
           | has come back weird from a strong mushroom trip. LSD is one
           | of my favorites, but it's definitely life altering if given
           | the right set and setting, and many people are looking for
           | escape rather than deep internal work. I still think most
           | people would benefit from it at least once in their lives, as
           | long as the conditions are right for it.
           | 
           | But I agree with you overall, you can certainly take drugs
           | here and there and be a perfectly well adjusted individual.
           | I'd argue maybe even more so than the masses out there
           | drinking alcohol every night!
        
       | edweis wrote:
       | If you are interested in the topic, you can check the
       | autobiography of the biggest manufacturer of LSD in history: "The
       | Rose Of Paracelsus" by William Leonard Pickard [1].
       | 
       | It is both poetic and fascinating. It's not an easy read but I
       | recommend it.
       | 
       | [1] https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/28930020-the-rose-of-
       | par...
        
         | WalterGR wrote:
         | The author's Wikipedia entry:
         | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_Leonard_Pickard
        
         | woleium wrote:
         | There is the story in Dr. James Ketchum's memoir of a barrel
         | containing 40lbs of LSD turning up in his offices. He worked on
         | the Edgewood arsenal as part of the US military. This was
         | enough LSD to make several hundred million people trip and
         | worth nearly $1 billion at street value. Are you suggesting
         | that Pickard manufactured more than that?
        
           | snypher wrote:
           | Easily. DEA alleged he made 2lbs every 5 weeks, from the late
           | 80's to late 90's. They also seized 'up to' 80lbs.
        
             | dyauspitr wrote:
             | Where's the demand for all that LSD. I can't imagine more
             | than 30 million people ever doing it and probably less than
             | 2 million habitual users in the US.
        
       | alwa wrote:
       | https://archive.is/e5cPl
        
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