[HN Gopher] I am rich and have no idea what to do
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       I am rich and have no idea what to do
        
       Author : vhiremath4
       Score  : 826 points
       Date   : 2025-01-02 22:50 UTC (1 days ago)
        
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       | spl757 wrote:
       | Philanthropy is an option
        
         | talldayo wrote:
         | Absolutely not - that would deprive them of the financial
         | support required to work an uncompensated job at DOGE.
        
           | spl757 wrote:
           | Good point. I had not considered that angle.
        
       | j4coh wrote:
       | Same situation, I truly empathise because it really does seem to
       | take a lot of purpose out of everything. What I've found is that
       | you need to replace money/salary/financial success optimisation
       | (assuming you spent a lot of your life and energy to this point
       | focused on these, much like I did) with something else totally
       | unconnected with being measured in that way. For me, I am focused
       | on proving myself as a guitarist in the local jazz and blues
       | scene. These people have no idea how much money I have and
       | wouldn't give a shit if they did (I didn't really change my
       | lifestyle after getting lucky so it's not obvious). So it's an
       | area I can be creative, grow, and still feel like I'm doing
       | something. At the same time I'm doing part time consulting,
       | mainly for people I worked with in the past who have started
       | companies, just to scratch the tech itch. So far so good but I
       | can't say yet if it will stick. Maybe for you it's art, music,
       | going and getting another unrelated degree, or something along
       | those lines? If you have more money than you know what to do
       | with, fundraising and supporting good causes can be really
       | rewarding. Both in terms of giving back something to your local
       | community, and having really nice social elements to it.
       | 
       | One big piece of advice I have is to try to avoid letting others
       | in your social network know exactly how successful you've been.
       | Everyone starts wanting to pitch you their investment idea and it
       | can burn down friendships when their ideas are bad. Being a VC to
       | your friends is a path to sadness for everyone.
        
         | coldtea wrote:
         | > _Same situation, I truly empathise because it really does
         | seem to take a lot of purpose out of everything._
         | 
         | Mainly though if all the purpose-giving focus was on just
         | getting money and the related grinding to begin with.
         | 
         | Getting mega-rich didn't take the purpose out of Steve Jobs,
         | for example, which was focused on building stuff with some
         | specific twist (his idea of good design). Or Steve Wozniak for
         | that matter, he found hobbies aplenty. Or take the Rolling
         | Stones. Filthy rich, but did they ever give the impression they
         | got bored? Or Dylan, equally rich, which doesn't even have the
         | extravagant lifestyle of models and exotic vacations and high
         | life the Stones had, but is still content to record, jam, play
         | concerts etc. into his 80s.
         | 
         | If the person has other interests, from programming to
         | mountaineering, and from politics to art, they can still be
         | there with or without money. Like the "guitarist in the local
         | jazz and blues scene" thing.
        
           | paulpauper wrote:
           | Paul Allen comes to mind. makes a hobby buying the most
           | expensive artifacts known, as well as a bunch of other stuff
           | like starting a band.
        
             | skeeter2020 wrote:
             | Balmer (and Cuban) seem to love continuing to do other, big
             | stuff.
        
           | benatkin wrote:
           | > but did they ever give the impression they got bored
           | 
           | It often gets described as _washed up_ rather than _bored_ ,
           | but yes.
           | 
           | Dylan is a good contrast.
        
             | metanonsense wrote:
             | Been on a Dylan concert a few months ago, and I really
             | wondered why he did this to himself, at his age, with his
             | money. He seemed so utterly bored.
        
               | coldtea wrote:
               | Little to do with age or boredom. He is like that in most
               | concerts since he was 20.
               | 
               | It's not being an "entertainer", as his is not Mick
               | Jagger's song and dance style
        
         | 101008 wrote:
         | This is my dream. Having enough money to be able to dedicate to
         | things I like, trying to be good at something without worrying
         | about money, or time, or being tired after work.
         | 
         | Open a bookshop, being a rare book dealer, open a small museum
         | about an author, research on a particular topic and write
         | books...
         | 
         | That would be the ultimate dream, though I am sure I won't ever
         | be near to fulfill it.
        
           | david38 wrote:
           | Problem then when you get bored, your bookstore still
           | requires work.
           | 
           | At a certain level of wealth, any job you can do can be done
           | by someone else better and cheaper
        
             | codetrotter wrote:
             | After you have the bookstore up and running, you could hire
             | a few people to take care of daily operations. It would
             | still be your bookshop, and you could drop by every now and
             | then and just hang out in the store read some of the books,
             | or you could even whenever you felt like getting more
             | involved on some days tell your staff that they can take
             | the day off if they like and they will still get their pay
             | for the day and you'll handle the customers and the
             | register. I dunno, this is just how I imagine it could
             | work. I'm not rich, and I don't own any bookstore or any
             | other kind of shop for that matter so maybe my idea here is
             | off the mark.
        
               | 101008 wrote:
               | I had a similar idea in mind. Or worst case, if I get
               | bored, I can sell it and do something else! I'd have a
               | lot of money and time.
        
           | steveBK123 wrote:
           | That sounds great.
           | 
           | Many people overly focus on what they want to retire FROM -
           | work, but not what they want to retire TO - hobbies/volunteer
           | work/etc.
           | 
           | Basic eating healthier, exercising more and consumption-based
           | things like travel are not going to fill the gap left by a
           | full-time job. One can quickly get bored and/or run out of
           | money with that kind of mindset.
           | 
           | Given enough money, or whenever I do retire .. I'd spend my
           | time making music, photographs, do even more reading, etc.
           | Anything that occupies your time and exercises both your body
           | & mind are important.
        
           | econ wrote:
           | God, we use to have a street full of people running
           | unprofitable stores. Some were deep in debt making the dream
           | a reality.
           | 
           | Why not a functional bookshop? You don't need money, you need
           | to work on the plan(s). How do museums work? Where is the
           | crude draft for the book?
           | 
           | I had a chat with a guy once who had a laundry list of things
           | he wanted to accomplish but had convinced himself non of it
           | was possible without money. About 1/3 of the list were things
           | one could just go do right now.I think a hundred life times
           | worth of stuff It was mostly helping people in need. One
           | could definitely not help anyone and convince the self it is
           | because it always costs money????
           | 
           | Some non profit here was selling unwanted books for 1-2 euro.
           | I spend an hour or so typing titles on my phone mostly stuff
           | published long ago and bought a whole stack of 200+ euro
           | books. I haven't looked at them and didn't try to sell any
           | but I'm sure it was money well spend for an hour of fun.
           | 
           | You don't need a machine gun, fight with your bare hands.
        
             | 101008 wrote:
             | I used to have an online bookshop, mainly for fun and as a
             | side income.
             | 
             | It takes a lot of time and it's very hard if you have a
             | full time job.
        
               | econ wrote:
               | It might be hard to somewhat gradually switch to part
               | time work but if you want a bookstore it's more rewarding
               | if you have to struggle to get there.
        
               | seba_dos1 wrote:
               | Struggle is not the deterrent for most people; risk is.
        
           | skeeter2020 wrote:
           | Why would you think any of those things are not a lot of
           | tiring work, emotional drain and expensive? I don't
           | understand why you can't do any of these as a hobby now, and
           | need to wait until you're "rich" and won't have any real skin
           | in the game.
        
           | lylo wrote:
           | Running a bookshop is entirely possible without FU money, but
           | it will be hard work and probably not make you much money.
           | Read Welcome to the Hyunam-dong Bookshop for inspiration :)
           | 
           | https://app.thestorygraph.com/books/c9fb361a-30ef-45d5-b777-.
           | ..
        
           | wing-_-nuts wrote:
           | I once saw an article about apartments that NYC libraries
           | used to have _in the library_ for caretakers. My skipped a
           | beat and I realized I 'd never wanted anything more in the
           | world than to just be able to 'pop down to the stacks' at
           | 10pm to select my next read.
           | 
           | What amazes me is that between audible, kindle, libby, and a
           | few other places, we live in a world where books are that
           | available from the comfort of a cozy recliner. Truly the
           | greatest wonder of the modern age.
        
             | toast0 wrote:
             | As I recall from a similar article, some of those
             | apartments still exist, and are no longer limited to
             | librarians but may still allow access to the library. If
             | living in NYC is an option for you, it's probably worth
             | getting on their announcement list and be ready to move if
             | they have an opening?
        
         | user3939382 wrote:
         | > For me, I am focused on proving myself as a guitarist in the
         | local jazz and blues scene.
         | 
         | So you're Dickey from The Talented Mr. Ripely?
        
         | ilrwbwrkhv wrote:
         | That last point is salient. I grew very rich in the last 3 - 4
         | years and I funded a bunch of my friend's startup ideas. Now I
         | cannot bear myself to reply to their happy new year wishes
         | because how the relationships have soured.
        
           | whatshisface wrote:
           | If you're never getting that money back, you might as well
           | forgive them and forget it. Then at least you'd keep the
           | friends.
        
             | nodesocket wrote:
             | I had a friend who I lent money to his startup during
             | Covid. He promised would be paid back within a year.
             | Multiple hard conversations and it's 4 years later and not
             | one cent has been paid back to me. We currently don't speak
             | to each other. He's delusional with his startup ideas,
             | lives in lala fantasy land. Refuses to get a job and take
             | any responsibility. He has zero track record of success, so
             | it's somewhat my fault for loaning him money.
        
               | jhghikvhu wrote:
               | It's your fault for lending money rather than asking for
               | a % of profits (if any) like a normal early investor.
        
               | nodesocket wrote:
               | I tend to think having fiscal responsibility, morals and
               | not being a shyster as the person who's at fault.
        
               | llamaimperative wrote:
               | Never loan money to friends is like "having money 101."
               | You can gift it or you can invest it with appropriate
               | caveats given to any external investor, but never lend
               | it.
               | 
               | This is common advice because it turns good relationships
               | bad, that manifests as viewing former friends as shysters
        
               | justinclift wrote:
               | Not everyone is like that, though some certainly are.
               | 
               | I've personally lent money to friends when they needed
               | it, and been paid back once they got stuff sorted out.
               | 
               | Though in my younger days I was far less careful, so
               | lending money did indeed go poorly.
        
               | llamaimperative wrote:
               | Of course not everyone is like that. The issue is you
               | don't know who is ex ante, and often people _aren't_ that
               | way ex ante, but one thing leads to another to a total
               | breakdown in trust and respect.
               | 
               | Even in the case you describe, it's much better to gift
               | it: "if you want or are able to pay me back some day, go
               | for it, but I don't expect or need it."
        
               | bawolff wrote:
               | I think the main issue, is that most people are reluctant
               | to ask a friend for a loan because its considered in poor
               | taste. If they are asking they either have no qalms about
               | asking which is a red flag, or they are super desperate
               | which probably means its unlikely they would have the
               | ability to pay back.
        
               | Cerium wrote:
               | Never lend what you would not happily consider a gift.
        
             | j4coh wrote:
             | I think this is the best advice. If you are going to fund a
             | friend, give them a grant, no strings attached. They can
             | return the favour if/when they have the means on their
             | terms. Anything else is going to kill your friendship.
        
               | Fomite wrote:
               | This. If you're funding your friends, think of yourself
               | as a wealthy patron, not a lender or VC.
        
               | Nevermark wrote:
               | I did that.
               | 
               | It seemed obvious that it was a small gamble for me, a
               | big gamble for my friend, but he was doing all the right
               | things.
               | 
               | VCs don't waste time with concerns over failed
               | investments.
               | 
               | When you hand over some money, you are accepting the
               | risk.
               | 
               | Including complications, which are likely. Treat the
               | money like a gamble, not the friendship.
               | 
               | I was really glad I did. My friend created a successful
               | business after working toward that with major ups & downs
               | for over ten years.
               | 
               | Then he got cancer, and died a year later. I got no money
               | back. But it was the best investment I ever made. His
               | dream came true and that mattered so much to him. That he
               | pulled it off, and his customers loved him and his
               | business.
               | 
               | Don't invest in a friend if the investment isn't about
               | genuinely helping them.
               | 
               | If you can afford to.
        
               | ToDougie wrote:
               | I have complicated feelings about this...... mostly
               | reminding me to love. Thank you very much for sharing.
        
             | ilrwbwrkhv wrote:
             | It's never even about forgiving. I am not even angry at
             | them. What happens is there is now suddenly a pedestal. No
             | matter what we do, they know I gave them money. And I know
             | they took it. The relationships don't remain the same
             | anymore. It's weird.
        
               | charlie0 wrote:
               | I can see that. I would personally feel really bad if I
               | lost all the money someone gave me. I'd always feel like
               | I owe it back. Only exception would be at the very
               | beginning, if that was a possibility that was
               | acknowledged. However, I've noticed people who start
               | these things are always very optimistic and probably
               | don't seriously talk about this. To the previous poster,
               | the only people who seem to handle this type of thing
               | well are the extremely blunt people who are brutally
               | honest and upfront about everything. There aren't many of
               | them.
        
               | Aeolun wrote:
               | Yeah, I wouldn't take money from people I wanted to stay
               | friends with for this reason. It's just a bad idea.
               | Introduce me to your acquaintances, sure, but lets stay
               | friends.
        
               | HeartStrings wrote:
               | So did all of their startups fail?
        
           | justinclift wrote:
           | Are any of your friends the type that is blunt/honest
           | regardless of how things are going?
           | 
           | Personally I've found the problematic ones to be those who
           | feel like they're obliged to act deferrentially once money is
           | involved.
           | 
           | The blunt/honest ones that don't change their personality
           | like that still seem ok.
        
         | asdfman123 wrote:
         | People need work to be happy. That doesn't have to be, say,
         | office work necessarily: it can be making music full time, or
         | volunteering at a hospital, or any number of other things.
         | 
         | But you have to have something keeping you busy that makes you
         | feel like you have a purpose.
        
           | j4coh wrote:
           | Totally agree. But it can be surprisingly hard to find what
           | this is for yourself when you are used to climbing the school
           | / corporate / startup ladder your whole life.
        
           | voisin wrote:
           | You're on the right track, but I think it's a bit deeper than
           | just needing something to work on or stay busy with. I
           | effectively retired a few years ago and have spent the time
           | since engaging in various "work" across the kinds of
           | categories you mention. Yet, all of these efforts have
           | carried a sense of purposelessness--a lingering question of
           | whether any of it truly matters, especially knowing I could
           | stop tomorrow without significantly impacting my wellbeing.
           | 
           | This contrasts sharply with the purpose I felt when I had
           | less money and was struggling to build my business. Back
           | then, everything felt deeply do-or-die meaningful. Now, no
           | amount of exercise, goodwill, or intellectual pursuits
           | compares in terms of providing that same sense of purpose.
           | 
           | I don't think humans need the pursuit of money itself to be
           | happy, but once the foundational needs in Maslow's hierarchy
           | are met, the higher levels often feel less urgent--and,
           | paradoxically, less fulfilling. There seems to be diminishing
           | returns from "work" as a source of purpose.
        
             | porknubbins wrote:
             | As someone who kind of quasi temporarily retired early a
             | few times this is the biggest problem I see. I learned
             | foreign languages and programming languages out of pure
             | necessity to survive and it was thrilling to succeed and
             | make money with them.
             | 
             | So everyone (at least me) has this fantasy of how much
             | better it would be to learn things on their own schedule
             | for pleasure without undue pressure, but they don't realize
             | the pressure to survive was what made it feel so meaningful
             | without that they soon fall into dilletantism.
             | 
             | For all his issues I think this is why Musk has gotten so
             | much done, because he ups the ante enough to feel real risk
             | if be fails.
        
               | Animats wrote:
               | > So everyone (at least me) has this fantasy of how much
               | better it would be to learn things on their own schedule
               | for pleasure without undue pressure, but they don't
               | realize the pressure to survive was what made it feel so
               | meaningful without that they soon fall into dilletantism.
               | 
               | The trick is to find a place between dilletantism and
               | burnout.
        
             | rf15 wrote:
             | Our species, like all living things, has optimised towards
             | struggling through life to the best of their ability (which
             | was always limited). To "win" within the already apex
             | species of humanity means you are hitting your head on the
             | ceiling of what your body and brain was made for, hard.
             | 
             | This is why I stopped striving for success on that scale
             | and returned to only work a small software job.
        
             | kalkin wrote:
             | > a lingering question of whether any of it truly matters,
             | especially knowing I could stop tomorrow without
             | significantly impacting my wellbeing.
             | 
             | A suggestion for your consideration, or that of anyone in a
             | similar position: give enough of the money away that this
             | stops being true, and find fulfilling paid work (not
             | necessarily in that order). I strongly suspect, from my own
             | experience, that there's an amount of savings that you can
             | keep that is adequate to remove any worry about winding up
             | on the streets (or being stuck with work that actually
             | turns out to suck, etc), without making further earning
             | feel pointless to your own comfort. I think there's an
             | ethical case for doing this even if it made you less happy,
             | but even better if it's win-win.
        
         | throwaway6734 wrote:
         | Do you have children? If not, it's a great use of time,
         | especially without financial pressure
        
           | tanvach wrote:
           | Children are giver of immense sense of satisfaction that's
           | totally disconnected to wealth (though being wealthy
           | certainly helps). Just remember - no short cuts.
        
             | Aeolun wrote:
             | I'm fairly certain children are a much greater giver of
             | satisfaction without wealth, because when you have money
             | you suddenly feel like you need to provide them all the
             | best, whereas if you have none, you only feel like you need
             | to keep them alive.
        
               | skeeter2020 wrote:
               | Like most things in life the need grows to just beyond
               | the level you can supply. Maybe someone with nothing
               | starts with "keep them alive" but once that's covered you
               | move up the hierarchy.
        
             | prmoustache wrote:
             | > though being wealthy certainly helps
             | 
             | I think it is worse actually.
        
             | ToDougie wrote:
             | Children are the best. The highs in life are orders of
             | magnitude higher, and the lows are _so_ much lower. But the
             | baseline is incalculably higher. My children have made me
             | feel so much more fulfilled. And they have also made me
             | better.
        
           | j4coh wrote:
           | I do, and I love being available for them. I have time to
           | teach my kids music and things I know, which is awesome.
        
             | throwaway6734 wrote:
             | love to hear it! In that case, branching out to other
             | peoples' children can bring great satisfaction. For
             | example, volunteering to teach a class at a local high
             | school
        
         | jerojero wrote:
         | Seems weird that you have to advice people that they should
         | hide their success from people they're befriending.
         | 
         | Living a double life like that doesn't seem right to me. It has
         | something to do, perhaps, with the type of people you're
         | surrounding yourself with. If someone can't be friends with you
         | without asking you for money why are you keeping such people
         | around in the first place.
        
           | HKH2 wrote:
           | Using discretion or being modest isn't necessarily living a
           | double life. I'm sure there are plenty of things you're not
           | open about; that doesn't necessarily make you fake, does it?
        
             | jerojero wrote:
             | I thought we were talking about friends? Maybe I'm
             | misunderstanding the meaning of the word.
             | 
             | I wouldn't imagine being friends with someone and not
             | trusting them with knowing how successful I am.
             | 
             | I think maybe, and this might be a cultural thing, a lot of
             | people tend to use the word lightly. I simply wouldn't get
             | to a stage of being friends with someone I am not able to
             | trust in such a way that I have to hide how much money I
             | have from them.
        
               | sokoloff wrote:
               | My friends can accurately assess my net worth within a
               | factor of +/- 5, but where exactly in that range isn't
               | necessary for them to know. Even my closest friends
               | probably can't reliably put it within +/- a factor of 2
               | (nor do they need to for any valid purpose).
        
               | naming_the_user wrote:
               | I think the issue here is that with retirement levels of
               | money existing friendships can become strained.
               | 
               | If your high school friend earns 50k a year and you earn
               | 100 then I mean sure, you have different toys, bigger
               | house, whatever, but you're both existing in the same
               | universe with similar constraints.
               | 
               | If your high school friend earns 50k a year and you
               | suddenly have 60 million like the guy in the post then
               | it's more of a test because your lifestyle can just
               | differ hugely.
               | 
               | Some people can handle it but with others there will be
               | an underlying resentment. There are lots of layers to it.
               | They look for work - you look for suitable employees.
               | 
               | Having said that, in my experience there are only really
               | a few major cut-offs, one between homeless/terminally
               | skint and working, one between working and being able to
               | live off of investment income, _maybe_ one at the sort of
               | bodyguard required super famous level. Inside those it's
               | just sort of like, yeah ok, your car/yacht/jet/whatever
               | is better than mine, cool.
        
               | JohnMakin wrote:
               | It doesn't have to be super drastic - When I graduated
               | college and got a decent job, most of my social group was
               | making less than a full time minimum wage salary,
               | bouncing around couches, or staying with parents - with
               | no hope of it improving. I felt the resentment a lot,
               | even though it was subtle, and constantly felt obligated
               | to pick up checks if we did anything I wanted to do,
               | because what I could afford to spend on an outing was
               | significantly different. Then that builds resentment over
               | time, etc. People don't like seeing people with more
               | "stuff" than they have at a really deep level. Looking
               | back I am not sure that I could have done much to salvage
               | it, the only friends that survived out of that era were
               | the ones that were able to bring themselves out of their
               | situation as well.
        
               | j4coh wrote:
               | I've never shared my specific financial details with any
               | friend, before or after, so perhaps a different
               | definition of what it means to be a friend. I haven't
               | bought a bunch of expensive crap that would give it away.
        
           | j4coh wrote:
           | It's not about living a double life. I don't secretly blow
           | cash on hookers and blow, I just live a pretty modest normal
           | life and don't talk about the details of my investments or
           | means. Mainly I don't have to worry about anything really.
        
         | codetrotter wrote:
         | > I'm doing part time consulting, mainly for people I worked
         | with in the past who have started companies, just to scratch
         | the tech itch
         | 
         | How do you pick you hourly rate? If a friend of yours of the
         | past came to you and asked you to consult for him, and your
         | friend offered you say $80 USD per hour, would you find it
         | offensively low? For someone who doesn't have a lot and wants
         | to hire consultants for their small projects, I think offering
         | $80 USD per hour is not bad. But I'm curious to know how that
         | amount feels to a potential consultant if the consultant
         | already had a lot. Or do you prefer taking a percentage of
         | shares in your friend's company as pay? Or something else?
        
           | j4coh wrote:
           | I am happy to take whatever they offer (including helping for
           | free) depending on where they are at. I don't need it really
           | and I'm happy to help. But most people at least that I've
           | worked with are happy to do what's fair. I haven't ended up
           | in a hostile negotiation or anything close to it.
        
           | ska wrote:
           | FWIW I've done similar for friends who are on a tight budget
           | , consulting for 1/2, 1/3 1/5 "regular" rate. Sometimes with
           | equity but not always.
           | 
           | I'm nowhere near rich, but when I was consulting full time of
           | I had enough hours to hit my "ok" target for the year, it
           | felt right to be flexible with some of the rest of my time
           | ...
        
           | rramadass wrote:
           | > How do you pick you hourly rate?
           | 
           | A fair formula that i was given years ago is;
           | 
           | Take the annual salary you would be paid if you were an
           | employee, add 30% to it for overhead/profit and divide by 48
           | (working weeks in a year) to get your weekly rate. Divide by
           | 40hrs to get the hourly rate.
           | 
           | Another one is to take your annual salary, divide by 250
           | (working days in a year) to get your daily rate and increase
           | that by 30%, billing in daily units.
           | 
           | The above formula can and should be tweaked based on the
           | project, client, your needs etc.
        
             | ska wrote:
             | The tricky thing about formulas like this is that it is
             | very domain dependent.
             | 
             | What you describe is a reasonable approach for a freelancer
             | who expects to bill most working hours. It falls apart for
             | a lot of consulting scenarios where you bill fewer hours
             | and spend more time generating work. In that case you may
             | be better off setting rates so that e.g. 1000 billed hours
             | will reach your base target salary equivalent...
        
               | rramadass wrote:
               | I did say the formula would need to be tweaked as needed
               | ...
               | 
               | OTOH, this is more or less how clients themselves expect
               | to be billed so if you deviate too much without any
               | logical explanation, they will simply go elsewhere.
        
             | madmask wrote:
             | If you are already "FIRE" and do it for fun, or you can
             | schedule all 40h per week on billable work this works but I
             | would increase by 50%.
             | 
             | If you need to do marketing to get clients, meet clients,
             | etc to close contracts then I guess you should expect only
             | about 20h per week of billable work as the rest is on you.
             | So you need to at least double the hourly rate.
        
         | elevatedastalt wrote:
         | > One big piece of advice I have is to try to avoid letting
         | others in your social network know exactly how successful
         | you've been.
         | 
         | The time to do that was _before_ writing a blog post titled "I
         | am rich" and submitting it to HN
        
           | Aeolun wrote:
           | Well, you can make new friends. I have no idea what actual
           | name is behind vinay.sh :?
        
             | YouWhy wrote:
             | The domain name is consistent with the name of one of the
             | founders of the mentioned startup, Loom.
        
               | semitones wrote:
               | If you're running a popular company then people will
               | easily have a good understanding of the ballpark of your
               | net worth anyway
        
               | WalterBright wrote:
               | I'm not so sure. You can run it with 90% equity, or 10%
               | equity.
        
               | herval wrote:
               | in this case (given it was reportedly sold for $975m
               | cash), that would mean your friends think you either have
               | $877m or $97m (he reportedly net $60m, which means your
               | most pessimistic friend thinks you have more money than
               | you actually have?)
        
               | divbzero wrote:
               | Yes, Loom is also mentioned by the author of the blog
               | post.
        
               | distances wrote:
               | How many new friends would look up what Loom was, though?
               | This blog post was the first time I heard of it, so seems
               | very unlikely that a random person would really care.
        
               | kridsdale1 wrote:
               | I learned about Loom from a pirate on Monkey Island who
               | asked me to ask him about it.
        
               | tasuki wrote:
               | If the long-term CTO was your friend, you think you
               | wouldn't hear about it? I generally have some idea about
               | what my friends do professionally.
        
             | freetonik wrote:
             | The about page links to his Twitter which shows the full
             | name.
             | 
             | Funnily enough, the link is to a tweet describing how he
             | wired all his money to his parents.
        
           | satvikpendem wrote:
           | They already know who he is, he was a public figure executive
           | that sold his company, everyone in his social circle would
           | know what Loom was and would read in the news how much it
           | sold for.
        
         | i_am_a_peasant wrote:
         | One thing you could do is give me 20k no strings attached so I
         | can stop paying for my parents screw ups from when I was 20 :))
         | that will make me a lot less resentful towards life's stupid
         | dice.
        
         | justinclift wrote:
         | > you need to replace money/salary/financial success
         | optimisation
         | 
         | Kind of ironic, but that kind of sounds like the people who've
         | been saying those things aren't the most important in life
         | might have been right all along?
        
           | fakedang wrote:
           | To access the others, you need to have good
           | money/salary/financial success, oftentimes.
           | 
           | Heck even for good therapy, you need to have those.
        
         | fossuser wrote:
         | There's something off about the post that I'm not sure I can
         | pin point, but it's there.
         | 
         | What are these oft referenced insecurities? It's hard to get a
         | read on this without details, but dumping your girlfriend to do
         | random selfish shit (climb mountain, go to Hawaii, etc.) - it's
         | not a surprise he's unfulfilled (though working on doge would
         | be exciting).
         | 
         | This trap of 'working on yourself' that leads to endless
         | mindfulness and narcissism leads you to become aloof. People
         | tend to derive purpose from community, friends, and family.
         | This is what religion used to give people independent of the
         | pseudoscience.
         | 
         | Being financially independent is great, but it doesn't bring
         | fulfillment.
         | 
         | A long way to say spend time with friends, work on a
         | relationship, get married, have kids. People can do what they
         | want, but most people will likely be the most content doing
         | this. If you can find something to work on you're also excited
         | about great, can do that too.
         | 
         | You can only dick around traveling and 'finding yourself' for
         | so long, it gets old and repetitive.
        
           | Tepix wrote:
           | How long have you travelled the world?
        
             | paganel wrote:
             | Not the OP, but after a certain age (mid 30s in my case)
             | traveling just becomes cumbersome, i.e. when you realize
             | that there are no big insights about oneself that can be
             | gained via traveling that can't also be gotten back at
             | home, surrounded by friends/family and a couple of good
             | books.
        
               | prmoustache wrote:
               | There are people traveling the world all their life
               | because that is what they love to do.
        
               | Tainnor wrote:
               | This sounds an awful lot like you're generalising from
               | your experiences to other people's.
               | 
               | I'm also in my mid 30s and I still find travelling eye
               | opening in a way that books are not (and I do read a lot,
               | including when I travel). And on my last trip I met a
               | retired couple who spent three weeks traveling in their
               | car and they told me they used to have a boat with which
               | they'd sail around the world.
        
               | Tepix wrote:
               | Well, i beg to differ. And i'm older than that. In my
               | view, we have a very limited time to live, and
               | experiencing the amazing planet we're on in all its
               | variety is one of the best things one can do.
        
               | paganel wrote:
               | You're just scratching the surface of said amazing
               | planet, you're not experiencing anything of value that
               | you couldn't have experienced back home. There's a real
               | good essay on the emptiness of tourism written by
               | Siegfried Kracauer back in the 1930s, just as mass
               | tourism was beginning to take off, _Travel and Dance_ [1]
               | is called, it is still highly relevant almost 100 years
               | later.
               | 
               | [1] English version from a spammy website here: https://w
               | ww.academia.edu/25240089/Siegfried_Kracauer_Travel_... ,
               | Spanish version from a real website here:
               | https://antroposmoderno.com/antro-version-
               | imprimir.php?id_ar...
        
               | abc123abc123 wrote:
               | Amen! Travelling is just virtue signalling and social
               | posturing. I've travelled the world, way too much for
               | both business and "pleasure" and there's nothing new, no
               | hidden insights, that I couldn't have gotten at home.
               | 
               | I advice all people I meet to stop travelling, and to
               | spend more time with themselves and explore their inside,
               | instead of being captivated by the outside, like a child
               | by a new shiny toy.
               | 
               | The world would truly be a better place if that ever
               | happened.
        
         | mrandish wrote:
         | > One big piece of advice I have is to try to avoid letting
         | others in your social network know exactly how successful
         | you've been.
         | 
         | Having lived through this arc myself, this is excellent advice.
         | While the most enlightened/mature people have no problem just
         | being happy for you, this still leaves a lot people for who a
         | significant disparity in wealth/success becomes a problem. It
         | ends up impacting the nature of your relationship with them in
         | subtle but significant ways and it can be very hard to get
         | past. I've found it's just better to avoid the issue by being
         | as stealth as possible about wealth (while still being honest
         | and true to yourself).
        
           | tasuki wrote:
           | Or, stop being friends with those people?
           | 
           | I'm good friends with some very rich people. Everyone knows
           | they have money. They learned how to say no, and how to let
           | go of people who just want to milk them for cash.
        
         | survirtual wrote:
         | Anyone who has "more money than they know what to do with" is a
         | fool. There is an unlimited set of things to do with large
         | resource allocation. Depending on the magnitude of that
         | resource allocation, the set increases exponentially.
         | 
         | It shows a total lack of introspection as well as connections
         | with the people, the Earth, and the universe as a whole.
         | 
         | Go eat some psychedelics and travel inside yourself for a
         | while. Listen to what a tree far in a forest has to say. You'll
         | know what to do with your dragon hoard in no time, I guarantee
         | it.
        
           | cwalv wrote:
           | It's true that there are infinite ways to waste a fortune,
           | but that doesn't mean you're a fool for not having decided
           | how to spend your money. I'd actually argue that it'd be more
           | foolish to go figure out what to spend it on "in no time"
        
       | smokedetector1 wrote:
       | Therapy. Wealth and success is one of the most massive crutches
       | there is. It can make it almost impossible to be truly in touch
       | with your insecurities and pain because its simply too easy to
       | hide in your victory. Your toughest challenge now is to, despite
       | your wealth, find a way to contact the pain that drove you to
       | your hunger for success. As the bible said, it's easier for a
       | camel to get through the head of a needle than for a rich man to
       | go to heaven. I interpret that metaphorically.
        
         | ipaddr wrote:
         | "eye of the needle" refers to a small gate or passage in
         | ancient city walls, used after the main gates were closed at
         | night. A camel could only pass through this narrow opening if
         | it was unloaded of its baggage and possibly crawled through on
         | its knees.
         | 
         | Not as hard or impossible as it first appears but still harder.
        
           | smokedetector1 wrote:
           | Even better, thanks for that explanation
        
             | krainboltgreene wrote:
             | Except it's not true, that's a myth.
        
             | coldtea wrote:
             | It's not true though (and no evidence that such a gate
             | existed with that name).
             | 
             | It's more likely exaggeration referring to actual camel
             | (the large animal of the area) and the eye of a needle (an
             | example of the smallest hole one would be readily familiar
             | with at the time).
             | 
             | If it was reffering to a named place, the very capable in
             | both Jewish and Greek authors of the New Testament wouldn't
             | have translated it as "trupematos Raphidos" (needle's
             | opening) or "trumalias Raphidos" (needle's hole), as
             | opposed to something like "narrow gate" or similar that
             | would convey to people unfamiliar with Jerusalem the point.
        
           | krainboltgreene wrote:
           | This is categorically false:
           | https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTYveLPTC/
           | 
           | Also it just doesn't make sense.
        
             | gosub100 wrote:
             | there are better citations than tiktok, please.
        
               | ksenzee wrote:
               | In this case the video is a bona fide Biblical scholar
               | who does public outreach on TikTok. It's a good source.
        
               | Trasmatta wrote:
               | Oh yeah, I just clicked the link and it's Dan McClellan.
               | Maybe TikTok isn't the best place to cite, but he's
               | highly credible in terms of Biblical scholarship and
               | history.
        
               | krainboltgreene wrote:
               | No one asked for your opinion on TikTok.
        
               | vFunct wrote:
               | The source is Dan Mccllelan, not TikTok. TikTok didn't
               | publish this, Dan did. TikTok is the medium, not the
               | author.
               | 
               | Otherwise it's like complaining about citing "words
               | printed on paper" when citing a book or journal.
        
               | gosub100 wrote:
               | It's just an unsuitable, attention-zapping, toxic format
               | for sharing information. It would be best to link to an
               | article that can convey the full message. not a 15 second
               | jolt which is what TT is all about.
        
               | vFunct wrote:
               | The opposite. It would be unsuitable to link to a long-
               | form article when a 15 second TikTok video would convey
               | the relevant information just fine.
               | 
               | What exactly was incorrect about Dans video? (He's great
               | BTW)
               | 
               | These new information medium was invented for a reason,
               | in particular, the economic efficiency of conveying
               | information.
               | 
               | I would suggest people learn to use them.
        
               | gosub100 wrote:
               | why are you on a written forum right now? why aren't you
               | making 15 second videos with rapidly changing frames?
        
               | vFunct wrote:
               | It's because I am posting lower effort content here than
               | on TikTok.
               | 
               | Want higher quality content? Then go to TikTok.
               | 
               | The best part is you couldn't answer what was wrong with
               | Dan's content.
        
               | poncho_romero wrote:
               | If you prefer, he does a long form podcast called Data
               | Over Dogma that is skeptical and informative. He uses
               | TikTok because there are loads of people on the platform
               | spewing misinformation about the Bible. He's meeting
               | people where they are with empirical information
        
           | WarOnPrivacy wrote:
           | > "eye of the needle" refers to a small gate or passage in
           | ancient city walls,
           | 
           | There's a lot of discussion on this verse. Apparently, the
           | gate interpretation didn't exist until the 11 century.
           | 
           | It was rethought to be Rope for a while but this blog post
           | discredits that.
           | https://kiwihellenist.blogspot.com/2023/11/camel.html
        
           | Trasmatta wrote:
           | From what I understand, this is actually highly debated among
           | biblical scholars.
           | 
           | This idea that he meant "it's hard but not impossible" seems
           | to generally be pushed by wealthy religions and "prosperity
           | gospel" types.
           | 
           | Reading everything else Jesus said, I find it more likely
           | that he literally meant the "eye of an actual needle". He did
           | not seem to be a fan of the rich or powerful in any way.
        
             | BalinKing wrote:
             | Yeah, Jesus clarifies as such a few verses later:
             | 
             | > Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is
             | _impossible_ , but with God all things are possible."
             | (Matthew 19:26, CSB, emphasis mine)
        
             | saulpw wrote:
             | It's not impossible for a rich person to develop
             | spiritually and attain heaven. They just have to give up
             | all their riches. So functionally it is easier for a camel
             | to do this other equivalent nearly-impossible thing.
        
               | swat535 wrote:
               | In a Catholic and the way those verses are interpreted is
               | that it's not that you have to give up all your money but
               | give up greed, it basically means that you should not
               | worship your wealth but place your highest of high
               | towards God, then and only then you can use your wealth
               | towards the Good as you have no more attachments.
               | 
               | I think Protestant have similar interpretations but I
               | could be wrong as they have many denominations.
        
               | astura wrote:
               | >I think Protestant have similar interpretations
               | 
               | Lol, I see you've never heard of the prosperity gospel
               | 
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prosperity_theology
               | 
               | "Protestant" is such a broad group of beliefs it's nearly
               | impossible to make any sort of board assertion.
        
               | bccdee wrote:
               | > They just have to give up all their riches.
               | 
               | Well, then they aren't rich anymore, and the camel
               | doesn't need to pass through the eye of the needle.
               | Problem solved.
        
             | Aeolun wrote:
             | To be fair, needles at the time probably weren't as fine as
             | they are these days, so you may still have a gap a
             | millimeter across instead of a fraction of that.
        
               | thfuran wrote:
               | That's still too small for the average camel.
        
           | relaxing wrote:
           | Jesus literally told his followers to give up their worldly
           | possessions, but... sure. He intended to give a free pass to
           | those who came after, that hinged on a quirk of city planning
           | that would not exist until centuries later.
        
           | cushychicken wrote:
           | I never knew that. Makes the metaphor a lot more applicable.
        
           | bccdee wrote:
           | A common myth! No, no gate or passage was ever referred to as
           | "the eye of the needle" in antiquity. [1] That verse is
           | intended to be taken literally. Jesus Christ was quite
           | outspoken on his feelings about the wealthy, but of course,
           | wealthy Christians need a way for him to have meant something
           | figurative when he told them to surrender their worldly
           | riches.
           | 
           | [1]: https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/new-testament-
           | studie...
        
           | aitchnyu wrote:
           | There is a hypothesis the Greek word means rope instead of
           | camel, that the parable means we cant thread a rope through a
           | needle.
           | 
           | Arabic word for camel and rope are same in a similar verse.
           | 
           | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eye_of_a_needle
        
         | fuzztester wrote:
         | Angels dancing on the head of a pin is another related one.
         | 
         | https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/How_many_angels_can_dance_on...
        
           | martinpw wrote:
           | This one was originally used to mock scholars who debated
           | such seemingly obscure minutae at the expense of more
           | pressing issues, the canonical example being theological
           | debate during the fall of Constantinople. But I remember
           | reading somewhere that this debate was actually for a good
           | reason since Constantinople were looking for help from fellow
           | Christians against the Ottomans but needed to convince the
           | potential helpers that their beliefs were closely enough
           | aligned enough to warrant them giving aid. Hoping someone
           | here might know more (and apologies for derailing the thread
           | even further...)
        
         | BalinKing wrote:
         | > it's easier for a camel to get through the head of a needle
         | than for a rich man to go to heaven. I interpret that
         | metaphorically.
         | 
         | I agree that there's a parallel between what Jesus meant and
         | your comment--in both cases, wealth is dangerous because it
         | distracts from what's important. To my understanding, Jesus
         | meant that one's heart will be focused on money rather than
         | wanting to follow God. And, like you said, it's _really_ easy
         | to be distracted by material success (money, degrees, fame,
         | etc.). But, none of these things will follow us to the grave.
         | IMO this sort of tunnel vision is really pernicious, because it
         | 's so, so easy to fall into.
         | 
         | If you'll allow a personal rant: I recently heard someone say
         | that failure is--somewhat paradoxically--a crucial part of
         | finding happiness, because it loosens our grip on things that
         | are ultimately unimportant. I've been thinking about all this a
         | lot recently myself. Last year I hit a bump in the road w.r.t.
         | my career, due to factors outside of my control. So, for the
         | first time, I was suddenly failing my subconscious goal to
         | climb the ladder of achievement. I started feeling adrift and
         | demotivated, and the obvious solutions (therapy, medication,
         | more regular exercise) didn't help.
         | 
         | It eventually forced me to really sit down and take a hard look
         | at my priorities in life. Speaking concretely, this meant 1)
         | accepting that I might not get what I had wanted out of my
         | career, and because I'm a Christian, 2) focusing instead on how
         | I can serve God every day (love others more, be much more open
         | about my faith, volunteer at church and elsewhere, etc.).
         | That's much easier said than done, of course, but I've just
         | gotta take the baby steps that I can and trust God with the
         | rest.
         | 
         | It's only been a few months since I came to this conclusion,
         | but I feel like it's changed my life. I've become much less
         | stressed, and I feel much more fulfilled. Honestly, it's like I
         | have hope again in my future.
         | 
         | Naively I want to say something like "therefore, everyone
         | should try to find whatever brings them this fulfillment." But
         | this might be too weak of a statement, because I really think
         | there's only one true answer to this question.
         | 
         | P.S. As for the verse you quoted (Matthew 19:24), I'd be remiss
         | not to point out what Jesus says a few verses later: "With man
         | this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." :-)
        
           | smokedetector1 wrote:
           | I'm not Christian but I definitely resonate with what you're
           | saying about failure sometimes being a gift, if you can make
           | use of it.
           | 
           | I wish I could be more religious, in a sense, but I just
           | can't get my head around the concept of "serving" or
           | "fearing" god. It's not how I relate to "the divine" at all.
           | Power to you, though.
        
         | akomtu wrote:
         | A rich man won't be attracted to heaven in the first place, for
         | it's a place for people who enjoy giving something to others
         | and rarely think about themselves. Hell, on the other hand,
         | would mesmerize a typical man of ambition for it's a world of
         | selfish might and power.
        
           | giraffe_lady wrote:
           | This is pretty close to ancient eastern christian views on
           | heaven and hell. In that view heaven and hell are the same
           | situation: full exposure to the unattenuated light of god. A
           | righteous & repentant person will experience that as love and
           | mercy, and an unjust person will experience it as fear, shame
           | & torture. But all get the same "treatment" so to speak.
        
         | hnmullany wrote:
         | Therapy = Exactly. He thinks he has freedom and agency but he's
         | just being puppeteered by conflicting subconscious forces he
         | doesn't understand and seems to have no insight into. This is a
         | man who's in a self-driving car turning a steering wheel that's
         | connected to nothing.
        
       | marnett wrote:
       | Volunteer in your community. You need to find a way to evaluate
       | your self worth by serving someone other than yourself.
        
       | chromakode wrote:
       | Sounds like a good time to engage a professional coach or
       | therapist, if you haven't already. Particularly to deep dive on
       | the questions asked at the end of the post. In my experience, I
       | often stalemate these kinds of internal debates on my own, but
       | having a second player in the mix got me out of the gridlock.
        
       | vnl wrote:
       | I think you should start investing in companies and then possibly
       | get some drive there helping others make it. Sometimes it is nice
       | to give back to the community I think
       | 
       | If you do think that can be given a try then hey.. we (my wife
       | and me, my wife more than me) are looking to build something and
       | could do with some investment to take that risk.
        
       | smnrg wrote:
       | Opposite problem. I am tied to a corporate job, and I'd
       | absolutely know how to use every second. No, really. Every
       | second.
        
         | linotype wrote:
         | Seems like you two should help each other out!
        
           | Reubend wrote:
           | Something that would be fulfilling to one man might seem
           | useless or boring to another.
        
           | smnrg wrote:
           | The reality is that only he can help himself. He's just
           | facing the search he delayed up to now. It's good he's facing
           | it. Most never will.
        
       | mesmertech wrote:
       | I mean if you're looking for a todo list, travelling to third
       | world countries and tipping just like $5 for normal service and
       | seeing people's eyes light up is fun.
        
         | gosub100 wrote:
         | I did this once in a restaurant in a small town in Mexico. I
         | called one of the service people (not even a waiter, this was a
         | casual joint where you order at the counter), slipped them
         | $100, and watched their face light up. it was cool.
        
         | yakshaving_jgt wrote:
         | You don't need $60m to do that.
         | 
         | I'll bet literally every person here in the comments can do
         | that.
        
       | panarky wrote:
       | Wealth makes it even more difficult to figure out what to do with
       | your life.
       | 
       | It's almost as if you can either have wealth/comfort or
       | purpose/fulfillment, but it's vanishingly rare to have both at
       | the same time.
        
         | uoaei wrote:
         | For the record, the implication here is, put pithily, you have
         | to sell your soul to get rich.
        
         | ipaddr wrote:
         | They are unrelated. You can have purpose and fulfillment
         | regardless of your wealth. A life of pain and misery are not
         | required.
        
         | jongjong wrote:
         | Yes, feels like the invisible hand selects people to get rich
         | based on how unfulfillable they are and thus how likely they
         | are to keep working after they get rich.
         | 
         | I understand this serves an inflation control mechanism in our
         | highly unequal system. The wealthy have comparatively so much
         | money that the system cannot afford them to spend like normal
         | people would. It would put too much currency in circulation and
         | cause massive inflation. The system needs the wealthy to keep
         | investing in ventures to create more busy-work, filled with
         | NPCs and insatiable people who will also create more busy-work
         | if they get rich.
         | 
         | The system needs to keep the money circulating in a very tight
         | loop. Its journey from the money printer back to government
         | hands needs to be very short in order to allow the government
         | and corporations to retain the increasing degree of control
         | that they need to maintain the status quo.
        
         | stavros wrote:
         | This is such an American thing that I find it hard to respond
         | to, because these cultural things feel universal when you're
         | swimming in them.
         | 
         | Wealth doesn't make it difficult to figure out what to do with
         | your life if you never thought wealth is the goal. The problem
         | is that the sole life goal for this person was to get rich, and
         | now that's the endgame, and he doesn't know what to do.
         | 
         | If the goal, instead, was to have fun, to foster a strong
         | social circle, good relationships, to do things for and with
         | them, to have hobbies, to learn new things, to challenge
         | yourself, etc, he'd just think "oh cool, now I can do more of
         | those without having to spend X hours a day working".
        
           | s5300 wrote:
           | >> This is such an American thing that I find it hard to
           | respond to,
           | 
           | It is actually a thinly veiled
           | sociopath/psychopath/narcissist that has fully bought into
           | hyper-capitalism being the endgame of humanity thing.
        
       | vishalontheline wrote:
       | It's okay. Keep learning, searching, asking questions, trying to
       | find answers. Some questions are answered by starting a new
       | company. Others are answered by going on a vacation to Hawaii and
       | learning Physics in the jungle. Sometimes both. Sometimes
       | neither. The idle mind is the devil's playground. So, stay busy,
       | stay hungry, and keep searching.
        
       | OutOfHere wrote:
       | This now is your moment to improve the lives of other people in
       | scalable cost-efficient ways, in improving the human condition.
       | It may not be obvious how, but it will come to you if you try.
        
         | JansjoFromIkea wrote:
         | I am pretty sure he thought volunteering for the Department of
         | Government Efficiency was an attempt to do this
        
           | OutOfHere wrote:
           | And the point exactly is that one can often accomplish more
           | when one has more freedom in a lead capacity, as opposed to
           | being a random worker bee in a larger group. Things don't
           | have to be this way, but they often are.
        
       | wizzwizz4 wrote:
       | You've won the competition, and you've found it meaningless.
       | Maybe you could work on helping others do meaningful things with
       | _their_ lives, rather than being forced to grind and grind and
       | grind their lives away.
       | 
       | I don't suggest mere philanthropy, but structural change. (The
       | nature of which I will not attempt to dictate; after all,
       | identifying the _problem_ doesn 't mean I know a solution.)
        
       | oulipo wrote:
       | Understanding than being rich was never the answer, community and
       | sense of purpose is.
       | 
       | You can be a rich asshole.
       | 
       | And you can "just get by" but be the most loved grand-father the
       | earth has borne.
        
         | fuzztester wrote:
         | >asshole
         | 
         | https://www.cse.cuhk.edu.hk/~cslui/JOKE/leader.html
        
       | Frummy wrote:
       | Idk read "the monk who sold his ferrari" or something not that i
       | have (read book, or ferrari) Also
       | youtube.com/watch?v=GmJI6qIqURA&t=15m14s but for millionaire
       | equivalent instead of billionaire
       | 
       | e: advice comes in all shapes and forms. you want me to lie to
       | him? what would buddha do
        
       | xt00 wrote:
       | His attention span won't be enough to stick with physics for
       | longer than 4 weeks.. he should just apply his skills in building
       | companies to hire a couple of people to work on cool stuff that
       | he is excited about. A good approach is to find some smart grad
       | students at a local university who are in electrical engineering
       | probably since you have to know lots of physics to get there and
       | say "hey i have some money, want to build some cool prototypes?"
       | and the best part is you can just ask those grad students how all
       | this physics stuff works and they will happily tell you whatever
       | you want to know.
        
         | selimthegrim wrote:
         | What if the local university killed its electrical engineering
         | program after a hurricane?
        
       | stavros wrote:
       | Wealth only makes it hard to figure out what to do with your life
       | if you believe wealth is a goal.
       | 
       | Wealth is something that removes obstacles to figuring out what
       | to do with your life. If you had "being wealthy" as the goal
       | itself, no wonder you're now feeling aimless. Instead, you should
       | have been living your life, and now you'd think "great, now I can
       | continue doing what I've been doing, except I don't need to worry
       | about money".
       | 
       | Work shouldn't be your life. At most, work should be an
       | interesting thing you do for the challenge, and which you'd do
       | even if you weren't getting paid to.
        
       | desireco42 wrote:
       | Excellent! Find 5 people who need your help, advice and funds and
       | give them both, but slowly. You will enjoy it.
       | 
       | I almost wrote young people, but any will do, if they are
       | stuggling and are confused where you have clarity, you can be of
       | immense help.
       | 
       | Maybe getting back with that amazing girlfriend wouldn't be bad
       | idea, but that is beyond :) this post.
        
         | desireco42 wrote:
         | I hear that Coach Jake also can help a lot ;)
         | 
         | https://completionistacademy.com/meet_coach_jake
         | 
         | for real though
        
       | wizzwizz4 wrote:
       | You could make art, perhaps? Some people find that helps with
       | developing purpose beyond the immediate.
        
       | Trasmatta wrote:
       | > NPC coworkers
       | 
       | I very much dislike the trend of calling other people NPCs.
       | 
       | When you feel tempted to see someone else as an NPC, it might be
       | helpful to remember the concept of "sonder":
       | 
       | > _the realization that each random passerby is living a life as
       | vivid and complex as your own--populated with their own
       | ambitions, friends, routines, worries and inherited craziness--an
       | epic story that continues invisibly around you like an anthill
       | sprawling deep underground, with elaborate passageways to
       | thousands of other lives that you'll never know existed, in which
       | you might appear only once, as an extra sipping coffee in the
       | background, as a blur of traffic passing on the highway, as a
       | lighted window at dusk._
       | 
       | https://www.dictionaryofobscuresorrows.com/post/23536922667/...
        
         | gigatexal wrote:
         | Yeah. Red flag for sure. Therapy is this arm-chair doctor's
         | recommendation.
        
         | dang wrote:
         | I agree it's an unpleasant trend but please let's not cross
         | into personal attack ourselves.
         | 
         | https://news.ycombinator.com/newsguidelines.html
        
           | Trasmatta wrote:
           | Fair enough, I'll edit my comment to just call out my dislike
           | of the term without making it personal about the author.
           | 
           | (for anyone seeing this later, my comment above was
           | originally more of an attack on the author, which is what
           | dang was rightly calling out.)
        
           | drawkward wrote:
           | Then maybe take the whole post itself down?
        
             | dang wrote:
             | I don't see any need. The thread is ok on the whole.
             | 
             | On HN, the onus is on commenters not to react to the bits
             | they find most provocative. There's even a site guideline
             | about that: " _Please don 't pick the most provocative
             | thing in an article or post to complain about in the
             | thread. Find something interesting to respond to instead._"
             | - https://news.ycombinator.com/newsguidelines.html
        
               | drawkward wrote:
               | I am referring to the post itself, not the thread, where
               | the writer seems to be pretty sociopathic in his
               | dismissal of the inner lives of others as NPCs.
               | 
               |  _That_ is truly insulting.
        
       | cuku0078 wrote:
       | Perhaps you should consider exploring the path of religion or
       | spirituality. Faith has a way of providing inner peace and
       | grounding. As humans, we are inherently designed to seek meaning
       | through connection, building a family, and raising children.
       | Watching them grow can bring a profound sense of purpose and
       | fulfillment that no material success can replace. This might be
       | the key to rediscovering what truly matters in life.
        
         | angoragoats wrote:
         | > Faith has a way of providing inner peace and grounding.
         | 
         | The fact that people can believe things via "faith" that have
         | no empirical basis in reality scares me. It certainly doesn't
         | provide any inner peace or grounding to me.
        
           | marnett wrote:
           | Humans are animals. Spiritual animals.
           | 
           | As for faith, why do we all toil when, in godless philosophy,
           | everything we do is fundamentally meaningless? Why do you
           | persist? What is that reason, if not illogical faith in some
           | purpose. Read Camus.
        
             | angoragoats wrote:
             | > Humans are animals. Spiritual animals.
             | 
             | I have no idea what "spiritual" means in this context, so
             | until you can clearly define that, my position is: no,
             | we're just animals.
             | 
             | > As for faith, why do we all toil when, in godless
             | philosophy, everything we do is fundamentally meaningless?
             | Why do you persist? What is that reason, if not illogical
             | faith in some purpose. Read Camus.
             | 
             | I don't believe I (or anyone else) have any fundamental
             | purpose for existing. If you have evidence to the contrary,
             | please share.
        
               | coffeecantcode wrote:
               | "it is difficult to imagine how the human mind could
               | function without the conviction that there is something
               | irreducibly real in the world; and it is impossible to
               | imagine how consciousness could appear without conferring
               | a meaning on man's impulses and experiences.
               | Consciousness of a real and meaningful world is
               | intimately connected with the discovery of the sacred.
               | Through experience of the sacred, the human mind has
               | perceived the difference between what reveals itself as
               | being real, powerful, rich, and meaningful and what lacks
               | these qualities, that is, the chaotic and dangerous flux
               | of things, their fortuitous and senseless appearances and
               | disappearances"
               | 
               | Eliade, Mircea. The Quest: History and Meaning in
               | Religion. University of Chicago Press, 1984
               | 
               | Now, while Eliade's word is not final, I think it touches
               | on your question of what spiritual means in the context
               | of mankind. Being a spiritual animal means being an
               | animal embodied with consciousness, an animal that is
               | aware of its existence in both space AND time.
               | 
               | Eliade is a great read for a number of reasons but the
               | best reason is because he can be read from an atheistic
               | or religious perspective and his passages are no less
               | revelatory. If you want to believe that there is no
               | purpose to existing that is fine, I wouldn't recommend
               | it, but that is fine. But that doesn't take away from the
               | fact that consciousness transcends evolutionary necessity
               | and by that nature alone deserves serious and legitimate
               | thought and preservation.
        
               | angoragoats wrote:
               | This quotation appears to just replace the word
               | "spiritual" with "sacred," another word that I find to
               | have nebulous meaning. It contains a lot of words, but
               | appears to be saying vanishingly little of substance. Or
               | maybe it's just over my head.
               | 
               | > Being a spiritual animal means being an animal embodied
               | with consciousness, an animal that is aware of its
               | existence in both space AND time.
               | 
               | So, you're defining "spiritual" as "conscious." That's
               | fine, but why not say "conscious"? It's clearer that way.
               | 
               | Under this definition, I agree that we are spiritual
               | (conscious) animals.
               | 
               | But I'm willing to bet that the original poster I
               | responded to used the word "spiritual" in a different
               | sense than you do, which is a problem. When you both sort
               | out what you're actually saying, let me know!
               | 
               | Edit to add one more point:
               | 
               | > But that doesn't take away from the fact that
               | consciousness transcends evolutionary necessity
               | 
               | I think the phrase "evolutionary necessity" is
               | problematic on its own from a biological perspective, but
               | even if we ignore that, do you have any sources for this
               | claim?
        
               | coffeecantcode wrote:
               | I believe the original quotation used sacred because
               | "spiritual" implies spirit or soul, whereas all
               | ideologies do not align with that specifically. I could
               | be mistaken though.
               | 
               | I don't think it's over your head I just think it's
               | academic literary fluff from Eliade, but at its core it
               | breaks down that developing consciousness meant that we
               | also developed methods to conceptualize something that
               | was more real than reality itself. For example, numbers
               | do not "exist" in reality, but represent reality more
               | accurately than it represents itself most of the time.
               | That's why they're so useful.
               | 
               | There are truths that are abstracted out of reality, that
               | is a commonplace in human existence - sacred, spiritual,
               | divine, esoteric, whatever you want to call it, there is
               | an innate connection between humankind and something that
               | is beyond humankind (a sort of meta-reality) and that
               | relationship has aided our development since the dawn of
               | consciousness. Connecting that to any one religion would
               | be a fools errand but it does describe how our very being
               | is tied to something more than just the damned physical
               | world, more than just animalistic instinct. It's all
               | abstraction.
               | 
               | That is my interpretation anyway.
               | 
               | >So, you're defining "spiritual" as "conscious."
               | 
               | Good callout, I wasn't very specific. I think conscious
               | is the baseline reality, it makes being spiritual a
               | possibility. A prerequisite. Being spiritual would be the
               | willingness to use that consciousness to abstract
               | specifically on the human condition, and voluntarily
               | conclude that we ourselves have a part to play in
               | something that is more real than the reality in front of
               | us.
               | 
               | I can't speak for the original poster, but I am still
               | developing what I consider to be my spiritual knowledge,
               | and I don't foresee myself learning all there is to be
               | known any time soon. Still young in that regard.
               | 
               | Edit for your edit on transcending evolutionary
               | necessity: No sources, but let's say even if, for
               | example, the theory that consciousness emerged in early
               | hominids as a side effect of a brain that rapidly grew to
               | visually detect snakes[1], even in that scenario
               | consciousness is still the side effect. And that means
               | that a prerequisite to spiritual abstraction would be
               | just an evolutionary side effect.
               | 
               | We still do not understand the evolutionary emergence of
               | consciousness and why it appears to be so rare, so I'm
               | not going to act like I have the answers there. But
               | billions of years passed on earth before a human first
               | questioned their place in the universe, and to me that is
               | self-evidence of a lack of evolutionarily necessity. I
               | understand if that conclusion is not solid enough for
               | most though.
               | 
               | 1. https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC5081170/
        
               | angoragoats wrote:
               | Yeah, all of this gets a big fat [citation needed] from
               | me. I don't even know what a bunch of this stuff means.
               | "Conceptualize something more real than reality itself"
               | is nonsensical on its face, and you go on to describe
               | numbers, which are simply an abstraction we use out of
               | convenience, not anything that is "more real than reality
               | itself" as far as I'm aware.
               | 
               | I don't know what "beyond humankind" means in this
               | context, and I don't know what "our very being tied to
               | something more than the physical world" means.
               | 
               | Again, maybe it's just over my head, but can you clearly
               | explain what you mean by all of these things?
               | 
               | > Being spiritual would be the willingness to use that
               | consciousness to abstract specifically on the human
               | condition, and voluntarily conclude that we ourselves
               | have a part to play in something that is more real than
               | the reality in front of us.
               | 
               | And yeah, I'm definitely not in agreement with us being
               | "spiritual" under this definition, because the premise
               | that it's possible for something to be "more real than
               | the reality in front of us" doesn't make any sense to me.
        
               | coffeecantcode wrote:
               | I'm not sure what you would like in the way of citations.
               | Abstracting on its own operates outside of the physical
               | world, the world of ideas is different than the physical
               | world of events. You can choose to believe these are just
               | electrical signals in the brain, nothing more, and that
               | is the physical world, but my entire tangent here has
               | been that I don't believe that, and why.
               | 
               | Abstractions, at least ones that survive over long
               | periods of time, like the use of numbers, or like human
               | spirituality, tend to contain within them a large
               | collection of truths. Large collections of truths are
               | what I mean by a greater reality, because they are not
               | reality, they are abstracted ideas that are based on
               | reality, but serve a greater purpose.
               | 
               | Something being more real than the reality in front of us
               | is not a new idea, idealism was introduced by Plato 2,400
               | years ago suggesting that true reality lies in the world
               | of perfect ideas, otherwise put, a reality more real than
               | the physical world.
               | 
               | Like I said though, all of this is my interpretations of
               | readings and based on my own years of thought and
               | experience.
        
               | angoragoats wrote:
               | I'd caution against comparing an actual, useful-in-
               | everyday-life abstraction like numbers, with a vague
               | wishy-washy idea like "human spirituality."
               | 
               | I'm familiar with idealism and I definitely got the sense
               | that you were coming from that perspective. As you might
               | have guessed, I'm a naturalist, and probably also a
               | materialist, because I think naturalism most closely
               | comports with what we understand about how the universe
               | works. While idealism is interesting to read about, I
               | have yet to meet anyone that could provide evidence for
               | the fact that it is actually correct and naturalism is
               | wrong, so that's why I was asking. I'm personally not
               | that interested in philosophical concepts that have no
               | evidence or application in the real world.
               | 
               | I'm also not aware of evidence for any "truths" that are
               | themselves inherent to any abstractions we use as a
               | species. For example, I can write an equation like so:
               | 
               | x + 7 = 10
               | 
               | I can solve for X and find that it is 3, and verify that
               | my answer is correct by checking it against the original
               | equation. I can do all of that using the abstractions
               | we've developed and nothing more. But none of these
               | truths are actually inherent to the abstraction of
               | numbers; I could just have easily put seven apples in
               | front of me, and added apples to another pile until I
               | arrived at a total of 10 to find my answer.
               | 
               | Could you give me an example of an abstraction which
               | contains a truth that does not ultimately derive from the
               | material, as in the example above?
        
               | coffeecantcode wrote:
               | The comparison was risky, I'll give you that. I think
               | we've both already come to the conclusion that neither of
               | us is going to prove much to the other, as you've stated
               | our belief systems clash in multiple important ways. I
               | would argue that my idealistic and (more importantly but
               | not yet mentioned) my humanistic views of the world are
               | not wholly incompatible with naturalism, given you are
               | willing to give wide berth to aspects of natural forces
               | like consciousness and what we do with it, which you may
               | not be. On materialism, I don't think we'll get anywhere.
               | 
               | And to your apple example, I never implied that numbers
               | do not originate in the material world or are not derived
               | from there, only that their true utility is realized when
               | they have been abstracted over all the other types of
               | fruit, and animals, and crops, etc. What started as piles
               | of apples becomes something like one level of abstraction
               | higher than a pile of apples, it becomes 10. But you have
               | specifically said you have no interest in discussing
               | things of this nature so I'll stop. But I'm leaving this
               | paragraph because I took the time to write it.
               | 
               | Your request for an abstraction that does not derive from
               | the material is a bit of an impossible task isn't it? And
               | like I said I never claimed that these abstractions did
               | not originate in the material, just that over time they
               | accumulated related truths to become greater than the
               | material itself.
        
               | angoragoats wrote:
               | And to respond to your edit:
               | 
               | The study you cited doesn't appear to have anything to
               | say about the general appearance of consciousness, so I
               | don't think it's really relevant to our discussion here.
               | 
               | > We still do not understand the evolutionary emergence
               | of consciousness and why it appears to be so rare, so I'm
               | not going to act like I have the answers there.
               | 
               | Yes, I agree 100%. But because of this, I don't think
               | you're correct in claiming outright that consciousness
               | transcends evolutionary necessity (this is a positive
               | claim that requires evidence). It's OK to say we don't
               | know!
        
               | coffeecantcode wrote:
               | That example I gave of the emergence of consciousness
               | being a result of a growing brain was just an example and
               | not necessarily what I believe, but it was on based this
               | article from 2016:
               | 
               | https://arxiv.org/abs/1606.00821
               | 
               | Which really just breaks down consciousness potentially
               | being a byproduct of having a drastically higher number
               | of neurological connections than lesser developed animal
               | brains.
               | 
               | So combining the two, the growing brain, caused by an
               | increase in size of the visual cortex to detect snake
               | patterns, increased the number of neurological
               | connections and as a result the brain gradually became
               | consciously aware. That's just one theory that I used.
               | 
               | And I 100% agree it's okay to say that we don't know, we
               | don't. And I don't! But that won't stop me from thinking
               | about it like, a lot.
               | 
               | Edit: spelling
        
               | angoragoats wrote:
               | So do you agree with me that the statement "consciousness
               | transcends evolutionary necessity" is not necessarily
               | correct?
        
               | coffeecantcode wrote:
               | From that point yeah, "transcends evolutionary necessity"
               | like you said, is a positive claim.
               | 
               | More accurate to my intent would be "consciousness is
               | untethered by evolutionary necessity" maybe?
        
               | angoragoats wrote:
               | This is just changing your phrasing to say the same
               | thing. It's still a claim unsupported by evidence.
               | 
               | My contention is that the absolute most we can say about
               | the topic of the evolution of consciousness is "we don't
               | yet know how or why consciousness evolved."
        
               | coffeecantcode wrote:
               | And we're not in disagreement there, my grounds for
               | originally giving the example was only in the fact that
               | consciousness is a prerequisite for spirituality to
               | occur. I was really only saying that it is unique to
               | humans and allows for abstract thought on the human
               | condition.
               | 
               | I respect your contention but I think we're going in
               | circles over semantics now.
        
       | pixelatedindex wrote:
       | I don't get it... you can do whatever the hell you want now.
       | What's the problem? Surely you like do _something_?
       | 
       | And if you only want to do something for 4 weeks at a time then
       | do that. Where's the despair coming from?
       | 
       | Also, this person loves capitalism so much because it worked for
       | them. But then the way they say like it's the greatest gift ever
       | seems so out of touch.
        
         | bluGill wrote:
         | The problem is too many options and so he is stuck in analisys
         | parallaisys. He could spend all is time trolling my posts to
         | correct my spelling or start a company or ... so many options.
        
       | SoftTalker wrote:
       | Give your money away and force yourself to have to do some real
       | work again.
        
         | hyperific wrote:
         | New Game + Mode Unlocked!
        
         | Gualdrapo wrote:
         | If there's some rich person willing to give this idea a shot: I
         | can help by taking one of your many millions from you.
        
           | collingreen wrote:
           | I hope that works out for you lol
        
           | mouse_ wrote:
           | Seconded. Give this guy all your money!
        
         | acdw wrote:
         | seriously, study after study shows that just giving people
         | money is the most effective form of altruism. just give it
         | away. go to your city's homeless shelter and give money away.
         | write a check for your local school board. keep everything
         | anonymous. give it all away.
        
         | fargle wrote:
         | exactly. if too much money was a problem, there's a trivial
         | solution.
         | 
         | so i'm guessing the problem isn't really that bad, eh?
        
       | gigatexal wrote:
       | Seems like the author could do well to spend some of their
       | millions on a therapist?
        
       | reilly3000 wrote:
       | Work on affordable housing tech. There is a huge need for housing
       | at all levels, and I really believe the lower end could be
       | revolutionized by new materials and techniques, along with novel
       | approaches to land use. You could make a real meaningful
       | contribution and choose to make money or not along the way.
       | 
       | Or whatever you want really. I recently contemplated what I would
       | do if I won the lottery and arrived at that conclusion. Hopefully
       | you arrive at yours.
        
         | dvnguyen wrote:
         | I am interested in affordable housing. Is inefficient tech the
         | biggest contributor to housing cost?
        
           | daedrdev wrote:
           | Its definitely local regulations.
           | 
           | In SF for example, even after a housing project is approved,
           | it can be challenged at any point for any reason by the
           | community or politicians. Even projects that meet all
           | regulations can be rejected for any reason, usually that
           | vibes are bad. I think over half of SF is some kind of
           | historical district. Way too much is zoned for SFHs in the
           | city limits. etc.
           | 
           | It's little wonder why housing projects are so expensive in
           | cities that have such strong NIMBYs. Like is it so
           | unreasonable to ask for a bunch of 4 story single stair
           | apartment buildings to be allowed to even be legal?
        
           | shermantanktop wrote:
           | Of course not! Take the top N problems ordered by "impacted
           | due to inefficient tech" and the top N ordered by social
           | benefit. N has to be pretty large before anything interesting
           | starts showing up on both lists.
           | 
           | The problem is that making tech more efficient is rarely
           | anything more than a simple capital problem. So the real
           | question is - where is there social benefit but no money?
        
       | lbrito wrote:
       | Peak, peak HN.
       | 
       | "I am rich and yet find it to be unfulfilling and not the
       | ultimate goal of human existence"
       | 
       | and yet,
       | 
       | "I am a big fan of capitalism" and repeat wholesale its most
       | puerile, naive ideological propaganda mantras (see his about
       | page) which are meant to justify _exactly_ that.
       | 
       | Bud, seems like you have some more thinking to do if you think
       | those two positions are perfectly congruent.
        
         | ben_w wrote:
         | Given that this forum is the news/blog discussion forum
         | attached to a startup accelerator and VC fund, what I find
         | pleasantly remarkable -- and I mean this sincerely -- is how
         | open people here are to the idea that capitalism might possibly
         | not be perfect.
         | 
         | If I had not seen this forum for myself, and only read about it
         | second-hand, I would have assumed that most here would indeed
         | think they are "perfectly congruent" (which itself is a much
         | starker position than simply "being a fan").
        
           | riku_iki wrote:
           | > how open people here are to the idea that capitalism might
           | possibly not be perfect.
           | 
           | is this something very unique? I think it is popular
           | sentiment that capitalists corrupt society in many ways.
        
           | defrost wrote:
           | 'Capitalism' is a broad umbrella - the G20 countries are
           | capitalist to varying degrees with a variety of emphasis and
           | regulation.
           | 
           | 'American Capitalism' isn't a peak form for delivering life
           | expectancy, broad health outcomes, general happiness, and
           | other measures on global indexes.
        
         | missedthecue wrote:
         | I am a fan of capitalism because, as a former poor person, I
         | think it's the best system for poor people. Not because I think
         | it will eliminate the existential woes of the affluent.
        
         | trane_project wrote:
         | The company got nearly 2B of dollars in investment, was
         | acquired for half the price, and the founders somehow managed
         | to make a profit. No wonder he's a fan. Which other system
         | would allocate resources so effectively?
        
         | VirusNewbie wrote:
         | I'm far from rich, but my life is good and I love capitalism.
         | So, I'm feeling pretty congruent.
        
       | physicsgraph wrote:
       | Find something that other people would see as infeasible or
       | inaccessible and work on that. You are in a position of privilege
       | that can be used to advance well-being and knowledge.
       | 
       | Deciding whether to explore challenges solo versus as part of a
       | team is a crucial differentiator.
        
       | tiffanyh wrote:
       | The author co-founded Loom [0], which was acquired by Atlassian a
       | year ago ~$1B.
       | 
       | If the insights are correct, each cofounder netted ~$56M [1]
       | 
       | [0] https://vinay.sh
       | 
       | [1] https://www.cbinsights.com/research/loom-valuation-
       | investor-...
        
         | brcmthrowaway wrote:
         | 60M, enough to start another startup and do it all again
        
           | jgilias wrote:
           | And potentially lose it all and actually regain the purpose,
           | as you now need to grind again!
        
         | trane_project wrote:
         | Serious question, but how exactly does Atlassian hope to recoup
         | that billion dollars?
         | 
         | Loom is useful, but given that Atlassian's investors are
         | expecting a large return, do they really hope a screen recorder
         | to eventually add 2B+ dollars to their value? The AI features
         | will eventually be commoditized, so that can't act as a moat.
        
           | paulpauper wrote:
           | it's not just the screen recorder: it's also the large
           | userbase, the corporate connections, and the IP. if the stock
           | goes up a few percent that alone covers the purchase
        
           | mvdtnz wrote:
           | It will integrate with their other products and add value
           | through lock in. Same as all of their other acquisitions.
           | Atlassian is all about building an ecosystem so valuable you
           | don't even want to escape.
        
         | paulpauper wrote:
         | So after taxes, around $35 million? Still a lot
        
         | setheron wrote:
         | They had this as an internal product within Google. I liked it
         | as part of their lab 120 division. They ended up killing it :(
        
           | tiffanyh wrote:
           | Who is "they" in your comment?
           | 
           | Do you mean the Loom cofounders are ex-Googlers?
        
       | imgabe wrote:
       | See this is why people need to get married. If I have no idea
       | what to do, my wife will surely think of something.
        
         | vhiremath4 wrote:
         | This gave me a good laugh. Thanks for that :)
        
         | throwway120385 wrote:
         | Children are pretty good at providing you with purpose too if
         | you lose yours.
        
           | codegeek wrote:
           | SO true. I am having a midlife sort of crisis myself (lost as
           | a founder a bit) but my kids keep me going with a purpose.
           | When you have kids, you don't have the luxury of not doing
           | anything.
        
           | tayo42 wrote:
           | pyramid scheme of having a purpose
        
             | philosopher1234 wrote:
             | That's humanity for you
        
             | programmertote wrote:
             | A unique (and IMO, correct) way to put it.
             | 
             | I personally don't want to have a kid of my own blood. But
             | I want to adopt one or two and maybe foster a few IF I
             | become financially capable, which is probably a decade or
             | so away.
             | 
             | I do believe that having a kid of your own in this day and
             | age (esp. when you are working day job and depending on
             | that job for healthcare, housing, etc.) is unfair for the
             | kid who will join you in your life. Sure you'll love
             | him/her, but the reality is the kid will have to grind
             | (again, assuming that you are not a multi-millionaire) when
             | s/he reaches certain age. The best use of our resources,
             | when we accumulate a good amount of wealth to sustain
             | ourselves and have a bit more extra to spare, is to
             | adopt/foster or do something philanthropic entirely (so
             | many homeless, sick, hungry people that you can help).
        
               | RonaldDump wrote:
               | >don't want to have a kid of my own blood. But I want to
               | adopt
               | 
               | Can you elaborate? This is totally alien to me. It
               | basically defeats the point. There must be some monstrous
               | self-loathing involved?
        
               | vermilingua wrote:
               | It's not necessarily self-loathing to accept that you
               | have genes you don't want to pass on, but still want to
               | have a child.
        
               | lazyasciiart wrote:
               | "The point" for me would not be spreading my genes. It
               | would be to spread my parenting and resources.
               | 
               | Possibly an easier idea for me because several of my many
               | siblings already have multiple children that could be
               | swapped in to my childhood photos without anyone
               | noticing. My genes are pretty well established.
        
             | elevatedastalt wrote:
             | No, the act of raising a kid itself gives people purpose,
             | so it's not a pyramid scheme by any means, but let's not
             | let facts come in the way of a zinger of a one-liner I
             | guess?
        
               | tayo42 wrote:
               | What do your kids do then when they start looking for
               | their purpose in life? Have more kids? Lol Your coming in
               | aggressive though
        
               | elevatedastalt wrote:
               | They will be independent humans who can choose the find
               | it the way they want, including by having kids of their
               | own if that works for them.
        
               | jascha_eng wrote:
               | NGL, still sounds like a pyramid scheme to me. I mean I
               | like kids and I might have kids in the future. But I'd
               | rather have purpose and joy and share that with future
               | generations and keep it alive. I wanna be proud of
               | humanity and what we are accomplishing and progressing
               | into, not fix my own misery by bringing someone else into
               | a world to distract me from existential dread.
        
               | nice_byte wrote:
               | it is, just like everything else, a manufactured purpose
               | used to paper over the normal state of existential dread.
               | just happens to be the one that most people default on.
        
               | khazhoux wrote:
               | It was a humor-joke.
        
               | keybored wrote:
               | It is perhaps a pyramid scheme if you look at it in a
               | certain way. Which doesn't mean it is bad (unless you are
               | anti-natalist). It's just funny that it can be
               | conceptualized like that.
               | 
               | You spend 20-40 years trying various things, living for
               | yourself, finding nothing that sticks. Apparently being
               | an idiot, but you're just inexperienced. There's some
               | hole in your life. Then you have kids. Aha! It makes
               | sense. Living for others! This is it! The irony being
               | that now those people-you-live-for have to go through the
               | same process, where 1/3 to half their life they spend in
               | that apparently meaningless phase where they haven't
               | found their purpose yet.
               | 
               | This is totally void if you are the kind of person who
               | cruised by and was happy without children but then the
               | transition to having children made total sense as well.
        
             | nice_byte wrote:
             | you're getting downvoted, but know that you are correct.
        
           | khazhoux wrote:
           | It was only when I had kids that I understood what this
           | means.
           | 
           | My children are not "my purpose." I mean, that would be a
           | lovely sentiment, but it's not the actual truth.
           | 
           | But having kids (and being a hopefully-good father), means
           | that no matter what else sucks at work, all the projects that
           | didn't land, my boss's daily kicks to the crotch, and every
           | multi-million job opportunity I stupidly turned down... I did
           | right with those kids. If I had made any different choice in
           | life --no matter how tiny-- those wonderful kids would not
           | exist. And that satisfies my sense of Purpose.
        
           | aidenn0 wrote:
           | YMMV; this is not universally true.
        
             | throwway120385 wrote:
             | In my experience, nothing is universally true.
        
               | aidenn0 wrote:
               | Judging by the number of single-parents in the US, it's
               | very far from universally true.
        
           | mattlondon wrote:
           | There is "Purpose" and "purpose".
           | 
           | One is some grandiose ill-defined thing. The other is
           | housework.
           | 
           | I am certainly in the housework side right now with two kids
           | under 5.
           | 
           | I am a dad, but I still derive quite a lot of identity from
           | what I do for work. If anything, now that I am meeting more
           | parents from nursery & school etc it feels it is almost
           | _more_ important for me now to be able to implicitly assert
           | status through my work /wealth/house-in-desireable-
           | location/car/etc than it was before kids.
           | 
           | I assumed those sort of feelings would dissolve with kids
           | ("Purpose") but if anything the kids have magnified them.
           | Potentially I am just a shallow prick, but I wonder if it is
           | a "provider instinct" thing or perhaps just mini dopamine
           | hits from feeling like I've got something desirable and
           | meeting these other parents just reasserts that over and
           | over.
        
             | el_benhameen wrote:
             | "Two kids under five" is a tough stage, though (I can't
             | believe I've reached the point where I can say that
             | retrospectively). Things come into focus a little more once
             | your longest conversations with them aren't about why they
             | actually do need to wear shoes to school. You get hit with
             | those moments where you realize the long term impact you're
             | having on their personalities and worldviews, and what an
             | awesome responsibility that is.
             | 
             | Not totally unlike--and I get that this is peak hn, but
             | since we're talking work--building something and then
             | seeing it run in the real world and having to live with
             | your design decisions over the long term, etc etc etc.
        
               | jdsleppy wrote:
               | Thank you for this, I'm glad to hear you acknowledge that
               | having kids isn't a constant philosophical bliss. I have
               | two under 5 as well and don't relate to the dozens of
               | comments gushing about their kids, wanting to spend more
               | time with them. A few hours a day with my 4 year old is
               | plenty (and most days, too much).
        
         | blitzar wrote:
         | You can start by taking out the trash, and if you are going to
         | sit on your arse all day tomorrow then here is a list of stuff
         | that needs doing around the house.
        
         | aprdm wrote:
         | Lol isn't that the truth, or my son !
        
       | timfsu wrote:
       | I appreciate the author's openness in sharing their experience -
       | it's really worthwhile to share experiences where money isn't
       | everything, and that it can be a poor generator of meaning.
       | 
       | Speaking of meaning, I think it's a task for everyone to find
       | their life's calling - something you're uniquely suited to do.
       | Sometimes that pays the bills and sometimes it doesn't. I'm a bit
       | surprised that "start another saas company" wasn't really on the
       | list for Vinay, but there's probably a good reason for that. For
       | me, I found that starting a family completely changed my life, as
       | well as helping me appreciate more the family I already had - but
       | I suppose that's not something that lasts forever either. Good
       | luck to the author.
        
       | attentionmech wrote:
       | "Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After
       | enlightenment, chop wood, carry water"
       | 
       | You do what you were enjoying before, just now you don't need to
       | get paid in money for it. May be you will get paid in fame, noble
       | prize, smiles of people whose life you impact etc. The money you
       | have can't buy those directly but only when you put effort.
        
         | iterance wrote:
         | A bit funny to quote "chop wood, carry water." In this context
         | "enlightenment" must be taken to mean "earning a shitload of
         | money."
        
           | attentionmech wrote:
           | The author got "enburdened with a shitload of money"
        
             | simondanerd wrote:
             | I would hate to have that problem.
             | 
             | Probably, maybe, actually it would drive me crazy and
             | bored. But I could find ways to use it.
        
               | attentionmech wrote:
               | A problem is only a problem if you don't want it.
        
           | relaxing wrote:
           | The enlightenment is that money doesn't buy happiness.
        
             | attentionmech wrote:
             | It's commutative. Happiness also doesn't buy money.
        
         | keybored wrote:
         | "Before becoming rich, do the corporate grind. After becoming
         | rich, do the corporate grind."
         | 
         | I don't know man.
        
           | Arete314159 wrote:
           | Thank you, you just said what I was trying to say in 2% of
           | the words.
        
       | eightysixfour wrote:
       | I honestly cannot imagine living with these thought patterns, it
       | truly sounds like hell to me. You don't need to do hard things or
       | overcome adversity every day to have purpose and find life
       | fulfilling, it is an Infinite Game (read the book), not a Finite
       | one.
       | 
       | If you are reading the comments, IMO these giant grand gestures
       | to find some spark of insight (climbing mountains, moving to
       | Hawaii, etc.) aren't going to accomplish what you want. Ground
       | yourself - go volunteer at a homeless shelter. Get a hobby that
       | is social that you have no innate skill for, don't tell anyone
       | about your money, make some friends while learning a low-pressure
       | skill. Don't do anything until after the first day you didn't
       | worry about what you were going to do. Recover from your burnout.
        
         | papaver wrote:
         | this.
        
         | cocothem wrote:
         | same experience will give different teachings to different
         | people. for you going to a homeless shelter may help you
         | appreciate life more, see that you can make a change in others
         | by helping them etc. for someone wired differently - it may be
         | a yucky experience with smelly people. so ymmv
        
           | eightysixfour wrote:
           | It is a yucky experience with smelly people. It isn't
           | supposed to make you feel all warm and fuzzy.
        
             | advael wrote:
             | It's weird to me how often people come away from
             | interacting with the poor with a reaction that would seem
             | overly stilted and unfair if it was put in a cartoon
        
       | ben_w wrote:
       | > To push myself to be completely (and awkwardly) vulnerable to a
       | blob of nameless strangers over the internet.
       | 
       | This tone speaks to me, even if I have no desire to present
       | myself in such a way. :)
       | 
       | > The immediate 2 weeks after leaving an intense 10-year journey,
       | I did what any healthy person does and met with over 70 investors
       | and founders in robotics. I had been learning about robotics for
       | quite some time and was positive I wanted to throw myself into
       | giving computers arms and legs.
       | 
       | FWIW, I see this a lot from normal-money people when they leave
       | companies, even with shorter journeys. I've been that person, in
       | more ways than one.
       | 
       | I also don't know what I should do with myself, but have
       | considered doing an extra physics degree. Unlike you, my
       | financial situation is currently only on the border of FIRE (and
       | I've always been a low spender) and therefore not secure enough
       | to actually drop off the labour market and into the second degree
       | on a whim.
       | 
       | Not being American, the combination of you cringing about Musk
       | and also finding the DOGE mission to be important is...
       | surprising.
       | 
       | Regardless, good luck figuring yourself out.
        
       | fuzztester wrote:
       | Was there an occult(ation)-like timeshift that I missed hearing
       | about, which somehow made today April 1st?
       | 
       | Or is this a test ChatGPT or other LLM post to see if _H_ GI
       | exists, considering the comments that seem to be taking the OP
       | seriously?
       | 
       | H for Human. As in Human General Intelligence, as opposed to AGI.
       | 
       | Or is the OP just an Elon-level narcissist and/or a huge startup
       | koolaid alcoholic?
       | 
       | Genuinely can't tell.
       | 
       | Emperor mumble clothes.
       | 
       | https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Emperor's_New_Clothes
        
         | throw5959 wrote:
         | It's a real guy and the story is real too. Good programmers
         | aren't always great philosophers...
        
           | fuzztester wrote:
           | yes I knew that, because I took the trouble to read his about
           | page and some part of the article before I commented. and i
           | have some judgement and radar, you know.
           | 
           | the article has nothing to do with philosophy. it is just
           | about common sense, which as voltaire said, is not very
           | common.
        
             | throw5959 wrote:
             | It has nothing to do with common sense.
        
               | fuzztester wrote:
               | See my last sentence above.
               | 
               | "not very common"
        
       | lisper wrote:
       | The hardest part of getting what you want is figuring out what it
       | is.
        
         | gosub100 wrote:
         | Be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it.
        
           | haunter wrote:
           | I wish!
        
         | MrMcCall wrote:
         | Denzel Washington's movie (he's the EP) The Equalizer says:
         | The two most important days are        the day you're born, and
         | the day you find out why.
         | 
         | We're here to be happy because of the happiness we've created
         | for others.
         | 
         | Most people have other far less important yet far more
         | deleterious desires.
         | 
         | As with all things human, the choice of path is ours alone, and
         | we alone bear the fruits of our chosen journey while we tread
         | it still.
        
       | davidw wrote:
       | "Buy more bicycles", duh.
       | 
       | That, and find some ways to leave the world better than you found
       | it.
        
       | RonaldDump wrote:
       | I find it a little unsatisfying when people write these things
       | without telling me roughly what they're worth. "Rich" can vary
       | wildly depending who you ask.
       | 
       | edit: according to another's comment referencing a $56m payout,
       | it now occurs to me that his confusing mention of a $60m figure
       | may have been exactly that
        
         | coldtea wrote:
         | > _I find it a little unsatisfying when people write these
         | things without telling me roughly what they 're worth. "Rich"
         | can vary wildly depending who you ask._
         | 
         | As long as they don't need to work for a living ever again, and
         | they'd still have a house, health coverage, food on the table,
         | vacations at will, new clothes, new cars every few years, money
         | for their kids and their kid's college, and diversified enough
         | for covering whatever market issue, that's rich enough -
         | doesn't matter if it's $20 million or $1 billion for the
         | purposes of "I'm bored with no purpose" the author is getting
         | at.
        
         | alistairSH wrote:
         | Yeah, to most of the world, I'm rich. To a significant portion
         | of other Americans, I'm rich. Yet, my lifestyle is wholly
         | dependent on working for somebody else. No work, no house, no
         | car, no medical care, no fun.
         | 
         | "I'm so rich I'm lost" - worst humblebrag ever. Get a
         | therapist. Or go for a long walk in the woods. Sheesh.
        
       | mads wrote:
       | Thats some top 1% shit
        
         | chgs wrote:
         | Yet his heroes make more per hour than this insanely rich
         | person made in his entire career.
        
         | suzzer99 wrote:
         | From my limited experience, this is the standard Silicon Valley
         | mindset.
        
       | defrost wrote:
       | Mike Cannon-Brookes is pursuing Suncable and other energy
       | projects for the future, he's partnered for periods with non
       | software billionaires from the hard resources world (eg: Andrew
       | Forrest) ... there's no shortage of big projects that take big
       | commitments .. even while ensuring you still "never need to work
       | again" (ie. don't push _all_ the chips in).
        
       | bitwize wrote:
       | I think your problem is shared by a lot of rich people. I think a
       | lot of them have no idea what to do with their lives.
       | 
       | Wealth is like a clicker game. As you work you earn money, like
       | clicking the cookie to earn more cookies. Once you have enough
       | surplus cookies, you can put them to work earning more cookies,
       | and then put THOSE to work earning even more cookies, and so on.
       | Eventually you're well beyond the point where clicking the cookie
       | makes any damn sense, but you're still in the game, seeing how
       | fast you can accumulate cookies and seeing how far you can go,
       | just for the sake of seeing it.
       | 
       | Welcome to the life of the super rich. That's what investors do
       | -- spend their time looking for ways to spend their money that
       | will make them even more money, just to see how rich they can get
       | and how fast they can get there.
       | 
       | If that doesn't sound like a fulfilling life, think of something
       | challenging and beneficial you can do. Start a biotech startup.
       | Look for ways to clean up oil spills. Invent a new battery. Build
       | a toy for your kids with Arduino. You're smart, and in a position
       | to do things many smart people can only dream of. Take advantage
       | of it.
        
       | confidantlake wrote:
       | This has to be parody.
        
         | dmvdoug wrote:
         | Push past this thought. Take the final step you know awaits
         | your reaction. It's not parody. There are, honest-to-God,
         | people like this aplenty in our world. Behold, we, as they, are
         | borne back:
         | 
         |  _"Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that
         | year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that 's
         | no matter---tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms
         | farther ... And one fine morning--- So we beat on, boats
         | against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past."_
        
       | dmvdoug wrote:
       | I am really, really eager and excited to see the result when
       | these DOGE-istas cook up whatever insanely "rational" schemes
       | they imagine will make government not completely "dysfunctional"
       | roll them out to the people they actually need to implement them
       | (i.e., Congress).
       | 
       | Surprise! Politicians only claim to care about budget and
       | spending matters when the opposite party is in control.
       | 
       | But I think most of us aren't so naive as not to realize DOGE is
       | just and only another way to troll Democrats, not actually a
       | serious way to tackle our fiscal and budgetary problems. The past
       | n Comptrollers of the United States have been banging away on
       | that policy drum for as long as I've been paying attention to
       | politics (beginning ca. 2000). Nobody cares. They write nice
       | reports though.
        
         | throwaway314155 wrote:
         | [ignoreme]
        
           | dmvdoug wrote:
           | Just curious: did you actually read the whole post?
           | 
           |  _When I got back home and regaled my friends with my
           | mountain stories, one of my friends joked that I should work
           | for Elon and Vivek at DOGE and help America get off its
           | current crash to defaulting on its own debt. So I reached out
           | to some people and got in. After 8 calls with people who all
           | talked fast and sounded very autistic smart, I was added to a
           | number of Signal groups and immediately put to work.
           | 
           | Working for DOGE for 4 weeks, remembering the power of
           | urgency
           | 
           | Within 2 minutes of talking to the final interviewer for
           | DOGE, he asked me if I wanted to join. I said "yes". Then he
           | said "cool" and I was in multiple Signal groups. I was
           | immediately acquainted with the software, HR, and legal teams
           | and went from 0 to 100 taking meetings and getting shit done.
           | This was the day before Thanksgiving.
           | 
           | The next 4 weeks of my life consisted of 100s of calls
           | recruiting the smartest people I've ever talked to, working
           | on various projects I'm definitely not able to talk about,
           | and learning how completely dysfunctional the government was.
           | It was a blast.
           | 
           | I learned about the power of urgency and having an undeniable
           | mission. Not by reading it somewhere. By experiencing it. I
           | came to realize how laughable my robotics stint had been in
           | comparison. And I started to realize that, although the
           | mission of DOGE is extremely important, it wasn't the most
           | important thing I needed to focus on with urgency for myself.
           | I needed to get back to ambiguity, focus on my insecurities,
           | and be ok with that for a while. DOGE wasn't going to fix
           | that._
        
             | throwaway314155 wrote:
             | Full disclosure: no I didn't. Sorry about that.
             | 
             | Having read that portion, this guy seems like a poster-boy
             | for the blind ignorance of the ultra wealthy.
        
               | dmvdoug wrote:
               | Yes, that's why that section stood out so strongly to me,
               | in contrast with the general frost of responses in this
               | thread before I posted, which was, "Oh, you poor dear."
               | Peak HN in some ways I guess. :)
        
         | suzzer99 wrote:
         | But they're all super duper smart! Surely it can't take more
         | than a month or two to solve govt waste with that kind of
         | brainpower.
        
           | VectorLock wrote:
           | "We cut cancer research and will replace all government
           | vehicles with Teslas. Ez!"
        
         | tokioyoyo wrote:
         | Agreed, but you have to look at this from "government and
         | elites realized that we're screwed, and need to just do
         | whatever possible to see what sticks" perspective. This time
         | banging the drums actually might matter because a competitor
         | (China) has caught up in most of industries and playing the
         | "win at all costs" mode. I have no idea how US is going dig
         | itself out of this situation as there's no cultural,
         | economical, nor political alignment.
         | 
         | There is a genuine belief in some people that if you just put a
         | few thousand smart people into work, they'll have a solution.
         | But what is lacking, I think, is boots on the ground employees
         | for numerous amount of industries. They're thinking of a
         | financially engineered solution, but there's no appetite to pay
         | or maintain an industrial workforce.
        
           | dmvdoug wrote:
           | There is also no financially engineered solution possible
           | when one of the groups has final say on whether anything
           | changes and if it does, what exactly--at least when that
           | group gains from the status quo. Cut _x_ number of federal
           | programs? You've now also directly reduced the amount of
           | money flowing into _y_ number of Congresspeople, and the
           | number of districts in which that reduction doesn't also make
           | reelection more (marginally) troublesome is asymptomatic to
           | 0.
        
             | tokioyoyo wrote:
             | It's hope and prayers kinda season, maybe bunch of people
             | will figure out something. I have no clue what they can do,
             | but I'm not a smart person with 6496493 IQ.
        
           | kayewiggin wrote:
           | > a competitor (China) has caught up in most of industries
           | 
           | stop spreading misinformation. go look at largest companies
           | by market cap in the world https://companiesmarketcap.com/
           | and you'll see US domination while China has a few handful of
           | companies, mostly banks.
           | 
           | > government and elites realized that we're screwed
           | 
           | That's more like China. That's why 15k rich chinese are
           | fleeing the country in 2024
           | https://www.forbes.com/sites/miltonezrati/2024/07/03/high-
           | ne..., the most of any country in the world. US isn't the one
           | where the stock market and real estate has collapsed.
        
             | tokioyoyo wrote:
             | All those things you said are objectively true. But it's
             | literally US government who is up in the arms right now
             | screaming left and right how "we have to win against
             | China". Not taking China as a serious competitor is just
             | weird nowadays. Take most of top industries, and you can
             | find its equivalent in China serving the same amount of
             | people.
        
         | Niksko wrote:
         | My guess at what it will look like:
         | 
         | * Ruthless budget cutting. Import social programs that (purely
         | by coincidence) don't alight with the far right's ideology will
         | be cut because e.g. only 1% of the population uses them,
         | ignoring that 1% of the population is still 3 million odd
         | people.
         | 
         | * Lots of brain drain. There are good people in government. I
         | suspect the good ones won't much enjoy being told that they're
         | morons who are wasting everyone's money. The actual morons
         | won't care much, and the people doling out the firings won't be
         | around long enough to figure who is who.
         | 
         | * Some low hanging fruit that requires a dictatorship and wide-
         | ranging mandate to achieve. There's definitely inefficiency in
         | government that can be solved by pointing everyone in the same
         | direction and telling them their jobs are on the line. But not
         | that much. I'm sure much fanfare will be made of what is solved
         | though.
         | 
         | * Lots of corruption, cronyism and people under-qualified for
         | their roles but over-estimating their abilities. This is a
         | playbook we've seen from Trump and from Elon "I looked at
         | Twitter's code for 5 seconds and instantly made 100x
         | improvements' Musk. Thankfully, government projects span years
         | or decades, so the effects of these terrible contracts and
         | inexperienced leaders will be felt for years to come.
        
       | cj wrote:
       | I don't think his problem is money.
       | 
       | I think his problem is his identity (founder of Loom) suddenly
       | disappeared.
       | 
       | Now he needs to develop a new identity.
       | 
       | This is especially difficult for single founders without kids (in
       | the sense that people with spouse/kids already derive much of
       | their identity from those 2 things).
       | 
       | Selling a company isn't all that different from going through a
       | divorce (in the sense that your identity needs to be completely
       | rebuilt from scratch)
        
         | bumby wrote:
         | William Storr writes about this. His stance is humans are hard
         | wired for status within their social group. The problem is when
         | all your status eggs in one basket and it disappears, it's not
         | good for your mental health. He advocates for having your
         | identity spread across many different pursuits and disparate
         | social groups, although he admits he's not very good at doing
         | that himself.
        
           | philosopher1234 wrote:
           | Hard to take such general advice seriously from someone who
           | apparently doesn't practice it. In fact, it seems mistaken to
           | do so.
        
             | bdangubic wrote:
             | _do as I say not as I do_ is core of all parenting... :)
        
             | fsckboy wrote:
             | if the first person to notice a correlation between
             | alcoholism and cirrhosis was an alcoholic, you'd dismiss
             | what he said out of hand and keep drinking?
        
           | cal85 wrote:
           | In what book? Searched but can't find anything that sounds
           | like this.
        
             | WorkerBee28474 wrote:
             | My guess is The Status Game by Will Storr.
        
               | bumby wrote:
               | That's correct, thanks for clarifying.
        
           | heresie-dabord wrote:
           | > humans hard wired for status within their social group.
           | 
           | Not always "status". Humans benefit from cooperative
           | behaviour but may have many reasons for joining and adhering
           | or leaving.
           | 
           | Having varied interests means different networks. The
           | important point is to see meaning and value. This is where
           | ostracism and rejection can be most painful.
        
             | bumby wrote:
             | To put a finer point on it, Storr's thesis is there are
             | three main domains that humans try to achieve status:
             | dominance, competence, and virtue. Same end goal, but
             | different means to get esteem. Put differently, people
             | ultimately need to feel valued by their tribe.
        
               | heresie-dabord wrote:
               | Thanks for clarifying. There must be more subtlety in the
               | "end goal" of membership.
               | 
               | > people ultimately need to feel valued by their tribe
               | 
               | To the extent that people want to remain in a group
               | ("tribe"), I agree.
               | 
               | But this holds only when people feel that they _gain
               | value from_ the group (or tribe). For some members, the
               | sense of _gain_ may be conspicuous prestige, but for
               | other members it may be a humble gain or an unnoticed
               | (inconspicuous) gain.
               | 
               | The quieter members (in O.P.'s narcissistic terminology,
               | the "NPCs" in his company) may have insights that
               | completely escape the O.P. and other prestige-seekers.
        
           | purplethinking wrote:
           | I took 1.5 years off to work on an open source project (also
           | because I was struggling with health issues), and the hardest
           | thing was describing what you're doing to other people. I
           | thought I was "above" social status, that it wouldn't affect
           | me, but it did. I was essentially unemployed, that's how it
           | felt at least. It's so much easier just saying "I do X for a
           | living, I work at company Y". It means some company thinks
           | you're good enough to pay good money for.
        
             | mywittyname wrote:
             | Keep it simple, then pivot. Most people don't care that
             | much about what you do unless they're in your same industry
             | (in which case, they'd empathize).
             | 
             | > What do you do?
             | 
             | Write software.
             | 
             | > Oh yeah, for who?
             | 
             | $GitProjectName
             | 
             | > What do they do?
             | 
             | It's a project that <short explanation>.
             | 
             | But enough about me, <pivot to different topic | shift
             | focus to the other person>
        
               | tobyjsullivan wrote:
               | Thoughtful approach in theory but, in practice, I've
               | found people can be very intentional about trying to
               | measure your value to the tribe (i.e., it's not only
               | something we measure for ourselves). If the initial
               | answers don't provide enough data, people will very often
               | dig in.
               | 
               | > Oh yeah, for who?
               | 
               | $GitProjectName
               | 
               | > Oh, I'm not familiar. How big is that company?
               | 
               | It's an independent project, I'm just getting it off the
               | ground.
               | 
               | > Do you have any customers?
               | 
               | ... and so on.
               | 
               | Yes, it's easiest to change the subject but that also
               | becomes an obvious signal. Repeating this dance a few
               | times is enough to dampen one's sense of self worth.
               | 
               | I don't necessarily think this value-measuring is
               | conscious or necessarily reflective of the person's
               | character. It felt more like it's simply the habitual
               | conversational pattern for a lot of people - we've been
               | trained to quickly assess if someone is "like us" (based
               | on very shallow criteria and heuristics).
        
               | purplethinking wrote:
               | There's also a difference between saying you work at
               | $FAMOUSCOMPANY and knowing it's true, it gives you a kind
               | of confidence that you don't have if you say "I'm the CEO
               | of my own startup" or something like that. I think
               | actually "I retired early, working on some of my own
               | projects" might work, but all sorts of problems creep up
               | when money is involved like that, especially with family.
        
         | iknownthing wrote:
         | Is this not the same problem everyone faces when they retire?
        
           | driverdan wrote:
           | No, only people who define their lives by their job. Most
           | people have a life outside of work.
        
             | philosopher1234 wrote:
             | The vast majority of men develop depression at retirement.
             | So you can say this with scorn if it pleases you, but the
             | group you're talking about is massive and doesn't deserve
             | this derision.
        
               | johngossman wrote:
               | 1 in 3 according to the best data available.
               | 
               | And when you consider that most people retire late in
               | life when they are likely to face health issues, start
               | losing family and friends, and that most people don't
               | retire rich...
        
               | jandrese wrote:
               | I think it is more that people who were married to their
               | job find themselves suddenly divorced.
               | 
               | Without other activities to give them a reason to get up
               | in the morning it is easy to fall into depression. There
               | was even a movie that explores this situation: _About
               | Schmidt_.
        
               | jerojero wrote:
               | There could be a lot of factors involved in this.
               | 
               | Retirement might be, in a way, a clear point in life when
               | you get to actually think about your own mortality and
               | life coming to an end in the next few decades. That alone
               | could have a major impact in people developing depression
               | at retirement.
               | 
               | What the poster says might still be true, people are
               | being defined by their work and when that's over there's
               | a huge gap they don't know how to fill. This might very
               | well be a criticism on the role of work in society.
               | 
               | Ultimately though, you're right, there's no need to
               | insult people when thinking critically about this issue.
        
               | mcmcmc wrote:
               | This is straight up false, you are wildly
               | overexaggerating with zero evidence to back it up.
               | 
               | Incidence of depression in retirement age populations are
               | around 6 - 8%, and the correlation between retirement and
               | depression is _more_ pronounced in women.
               | 
               | There's no need to make false claims about a real
               | disorder just so you can feel persecuted as a man
               | 
               | https://www.ajgponline.org/article/S1064-7481(23)00424-4/
               | abs...
        
               | philosopher1234 wrote:
               | My inaccuracy not withstanding, you supply the data to
               | prove my point, that it is common for men to experience
               | depression in retirement. And my suggestion that they
               | should be considered seems just as true.
               | 
               | Your suggestion about my motives makes no sense, I made
               | no comparison to women. It sounds like that may have
               | something to do with you, not me.
               | 
               | Perhaps ask yourself: why does a suggestion that these
               | men deserve some sympathy or at least consideration
               | provoke you into harshly criticizing me?
        
               | friendlyasparag wrote:
               | To be fair you are the first person in this thread to
               | bring up gender, as if women don't also feel depression
               | in retirement, and indeed at higher rates. Why would you
               | only mention men?
        
               | philosopher1234 wrote:
               | Ya, that was an error. I was thinking of myself, perhaps.
        
               | bazmattaz wrote:
               | If there is evidence my guess is that it's likely due to
               | the previous generation's attitude towards work. My guess
               | is that the previous generation (like my parents and
               | their parents before them) lived to work, it was their
               | whole identity, thus when they retired they had no idea
               | what to do with themselves (like the Loom founder) and
               | depression was common.
               | 
               | There has been a shift over the last decade or two likely
               | in millennials who just work to live. They look forward
               | to not working and living a life full of hobbies and
               | social activities.
        
             | tobyhinloopen wrote:
             | We're supposed to have a life outside work? Oh shit
        
         | paulpauper wrote:
         | It says on wiki:
         | 
         |  _In 2022, according to Forbes, the firm was valued at $1.5
         | billion, having secured $200 million in funding from venture
         | funds such as Sequoia Capital, Andreessen Horowitz, ICONIQ,
         | Coatue, and Kleiner Perkins.[1][2] It is remote, but is
         | headquartered in San Francisco, California, with an office in
         | New York._
         | 
         | Why would such a seemingly simple product need so much money?
         | It seems like the business was already done. Web video
         | recording or facetime has been around a long time, but somehow
         | this company carved a niche in a crowded market.
        
           | voidhorse wrote:
           | They slapped the word AI on it and took advantage of
           | temporary market conditions (wfh due to covid and AI hype),
           | nothing more, nothing less. Unless I'm missing something,
           | there is nothing special about this product and probably no
           | one will remember it in ~15 years time.
           | 
           | Meanwhile OP seems to think he should have expected the same
           | sense of fulfillment one might get from an actually
           | meaningful contribution to human society, for some reason.
        
             | sfblah wrote:
             | Very very well said. OP's vapid writing kind of tells the
             | tale.
        
             | redlock wrote:
             | What does loom have anything to do with AI? It is a nifty
             | way to share video recordings easily and quickly. In that
             | they did a great job
        
               | msanlop wrote:
               | >One video is worth a thousand words
               | 
               | >Easily record and share AI-powered video messages with
               | your teammates and customers to supercharge productivity
               | 
               | This is the first thing you see when visiting the
               | website. Ctrl+F finds "AI" 10 times in the page. Like the
               | other commenter said, it probably has nothing to do with
               | AI, but this is what sells at the moment
        
         | nooneevencares wrote:
         | Probably needs to develop a soul first.
         | 
         | NPCs don't actually exist outside of video games, those are
         | real human beings.
         | 
         | Not sure what to do with all that wealth? Try asking one of
         | those NPCs... spend a day with each one of them, learn what
         | being human actually is
        
           | voidhorse wrote:
           | Yep. I don't understand why the technological community
           | accepts essentially sociopathic tendencies as long as your
           | idea (regardless of what that idea is) is rewarded by the
           | capital system. It's pathetic.
        
             | thfuran wrote:
             | It's not pathetic, it's destructive and evil.
        
           | nateburke wrote:
           | Yes. Thinking of others as NPCs has its own way of turning
           | ones self into an NPC.
           | 
           | cf. Mean Girls
        
           | mcmcmc wrote:
           | Calling people NPCs is one of my biggest pet peeves and a
           | dead giveaway that someone is a soulless narcissist. It is
           | dehumanizing in the extreme, the same way Nazis characterized
           | Jews as rats in propaganda. When people say eat the rich...
           | this is who they mean
        
             | ddq wrote:
             | >a dead giveaway that someone is a soulless narcissist
             | 
             | You're engaging in the exact same behavior, are you not?
             | NPC and soulless are the same fundamental concept, that
             | there is a certain threshold of humanity people can fall
             | below to be considered lesser. They're soulless, they're
             | NPCs, they're untermenschen... whatever the word for it,
             | there are "dead giveaways" that a person can lack that
             | hidden quality that separates man from animal. I'm sure it
             | wasn't your intent, but from a certain reading, it seems
             | like what you're saying isn't really all that far off from
             | "calls people NPCs = is the real NPC".
             | 
             | I often see people decry specific terminology associated
             | with dehumanizing beliefs without refuting the actual
             | premise behind them.
        
               | mcmcmc wrote:
               | Disagree. NPC carries a connotation that you are not even
               | real. You do not have free will. You are there purely to
               | serve their whims. You are an ephemeral nothing that does
               | not exist when they look away. It is exactly what Andrew
               | Tate preaches with his whole "matrix" schtick. It is the
               | mindset billionaires use to excuse their bottomless
               | greed.
               | 
               | Soulless was just a heavy handing way of saying it
               | demonstrates a disturbing lack of empathy. Whether or not
               | souls exist is debatable in the first place, so no I
               | wouldn't equate it with calling someone subhuman.
        
             | karmakurtisaani wrote:
             | Well.. I've pretty much accepted that I'm more or less an
             | NPC. So no harm done from my side.
        
           | khazhoux wrote:
           | You are misinterpreting. He's talking about how at big
           | companies, you always have people who don't seem to bring any
           | actual value. They're in every meeting, but don't say
           | anything, don't set any direction, don't produce any
           | documents or any code, don't exhibit any sense of urgency or
           | even involvement, and don't contribute in any noticeable way.
           | "NPCs." They are completely passive as far as you can tell --
           | or worse, they actively slow others down when they happen to
           | be on some critical approval path.
           | 
           | I'm sure they are lovely people outside work, and loving
           | parents and good citizens. But when the rest of us are
           | busting our butts to get work done, they're unfortunately
           | useless.
        
             | Aeolun wrote:
             | Negatively Producing Characters? Or maybe Null Producing
             | Characters.
        
               | nunez wrote:
               | Non playable characters
               | 
               | He's calling them filler, basically
        
             | dclowd9901 wrote:
             | They're still people. Just because the company doesn't
             | motivate them or they have a bad manager or are on a bad
             | team or a million other reasons they don't feel empowered
             | to "participate" (specious since clearly they're employed)
             | doesn't mean you can act like they're soulless bots ffs.
             | 
             | This whole mindset has got to go. You and OP going around
             | like this, it's gross for the world and it's a bad look on
             | you.
        
               | lazide wrote:
               | sounds like you're just shaming OP for trying to actually
               | get something done by recognizing practical realities.
               | 
               | If everyone matters the same, no one matters.
        
               | entropicdrifter wrote:
               | What matters is relative to one's perspective. Nothing
               | objectively matters.
               | 
               | Nobody's saying everyone is of equal value, they're
               | saying that reducing your perception of somebody into a
               | 2-dimensional caricature because you don't perceive value
               | in them is the type of disgusting mental habit of
               | somebody who either has no real friends or soon will have
               | none.
        
             | benwad wrote:
             | The guy who started a video conferencing app called Loom (2
             | years after Zoom came out) then miraculously sold it for
             | almost a billion dollars has no business calling anyone an
             | "NPC".
        
           | taway1874 wrote:
           | 100% this! Calling one's colleague an NPC is not only
           | demeaning but also shows a lack of awareness and empathy.
           | Does the author even understand that by his logic, he is a
           | NPC in his colleague's world?
        
           | visarga wrote:
           | > Probably needs to develop a soul first.
           | 
           | More generally, if you cultivate yourself you will get more
           | pleasure from your activities. If you take time to learn an
           | instrument, or listen to classical, or gardening (you can
           | grow exotic plants for example), learn a new language, or
           | anything else. The more you put into refining your
           | appreciation and knowledge, the more value you can get back
           | from your activities. It's a self cultivation problem.
        
           | mywittyname wrote:
           | The dude also dumped his long time girlfriend right after
           | coming into a large chunk of money (and thinks she cares
           | enough to read his blog!), and truly thinks he was going to
           | "save our government". Also, the mountain climbing (IYKYK).
           | 
           | He sounds pretty full of himself and seems to struggle making
           | personal connections with people. Being the founder of a
           | startup gave people a reason to care about him, and now that
           | he's lost that along everyone around him. He beat the game
           | and now the characters in the story have nothing left to say
           | to him.
           | 
           | The guy should put down the physics book and go learn to be a
           | person that others enjoy being around. Go get a job waiting
           | tables and hang out with coworkers after work, learn to surf,
           | etc.
        
         | Krei-se wrote:
         | True, i would still argue that your identity might be fogged by
         | these things and come out clearer after lifting roles you may
         | stumbled into more than you chose them.
         | 
         | So sure hope for him and others they survive their 7 years of
         | catharsis!
        
         | nico wrote:
         | > I think his problem is his identity (founder of Loom)
         | suddenly disappeared.
         | 
         | This is spot on. And I think it's probably the biggest thing
         | he's going through
         | 
         | However, the money is definitely a big factor as well. Not
         | because of the amount of money, but because of the suddenness
         | that it happened with
         | 
         | In a very short amount of time, he found himself not needing
         | (and realizing also not wanting), to maintain his identity at
         | the time
         | 
         | The money and the suddenness also put him in a situation that
         | is pretty hard to relate to for the vast majority of people
         | 
         | So not only he lost his identity, he also found himself alone
         | (and made it even worse, by pushing people away or ending some
         | relationships)
        
         | lazyasciiart wrote:
         | He doesn't think his problem is money either, because that
         | would have a trivial and obvious solution that doesn't seem to
         | be under consideration.
        
         | Fomite wrote:
         | I don't think his problem is money.
         | 
         | I think his problem is he might not be a very good person.
        
           | simonswords82 wrote:
           | If true, he probably knows this already and now just needs to
           | work out how to fix it.
        
         | mupuff1234 wrote:
         | Reminds me of this Jim Carrey speech
         | 
         | https://youtu.be/YHIZ0Rb7lv0?si=TG_SIi-XUuP1iHYf
        
       | EGreg wrote:
       | You know what I got from this story?
       | 
       | DOGE already processed a lot of applications and set up the
       | signal chats etc.
       | 
       | This guy applied and right away heard back, because he has
       | millions of dollars, good reputation for having a large exit, and
       | he "reached out to some people and got in".
       | 
       | I simply applied in the way they asked -- DMming them on Twitter
       | -- the very next day, submitting a link to my resume, background
       | and cover letter that fully spells out how exactly I could help
       | them in their mission. And they didn't even bother to visit the
       | link, let alone respond. (I know because I put in logging.)
       | 
       | Until now, I didn't know that DOGE was even hiring people yet.
       | Now thanks to his story, I believe they've already hired the main
       | people back in November.
       | 
       | I am going to take a different approach in life. Thanks guy :)
       | 
       | Capital matters. Connections matter. Timing matters. Substance
       | doesn't matter as much, sadly. Don't simply follow instructions.
       | Get unfair advantages.
       | 
       | For what it's worth, here was my DOGE application link:
       | https://magarshak.com/resume-cover-letter.php
        
         | claytongulick wrote:
         | I ran into the same thing with DOGE.
         | 
         | I console myself by thinking about how many hundreds of
         | thousands of resume links they must have received.
         | 
         | I struggle with hiring when I have a few tens of resumes to
         | sort through.
         | 
         | I can't imagine how they'll filter the signal from the noise
         | and trolls with X DMs being the submission process.
        
           | IG_Semmelweiss wrote:
           | I hear you. I actually use an AI tool that i found in HN
           | that's quite helpful.
           | 
           | Now i don't dread getting 400 resumes because i know which 8
           | candidates know their stuff. This enabled whiteboarding for
           | non-tech jobs.
           | 
           | https://www.greetai.co/
           | 
           | (Granted, i'm not hiring for Tech eng, but for the screening
           | i need to do, its great)
           | 
           | Full disclosure - I don't work or have any stake. Just
           | spreading good karma for software i actually use, and the
           | founder's great with feedback
        
         | chgs wrote:
         | Amazes me how naive people are about this whole billionaire
         | worship stuff.
        
           | EGreg wrote:
           | I am definitely naive about the good faith of a lot of market
           | participants.
           | 
           | But my motivations for applying have never been about
           | "worshipping billionaires". If you have read anything I've
           | ever written, I criticize concentrations of power, especially
           | in the hands of billionaires, including Elon.
           | 
           | I am not even a fan of MAGA Republicans. However, I do think
           | it would be great to make government more efficient. And my
           | whole pitch was: we need to start using public blockchains
           | for transparency, extending the legacy of Obama's data.gov
           | which helped with transparency. By gradually moving budgets
           | and payouts to blockchains and smart contracts, it would be
           | much harder to sustain off-the-books excess and ineffiencies.
           | 
           | In fact, anyone who is for blockchain is for
           | decentralization, not so much in favor of billionaire owners
           | of centralized platforms. But anyway I digress, I don't think
           | "blockchain" will find many fans on HN as it is...
        
             | jamieplex wrote:
             | But, will blockchain fix the laziness and nepotism within
             | the government? (along with myriads of other "fails")
        
         | robocat wrote:
         | > Capital matters. Connections matter. Timing matters.
         | Substance doesn't matter as much, sadly
         | 
         | Your conclusions are based on your own stereotypes - I'm not
         | surprised that you feel your application experience validates
         | your own stereotype.
         | 
         | You seem to not know anything about their selection criteria,
         | so you can't jump to conclusions on their criteria based on
         | your sample of one.
         | 
         | I would guess: (1) the DOGE guys want business people, and (2)
         | the guy knows how to talk the right language and how to sell
         | himself.
         | 
         | I am of course presuming you are not running your own business
         | and that you perhaps don't have the same level of skill in
         | marketing yourself.
        
       | 1970-01-01 wrote:
       | Earning gray hairs with blood, sweat, and tears is the natural
       | way of marking satisfaction milestones. Most of us will not get a
       | chance at steering just 1M in wealth without major struggles and
       | juggles. But having 60M without any major struggle? Well now you
       | have to struggle with an existential crisis. Here's the solution:
       | Watch your children grow to adults, sail some seas, and fix
       | anything that bothers you. Life always finds a way of keeping you
       | active. Now it doesn't actually matter what you're doing, as long
       | as you are happy to be doing it.
        
       | block_dagger wrote:
       | I recommend focusing on (1) health and fitness (2) community /
       | volunteering (3) charitable foundation (4) art - create it or
       | support it.
        
       | ljhsiung wrote:
       | Recent research from Killingsworth and Kahenman in 2023 [1]
       | highlights that those most already happy have their happiness
       | accelerated by money, while those most unhappy have their
       | happiness plateau.
       | 
       | This makes some intuitive sense to me. Money provides freedom,
       | but freedom is not happiness. It's freedom to explore, which is
       | quite scary in and of itself. But if your mindset is proper, your
       | creativity and appetite for exploration will be unbounded.
       | 
       | [1]: https://www.pnas.org/doi/10.1073/pnas.2208661120
        
         | ImPostingOnHN wrote:
         | This also makes intuitive sense to me, and the old theory some
         | decades back that extrinsic happiness tops out at $150k or so
         | sounded silly to me.
         | 
         | There are so many reasons for someone to be miserable, and
         | money is just one of them, and many can't be easily ridden by
         | money.
        
       | claytongulick wrote:
       | I have a tentative plan for if I ever reach that level of
       | success.
       | 
       | Basically, take all the money, set it to the side in parked long-
       | term investments, pay myself a basic low-middle class paycheck,
       | and live on it.
       | 
       | Then start again. Swing the bat. Rinse, repeat until I'm ready to
       | just relax and be happy staring at the clouds all day.
       | 
       | I know myself well enough that I understand that a huge part of
       | my character is the struggle. Without it, I'd feel ungrounded -
       | purposeless.
       | 
       | If I'm too comfortable, I'll just get lazy and may end up in a
       | downward spiral.
       | 
       | If I have just enough to pay my bills, I'll keep working hard,
       | but it'll be on things that interest me instead of working on
       | someone else's idea.
        
         | bluGill wrote:
         | I'd start again buy volenteer work. Fixing things at the local
         | youth camp could fill several lifetimes. or the food shelf
         | needs help. Or admin work for united way if I decide a desk job
         | is for me.
        
           | claytongulick wrote:
           | I've thought about going back to school to get my RN and
           | doing volunteer work at public clinics.
           | 
           | I started my career in patient care, but ended up switching
           | to technology in the late 90s.
           | 
           | I'd love to do something like that as a retirement job.
        
       | coldcode wrote:
       | Read recently in Smithsonian about a founder in a similar
       | situation (although I think he was still involved) who started an
       | organization to find missing soldiers and return their bodies to
       | relatives. Spent a lot of time and money finding MIAs lost in the
       | Eastern theatre of war from WWII. (Dr. Patrick Scannon, Project
       | Recover).
        
       | mtmorrow wrote:
       | I could use 50k ;)
        
       | davesque wrote:
       | I feel like there's a weird psychology to these kinds of boo hoo
       | posts that I see from rich people lamenting their good fortune.
       | What's the actual sub-conscious impulse to flaunt your wealth in
       | such a way that devalues it to the 99% of all humanity who
       | weren't so lucky? I can only possibly conclude that the
       | individual who does this is looking for ever more subtle and
       | excusable ways of bragging while appearing to do the opposite.
       | Really sad. If life is so hard when you don't have to work,
       | please, oh virtuous one, do the selfish thing and offload the
       | burden onto some other poor soul like myself. I'm sure I can find
       | a way to bear it.
        
       | Ancalagon wrote:
       | A couple other commenters mentioned seeking enlightenment. I
       | cannot claim to have anywhere near OP's amount of wealth, but
       | something that weightlifting and yoga (and more particularly
       | power lifting) have taught me is mindfulness, and contentment.
       | That might seem strange but coming to terms with the limits of
       | one's own strength and then learning the limits of their body and
       | pushing both of them requires lots of thoughtfulness and patience
       | - especially if you want to do it for the long term (I've been
       | doing it for ~10 years). In my mind there is no cheating either
       | (steroids are not an option).
       | 
       | Whether it's weightlifting, yoga, meditation, or chopping wood, I
       | hope you can find your path to contentment OP!
        
       | daedrdev wrote:
       | This reminds me of the saying "one must imagine sisyphus happy".
       | 
       | Humans can be very happy working towards something. Not having a
       | goal is an existential problem because we have no true purpose.
        
       | 23B1 wrote:
       | The cringiest humblebrag of a blog post in some time.
       | 
       | The only proper emotion in success is _gratitude_ to the many
       | people who helped you along the way.
       | 
       | Have some bloody decorum.
        
         | rvz wrote:
         | Well said.
        
       | superasn wrote:
       | While I can't totally relate to this scenario I feel something
       | like this playing video games. I'm happiest when I'm working
       | towards the goal and once you defeat the big boss / get the best
       | gems, etc you're just standing there wondering what now.
       | 
       | I think the most exhilarating part is before you are about to
       | beat the big boss (which in this case would be the offer for
       | acquisition i suppose).
        
       | VogonPoetry wrote:
       | Three suggestions
       | 
       | - pick anything you don't know the answer to, try to find the
       | answer (can also be personal, like how you behave in certain
       | ways)
       | 
       | - pick something physical you do not have, instead of buying it,
       | make it yourself
       | 
       | - pick some skill you don't have or would like to have, get
       | proficient in it
        
         | johngossman wrote:
         | Excellent advice. I'd add, read a bunch of books. Not physics:
         | history and biography. Learn about how other people live rather
         | thsn how electrons behave. Nothing wrong with physics but
         | unlikely to provide life guidance
        
       | dateSISC wrote:
       | stopped reading at "NPC coworkers"
        
         | chaps wrote:
         | Same. Maybe the guy should start thinking of people as people
         | before contemplating what to do about himself.
        
       | madrox wrote:
       | I don't think you have to have Fuck You Money to get to this
       | point. Most people eventually become disillusioned with work
       | enough that they reevaluate what matters to them. Getting a very
       | profitable exit is just one way to trigger that experience.
       | 
       | In my experience, a lot of people who get into this state start
       | self-sabotaging hard as a way of rejecting what feels,
       | ironically, like losing control. Sudden freedom can feel foreign
       | and lot like your world got forcibly taken away from you. I'm not
       | surprised the author is turning down opportunities and breaking
       | off with his girlfriend. It's a way of taking back control.
       | 
       | When this happened to me, I pivoted hard from getting
       | satisfaction out of what I built to getting satisfaction out of
       | developing people. Now I take great pride out of the careers I've
       | nurtured...a lot more than what I've built, in most ways. I've
       | heard others express similar ideas in different ways, like "I now
       | enjoy making other people rich."
       | 
       | No matter what, I encourage the author to use this time to build
       | connections instead of destroying them (real connections...not
       | work or SF acquaintances). Something I did not read in this essay
       | is how he grew closer to anyone (in fact, I read the opposite).
       | No path out of this valley involves traveling alone.
        
         | lisper wrote:
         | In a way having money makes it harder because it makes it
         | harder to blame your unhappiness on your circumstances.
        
           | david-gpu wrote:
           | Yeah. When you have to work in order to live, it is easy to
           | make the mistake of thinking that you would be happy if only
           | you had money to quit your job and time do the things you
           | want to do.
           | 
           | Once you get there, you have to face reality: while being
           | poor leads to unhappiness, being financially independent does
           | not lead to happiness either. Don't believe me? Look at
           | billionaires out there; do all of them look like happy and
           | well-adjusted people to you? Not naming names.
           | 
           | And that's why wealthy celebrities repeat again and again
           | that _" Money doesn't buy happiness"_. It's because they know
           | from experience that it really doesn't help all that much.
        
             | scotty79 wrote:
             | > Money doesn't buy happiness
             | 
             | Yeah, but it let's you suffer in relative comfort which is
             | the most that anyone can realisically strive for.
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | _> suffer in relaive comfort which is the most that
               | anyone can realisically strive for_
               | 
               | If you have never met a person who is content with their
               | life you may benefit from expanding your social circle.
               | There are sincerely happy people out there.
        
               | scotty79 wrote:
               | No, thanks. There's really nothing to learn from people
               | with this particular rare flavor of brain chemistry.
        
               | tough wrote:
               | lmfao
        
               | jamieplex wrote:
               | Well, that's definitely an interesting take...
        
               | scotty79 wrote:
               | Yeah, if only people who chase happiness their entire
               | lives, just because they saw it few times in others and
               | suffer immensely in the process had this insight ...
        
             | zusammen wrote:
             | Money doesn't buy happiness but most people are subjected
             | to artificial misery by this society and money does make
             | that go away... at least, a fair share of it, probably 80
             | percent.
             | 
             | That said, a lot of people who get rich, because status is
             | their real motivation, are shocked by how horrible society
             | still is. At first they get hooked on the drug of high
             | social status, but then they learn to see through the
             | flattery and realize that nothing has truly changed, and
             | they're just as miserable as before. It tends to take about
             | two years, in my observation, for the "new life energy" to
             | wear off. Money teaches you that there isn't some "better"
             | society to aspire to. The people "up there" aren't the
             | supervillains Redditers imagine billionaires to be, but
             | they're not better either.
             | 
             | My daughter is autistic and when she started to learn how
             | to read social cues she realized that her so-called friends
             | didn't actually like her, which I suspected myself but
             | never had the chutzpah to say, and it made her angry.
             | Getting rich has a similar "learn what people are really
             | about" curse.
        
               | fsckboy wrote:
               | society subjects people to artificial misery? society is
               | all we have, it's the most authentic misery you'll ever
               | experience.
        
               | littlecosmic wrote:
               | Maybe artificial in the way that we hypothetically could
               | do things better if there wasn't so much inertia to the
               | status quo.
        
               | lazide wrote:
               | Ah, idealism. Truly the root of much of misery of the
               | world.
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | _> Money doesn't buy happiness but most people are
               | subjected to artificial misery by this society and money
               | does make that go away... at least, a fair share of it,
               | probably 80 percent._
               | 
               | I've been the young immigrant who arrived to a foreign
               | country with the clothes on his back and whatever fits in
               | a suitcase; occasionally splurging by buying used clothes
               | at a thrift shop and buying a slice of cake at the
               | supermarket once a month. If anything, I was probably
               | happier then: healthy and hopeful for a better future.
               | Now I'm in significantly worse health and rather jaded.
               | 
               | Thank you for sharing your own experience.
        
               | jquery wrote:
               | Being young and healthy goes a long way. I was happier
               | when I was a poor ahh college student but that doesn't
               | mean losing all my money and possessions would be good
               | for my mental health.
        
               | jquery wrote:
               | >supervillains Redditers imagine billionaires to be
               | 
               | Sure, they are just people like you and me. Doesn't mean
               | their mere existence isn't evidence of a major flaw in
               | our implementation of capitalism. Our society is becoming
               | far too stratified. Healthcare should be a right at this
               | point in our society's development, it's a stain on our
               | country that we still carry on with a system that works
               | for nobody except health insurance CEOs.
        
               | WalterBright wrote:
               | No society has made the poor better off by getting rid of
               | the wealthy people.
        
               | defrost wrote:
               | Many have made the poor worse off by pandering to the
               | rich and entitled.
               | 
               | The rich don't have to be eaten, just constrained from
               | exercising their worst excesses.
        
               | atq2119 wrote:
               | Societies _have_ made the poor better off by preventing
               | people from becoming too wealthy, though. Specifically, I
               | 'm thinking of the very high high-end tax rates that were
               | common 60 years ago.
        
               | victorbjorklund wrote:
               | which countries did have high standards for everyone but
               | no "too rich" (whatever that def means. Is more than 1
               | million dollars too much?) people?
        
               | atq2119 wrote:
               | I don't know about "too rich", but if you're looking at
               | the distribution of income and wealth, you'll find an
               | increasing divide between poor and rich over the last
               | decades in pretty much all western countries at least.
        
               | WalterBright wrote:
               | If everyone's wealth goes up 10%, the gap between the
               | rich and the poor increases.
               | 
               | Besides, someone creating more wealth than you do does
               | not hurt you.
        
               | WalterBright wrote:
               | > Societies have made the poor better off by preventing
               | people from becoming too wealthy
               | 
               | Example, please.
        
             | madrox wrote:
             | It's like that old saying, "where ever you go...there you
             | are."
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | Yup. Jon Kabat-Zinn wrote a great book with the same
               | title.
        
               | giantrobot wrote:
               | The much better philosopher Buckaroo Bonzai said it
               | first.
        
             | nox101 wrote:
             | I'm not sure I'm convinced. I guess I haven't had _real
             | money_.
             | 
             | I had > 1m at one point. It was enough not to work. It
             | wasn't enough to experiment with random things without
             | risk. Couldn't buy a house in NYC,SF,LA,Seattle. Would just
             | have to go back to work. Couldn't start a business for a
             | project that required 10-20 people. Couldn't really start
             | co-working space for 20-40 people at current rent prices
             | without feeling like I'd probably just be throwing away a
             | few hundred k.
             | 
             | What I could do is travel. Could also live anywhere for a
             | few years.
             | 
             | OTOH, if I had F.U. money, I would do those things and
             | more. I might hire people to do them. There are 5 to 10
             | apps I'd like to see exist. Would be happy to pay some
             | people to make them and make them open source, if I had FU
             | money. Would love to start a tech-interactive-art museum
             | the size of at least most major museums in big cities.
             | Would consider funding startups.
             | 
             | I have one friend, x-coworker, that picked a different path
             | than me and made lots of $$$ (no idea how much). But, they
             | invest in startups. Goal is to invest $1 million a year.
             | They visit startups and pitch events once or twice a month.
             | They also have a personal project. Otherwise they travel
             | with their S.O. and visit their adult kids around the
             | world.
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | _> OTOH, if I had F.U. money, I would do those things and
               | more_
               | 
               | Sure, there's no lack of things that one can do with
               | money. But would you be substantially happier? That's the
               | issue at hand. Do you look at people with exorbitant
               | wealth and see unlimited happiness? Do they appear to be
               | in a permanent state of contentment and satisfaction?
        
               | vidarh wrote:
               | What I've learned, both in terms of personal experience
               | and from reading up on the psychology, is that to
               | maximize happiness over time you need to optimize for
               | ensuring you can maintain a steady upward trajectory.
               | 
               | Win the lottery or sell a company? Invest most of it, and
               | allow yourself a "raise" you can permanently sustain
               | every year.
               | 
               | It will do far more for you than raising your expenditure
               | once, as you get used to it and return to near your
               | baseline happiness very quickly.
        
               | potatoman22 wrote:
               | I'd imagine this applies to emotional health as well as
               | financial and physical health.
        
               | Aeolun wrote:
               | Hah, the only time I had that kind of money was the 10
               | minutes my bank transferred the loan amount to my bank
               | account so I could transfer it to the housing company. It
               | didn't really feel like mine though, since they were both
               | breathing over my neck to check I actually did so xD
        
               | throwaway2037 wrote:
               | > Would love to start a tech-interactive-art museum
               | 
               | Check out "TeamLab Planets TOKYO DMM.com". Ref: https://e
               | n.wikipedia.org/wiki/TeamLab_Planets_TOKYO_DMM.com
        
               | nox101 wrote:
               | Yes, TeamLab is the low-hanging fruit, low-effort version
               | of what I wanted to see
        
               | distances wrote:
               | > OTOH, if I had F.U. money, I would do those things and
               | more
               | 
               | I get what you mean, but having enough not to work is the
               | definition of FU money. It means you can just drop your
               | things and leave when the boss demands you something
               | you're not willing to do.
        
               | OJFord wrote:
               | Nobody takes it literally like that though, because at
               | least in a better job market way too many people have
               | that money.
               | 
               | If you want to tie it to a single scenario I'd say it's
               | taken on a meaning more like 'I'll do what I want to
               | you/your business/parking because I don't care about
               | paying to sort it out if I'm sued'. Parking where I
               | 'can't' & paying the 100x fine seems better to me than
               | finding where I 'can' and paying the 1x ticket sort of
               | thing. Not to say everyone's morals would have them act
               | like that, but illustratively.
        
               | distances wrote:
               | I'm sure we've just been in different discussions, the
               | "enough so that I can treat this work as a hobby"
               | definition is the one I've ever seen before.
        
               | erikerikson wrote:
               | 1m is more then enough for some people to not work. You
               | may need to be willing to be frugal and change your ideas
               | about what comprises a good lifestyle.
        
             | mewpmewp2 wrote:
             | I suppose it depends on a person. I am pretty sure the more
             | money I have started to make throughout my life the happier
             | I have become. Simply because of having more freedom over
             | how I spend my time. I feel like there is almost infinite
             | amount of things to do in this World, I just wish I was
             | able to 24/7 do those things. I don't have enough to not
             | work for rest of my life, but I have been able to buy my
             | own apartment, house, which has given me a lot of
             | confidence in my self and feelings of freedom. I started
             | out with no connections or education though.
             | 
             | I am sure it can be different for everyone, people see the
             | World differently.
        
               | jjeaff wrote:
               | I think that is most people's experience but it only
               | works up to a point. you will get diminishing returns the
               | more money you have until, in some cases, maybe negative
               | returns.
        
               | mewpmewp2 wrote:
               | Probably diminishing returns, but sometimes I think there
               | is also selection bias, with ultra rich getting there
               | because of never ending satisfaction, so it is contingent
               | on the type of the human. Satisified person would stop
               | sooner while never satisfied would naturally become the
               | richest.
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | All that sounds sadly familiar. Once you cross the
               | threshold of not having to work for a living, the
               | illusion fades away.
               | 
               | You are still you, your problems are still there, you are
               | still bound to a slowly decaying body, there's no _GAME
               | OVER_ banner and credit roll proving that you have won
               | the game of life. Because you haven 't. Hah.
               | 
               | You can of course keep yourself entertained with all
               | sorts of stupid stuff that doesn't actually matter. Or
               | you can accept that there are still only a handful of
               | things that bring people contentment, and you don't need
               | to be financially independent to do any of them. I'm
               | talking about bland obvious stuff like spending some time
               | with loved ones (including pets and plants), going out
               | for a walk in the park, etc. Unsurprisingly, a ton of
               | retirees do just that. It's not because they are old and
               | can't do anything else, it's because they have finally
               | figured out what works.
               | 
               | And it's not like doing five times as much of that stuff
               | is going to make you five times happier, either. Anybody
               | with a full time job can carve out some quality time
               | instead of arguing with strangers online.
        
               | naming_the_user wrote:
               | It's also the case that having enough money not to work
               | makes it very simple to engage in self destructive
               | behaviour.
               | 
               | If you have a 9 to 5 then you're waking up at sunrise and
               | going to bed some time after sunset. You're probably
               | commuting, getting out in the world, chatting to people
               | even if it's just the colleagues, Starbucks drive
               | through, supermarket checkout clerk, that sort of thing.
               | 
               | If you have retirement level money and you're alone there
               | is absolutely nothing stopping you from waking up at 2pm,
               | sitting on your computer playing World of Warcraft
               | ordering takeaways, not going out for a walk or seeing
               | the sunlight, getting slightly more depressed each day in
               | a spiral.
               | 
               | There's also nothing stopping you from going out drinking
               | every day or every other of the week, shrugging off the
               | hangover then hitting the next one. And so on and so
               | forth.
               | 
               | People easily underestimate how much their sense of well-
               | being is related to simple things like just going for a
               | walk in the sunshine every now and then or eating
               | properly.
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | Yeah, that all hits close to home.
               | 
               | I find that having a daily schedule and trying to stick
               | to it helps. Also, going for small quality of life
               | improvements, trying things out to see what works and
               | what doesn't, such as a different pillow, or replacing
               | some foods with alternatives.
               | 
               | Having free time forces you to deal with all the
               | emotional baggage you have accumulated over the years and
               | it's a bit much, too. I was obsessed with saving money so
               | that my family wouldn't struggle if I became unable to
               | work; as a result, I didn't process the reasons why I had
               | that fear in the first place. My dad became severely
               | disabled when I was in college and it was a very
               | traumatic experience for my family.
        
               | saagarjha wrote:
               | Ouch, that hurt. And I'm not even financially
               | independent!
        
               | mewpmewp2 wrote:
               | I have had multiple different life routines. Healthy fit,
               | alcoholic, depression and self pity, video games no life,
               | productivity hacking self help guru following, career
               | climbing, start up attempting. Considering having been
               | through all of these and knowing how each of them feel, I
               | would hope I have enough experience and urge to opt for
               | the healthy fit as baseline. I think it is still much
               | easier to go for it having no work stress in life.
        
               | alexey-salmin wrote:
               | I think having kids should help a lot. I'm spending
               | around an hour every evening with mine and a few hours
               | during weekends, but neither me nor they feel this is
               | enough. I would also go skiing for 2 weeks every winter
               | with my family and rent a cottage in the countryside for
               | whole summer holidays, but I have neither money nor time
               | to do it.
               | 
               | The irony of the situation is that by the time I earn the
               | money my kids will grow up, leaving me a sad lonely man.
        
               | mewpmewp2 wrote:
               | One reason why I truly hope I have enough financial
               | independence by the time I have kids. But maybe you can
               | become a good grandpa at some point?
        
               | alexey-salmin wrote:
               | I gave it some thought and overall I'm happy my kids have
               | happened relatively early. More than money or anything
               | they need your energy and enthusiasm. As much as I
               | complain about the lack of time, I think it's better than
               | lack of energy and stamina. At least that's what I
               | extrapolate from my experience so far.
               | 
               | For example, even between my two children I noticed that
               | with the second one I've had sleeping issues, while with
               | the first one I couldn't understand what "sleepless
               | nights" everyone talks about. Like, a newborn kid at
               | night sleeps 50 minutes out of every hour and so did I at
               | the age of 25, being fresh and well rested in the
               | morning. Didn't work as well at the age 31. Can't really
               | imagine what it must feel after 40. And in general I
               | would prefer healthy sleep over money and time.
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | _> More than money or anything they need your energy and
               | enthusiasm_
               | 
               |  _> I think it 's better than lack of energy and stamina.
               | At least that's what I extrapolate from my experience so
               | far_
               | 
               | I had children late --essentially retired when my second
               | was born at 40-- and I completely agree: it would have
               | been better to have the last kid before we turned 35. You
               | made the right choice!
        
               | saagarjha wrote:
               | Like all things, financial independence means it's one of
               | the things you can stop worrying about, and focus on what
               | you think matters. It means you don't have other people
               | telling you what you must do 8 hours of the day. Of
               | course, some very very rich people have decided what they
               | want to do is argue with strangers online. But that's
               | their choice to make ;)
        
               | mewpmewp2 wrote:
               | Decaying body might be one of the toughest arguments
               | there, which unless we find a way to stop this, my
               | solution would be to have kids and develop them instead
               | of myself. Since I do like competitive sports and it is
               | kind of hard to accept that at some point I am no longer
               | going to be able to improve.
               | 
               | It may be the case that once I reach complete and
               | comfortable financial independence it will not be all I
               | expected it to be, but right now I don't see myself not
               | appreciating the hell out of it, however I am sure plenty
               | of people have thought they would be happy when reaching
               | X goal and they either weren't or it was fleeting. I do
               | have to say that so far I have come a long way from where
               | I used to be from what I consider a hopeless position.
               | 
               | But there is a difference in my view whether you can walk
               | in the park knowing that you don't have any potentially
               | stressful responsibilities and problems coming up or you
               | are walking in the park and excited about working on a
               | hobby project of yours since you can 100 percent focus on
               | that.
        
               | layer8 wrote:
               | > my solution would be to have kids and develop them
               | instead of myself
               | 
               | I never understood that kind of argument. Your kids will
               | have decaying bodies just the same. You're only
               | recreating what you're trying to escape, in somebody
               | else.
        
               | wing-_-nuts wrote:
               | One (or both?) of you is coming at this from the wrong
               | angle. Faced with limitations, you have to find ways of
               | living with them, working around them, and still living a
               | fulfilling life.
               | 
               | That might mean you cannot travel the same way in
               | retirement that you did in your 20's. That doesn't mean
               | you still can't enjoy it, just that you need to take
               | things slower and be gentler with your body.
        
               | xedrac wrote:
               | Having/raising kids has been the most rewarding and
               | challenging experience of my life. I cannot imagine how
               | meaningless life would be to have all the money in the
               | world and no kids.
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | I couldn't have said it better. It is an immense change
               | for the better and for the worse, and it made us feel
               | like that's when we truly became adults. It's one of
               | those experiences that you can't understand until you go
               | through it.
               | 
               | And I say this as somebody who _really_ did not want the
               | responsibility of raising children.
        
               | tasuki wrote:
               | > I just wish I was able to 24/7 do those things
               | 
               | Wait, you don't?
               | 
               | Do you have less than 24 hours a day to do things?
        
             | yojo wrote:
             | What research there is suggests money/happiness follows a
             | log-linear relationship.[1] So it kind of does buy
             | happiness, but the rate of increase falls off pretty fast
             | over the range most of us experience.
             | 
             | 1: https://www.pnas.org/doi/abs/10.1073/pnas.2208661120
        
           | mcmcmc wrote:
           | What a load. Only someone who has always had money would say
           | this
        
             | Rodeoclash wrote:
             | Correct, because only by having money can most people
             | understand the situation. You've proven this yourself by
             | calling it "a load".
             | 
             | Zen monks have attained this understanding without the need
             | to make the money first however.
        
               | mcmcmc wrote:
               | No, you cannot make the comparison between having money
               | and not having money if you have never _not_ had money.
               | If you have _always_ had money, you have _never_ known
               | the difficulty of living without it.
        
               | intended wrote:
               | I never read any of the comments here as belittling what
               | it is to be poor.
               | 
               | It reads to me as being critical of the assumption that
               | being rich makes you happy.
               | 
               | This is reflected by many people who became rich and self
               | destructive.
        
             | nextlevelwizard wrote:
             | That is the entire point.
             | 
             | Money removes unhappiness and raises you to a baseline, but
             | after that it doesn't provide extra happiness in and of it
             | self.
        
               | saagarjha wrote:
               | It can, if you use it wisely. It's just not that you eat
               | the money yourself, you apply it to things you want to
               | do. That could be buying guitars, or it could be setting
               | up solar panels in Ghana. There's a lot of things you can
               | do with money.
        
           | Rodeoclash wrote:
           | 100% - it takes away your hope. In this case, that by "making
           | it" in the world of startups will fill the void in your life.
        
           | nextlevelwizard wrote:
           | Yep. I am not even rich. In fact compared to US software
           | engineers I am making pennies, but I am hitting above average
           | for where I live. And at times it is hard to find meaning in
           | every day life. I like my job, but realistically I could quit
           | now and just about coast with my savings for the rest of my
           | life. On other hand I could increase my spending and live
           | more luxurious life style, but that isn't for me. I just like
           | to code, play video games, and be alone in peace and quiet.
        
             | Freak_NL wrote:
             | Honestly, if I ever reach the point where my savings would
             | keep me comfortable with a pension to look forward to pick
             | up the slack at the end, I'd quit my job and just focus on
             | my interests, providing a clean house and having a good
             | meal ready in the evening for my wife and son, and develop
             | some side gigs I can give up if they don't give me
             | fulfilment.
             | 
             | As it is, I am acutely aware of my privileges as part of a
             | household with two IT-based incomes and not too many
             | worries, and that the world being what it is right now is
             | giving rise to so many uncertainties that I wouldn't dream
             | of abandoning this unless I had a really big bag of money
             | like the author.
        
               | swiftcoder wrote:
               | > Honestly, if I ever reach the point where my savings
               | would keep me comfortable ... I'd quit my job and just
               | focus on my interests
               | 
               | Pretty much everyone says this, but surprisingly few
               | people actually seem to succeed at it when push-comes-to-
               | shove
        
               | tjr wrote:
               | https://philip.greenspun.com/materialism/early-
               | retirement/
               | 
               |  _Ask a wage slave what he 'd like to accomplish. Chances
               | are the response will be something like "I'd start every
               | day at the gym and work out for two hours until I was as
               | buff as Brad Pitt. Then I'd practice the piano for three
               | hours. I'd become fluent in Mandarin so that I could be
               | prepared to understand the largest transformation of our
               | time. I'd really learn how to handle a polo pony. I'd
               | learn to fly a helicopter. I'd finish the screenplay that
               | I've been writing and direct a production of it in HDTV."
               | 
               | Why hasn't he accomplished all of those things? "Because
               | I'm chained to this desk 50 hours per week at this
               | horrible [insurance|programming|government|administrative
               | |whatever] job.
               | 
               | So he has no doubt that he would get all these things
               | done if he didn't have to work? "Absolutely none. If I
               | didn't have the job, I would be out there living the
               | dream."
               | 
               | Suppose that the guy cashes in his investments and does
               | retire. What do we find? He is waking up at 9:30 am,
               | surfing the Web, sorting out the cable TV bill, watching
               | DVDs, talking about going to the gym, eating Doritos, and
               | maybe accomplishing one of his stated goals.
               | 
               | Retirement forces you to stop thinking that it is your
               | job that holds you back. For most people the depressing
               | truth is that they aren't that organized, disciplined, or
               | motivated._
        
               | wing-_-nuts wrote:
               | The big question for me has become health insurance. Yes,
               | I know ACA plans are a thing I just _< side eyes incoming
               | administration>_ don't trust it not to be messed with.
               | Protections for preexisting conditions are the only
               | reason retirement is even an eventual possibility for me.
               | 
               | I worry that I don't have enough of a life outside of
               | work to make retirement fulfilling, and actually, I don't
               | actually _mind_ working if I 'm completely honest. I just
               | never liked the stress of _needing_ a job.
        
             | purplethinking wrote:
             | Almost at that point myself. Thinking about doing another
             | year or two to save up an additional buffer, and make sure
             | we're not right before another 2008-like event before I
             | pull the plug. Start my own company, maybe make some money,
             | maybe not. I'm tired of the grind. I'm tired every single
             | day, and there's no time or energy to try to fix it. At
             | this point I just want to be left alone, in peace and
             | quiet...
        
             | pcdoodle wrote:
             | Nothing wrong with that. I find creating and supporting
             | creators to be fulfilling.
        
           | kamaal wrote:
           | Unhappy for different reasons is not the same.
           | 
           | Being unhappy because you are homeless is not the same being
           | unhappy because some woman doesn't treat you like she would
           | do a man who looks better than you are just two different
           | things.
        
         | morpheos137 wrote:
         | As someone who has not been successful in life but who is
         | relatively intelligent do you have any recommendations as to
         | how I can get my life on track?
         | 
         | I am asking because you said you like developing people. My
         | persistent experience in life for almost 20 years post college
         | has been nobody wants to develop me.
         | 
         | I am not in tech but I am generally interested in the area if
         | it can lead me to greater independence and more interesting
         | work.
         | 
         | I like jobs that are intellectually engaging and ideally
         | somewhat physically active.
         | 
         | Right now I am working in a mechanical role.
         | 
         | Sometimes I like the work but more often than not I find that
         | good problem solving ability is not valued and the pay is
         | dismal vs. what people earn in tech.
         | 
         | I have a BA in economics but unfortunately have never used it.
         | 37 years old.
        
           | wsintra2022 wrote:
           | Learn a musical instrument. Stick at it and over time you
           | will find you can create music , which will make you feel
           | successful.
        
             | vixen99 wrote:
             | Excellent advice. For those for whom it's appropriate, do
             | try it. As you suggest, therein lies that special
             | essentially private pleasure of accomplishment in small
             | things that doesn't depend on the approbation of others.
        
           | philosopher1234 wrote:
           | It's unlikely you'll find someone who takes an interest in
           | developing you, who isn't a personal connection or someone
           | you pay, in my experience. You will probably have to take the
           | first step yourself, either to develop yourself or to find
           | and develop a nurturing relationship.
        
           | madrox wrote:
           | I can't speak to your specific circumstances, but perhaps
           | this will help.
           | 
           | I find that people I talk to with chronic job dissatisfaction
           | have a difficult time taking risks, because despite not
           | liking their current circumstances, the unknown can be scary.
           | 
           | There are known pathways to work in tech or other fields,
           | such as coding camps or community college. It becomes a
           | question of what you're willing to sacrifice to make that
           | happen. Would you move to a new city? Go back to school? Give
           | up your evenings and weekends? Usually, some kind of risk
           | needs to be taken, and there's always a path forward if you
           | look.
           | 
           | I didn't graduate college until I was 29, and now that I'm in
           | my mid-40s I can say that while every risk I took didn't pay
           | off, it was in the taking of risks that has left me feeling
           | satisfied with where I am.
        
             | tough wrote:
             | Dog on rusty nail parabole comes to mind
             | 
             | https://www.hashtagyourlife.com/stories/dog-rusty-nail
        
           | AdieuToLogic wrote:
           | > As someone who has not been successful in life but who is
           | relatively intelligent do you have any recommendations as to
           | how I can get my life on track?
           | 
           | I'm not the OP, but instead just a person who thinks they
           | might be of help. Caveat emptor and all that :-).
           | 
           | Success is what we define both in and of ourselves. Some use
           | material measurements (money, titles, assets, etc.), which
           | are intrinsically relative and thus ephemeral.
           | 
           | Another definition is establishing a sustained environment of
           | happiness. This includes addressing immediate physical needs,
           | such as a place to live, sustenance, and the like. More than
           | that is finding happiness in how we live each day.
           | 
           | > My persistent experience in life for almost 20 years post
           | college has been nobody wants to develop me.
           | 
           | While some may give tips and/or pointers as to how to develop
           | oneself, IMHO, much like happiness, development comes from
           | within. Seeking wise counsel is always a good call, but no
           | one can develop another. All anyone else can do is give
           | perspective from their own journey as it relates to you -
           | mine is you have identified options above which are
           | appealing, so pursue them as if no one else is going to
           | anything to make it happen.
           | 
           | > I have a BA in economics but unfortunately have never used
           | it.
           | 
           | You still have it and one never knows when the education we
           | have helps out until it does. ;)
        
           | geraldwhen wrote:
           | If you figure it out, pass it on to others. I haven't been
           | allowed to hire Americans in quite some time, and Covid
           | destroyed any company support of an apprenticeship type
           | setup.
           | 
           | The last time I was able to hire an American with a will to
           | learn and an adjacent degree was over a decade ago.
        
             | remh wrote:
             | I've hired dozens of smart Americans with the right degree
             | and willingness to learn and I was not even American
             | myself. I worked with hundreds more. Not sure what you're
             | talking about.
        
           | cheema33 wrote:
           | > life for almost 20 years post college has been nobody wants
           | to develop me.
           | 
           | Is that really possible? I have often thought that the only
           | person that can develop you, is you.
           | 
           | Sure you might get some good advice from some people, maybe a
           | helping hand, a business loan or grant etc. but I don't view
           | that as development.
           | 
           | Your biggest asset is you. Don't be reluctant to use it.
        
             | dclowd9901 wrote:
             | Double down on that last bit: everything you learn and do
             | adds to the equity that is you. That equity pays back in
             | multitudes throughout your life, not just professionally
             | but also socially and spiritually.
        
             | advael wrote:
             | Okay but for the vast overwhelming majority of people, what
             | they actually need is "a helping hand, a business loan or
             | grant etc"
             | 
             | You talk about this like this is trivial, but it's the kind
             | of material help that would make a difference for almost
             | everyone who is currently not doing what they want in life
             | 
             | Yes, no one can teach you to self-actualize. People's
             | material circumstances are rarely a result of inadequate
             | self-actualization or agency, despite what the self-help
             | industry would like you to believe.
             | 
             | Most "high-agency" people who succeed started out with
             | either adequate resources to at least support themselves
             | while they tried stuff, reliable backup plans (like living
             | with supportive family), or help in the form of stuff like
             | grants or startup funding. People who don't have that need
             | that, regardless of their mindset or abilities. There are
             | exceptions who got incredibly lucky, and they are a
             | rounding error among rounding errors. That is the world we
             | live in. There are ways to engineer a world where this is
             | less the case, but at least in the US, we seem to choose
             | not to move in this direction at every opportunity, and
             | freak out when even minor forms of the security necessary
             | to act with agency take hold for large numbers of people
             | (See: The business world's hysterical reaction to COVID
             | relief)
        
           | tonyedgecombe wrote:
           | >Sometimes I like the work but more often than not I find
           | that good problem solving ability is not valued and the pay
           | is dismal vs. what people earn in tech.
           | 
           | I'm not sure the high wages in tech are going to last,
           | universities having been minting new CS graduates like there
           | is no tomorrow. Alongside that demand appears to be flagging.
           | I'm sure you remember enough from your BA to know what the
           | result of that is.
        
           | ghostpepper wrote:
           | Choose companies to work for based on who you will be working
           | with and what they can teach you, not by how much they pay.
           | You never want to be the smartest person in the room.
        
         | scotty79 wrote:
         | > No path out of this valley involves traveling alone.
         | 
         | Unless you have a schizoid personality.
        
         | zusammen wrote:
         | _I don 't think you have to have Fuck You Money to get to this
         | point. Most people eventually become disillusioned with work
         | enough that they reevaluate what matters to them. Getting a
         | very profitable exit is just one way to trigger that
         | experience._
         | 
         | I've seen a lot of people have random outlier success they
         | didn't earn and it seems to have the same effect as what most
         | people get out of their careers: crushing failure they didn't
         | earn. By 50 or so, everyone figures out:
         | 
         | * it was almost all random. * the things that seemed so
         | important were not. * working for money is a waste of time for
         | almost everyone. * you can count your real friends on two
         | hands, whether you're broke or a billionaire.
         | 
         | It's surprising how the paths converge. There are differences,
         | and the rich version of alienation is better than the poor one,
         | but the mindset this society leaves people with is remarkably
         | stable. No one feels like they won, which is why Musk and Trump
         | are so full of rage at everyone. Either the gods shut you out
         | or you are forced to find out that the gods never existed.
        
           | KolmogorovComp wrote:
           | Thank you for this post, remarkably articulated, I concur.
        
           | eastbound wrote:
           | > working for money is a waste of time for almost everyone
           | 
           | No. Chance doesn't fall evenly. It falls more often on those
           | who work.
           | 
           | Thinking that Trump is full of rage is missing the forest for
           | the tree. It's a forest of journalists who are full of rage
           | that this race and gender unapologetically exists, who try to
           | depaint Trump as full of rage. It's a forest of selfish crowd
           | who wants the fruit of the labor of the second half of
           | people, who complain that Trump is selfish.
           | 
           | Looked at the tree. Missed the entire forest. Not surprising
           | that you think people are struck by a lightening to become
           | billionaire.
           | 
           | Chop chop chop, back to work, quit being jealous.
        
             | totallynothoney wrote:
             | Extrapolate from your current lifestyle. What will you have
             | in your last year alive?
        
           | dasil003 wrote:
           | There's a lot of truth in what you are saying, but I also
           | think this framing can lead to unnecessary nihilism and
           | depression.
           | 
           | I think the simple reason that no one feels like they've won
           | is because we're not biologically wired for that. Like all
           | living things, we've evolved to struggle for survival in a
           | harsh environment. Of course modern civilization has
           | separated us from that harsh reality by layers upon layers of
           | human systems and supply chains, so we apply the same
           | instincts to games of our own devising. There's nothing
           | actually wrong with this though. The problem comes from the
           | belief that "winning" will make one happy. The reality is
           | ones drive leads to engagement and perhaps accomplishment,
           | but it can't answer the why. That is something every person
           | with leisure time needs to work out for themselves.
        
         | workflowsauce wrote:
         | > Something I did not read in this essay is how he grew closer
         | to anyone (in fact, I read the opposite). No path out of this
         | valley involves traveling alone.
         | 
         | I think he needs to get closer to himself. I think he's on the
         | right track.
        
           | madrox wrote:
           | I've found that you don't see yourself without people around
           | you to hold up a mirror
        
             | o1o1o1 wrote:
             | Exactly this. Also, it is difficult to find those people
             | when you're already rich and unemployed because most of us
             | form these kind of meaningful relationships in school, at
             | work etc.
        
         | justinclift wrote:
         | > Something I did not read in this essay is how he grew closer
         | to anyone (in fact, I read the opposite).
         | 
         | Yeah. The entire blog post (to me) gives the strong impression
         | that the author is an extremely self centred, selfish... er...
         | prick.
         | 
         | Maybe they'll learn to be less that way over time, and
         | hopefully their ex-girlfriend learns to avoid ungrateful
         | people.
        
           | entropicdrifter wrote:
           | It also gives a strong impression of somebody who is afraid
           | of asking for help. The entire post could be summarized as "I
           | feel like an important self-made man and I'm scared of
           | starting therapy that I clearly need to help me sort out my
           | enormous insecurities"
        
         | nico wrote:
         | > No path out of this valley involves traveling alone
         | 
         | In my opinion, this is the big take here
         | 
         | When you have enough money to not work, it becomes very lonely
         | fast
         | 
         | All of a sudden you have tons of time, but no one to share it
         | with. Everyone is busy, mostly with work (also, most people
         | probably can't afford the same things you can)
         | 
         | If you could coordinate to stop working at the same time as
         | your significant other, and a few friends, then you at least
         | would have a group to plan and do stuff with
         | 
         | One of the biggest meanings we can find in life, is the feeling
         | of belonging
         | 
         | OP seems to be going through a belonging crisis. Trying to
         | figure out what group he wants to belong to
        
           | varelse wrote:
           | To each their own. Having grown up isolated and ostracized
           | then forced in adulthood to mingle to nurture my career, I
           | deeply enjoy solitude with my dog. It lets me focus on my
           | projects and my hobbies. And it lets me minimize dealing with
           | the complications of other souls. The embrace of the open
           | office floor plan and floating desks was the last nail in the
           | coffin there. Probably some neurodivergence in play here but
           | that's who I am. Entry-Level plutocracy finally gave me the
           | freedom to live the way I've wanted to live the whole time.
           | But do go on about how I'm the weirdo and we need to rely on
           | the wisdom of perfectly normal sorts like Elon Musk and Marc
           | Andreison, I'm all ears.
           | 
           | The ridiculous unending pandemic only strengthened my resolve
           | to avoid people in crowds for the rest of my life. Not
           | everyone needs the connection you think they need. And short
           | of your mother, no one will love you like your dog.
           | 
           | And it's not like I don't have friends, I do. And I accept
           | their insanity as much as they accept mine. That's all the
           | belonging I seem to need.
           | 
           | OP sounds like a rich white dude having rich white dude
           | problems. Boo... Hoo... He might want to try working for a
           | charity for a while to reset his Maslow Hierarchy. At $60
           | million or more, he's about 1 in 5,000 on the net worth
           | ranking ladder. He needs to get past this failure of
           | imagination he's experiencing and he's the only one that can
           | bring the moment of clarity that will allow that. Don't go
           | through life a freedom hater.
        
             | sentientslug wrote:
             | Weird that you brought race into it, especially when your
             | supposition is incorrect.
        
             | NicholasGurr wrote:
             | > OP sounds like a rich white dude having rich white dude
             | problems.
             | 
             | Lol. His name is in the URL, and it doesn't sound white.
        
             | LordAtlas wrote:
             | > OP sounds like a rich white dude having rich white dude
             | problems.
             | 
             | Yeah, definitely white: https://www.google.com/search?q=vin
             | ay+hiremath&btnG=Search&u...
        
               | pfannkuchen wrote:
               | This reminds me of that Supreme Court case from 1923
               | where the entire case was about deciding "are Indians
               | white".
               | 
               | Crazy how that was not that long ago in historical terms.
        
             | nico wrote:
             | It seems like you grew into your loneliness and that you
             | also did it consciously
             | 
             | OP found himself alone rather fast and without truly
             | realizing it was happening
             | 
             | He'll probably get over it at some point, will find a group
             | to belong to and redefine his identity along the way
             | 
             | Neither situation is intrinsically better or worse, just
             | different and subjective to each one of you
        
             | freejazz wrote:
             | > Elon Musk and Marc Andreison
             | 
             | Between the three of you, I'd take none.
        
           | gopalv wrote:
           | > When you have enough money to not work, it becomes very
           | lonely fast
           | 
           | I haven't made enough to not work but once my US immigration
           | was sorted out (H1B isn't very leisure compatible), I took a
           | year off to rediscover what all passed me by when I was
           | working.
           | 
           | This was a lot of alone time, but not true loneliness.
           | 
           | For example, I would set up lunch with a friend, they would
           | bail due to work emergencies or something but I would go eat
           | there anyway.
           | 
           | Quickly learned to go to a place where multiple people were
           | scheduled anyway, like heading to Berkley for a tech talk on
           | Byzantine block chains or vector search algorithms, hoping
           | something would interest me.
           | 
           | > OP seems to be going through a belonging crisis. Trying to
           | figure out what group he wants to belong to
           | 
           | The first three months were a strange struggle with my Ego,
           | because a large part of my "Get up and do things" was the
           | belief that what I had to do was very important to others and
           | the whole world stops if I stop moving. To get through the
           | waves in life without feeling self pity about it, I honestly
           | felt my work was what made the sun rise and the rain fall.
           | 
           | Suddenly, my self importance was shot to pieces immediately.
           | 
           | I wasn't important anymore, what I did wasn't important to
           | others but only to me. All the years of sacrificing my own
           | wants (not needs) suddenly felt dissonant.
           | 
           | Plus a lot of activities aren't cumulative in the way work is
           | - cooking dinner today does nothing for dinner tomorrow,
           | there's no way to add up that to something.
           | 
           | Work is particularly rewarding because it checks those two
           | boxes for me - it adds up to something, slowly every day,
           | plus what I do is important to others in way where they want
           | you to succeed (unlike say training for the SF marathon,
           | where it's all "I could never" from people who could, but
           | don't want to).
           | 
           | Eventually, I went back to work, but now I drink that
           | workahol in moderation.
        
         | xdfgh1112 wrote:
         | I did the same as OP. Quit my job then started distancing from
         | everyone and removing responsibility in the pursuit of freedom
         | to do what I want. But all I did was wallow and stay alone. Not
         | sure what the answer is but your insights were very powerful to
         | read.
        
           | potatoman22 wrote:
           | I've found myself in a similar position. I'm trying to figure
           | out how to not be self-destructive, but I feel the urge to
           | distance myself from people.
        
           | cwalv wrote:
           | The book of Ecclesiastes is about this. It makes more sense
           | if you s/meaningless/vapor/g, i.e. we're all chasing after
           | something like smoke that we can see but can't 'catch'.
        
             | Tistron wrote:
             | I love that book. Haven't read much of the bible, but
             | totally recommend anyone to read this Buddhist sutra that
             | was smuggled in somehow :)
        
             | ryandvm wrote:
             | Fascinating that your version said "vapor". That's a much
             | better translation. The versions I've read called it
             | "vanity" which was even more obtuse. Once I figured out
             | that they meant something insubstantial and fleeting, I
             | found that particular book beautiful.
        
           | random42 wrote:
           | I am currently at the same place, with no reasonable place
           | out. How did you solve it?
        
             | madrox wrote:
             | I think the shortest way of putting it is: stay curious;
             | find people willing to teach you; teach others what you've
             | been successful at.
        
           | benjam47 wrote:
           | I find this to be very familiar. I worked endlessly to be
           | able to have no responsibility and endless freedom. My
           | partner passed away several years ago now, and I still
           | haven't filled that void. I'm not unhappy by any means, but
           | money and freedom are a poor substitute for companionship.
        
             | tasuki wrote:
             | Similar boat! I also worked hard to have freedom, and then
             | my partner died, two and half years ago. I was left with a
             | toddler, so don't have that much freedom. Sometimes I think
             | perhaps it's ok this way...
        
           | purplethinking wrote:
           | But why did you need to distance yourself from others? Or was
           | that just a consequence from your other lifestyle choices?
        
             | wtarreau wrote:
             | I suspect it might feel indecent to tell others you suffer
             | when you're both free and rich, and it's difficult for them
             | to figure what's wrong with you.
             | 
             | Instead, people in such position should probably go out and
             | join associations which distribute food to those who need
             | it. At least they'll see that they're doing something good
             | to improve others' condition and would probably feel
             | better.
        
         | shortrounddev2 wrote:
         | How do you get to a point of developing people? What is that
         | Job title? At work I'm the goto guy for junior engineers to ask
         | questions to and I've been told I'm a naturally good teacher
        
           | ghostpepper wrote:
           | It's called management and the entry point is usually called
           | tech lead / team lead or just manager. Mentoring juniors is a
           | good way to start.
        
           | simonswords82 wrote:
           | Contact your local university, most have mentorship
           | programmes you can apply to be a part of for under and post
           | grads.
        
         | freediver wrote:
         | > I don't think you have to have Fuck You Money to get to this
         | point.
         | 
         | To add to this, the 'modern' use of the word 'millionare'
         | started in 1850 (discounting first use in 1719 in France which
         | was not in the context of 'rich' we know).
         | 
         | When you adjust for inflation, a comperable purchase power
         | today would be an equivalent of having net worth of $250M.
         | Anything below that and you aren't even a 'true' millionare.
         | ($1 USD in 1850 is roughly ~$250 USD in 2024, taking 3.2%
         | average historic inflation rate).
         | 
         | So, author, you are not even rich, still work to do ;)
        
         | drdude wrote:
         | I am drowning in debt since I graduated from my PhD, all I get
         | is rejections for my job applications... I want to learn how to
         | be rich because that is the only way I can get back to the US
         | and live with my kids and provide for them (US born, living
         | with their mom).
         | 
         | Thanks in anticipation.
        
       | TedHerman wrote:
       | Do nothing until you realize there's something to be done but
       | it's too late.
        
       | optimiz3 wrote:
       | Take up trading, it will give you something to do, and afterwards
       | you won't need to worry about being rich!
        
         | dagurp wrote:
         | I became debt free about a year ago and thought I should get
         | into investing. It turned out that it's incredibly boring to me
         | and because of that I haven't been able to learn it properly. I
         | also thought that if I became really good at it, I would just
         | have more money that I don't know how to spend.
        
       | Kye wrote:
       | You did a speed run of what people discover when they work their
       | entire life for retirement, get there, and realize they don't
       | know what they were working _for_.
       | 
       | Retirement
       | 
       | F-U money ("FIRE" in modern parlance I guess)
       | 
       | Save n dollars
       | 
       | It's all the same: too abstract. That you were able to discover
       | it _now_ with plenty of life left and plenty of resources to
       | figure it out is worth more than the money.
       | 
       | Personally, I always try to keep enough saved to replace my
       | computer all at once if it dies on me. If I lose that, it's hard
       | to pursue my hobbies and interests while trying to figure out
       | which parts of them I can sell without losing what made them
       | interesting in the first place.
       | 
       | For what to do with it, I found it helpful to pick a hobby, any
       | hobby, and pursue it for a year. You probably have a lot of these
       | left. For me: One for music. One for photography. One for writing
       | (fiction). One for writing (nonfiction). All the skills
       | complement each other. I'm about to pull the trigger on buying a
       | set of tools for recording podcasts and audiobooks to help deal
       | with my significant speaking anxiety. The skills from the writing
       | and music eras are especially helpful here!
       | 
       | This process started back in 2017 when I found myself with no
       | steering or engine power on my way into a turn lane in the rain
       | and fog. I'm glad your existential crisis didn't start with a
       | near death experience!
        
       | dataviz1000 wrote:
       | Sounds a lot like the guy who said I have 23 gold medals and have
       | no idea what to do (Michael Phelps). Although it isn't a DSM
       | recognized condition, psychologists often refer to the depression
       | of people who obtain the pinnacle of success as "post-gold medal
       | depression." Here is an article about it. [0]
       | 
       | "What shall we ever do?" -- T.S. Eliot - The Wasteland
       | 
       | "What SHOULD we do?" -- Dr. Seuss - The Cat in the Hat
       | 
       | "What should we do?" -- Shakespeare - Hamlet
       | 
       | When I'm bored I like to read poetry.
       | 
       | [0]
       | https://www.npr.org/sections/thetorch/2016/09/08/493111873/a...
        
         | skirmish wrote:
         | "What Is To Be Done?" -- V. Lenin
        
           | dataviz1000 wrote:
           | Pretty sure Lenin wasn't writing about ennui.
        
         | partomniscient wrote:
         | "My hovercraft is full of eels." -- John Cleese - Monty
         | Python's Flying Circus, Episode 25.
        
       | brcmthrowaway wrote:
       | I feel sorry for the girlfriend, invested months or years into
       | the relationship and left with nothing after the dude got rich
        
         | jay_kyburz wrote:
         | If she was his de-facto partner during the creation and sale of
         | his company, she will have done alright.
        
           | brcmthrowaway wrote:
           | Defacto? Doesn't exist in USA
        
           | willseth wrote:
           | He wouldn't have said "girlfriend" if they were married.
        
         | taway1874 wrote:
         | I'd say she dodged a bullet. Hope this psycho never has any
         | offspring. The world has enough of them already.
        
       | luke-stanley wrote:
       | Why not map out suffering and ways people optimally can learn to
       | solve it, using our collective intelligence? I mean, if you're
       | looking for ideas. Hopefully someone gets around to that one.
        
         | willseth wrote:
         | Yeah altruism, but more...effective. Wonder if anyone has
         | looked into that idea and if so how it worked out.
        
           | luke-stanley wrote:
           | Do you mean has anyone looked into making suffering models
           | like people do weather models for regional / global maps to
           | predict likely suffering and remediation? Or are you just
           | pointing to touchy EA issues?
        
             | willseth wrote:
             | Just joking about EA, who did exactly what you are
             | suggesting, then it went promptly off the rails. But maybe
             | they've regrouped since FTX, I don't know.
        
       | uncomplexity_ wrote:
       | sucks to get what you want, no? haha
       | 
       | always amazed how life is like that
       | 
       | we get more high from chasing something than achieving something
        
       | cwiz wrote:
       | You're about to discover political foundations on which this
       | world runs. That leaving working class is a bad idea.
        
       | amelius wrote:
       | Just realize that compared to Elon Musk you are a poor bastard.
        
       | ocius wrote:
       | Just as a side note because you mentioned it in relation to DOGE:
       | the US government cannot go bankrupt in its own currency. As long
       | as prices are kept in check, there is no reason not to create
       | more money. The fact that the US has to pay interest on it
       | doesn't change that. If the government decides to spend more
       | money than it takes in, the money is simply created by the
       | central bank (through the detour of bonds). If you are
       | interested, read up on Keynesian economics and Modern Monetary
       | Theory.
        
         | tunesmith wrote:
         | push it too far and inflation goes up though. It's "the dosage
         | makes the poison". Then, printing even more money leads to
         | hyperinflation, etc, etc
        
           | IG_Semmelweiss wrote:
           | Ill fill in the blank - pushing it to far_________ inflation
           | goes up
           | 
           | You meant to add " and in particular if other countries start
           | refusing it because it has the same value as toilet paper,
           | except the dollar will leave your butt stained of black in,
           | when used for bathroom purposes,"
        
         | cladopa wrote:
         | And if you are more interested, you can go and life in a
         | country in which this non sense has been applied, like
         | Zimbabue, Venezuela or Argentina.
         | 
         | You take the richest and most prosperous countries on Earth and
         | you make it miserable beyond recognition.
        
         | Bloating wrote:
         | "As long as prices are kept in check" Hello?
         | 
         | MMT'ers act like they've discovered some new concept. MMT is
         | not economics; its political spin, propaganda, down playing the
         | harsh realities of economics (not just "late stage capitalism"
         | or whatever the kids call resource constraints nowadays.)
        
           | bccdee wrote:
           | Odd that you think "late stage capitalism" describes resource
           | constraints. It's really more a term to describe the bizarre
           | economic consequences of increasing degrees of
           | financialization turning every sector of the economy into
           | speculative theatre.
           | 
           | MMT is an elaborate way of describing the process of taxing
           | investment capital away from existing capitalists such that
           | the state can invest it itself. You may complain that the
           | state would invest that capital poorly (others would counter
           | that private VCs already do it poorly), but the essential
           | economics of it is dead simple.
        
           | UK-AL wrote:
           | MMT isn't a set policies. It's a description of how money
           | works, when you have fiat currency.
           | 
           | Government is a source of money. Taxation is a sink. Too much
           | money in the system you get inflation, not enough deflation.
           | 
           | When you can print money taxation is just a way of
           | controlling the amount of money in the economy almost by
           | definition because you don't need tax to fund yourself when
           | you can create money. Bonds just provide a stable financial
           | instrument rather than a source of funding because you can
           | literally just print money if you wanted to.
           | 
           | The constraint on money is mainly inflation, and government
           | debt and tax is used to control the money supply.
           | 
           | That's it.
        
         | paulpauper wrote:
         | The Us is an outlier in this regard. Other countries have had
         | major inflation and currency collapse. It's why predictions of
         | 'US debt collapse' never come true although it is a real risk
         | elsewhere.
        
           | rtpg wrote:
           | If the US is an outlier.... then it's fine for the US to
           | continue down this path?
           | 
           | Like in this supposed age of a US government spending crisis
           | the dollar is extremely strong compared to other currencies.
           | Where is the hyperinflation? How many decades will we need to
           | wait?
        
             | Aeolun wrote:
             | Japan has been at it for several decades. The US seems to
             | have a debt of 120% of GDP, and Japan of 250% of GDP, so I
             | guess you're still good for a few decades more?
        
             | ioblomov wrote:
             | Exactly. There was a time when the British pound was the
             | world's reserve currency (coinciding of course with British
             | global hegemony). Fast-forward to today and the UK's GDP
             | _per capita_ [1] is lower than the poorest US state's[2].
             | 
             | 1.
             | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Economy_of_the_United_Kingdom
             | 
             | 2. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_U.S._states_and_te
             | rrit....
        
               | rtpg wrote:
               | Perhaps the UK no longer controlling vast swaths of land
               | would directly link to its decline, rather than its
               | monetary policy.
        
         | rat87 wrote:
         | I'm far from understanding economics but my understanding is
         | that Modern monetary theory is a somewhat fringe theory that
         | gained some advocates especially before post pandemic inflation
         | while Keynesian economics is although maybe a bit modified from
         | the original largely accepted as part of the base of mainstream
         | economics. They are very different. Also vast majority of
         | countries have central banks and spend more then then save,
         | it's hardly specific to the US (although the US gets cheaper
         | rates because of its position)or a major concern (at least if
         | the debt to GDP percentage doesn't grow too high, or if you're
         | Japan).
        
       | mouse_ wrote:
       | Points for realizing ego and musk complex is a problem.
       | 
       | Points deducted for still following through with musk complex
       | 
       | Big points deducted for
       | 
       | > NPC coworkers
       | 
       | I have no doubt that this guy is very intelligent and capable,
       | but he's also a totally emotionally immature sucker. Guy's got a
       | classic case of (Minecraft) Notch Syndrome.
       | 
       | He may yet find tranquility!
        
       | eximius wrote:
       | You sound like someone who has been in constant mania from a
       | panic attack for, like, months.
       | 
       | Stop. Breathe. Do something to relax.
       | 
       | You very clearly need it, even if only to center yourself long
       | enough to not throw yourself into the very next thing you see.
        
         | robocat wrote:
         | > constant mania
         | 
         | "internet psychology diagnosis" is strongly discouraged on HN:
         | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=38589525
        
       | ipaddr wrote:
       | To me it sounds like he is rich but still hasn't earned enough to
       | be extremely wealthy. The price of an nba team is about 5
       | billion. Price of a twitter is 25 billion. It's going to take a
       | lifetime of 60 million a year salary to even get in that range.
       | He can keep going if he wants to or retire. There is always
       | bigger things to buy.
       | 
       | I would have taken the 60 million salary and changed the lives of
       | many every year. That would give me purpose.. but that's not for
       | everyone.
        
       | bigmattystyles wrote:
       | The hedonic treadmill runs both ways. I'd venture many people
       | successful on paper are driven by the need to escape something,
       | for me, it's financial insecurity even though I was never poor
       | nor am I close to it right now. If I were to be as financially
       | successful as this fellow, I think I would soon find myself back
       | to having the same fear\ or finding something to substitute it,
       | regardless, the feeling or mood would be the same
        
         | thn-gap wrote:
         | What's the general recommendation for when this is the case?
        
           | bigmattystyles wrote:
           | Radical acceptance with savoring the moment itself works for
           | me but it's definitely a Sisyphean (to stick with the ancient
           | Greeks) endeavor to keep up.
        
       | TrainedMonkey wrote:
       | > It seems plausible, but I'm learning to just accept that I am
       | happy learning physics. That's the goal in and of itself. If it
       | leads to nothing, that's ok.
       | 
       | This is it, the happy ending. Do things for the sake of doing
       | them.
        
       | dustingetz wrote:
       | help more people. Use your skills and resources to accelerate
       | progress in the areas in which you are sufficiently competent. If
       | my startup exits i have zero doubt that I will continue in this
       | way.
        
       | layer8 wrote:
       | At the start of the article, I was thinking "well, I would go
       | deep on learning physics". Had a good chuckle at the end of the
       | article.
        
       | akamaka wrote:
       | > I should work for Elon and Vivek at DOGE and help America get
       | off its current crash to defaulting on its own debt
       | 
       | I've got an idea: take some good economics courses so that you
       | learn how government spending actually works.
        
         | slumpt_ wrote:
         | This stood out to me as well.
         | 
         | A pitfall for experts in one field to assume their skills are
         | transferable.
        
           | snitty wrote:
           | >experts in one field [assuming] their skills are
           | transferable
           | 
           | That appears to be the premise of DOGE.
           | 
           | This sentence also killed me:
           | 
           | >working on various projects I'm definitely not able to talk
           | about
           | 
           | It's not because they're classified. It's because a bunch of
           | unaccountable private citizens are plotting behind closed
           | doors to tear down the government.
        
             | chipgap98 wrote:
             | And they're doing it while unironically shouting about the
             | tyranny of unelected bureaucrats
        
             | mcculley wrote:
             | It is a mark against our system that someone can get this
             | rich without seeing a problem with all of this. We are told
             | that capitalism makes smart people rich, but it does not
             | appear to filter out gullible people.
        
         | archagon wrote:
         | This. The author may be well-meaning, but seems to have a naive
         | understanding of economic and political realities. (Also, Elon
         | and Vivek are only interested in enriching themselves and their
         | cronies. DOGE is a grift -- don't give your labor to grifters.)
        
           | adamtaylor_13 wrote:
           | How is DOGE a grift? We need to curb our government's
           | absolutely excessive waste.
        
             | yks wrote:
             | The premise is correct, but the trust in the executors is
             | misplaced. One made money via government so there is a
             | certain conflict of interest, another one is an ordinary
             | American businessman with a questionable track record on
             | the edge of ethics. That's right off the bat, on the
             | merits, not even going into the politics.
        
             | einrealist wrote:
             | Because of the messaging, like cutting regulations, entire
             | departments - things that have impact on the entire country
             | and not just a company and its customer base.
             | 
             | I believe, there is certainly a lot of room for
             | improvements in government functions. But I also believe,
             | those improvements are hidden in details and require actual
             | work, other than just slashing funds, regulations or entire
             | departments. Things are how they are for reasons. And those
             | reasons will probably withstand deeper scrutiny, but not
             | populism and conflicts of interest.
        
             | sixo wrote:
             | When you name your enlightened government-saving
             | organization after a memecoin you own a mountain of, only
             | bootlickers are going to think you're in it for altruistic
             | reasons.
             | 
             | This is similar to elon's tendency to dump boatloads of
             | money in politics to beat the people he claims are cheating
             | by... dumping boatloads of money in politics.
             | 
             | If he wants any of this to be taken seriously by anyone
             | other than his horde of bootlickers he needs to make
             | "earning people's trust" a priority, even when it's opposed
             | to his own interest. Instead he acts as though he's
             | entitled to the public's trust because (he's sure) he's
             | such a good guy, and he's (he's sure) actually acting in
             | their interest. Doesn't work that way. Trust is earned by
             | listening to people and by taking seriously what you hear
             | from them--not by egoistic paternalism.
             | 
             | Furthermore, these business people constantly talk in terms
             | which reflect basically-wrong beliefs about how money works
             | at a national level. A country is not a company. A dollar
             | spent by a country can return to its coffers as taxes many
             | times over, and this _basic_ fact breaks _any_ analogy
             | between the two.
        
             | VectorLock wrote:
             | What they're going to end up cutting (and have) is children
             | cancer research and infectious disease teams. Such
             | "excessive waste!"
        
             | dole wrote:
             | DOGE is not an official government department, it's a
             | presidential advisory committee. It's not going to have
             | taxpayer funding, oversight and no far-reaching powers over
             | other official departments besides shit-stirring and
             | distraction.
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | You think the people who "work" for/on DOGE will not be
               | paid? Or you think that Musk is underwriting their
               | paychecks?
        
               | lenkite wrote:
               | Initially only Musk was making a paycheck from DOGE -
               | since you needed a X premium subscription to apply. So
               | its more like _applicants_ were underwriting Musk 's
               | paychecks - that's how a true-blue American capitalist
               | operates.
               | 
               | He changed it after some blowback but I have to admit -
               | American businessmen are always cunning.
        
             | 4fterd4rk wrote:
             | We need to raise taxes, specifically on the people in
             | charge of DOGE. You think that's what the plan's going to
             | be?
        
             | TrapLord_Rhodo wrote:
             | When the debt surety payments are higher than our national
             | security budget i agree wholeheartedly. We are spending
             | more than we are making and it's growing every year. We
             | cannot continue like this or our surety payments will be
             | higher than all distretionary spending by 2032.
             | 
             | I never understood the hate for Elon, vivek, trump. They
             | aren't perfect people, but i'm really excited about the
             | team he's been able to put together. Like who else has been
             | able to hire every single person who ran against him? David
             | sacs, elon, other extremely smart people....
             | 
             | Other people here seem to act like going to school and
             | doing economics to be at Doge are just so incredibly
             | niave... We need a huge diversity of people.
             | 
             | Despite all of trumps faults, he has built a powerhouse
             | team that trancends party lines.
        
           | BurningFrog wrote:
           | DOGE hasn't done anything yet, so this is purely expressing
           | prejudice.
        
             | giraffe_lady wrote:
             | The people running it have track records we can assess, and
             | have signaled their goals and in some cases stated them
             | outright. This is simply judgement.
        
               | BurningFrog wrote:
               | Elon's track record is to consistently succeed
               | spectacularly with things that most people find laughably
               | impossible to do. That's why I don't dismiss this
               | project.
               | 
               | I missed there they stated outright that they're "only
               | interested in enriching themselves and their cronies"?
        
               | archagon wrote:
               | There are two things rich Republicans hate more than
               | anything in the world: the government spending "their"
               | money on services for ordinary folks, and regulations
               | preventing them from making even more money. This is
               | often dressed up as "libertarianism," but in reality,
               | it's simply worship of money as the ultimate virtue.
               | 
               | What sorts of organizations does DOGE want to defund? The
               | Consumer Financial Protection Bureau, the IRS, the
               | Department of Education, Planned Parenthood, PBS and NPR:
               | https://www.forbes.com/sites/lindseychoo/2024/11/27/elon-
               | mus.... Nevermind that these make up a tiny portion of
               | the intended 2 trillion in cuts.
               | 
               | Adjacent to this, Republican leadership has clearly
               | signaled that they wish to gut Social Security, Medicaid,
               | and the ACA. Here's Robert Reich reading the tea leaves: 
               | https://www.greenevillesun.com/opinion/national_columns/r
               | eic...
               | 
               | Oh, I would not be surprised to see Musk "succeed
               | spectacularly" in this endeavor. But that's because money
               | is power, and Musk has more of it than anyone in the
               | country. I mean, he even bought himself a president! It's
               | difficult to lose when you can just keep throwing cash at
               | the problem.
               | 
               | By the way, nobody is ever going to tell you outright
               | that they're "only interested in enriching themselves and
               | their cronies." An intelligent adult should be able to
               | interpret reality based on available evidence. If you
               | wait for someone to throw off their mask and reveal
               | themselves a cackling villain, you will find yourself an
               | easy mark.
        
               | BurningFrog wrote:
               | That Forbes article is just a Forbes journalist guessing
               | what DOGE might do, based on things they've mentioned in
               | passing.
               | 
               |  _Of course_ that doesn 't add up to 2 trillion in cuts!
               | 
               | The Reich article is mostly him making up evil things
               | DOGE might do, and then criticizing them for these
               | imagined plans.
               | 
               | Once DOGE has real plans and proposals I'll be happy to
               | mock them if they don't make sense. I agree their goals
               | sound _very_ difficult, but I 've learned that there are
               | always smarter people than me out there. Maybe you can at
               | least agree with that last part :)
        
               | sangnoir wrote:
               | Can you come up with "non-evil" ways to cut 2 trillion,
               | while you wait?
        
               | BurningFrog wrote:
               | No, but let me expand on that.
               | 
               | The current deficit is 1.69 trillion (1), so something of
               | that magnitude will _have_ to happen, one way or another.
               | 
               | The "DOGE manifesto"(2) lays out the plans/goals in some
               | detail. Note that it's not mainly budget cuts, and not
               | intended to be complete in year 1.
               | 
               | (1): https://usafacts.org/state-of-the-union/budget/ (2):
               | https://archive.ph/rAD4B
        
             | throwaway314155 wrote:
             | Those steering the ship have track records. I don't see
             | anything prejudicial about evaluating the leadership of a
             | government group w.r.t. their previous merits and
             | shortcomings.
        
               | charlieyu1 wrote:
               | DOGE is nothing more than a glorified advisory role. They
               | can talk whatever they want, they have no real power.
        
             | bccdee wrote:
             | Elon Musk has done plenty worth judging already. Am I
             | supposed to give every single venture of his the benefit of
             | the doubt?
        
         | bko wrote:
         | Wouldn't this be the equivalent of telling someone "before you
         | try and build a business, try to take some business courses and
         | learn how business works. Perhaps even an MBA".
        
           | akamaka wrote:
           | Not quite, because a successful business could be as simple
           | as a lemonade stand. Government finance, on the other hand,
           | is an exceptionally delicate game of safely maximizing
           | spending to stimulate economic growth (and therefore future
           | tax revenue).
        
             | s1artibartfast wrote:
             | The vast majority of government spending is not about
             | growth and isn't an investment. It is about placating
             | voters and interests groups.
             | 
             | Arguably positive budget categories like Education,
             | research, and infrastructure make up a miniscule part of
             | the overall pie.
        
               | pnut wrote:
               | Interestingly, China, who does capitalism better than the
               | west, is not very concerned about short term voter
               | happiness or placating special interest groups. So it's
               | not a given that government spending must be constrained
               | by historical assumptions, or that that model is even
               | optimal.
               | 
               | I'd say many of the moves towards autocracy in the west
               | are pointing in that direction, for better or worse.
        
               | s1artibartfast wrote:
               | That's obviously a provocative claim. I wouldn't say that
               | they "do capitalism better", but I would say that they
               | have better industrial policy.
               | 
               | https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Industrial_policy
        
             | kortilla wrote:
             | Yet nobody with an economics degree is in control of
             | government spending. Funny that
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | "Democracy is the theory that the common people know what
               | they want, and deserve to get it good and hard." - H.L.
               | Mencken
               | 
               | Wake me when a majority of actual US voters would pick
               | someone based on their educational qualifications for the
               | job.
        
               | krainboltgreene wrote:
               | We do that all the time.
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | Not in any election that I've seen in the last 35 years.
        
               | krainboltgreene wrote:
               | I don't think that's true, frankly. I guess maybe if you
               | don't vote in local elections and also don't pay
               | attention to congressional elections.
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | I vote in both.
               | 
               | My state rep lives (more or less) across the street from
               | me. He wins because he gets things done and is generally
               | a nice and honest person. His educational background as a
               | lawyer doesn't seem to enter into the reasons why any of
               | us vote for him.
               | 
               | My congressional rep and our two senators - I couldn't
               | even begin to tell you their educational backgrounds. I
               | can tell you about their policy positions (and in one
               | case, their abject failure to actually do anything
               | related to them), and a little bit about their personal
               | history.
        
               | dmonitor wrote:
               | I live in alabama. One of our state's senators only
               | previous job was as a football coach. It's bleak out
               | here.
        
               | krainboltgreene wrote:
               | That's actually just categorically wrong and frankly easy
               | to find out. First of all the one that jumps to mind is
               | AOC, but also just in general apparently econ is the
               | third most popular study for congress members, behind
               | politics and law.
        
               | bccdee wrote:
               | ...do you actually think there are no economists working
               | on the US government's federal budget? Is that a serious
               | belief of yours?
        
           | Qwertious wrote:
           | Most of the business is in the not-numbers stuff. If DOGE is
           | specifically trying to fix the numbers, then it's far more
           | important that they specifically are experts in numbers.
        
         | Palomides wrote:
         | don't worry, he's starting with physics and will invent
         | economics from first principles on his own because he's a
         | genius
        
           | bogwog wrote:
           | You gotta admit, building a desktop recording app is only a
           | few short hops away from building our civilization.
        
             | teaearlgraycold wrote:
             | Crazy idea: work for DOGE but secretly just do whatever the
             | most educated (and compassionate) people on the topic say
             | to do. Don't let Elon know you're poisoning his well with
             | good ideas.
        
               | lazyasciiart wrote:
               | I have serious doubts that this guy would identify anyone
               | I consider "the most educated or compassionate" for any
               | topic, though.
        
               | ETH_start wrote:
               | A lot of people consider Elon to be highly compassionate
               | (in the balanced sense of taking into consideration
               | second-order effects) and educated (in the non-
               | credentialled sense of being informed).
               | 
               | So comments like your are little more than flamebait.
        
               | entropicdrifter wrote:
               | >A lot of people consider Elon to be highly compassionate
               | (in the balanced sense of taking into consideration
               | second-order effects)
               | 
               | I suppose if you're into redefining the common meaning of
               | the word, anyone could be considered highly
               | compassionate.
        
           | lowmagnet wrote:
           | when this went from calling coworkers "NPCs" to "working" for
           | DOGE, to "studying physics" and I'm just going to leave this
           | here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmJI6qIqURA
        
             | Pxtl wrote:
             | Came here to post this and am happy to see that's already
             | been done.
        
               | remh wrote:
               | To be honest, this video was quite cringe, 50min of
               | repeating the same thing over and over, repeating her
               | opinion, saying ridiculous unsubstantiated things such
               | as: "musk bought twitter because he was annoyed people
               | were saying he was not a physicist ". Let's do better and
               | post better content.
        
               | ydnaclementine wrote:
               | she's not wrong though. it's exactly like one the
               | comments says: "It's the intellectual equivalent of the
               | wannabe tough guy staple: "I almost joined the
               | military.""
        
               | entropicdrifter wrote:
               | She's a physicist, sharing her perspective on how weird
               | it feels that several billionaires seem intent on posing
               | as physicists
        
           | lazyasciiart wrote:
           | Shouldn't he start with math for the most valuable results?
           | https://xkcd.com/435/
        
           | Arn_Thor wrote:
           | Those people are so exhausting. I work with one.
        
           | postsantum wrote:
           | No, he is about to invest in longevity research, like all
           | other cool non-NPC billionaires do
        
         | Mountain_Skies wrote:
         | Is this about the impossibility of a government defaulting on
         | its debt if that debt is payable in currency that same
         | government can print? Or is it some stimulus thing?
        
           | VectorLock wrote:
           | There is no upper bound on how much debt the US gov can carry
           | as long as they're paying their interest and people still
           | have trust that they will. Its the TRUST part that is at most
           | risk right now.
        
             | lovecg wrote:
             | Yeah but that's almost a tautology. This has been true for
             | every government that ended up in hyperinflation (Germany
             | in the 20s, Russia in the 90s, etc. etc.).
        
             | marcusverus wrote:
             | > There is no upper bound on how much debt the US gov can
             | carry as long as they're paying their interest...
             | 
             | Get it? There is no limit... so long as we don't go past
             | the limit!
             | 
             | We already spend ~20% of federal revenue on debt service.
             | How high would that percentage need to get before you would
             | consider it a problem?
        
               | bennofs wrote:
               | The limit could depend on a lot of other things. In
               | theory, it's possible that you are paying 100% of revenue
               | on debt service yet still the best option is to take on
               | more debt. This is if you believe that investing the
               | money raised via additional debt provides returns that
               | outweigh the increase in debt service costs. So in that
               | situation, additional debt can even lower the debt
               | service / income ratio.
               | 
               | So this is meant to illustrate that the limit on debt is
               | more a function of the concrete circumstances. In this
               | line of argumentation, debt is not limited by a
               | mathematical formula that just takes GDP and similar
               | statistics as input.
        
               | marcusverus wrote:
               | Your analysis leaves out one teeny tiny little thing--the
               | ~6 Trillion dollar federal budget!
               | 
               | If you're paying 100% of revenue on debt service, taking
               | on more debt isn't optional. All other federal outlays
               | must either cease or be funded by new debt. Given current
               | levels of federal spending, that would mean increasing
               | the national debt by ~20% of GDP, _per year_.
               | 
               | More debt --> higher debt service costs --> even more
               | debt --> even higher debt service costs --> et cetera
        
         | tayo42 wrote:
         | this part was disturbing. this guy cant run his own life but
         | wants to dictate how others will live and get involved in
         | government. the US is going to have to deal with real
         | consequences from idiots like this.
         | 
         | I think running successful companies and making lots of money
         | like this is just random luck sometimes. how did a person with
         | no ability to introspect, surrounds him self with people that
         | like and cant critically think manage to make so much money.
        
           | louwrentius wrote:
           | It either favors or breeds sociopaths
        
           | whateveracct wrote:
           | most of the startup CEOs I've met / worked for are actually
           | comically inept as people lol. often their business success
           | is clearly more luck than they want to admit, and they love
           | to give lectures/post tweets [1] about things they know
           | nothing about (e.g. ever notice how every CEO is also an
           | enthusiastic authority on the future of population growth and
           | space travel and the like? they're all Elon wannabes
           | nowadays)
           | 
           | [1] often ghostwritten
        
         | paulpauper wrote:
         | You would not learn this in an economics course. Source:
         | someone who has taken economics courses. Maybe a civics course.
        
           | 4fterd4rk wrote:
           | Didn't make it to grad school?
        
             | paulpauper wrote:
             | damn bruh...
        
         | s1artibartfast wrote:
         | You don't have to have a PhD in macroeconomics to have useful
         | policy insights.
         | 
         | For example, I wish someone could convince my city to stop
         | planting a specific high maintenance tree on my street that
         | constantly clog sewers and crushes cars.
         | 
         | Policy is far from perfect and there is plenty of room for
         | improvement.
        
           | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
           | Assuming that you are correct, you have observed (a) one or
           | more problems (b) a proximal cause of the problem(s) (c) a
           | potential solution. Congratulations!
           | 
           | None of that can be said for making a facile observation
           | about US government spending.
        
             | s1artibartfast wrote:
             | I can think of dozens of similar examples from my local
             | government where entrenched local incentives or disinterest
             | lead to completely wasteful outcomes. All of my friends in
             | government have stories of egregious waste, 8-9 digit
             | programs where not even the people working on them think
             | they are effective.
             | 
             | I think the salient observation is that there are abundant
             | opportunities for improvement and cost saving if there is a
             | stakeholder that actually cares about cost savings.
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | You've already started from a couple of assumptions that
               | I don't believe are true.
               | 
               | > there are abundant opportunities for improvement and
               | cost saving if there is a stakeholder that actually cares
               | about cost savings.
               | 
               | This fails to explain why private corporations (which
               | presumably have from one to millions of stakeholders that
               | care about cost saving) would waste millions of dollars.
               | The idea that "for profit" organizations have some
               | builtin magic trick that means that they improve and save
               | money in ways that other sorts of organizations cannot is
               | just demonstrably untrue.
               | 
               | What is true, of course, is that no matter what the type
               | of organization, if there are people who care about and
               | are empowered to meaningfully tackle waste and
               | inefficiency, then things can improve. And this happens,
               | both in government and non-governmental organizations.
               | You don't hear about it much, for broadly the same reason
               | you don't hear about for-profit organizations wasting
               | money: it just isn't news.
               | 
               | The second assumption that I think you're making is that
               | "wasteful outcomes" are by definition a bad thing. The
               | problem is that government often is tasked with tackling
               | problems where wasteful outcomes are a more or less
               | builtin part of the way things get done, and we accept
               | that (sometimes) because the _full cost_ (not just
               | financial cost) of trying to reduce waste is higher than
               | the waste itself. A typical example: yes, there 's no
               | doubt that some government benefits go to people who are
               | not eligible for them. However, the task of identifying
               | all those people has many costs, both direct and
               | indirect. The whole system becomes massively more
               | invasive of everyone's lives when one of its prime
               | directives is "make sure that not one cent goes to some
               | not entitled to it". So most societies accept that there
               | will be a level of waste, which is made up for by the
               | benefits of treating things as if they are closer to a
               | universal benefit.
               | 
               | There are plenty of other examples of this in different
               | domains where the government operates.
        
               | s1artibartfast wrote:
               | >This fails to explain why private corporations (which
               | presumably have from one to millions of stakeholders that
               | care about cost saving) would waste millions of dollars.
               | 
               | Of course it fails to explain something was wasnt talking
               | about. I wasn't offering an explanation of private
               | corporation waste. were you under that impression I dont
               | think it exists?
               | 
               | I have a 50 million dollar project right now for a
               | private corporation that I think is a waste, despite
               | being the being the one to create and lead it. I'm doing
               | it for short sighted reasons. My boss thinks it will make
               | him look good, I expect a promotion out of it, and we
               | will both be gone when it is cancelled with absolutely
               | nothing to show for it.
               | 
               | This also happens in government. As a taxpayer, I dont
               | want to pay it. I love the idea of someone looking out
               | for waste and even counter productive spending.
               | 
               | >The second assumption that I think you're making is that
               | "wasteful outcomes" are by definition a bad thing...
               | 
               | Please don't strawman me and put words in my mouth. are
               | you arguing against points I didn't make.
               | 
               | My point is that true waste, however you want to define
               | it, exists, and can be improved. Are you claiming there
               | is no room for improvement?
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | > I wasn't offering an explanation of private corporation
               | waste. were you under that impression I dont think it
               | exists?
               | 
               | Earlier you had said:
               | 
               | > .... if there is a stakeholder that actually cares
               | about cost savings.
               | 
               | which tends to be short-hand these days for "in the
               | context of a for-profit company where people actually
               | care about this stuff". I accept that you may not have
               | meant it that way.
               | 
               | > Are you claiming there is no room for improvement?
               | 
               | Certainly not. But starting with the claim that a
               | gigantic percentage of US federal government spending is
               | wasted (as the whole DOGE thing starts with) is almost
               | certainly not the way to find actual improvements.
        
               | s1artibartfast wrote:
               | >which tends to be short-hand these days for "in the
               | context of a for-profit company where people actually
               | care about this stuff". I accept that you may not have
               | meant it that way.
               | 
               | Are you think of _shareholders_ instead of stakeholders?
               | Either way, that was not my intention. In terms
               | government, there are lots of ways to introduce new
               | stakeholders with different incentives. These can be
               | inter-agency review, or as simple as a government
               | employee who 's job it is to save money, and gets
               | promoted based on that.
               | 
               | >Certainly not. But starting with the claim that a
               | gigantic percentage of US federal government spending is
               | wasted (as the whole DOGE thing starts with) is almost
               | certainly not the way to find actual improvements.
               | 
               | Again, please stop putting words in my mouth.
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | > Again, please stop putting words in my mouth.
               | 
               | Not everything in a comment in a thread on HN is about
               | the comment that immediately preceded it. This particular
               | subthread has featured the so-called DOGE quite
               | significantly, and that is how we've ended up talking
               | about efficiency, waste, improvements. DOGE is the
               | embodiment of the claim I'm describing, and that's not
               | directly related to anything you've said.
        
           | charlieyu1 wrote:
           | On the other hand, you need empathy and common sense. And a
           | good understanding of humanity.
           | 
           | Which I doubt many politicians have it.
        
         | kortilla wrote:
         | This is a facile dunk. Economics literature is filled with
         | examples of debt destroying countries' economies either through
         | hyper inflation or default. Since the US controls its currency,
         | it is very likely to take the inflation route, but if you get
         | enough hawks they might choose to default.
        
           | rtpg wrote:
           | But perhaps people supposedly becoming in charge of material
           | results should in fact at least have a sketch of an actual
           | nuanced understanding of things.
           | 
           | People who watched Europe through the Great Recession and
           | walk away thinking "I guess austerity works" are not people
           | seriously consuming information, they are ideologues.
        
             | roenxi wrote:
             | The US is transitioning from being a dominant superpower to
             | being one in a herd. Saying that the current approach is
             | works is also difficult position to sustain. They probably
             | should try something different.
             | 
             | The basic position is that a government should raise enough
             | taxes to cover its expenses. You can call that ideological
             | and suggest there are superior options if you want to.
             | Maybe there are, a little debt can be a good thing. But to
             | suggest it won't work is a bit out there. It works. It is
             | one of those simple strategies that is too boring to fail.
             | 
             | Also, if the strategy switches from spending more than you
             | earn to less, obviously there will be a period where people
             | are worse off. It is the same with paying back any
             | obligation. Overspending foolishly obviously increases
             | living standards while it is happening - the problem is the
             | part where people no longer fund the debtor and said debtor
             | didn't invest in productive capital. You need an argument
             | that accounts for that to claim austerity fails. It is
             | expected to do worse than the status quo for a while.
             | Saving money isn't much fun on Day 1 either, it can take a
             | decade to pay off.
        
           | akamaka wrote:
           | A good economics education would let someone be specific
           | about what they think the problem is. What year will the US
           | default on its debt? How much money needs to be cut from the
           | budget to avoid that? To what extent will those cuts slow
           | down the economy and be self-defeating?
           | 
           | If he arms himself with the right mathematical tools, he
           | might just discover that the default he's expecting is
           | actually not imminent.
        
             | charrondev wrote:
             | To me the elephant in the room is the cost of servicing the
             | debt.
             | 
             | Even if the US has a bunch of runway before shit actually
             | hits the fan, 2024 saw over a trillion dollars servicing
             | the debt. That could be funding a lot of government
             | programs instead.
        
               | akamaka wrote:
               | Let's look at the numbers:
               | 
               | https://fred.stlouisfed.org/series/FYOIGDA188S
               | 
               | Seems not ideal, but also not terrible. We have much less
               | of a hole to dig our way out of than we did in the 1990s.
               | Certainly doesn't look like a crisis. The recent jump
               | seems entirely caused by the response to the Covid crisis
               | and not really a structural problem.
        
               | yep31 wrote:
               | Unlike now, in the 90s the US had no competitors with
               | equally strong industrial capacity.
        
           | rat87 wrote:
           | This is insane. Most countries are in debt and there's
           | nothing wrong with that unless it becomes too high. Choosing
           | to default is a choice with no benifits that would crash the
           | world economy for no reason and permanently hobble the
           | country
        
             | Aeolun wrote:
             | A default would be a silly thing on a national scale. You'd
             | essentially reset your debt and piss off a lot of foreign
             | powers, but the economy would continue working as before,
             | since you'd immediately print a whole bunch of new
             | (virtual) money. Chances are a great deal of countries will
             | just go along with it to not grind their own economies into
             | pieces when they suddenly can't buy/sell from/to the US any
             | more.
             | 
             | This is assuming you never get to the stage of
             | hyperinflation, but you can probably just print a whole
             | bunch of new physical currency as well.
        
               | 4fterd4rk wrote:
               | I have a few degrees in economics. You have absolutely
               | zero idea what you're talking about if you think a US
               | default would have the economy "continue working as
               | before". A US default would make the 08 financial crisis
               | look like a lemonade stand going out of business. This
               | way of thinking is so dangerous because you people don't
               | know what you don't know. Musk and the tech bros are
               | playing Russian roulette with all of our livelihoods.
        
               | victorbjorklund wrote:
               | You dont think a single american or american company/bank
               | holds any gov bonds?
        
         | goalieca wrote:
         | I think you missed the point of DOGE. This isn't a problem
         | about navigating and optimizing a complex bureaucracy, it's to
         | call out that massive bureaucracy exactly where it comes at a
         | high cost and little, perhaps even negative, value. This is a
         | managerial problem and a political problem at its core. We
         | should all be rooting for them to succeed and table their
         | findings, in plain speak for all the public to see. Then it
         | will be up to the elected officials to act on it.
        
           | giraffe_lady wrote:
           | That is transparently not the point of it at all. Musk in
           | particular is a proven self-interested liar and there's no
           | reason to believe his stated intentions here. It's another
           | right wing campaign to dismantle the parts of the state that
           | benefit anyone other than investors.
        
           | rgmerk wrote:
           | DOGE is BS.
           | 
           | Civilian bureaucrats - in fact pretty much all discretionary
           | spending - are line noise in the federal budget.
           | 
           | By far the largest components of spending are Medicare,
           | Medicaid, Social Security, and defence.
           | 
           | Cutting social security means that old people get less money
           | in their retirement, no ifs, ands or buts. Good luck with
           | that one.
           | 
           | By American standards, Medicaid and Medicare are pretty
           | efficient. So any cuts are going to mean that either doctors
           | get paid less or fewer health services are provided. Yes,
           | politically, Republicans can get away with cutting Medicaid,
           | but it's the much smaller piece of the pie compared to
           | Medicare. Good luck with either one of the options above with
           | Medicare.
           | 
           | As for defence, procurement is a giant money tree for defence
           | contractors, but a large part of the reason why it remains a
           | giant money tree for contractors is that they build plants in
           | every single congressional district there is, so trying to
           | apply some sanity to the defence procurement process is
           | politically untenable. Beyond that, are you going to be the
           | one to tell the Marines they don't need their own aircraft
           | carriers?
           | 
           | Of course, tanking the American economy by removing a
           | significant chunk of its labor force (undocumented
           | immigrants) and increasing costs (by putting tariffs on
           | things) is just going to make the problem harder by crunching
           | revenue.
           | 
           | The right of politics has forever claimed that they can
           | painlessly cut taxes, and it's always nonsense.
        
             | lovecg wrote:
             | > Cutting social security means that old people get less
             | money in their retirement, no ifs, ands or buts. Good luck
             | with that one.
             | 
             | But surely that's the only way out? Figure out some sane
             | taper scheme by age or something. Social security was
             | created when the old people population was a tiny fraction
             | of what it is now, no way it would have ever passed it with
             | today's numbers. We'll have to rip off the bandaid or face
             | the consequences.
        
               | akamaka wrote:
               | Taking money from one group of people and giving it to
               | another isn't "government waste", though. It's
               | essentially zero-sum (unless you get way down into the
               | details of the economic effects of how that money gets
               | spent or saved.)
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | If you had told people when SS was passed that "granny
               | doesn't die of hunger" is "zero sum", you might have
               | needed martial arts skills to avoid the pitchforks coming
               | your way.
               | 
               | And that's not "way down into the details of the economic
               | effects" - it's the raison d'etre of SS.
        
               | akamaka wrote:
               | I'm replying to the parent commenter and giving him the
               | benefit of the doubt, assuming that he's talking only
               | about social security payments which are beyond the
               | essential, and which could "safely" be cut back. I
               | recommend to you to also interpret comments generously
               | before replying.
        
             | chillingeffect wrote:
             | >Cutting social security means that old people get less
             | money in their retirement, no ifs, ands or buts. Good luck
             | with that one.
             | 
             | Some ppl collecting SSI have other income over $400k. They
             | won't miss $30k of SSI. The dem's plan was to tax that
             | overage - not even remove it altogether - to maintain SSI,
             | but "they're eating the dogs and cats" won and now the
             | unelected guy who made his fortune on government contracts
             | is in charge of choosing who to cut off from that
             | government money supply.
        
             | khazhoux wrote:
             | > DOGE is BS. Civilian bureaucrats - in fact pretty much
             | all discretionary spending - are line noise in the federal
             | budget.
             | 
             | It took me years to understand that this line of reasoning
             | is why Trump won (twice). I noticed in my own job, that
             | whenever someone would propose an moderate but still-
             | obvious improvement, someone else would smack them down
             | saying "that's not the highest priority!" In the end,
             | nothing ever gets fixed.
             | 
             | I think people see Trump as that guy who steamrolls the
             | naysayers and gets shit done.
             | 
             | Now, I disagree that Trump really gets any useful thing
             | done, but I definitely recognize that constant naysaying
             | against any improvement is a real actual problem.
        
               | PaulDavisThe1st wrote:
               | The party Trump ran as a candidate for has spent at least
               | 40 and perhaps 70 years insisting the government is your
               | enemny and government cannot get things done.
               | 
               | The fact that is rather difficult to make changes to the
               | government so that it runs more efficiently and gets
               | better stuff done might - _just might_ - be related to
               | the fact that one of the two major political parties in
               | the USA is absolutely bound to the  "fact" that this is
               | not possible.
        
               | lazyasciiart wrote:
               | It's like when an entire slate of candidates running on
               | "elect me for a pure and uninformed outsider take!" get
               | elected to the city council and suddenly you spend a year
               | with council meetings turning into 101 lessons from the
               | city staff on what the fuck the council is responsible
               | for.
        
               | the_gastropod wrote:
               | I disagree with this. Here are a few tidy Republican
               | stances:
               | 
               | - Gun violence? Eh. Nothing we can do there. Best to just
               | get used to it. Thoughts and prayers.
               | 
               | - Climate change? Nothing to see there. Drill baby,
               | drill!
               | 
               | - Covid? Best to just ignore it, let it run rampant, let
               | the weak die. No biggie.
               | 
               | - Universal healthcare? It'd totally suck. Wait times.
               | Higher taxes. Pay no attention to the nearly 100 other
               | countries successfully pulling this off.
               | 
               | The Republican Party is the party of maintaining the
               | status-quo, insisting solved problems are unsolvable.
               | Since Ronald Reagan, the Republican Party's central
               | thesis is: Government is inept. Let's neuter it as much
               | as possible. Many of us see DOGE just as a cringely-named
               | continuation of this mission.
        
             | lenkite wrote:
             | > By far the largest components of spending are Medicare,
             | Medicaid, Social Security, and defence.
             | 
             | Sure..and all hidden waste projects can be fit into those 3
             | categories. Things like federal funding on hotels for
             | illegal immigrants, including many millions on _unused_
             | hotel rooms. ~$400 per person per night for illegal aliens.
             | ~$80+ million USD in a few months.
             | 
             | > DOGE is BS.
             | 
             | Basically DOGE is only BS if you think fraud and waste are
             | not BS. Why don't you actually _look_ at the large number
             | of waste projects on https://x.com/DOGE before saying it is
             | BS ?
        
               | rgmerk wrote:
               | US federal budget expenditures in 2023 were a little over
               | six trillion dollars.
               | 
               | Eighty million dollars isn't even sufficient to count as
               | a rounding error in that context.
        
               | lenkite wrote:
               | Good lord - No its not a _rounding_ error. How did you
               | even get that ? Here is the cost of illegal immigration
               | to taxpayers:
               | 
               | https://budget.house.gov/download/the-cost-of-illegal-
               | immigr...
               | 
               | It is ~42 billion for welfame, $70 billion USD for
               | schooling, $7.5 billion for the uninsured, etc, totaling
               | to around ~150 billion. This is also around the figure
               | confirmed by DOGE.
               | 
               | It would be nice if you can refute the data on facts.
        
               | rgmerk wrote:
               | It's not an official figure. It's a figure calculated by
               | an anti-immigration "think tank".
               | 
               | And even taking their numbers as gospel, it's 1.1% of the
               | federal budget - and it's not like you can claw back that
               | 1.1% either, because the enforcement mechanisms required
               | to expel and keep illegal immigrants out of the USA would
               | cost very substantial amounts.
        
               | etc-hosts wrote:
               | That study is from CIS. CIS' founder was
               | 
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Tanton
               | 
               | then you should look up "Jared Taylor". Then look up
               | "American Renaissance"
        
               | svara wrote:
               | A lot of those examples are just meaningless without
               | context and some are clearly framed in a way to make them
               | sound ridiculous.
               | 
               | NIH funding on addiction research seems pretty relevant
               | given what's going on in the US?
               | 
               | But the way they write it it's "injecting dogs with
               | cocaine" or "giving cocaine to lonely mice". Very funny I
               | guess?
        
             | refurb wrote:
             | > DOGE is BS.
             | 
             | Are you suggesting there is _no possible way to make the
             | government more efficient_ in a way that reduces costs by
             | some significant amount?
             | 
             | That seems like an extreme statement.
        
               | Arn_Thor wrote:
               | That is a straw man, and an ugly one at that.
               | 
               | Every system has inefficiencies, including the
               | government.
               | 
               | The fallacy is to assume that businesses inherently have
               | less inefficiencies than government and/or that a
               | government's cost/benefit equation improves if it's run
               | as a business. Often, their functions overlap and this
               | can be the case. Automated traffic monitoring is cheaper
               | than having people count cars. But beware privatization
               | that promises efficiency and lower costs--the result is
               | almost always worse services, maintainable debt and in
               | time a government bailout.
               | 
               | Often, their functions do not overlap. The purpose of
               | social security is not to tighten spending as much as
               | possible, it is to improve quality of life as much as
               | possible.
        
               | refurb wrote:
               | Funny you'd accuse me of a straw man then go on about
               | claims I never made.
               | 
               | Nothing has changed yet. No plans have been rolled out.
               | 
               | We could wait and see what the plan is before claiming
               | it's a failure already?
        
               | Arn_Thor wrote:
               | Let me quote you: "Are you suggesting there is no
               | possible way to make the government more efficient in a
               | way that reduces costs by some significant amount?"
               | 
               | The poster said no such thing.
        
               | refurb wrote:
               | The poster said "DOGE is BS". DOGE is looking to make the
               | government more efficient, so the poster said "making the
               | government more efficient is BS".
               | 
               | Thus my question seems like a pretty good rephrasing.
        
               | psb217 wrote:
               | If someone says: "I'm not a big fan of football", they're
               | not necessarily saying: "We should kill all football
               | players."
               | 
               | If someone says: "I think DOGE is BS", they're not
               | saying: "I think any and all efforts to improve goverment
               | efficiency are BS."
               | 
               | Sometimes, the thing a person says is the thing they mean
               | to say. You're clearly creating a strawman.
        
               | dead_gunslinger wrote:
               | You are comparing apples to oranges. A company can be as
               | inefficient as it wants, it's their problem. If they
               | manage to be profitable while being inefficient good for
               | them. I don't care, they don't force me to give them MY
               | money. The government on the other hand does, with the
               | threat of imprisonment. They extract wealth from me to
               | provide services that I didn't ask them to provide, which
               | are deteriorating year after year even though their
               | budget constantly keeps increasing dramatically without
               | the population increasing in the same rate.
        
               | Arn_Thor wrote:
               | Except in many, if not most, cases a company's
               | inefficiencies IS your problem. The perfectly informed
               | rational consumer doesn't exist. We're forced to buy
               | what's on the shelves that we can afford, and the water
               | in the pipes and power on the grid. When the businesses
               | collude and price fix and lower the quality of your goods
               | you DO suffer and your only recourse is regulation.
               | 
               | And get out of here with that libertarian "services I
               | don't use" nonsense.
        
               | rgmerk wrote:
               | There are no politically viable ways to make the US
               | government significantly more efficient in a way that
               | would leave government services unaffected.
               | 
               | The one big opportunity to do that is defence and it is
               | the one that Republicans, particularly, treat as a sacred
               | cow.
               | 
               | Social Security is already extremely efficient in that
               | the cost of moving money around is minimal.
               | 
               | Medicare and Medicaid are also more efficient than the
               | private sector.
               | 
               | Is government perfect? Hell no. But in the really big
               | picture the big and rising areas of civilian expenditure
               | are not where the inefficiencies lie.
        
               | refurb wrote:
               | > in a way that would leave government services
               | unaffected
               | 
               | I'm not sure what "unaffected" means. Do you mean from
               | the end user perspective? Or government employee
               | perspective?
               | 
               | I think people underestimate the overhead associated with
               | many government services. Even thing like social security
               | disability have 30-40% of the money not going to the
               | recipient, it's going to the administration.
               | 
               | If you were able to improve social security
               | administration efficiency (benefit validation, denial
               | appeal, check mailing costs) by just 10%, you just
               | reduced social the federal budget by a few percentage
               | points. That's huge.
               | 
               | My own experience with government services is that
               | significant efficiencies could be squeezed out and keep
               | the end user service the same (or better?).
        
               | bcrosby95 wrote:
               | Where are you getting your numbers? Social security is
               | well known as one of the most efficient government
               | agencies.
               | 
               | https://www.ssa.gov/oact/STATS/admin.html
               | 
               | A 10% increase in administration efficiency would shave
               | of $700 million.
        
               | refurb wrote:
               | Social security disability has much higher admin cost
               | percentage.
               | 
               | But regardless, a 10% improvement in efficiency, in one
               | government program, potentially saves almost $1B.
               | 
               | That seems quite striking to me when you think about all
               | the US government programs.
        
               | kube-system wrote:
               | There absolutely are, but not all of them are good ideas
               | for other reasons. One of the big things that I think
               | many "run government like a business"-types fail to
               | consider, is that fairness, equitability, checks-and-
               | balances, democratic process, quality of life, etc are
               | often inherently inefficient.
        
           | aidenn0 wrote:
           | Cutting funding to the IRS will increase waste; nobody
           | outside of DOGE seems to think that spending more on
           | enforcement will fail to pay for itself by finding more tax
           | fraud. It's not a large leap to infer that at least some of
           | those behind DOGE are doing this to enrich themselves.
        
         | paxys wrote:
         | I don't fault this guy for wanting to join DOGE and make a
         | difference. The fact that he was able to make a few phone calls
         | and actually get hired into an influential position despite
         | having zero background in government, civics, economics,
         | finance etc. should, however, tell you everything you need to
         | know about the department and its brain trust.
         | 
         | I wonder what will happen to all these Signal conversations
         | when the inevitable scandals/lawsuits/inquiries happen. Surely
         | the public will be able to scrutinize them right?
        
           | khazhoux wrote:
           | > The fact that he was able to make a few phone calls and
           | actually get hired into an influential position despite
           | having zero background in government, civics, economics,
           | finance etc. should, however, tell you everything you need to
           | know about the department and its brain trust
           | 
           | I have no interest in defending Elon, but this assessment is
           | unfair. Recall how during the Obama transition, a bunch of
           | Silicon Valley'ers got hired in to help modernize government
           | tech (and doubly so after the disastrous obamacare website
           | rollout). Very few of those people had experience in govt,
           | civics, etc.
        
             | gkoberger wrote:
             | There's a difference between "building tech for the
             | government" and whatever governmental cosplaying DOGE is
             | doing.
        
             | paxys wrote:
             | Slight difference between asking techies to modernize
             | government tech and asking them to retool the entire
             | federal government.
        
             | 616c wrote:
             | You can listen to their own description of their strategy
             | and tactics. It was every different from the contemporary
             | counterpoint. They reformed one system one subsystem at a
             | time by working with the current owners and tech staff and
             | teaching them their approach.
             | 
             | https://changelog.com/gotime/154
             | 
             | I knew contractors in their wake working at companies that
             | grew out of their work in CMS, such as Ad Hoc (a name of
             | the original team to not be called WHITE HOUSE HOT SHOTS or
             | DOGE or something similarly jarring to thereby take agency
             | away from the people who had to you know do the work once
             | they knew they'd roll off) and Nava as they expanded beyond
             | that one system 5 years later.
             | 
             | Let's see how the braggadocios we'll solve all the problems
             | at once flavor of the moment goes, then judge the
             | healthcare.gov teams.
        
             | bbddg wrote:
             | Yeah and it was probably equally craven and opportunistic
             | to bring them in as well.
        
           | bccdee wrote:
           | Yeah I find that anecdote incredibly revealing as to the way
           | wealthy people move through political spaces. No offence to
           | the author of the blog post, but he was the CTO of a company
           | that sold video conferencing software--what _on Earth_ would
           | he know about public governance? Pick a random student with a
           | BA in public policy  & administration off the graduating
           | class of 2024's honour roll, and I bet they'd do a better job
           | at doing whatever "DOGE" is supposed to do than this guy
           | would.
        
             | andreilys wrote:
             | We've tried that for decades, and look where it's gotten
             | us.
             | 
             | Policy wonks and lawyers have run America into the ground
             | with reckless spending and forever wars.
             | 
             | I would venture that introducing fresh ideas and
             | technologists with first principles thinking will yield
             | better results.
        
               | spacephysics wrote:
               | Fully agree. The academia gatekeeping in certain fields
               | hasn't served us well over the last decade or so.
               | 
               | Fresh ideas from individuals with experience from all
               | walks of life should be entertained. Doesn't mean they'll
               | be followed.
               | 
               | Furthermore, DOGE has no actual power administratively,
               | really all they can do is advise. Congress would need to
               | grant them power first. Saagar Enjeti gas a good take on
               | this, he's pretty well versed in Washington-Speak
        
               | nurple wrote:
               | I enjoyed his recent conversation with Lex, but I lost
               | quite a bit of respect for his opinion on politics when
               | he called the Cambridge Analytica scandal nonsense.
        
               | etc-hosts wrote:
               | The DOGE guys + Executive branch will try to get the
               | Supreme Court to rule that the phrase "take care" in the
               | Constitution means that the President has the power to
               | fire any government employee at any time.
               | 
               | https://constitution.congress.gov/browse/essay/artII-S3-3
               | -1/...
        
               | Pxtl wrote:
               | > forever wars
               | 
               | And yet they're allying with Trump and his Republicans?
               | Republicans are responsible for the most recent US
               | "forever wars", and Trump has threatened to invade
               | various countries Syria, North Korea, Venezuela, publicly
               | proposed annexing Mexico, Canada, Panama, and Greenland,
               | has fired missiles into numerous countries like Syria,
               | assassinated an Iranian general, etc.
               | 
               | And Trump loudly opposes various orgs that are
               | responsible for holding aggressive powers at bay, like
               | how NATO represents a check on Russia's apparent violent
               | expansionism.
               | 
               | Trump's approach to geopolitics seems just as violent as
               | his predecessors but more mercurial and erratic.
        
               | sangnoir wrote:
               | America has tried giving robber-barrons free reign
               | before. How did that turn out?
        
               | bccdee wrote:
               | Several things:
               | 
               | For one, who said anything about "first principles
               | thinking"? Elon Musk has a pronounced ideological bias.
               | Anyway, first principles thinking is practically useless
               | when it comes to highly complex systems, because such
               | systems do not behave in self-evident ways. Empirical
               | knowledge is the only thing that gets you anywhere.
               | 
               | Moreover, "DOGE" is not a break from the status quo in
               | any way. Corporate interests have informed governance
               | since long before either of us were born. That, rather
               | than "policy wonks," is the rot at the heart of the
               | government. Forever wars happen because they are
               | extremely profitable for weapons manufacturers, not
               | because warfare is a wonkish policy.
               | 
               | The only novelty "DOGE" brings to the table is the
               | aesthetics of an SF tech startup, which won't help the
               | government any more than it helped WeWork. It'll actually
               | do less: WeWork was taken seriously, at least for a
               | while. "DOGE" is impossible to take seriously.
        
               | JKCalhoun wrote:
               | So weird. You cut the taxes of the most wealthy in this
               | country, slash the corporate tax rate and our debt
               | mounts. What is going on?
        
             | pinkmuffinere wrote:
             | You don't have to be convinced, but to present an argument
             | -- He knows how to lead a team with disparate skills and
             | motivations towards a complex, poorly defined end-goal.
             | That might sound like corporate B.S., but I truly believe
             | that's a useful skill that not everyone has. Of course I
             | expect he is relatively weak in his understanding of law,
             | the dynamics of different government organizations, etc,
             | but I expect (hope?) they're hiring others to fill in these
             | gaps.
        
               | sangnoir wrote:
               | Championship-winning 12th grade soccer captains probably
               | have decent leadership skills, but that doesn't mean they
               | can automatically succeed as M&A advisors at a
               | multinational. We don't need a blitz version of the Peter
               | principle where people skip n-levels at a time.
        
               | therouwboat wrote:
               | Lets hope that DOGE is not just bunch of rich assholes
               | who all think they are really smart.
        
               | Voultapher wrote:
               | So far all the arrows I've seen point in one direction
               | ...
        
               | gregw2 wrote:
               | Whiz Kids 2.0 ?
               | 
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Whiz_Kids_(Department_of_De
               | fen...
               | 
               | That didn't work out too well but I guess I just see the
               | cons in hindsight, not the pros.
        
               | gregw2 wrote:
               | For those not familiar with the 1960s "Whiz Kids"
               | attempts of "smart people" to use data and statistics to
               | "fix" business and then government/war, there is a nice
               | brief overview of pros/cons/lessons at:
               | https://www.amnesta.net/other/whizKids/
        
               | Barracoon wrote:
               | Leading tech for a 250 person startup is surely different
               | than wrangling the vast bureaucracy of the US Government,
               | especially when the author says they didn't want to join
               | Atlassian because they would have to deal with "politics"
               | and "NPC coworkers". TBF DOGE as a non-governmental
               | entity is just going to make bullshit recommendations to
               | Trump and not have to actually deal with the consequences
               | of things they recommend, so maybe it would have been
               | perfect for this guy.
        
           | stepupmakeup wrote:
           | Maybe we'll get some funny "Elon Musk: please set the self
           | destruction timer to 30 seconds" in court documents just like
           | Google.
        
             | BlueTemplar wrote:
             | Related :
             | 
             |  _Scottish Government bans use of WhatsApp for official
             | business_ (2024)
             | 
             | https://www.scotsman.com/news/politics/scottish-
             | government-b...
             | 
             | > The decision follows a fierce backlash over the mass
             | deletion of messages by ministers and officials during the
             | Covid pandemic.
        
           | purplethinking wrote:
           | You mean, what will happen when we get to Episode 5: The Deep
           | State Strikes Back?
        
         | thrance wrote:
         | He pulled millions from the economy and now wants to work with
         | the oligarchs towards having even less redistribution. He is a
         | small part of the reason why his country is going to s***.
        
         | wodderam wrote:
         | Defaulting on the debt is not going to happen but the
         | consequences of avoiding default will not be good.
         | 
         | Of course, DOGE isn't really going to do anything to fix this
         | either. Complete theater that the fixes will low and behold
         | happen to work in the financial interest of those running DOGE.
         | 
         | The young who don't think the debt matters are almost
         | guaranteed at this point to have to deal with US fiscal
         | dominance in their lifetime. That is going to be a brutal
         | lesson in youthful ignorance and stupidity.
        
           | verall wrote:
           | How will it be a brutal lesson in youthful ignorance and
           | stupidity when the youth have nearly no political power? We
           | have a full-on gerontocracy and the problem is youthful
           | naivete?
        
         | torginus wrote:
         | I don't fucking understand these people. They built a startup
         | of questionable value which can be replicated with open source
         | software, which is debatable if it even solves real world
         | problem, somehow got a huge payday from freely printed VC
         | money, and now they made it their life's calling to fire a
         | bunch of people who don't make that money even it they worked
         | for 10k years, but their livelihoods depend on getting paid.
         | 
         | Not just him, but the other 'smart people' who he mentions in
         | the post who also work at DOGE (for like the 4 weeks he can
         | dedicate his brilliance to solving the worlds burning issues,
         | sorry world, if it takes longer than that).
        
           | 1832 wrote:
           | Not just "smart people." The smartest people on the planet,
           | the smartest people he met in his life, maybe ever!
        
       | quinto_quarto wrote:
       | relatable.
        
       | pavlov wrote:
       | I didn't have DOGE on this bingo card (though Mt Everest
       | certainly was).
       | 
       | It now sounds even more like a hobby club for Silicon Valley
       | ultra-rich who have no interest to learn anything about how
       | government works. Once they finish their beautiful "reinvented
       | from first principles" decks of PDFs and Keynotes, they won't get
       | a second look from the elected politicians whose support they
       | absolutely need to deliver any of this.
       | 
       | Or, as the meme would say, "men will literally pretend to
       | singlehandedly save America from decades of deficits rather than
       | go to therapy."
        
         | mauvehaus wrote:
         | Mount Everest is 2km higher than 6800m. Go walk for 25-40
         | minutes, and then imagine going that distance straight up
         | instead.
         | 
         | Trying to climb it without any training and getting anywhere
         | close to succeeding is probably at best suicidal and at worst
         | endangers/kills a rescue team or some portion thereof.
         | 
         | Not a mountaineer, but relatively well read on the subject.
        
           | bluGill wrote:
           | There are enough abuses, litter and other bad things you
           | would contribute to if you climb it. I've concluded that a
           | photo is all I need. I'll try to climb mt fuji which I
           | understand is isn't abused - though I would double check that
           | if I ever have opportunity (i'd have to live 2500 years for
           | that to make it to the top of my todo list)
        
       | moominpapa wrote:
       | Come on,this post is a wind up, right?
        
       | gonzo41 wrote:
       | This person is focusing too much on themselves. Help other
       | people, actually help them, and you'll feel amazing and find real
       | driving purpose.
       | 
       | However productive or enlightened you make yourself doesn't
       | really matter, you eventually die. Network effects matter, help
       | other people.
        
       | thunkingdeep wrote:
       | I stopped working over twenty years ago and it was the best thing
       | to ever happen to me. I spent thousands of days with my children,
       | paid off my house, we drove brand new cars for the first time
       | ever.
       | 
       | Over time, I've just found things to do with my time. I try
       | project Euler problems and I'm pretty interested in meteorology.
       | The rest of the time, I just participate in things my kids are
       | interested in or involved in, though it's not as easy as when I
       | was young.
       | 
       | Routine is key, and being honestly and wholeheartedly engaged is
       | key. You gotta do the time, don't let the time do you.
       | 
       | This worked for me anyways.
        
         | insane_dreamer wrote:
         | Having kids gives your life purpose in a way almost nothing
         | else can.
        
           | thunkingdeep wrote:
           | You're absolutely right.
           | 
           | If it weren't for my kids and my wife, I would've blown the
           | money and ended up in poverty or something.
           | 
           | My heart goes out to people raising young ones in today's
           | world. Seems like things have only gotten harder and more
           | confusing for young parents compared when my babies were
           | young. We didn't even HAVE smartphones when they were small.
        
             | insane_dreamer wrote:
             | Yeah; I have 2 kids in their 20s and 2 in elementary
             | school, and can attest that all the "shiny tech" has made
             | it so much more difficult for parents to raise kids. And
             | their future is so much more uncertain and _not_ in a good
             | way. I look around and don't see much effort into building
             | a better world for our children. There's global issues like
             | "how will climate change affect my kids when they're in
             | their 40s trying to raise kids of their own", but closer to
             | home there's more personal questions like "what should I
             | encourage my child to learn or study when AI could
             | plausibly take over many careers that seemed solid", not to
             | mention that unless you are rich (which we're not), the
             | cost of college is frightening (you want your kid to be
             | able to go to a good college if they can get in, but not be
             | saddled with debt on the way out; my elder daughter got a
             | full academic ride in engineering but not everyone has
             | those capabilities), and just the competition to get in is
             | so much greater than it was. No regrets as my youngest are
             | wonderful human beings, but so much more anxiety as a
             | parent than 20-25 years ago :/
        
         | martinsnow wrote:
         | That's the dream man. You're living it.
        
       | naming_the_user wrote:
       | As a young(ish) man with retirement level wealth personally I
       | don't understand this primarily I suppose because my main
       | passions in life are not profitable.
       | 
       | Great, so now I don't have to profitmax every single thing and
       | can rely on my investments. That means I can study pottery,
       | languages, learn about cars, guns, travel, spend time with my old
       | mum, family, start a small business, whatever it is, without care
       | for whether it contributes to the bottom line.
       | 
       | It kind of seems to me as if the poster here has some sort of
       | savior complex - like they can't just be well off and enjoy it,
       | they have to somehow change the world. That's not necessarily a
       | bad thing, but at some point why not take time for you and yours?
       | 
       | I do however identify with the "it's not relatable" thing. If you
       | live off of investments then suddenly you are, well, seperate,
       | from people who can't, in a way that you can try to hide but it
       | leaks out, you can't explain away being able to travel wherever
       | whenever you want, etc.
        
         | wepple wrote:
         | This is how interpreted the post. Listing "throwing parties" as
         | one of your hobbies shows they don't really have deep passion
         | curiosities like the things you listed can be.
        
           | fragmede wrote:
           | Your parties must not be any good. People have entire careers
           | just organizing events like weddings and corporate
           | conferences. You can or as little or as much effort into
           | throwing parties as you can pottery or any of the other
           | things listed.
        
         | peterldowns wrote:
         | Congratulations on having a level head on your shoulders.
         | Sincerely, I hope you have a nice life :)
        
           | naming_the_user wrote:
           | Thank you! I try! You too!
        
         | RonaldDump wrote:
         | I sit in my mansion alone refreshing HN and 4chan all day.
         | 
         | It's not much but it passes the time. 50 years to go.
        
           | naming_the_user wrote:
           | Do you also look at charts? I look at charts. Charts fun
           | charts not fun. Line go up down.
        
             | RonaldDump wrote:
             | How else would I know what mood to be in?
        
               | nick3443 wrote:
               | My soul mates right here.
        
           | teaearlgraycold wrote:
           | Get friends?
        
           | FreePalestine1 wrote:
           | Find a spouse
        
             | RonaldDump wrote:
             | Sure, why don't I pop down to the spouse shop and pick one
             | out from their extensive range?
             | 
             | There are almost no marriageable women around these days.
             | Having $ does make getting laid very easy, but I'm not
             | interested in that. Unfortunately it doesn't help at all in
             | finding one of the good ones (perhaps it makes it even
             | harder).
        
               | Trasmatta wrote:
               | > marriageable women
               | 
               | What does that even mean?
        
               | BoingBoomTschak wrote:
               | If I guess his views correctly and mix them with mine:
               | women with an exemplary life hygiene - maintaining a near
               | perfect body, no addiction or unhealthy obsession of any
               | sort (tobacco, alcohol, drugs, TV, social medias,
               | smartphones, travels, pets, etc...), chaste compared to
               | nowadays' standard libertinage - intelligent and cultured
               | (and I'm not talking about pop culture).
               | 
               | Basically no one, then.
        
               | FreePalestine1 wrote:
               | > There are almost no marriageable women around these
               | days.
               | 
               | Would be interested to hear your definition of
               | marriageable women and why there aren't any in your
               | circles.
               | 
               | As an Arab Muslim, my POV is very different.
        
               | tennisflyi wrote:
               | You just don't want to signal you're a provider. Weird
               | hangup a lot of tech guys have
        
           | bobsmooth wrote:
           | Be Gatsby and host extravagant parties to hide your
           | loneliness. At least that's what I'd do.
        
         | JansjoFromIkea wrote:
         | tbh it sounds much more like he wants to be viewed as a saviour
         | than actually improve anything significant to me.
         | 
         | "what I actually wanted was to look like Elon" feels like he's
         | getting very close to grasping something fundamental about
         | himself in a way that many similar dudes are incapable of
         | doing.
        
         | fragmede wrote:
         | > you can't explain away being able to travel wherever whenever
         | you want
         | 
         | Just lie and say you work for an AI startup that's in stealth
         | mode and that they're sending you there for a work retreat to
         | bond with your coworkers. Few people in your life care that
         | much about your job to dig deeper.
        
           | naming_the_user wrote:
           | Sure, you can do that. That's what I mean by being unable to
           | relate.
           | 
           | It's not like it's a one off "I took a couple of days off to
           | build a table" or "I used my X weeks holiday to go to
           | Thailand", all of your hobbies, interests, travel, museum
           | visits, etc etc happen all of the time when most people
           | around you are doing a 9 to 5.
           | 
           | "How was work today?" It wasn't, I don't work, I haven't
           | worked for years, I can tell you about my entrepreneurship or
           | my studying or whatever but then again, now you know I don't
           | work.
           | 
           | That's at a lower level. If you have 50 million like the
           | author then you may well have multiple homes or just live out
           | of hotels if you choose to, it's constant.
           | 
           | Are you hiding all of that?
        
         | the_cat_kittles wrote:
         | stop lying about being rich. its cowardly and self defeating
        
         | heresie-dabord wrote:
         | > the poster here has some sort of savior complex
         | 
         | It seems to be a problem with motivation and meaningfulness,
         | not necessarily that he wants to save anyone. Or anything.
        
       | Apreche wrote:
       | Give it all away to people in abject poverty and start again.
       | You'll honestly be happier.
        
       | throw7 wrote:
       | You said it best. Your own words: you're a phony.
        
       | t43562 wrote:
       | Self absorbed.
        
       | ks2048 wrote:
       | What does it even mean to "work for DOGE" at this point? Is it a
       | company? I don't think it's a part of government (yet).
        
         | slumpt_ wrote:
         | Plan for the evisceration of public services in the interest of
         | privatizing them to enrich a select group of capital owners.
        
       | heavyset_go wrote:
       | Dickens was right, some people truly need to be visited by the
       | ghost of Christmas present.
        
       | ecuaflo wrote:
       | I have the opposite problem: I'm dependent on my job's salary but
       | know exactly what I want to do instead. Unfortunately the job
       | makes my life so drained I can't pursue my true callings.
        
         | intelVISA wrote:
         | This is true pain. To think a rounding error could free
         | grinders like us to solve Actual Problems like disrupting
         | Chrome hegemony, building user-respecting OSes and relighting
         | the now nearly dimmed torch dropped so many years ago by
         | Mozilla.
         | 
         | Hopefully one day we can..
        
           | mvdtnz wrote:
           | Actual problems are things like extreme poverty, access to
           | drinking water, deforestation and habitat destruction,
           | climate change etc. Not internet browsers. Good grief.
        
             | Arn_Thor wrote:
             | I think they were being sarcastic...
        
       | kcsaba2 wrote:
       | Thank you for sharing, educative. Will pray for your journey.
        
       | makeitshine wrote:
       | As someone who isn't rich, but has taken extensive time off work,
       | I love not working. The last 18 month break I took may have been
       | the happiest I've ever been. I'll never be rich, because I'm not
       | motivated by money, but I've never been bored or rudderless.
        
         | Mountain_Skies wrote:
         | I've done this and it's great, especially for travel, but I've
         | notice that each time I do it, employers are more and more
         | uncomfortable with the employment gap regardless of skills.
        
       | raghavankl wrote:
       | That is a good problem to have
        
       | akomtu wrote:
       | "Ambition is the first curse: the great tempter of the man who is
       | rising above his fellows. It is the simplest form of looking for
       | reward. Men of intelligence and power are led away from their
       | higher possibilities by it continually. Yet it is a necessary
       | teacher. Its results turn to dust and ashes in the mouth; like
       | death and estrangement it shows the man at last that to work for
       | self is to work for disappointment."
        
       | verifex wrote:
       | I'm living a pretty okay life, I need money for certain things
       | and helping my friends and family takes a lot of money. I think
       | the guy in this article and some of the people in this thread
       | have their perspective warped by the amount of money they have.
       | (This has been proven time and time again:
       | https://caldaclinic.com/the-psychology-of-wealth-and-how-it-... )
       | 
       | Try making some friends with people who aren't as wealthy as you
       | and try to help them out, maybe they need something that is out
       | of their reach, maybe their family needs expensive medicine or
       | something. Anyways, my TL;DR is make friends, spend your money on
       | others and stop hoarding it because it won't make you happy.
        
       | bfeynman wrote:
       | shows you just how much luck really is involved versus having
       | insatiable grit, determination, skill, etc to be successful.
       | 
       | Guy seems amazed that based on whatever probably incorrect
       | information he gets about the government being inefficiently run
       | left him aghast.
       | 
       | Dude got super lucky on a bet about remote work that is not even
       | panning out for the purchaser.
        
       | SCUSKU wrote:
       | Congratulations to the author! They basically "won" and did
       | something that most people on HN can only dream of.
       | 
       | My 2 cents: I would devote the remainder of my life to solving
       | problems that the current system is unoptimized for. Things that
       | seem intractable like the housing crisis, homelessness, climate
       | change, food insecurity. Like this guy who is trying to re-green
       | a part of the Sonoran Desert after getting a windfall from
       | helping the El Salvadoran government switch to Bitcoin [1].
       | 
       | I think ultimately the author is going to have to find a very
       | difficult task/goal that will require similar if not greater
       | effort compared to starting Loom.
       | 
       | [1] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6fl8dap5nk
        
       | ks2048 wrote:
       | "Working at DOGE" for 4 weeks reminds be of "Teach for
       | America"... maybe it's fairly smart people with decent intentions
       | [1] but not what's needed - not people taking a break from
       | getting rich to do some charity work - rather what's needed is
       | dedicated professionals devoting their careers to teaching /
       | governance.
       | 
       | [1] for the record, I don't think that DOGE has good intentions.
       | A lot of the tweets are nonsensical and I think just a rebranding
       | for typical Republican cuts to health and retirement spending in
       | exchange for more tax breaks at the top.
        
         | pianoben wrote:
         | If they had good intentions, they wouldn't be conducting all of
         | their business on FOIA-proof Signal (or so I like to imagine).
        
         | sangnoir wrote:
         | Not just rebranding, but it's going to provides useful
         | decision-laundering political cover, similar to what McKinsey
         | and other consultants offer management. They were going to do
         | it anyway, but the public reason becomes "It's not _our_ idea,
         | but DOGE (or the consultants) recommended it. "
        
         | insane_dreamer wrote:
         | also we already know what Elon efficiency looks like: firing a
         | bunch of people
         | 
         | I'd honestly prefer my tax dollars be spent creating jobs than
         | going into the pockets of the billionnaires providing the
         | "efficiency" (i.e., large corps offering AI/automation).
        
       | cushychicken wrote:
       | I'm pretty sure that's the last point in Naval's infamous tweet
       | thread about getting wealthy.
       | 
       | It won't fix you - but it will give you the time and resources to
       | figure out something that might.
       | 
       | The author needs to find himself a good counselor and get to work
       | on himself.
        
       | Narciss wrote:
       | One of the most honest and thought provoking pieces I've read in
       | a while.
       | 
       | Thank you so much for sharing. It really makes me think what I'd
       | do if I were in your shoes.
       | 
       | For me a big portion would be family, and helping it thrive. And
       | putting my time and energy into some of the crazier ideas I have
       | about how to help improve the world for the greatest number of
       | people.
       | 
       | I wish you serendipity in trying to find yourself, deeply, and in
       | discovering what you truly enjoy.
       | 
       | I'd also say don't give up on love. The most important part of it
       | all are the people you share your life with. So once you are in a
       | good place, fill your life with them. Keep channels open with
       | those that you know check that box, as you go through this
       | journey of self-discovery that may require more time for
       | yourself.
        
       | loxodrome wrote:
       | Are we supposed to feel sorry for him? Poor people have the same
       | existential thoughts too. At least he has the freedom to choose
       | what he wants to do and not to be beholden to anyone, which is
       | the whole damn point of being rich. No one ever claimed wealth
       | solves all of life's problems. Anyway, his lack of grounding is
       | most likely from lack of a family.
        
         | Aeolun wrote:
         | The start of the post literally begins with him saying he
         | doesn't expect anyone to feel sorry for him, or at least, that
         | it's a really silly problem to have.
        
       | bendsawyer wrote:
       | Maybe you've got it right.
       | 
       | I lost it all. I spent some time grieving, did some crazy things,
       | decided to build wealth all over again, but then didn't. I
       | instead picked a topic and started learning. Three degrees later
       | I'm pushing the boundaries of a field I had never heard of in
       | that past life.
       | 
       | I'm not rich, but I'm comfortable.
       | 
       | I'm happy.
       | 
       | Enjoy Physics. It's awesome.
        
       | kopirgan wrote:
       | I'll be downing tools this year. Haven't seen 8" floppy disks but
       | 5 1/4" sure. That's where we started.
       | 
       | I think even with a lot less one can simply let go and retire.
       | But lots of ducks need to get in row.
       | 
       | Personal health Family situation Where you are Where you came
       | from Hobbies & interests Good spouse
        
       | throwaway431234 wrote:
       | Im sorta where this guy is but not wealthy much and my money
       | train could run out and I'd have to find a new one.
       | 
       | With that said I have lots of time on my hands, some work
       | projects to focus on from time to time and currently single as of
       | this summer. I live alone and a ton of my time is spent on apps
       | connecting with people to meet up offline for adventure and adult
       | fun in the hopes I will find my new person or new friend(s). It's
       | a full time job but for me really worth finding my new person (or
       | friends) to enjoy life with!
       | 
       | I definitely wouldnt be lost if I was completely set I'd have
       | more resources to have many homes in different parts of the
       | world, immerse myself in different cultures and enjoy my outdoor
       | activities (skiing, hiking, kayaking, surfing, etc) with locals
       | in different parts of the world (Iceland, Colorado, Miami,
       | Hawaii, Australia) . As well turn my hobbies like songwriting and
       | creating tech into more then a hobby and most importantly help
       | people succeed!
        
         | paulpauper wrote:
         | Some sources say each founder made $100 million. I am guessing
         | after taxes he maybe only made $60 million? Still a lot
        
       | kylehotchkiss wrote:
       | Hey Vinay, this part struck me:
       | 
       | > with all the mounting insecurities I had stuffed down over the
       | past several years. I didn't feel like I could work on them with
       | her. So I broke things off after almost 2 years of unconditional
       | love. It was extremely painful, but it was the right call. I
       | needed to fully face myself.
       | 
       | You had something really special. You obviously miss her. I am
       | not saying that anything will come from it, but why not try some
       | therapy and see if you guys can work things out? What you had was
       | harder to find than the dollar amounts in your blog post. A lot
       | of people just don't find that at all.
       | 
       | All the best on whatever's next.
        
         | adamtaylor_13 wrote:
         | Yeah it's always interesting to me when people get rid of
         | stabilizing social forces in their life to "work on
         | themselves". Changing doesn't happen in a vacuum, in fact, it's
         | usually DUE TO those social forces that we learn, grow, and
         | improve.
         | 
         | Gutting an otherwise healthy relationship to navel-gaze seems
         | like a bad choice.
         | 
         | Source: My wife has absolutely pushed me to address hard things
         | in my life and I'm better for it.
        
           | kylehotchkiss wrote:
           | That's such a thoughtful thing to say! thank you for sharing
           | that Adam. I hope you've told her this too, it would mean a
           | lot for her to hear you say so. I find that a good
           | encouragement as I seek to one day be married again :)
        
             | adamtaylor_13 wrote:
             | Thank you! That's good advice and thankfully I have told
             | her many times and in many ways that she has 10x my life.
        
       | nooneevencares wrote:
       | I read the blog post and many of the comments and can't help but
       | think... how is it you guys are so smart you can create enormous
       | amounts of wealth with no idea what to use it on?
       | 
       | There are millions of people struggling to survive and you have
       | amassed a pile of resources you've determined the best thing to
       | do with is bury?
        
         | cactusplant7374 wrote:
         | There is a lot of luck involved in striking it rich and naivete
         | helps pave the way. Look at the section of the blog post on
         | DOGE.
         | 
         | Doesn't it seem pretty childish and immature to think one is
         | going to change the US with an organization that 1) isn't an
         | official government agency and 2) has no political power. If
         | Elon drops dead or falls out of favor with Trump the project is
         | basically dead.
        
       | underseacables wrote:
       | Start nonprofit businesses that hire, train, and support people
       | with physical and developmental disabilities. For example, the
       | Adelante of New Mexico. They create companies to provide jobs to
       | people with disabilities. They also provide health insurance, a
       | living wage, and housing assistance.
       | 
       | Make more companies like that. Put money to doing good, not just
       | being good.
        
       | omgJustTest wrote:
       | I have a special project, would love to tell you about our
       | progress!
        
       | epolanski wrote:
       | He's describing what many of people FIREing experience, lack of
       | purpose and direction.
       | 
       | This also scares me as someone who's been saving and investing
       | for that purpose and I would not want to go through it. I have
       | few ideas (similar to his with robotics) or different ventures,
       | but it still scares me.
        
       | Thrymr wrote:
       | Well, at least he got over his "mission of DOGE is extremely
       | important" phase quickly enough. May he go off and learn
       | something about himself and the universe studying physics.
        
       | deadbabe wrote:
       | When you become rich you need to switch from a goal oriented
       | mindset to a value based one.
       | 
       | There are no more goals for you to achieve. Instead, focus on
       | values you believe in and try to live those values every day. It
       | will be an endless journey that will last the rest of your life.
       | Values don't need a reason or purpose, they just exist.
       | 
       | For example, if I became rich my values would simply be traveling
       | the world and dressing fancy. Easy.
        
       | rafram wrote:
       | [flagged]
        
         | paulpauper wrote:
         | Yeah, how did a screen recorder get $200 million funding or was
         | acquired for $900 million? The tech was already saturated and
         | old at the time. Skype and others were already established.
         | Makes me think "been doing it all wrong" meme. I think the $60
         | million weas pre-tax? After tax oud be $40 million?...still a
         | lot.
        
         | kortilla wrote:
         | This post wasn't upvoted because of economic or philosophical
         | insights
        
         | loa_in_ wrote:
         | People want a proven method for finding a niche... which is an
         | oxymoron at some level. The proven methods that are accessible
         | are already taken and used.
        
         | dang wrote:
         | " _Don 't be snarky._"
         | 
         | " _Please respond to the strongest plausible interpretation of
         | what someone says, not a weaker one that 's easier to
         | criticize. Assume good faith._"
         | 
         | " _Please don 't post shallow dismissals, especially of other
         | people's work. A good critical comment teaches us something._"
         | 
         | https://news.ycombinator.com/newsguidelines.html
        
       | ruined wrote:
       | i'm not rich but i know what i want to do
       | 
       | 0xB7ed48cEb34Bcf73d8cFCB7904d2ae2C3F685D42
        
       | Jach wrote:
       | If you don't want to live your own life, you can live it for
       | others.
       | 
       | If you get tired of living for others, you can live your life for
       | yourself.
       | 
       | There are a lot of philanthropic pursuits that could really use
       | an extra million or two per year (LEVF would be my top pick),
       | which is less than you'd expect to make from index funds returns.
        
       | zwilderrr wrote:
       | I recommend reading The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F**
        
       | catonmat wrote:
       | > However, there are some questions left unanswered.
       | 
       | > Why did I need to do the absolute most to reach this point?
       | 
       | > Why couldn't I just leave Loom and say "I don't know what I
       | want to do next"?
       | 
       | > Why do I feel the need to only be on a journey if it's grand?
       | 
       | > What is wrong with being insignificant?
       | 
       | > Why is letting people down so hard?
       | 
       | For these questions, I would suggest, you please read blogposts
       | on https://os.me
       | 
       | Om Swami is an entrepreneur extraordinaire and has discovered his
       | own truth. I am sure you will find it helpful.
       | 
       | Spoiler: He was(is?) also ultra rich and has figured out this
       | stuff.
        
       | adfm wrote:
       | Be kind.
        
       | jeffreyrogers wrote:
       | This is very common among people who sell their companies. AJ
       | Wasserstein[0] at Yale's school of management has written a few
       | things about it. He built up and sold a (non-tech) business for a
       | substantial amount of money, so he's not just theorizing. Here's
       | one of the things he's written:
       | https://yale.app.box.com/s/ye0naovus7anbz875vcrcpzrdskjskgf
       | 
       | [0]: https://som.yale.edu/faculty-research/faculty-
       | directory/aj-w...
        
       | iddan wrote:
       | Probably not gonna get upvoted but I'm pretty surprised none of
       | the the top comments mentions volunteering or philanthropy. I
       | believe people who get lucky should land a hand in making the
       | world a better place. We are facing huge crises (climate change
       | to name one) and as a wealthy individual you have both the time
       | to spend helping to fix that and the fortune to donate. Being a
       | smart wealthy individual just makes everything more valuable
        
         | JansjoFromIkea wrote:
         | I'm amazed he didn't even seem to entertain it as an option.
         | It's quite unusual because even a total narcissist would
         | eventually land on philanthropy as an ego-trip
        
           | FreePalestine1 wrote:
           | Greed
        
         | hindsightbias wrote:
         | The lesson from FTX was to burn it all down.
        
         | benkaiser wrote:
         | Absolutely.
         | 
         | I recently read "The Life You Can Save" by Peter Singer, and it
         | really does a great job of making the case for generosity even
         | amongst middle class 1st world individuals.
         | 
         | ebook/audiobook are free from their website:
         | https://www.thelifeyoucansave.org.au/the-book/
        
         | kalkin wrote:
         | Right. There's no rule that if you get a hold of $XX million
         | that you need to keep it. I'd argue, in fact, that there's a
         | pretty good case you're obligated to give most of it away; you
         | can keep single-digit millions and have total financial
         | security for all practical purposes while sacrificing only a
         | few luxuries that, as the author of this essay appears to have
         | noticed, won't actually give your life meaning. Meanwhile, each
         | $1M donated to insecticide-treated bednets (for one well-
         | quantified example) could save hundreds of lives:
         | https://www.givewell.org/charities/amf#What_do_you_get_for_y...
         | 
         | If there's a moral case for keeping the cash, it's the leverage
         | it could provide to do something that (at least has a chance of
         | being) even bigger. But few are the people who have legitimate
         | reason to believe the expected value calculation comes out
         | positively. People who feel directionless or jump on the latest
         | Elon thing on a whim seem especially unlikely to be among those
         | few.
         | 
         | (I'm not going to provide documentation, so take this for what
         | little it's worth, but I myself gave away the majority of the
         | several million I received for being a sufficiently early
         | employee at the right startup. And I do not regret it.)
        
           | iosnoob wrote:
           | Thank you for doing that. We're all better off with people
           | who use their good fortune to help others in need.
        
           | zestyping wrote:
           | Thank you for giving away your wealth to help other people.
           | Let's normalize this practice.
        
           | nick3443 wrote:
           | Nice job giving away the majority of your wealth. That's a
           | brave and noble move. I'm up to 7% given away but plan to
           | keep doing it over time.
        
             | kalkin wrote:
             | I don't think it was particularly brave, even. I mentioned
             | it just to try to normalize it. I'm not exactly living like
             | an ascetic and I don't understand why people feel they need
             | so much more.
        
         | awb wrote:
         | Good point. The about page does mention this. But perhaps
         | broadening the volunteer perspective to other causes might give
         | them greater purpose.
         | 
         | > i invest in companies and am willing to offer help to
         | founders i vibe with for free and for no allocation
        
         | valgor wrote:
         | Came here to say this. Money is a tool to make the world a
         | better place. He could be funding schools, scholarships,
         | research projects, new start ups, and so much more. This is
         | what I have been doing, and it has given my life so much more
         | meaning than anything else I have done. I work to donate
         | because that is how I have the biggest impact.
        
       | MrMcCall wrote:
       | If you want to see the picture of success in spending one's
       | money, find the pictures of Lebron James surprising the kids in
       | the school he built in his home town of Akron, Ohio. His smile is
       | the verifiable truth of "you reap what you sow".
       | 
       | Find other people to make happy, by first reducing their misery,
       | and you ensure your own luck and happiness. It's the most
       | important magic there is, along with repeating a Holy Name of
       | God, like Nyame in Ghanaian (I learned that today on a walk).
       | 
       | Lebron reaps the joy of those hundreds of kids that he makes
       | happy every single day. It comes back into our inner peace and
       | happiness. And power.
       | 
       | Succeed for others and your success will only grow. Because
       | compassion. Always compassion.
        
       | mordymoop wrote:
       | It's always climbing mountains. Why does nobody ever go money-mad
       | and excavate an exact replica of the dwarven city of Khazad-dum
       | in the Black Hills of South Dakota?
        
         | Trasmatta wrote:
         | The "10,000 Year Clock" that Bezos is funding is kinda like
         | that: https://www.10000yearclock.net/learnmore.html
        
         | montefischer wrote:
         | I have wondered this too. I think there are regulatory
         | constraints.
        
         | ip26 wrote:
         | The mountains are loaded with metaphor, seem nearly
         | insurmountable, filled with danger and excitement...
         | 
         | Turns out, of course, that they are less dangerous than in the
         | past, money goes a long way, and the human body is pretty good
         | at walking even without training.
         | 
         | Notice it's never free climbing the nose in a day, which would
         | require 5-7 years of dedicated training.
        
           | wetmore wrote:
           | >Notice it's never free climbing the nose in a day, which
           | would require 5-7 years of dedicated training.
           | 
           | Would take way more than that for the average person. You can
           | count the number of people who have done that as of now on
           | one hand.
        
         | dustincoates wrote:
         | A guy in Texas did that with the Forbidden City:
         | https://www.atlasobscura.com/places/forbidden-gardens
        
       | Avlin67 wrote:
       | discipline is all you need
        
       | ArlenBales wrote:
       | Hey Vanay, go do a thru-hike like the Pacific Crest Trail. You
       | won't regret it. (I hiked it last year, and will again this year)
        
       | dqh wrote:
       | You could have some kids, and let them lead you :)
        
       | ropable wrote:
       | I'm pretty sure that you don't need to come into excessive wealth
       | to go through this kind of identity crisis, but it does probably
       | afford you a lot more free time to dwell on it (which probably
       | makes it feel "bigger"). Here's hoping the author can settle on a
       | new goal on which to anchor his identity, and here's also hoping
       | that it's some kind of philanthropic/common good (helping move
       | society towards low-carbon energy abundance would be my pick).
        
       | stuckkeys wrote:
       | I have a solution. You can spend some money on me haha. I am the
       | opposite. You know what they say "opposite attracts" and I am
       | attracted to you being rich haha jk.
       | 
       | Jokes aside, it is wild to read comments like these. I guess I do
       | not know that feeling. I come from a working class, I did good
       | for myself but then got affected by the entire layoff wave which
       | kind of sent me back to stone ages.
       | 
       | You could travel and you could invest in new ideas something that
       | has potential to make a real life changes in our future. You
       | could become Batman!
       | 
       | But dm me if you really want to help someone out.
        
       | newobj wrote:
       | Just go to therapy dude instead of trauma dumping on HN
        
       | haunter wrote:
       | I'll never be rich but if I were I'd just travel. That's it. So
       | many places to explore. Completing the 88 temples Shikoku
       | Pilgrimage is one my lifegoal
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shikoku_Pilgrimage
        
         | wepple wrote:
         | What might start as "wow! A whole new place" ends up being "ok,
         | just another new place" for many people.
        
       | motohagiography wrote:
       | It's not really a lot of money, but it is a non-trivial
       | management problem you'd have to spend more time than you think
       | responding to- and at an opportunity cost against things that
       | provide belonging, satisfaction, hope, and joy. With these new
       | obligations, you need to manage them so that you can focus on
       | those other good things.
       | 
       | Get it managed, out of cash, and get it planned for and pay
       | yourself your old salary with a small raise for a bit. Be sober
       | for a while. Avoid sex workers. Rent a supercar before buying
       | one. Use a personal trainer to get fit. your job is "managing
       | investments" to anyone who asks. Luxury is mostly symbolic.
       | Family and friends are both free and irreplacable. Privacy and
       | mobility are usually worth it.
       | 
       | It's not something you are, it's just something you manage now.
       | There's a great quote from the BlueBottle coffee guys, "money in
       | hand, not in heart" or somesuch. How to extract value from a big
       | pile of cash is a challenging question that really smart wealth
       | managers get paid stupidly well to solve, and there's zero reason
       | why you should think you can do it without investing in some
       | education. Take some time to grieve the attachments it has
       | evaporated.
       | 
       | You're just you with a new and peculiar set of problems. Good
       | luck.
       | 
       | (I don't have that money, but I've known it most of my life, and
       | within my means I've just learned to do the things that people
       | who can have anything in the world choose to do. they're pretty
       | good.)
        
         | paulpauper wrote:
         | how is tens of millions not a lot?
        
         | 41599799 wrote:
         | What things do people choose to do when they can have anything
         | in the world ?
        
       | droideqa wrote:
       | I think it is important to support what I call 'amplifiers' in
       | the tech sphere.
       | 
       | I think the FSF is the number one for me[0]. They invented the
       | GPL, got the ball rolling, and were very innovative with the
       | creation of the AGPL.
       | 
       | If anyone has extra money and reads this, please do your own
       | research into the FSF and figure out if it makes sense. They take
       | extreme positions when it comes to tech software, but they define
       | a point on the tech spectrum that in turn defines the whole
       | spectrum. I hope that last sentence makes sense.
       | 
       | [0]: https://www.library.hbs.edu/working-knowledge/open-source-
       | so...
        
       | calebm wrote:
       | "I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything
       | they ever dreamed of so they can see that it's not the answer."
       | -- Jim Carrey
        
       | neilk wrote:
       | I know that people like me do not belong on HN anymore, but:
       | 
       | Calling people "NPCs" is vile.
       | 
       | And, the entire ideology that makes it okay to say that one's
       | fellow earthling is just an NPC? That is probably a major
       | component of this person's problems.
        
         | drawkward wrote:
         | That kind of callow, callous indifference towards the lives of
         | others is the kind of thing that could get a healthcare ceo
         | assassinated while the country cheers on the assassin.
        
         | fifticon wrote:
         | It's probably impossible to counter-act the aggressive
         | reactions here on the "NPC" term. But the way people interpret
         | his phrase, and how I read it, seem very different? People seem
         | to read it as him saying "colleagues are NPCs". I read it as
         | 'in your life, you will come across co-workers who appear to
         | approach their jobs as though they were NPCs'. IE, you will
         | experience some colleagues who act as if they were controlled
         | by bad game AI. The point then is: If you are one of those who
         | care about "the ball/the game", it can be very aggravating to
         | "play the game", when some of your coworkers act with an "NPC
         | attitude" ("I can't go into that other room, there is an
         | obstacle blocking my path").
         | 
         | So I read it as him saying "staying at the company where I am
         | no longer in control, would drive me nuts having to tolerate
         | groups of colleagues who insist on behaving like NPC's / show
         | up to work on auto-pilot".
         | 
         | As an example, the company where I work recently had an AI
         | hackathon event, where we could work together on AI prototypes
         | on company time. Some of us were thrilled to be given these
         | tools and opportunities. And then there were some other
         | colleagues, whose enthusiasm could be summed up as "Whatever,
         | I'm out the door at 15:30 afternoon, I'm not paid after that".
         | 
         | In short, being annoyed at NPC coworkers is not the same as
         | believing "coworkers are only NPCs".
        
           | neilk wrote:
           | That is a more optimistic read of what he might mean by NPC.
           | I cannot possibly know for sure, but I don't think so.
           | 
           | NPC is a meme with shifting meaning, but I have never seen
           | NPC used as an adjective for an activity or aspect of
           | someone's life. It is invariably used to condemn an entire
           | person as unworthy of consideration, and maybe even subhuman.
           | 
           | It is frequently used by tech leaders that Vinay apparently
           | admires, as a term of disdain for large groups of people. The
           | analogy is that the person appears to be human, and go
           | through the motions of being human, but they don't actually
           | have thoughts of their own. Graphically they are represented
           | by a primitively drawn grey figure who has limited capability
           | for expression, just varying the eyebrows. The NPC is often
           | presented in a group of identical figures.
           | 
           | Musk uses "NPC" loosely, often to refer to the media. His
           | critics are always NPCs, as is anyone to his left. He implies
           | they merely act in lockstep with whatever is trending on
           | social media. For Musk, people who believe there is a
           | genocide in Gaza are NPCs. Amazingly, even when a person who
           | formerly idolized Musk begins criticizing him, it is because
           | they are an NPC.
           | 
           | Sam Altman does not seem to have as open a problem with
           | narcissism. But he also seems to be suggesting that many
           | humans are more machine-like than AI:
           | 
           | > in a few years, the important distinction won't be bot vs.
           | human, but NPC (human or AI) vs. not"
           | 
           | > we won't be able to be sure if text is human-generated or
           | not, but it also won't be the most important question.
           | 'independence' will be a very important metric."
           | 
           | https://x.com/sama/status/1574196546039517184
           | 
           | It seems to me that the tech-right, rationalist, EAs,
           | TESCREALists, whatever we're calling it now, value agency
           | above all. They often describe themselves as "high agency"
           | people. And so the NPC, someone incapable of agency and maybe
           | even lacking a soul, is the worst possible fate.
           | 
           | Musk claims to love humanity, but I would be curious to find
           | out how much of humanity he thinks are NPCs. Are NPCs just a
           | particular species that have taken over academia, the media,
           | and government? Or are the majority of people NPCs and only a
           | few high-IQ and high achievement individuals are really fully
           | human?
        
       | ziofill wrote:
       | Here's an idea, donate most of it to a reputable charity
       | organization and go back to work.
        
       | bdangubic wrote:
       | hookers and cocaine of course ...
       | https://youtu.be/0yrIvEgqAuo?feature=shared
        
       | fragmede wrote:
       | Step one is to take down the post saying you have $60 million.
       | Step one in every. single. guide. on what to do is to not to do
       | when you make it big is advertise how much money you have. Holy
       | hell, just ask for "what to do if I win the lottery"
       | 
       | Step two is to find new friends. No, not to ditch your old ones;
       | for being relative to you, poor, but to find other millionaires
       | you _can_ bitch about  "zeroth world problems" with. If I told my
       | friends that my Ferrari is going to take 2 years because there's
       | a list, they're not going to have the remotest bit of sympathy,
       | OR be able to help in any way. But if you make friend ym who are
       | in that scene, they'll at least remember what it was like for
       | them to get their first one, and maybe let you borrow theirs.
       | (obviously Ferrari's aren't everyone's thing. The point is not
       | the specifc brand, or even cars in general, but that, rich or
       | poor, find community that you share interest with. You don't have
       | to, but you can develop new, previously too expensive hobbies and
       | will need new people who like those hobbies.
       | 
       | Form a foundation through which to give money that doesn't have
       | your name on it. It'll come in handy for GoFundMe's for people
       | you liked before you got rich. The anonymous button still gives
       | your name to the organizer.
       | 
       | Take some time off to get utterly bored of not working. It's fun
       | for a bit, but it gets old. After that, go find a job. Doesn't
       | have to be a full time job, doesn't have to be paid, doesn't have
       | to have anything to do with your. previous career, but trust me,
       | you'll get bored having nothing to do eventually and need
       | something.
       | 
       | One thing sticks out in that article though, and that's not doing
       | something because Elon's cringe. If someone had said how cringe
       | it is to record a video yourself reading slides, would he be
       | where he is today?
       | 
       | Don't be Elon if you don't want to, but if you want to work on
       | robotics, go work on robotics. Who gives a shit what that
       | egomaniac does?
       | 
       | The bigger advice there is find a therapist and talk it through
       | with them. find one through your new wealthy friends for someone
       | that's experience in your new problems. Just like there are
       | therapists rush specialize in bullying or sexual abuse or
       | divorce, there are those who specialize in other areas.
        
       | r2gross wrote:
       | brother, the answer is kids
        
       | purple-leafy wrote:
       | Man, this thread is a bit silly. Not having to worry about
       | finances is a fucking miracle for most people.
       | 
       | I'd happily trade places with the OP, because there is so much I
       | already do and would do even more with the free time.
       | 
       | Completely un-relatable. I have come across a sum of money once
       | before, it was stressful initially but it gave us free time.
       | 
       | People saying money makes things harder, what a fucking stupid
       | thing to say. Money makes EVERYTHING easier.
       | 
       | Learning for 1, I love learning. Being with family, and letting
       | them have more free time. Starting an animal rescue shelter.
       | Tinkering with retro-electronics. Hiking and walking entire
       | countries and writing about it.
        
       | r2gross wrote:
       | brother, just have kids
        
       | A_D_E_P_T wrote:
       | Okay, I have a wild idea for you.
       | 
       | You need adventure.
       | 
       | As others have said, you also need a hobby.
       | 
       | Consider how rapamycin was discovered, by scientists traveling to
       | distant Rapa Nui and sampling soil. There are _lots_ of truly
       | wild places left on Earth -- most of Papua New Guinea, the
       | northwestern Bolivian Amazon, the deep interior of the DRC, to
       | name but few -- places where civilization has yet to touch. Go
       | out there, discover new plant and insect species, and fingerprint
       | plant and soil samples. You might find some very interesting and
       | commercially-useful small molecules. But, more importantly, it
       | would be a lot of fun.
       | 
       | You'd need a team, but that shouldn't be too difficult to
       | assemble.
       | 
       | It's what I would do if I had absolute freedom.
        
       | more_corn wrote:
       | If having a bunch of money is a problem, there's a solution. Give
       | it away and start again. It sounds stupid but a lot of people do
       | it.
       | 
       | I've traveled a lot and opportunity is definitely not evenly
       | distributed. There are millions of people who have potential and
       | can't afford silly things like books, school, tools necessary to
       | succeed. If I wanted to give away a bunch or money I'd found work
       | training programs for blue collar jobs in some major cities of
       | developing nations. Provide training and tools for capable
       | youngsters who might not otherwise have opportunities.
       | 
       | Although... this is not a tale about having too much money. It's
       | a tale about not knowing what to do next.
       | 
       | You need to recapture the satisfaction of work. Your professional
       | identity was a big part of who you were and you're falling apart
       | without it. Unfortunately the old one is dead so you have to
       | create a new one. The good news is there's a foundation to build
       | in.
       | 
       | Track down half a dozen people you've enjoyed working with before
       | and start a business with them. I also recommend working
       | mentorship into the mix.
        
       | neilv wrote:
       | Regarding the part of breaking up with girlfriend shortly after a
       | winning startup exit, I'm reminded of a friend. (Different
       | situation, but something to think about.)
       | 
       | She saw her bf through the difficult process of a developing a
       | creative work, and eventually he completed it, won a prestigious
       | reward... and he broke up with her.
       | 
       | He got invited to the White House because of the award, and I
       | think missing out on _that_ recognition and experience, where she
       | could 've attended as the partner, was symbolic for her.
       | 
       | It wasn't that he was upgrading, since she was an all-around
       | catch, including probably being fabulous at whatever kind of
       | cocktail party circles he entered.
       | 
       | It did seem like awkward timing, to decide that a relationship
       | wasn't going to work out, after all.
       | 
       | (Don't worry, she's OK now: highly accomplished in her own career
       | and creative side, and is also raising a family with a better
       | match.)
        
         | cj wrote:
         | Sure, awkward timing.
         | 
         | But the alternative would be to change the timing for...
         | optics?
        
           | elevatedastalt wrote:
           | No, the alternative would be to not drop your gf merely to
           | "find yourself".
        
             | VectorLock wrote:
             | And suddenly wanting to "find yourself" when you don't need
             | the support any more.
             | 
             | Sounds like a pretty shitty person. To some people, loyalty
             | counts for nothing.
        
               | neilv wrote:
               | I think they put themself out there a bit in writing,
               | which is commendable, and we don't know the full story.
               | 
               | I think the value is to reflect upon our own situations,
               | and mentally file away these stories for future reference
               | and reflection.
        
               | khazhoux wrote:
               | > And suddenly wanting to "find yourself" when you don't
               | need the support any more.
               | 
               | It's like you took away the literal opposite meaning of
               | what OP wrote. The entire post is him sharing his
               | personal crisis and total lack of purpose and motivation.
               | He is literally saying he does not know what he needs to
               | find his way out of that.
               | 
               | But he decided he needed to not be in a relationship (or
               | in that specific relationship) at this time. How does
               | that make him a shitty person?
               | 
               | Surely you're not suggesting he should stick with her so
               | she can partake in the financial gains.
        
               | matrix87 wrote:
               | what should he have done? given her half first?
        
               | lazyasciiart wrote:
               | Why not? Would that make him feel worse somehow? How
               | would he even know?
        
               | s1artibartfast wrote:
               | Life doesn't always play out with clean narratives.
               | People change in unexpected ways and sometimes getting
               | through a tough time is specifically what prompts growth.
               | 
               | The alternative is to live a lie or never change.
        
             | khazhoux wrote:
             | Let me present a more charitable phrasing of what OP wrote:
             | 
             | He is going through an unanticipated personal crisis, and
             | decided he needed to be alone at this point in his life.
             | 
             | Should he have kept the relationship going because he has
             | money now?
        
         | elevatedastalt wrote:
         | Yeah, I found that quite shitty. Some vague Bollywood BS about
         | finding oneself and no meaningful reasons for ending a 2yr long
         | relationship.
        
           | sangnoir wrote:
           | Not surprising for someone who describes post-acquisition
           | colleagues as NPCs. They do have a modicum of self-awareness
           | around wanting to be Elon, so perhaps there's hope. I'm only
           | realizing now how empathy goes a long way in giving a sense
           | of purpose.
           | 
           | It reads like the first act for a movie that can go in one of
           | many directions: a drama about a middle-aged, coke-fiend
           | Miami "baller"; a tragedy about a bad Ayahuasca trip that
           | leads to a psychotic break; or a heartwarming romantic comedy
           | about an asshole with a heart of gold who finds themself (and
           | true love) in Hawaii, with a quirky, doe-eyed British tourist
           | as the love interest.
           | 
           | Edit: curious to know that the DOGE has ramped up and staffed
           | with SV geniuses to be set loose on complex systems with long
           | feedback loops. The next four^w few years will be
           | interesting.
        
             | elevatedastalt wrote:
             | It really is quite comical.
             | 
             | "Within 5 minutes of my first hike, the trees smiled at me
             | and whispered their simple wisdom."
        
               | tortilla wrote:
               | They really need to bring back Silicon Valley for new
               | episodes.
        
               | sangnoir wrote:
               | The whole post is Hannemanesque, isn't it? It could
               | easily be a flashback episode (or prequel spin-off) of
               | Russ' struggles after selling his Radio on Internet
               | startup. For timeline purposes, he'd briefly work for VP
               | Cheney's task Force on Iraq, until he gets bored.
        
         | globular-toast wrote:
         | When a relationship fails you can be certain about one thing:
         | something wasn't working. Many bad relationships continue, but
         | no good relationships end. There are many factors that can make
         | a relationship bad that people will not talk about, like sex.
         | You just have to give people the benefit of the doubt really.
        
         | karolist wrote:
         | You don't know enough to know the full picture, easy to draw
         | conclusions sure, but they are most likely incorrect.
        
       | jonnycoder wrote:
       | I have the opposite problem. I know exactly what I would do if I
       | had enough money in the bank to live off the interest. I remind
       | myself how lucky I am and to be grateful, which is probably the
       | most helpful thing I do.
       | 
       | As someone who has developed software for almost 20 years, and
       | who is also staying on top of LLMs because I genuinely enjoy it,
       | I really feel like I will make some good money soon.
        
       | JansjoFromIkea wrote:
       | Perhaps I missed something, but from what I saw none of his
       | attempts to do something new seemed to involve any kind of
       | genuine efforts to improve the lives of others...
       | 
       | Bit amazing that wasn't even something he would consider.
        
         | maroonblazer wrote:
         | Yeah, I was going to comment that doing volunteer work in some
         | form could go a long way towards curing what ills him.
         | Surprised that that wasn't even mentioned in TFA.
        
           | JansjoFromIkea wrote:
           | I get the impression his past ideology looked down on that
           | kind of volunteering, this is someone who thinks working for
           | DOGE (department of government efficiency) is a humanitarian
           | action.
        
         | sangnoir wrote:
         | You mean the lives of NPCs - as he'd call them? I doubt the
         | thought even crossed his mind
        
         | insane_dreamer wrote:
         | sounds more like he would to fire everyone (DOGE "efficiency")
         | and let the robots do the work (transfer of wealth from workers
         | to corporations); not sure where that leaves humans ...
        
         | astura wrote:
         | Not "amazing", this guy clearly doesn't see normal people as
         | humans - he even called them NPCs and dumped his long term
         | girlfriend to "fund himself."
         | 
         | Guy's a sociopath.
        
       | LeoPanthera wrote:
       | I have no idea who this guy is but anyone willing to go work for
       | Elon/Trump seriously needs to reevaluate their ethics in life.
       | How disgusting.
        
       | tippytippytango wrote:
       | If you are rich you have the ability to become a scientist
       | without worrying about money. That is an absurd privilege that I
       | am personally working towards. To contribute to science is one of
       | the most enduring things you can do for humanity. The money will
       | come and go. Even if you pass it down, it will be diluted away
       | within 2-3 generations. But, if you contribute knowledge, it will
       | forever be a brick in the edifice of humanity's collective
       | knowledge. Please don't waste the opportunity.
        
       | nibab wrote:
       | despite the title..i read this post as an exhaustion with SV
       | culture. everything starting with the personality types that are
       | elevated (ie some flavor of antisocial personality disorder) and
       | ending with the activities that earn you social capital (ie
       | identifying the next anti-consensus big industry).
       | 
       | i've seen this happen with people that have had much much smaller
       | financial success in the industry..or even ones that haven't had
       | any at all. you are either naturally inclined to identify with
       | the culture or you trick yourselves into it so that you may
       | belong.
       | 
       | <insert paragraph about social desire to be connected and how we
       | construct an image of ourselves through others>
       | 
       | the culture of SV today is an amalgamation of Taylorist ideas,
       | Randian objectivism, Utilitarianism etc etc. there is a lot of
       | social capital to be earned by embodying the values of these
       | currents. DOGE is a quintessential representation of this. it is
       | not surprising at all that author had such a visceral reaction to
       | it.
       | 
       | its important to emphasize that there have been very successful
       | companies that have gone against the current (ie Apple), with an
       | emphasis on craftsmanship, obsession with the process, taste-
       | driven vs data-driven decisions and appreciation for things that
       | are outside of profit maximization.
        
       | movedx wrote:
       | Just a thought I'd like to share: the finish line to "Fuck you
       | money" (FUM) isn't even remotely close to the $60m mark. It's not
       | even beyond $100,000. Once you have no debts nor a mortgage, and
       | you have $100k in savings, you have FUM, because suddenly you
       | need $25k a year to live well.
       | 
       | I say this as a member of this community, who are (generally
       | speaking) relatively well paid folk in IT.
       | 
       | If you have a partner in life then you're even better off again.
       | 
       | I don't believe it's actually that hard to reach FUM if you've
       | got your fair share of luck, discipline, a partner, and the
       | stable environment. For those who don't have those things, I
       | respect your position and wish you the best of luck -- I'm sorry
       | life is harder for you.
       | 
       | Edit: I'm aware you need insurance too, for health, life/death,
       | accidental, etc. Again, you need a stable environment to make
       | this work and be easier to achieve -- the USA is not a safe nor
       | stable environment.
        
         | fragmede wrote:
         | You need healthcare, you need an emergency fund, you need elder
         | care, retirement. College fund for your kids. if you get hit by
         | a freak meteor and become mentally/physically disabled, you're
         | not going to be able to make $25k/yr.
         | 
         | For it to be FUM is enough to live off the interest at 4%
         | withdrawal for the rest of your life. At an estimate, it takes
         | between $250k and million dollars to get through a case of
         | cancer. You're not getting through it on $25k/yr after you get
         | fired because you can't work because you have cancer, and you
         | won't be able to afford lawers to fight getting fired either.
         | 
         | $25k might be enough for a twenty year old with no
         | responsibilities who can still eat dollar store ramen, but it's
         | not enough for someone with responsibilities past subsistence
         | eating.
         | 
         | Also don't forget inflation.
        
           | movedx wrote:
           | You're describing insurance. And you're assuming I said you
           | STOP working, when I did not say or imply that.
        
             | fragmede wrote:
             | I'm describing insurance _not working_. I 'm explicitly
             | saying you can't assume you'll be able to work the rest of
             | your life. A hit-and-run drunk driver could hit you can run
             | off, and you get paralyzed and your insurance denies your
             | (very expensive) claim. Even if you sue them and win, that
             | could take years before they pay out. $100k ain't gonna go
             | very far.
        
               | movedx wrote:
               | You're free to live your life in fear if you wish.
        
             | kelseydh wrote:
             | I think it's implied with FUM that you have enough money to
             | not work for the rest of your life. This is because without
             | the need to work you have total freedom to set your
             | schedule.
        
               | movedx wrote:
               | That's never how it's been described to me. That's always
               | been known to me as FI/RE or just being rich. FUM is
               | simply the ability to walk away from a job and be very
               | picky about where you work.
        
               | kelseydh wrote:
               | I do like that mindset as that definition of FUM is much
               | easier to achieve than FIRE. However, I always assumed
               | FUM meant you could be so unlikeable or disagreeable as
               | to be unemployable and still be financially fine.
        
         | AI_beffr wrote:
         | i think that would be more accurately labeled as financial
         | independence rather than FU money. im not sure FU money really
         | exists
        
           | movedx wrote:
           | FUM is simply the ability to talk away from an employer and
           | seek another one in your own sweet time.
        
             | UK-AL wrote:
             | To me this is just most professionals over 30
        
       | NKosmatos wrote:
       | Sorry but I'm not going to upvote this, instead I'm going to act
       | like the rest of the normal people and say WTF? You have so many
       | millions and don't know what to do? You've attained financial and
       | work freedom and yet you complain? What is wrong with you rich
       | people? If I had 400k I would live a trouble free and happy life
       | and we have rich people coming here on HN to rub in our faces
       | their zeroth world problems... I don't care if I get down voted
       | or my comment gets deleted, but I feel sorry for the OP :-(
        
         | iwontberude wrote:
         | Haven't you seen the price of homes in Los Altos or Stanford
         | with acreage? It's like $20-30m, have some sympathy for your
         | common man.
        
       | prashp wrote:
       | Have you tried doing things for others instead of yourself?
        
       | einrealist wrote:
       | There must be something like a "sudden wealth-life crisis",
       | comparable to a midlife crisis. My only advise is to refrain from
       | impulsive decisions in such a situation. But that advise is late
       | here. I hope he has an environment that can ground him. Find
       | productive work, but nothing that puts on too much of a burden
       | (like this ultra-political "DOGE"). Always remember: your wealth
       | is a result of luck and/or decent leadership and OTHER PEOPLE'S
       | WORK. Be decent, be kind and BE REALISTIC. Please don't become
       | Elon.
        
         | Barrin92 wrote:
         | >There must be something like a "sudden wealth-life crisis",
         | comparable to a midlife crisis.
         | 
         | I don't think that's the same thing. Unlike a midlife crisis a
         | too-much-money crisis is eminently solvable, just give it all
         | away. Traditionally the entire problem with being cursed with
         | something is that it's really difficult to get rid of. Money?
         | Very easy, I'm taking checks if anyone is plagued by this
         | condition.
         | 
         | Spinoza thought money would disconnect him from the life of the
         | philosopher so he just gave all of his possessions away and
         | went couch hopping. If you're so serious about lacking meaning
         | due to simply having too much money (these founders are not,
         | they just like to brag) a good accountant and charity of your
         | choice can help you out
        
       | bogwog wrote:
       | It's wild how a random tech millionaire can just walk into our
       | government and start deciding how the rest of us get to live as
       | part of a therapeutic exercise for his mid-life crisis (or
       | whatever you call this).
       | 
       | The way this is written suggests there's still a little bit of
       | self awareness left in him, but that's definitely on its way out
       | the door. I wonder if there's a name for that phenomenon? If not,
       | my suggestion is "Elon's Disease"
       | 
       | I hope if I ever reach that point that I have enough wisdom left
       | to take my money and fuck off to an island somewhere.
        
       | insane_dreamer wrote:
       | > DOGE
       | 
       | Was saddened to read this section in the post. You'd think that
       | smart people would be able to see through Elon-ego-filled-
       | bullshit; but I'm afraid many have been in that circle so long
       | they've drunk the Kool-Aid. I'm not steeped in the wealthy SV
       | community, but I can tell you that the few I've personally met or
       | am acquainted with, make me want to run the other way.
       | 
       | On DOGE, I'm quite sure every Gov department could benefit from
       | greater efficiency, no argument there. I'm also quite sure that
       | it won't actually reduce the Gov budget all that much (just take
       | a look at where most discretionary spending goes). And more
       | importantly, would it make the lives of ordinary Americans (not
       | rich Americans) better? Or would it just be some "achievement
       | unlocked" type of thing. It's clear to me that Elon mostly cares
       | about the latter.
       | 
       | Now if Elon were to cut our military budget in half, now __that__
       | could have a significant impact. Except that even if he wanted
       | to, Congress (both parties) wouldn't let him: one does not kill
       | sacred cows.
       | 
       | But you know what worries me more a lot more than government
       | waste? The fact that the richest man in the world was able to pay
       | $250M to sway an election. I'm not saying Elon bought the
       | election, because maybe Trump would have won without Elon
       | spending a dime -- but we'll never know, will we? If this were in
       | some other country we'd be talking about "banana republic
       | government corruption" and our "model" constitutional democracy,
       | etc.
        
       | graycat wrote:
       | What to do? Apparently long so _overqualified_ that
       | _unemployable_ so am doing a startup. If it is successful, I 'll
       | pay off some old bills and loans. Then, sure, pursue mathematical
       | physics, maybe get a modest house with a lake, woods, and fields,
       | hope foxes, beavers, swans, etc. have a good home there. Did too
       | well with education and technology but still wasted nearly all my
       | life with nonsense from in too many respects being poorly
       | informed (about people, academics, business) and would like to
       | help some children in the family tree avoid the waste of the
       | nonsense and get on with a good life, at least love, home,
       | marriage, family, and some accomplishments in business, science,
       | etc. Made enough progress with violin (easier to carry than a
       | piano) to play the D major part of the Bach _Chaconne_ but would
       | like to return to music, on a piano and play through some Richard
       | Wagner scores and try to learn _what he did_.
        
       | voidhorse wrote:
       | Surprise, surprise, money and "success" are not the keys to
       | happiness.
       | 
       | Sorry to be a bit harsh, but it's both hilarious and sad to me
       | that people like this exist (people, who, no less, have the gall
       | to call other human beings "NPC"s yet would be helpless and have
       | no idea what to do in life were it not for the world telling them
       | to follow the facile pursuit of extreme wealth--hah!) It's no
       | wonder software is infested with technology that is, at best a
       | hyper niche, lucky market fit that really doesn't need to exist
       | and will not be remembered in a decade and at worst of products
       | that are outright societal ills.
       | 
       | Well, such is life when we encourage people to be narcissistic,
       | mindless, money-seeking drones instead of socially aware,
       | emotionally intelligent, and caring human beings.
       | 
       | I'm happy you are finally on the way to reflection OP, but it
       | really does depress me that there are so many "intelligent"
       | people that seemingly don't bother to think about or question the
       | motives of the socioeconomic system at large and whether or not
       | the life the system is suggesting they pursue is really a
       | meaningful one. Apparently for some it takes getting incredibly
       | lucky (and hard work, let's not ignore that, but luck is a key
       | component here too) and incredibly rich to even begin to start
       | engaging in the level of self-reflection that scores of nameless
       | barflies, poets, and yokels were capable of hundreds of years
       | ago.
        
       | mvdtnz wrote:
       | Oh fuck off. Just fuck off.
        
       | scoofy wrote:
       | I studied philosophy in college and grad school, mainly because I
       | was raised extremely religious and couldn't figure out what was
       | real and what was bullshit.
       | 
       | Every time I read something like this I think to myself 'just
       | please go get a degree in academic philosophy.' It teaches you
       | how to think.
       | 
       | The type of folks who were incredulous about the idea that
       | someone would study something so useless and naval-gazing, I see
       | many of them unsatisfied with life because they have taken the
       | world as it comes, and haven't taken the time to read the
       | existentialists, specifically the ones who wrote about success. I
       | would recommend Tennessee Williams "The Catastrophe of Success":
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Catastrophe_of_Success
       | 
       | Understanding existentialism, understanding absurdism, these are
       | really useful things to being able to live a satisfying life but
       | in abundance and in a lack of abundance. My partner is really
       | into yoga and meditation and stuff, and much of what I've read
       | about buddism is basically just religious existentialism and
       | absurdism.
       | 
       | All the best to the author, I hope you are able to do well. Life
       | is hard, and success isn't always what we wanted.
        
         | voidhorse wrote:
         | I have a similar background. I think the fact that philosophy
         | is not required learning in all schools is part of the reason
         | the US, at least, is currently in such a pitiful state. The OP
         | is a perfect example of the kind of mindless, soulless drone
         | servicing the machine you become without philosophical
         | tutelage. I would feel sorry for these people if they weren't
         | in a position to cause so much damage. We don't need fools like
         | this to have so many resources at their disposal.
        
       | egypturnash wrote:
       | Hi, Vinlay. I'm a broke artist. You should give me a lot of your
       | money.
        
         | maxerickson wrote:
         | Yes, this burden can be shared.
        
       | a_t48 wrote:
       | Vinay - would love to chat about what you learned about robotics.
       | I am in the process of starting a robotics company (focused on
       | software), and could use any advice you might have. Talked with
       | plenty of investors, but talking to founders is much harder with
       | this being my first startup. Is it alright if I email you?
        
       | largbae wrote:
       | Two words: make babies.
       | 
       | They will change your whole program, and for the better.
        
       | user629 wrote:
       | Would you consider donating to me so that I could take some time
       | to work on some similar internal struggles?
        
       | globalnode wrote:
       | Hope mr self centred provided financially for his ex girlfriend
       | who by his own description gave him unconditional love and
       | support.
        
         | Aeolun wrote:
         | People always say that just making something open source
         | doesn't entitle other people to something like support, but it
         | seems like the consensus is that this doesn't extend to
         | girlfriends?
         | 
         | Not being married implies the ability of either to leave
         | whenever it suits them without any financial obligations to the
         | other. She had nothing to fear if the startup failed and left
         | him in debt, and conversely, she doesn't necessarily gain
         | anything if the reverse is true.
         | 
         | I dunno, everyone dunking on him for this feels like a kinda
         | shitty thing to do. It seems like he's self aware enough that
         | he already knows this, and he'll undoubtedly find out later he
         | regrets it when it's too late to fix it.
        
       | Lerc wrote:
       | In 1997 Kurt Vonnegut did not write
       | 
       |  _Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with
       | your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22
       | what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most
       | interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't._
       | 
       | I'm not sure if Mary Schmich (who did write it) takes pride in
       | her words being frequently credited to an esteemed writer, or if
       | it rankles. Later Baz Luhrmann made the words into a #1.
       | 
       | Anyway, I agree. You don't need to know where to go next, just be
       | curious and find things as you investigate. Sometimes a project
       | will call to you. Don't be concerned if it hasn't yet.
       | 
       | Your project does not have to be a business. If you wanted to
       | embark on a Dwarf Fortress kind of project you could happily work
       | at it for the rest of your life without needing it to be a money
       | making venture. Your Dwarf Fortress might be A database of the
       | world's cheese or a castle built entirely from synthetic diamonds
       | you produce one at a time from your own machine. It doesn't have
       | to be easy or even possible to complete. I don't think you can
       | decide on something and go do it. I think your thing will tell
       | you when it is ready.
        
         | nurple wrote:
         | Thanks for writing this. It reminds me of Steve Job's
         | commencement speech at Stanford.
         | 
         | > Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can
         | only connect them looking backward. So you have to trust that
         | the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust
         | in something -- your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This
         | approach has never let me down, and it has made all the
         | difference in my life.
        
           | redlock wrote:
           | Until it killed him (ignoring doctors advice on cancer)
        
             | jamieplex wrote:
             | Lol, yeah, there is that...
        
             | giantrobot wrote:
             | He had an inoperable cancer and wanted to spend his
             | remaining time doing what he wanted rather than sitting in
             | a hospital getting ultimately fruitless treatments.
             | Pancreatic cancer doesn't fuck around. It's not like he
             | died of pneumonia because he loved sleeping outdoors in the
             | rain.
        
               | shepherdjerred wrote:
               | What? That's not at all the case. The type of cancer that
               | Jobs has could be surgically removed. He spent time
               | receiving alternative treatments and delayed his surgery.
               | 
               | > Jobs had a rare form of the cancer, known as
               | neuroendocrine cancer, which grows more slowly and is
               | easier to treat
               | 
               | > GEP-NETs are slow growing tumors that have the
               | potential to be cured surgically if the tumor is removed
               | prior to metastasis.
               | 
               | > Many journalists mentioned and even focused on Jobs'
               | initial decision to forego conventional treatments and
               | instead use complementary and alternative medical (CAM)
               | therapies, including acupuncture, botanicals, and dietary
               | changes.
               | 
               | https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/pancreatic-
               | cancer...
               | 
               | https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4924574/
        
             | lenocinor wrote:
             | Agreed, but it's remarkable how well this approach worked
             | for him till then. No approach can solve every problem. I
             | wonder if this one, on balance, was the right one for him,
             | or for others.
        
       | bentt wrote:
       | So, while I do not agree with everything Jordan Peterson says (or
       | even most), his writing/speaking about "take responsibility for
       | something meaningful" is good advice.
       | 
       | You want freedom, but that is a freedom to choose. It is not an
       | end goal to never choose anything.
        
       | anonshadow wrote:
       | Bro sold a screen recorder plug-in for large amount of money. Now
       | sad he is not Elon Musk. Existential crisis ensues.
        
         | VectorLock wrote:
         | Then feels qualified to tackle government waste via Signal
         | channels.
        
       | dannykwells wrote:
       | Time to find a long term partner and have / adopt / take care of
       | kids.
       | 
       | No joke. I've seen it work wonders for providing meaning to many,
       | including multiple rich-beyond-belief founders.
        
       | rgmerk wrote:
       | FFS.
       | 
       | Write Wikipedia articles. Volunteer at a charity. Go and do a PhD
       | in whatever field takes your fancy. Take up auto racing. Learn an
       | instrument. Have children.
       | 
       | The writer is in the incredibly fortunate position of being able
       | to do whatever he damn well pleases, at an age where he is still
       | physically able to do whatever he damn well pleases.
       | 
       | I find it very difficult to sympathise.
        
       | AI_beffr wrote:
       | having a lot of money is crazy because there is literally nothing
       | to do. there is no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. if you
       | sit around all day then people who work at local restaurants will
       | start to know you and people here and there will start to
       | recognize you from wandering around between your haunts every
       | day. its such a weird feeling when you realize that the world
       | isnt as big as you thought it was. before having total freedom,
       | you image that even a single metro like sf bay area is enough to
       | swallow you up. its not. the reason it feels so big is because
       | your are busy all the time. and the same goes for the entire
       | world. theres nothing to do here unless you are busy with
       | something. traveling and gawking at stuff is not going to get you
       | very far. that is the terrible and insane reality of life. that
       | life is an illusion. this is part of the reason why so many
       | people buckle under the apparently feather-weight pressure of
       | having lots of money. the other reason is that your sense of
       | identity and self-worth becomes tied to your money. you find
       | yourself completely unable to ask for a lower price, balk at a
       | price or decide to not buy something if there are other people
       | around. because after all you have the money. except nobody has
       | enough money to behave like that. 60M would evaporate very
       | quickly under someone who did not recognize and correct this
       | effect. this is why so many rich people are so comically cheap.
       | they have to be because you lose the ability to think rationally,
       | to thread the needle. you have to just shamelessly be cheap.
       | 
       | elon musk said "vacation kills." hes one hundred percent correct.
       | when you feel totally free you stop thinking in terms of how to
       | protect yourself and begin to explore all possibilities in an
       | unconstrained way. i dont have to be at work on monday so why not
       | climb a mountain? why not go on safari? why not try this designer
       | drug? logic could save you but without the impulse to protect
       | your fragile life, not everyone is logical enough to sail those
       | waters. i almost killed myself twice before i learned it.
       | 
       | the strange and absolutely unambiguous truth about life is that
       | there is no such thing as not working. you must always be
       | working. it doesnt matter how much money you have. the only way
       | to live a good and satisfying life is to work and have enough at
       | stake that you are afraid of failing. it is better to risk losing
       | your money or even your life rather than stop working.
        
         | dominicrose wrote:
         | Society doesn't put money into some people's hands so that they
         | use it to buy big shiny boats. Society trusts some people with
         | money because they use it well. I also think that not using it
         | is OK because it's a virtual thing anyway, so focusing on other
         | aspects of life - like running a farm for example - is an
         | option.
        
         | randomopining wrote:
         | I mean if you develop good hobbies or sports that are never
         | ending like running, you can run yourself physically tired
         | everyday which will help a lot.
        
       | tehjoker wrote:
       | what about just buying houses for homeless people
        
       | insane_dreamer wrote:
       | One option not mentioned is to find fulfillment in helping others
       | -- not "helping people making $200K be even more efficient" or
       | "fixing the US government by making it more efficient (mostly by
       | firing a bunch of people, which helps who exactly?)" but people
       | who __actually__ need help -- and there is a very very wide
       | spectrum to work with there of all types of needs. The freedom to
       | deeply engage with that from some angle -- without having the
       | burden of having to also make or earn money while doing so -- is
       | a huge privilege.
        
       | ookblah wrote:
       | I don't know anything about his situation, but I will say one of
       | the lamest things ever when breaking up is to say it's not you,
       | it's me heh. I mean that's probably something everyone hears face
       | to face and I get it, nobody wants to hurt someones feelings to
       | give their "real" reason when what's done is done, but to see it
       | articulated on a blog post as some kind transparent confession is
       | a little surprising.
       | 
       | Like unless maybe you were going thru some massive event that was
       | very clearly damaging to your relationship (drugs, abuse, etc),
       | the optics of finding yourself to end a seemingly great
       | relationship after selling a company for mega millions isn't
       | going to jive with a lot of people. But the again I guess that's
       | the point of the post, there is no point or purpose. Alright,
       | taking off my judgement hat now.
        
         | Aeolun wrote:
         | Isn't that true though? It's not like _she_ wanted to break up,
         | so it 's him, not her, whatever the actual reasons he had.
        
           | ookblah wrote:
           | it's more about the reasons, not who is initiating it or
           | wants it. in any case, i find more often it's just a generic
           | line that people use when breaking up to spare the other
           | party some grief. otherwise it ends up with the other person
           | thinking about what they could have done differently to
           | "keep" the other person.
        
             | Aeolun wrote:
             | Hmm, I feel like it might be something like "I have
             | problems with you, but you have none with me. I have enough
             | respect for you that I don't think there's anything wrong
             | with the way you see things, but don't want to keep going
             | with those different viewpoints?" with an addendum that "I
             | don't necessarily want to force you to change." which leads
             | to not saying anything about what those issues are?
             | Potentially because those issues are things you don't
             | actually want to utter, like "I can't bring myself to
             | believe you aren't with me for my money."
        
               | ookblah wrote:
               | i mean in the end, barring some big issue like addiction
               | or something that's actively harming the relationship,
               | often times you just aren't compatible. maybe you fell
               | out of love or had different priorities. whatever the
               | reason is, it's over, one or both parties don't want to
               | try anymore, which is fine. if people want to go over the
               | details as some kind of post-mortem sometimes that's
               | appreciated but other times yeah, it's something you
               | probably shouldn't say and it just makes the hurt worse.
               | 
               | i guess my slight issue with the post was just that he
               | posted it for all the world to see as some kind of honest
               | self-reflection when to me it was just some throwaway
               | line. i know he didn't even intend for it to be anything
               | so in the end it's whatever.
        
       | drawkward wrote:
       | The insufferable derision of "NPC Coworkers."
       | 
       | How about you use some of that fuck you money and go buy a soul,
       | asshole?
       | 
       | I will never have $60M, but I will also never not have a soul.
        
       | vcryan wrote:
       | Wow.Poor baby!
        
       | louwrentius wrote:
       | Ok so this is what strikes me: he dumps his girlfriend and runs
       | away to a mountain he humblebrags about climbing without
       | training.
       | 
       | He talks about people as NPCs.
       | 
       | Maybe the only real thing in life is good relationships with
       | other people, odly enough.
       | 
       | Now you have all this money and nobody to share it with? Where
       | are your friends and family?
       | 
       | Now that the whole world knows you're rich you'll never know if
       | they really like 'you' or just your money.
        
       | matthest wrote:
       | The purpose of life is ultimately to acquire _internal_
       | resources.
       | 
       | First, hunter-gatherer internal resources (we are all still
       | hunter gatherers after all, biologically speaking). The kind that
       | makes you a capable hunter, i.e. the ability to acquire
       | food/goods:
       | 
       | - Self-confidence - Self-belief - Patience - Ability to acquire
       | new skills - Charisma/EQ - Ability to succeed in society and on
       | earth
       | 
       | Then, the qualities preached in religion:
       | 
       | - Peace - Love - Kindness - A teaching and empathetic heart
       | towards others - Compassion, etc.
       | 
       | Once you've acquired these things, you will no longer be afraid
       | of death. Because you will have accomplished what you were born
       | to do.
       | 
       | TLDR: Study the qualities that martial arts masters have. Because
       | they are the people most at peace with death, which likely means
       | they have accomplished what they were born to do. Then, acquire
       | those qualities. Finally, teach others those qualiites.
        
       | ChrisMarshallNY wrote:
       | I'm not rich, but I have enough to live out my days [humbly], and
       | leave something to my daughter.
       | 
       | But I get to write code, Every. Single. Day. Code that _I_ want
       | to write, the way that _I_ want to work, at the Quality level
       | that _I_ want to deliver.
       | 
       | That's heaven.
       | 
       | I would not be here, if I had been able to find work, after
       | leaving my last company at 55. So, I guess being frozen out of
       | the tech industry is maybe the best thing that has happened to
       | me. It was the kind of thing I wouldn't have known was possible,
       | until I was forced into it.
       | 
       | But I wouldn't turn down a few extra mil. It's just that I don't
       | think the fox is worth the chase.
        
       | sccomps wrote:
       | Instead of engaging with others, you should've just stayed bold
       | (or in your own words - foolish) and started the robotics
       | company, pouring in whatever money you could. Sometimes other
       | people are unintentionally demoralizing. Who cares if you're
       | burning through your own cash? In a few years, it might just turn
       | into something big.
        
       | snapplebobapple wrote:
       | nobody realizes it but this is an ad for having kids. if he had
       | kids they would have helped him not be such a little bitch and
       | continue doing productive things. when you are an evolutionary
       | dead end you have the curse of excess productivity rather than
       | the joy of investing in the future.
        
       | binarymax wrote:
       | Not to judge or sound condescending, but it seems like you're
       | lacking empathy and a community.
       | 
       | I know exactly what I'd do in your situation: help others. I live
       | in a small city, and it has some problems and some opportunities.
       | Even lacking funds I still do what I can to help the community
       | around me. Spend some time with people who aren't all in tech or
       | on the beach and go find some reality. People like elon preaching
       | doge are too far removed. Work on the ground. It's hard and it's
       | real.
       | 
       | Best of luck!
        
         | paxys wrote:
         | This guy perfectly represents Silicon Valley as a whole. I have
         | no doubt that 70%+ of techies here would follow a similar path
         | (call coworkers NPCs, break up with GF, live out Elon fantasy,
         | pretend to do important/smart things but give up and move on to
         | the next every few weeks) if given unlimited money.
        
           | Aeolun wrote:
           | If you have limited contact with coworkers outside of work,
           | aren't they NPCs? For all intents and purposes they might be.
           | You might still like them, but they don't really affect your
           | life aside from giving you quests.
        
             | binarymax wrote:
             | Referring to anyone as an NPC is really insulting. People
             | are not algorithms in a video game. They are real and they
             | have lives and dreams and hopes and problems. Show some
             | respect.
        
               | steveBK123 wrote:
               | 100% this. Calling others NPCs is the same type of
               | psychology as the people you meet who complain about how
               | everyone in their life - parents, spouse, friends,
               | coworkers is a jerk...
        
               | porknubbins wrote:
               | Then complain that they are lonely. One common trait of I
               | have seen in those with good people skills, even those
               | who use them for bad like pushy salesmen, is that they
               | know how to treat people as if they matter simply because
               | they are people.
        
               | steveBK123 wrote:
               | Yes, and I think the percentage of the population with
               | these abilities is diminishing over time. People are too
               | used to having their interactions intermediated by
               | screens.
        
               | upghost wrote:
               | I couldn't agree more. Even tho I am in fact an NPC it is
               | quite jarring to hear.
        
               | khazhoux wrote:
               | Given the context (him not wanting to stay with the
               | acquiring company), I'm pretty sure he was referring to
               | the large number of people at big companies who don't
               | seem to do anything, but get in the way.
               | 
               | I think most people who work at Big Co's have their share
               | of meetings where half a dozen people attend regularly,
               | but have never said a word and you have no idea what they
               | actually do. Those are the "NPCs" he's referring to.
        
               | randmeerkat wrote:
               | > I think most people who work at Big Co's have their
               | share of meetings where half a dozen people attend
               | regularly, but have never said a word and you have no
               | idea what they actually do. Those are the "NPCs" he's
               | referring to.
               | 
               | Have you considered that those "NPCs" have no idea what
               | you do..?
        
               | khazhoux wrote:
               | I wouldn't care if they know what I do, as long as they
               | do something actually productive.
               | 
               | You may disagree, but the "NPC" comment comes from the
               | widespread belief that it's easy for low-performers to
               | stick around at big companies, versus at smaller
               | companies that live and die by their burn rate.
        
               | Aeolun wrote:
               | Especially at Atlassian.
        
               | randmeerkat wrote:
               | > ... widespread belief that it's easy for low-
               | performers...
               | 
               | The truth is that most high performers do menial busy
               | work that doesn't impact real bottom lines either.
               | Everyone sits around doing things knowing that their job
               | doesn't need to exist and rather than call out the
               | madness of a society focused on busywork for the
               | appearance of "productivity" everyone just rips on each
               | other instead... Society could use a lot more empathy and
               | a lot less fear.
        
               | ryandrake wrote:
               | It's still pretty condescending. Don't know what
               | someone's role is, but assume he doesn't do anything? Him
               | calling other people "NPCs" is a pretty clear sign that
               | he thinks he's the Main Character.
        
               | ajmurmann wrote:
               | Not only that he's the main character but that they
               | aren't actual humans who have their own experience and
               | life and that it might even be ok to run them over with
               | your car as long as you hide in the bushes for a few
               | minutes after or get your car a new paint job.
        
               | Aeolun wrote:
               | I could say the same thing about the NPCs in a video game
               | and you wouldn't be able to tell the difference, because
               | they wouldn't share any of their lives, hopes and dreams
               | with you at any point.
               | 
               | Sure, people (probably) have their own lives; but
               | believing this and being able to actually tell are two
               | completely different things.
               | 
               | I dunno, there's something about the way you responded
               | that rubs me entirely the wrong way. You seem to take my
               | comment and then take the worst, instead of most generous
               | interpretation of it. I posed a hypothetical, and it
               | seems like you accuse me of considering every person in
               | the world an NPC.
        
               | ajmurmann wrote:
               | Calling even a single human being a NPC is completely
               | dehumanizing and disgusting behavior. Think about the
               | implications of the words!
        
               | sanderjd wrote:
               | Maybe instead of "the way you responded rubs me the wrong
               | way", you could consider thinking "maybe I wrote my
               | comment the wrong way".
               | 
               | What you said, both in your original comment and in this
               | follow up, demonstrates a demented way of viewing other
               | people.
        
               | ajmurmann wrote:
               | I'd go a step further and say that I find it an extremely
               | scary trend to call people NPCs. It's extremely
               | dehumanizing and dehumanization always comes before acts
               | of extreme violence. How many gamers treat actual NPCs in
               | video games only furthers this.
        
               | Animats wrote:
               | I _implement_ NPCs, and I treat them respectfully.
               | Someday soon, they may be smarter or more powerful than I
               | am.
               | 
               | One of my NPCs has a T-shirt that says "Trainee" on the
               | front, and "Someday, we'll be in charge" on the back.
        
             | bustodisgusto wrote:
             | While what you are saying is true, it's a very unhealthy
             | and inhuman way to view other people. I generally find this
             | outlook is a sign of depression. It was for me at least
        
               | krainboltgreene wrote:
               | It's not true at all, why in the world would you
               | capitulate that?
        
               | Aeolun wrote:
               | Because you can't tell from the outside? You can only
               | choose to believe everyone else is like you based on what
               | you observe.
        
               | krainboltgreene wrote:
               | That's an insane way to approach the world. I wish I
               | didn't know you thought that way.
        
               | bustodisgusto wrote:
               | Truth is subjective and perspective is reality. These
               | views are technically correct when approached from fist
               | principles. the side effect of actually internalizing
               | them is viewing people as NPCs
        
             | kaikai wrote:
             | You are not the main character in some narrative. We are
             | all individuals interacting with each other, and if you
             | lose sight of that it's very easy to make selfish and
             | immoral choices.
        
             | steveBK123 wrote:
             | Calling people NPCs is a self-own and speaks to a persons
             | inability to consider that everyone around them has some
             | inner life, after work interests, etc. You don't need
             | contact with coworkers outside of work to realize this. You
             | just need to be a functioning decent human being able to
             | make small talk.
        
             | sanderjd wrote:
             | No, they are people, because they are people.
             | 
             | I'm sorry, but quite frankly, _what in the world are you
             | talking about_?
        
         | rokhayakebe wrote:
         | From his bio:
         | 
         |  _i invest in companies and am willing to offer help to
         | founders i vibe with for free and for no allocation_
        
           | insane_dreamer wrote:
           | that doesn't have much to do with either empathy or community
           | 
           | it reflects more something like "I will share my pearls of
           | wisdom with those I deem worthy" (ego trip)
        
             | khazhoux wrote:
             | Where exactly do you see the ego tripping? He's literally
             | saying he'll offer his advice to people who may want it,
             | with nothing expected in return.
        
               | dclowd9901 wrote:
               | What help? He got lucky. Is he going to give someone his
               | rabbit's foot?
        
         | titanomachy wrote:
         | Absolutely. Humans need real connection with other humans.
         | Ending your one good relationship to join forces with a bunch
         | of autistic internet trolls who think they're smarter than
         | everyone else is not a recipe for happiness.
        
           | colanderman wrote:
           | Please don't use the word "autistic" as a slur.
        
             | titanomachy wrote:
             | Ok. I can't edit the comment now, but I will avoid it in
             | the future.
             | 
             | I was echoing the use in TFA, but that doesn't really make
             | it any better.
        
           | bdangubic wrote:
           | what colanderman said...
        
         | davesque wrote:
         | Thank you for saying what I didn't have the patience to say.
         | Although I sincerely worry that empathizing with people like
         | this is a trap. I hate that I have to think this way, but
         | nothing is worse than feeling like a sucker. I only hope I'm
         | elevated above all of this in the afterlife.
        
           | taberiand wrote:
           | Empathy is about understanding people from their perspective.
           | I would think that highly empathic people would be harder to
           | scam, as they would recognise the con artists for what they
           | are.
        
             | holmesworcester wrote:
             | The trouble is, if you think in abstract terms at all
             | you'll start seeing the patterns in the reasons many people
             | are suffering, and the patterns in your relationship to
             | them.
             | 
             | Then you'll have to ratchet up boundaries to address the
             | relational patterns with people who are having a hard time,
             | so that you're not a participant in their suffering.
             | 
             | And you'll have to start working on the patterns underneath
             | the problems, which when you get into it starts to look
             | more and more like the kind of megalomaniacal moonshot
             | ("give computers arms and legs" / "fix the government
             | now!") that the author ran out of gas on.
             | 
             | I think where you end up if you think about this is just
             | recognizing that a) you probably should try to do some
             | ambitious, high-leverage project to make the world better
             | and b) reflecting about the world and about life in a
             | thorough way is emotionally difficult for most people, so
             | you also have to deal with those emotions.
             | 
             | The author's original somewhat manic intentions were
             | probably right, and maybe he needed a bit more of a rest
             | but was plowing forward out of fear that he'd lose his
             | nerve. Now he's getting some rest and will probably figure
             | out something big, important, and hard to work on in the
             | next few years.
        
               | naming_the_user wrote:
               | The barriers/boundaries thing I think is interesting.
               | 
               | I've never really been able to identify with this sort of
               | "make money and then fix the world" stuff because I feel
               | that everyone hugely simplifies every issue and looks
               | only at first or maybe second order effects.
               | 
               | You fix malaria/give to the poor/raise the minimum
               | wage/etc. Cool, now we have a wealthier population with
               | more people doing more stuff to modify the environment.
               | We accelerate biosphere collapse and global warming. Do
               | not pass Go, do not collect $200.
               | 
               | I think that if you're being truly logical about these
               | things you could just as easily come up with a grand
               | solution that's something like drawing a graph of social
               | connections from you, go out a few layers, and then press
               | the button to delete everyone else on the planet and
               | rewild most of it. Or go back in time and don't discover
               | oil (or was the suffering of the pre-industrial era
               | worse? maybe it was, probably it was...!).
               | 
               | I don't think I'd be chosen to go to Elysium but I can't
               | really see the logical flaw in the argument either. Why
               | should the super rich care about the rest? Move forward a
               | few years/decades; why should superintelligent AI care
               | about humans? We don't care about mosquitoes.
               | 
               | Making a company that makes a prettier table or a faster
               | car or whatever feels like it's directly solving a
               | problem. Making a company that aims to "improve the
               | world" just seems like a fool's errand to me, second law
               | of thermo, that sort of thing.
               | 
               | Big waffle.
        
               | SpaceLawnmower wrote:
               | Raising the standard of living for the poorest people in
               | the world does very little to increase the rate of
               | climate change since these people have very little impact
               | on the environment and consume so little in the first
               | place. I'd argue that we also owe it to them because the
               | poor are also least capable to handle the consequences of
               | climate change and the other issues facing developing
               | nations. I don't know why this needs to be said but those
               | are real issues.
               | 
               | The flaw in Elysium is moral and practical. You have to
               | accept that humans by virtue of being human deserve some
               | consideration, and the well being of society deserves
               | consideration. If a rich person don't believe this then
               | they are irresponsible. Too much inequality in society
               | makes it shittier for everybody for plenty of reasons.
        
               | naming_the_user wrote:
               | Nonsense, you're engaging in first order thinking as I
               | stated.
               | 
               | China is a great counterexample of this, or just the life
               | story of anyone who goes from rags to riches.
               | 
               | You may as well say that a broken down car has no
               | emissions so let's fix it. Once you fix it it does.
        
             | dclowd9901 wrote:
             | Many people con others into giving their emotional
             | currency. Rich people are the worst about this, because
             | it's the only value from the world they've failed to
             | actually extract. So they want it from everyone.
             | 
             | Rich people have problems. This dude is clearly focused on
             | himself. He doesn't need the emotional currency of others
             | unless he's willing to give a lot more his (love and
             | empathy).
        
           | khazhoux wrote:
           | > Although I sincerely worry that empathizing with people
           | like this is a trap
           | 
           | What exactly is "people like this"? I thought this was a very
           | genuine account from a regular person who worked hard, made a
           | ton of money from it, and now finds that the money didn't
           | give him the satisfaction he expected. It's honest and,
           | frankly, extremely unsurprising and straightforward.
        
             | purple_ferret wrote:
             | Well, for one, categorizing the people he'd have to work
             | with at Atlassian as "NPC Coworkers"
        
           | actuallyalys wrote:
           | > Although I sincerely worry that empathizing with people
           | like this is a trap.
           | 
           | I have a similar sense. However, I'm not sure empathizing
           | with them is itself the trap. You don't want your empathy to
           | make you overly credulous. For example, while you might
           | empathize with him feeling directionless at the acquiring
           | company, I don't think you should therefore conclude that he
           | is right about the new coworkers being "NPCs."
        
         | fsckboy wrote:
         | to reference/recommend this book, I swiped a blurb from a ddg
         | search:
         | 
         | Against Empathy: The Case for Rational Compassion is a 2016
         | book written by psychologist Paul Bloom. The book draws on the
         | distinctions between empathy, compassion, and moral decision
         | making. Bloom argues that empathy is not the solution to
         | problems that divide people and is a poor guide for decision
         | making.
        
         | keb_ wrote:
         | This person is in a completely different class than 99% of HN
         | readers. It is impossible for him to ever relate to others who
         | are not like him because he is not like them, and not like us,
         | the non-millionaire non-entrepeneurs. Unfortunately, this goes
         | both ways, and is probably why I am not rich. Learning to
         | bridge that human gap is far harder than becoming a multi-
         | millionaire or climbing mountains in the Himalayas or working
         | for DOGE for 4 weeks.
        
       | mmoustafa wrote:
       | I am hearing you say "why can't I be normal and do insignificant
       | things" while calling the people who do "NPC coworkers"
       | 
       | And that is your internal struggle my friend
        
         | titanomachy wrote:
         | Yeah this is the part that makes him sound like an out-of-touch
         | asshole. I think it's impossible to be happy if you hate
         | ordinary people this much.
         | 
         | Maybe go meditate or hike and disconnect from twitter for a
         | couple months, then take a volunteer position at a local food
         | bank.
        
         | mmoustafa wrote:
         | learn to love your insignificant self
        
       | adamredwoods wrote:
       | I've always had philanthropic ideas that I will never be able to
       | do, because I do not have the funds or the time. Metastatic
       | cancer and alzheimers, on a cellular level, is an obvious
       | pursuit. I would educate myself and get involved. I want to make
       | a difference in the world, and not by monetary measures.
        
       | alfor wrote:
       | What you are chasing is your god or a spiritual quest.
       | 
       | As you don't have a conception of a global god on top of all the
       | other you swing from one to another: finding myself, doing hard,
       | things, robotics, climate change, girlfriend, pleasure, etc.
       | 
       | Those can all be good things, but they are not the top thing.
       | 
       | "You will have no other god beside me"
       | 
       | The central God is you idea of good, the things beyond your
       | reach.
       | 
       | You keep your girlfriend, she become your wife and you have kids.
       | You can climb montains but it doesn't need to be himalaya, etc.
       | Maybe your big thing will still end up around physics Everything
       | in it's place. In the proper amount.
       | 
       | Now if you loose one thing it's not the end of your world.
       | 
       | This keep you centered and avoid the crazy swings.
       | 
       | As we can see in this tale, his god was the startup or money.
       | Once he had more than enought no motivation was left, he killed
       | his god and had to find another one. This happen to a lot of
       | people that reach their goal, instead of being happy they are
       | emotionaly destroyed.
       | 
       | I hope this is clear and can help others.
        
       | raincom wrote:
       | Go and meditate in order to find out 'I' and 'mine'.
        
       | rc_kas wrote:
       | if this dude needs a hard task, can you please solve a way to fix
       | whatever is broken in america. counter the republican propaganda
       | machine somehow.
        
       | mayneack wrote:
       | > I was added to a number of Signal groups and immediately put to
       | work.
       | 
       | Not a ringing endorsement for DOGE's accountability and record
       | keeping practices.
        
       | mrshadowgoose wrote:
       | Although I've done quite well for myself, I'm not remotely near
       | this level of wealth, so my insight and advice is likely just
       | plain wrong.
       | 
       | Building on an analogy you used, you've let society dictate your
       | "unattainable main quest", but then actually managed to attain
       | it, losing your core sense of purpose in the process.
       | 
       | So pick a new unattainable main quest and internalize it, before
       | proceeding with your life.
       | 
       | Easier said than done of course. You're fighting to replace a
       | goal that was repeatedly forced into you from the early days of
       | your conscious existence. How hard this will be comes down to
       | your individual mental composition. It might be impossible. It
       | might be easy and just require willful thought on your part.
       | There are probably therapists that specialize in exactly this
       | kind of situation.
       | 
       | Good luck!
        
       | esharte wrote:
       | Buy some empathy
        
       | matrix87 wrote:
       | A few million is workable, but 60 million is a scarlet letter.
       | Good luck finding someone who doesn't want their cut of it
        
       | aabhay wrote:
       | > Makes a bunch of money
       | 
       | > tries to be Elon Musk
       | 
       | > Breaks up with girlfriend
       | 
       | > joins DOGE (to not be like Elon...?)
       | 
       | > Mentions repeatedly the desire to not be cringe
       | 
       | Sounds like a cringey Elon fantasy despite the self awareness
        
       | bschwindHN wrote:
       | Goddamn, this is peak tech bro performance art.
        
       | pdimitar wrote:
       | Help and support others who actually have a vision.
       | 
       | If I didn't have to think about money I'd work on inventing
       | Skynet. No, this is not a joke. I'm dead-serious.
        
       | tgtweak wrote:
       | It's kind of like using an infinite money cheat in a game - it's
       | a guaranteed way to get bored of it quickly.
        
       | thrance wrote:
       | My advice would be to touch grass maybe? Learn pottery or
       | something, there's more to life than hoarding wealth. Read Camus.
       | And if that money really is a burden, you can always donate most
       | of it away.
       | 
       | Sorry for the vitriol, but I honestly lost all respect for OP
       | after he mentioned joining DOGE. Working with oligarchs towards
       | enacting austerity when you won't suffer from it makes me not
       | care that much about how vacuous you feel your existence is.
        
       | mihaic wrote:
       | I think that a lot of people with money need to be reminded that
       | having wealth is a social responsibility in itself. If you can
       | live just from passive income maybe you should just gift
       | interesting people the excess money and have them accomplish
       | their goals.
       | 
       | Talk to a bunch of people and realize what you want to support.
       | If some of them need 10k to start a business just give it to
       | them. Or, if you want some equity, put it in a non-profit that
       | reinvest its earnings. Go to a film school, organize a contest
       | and fund the movie of the most promising students.
       | 
       | I was never rich like the author, yet I once gave a bookbinder
       | that I had hired to make a cool leather-bound book the starting
       | capital he needed to make his own shop just because it turned out
       | so well and he was so passionate about it. Looking back, it still
       | feels great to have helped someone like this.
       | 
       | Humans need activities that produce meaningful outcomes, they
       | don't need careers or work.
        
         | holmesworcester wrote:
         | To me, the above paragraph reads like:
         | 
         | "Having wealth makes you responsible to others, therefore you
         | should do arson."
         | 
         | If you manage to help make a powerful machine and then convert
         | some piece of it into liquid value, you are probably good at
         | stuff and whatever responsibility you have to others _includes
         | using that_ alongside the liquid value.
         | 
         | And worse, it's not just on you to do what people say they
         | want. You're also actually responsible for trying to figure out
         | what they would find most valuable. ("If I had asked people
         | what they wanted, they would have said faster horses.")
        
           | lukev wrote:
           | This is pure capitalist brainworms.
           | 
           | And I say this as someone who's not even particularly anti-
           | capitalist.
        
             | holmesworcester wrote:
             | It's an unpopular opinion for sure.
             | 
             | Try to think about it in less capitalist terms. Say you
             | built the world's first bicycle and can now move faster /
             | more efficiently than anyone else.
             | 
             | What is the most likely thing that will happen if you give
             | the bicycle away to the person who appears to need it the
             | most and go do something else? (One broken bicycle.)
             | 
             | On the flip side, isn't the most important thing you can
             | work on something like, "figure out how to make a bicycle--
             | and maintenance supply chain--for everyone who wants one"?
        
               | lukev wrote:
               | The OP's whole point is that he has money, not ideas.
               | Plus, in your example, you could literally do both. Plus,
               | money is not the same thing as IP or creativity. Plus,
               | the post you were responding to was literally advocating
               | giving the money to the people with ideas of how to do
               | good for the world.
               | 
               | There may or may not be a moral imperative to give away
               | excess wealth, but there damn sure isn't any moral
               | imperative to keep it.
        
               | holmesworcester wrote:
               | If we take the post at face value, OP is saying that he
               | has _too many_ ideas (robots! DOGE!) to have conviction
               | around any, which is a pretty normal predicament for
               | founders.
               | 
               | He also has a track record of having an idea, figuring
               | out how to make the idea useful to others, and turning
               | that into a self-sustaining machine.
               | 
               | All of these are much more important than an idea alone.
               | 
               | As everybody here knows, just having an idea for, say, an
               | app is of very limited value. The trick is being able to
               | mold the idea into what people actually want it to be,
               | and find some model that lets you and them split the
               | value, so the work can continue. The same is true in any
               | kind of political or social activity. Ideas are almost
               | worthless.
               | 
               | As in software, people who are capable of actually
               | executing on their ideas for making the world better are
               | almost always also capable of getting the funding they
               | need, one way or another. People are always the
               | bottleneck, not funding. (Ask anyone who runs a grant
               | program about how hard it is to find effective people to
               | give to.)
               | 
               | Sure, if OP runs into an extremely skilled world-changer
               | with a great track record he should donate 10-50k and
               | introduce the person to some other post-exit friends. But
               | will that skilled and effective person find funding
               | whether he donates or not? Definitely.
               | 
               | The post I was responding to was advocating for giving
               | money to people with an idea for how to make the world
               | better who would otherwise never be able to do it.
               | 
               | The existence of such people is almost a myth.
               | 
               | They do exist, but they're impossible to find in the
               | haystack of people who are guaranteed to fail at
               | executing their idea. If you look for people with ideas
               | for making the world better who aren't doing them because
               | they don't have the money, and give them money, nothing
               | will happen. That's arson.
               | 
               | Also, in my example, you can't really do both. The most
               | efficient system for getting a bicycle to everyone who
               | needs one will involve selling the bicycles. Without
               | capturing some of the value of the bicycles you're
               | making, you'll never be able to make as many.
        
           | mihaic wrote:
           | You're making a strong implication that the companies that
           | make money are the things that people need. The correlation
           | seems to be growing weaker every year as far as I've seen.
        
             | ajmurmann wrote:
             | Is your point that the money should go to companies that
             | make things that people need as opposed to want? Or is your
             | point that the money somehow flows to companies that make
             | things that people neither need nor want?
        
               | bbddg wrote:
               | Imagine doing something with money that isn't investing
               | in a for profit company.
        
               | ajmurmann wrote:
               | That feels like a non-segueter given the comment I was
               | responding to
        
               | mihaic wrote:
               | > Or is your point that the money somehow flows to
               | companies that make things that people neither need nor
               | want?
               | 
               | It's this second one.
        
           | bccdee wrote:
           | > If you manage to help make a powerful machine and then
           | convert some piece of it into liquid value, you are probably
           | good at stuff
           | 
           | Not at all. Nobody is "good at stuff" in general. People have
           | particular areas of competence at best. Disasters arise when
           | someone who has achieved success off the back of one
           | particular skill set assumes they have general competence at
           | everything and then makes leadership decisions from a
           | position of blind arrogance.
           | 
           | If you manage to help make a powerful machine, you are
           | probably a good machinist. This does not mean you should
           | become a CEO or a venture capitalist or some other sort of
           | "value decider." Your skill is in making powerful machines.
           | If you want to move into a new field, you have to do so as a
           | beginner.
        
         | gehwartzen wrote:
         | Really beautifully said. Wealth does indeed carry the
         | responsibility of giving back to your community the same way
         | the community gave to you to gain the wealth to begin with.
         | 
         | Bettering your community not only benefits the receiver but
         | also, I strongly believe, one's own conscious and sense of
         | belonging to said community.
        
         | teleforce wrote:
         | > Humans need activities that produce meaningful outcomes, they
         | don't need careers or work.
         | 
         | Human needs purpose in life, does not matter whether it
         | activities for meaningful outcomes, careers, work, family or
         | God, it's in our very nature.
         | 
         | The blog post appeared to me of someone who have achieved
         | mostly what they have aspired to become (rich and freedom from
         | jobs) and at their top apex from their own perspective, however
         | the main dilemma is that after achieving the goals still
         | something important is missing i.e. purpose.
        
           | mihaic wrote:
           | > Human needs purpose in life
           | 
           | Not sure if I agree with it in this form, as I think people
           | can get by quite well without an explicit purpose. My
           | grandparents were farmers, and I've never pictured them to
           | feel any specific purpose. They were still content with their
           | lives, as they simply didn't even considered the question of
           | what their purpose was.
           | 
           | Modern success is all about fixating on a single measurable
           | goal, and grinding that out. What if there is no single
           | purpose but rather a diffuse set of meanings? Even worse,
           | half the battle is you figuring out what this set of
           | meaningful goals is, where before the goal was given to you
           | (make lots of money).
        
             | dilawar wrote:
             | My grandmother lacked vocabulary that can be used to
             | describe 'purpose' -- or mental issues. One word she would
             | very rarely use was 'dharma' i.e. duty. Though I am not
             | sure if she used it in this way.
             | 
             | There were only a few things she really cared about: the
             | health and general well-being of her children and
             | grandchildren and when her grandchildren will have
             | children. It seems to me it was her 'purpose', at least she
             | values these things so much that can be easily confused as
             | purpose.
        
             | FabHK wrote:
             | Sorry, as a farmer you have a very clearly defined purpose
             | (and it might be more implicit than explicitly said out
             | loud, but it's very clear nevertheless). And that's to make
             | sure that you have enough to eat for your family and your
             | animals, and enough to sell, and enough seed for next year.
             | 
             | That's why there's no ruminating for a purpose - it never
             | comes up, because it's so clear. And that's why we're often
             | quite rudderless once the basics are secured.
        
           | LocalH wrote:
           | Why do we need purpose beyond existence? We're here to
           | experience a unique life that nobody else will experience, no
           | matter how many commonalities are shared. Yet people are
           | never content with that, and feel they must have a "greater"
           | purpose, when reality is that there is no greater purpose
           | than mere existence.
        
         | giancarlostoro wrote:
         | Honestly for some people, just getting debt paid off might be
         | enough of a life changer, in some cases the debt isn't
         | substantial but the income / debt ratio is just not in the best
         | spot. Heck having one or more less bills to worry about could
         | be a tide changer with immense impact.
         | 
         | I know if I could worry less about my mortgage even for a few
         | months, it would have major impacts on my family's life. I
         | cannot imagine others on similar situations, or with way more
         | debt but the income isn't enough.
        
         | RogerL wrote:
         | > having wealth is a social responsibility in itself
         | 
         | Warren Buffet has said that every dollar he owns is an IOU that
         | he owes to society - somebody worked hard, produced value, he
         | is in custody of it for the time being, but it has to be paid
         | back by him.
        
           | robocat wrote:
           | Can your find the quote?
           | 
           | Are you sure he wasn't talking about money invested with his
           | company or shareholders?
        
         | sho wrote:
         | > having wealth is a social responsibility in itself
         | 
         | We even have a word for this, _noblesse oblige_. It used to
         | refer to the aristocracy, but I don 't see much difference
         | between the aristocracy of old and the moneyed classes of
         | today.
        
           | holmesworcester wrote:
           | What about being smart?
           | 
           | If you're smart you regularly walk through life seeing people
           | hurt each other by letting screwed-up systems fester.
           | 
           | Even if you're really callous and rational about opportunity
           | cost, you can only walk by so many systemic-equivalents of
           | burning buildings before you're eventually like, "damn it,
           | okay I'm going to save this kid but _just this once_ ".
           | 
           | Being smart and systems-aware in today's world is like
           | walking by a burning building every day with very long,
           | fireproof arms. "Noblesse" is the wrong word but something
           | like this is a thing. _Mathiness oblige_?
        
         | fsckboy wrote:
         | > _need to be reminded that having wealth is a social
         | responsibility in itself_
         | 
         | read up on the "is-ought problem": from whatever is, you cannot
         | get an ought nor a should. You simply have to adopt them as
         | beliefs, just like belief in a diety (though some might argue
         | that's an "is" :) and others may not share your beliefs, nor...
         | should... they
        
           | mihaic wrote:
           | I'm not sure what you mean. I do believe this is essentially
           | a value judgement, but one which I think is essential for any
           | well functioning society, at least based on my personal
           | interpretation.
        
         | keybored wrote:
         | No. He wanted to help DOGE dismantle the US government. People
         | like that should just blow their money on themselves and the
         | people they like and leave the rest of us alone.
        
       | bustodisgusto wrote:
       | Man if tech bros could pull their head out of their asses for one
       | second and value an opinion of someone who was not themselves (or
       | Elon). They would find that this feeling is perhaps the best
       | documented feeling in philosophy.
       | 
       | A man's search for meaning is perhaps the best book on a cure for
       | this affliction. I have a hard time taking seriously people who
       | believe their problems are unique
        
       | the_cat_kittles wrote:
       | you have a lack of purpose, sorry buddy but finding one is a
       | life's work. you'll never fully admit it even if you write blog
       | posts like this, but you basically got fooled. happens to lots of
       | people
        
       | mmustapic wrote:
       | Wait, so the Department Of Government Efficiency spent time and
       | money recruiting a millionaire who left after just 4 weeks? Talk
       | about inefficiency...
        
       | monroeclinton wrote:
       | You should chill for a few years and really consider the meaning
       | of your money.
        
       | thret wrote:
       | All the rich kids these days seem to be in to a healthy diet,
       | exercise, and stable relationships. Whatever happened to harems,
       | drugs and gambling?
        
       | djaouen wrote:
       | Give your money to me. I'll put it to good use! Lol
        
       | jsfunfun wrote:
       | Ordinary things can be stolen, real ones cannot - Oscar Wilde...
       | 
       | money is not being rich.
        
       | pech0rin wrote:
       | This is the most childish thing I've read. And shows a lot about
       | he doesn't have any people relying on him or community to
       | support. He takes one hike and throws away 60m. Doesn't try to
       | find anything interesting to do at Atlassian just calls his
       | coworkers NPCs. This is zero-empathy Peter Pan syndrome at its
       | worse.
       | 
       | Sad how he just goes adventure hopping to try and find meaning.
       | The problem is no matter where you are you are also there. Time
       | to look inward and not outward.
        
         | ip26 wrote:
         | As a founder, the people relying on him would have been the
         | employees at Loom. But now that's done. Far from the first
         | story about a founder feeling unmoored after a buyout.
        
         | Pxtl wrote:
         | > calls his coworkers NPCs.
         | 
         | Seriously, that's kind of a "fuck you" moment to all the people
         | who helped him earn those millions isn't it?
         | 
         | Between this and hanging around with the head-cases at DOGE, I
         | think the first thing he should spend his money on is a shrink.
        
           | elevatedastalt wrote:
           | To be fair, he was not calling people at Loom NPCs. He was
           | saying that he didn't feel like joining a big company
           | Atlassian coz he feels he would be surrounded by "NPC
           | coworkers" there.
        
             | hackernewds wrote:
             | There's absolutely nothing wrong with atlassian employees.
             | High and mighty horse he's on there
        
               | hackernewds wrote:
               | > So I reached out to some people and got in. After 8
               | calls with people who all talked fast and sounded very
               | <strike through>autistic</strike through > smart
               | 
               | Dude really sounds like a bozo again, being brutally
               | honest is no excuse to be unkind
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | Yeah, self-described _" brutally honest"_ people lean a
               | bit much on the _brutal_ part. You can be direct and
               | kind.
        
             | mvdtnz wrote:
             | As a proud ex-Atlassian employee, fuck this guy.
        
             | swiftcoder wrote:
             | Atlassian presumably also hired a bunch of his people from
             | Loom, so to some extent he is implying that all the Loom
             | folks became "NPCs" during the acquisition.
             | 
             | I've seen several founders who kept their team together
             | within a bigger company after a buyout, and went on to do
             | pretty significant projects together with big company
             | resources. It's not a given that you have to be swallowed
             | up by the bureaucracy
        
           | dorfsmay wrote:
           | You forgot:
           | 
           | > So I broke things off after almost 2 years of unconditional
           | love.
        
         | bawolff wrote:
         | I don't know i agree. I think its brave to be honest about it.
         | Being able to acknowledge you don't have it together is the
         | first stage of growth.
         | 
         | Most people struggle with meaning, most people don't have it
         | figured out.
         | 
         | So what, dude who suddenly fell into massive wealth tried a
         | bunch of cliched things to find meaning. Did they work? No,
         | these types of cliched things usually don't. However you don't
         | find meaning without trying things. You have to fail before you
         | suceed.
        
           | m463 wrote:
           | It would be interesting to learn what a bunch of people
           | actually do with found wealth.
           | 
           | I've read that lottery winners frequently become seriously
           | unhappy.
           | 
           | Maybe some of us aren't ultra-rich like this guy, but we
           | might deal with some of the same existential issues either
           | planning or encountering retirement.
        
             | karmakurtisaani wrote:
             | I also thought about lottery winners. I wonder if this guy
             | will end up like the Minecraft creator.
        
             | germinalphrase wrote:
             | My intuition is that (sudden) wealth causes some amount of
             | additional isolation (for different reasons: jealousy,
             | privacy, security, etc), so if you are not someone with
             | preexisting social bonds _that are strong enough to weather
             | that change_ , you're going to ultimately feel emotionally
             | worse off once the quick pleasure hits start to fade. If
             | you're someone going into that situation without strong
             | social bonds, you end up even further isolated.
        
           | vasco wrote:
           | Yeah that comment just reads like someone who is pointing
           | down at how unenlightened someone is, when that someone just
           | finished telling you that they don't know what they are doing
           | and being honest about it.
           | 
           | Would it be so much better for the author to hide this phase
           | of personal growth, and then later on comment on other
           | people's struggles to mock how far they are from them?
        
           | neuronic wrote:
           | But both of you can be right. I would not judge the author
           | for their attempt to find meaning but it is hard to read
           | something like "all coworkers are NPCs" and dehumanizing
           | expressions like that.
           | 
           | No, your coworkers are complex human beings with complex
           | lives of their own seeking stability and a content life for
           | themselves and their families. Blaming people for not always
           | maximum pushing and risk taking is very simple minded. It is
           | fine to enjoy a content, stable life without aiming for the
           | stars all the time. It doesn't block you from being a star
           | seeker yourself.
           | 
           | Responsibly raising a family is a massive and tiring task on
           | its own but of course you can take the easy way out like Elon
           | and delegate "family" to others starting at insemination
           | because you burned your brain with drugs and had too many
           | conversations with Peter Thiel. Most people don't want that.
           | 
           | And when he mentioned DOGE it was an immediate red flag.
           | These people do not care why or for what purpose governments
           | exist. They only see the inefficiencies and blockers and fail
           | to understand that governments are not profit oriented
           | companies. This is pretty much like failing pre-school. These
           | folks belong in emotional special needs schools.
        
             | andsoitis wrote:
             | > but it is hard to read something like "all coworkers are
             | NPCs" and dehumanizing expressions like that.
             | 
             | They did not say that all coworkers are NPCs.
             | 
             | What they said is "I knew that staying at the acquiring
             | company was not it for me for the big company reasons you
             | might suspect (lots of politics, things moved slowly, NPC
             | coworkers, etc.)".
             | 
             | You should read that as "in a big company, there are more
             | coworkers who don't do anything useful" rather than "at a
             | big company, nobody is doing anything useful".
        
               | bawolff wrote:
               | I read it more as - in a big company there are a lot of
               | people there just to get a paycheque who don't really
               | care.
               | 
               | Which isn't really surprising. That is kind of what a job
               | is. Company gives you money in exchange for them telling
               | you what to do for a little while. There is a very real
               | way where "becoming an npc" for 8 hours a day is what it
               | means to be employed for a lot of people. That is not a
               | dig at the person; we all need to do what we need to do
               | to put food on the table.
        
         | awb wrote:
         | Abstracting out the details, it's the same theme as the general
         | who wins the war and now there's no war to fight and thinks to
         | himself, "Now what?"
         | 
         | There are many people struggling with far greater challenges in
         | life and with far less support, but feeling directionless and
         | without a purpose is a common struggle that many people go
         | through.
        
           | necovek wrote:
           | Many "generals" turn to crime because it's largely compatible
           | in the way things are achieved, types of rules in place, and
           | the rewards (at least here in the Balkans).
           | 
           | Possibly speaks more of the culture I am surrounded with than
           | "generals", but maybe not.
        
             | moomin wrote:
             | David Stirling, who is currently being lauded in a show on
             | BBC One for creating the SAS, spent his later life running
             | mercenary companies and, in one particularly ignoble
             | episode, organised a coup against the British government.
        
         | shinycode wrote:
         | I agree. He could give the money to greater causes and start
         | over. That's a challenge worth a post and a read and good use
         | of time instead of what he just did.
        
           | SuperHeavy256 wrote:
           | it's so easy to point fingers. why don't you do what you're
           | telling him to do instead?
        
             | saagarjha wrote:
             | Besides the lack of millions of dollars?
        
               | lazide wrote:
               | "A man with an empty stomach has one problem. A man with
               | a full stomach has 100." - confucius maybe?
        
         | wukerplank wrote:
         | Fully agree, and my first association was the "Men Will Do
         | Everything But Go to Therapy" meme.
        
           | darthrupert wrote:
           | Going to therapy when all your problems are this mundane
           | would be like going to open heart surgegy because you
           | heartrate got slightly elevated.
           | 
           | People need meaning, not therapy. Meaning used to be provided
           | by religion and philosophy. Religion is diminishing and
           | philosophy is too difficult.
        
             | Tainnor wrote:
             | Depression doesn't care about how mundane your problems
             | are. Some people have horrible things happening to them and
             | they don't get depressed - while others struggle with
             | common setbacks that everyone experiences.
             | 
             | IMHO, the author sounds like he's missing a lot of
             | perspective on things, and talking to other people could
             | help with that - preferably even in a group setting.
        
             | lazide wrote:
             | Philosophy, frankly, also only provides questions, not
             | answers.
        
             | ParetoOptimal wrote:
             | Therapy is more like a physical trainer but for your brain
             | crossed with your primary care doctor, not open heart
             | surgery.
        
           | dbtablesorrows wrote:
           | What's with this therapy industrial complex?
           | 
           | Men need purpose not some consoling words.
        
             | amanaplanacanal wrote:
             | The purpose of therapy is not "consoling words".
        
             | ParetoOptimal wrote:
             | It seems you've not been to a good therapist.
        
             | hylaride wrote:
             | Because most men can't admit they need purpose or what's
             | lacking. Therapy isn't the cliche of bawling into your
             | therapist's shoulders (although it can be that). It's often
             | them telling and pointing out to you what others, including
             | friends, won't. And an experienced professional can be
             | excellent at bringing that out. It's also not for
             | everybody, but often the most hostile people to it are the
             | ones who'd benefit the most.
             | 
             | From what I've gathered in his post, this guy needs to be
             | told he pushes people away and has trouble forming non-
             | professional relationships (platonic and romantic) as well
             | as as a deep seated desire to be liked, which he can't get
             | out of a professional setting that he was at the top of.
             | But it could also be much more deep than that.
             | 
             | Of course, finding the right therapist is like finding the
             | right mechanical keyboard. You'll go through tons you hate
             | before you find the right one.
        
           | FooBarBizBazz wrote:
           | Many people, myself included, are skeptical of "therapy" and
           | do not automatically consider its practicioners to be
           | legitimate authorities. These are people who need a job just
           | the same as you, and this is the one they landed in. Whether
           | they do anybody any good is hard to say.
           | 
           | One source of skepticism is that they are not really invested
           | in you. If you succeed or if you fail, if you're happy or if
           | you're sad, what's it really to them? Will they have to live
           | with the consequences? At least in a relationship the
           | "therapist" maybe "has some shares" in the other person.
           | (Granted, you can also reverse the logic, e.g., "my parents
           | didn't pay attention to my happiness and just pushed me to
           | become a doctor" / "my wife just wanted me to have money
           | because she wanted to spend it".) This is also why I am
           | skeptical of startup advisors: I'm sure they mean well, but,
           | if you really don't know what you're doing, it's probably
           | better to be an employee for a while, under a boss who
           | succeeds only when you succeed.
           | 
           | Another is that, when I hear therapistic language, a lot
           | seems to embed assumptions of omnipresent psychic violence,
           | and this disturbs me. Perhaps there are people who truly are
           | trapped in situations of "psychological abuse",
           | "gaslighting", and so-on, but my sense is that these words
           | usually become weapons that people wave around, as they adopt
           | darker and darker interpretations of their own, imperfect but
           | basically good, relationships. Then the cynic in me says:
           | Wouldn't causing people to reject their "organic"
           | relationships, create dependence on the relationship with the
           | therapist?
           | 
           | That "therapy" grew out of psychology also is grounds for
           | caution, to me. There is an underlying manipulativeness in
           | the field. Many of the famous experiments, stories of which
           | attract students into the field, were quite manipulative.
           | Some of the core theories of psychology that you learn in
           | school, like operant conditioning, are fairly inhumane. If
           | this is the ground that you build on, what kind of structure
           | do you get? Who is attracted to the field to begin with?
           | 
           | Also, the very fact that the meme is gendered tells you
           | something. Sure, men don't trust therapists, any more than
           | college-educated women trust bearded imams. If a whole school
           | of thought seems somehow not to be on your side, you're not
           | going to trust it. (And I do not mean to imply that to be
           | "college-educated" is ideology-neutral, or that the
           | hypothetical imam is _not_ actually on the hypothetical woman
           | 's side.)
           | 
           | ...
           | 
           | In the context of this blog post, though, I kind of get it.
           | The guy literally climbed, if not Everest, then some similar
           | peak in the Himalayas. So when you focus on that it's kind of
           | funny.
           | 
           | I'm not sure how what he's doing is "wrong" and what other
           | thing he could be doing would be "right" though. What is the
           | therapist going to tell him to do, and why would that thing
           | be superior to climbing mountains at random? Does existential
           | angst even have a solution?
           | 
           | ...
           | 
           | Some of the religions have their own answers, which would
           | encourage different behavior, I suppose. E.g.:
           | 
           | a.)
           | 
           | > 36 Master, which is the great commandment in the law?
           | 
           | > 37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God
           | with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy
           | mind.
           | 
           | > 38 This is the first and great commandment.
           | 
           | > 39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy
           | neighbour as thyself.
           | 
           | > 40 On these two commandments hang all the law and the
           | prophets.
           | 
           | If the author of the blog repeated the second half of verse
           | 39 to himself over and over, he might do something different.
           | You do pushups, you develop muscles. You repeat mantras, and,
           | if those mantras are really meaningful, you can shape your
           | own mind.
           | 
           | Or, the works of mercy:
           | 
           | > feed the hungry, give drink to the thirsty, clothe the
           | naked, shelter the homeless, care for the sick, visit the
           | imprisoned, bury the dead
           | 
           | > admonish the sinner, instruct the ignorant, counsel the
           | doubtful, bear wrongs patiently, forgive offenses willingly,
           | comfort the afflicted, pray for the living and the dead
           | 
           | Add in Galatians 3:28 and you've got the high points of
           | Christianity. If you take the words seriously they can affect
           | how you think and what you do: "Right thought, right speech,
           | right action".
           | 
           | b.)
           | 
           | I recall also once reading a Jain text and seeing the Ten
           | Virtues, and reflecting on them altered my behavior at the
           | time, in a positive way. These can be found e.g. here: https:
           | //jainworld.jainworld.com/pdf/Ten%20Universal%20Virtue...
           | 
           | One virtue that it emphasized, which is not emphasized to the
           | same degree in Christianity, is honesty. Yes, Christianity
           | inherits the Ten Commandments (which are actually good), but
           | "thou shalt not bear false witness" seems like a somewhat
           | more narrow thing. In much the same way that "though shalt
           | not kill" is really, debatably, the more limited "though
           | shalt not murder". Indeed, Jainism seems to go further than
           | Christianity in many respects. Those virtues, by the way, are
           | (per the previously-linked text):
           | 
           | > 1. Uttama Kshama - Supreme Forgiveness (To observe
           | tolerance whole-heartedly, shunning anger.)
           | 
           | > 2. Mardava - Tenderness or Humility (To observe the virtue
           | of humility subduing vanity and passions.)
           | 
           | > 3. Arjaya - Straight-forwardness or Honesty (To practice a
           | deceit free conduct in life by vanquishing the passion of
           | deception.)
           | 
           | > 4. Shaucha - Contentment or Purity (To keep the body, mind
           | and speech pure by discarding greed.
           | 
           | > 5. Satya - Truthfulness (To speak affectionate and just
           | words with a holy intention causing no injury to any living
           | being.)
           | 
           | > 6. Sanyam - Self-restraint (To defend all living beings
           | with utmost power in a cosmopolitan spirit abstaining from
           | all the pleasures provided by the five senses - touch, taste,
           | smell, sight, and hearing; and the sixth - mind.)
           | 
           | > 7. Tapa - Penance or Austerities (To practice austerities
           | putting a check on all worldly allurements.)
           | 
           | > 8. Tyaga - Renunciation (To give four fold charities -
           | Ahara (food), Abhaya (fearlessness), Aushadha (medicine), and
           | Shastra Dana (distribution of Holy Scriptures), and to
           | patronize social and religious institutions for self and
           | other uplifts.)
           | 
           | > 9. Akinchanya - Non-attachment (To enhance faith in the
           | real self as against non-self i.e., material objects; and to
           | discard internal Parigraha viz. anger and pride; and external
           | Parigraha viz. accumulation of gold, diamonds, and royal
           | treasures.)
           | 
           | > 10. Brahmacarya - Chastity or celibacy (To observe the
           | great vow of celibacy; to have devotion for the inner soul
           | and the omniscient Lord; to discard the carnal desires,
           | vulgar fashions, child and old-age marriages, dowry dominated
           | marriages, polygamy, criminal assault on ladies, use of foul
           | and vulgar language)
           | 
           | In particular, I note both Arjaya and Satya.
           | 
           | (A new thing to me, that I notice now, is the inclusion of
           | abhaya (fearlessness) as a kind of tyaga -- a kind of
           | renunciation, a giving-away, a charity. This is food for
           | thought.)
           | 
           | (And personally I would moderate Sanyam.)
           | 
           | My point is, if one needs direction, perhaps these are where
           | one should be looking?
           | 
           | Just miscellaneous thoughts.
        
         | nextlevelwizard wrote:
         | OK, but what is the solution? To get a (or multiple)
         | child(ren)? Make a "family" that you don't actually want just
         | so you can have people who rely on your support? And what then
         | when you use your millions to support and nourish your kids?
         | Then you get to read on HN about how they are "nepo-babies who
         | did nothing on their own and are worthless human beings".
         | 
         | How do you know what he did at the company? When you get acqui-
         | hired for large sums you are dropped somewhere in the
         | management block where lets be real most people have no idea
         | what they are doing and they dont even care they are there just
         | for the money.
        
           | rw_panic0_0 wrote:
           | to start going to therapy bro, it's like on the surface
        
             | vasco wrote:
             | The modern cure to all problems. Pay someone to talk to
             | you. Incredible insight.
        
               | totallynothoney wrote:
               | I mean yeah? He clearly needs to talk to someone and
               | feels isolated. A neutralish third party to talk to (and
               | is trained to help!) is a excellent suggestion. Therapy
               | isn't a cure all, and is expensive (not that it matters
               | in this case) but your comment sounds like:
               | 
               | > The modern cure to all problems. Going to the gym if
               | you feel unfit. Incredible insight.
        
               | swiftcoder wrote:
               | He's got the money, I don't see how talking to a
               | professional could make things _worse_
        
               | wjellyz wrote:
               | i know therapy has helped a lot of people in my personal
               | life, which is why i tried it, but i think it really made
               | me feel alone that the only person i can talk to is
               | someone that i pay to listen to me.
               | 
               | i went to therapy for 2 years with this perspective that
               | the therapist would fix me like the mechanic fixes my
               | car. I spent 2 hours a week with a psychiatrist &
               | therapist bitching about my life thinking eventually I
               | would get "better".
               | 
               | but then i realized that wasn't getting any better. it's
               | not their responsibility to "fix" me. the only person
               | that could help me was me.
               | 
               | the first thing we reach for is an external solution to
               | solve or escape our current problems and everything is so
               | commoditized that there is something that we can fixate
               | our attention on.
               | 
               | i think that reflecting this fixation inward has made all
               | the difference for me personally.
        
               | cardanome wrote:
               | The hard part is finding a therapist that works for you.
               | 
               | Therapy is such a broad spectrum from psychoanalysis to
               | behavior therapy. It is very unlikely that you just click
               | with the first therapist that you visit, it can take
               | years to find someone.
               | 
               | Two years without any tangible progress sound extremely
               | unethical from the therapist. Yes, therapy takes time but
               | it still something you do for a fixed time period with
               | hopefully clear goals where you track your progress.
               | 
               | And yes, the actual work is done by the patient. Just
               | like a personal trainer can not just work out for you.
        
               | 7speter wrote:
               | Therapy isn't a social relationship. What you're paying
               | for is someone to be non judgmental as you unpack things.
               | They can help talk you througj it. Friends don't know
               | how/wouldn't want to do that.
        
               | jkestner wrote:
               | What therapy did was give me a framework by which to
               | debug myself.
        
           | saagarjha wrote:
           | There are lot of things you can do in your life other than
           | being in a relationship you are unhappy about.
        
           | richiricho wrote:
           | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ikigai
           | 
           | Familiy is an option. But being curios and having hobbies
           | also. Or helping people around you. Or starting to think
           | about the people around you and enjoying the support you can
           | provide.
           | 
           | I had my nihilistic depression phase for a decade. There is
           | not much to it.
        
           | numpad0 wrote:
           | Buy a RocketLab Electron launch and insert a literal hunk of
           | lead or a beam reflector cube into geostationary graveyard
           | orbit. They never had GTO launches before, let alone direct
           | GEO, and I think no one had ever done an intentionally
           | passive object into GEO let alone commissioned by an
           | individual, it'll be an all around achievement. It's going to
           | stay there for a geological timescale with negligible risk of
           | space junk and gets its own Gunter's Space Page and Wikipedia
           | article with legitimate interest from public.
           | 
           | There are countless stupid fun in the world that money can do
           | that isn't about buying out a human or legally punching an
           | NPC in face. As well as legit meaningful businesses that may
           | or may not make money but kinda fun and useful. The fact that
           | this person is being unable to come up with such a task
           | suggests existence of a problem, though I wouldn't know if
           | it's mental or developmental or physical or circumstantial.
        
             | germinalphrase wrote:
             | That's said, if you're struggling with humility and
             | connection, legally punching someone in the face and being
             | punched in return can be quite rewarding.
             | 
             | So, go join that boxing/bjj gym and learn just how
             | pathetically average you really are!
        
           | bumby wrote:
           | David Brooks has a good book called "The Second Mountain"
           | where he details the shift of priorities later in one's life.
           | The "first mountain" is what this guy achieved, monumental
           | material success and freedom in pursuit of the "aesthetic
           | life" that is overly portrayed in social media as the
           | ultimate goal. But Brooks' position is there is a "second
           | mountain" to climb focused on commitment to a purpose beyond
           | ourselves. Somewhat paradoxically, the second mountain is
           | defined by a constraining of the freedom we pursue originally
           | because it requires dogged commitment.
        
         | antics wrote:
         | You are catching a lot of flak for this, but there is one thing
         | you are right about. If you make tens of millions of dollars,
         | and can't figure out what to do with those resources, you
         | shouldn't be calling your coworkers NPCs. You're the NPC.
         | 
         | I truly mean this in an entirely non-judgemental way. I wish
         | the author luck in achieving his dream of becoming high agency
         | rather than simply high freedom. I wish it for everyone who
         | wants it.
        
           | dangus wrote:
           | I'm not afraid to be judgmental...
           | 
           | The article author hasn't figured out that he got to where he
           | is because he was lucky, not because he was special in some
           | way.
           | 
           | The cringe comes in with the way he does it. He seems to
           | realize he is an Elon bro but still thinks DOGE is an
           | important national priority and not a problematic oligarchic
           | downsizing of our important federal services and regulatory
           | bodies.
           | 
           | It's amazing how even millionaires and billionaires don't
           | understand that national debt doesn't work like personal
           | debt.
           | 
           | But anyway, that's a tangent. The guy dumped his girlfriend
           | so he has no family to spend time with, and he's wondering
           | why he's bored. His only attempts at stimulation involve
           | self-service: how can I be smart and successful especially in
           | a way that everyone will know it?
           | 
           | I can only imagine how being financially set for life would
           | positively impact a typical fiscally responsible family
           | (people with the restraint to hire a financial advisor).
           | Imagine being able to cancel daycare and spend your days with
           | your family instead of burning your life away in the office.
           | 
           | I even know a person who has no children but thanks to a
           | windfall just does his hobbies and hangs out with friends.
           | Still works a day job for health insurance but now work
           | doesn't define their life. They've done things like learn how
           | to DJ and travel to see their international friends on longer
           | visits and not just little two week vacations that corporate
           | zombies get to take.
           | 
           | But the author is struggling to find a way to make work
           | define their life, to get their life to return to capitalism
           | that they have been blessed to escape.
           | 
           | Hey author if you are reading this, try doing something
           | positive like help people. Volunteer. Everything you have
           | tried so far has been self-centered.
        
             | InsideOutSanta wrote:
             | Yeah, the "I dumped my girlfriend of two years as soon as
             | things got a little bit hard for me, why is my life boring
             | and meaningless?" thing also stood out to me. As well as
             | this:
             | 
             | "Within 2 minutes of talking to the final interviewer for
             | DOGE, he asked me if I wanted to join. I said "yes". Then
             | he said "cool" and I was in multiple Signal groups."
             | 
             | DOGE is run on Signal, and his conclusion is "so smart,"
             | not "that seems like a huge red flag." This guy sounds like
             | he's in line to be the next George Papadopoulos, the guy
             | who gets thrown under the bus when everything goes
             | sideways.
        
               | adastra22 wrote:
               | What is sus about Signal?
        
               | totallynothoney wrote:
               | I think he's saying that "running" DOGE via a messanger
               | app sounds more like some cryptobro hustle university /
               | shitpost chat group than a serious organization. The
               | description in the blog of working there that sounds like
               | cokehead bender doesn't help.
        
               | richiricho wrote:
               | The ignorance that you can just 'fix' a very old, grown
               | on purpose structure by having some signal chats, is very
               | high.
        
               | compass_copium wrote:
               | Governmemt agencies are supposed to have publicly
               | available records
        
               | InsideOutSanta wrote:
               | The funny thing is that the "Department of Government
               | Efficiency" is not a government department, or any kind
               | of official government entity. It is probably (or will
               | be) a federal advisory committee. Federal advisory
               | committees have official rules on open meetings and
               | reporting.
               | 
               | So the fact that they think it's a good idea to just
               | start a bunch of chats on Signal should be surprising,
               | but it's Trump and Elon, so I guess it's just another
               | thing in a long list of insane things that just happen,
               | and we just kind of ignore them and pretend that
               | everything is fine.
        
               | Spooky23 wrote:
               | Federal entities require transparency and various rules
               | to be followed to enable investigations and oversight.
               | Remember when a certain political party was concerned
               | about somebody's emails?
               | 
               | The signal of using signal for running the business is
               | that by working there you're likely committing a crime
               | every day by working there. If you're not DJT's bff, or
               | when Elon gets kicked out of cool kids club, you're
               | boned.
        
               | adastra22 wrote:
               | DOGE is not a government entity.
        
               | jkestner wrote:
               | Joining a group of rich tech executives on Signal and
               | "learning how completely dysfunctional the government
               | was" sounds like cult behavior.
        
             | verygoodnotbad wrote:
             | I am afraid to be judgemental.
             | 
             | > The article author hasn't figured out that he got to
             | where he is because he was lucky, not because he was
             | special in some way.
             | 
             | It seems like a lot to assume that suggests the author is
             | not a fast technical learner and builder.
             | 
             | > Hey author if you are reading this, try doing something
             | positive like help people. Volunteer. Everything you have
             | tried so far has been self-centered.
             | 
             | That sounds like good advice for me, but not to the author.
             | I sometimes follow orders from random people for fun, but I
             | infer that the author does not.
             | 
             | The author traveled off the paved path. Reality gave him
             | with wealth and time, but unsatisfaction instead of
             | satisfaction. His role is now to figure out a path back to
             | satisfaction, perhaps it will be a short path or a long
             | path, a common one or a one the world hasn't seen before.
        
               | lazide wrote:
               | I think it's the natural result of someone who has 'won'
               | a game they have been obsessing about/that defined them.
               | 
               | People often find a similar lack of purpose (albeit much,
               | much shorter lived) after being engrossed in a book
               | series, very hard video game, or any other pursuit.
               | 
               | The big difference here, IMO, is this is a game that
               | society is literally constructed around - for its own
               | survival. The 'rat race' puts food on everyone's table,
               | provides care when we're sick, defines what future our
               | children can have (and if we can even have children) -
               | even what rights we have (or don't have) in many cases.
               | 
               | Is it so surprising that having won _that_ game, some
               | people - often the ones most obsessed with it - struggle
               | to figure out what is next?
        
               | sausagefeet wrote:
               | > It seems like a lot to assume that suggests the author
               | is not a fast technical learner and builder.
               | 
               | Unless you think one can choose to be a "fast technical
               | leaner and builder", then that is still luck.
        
               | Chris2048 wrote:
               | Then what is the antonym of luck? Sound like a tautology.
        
               | sausagefeet wrote:
               | I don't know! But I don't think that changes the argument
               | very much. Unless one thinks that we can choose to be
               | smart or a fast learner or have interests that happen to
               | be lucrative, we should be very thoughtful about how we
               | choose to reward people who are successful. This isn't a
               | new or original idea, it's an old debate.
        
               | thegrimmest wrote:
               | There is an implied collectivism in your statements. The
               | idea that "we choose to reward people who are successful"
               | implies there is a collective with the legitimate
               | authority to make such determinations. I reject this
               | idea. Instead I propose that legitimate authority only
               | exists to create a liberal ecosystem, not to meddle in
               | the outcomes that ecosystem produces. A person's fortune
               | (or misfortune) to be born with particular traits, into a
               | particular childhood environment, is _entirely their
               | own_. I see no source of legitimacy to redistribute that
               | fortune to other people without explicit consent.
        
               | sausagefeet wrote:
               | This view makes no sense given any cursory view of
               | history. What about European countries going to the
               | Americas, taking people's land (with out consent) and
               | gold (without consent) to enrich themselves? Or what
               | about the relative success of any tribes in the Americas
               | prior to Europeans showing up by defeating other tribes?
               | 
               | At what arbitrary point would you like to start counting
               | as to where we should start respecting this "consent"? Do
               | you want to undo any previous actions or should we just
               | take whatever arbitrary power structures we've landed on
               | and start? C'mon, this is ridiculous.
               | 
               | We live in a society which, by definition, requires
               | multiple people participating. Your right to consent (or
               | not) sometimes doesn't exist because society takes
               | priority. There is no high philosophy here, it's just the
               | reality of how things work. Get over it.
        
               | thegrimmest wrote:
               | First of all, I'm not talking about international
               | conflict, where the law of the jungle still effectively
               | applies to this day. I'm talking about domestic
               | liberalism, where ideas like the fundamental equality and
               | the consent of the governed are held to be self-evident.
               | If you disagree with these ideas then I suspect you will
               | be intractable.
               | 
               | > _At what arbitrary point would you like to start
               | counting_
               | 
               | There is no need to keep count. We are all born into this
               | world with no possessions, and we all negotiate with
               | those already here for everything we come to own. It is
               | true that people and circumstances vary widely, but that
               | doesn't provide legitimacy for one person's claim over
               | another (equal) person's legitimate good fortune.
               | 
               | > _We live in a society which, by definition, requires
               | multiple people participating_
               | 
               | It is exactly the nature of this participation which I am
               | litigating. I hold that it should be _maximally_
               | voluntary and consensual. The only justified violation of
               | fundamental liberty is in defense of liberty itself.
               | Drafting people into the army (effectively enslaving
               | them) is justified in direct defense of the nation (not
               | to attack eg. Vietnam). Redistributing legitimate (earned
               | through consensual exchange) wealth by force simply doesn
               | 't pass this test.
               | 
               | > _There is no high philosophy here, it 's just the
               | reality of how things work. Get over it._
               | 
               | Funnily enough this is the exact sort of reasoning has
               | been used to rationalize the most horrific atrocities
               | ever perpetrated.
        
               | sausagefeet wrote:
               | > First of all, I'm not talking about international
               | conflict, where the law of the jungle still effectively
               | applies to this day.
               | 
               | Then why should we take this seriously? Some huge
               | disparities in outcomes in this world are the consequence
               | of "international conflict". What do you want to do about
               | Native Americans in the USA, for example?
               | 
               | > We are all born into this world with no possessions,
               | and we all negotiate with those already here for
               | everything we come to own.
               | 
               | This is not meaningfully true. If you are born into a
               | rich family, you almost certainly are going to live a
               | life with more access than those who are not. If you are
               | born into a country with socialized medicine you are
               | going to have access to opportunities that someone who
               | isn't does not. We are not born equal in any way that is
               | meaningful.
               | 
               | > It is exactly the nature of this participation which I
               | am litigating. I hold that it should be maximally
               | voluntary and consensual.
               | 
               | It isn't and can't be. Any right of consent you are given
               | in society is society choosing to give you that right. It
               | doesn't exist above society. That's just the breaks.
               | 
               | > Funnily enough this is the exact sort of reasoning has
               | been used to rationalize the most horrific atrocities
               | ever perpetrated.
               | 
               | People find any reason to justify their actions. You'll
               | find a lot of terrible things have justifications that
               | overlap with non-terrible things. It doesn't really say
               | much.
        
               | thegrimmest wrote:
               | > _It doesn 't exist above society._
               | 
               | Yes, it does. Or at least that's the line of reasoning
               | you seem to be disagreeing with.
               | 
               | > _We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men
               | are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator
               | with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are
               | Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness._
               | 
               | The entire line of enlightenment liberal thought that
               | gave rise to our society fundamentally disagrees with
               | your position. The right to liberty is not bestowed by
               | the good graces of society, but is fundamental and
               | unalienable.
               | 
               | > _That 's just the breaks._
               | 
               | This isn't a justification, it's a rationalization, and
               | not a particularly good one. I am arguing that liberty,
               | ie. the right to interact with other people on a
               | consensual basis, ought to be the primary determining
               | factor as to whether any particular action is legitimate.
               | You have not replied with an argument on why this ought
               | not to be.
               | 
               | > _It isn 't and can't be._
               | 
               | Yes, it can. Or at least, it can be _more consensual_. I
               | hold that charity is a more ethical means of wealth
               | redistribution than taxation, exactly because of charity
               | 's voluntary nature. I also hold that before the New
               | Deal, the status quo was much more liberal. Government
               | was a small entity mostly charged with administering the
               | vital institutions that maintained the liberal order.
               | There were of course still overreaches and failures, as
               | with any human system. Do you really think that tearing
               | down much of the New Deal _can 't be_? I think it _can_ ,
               | whether it _will_ remains to be seen.
               | 
               | > _You 'll find a lot of terrible things have
               | justifications that overlap with non-terrible things._
               | 
               | Then the justifications are wrong. The ends do not
               | justify the means. Legitimate action should be possible
               | to justify from first-principles in a manner that
               | precludes illegitimate action. Otherwise how could we
               | possibly come to an agreement on a distinction between
               | the two? I would also note that the ideas I'm
               | articulating do exactly that: provide a concrete,
               | universalizable framework to distinguish the legitimate
               | from the illegitimate.
        
               | sausagefeet wrote:
               | > The entire line of enlightenment liberal thought that
               | gave rise to our society fundamentally disagrees with
               | your position. The right to liberty is not bestowed by
               | the good graces of society, but is fundamental and
               | unalienable
               | 
               | You're quoting a document that is defining what rights it
               | will give to the people. Whatever language you want to
               | add around it can't get past the point that the document
               | is giving rights to people and we as a society are
               | agreeing to follow that document.
               | 
               | And please, this document is written in a time where many
               | of its signers were holding slaves. Clearly not every man
               | was considered equal.
        
               | thegrimmest wrote:
               | The document does not give any rights to anyone. It is a
               | piece of paper. What it does is _describe an idea_. The
               | idea is that there are certain unalienable rights. You
               | may disagree with that idea, but you cannot deny its
               | existence.
               | 
               | > _many of its signers were holding slaves_
               | 
               | I can separate the idea from the people that held it.
               | Can't you? I think this idea of liberty was a very good
               | idea, and I support the expansion of those who qualify to
               | be as free as described. What I'm arguing against is the
               | erosion of the definition. We are not nearly as free now
               | as free people were when the document was written. We are
               | subject to much more authority.
               | 
               | It seems as though in your view, anything "society" does
               | is legitimate, is that so?
        
               | sausagefeet wrote:
               | My claim, this entire time, is that the reality is that
               | you, as an individual, have no rights to consent or
               | volunteer beyond what society bestows upon you. Your
               | usage of documents from the founding of the United States
               | of America, if anything, entirely support my argument.
               | The Declaration of Independence might talk about equality
               | but the reality is that blacks and women were not equal.
               | It took society choosing to give them rights for them to
               | receive them. That's not an idea, that's the reality.
               | Whether or not you like it or not or think it's a good
               | idea doesn't get in the way of that is what reality is.
               | 
               | > We are not nearly as free now as free people were when
               | the document was written. We are subject to much more
               | authority.
               | 
               | Tell this to a slave in 1776.
               | 
               | > It seems as though in your view, anything "society"
               | does is legitimate, is that so?
               | 
               | No, "legitimate" is a judgement, I'm saying that what
               | society does is what society does and there is no
               | philosophy or higher abstraction defining it. It's just
               | reality. I think if society is functioning in a way we
               | disagree with, our only option is to try to convince
               | enough people to change it. We can use language that
               | tries to define philosophies around consent and
               | individual rights in order to be persuasive but if
               | society doesn't agree then you don't get those things,
               | even if you really think that's how it should work.
        
               | bruce343434 wrote:
               | It depends wether you believe in determinism. If you do,
               | then everything is just "luck". If you believe that your
               | mind is something special that can come to conclusions
               | truly independently (create information out of thin air)
               | then the consequences of actions are skill or
               | intelligence.
               | 
               | Or whatever. "Luck" is just a dumb concept we humans use
               | to handwave away edge cases.
        
               | sausagefeet wrote:
               | It does not require believing in determinism to believe a
               | majority of one's outcome is based on context that they
               | do not control. For myself, I didn't choose which country
               | I was born in (I happen to be born in a wealthy country).
               | I also was not born into abusive parents but rather
               | parents who valued science and school. We happened to get
               | a computer early because of my dad's job and I happen to
               | have enjoyed it. That doesn't mean it's a deterministic
               | outcome, but it is chaotic, in the sense that given all
               | these inputs it's not possible to predict the outcome.
               | And small perturbations can have significantly different
               | outputs.
               | 
               | > "Luck" is just a dumb concept we humans use to handwave
               | away edge cases.
               | 
               | Or maybe this view is just people who really want to
               | believe there is something else. What is that something
               | else?
        
               | Spooky23 wrote:
               | Luck is a combination fortune and the ability to exploit
               | it. We all have examples of the right ideas at the wrong
               | time, as well as serendipity dropping the right
               | circumstances at the right time.
        
               | xenophonf wrote:
               | The antonym of "luck" is "misfortune".
        
               | wizzwizz4 wrote:
               | > _It seems like a lot to assume that suggests the author
               | is not a fast technical learner and builder._
               | 
               | I'm a fast technical learner and builder. I will _never_
               | be where this guy is, in part because most of my
               | resources are going into keeping myself afloat. I live my
               | life as though  "luck" _isn 't_ a factor (what's the use
               | in declaring defeat?), but it's certainly not _merit_
               | that separates the rich from the poor.
        
               | dangus wrote:
               | If he was a fast learner and thinker he would have
               | figured out that DOGE is an illegal oligarchy scheme.
        
               | tw04 wrote:
               | > It seems like a lot to assume that suggests the author
               | is not a fast technical learner and builder.
               | 
               | There are a lot of really, really, really smart people
               | who never become generationally wealthy. Generational
               | wealth almost always includes either luck, or
               | intentionally heading down a morally reprehensible path.
               | 
               | You'll have a tough time convincing me the guy who
               | invented loom is smarter than or contributed more to
               | mankind than Nikola Tesla.
               | 
               | Which is probably a perfect example because Edison took
               | the morally reprehensible path.
        
               | boringg wrote:
               | Your examples are at the extreme end. You can be a fast
               | technical learner or builder which does make you special
               | but not be an inventor or someone who can grok science
               | and systems similar to Tesla / Edison.
               | 
               | Loom != DC or AC electricity its a helpful tool not
               | transformational technology such as electricity.
        
               | tw04 wrote:
               | Op said he got lucky, the response implied he didn't. My
               | example is extreme because the circumstances of making
               | several hundred million dollars on a startup exit is
               | EXTREMELY rare, and has far more to do with luck than
               | skill.
        
             | lostlogin wrote:
             | > He seems to realize he is an Elon bro but still thinks
             | DOGE is an important national priority and not a
             | problematic oligarchic downsizing of our important federal
             | services and regulatory bodies.
             | 
             | Based on this blog and the needs of the overseeing
             | oligarch, DOGE appears to be a therapy programme for
             | millionaires and billionaires.
        
               | dangus wrote:
               | Now that is a hilarious take. It really is blatantly
               | obvious how badly people like Elon Musk need therapy.
               | 
               | But we shouldn't downplay what the program really intends
               | to do: gut federal government spending rather than
               | raising taxes on the wealthy to a sensible level.
               | 
               | Most federal government spending has very real benefits
               | to the average person and should be thought of as more of
               | an investment than a cost. But the DOGE mafia wants to
               | cut programs that help the average person to protect
               | their own fortunes.
               | 
               | E.g., the average person is harmed by shutting down the
               | department of education. The wealthy who go to private
               | school their whole lives are not.
        
             | antics wrote:
             | There is truth to what you say. But I sense what I wrote
             | came off more negative than I intended, and I am not sure
             | it makes any of our lives (our lives or his) better to be
             | hard on the author. Self actualization is legitimately
             | extremely difficult.
        
               | dangus wrote:
               | If I were you I wouldn't worry about what you said coming
               | across negative.
               | 
               | The article author is essentially on the wrong side of
               | the class war. I don't really care how well he self-
               | actualizes and I don't think anyone should.
               | 
               | At this point he's a <1%er who essentially thinks it's a
               | good idea to help the richest man alive fuck up the
               | government.
        
             | mnky9800n wrote:
             | there is a wonderful quote from a soviet movie called guest
             | from the future, you can watch the whole movie on youtube
             | with english subtitles here:
             | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BB6bwJ9agM
             | 
             | Anyways, the quote is:
             | 
             | >> You are a pathetic victim of an idle mind.
             | 
             | I think this aptly describes the author.
        
               | nishantmodak wrote:
               | Wasn't it pascal who said that all of our problems come
               | from our inability to be bored.
        
               | lloeki wrote:
               | It is, and the thinking of it runs deeper than the quote,
               | in ways that directly echo TFA author's own words:
               | 
               | http://www.mpafrancais.weebly.com/uploads/1/9/9/8/1998459
               | 5/p...
               | 
               | (en francais, of course. I link to it in its original
               | language as I take issue with the usual translation of
               | the very title as "Diversion", which immediately lacks
               | the double-entendre of "Divertissement", which in french
               | stands for both "diversion" and "entertainment")
               | 
               | Maybe what TFA author should do is spend some time
               | standing on the shoulders of giants and read some
               | philosophy?
        
               | BlueTemplar wrote:
               | > Tel homme passe sa vie sans ennui en jouant tous les
               | jours peu de chose. Donnez-lui tous les matins l'argent
               | qu'il peu gagner chaque jour, a la charge qu'il ne joue
               | point : vous le rendez malheureux. On dira peut-etre que
               | c'est qu'il recherche l'amusement du jeu, et non pas le
               | gain. Faites-le donc jouer pour rien, il ne s'y
               | echauffera pas et s'y ennuiera. Ce n'est donc pas
               | l'amusement seul qu'il recherche : un amusement
               | languissant et sans passion l'ennuiera. Il faut qu'il
               | s'echauffe et qu'il se pipe lui-meme, en s'imaginant
               | qu'il serait heureux de gagner ce qu'il ne voudrait pas
               | qu'on lui donnat a condition de ne point jouer, afin
               | qu'il se forme un sujet de passion, et qu'il excite sur
               | cela son desir, sa colere, sa crainte, pour l'objet qu'il
               | s'est forme, comme les enfants qui s'effrayent du visage
               | qu'ils ont barbouille.
               | 
               | I wouldn't be so sure about this, this might depend on
               | the personality of the player. Some might think that
               | introducing monetary stakes in fact ruins the game
               | itself. And you can even take it further : the winning
               | itself might become secondary - at which point playing
               | the game is probably more akin to a form of artistic
               | expression, infused with a different kind of meaning.
               | (There are also games where you win, but in cooperation
               | with others rather than against others.)
               | 
               | But then this passage also reminded me of this recent
               | thread :
               | 
               | "More men are addicted to the 'crack cocaine' of the
               | stock market"
               | 
               | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=42468255
        
               | joncrocks wrote:
               | The commonly repeated phrase:
               | 
               | All of humanity's problems, stem from man's inability to
               | sit quietly in a room alone. - attributed to
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blaise_Pascal
               | 
               | I think it's someone paraphrasing from the original text.
               | 
               | https://philosophy.stackexchange.com/questions/69487/why-
               | did...
               | 
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blaise_Pascal
        
             | richiricho wrote:
             | Yep the DOGE thing was crazy fucked up. You worded it very
             | nicely.
        
             | begueradj wrote:
             | << I'm not afraid to be judgmental
             | 
             | Is there any single daily life situation where any person
             | from around the globe and in the entire history of
             | humankind who is not judgemental? Perhaps not at a job
             | interview? Or maybe at dating or when trying to sell or buy
             | something or simply when looking at that person?
        
             | RaiausderDose wrote:
             | 100s meetings on Signal with the 'smartest people I have
             | ever met' is a big red flag for me.
             | 
             | I know I'm an asshole, but I've never had good experiences
             | with people who call themselves super smart.
             | 
             | And of course, they were identifying all problems with the
             | government on signal in very short, super effective
             | meetings... yeah sure, dude.
        
               | 2OEH8eoCRo0 wrote:
               | Some of the smartest people I know are also the most
               | humble. Everyone can tell they're extremely smart but
               | they'll be the last to admit it.
        
             | numpad0 wrote:
             | I think he IS special. You can't easily have $60m income
             | and be this bored. He could probably, say, get a million
             | dollar in $1 note and burn it dollar by dollar in the
             | backyard one evening and be a YouTuber overnight. Getting
             | exposure is stupid, so what, he could pay an "NPC" do it
             | for him.
             | 
             | What this guy is missing is creativity. And we don't have
             | data to determine if it's contributor, detractor, or
             | tangent to the position where he is at. I'd bet it's a
             | bigly contributory, as gains from x-factors are called
             | gambling.
        
               | Litost wrote:
               | I suspect burning $1 notes one at a time might take a
               | very long time (it takes longer than you might expect
               | burning bundles of PS50 notes [1]) and as you say "What
               | this guy is missing is creativity", just burning $1m
               | dollars just for the sake of it, unless you're making
               | some creative comment some would probably see as
               | pointless/divisive.
               | 
               | [1] See here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K_Foundation_
               | Burn_a_Million_Qu...
        
               | jkestner wrote:
               | See, what separates the special titans of startup
               | industry from the rest of us is the creativity to burn
               | those dollars _at scale._
        
             | finnthehuman wrote:
             | > Hey author if you are reading this, try doing something
             | positive like help people. Volunteer. Everything you have
             | tried so far has been self-centered.
             | 
             | It's a common enough idea to tell someone rudderless to
             | volunteer, but I feel like it's never tempered with the
             | perspective of having volunteered and reflected on how the
             | donated time has effected one's own life. Shaming someone
             | rudderless into volunteering doesn't help them for exactly
             | the obvious reasons it won't. At least no more than
             | anything else you can lean hard into in life to avoid
             | something else. Suggesting it as a fix to ennui is bad
             | advice, the virtuousness of volunteering just masks how
             | terrible it is.
        
               | dijksterhuis wrote:
               | i volunteer.
               | 
               | my suggestion to the author would be: spend some time
               | volunteering and get over yourself (by that i mean their
               | own ego which seems to be putting them at the centre of
               | everything).
               | 
               | in my experience, some things tend to come out of it
               | 
               | - gratitude for where i am at in life because i'm
               | struggling less than the people i'm helping
               | 
               | - empathy because jesus yeah these people are struggling
               | and i'm seeing just how much it's affecting them
               | 
               | - humility because you know what, i really am limited in
               | what i can actually do for these people, none of my
               | "technical prowess" is actually useful here
               | 
               | - purpose because man i feel bad for these people and id
               | like to do more to help than just showing up once a week
               | 
               | i don't volunteer because it's "virtuous". fuck
               | virtuosity.
               | 
               | i do it because i need to for my own sake -- to
               | experience the stuff above. it's selfish-selflessness. by
               | helping others i also help myself.
               | 
               | edit -- added the one about humility which is quite
               | important
               | 
               | edit 2 -- donating money (philanthropy) is not the same
               | as volunteering. in case there's any confusion. boots on
               | the ground are required.
        
               | wadadadad wrote:
               | I don't understand what you're trying to say here. To
               | share my experience as someone who volunteers, I find it
               | to be one of the most gratifying (humbling, helpful,
               | makes me see the value of life) things, and I think it's
               | worthwhile to share the idea that it could help someone
               | who is searching for meaning. I wholeheartedly recommend
               | volunteering for everyone who can afford it (which I
               | recognize not everyone can). I'm not sure GP here needs
               | to necessarily state "I volunteer and found it
               | worthwhile" every time they recommend it.
               | 
               | What are these "obvious reasons" that volunteering won't
               | help someone seeking direction?
               | 
               | I also don't follow why you haven't stated whether you've
               | personally tried volunteering and whether it's "worked"
               | for you, particularly when you seem dismissive of it and
               | seem to looking for personal reasoning from others.
        
               | finnthehuman wrote:
               | >I also don't follow why you haven't stated whether
               | you've personally tried volunteering and whether it's
               | "worked" for you, particularly when you seem dismissive
               | of it and seem to looking for personal reasoning from
               | others.
               | 
               | I do. I did not start to distract myself from other life
               | issues, I joined because I wanted to help the org
               | accomplish it's mission. It's rewarding and fulfilling,
               | but I'm not using it as a mental defense from something
               | else in my life. Whether or not it "worked" in that sense
               | is simply not a thing for me.
               | 
               | It certainly shifted a lot of my mental focus. That's why
               | I mentioned you can lean hard into things in life as a
               | distraction for what's consuming you. And I've certainly
               | used that mental defense over the years, it just happened
               | that the things I used didn't include volunteering. And
               | over the years I've noticed through others that
               | volunteering is a particularly good way of self-deception
               | that you're not just employing that defense.
               | 
               | That's why shaming someone into volunteering when they're
               | rudderless bothers me. It's hard to argue against because
               | it has intrinsic value AND can work in the "the true
               | $whatever was the friends we made along the way" sense,
               | plus the slim chance they find a new life purpose. But
               | also maybe it doesn't and they really should have been
               | shamed into joining the clergy instead because that's
               | where they would have found their calling.
        
             | aga98mtl wrote:
             | > He seems to realize he is an Elon bro but still thinks
             | DOGE is an important national priority and not a
             | problematic oligarchic downsizing of our important federal
             | services and regulatory bodies.
             | 
             | I'm confused by this belief. Anyone who has ever interacted
             | with a big government in the West knows they are a knot of
             | old and confusing regulations that cause every thing to be
             | slow and expensive. A leftist should be happy that the
             | state gets to accomplish more with it's existing budget.
        
               | tedivm wrote:
               | The problem is that no one believes Elon and company are
               | actually trying to "accomplish more with it's existing
               | budget". That would be a great goal, but I don't believe
               | that's what they're doing or even capable of doing.
               | 
               | Remember, Elon downsized Twitter by 80%, and then Twitter
               | lost 80% of it's value. Simply firing a bunch of people
               | doesn't accomplish more, it can actually destroy the
               | value of the thing to begin with.
               | 
               | We've all seen this with republicans before. They take
               | over, make things worse, and then use the fact that
               | things are worse as an excuse for why the government
               | shouldn't do the things it does. Elon isn't an expert in
               | efficiency, he's an arsonist coming in to destroy the
               | government so he and his buddies can extract more value
               | out of this country.
        
               | boringg wrote:
               | Disagree with your take.
               | 
               | Many people believe Elon in that he's trying to right the
               | ship. Elon has been very clear on his ambitions and he
               | isn't what you are trying to paint him as (a political
               | republican). And the counter point is that Elon and large
               | portion SV have remained in the center while the Dems
               | marched steadily left leaving everyone in the center
               | without a party.
               | 
               | Twitter was broken and full of bloat as is clearly
               | obvious given that it is performing in many ways better
               | than before engineering wise. It has become much more of
               | a wild west given his free speech absolutism perspective
               | but you can't possibly argue that what he didn't proved
               | all the critics wrong - lights stayed on, kept shipping
               | products. It certainly hasn't lost 80% value from his
               | actions - he bought it at the height of ZIRP mania.
               | 
               | Now whether Elon has a enough inertia to actually be able
               | to tackle some of the truly endemic issues of the Federal
               | government is another question. Some of his new found
               | friends will certainly poison the water but my take is he
               | is authentic in his attempt to reduce deficit and lower
               | the debt for the US while increasing growth.
        
               | sarchertech wrote:
               | >he is authentic in his attempt to reduce deficit and
               | lower the debt for the US while increasing growth.
               | 
               | The only way he is being authentic is if he is an idiot.
               | 
               | If he knew what he was talking about and was being
               | authentic, he wouldn't be publicly stating that he is
               | going to cut $2 trillion from the budget.
               | 
               | Payroll for the entire Federal civilian workforce is only
               | $300 billion.
               | 
               | I guess he could just be suffering from delusions of
               | grandeur and he think he's going to be able to eliminate
               | Social Security, Medicare, or the Military.
        
               | tedivm wrote:
               | He's planning on going after Medicare, Medicaid, and
               | Social Security. That's the only way to cut that much
               | from the budget. Republicans have been transparent about
               | their desire to remove the social safety nets for awhile
               | now.
        
               | sarchertech wrote:
               | So then he's delusional because he thinks he can come up
               | with someway to cut $2 trillion from those programs that
               | anyone will vote for.
        
               | boringg wrote:
               | I think both parties know entitlements need to be
               | changed. No current way to manage.
        
               | aga98mtl wrote:
               | Yes, the republicans will cut spending. Next election
               | cycle the Democrats will be able raise spending, but now
               | from a more sound basis. The deadwood will be pruned.
               | DOGE is good for both the left and the right.
               | 
               | Also do note that the current Twitter valuation is higher
               | than we he bought it. Cutting 80% of the staff at twitter
               | was the right move. https://www.yahoo.com/tech/elon-
               | musks-startup-xai-now-120118...
        
               | tedivm wrote:
               | xAI and X are two separate companies. xAI is raising
               | funds with a target valuation of $40b, but that has
               | nothing to do with X. The article you linked to makes
               | this pretty clear and validates what I said about the 80%
               | lost.
               | 
               | > The new valuation means xAI has surpassed the $44
               | billion Musk paid for Twitter in October 2022. X was
               | valued at $9.4 billion by Fidelity, one of its investors,
               | in September. The firm, which invested $19.6 million in
               | the platform, has written down the value of its
               | investment by nearly 79% since 2022.
               | 
               | Cutting 80% of the staff happened during the same time
               | period when Fidelity dropped the evaluation by 79%.
               | Cutting the staff doesn't seem like a good move at all.
        
               | sarchertech wrote:
               | The problem isn't that someone is trying to improve
               | government efficiency.
               | 
               | The problem is that we picked a billionaire professional
               | internet troll to do it whose stated goal is cutting 2
               | trillion from the budget.
               | 
               | And ignoring the fact that Elon is already running 3
               | companies, you couldn't possibly find someone with more
               | conflicts of interest than the richest man in the world.
               | 
               | Here's a quote from Reason (hardly a left wing
               | publication) that sums up how absurd their goal is.
               | 
               | "Musk and Ramaswamy's public pronouncements thus far do
               | not inspire confidence. Musk's promise to save "at least
               | $2 trillion" annually--approximately one-third of all
               | (noninterest) federal spending--suggests a lack of
               | familiarity with the federal budget. Roughly 75 percent
               | of all federal spending goes to Social Security,
               | Medicare, Medicaid, defense, veterans, and interest, and
               | the final quarter includes priorities such as
               | infrastructure, justice, border security, health
               | research, national parks, unemployment benefits, disaster
               | aid, and disability benefits."
               | 
               | Large organizations are inherently inefficient because id
               | the non linear growth in communications overhead. If you
               | don't understand an organization, coming in and hacking
               | away at it is insanely dangerous. How many companies have
               | been ruined when hedge fund buys then and starts trying
               | to "maximize efficiency"?
        
               | aga98mtl wrote:
               | Yes cutting $2T is not realistic. If they manage to do a
               | few percent of the goal it is still going to be good for
               | everyone.
               | 
               | Bloat is a major issue that prevent anglosphere societies
               | from achieving goals that poorer societies do easily. Ex:
               | Spain or France do awesome public transit for 3 or 5
               | times less than we do.
        
               | sarchertech wrote:
               | You don't accomplish things by setting wildly unrealistic
               | goals that you know are unobtainable.
               | 
               | And he's not going to completely reorganize society so
               | that we can build cheap public transit. Especially not by
               | running a "government agency" that can't do anything
               | other than make recommendations to the president.
               | 
               | Do you know how many similar commissions we've had to
               | reduce waste and spending?
        
             | deltarholamda wrote:
             | The girlfriend thing was very odd. At one time, "making it"
             | meant now you can marry the girl, have a bunch of kids, and
             | become a pillar of your community.
             | 
             | Get rich? Move to a small or mid-sized city, marry your
             | girl, have some kids, and get involved. Need to be busy?
             | Run a local business that hires locals. Use your money and
             | expertise to improve your community, which is a lot easier
             | to do as a big fish in a small pond.
        
             | phkahler wrote:
             | >> still thinks DOGE is an important national priority and
             | not a problematic oligarchic downsizing of our important
             | federal services and regulatory bodies.
             | 
             | I'm not convinced it's the later. There IS a looming
             | financial problem with our government and nobody else is
             | doing anything about it. Federal spending is up trillions
             | of dollars (per year) in the last 5 years with nothing to
             | show for it. There is huge inefficiency and Elon wants to
             | take a stab at fixing it. Yes, the man has his flaws, but
             | he's trying to fix things nobody else will even try. Not
             | sure why people have to hate on that.
             | 
             | BTW, I do expect so over-cutting will happen and there will
             | be fallout from that. But hopefully the budget gets fixed
             | and congress learns something about fiscal responsibility.
        
         | orochimaaru wrote:
         | I have a different take. Most people in corporate jobs are
         | NPCs, me included. I don't mind it. My meaning and purpose is
         | the family I'm trying to support. If that means things at work
         | are on autopilot so be it. It's just a matter of priorities.
         | 
         | So yeah - it's fine to call me an NPC. I just have my
         | priorities figured out better than the author.
        
           | rat87 wrote:
           | That sounds like the opposite of an npc. Someone with a
           | personal life. One of the reasons its a stupid insult. If you
           | want to rag on people for being shitty or minimumn effort
           | workers then do so. NPC implies you cant tell the difference
           | if they were replaced by a shitty program that repeats the
           | same lines over and over.
        
             | DiscourseFan wrote:
             | Well, most people in society are forced to repeat the same
             | behaviors as every one else for a minimum of comfort:
             | friends, family, etc. For the college-educated in the US
             | that often means getting a professional job and joining a
             | hobby club of some sort and getting married and having one
             | or two kids. Most of them are happy with that, but most of
             | them also remember the freedom they had in college and know
             | that deep down they are settling for less than the most
             | they could have, because they're probably afraid of what
             | that would mean. I can understand why someone who is freed
             | from that world of the "normal" might not know what to do
             | outside of it.
        
               | jebarker wrote:
               | > Most of them are happy with that, but most of them also
               | remember the freedom they had in college
               | 
               | The freedom you have in college is a shallow, parasitic
               | kind of freedom. College is the apex point of your being
               | an uncontributing member of society. Up to that point all
               | you've done is receive. Becoming an adult is taking on
               | responsibility, contributing to society and earning the
               | real freedom to live a life you value. If you maintained
               | the supposed freedom you have at college you're just
               | blind to the fact that you're totally dependent on other
               | people. A more authentic version of the college freedom
               | would be to go live in the woods and forage for
               | sustenance.
        
               | david-gpu wrote:
               | Well put. Becoming a parent made me rethink what it means
               | to be an adult, much along the lines of what you're
               | describing here.
        
               | germinalphrase wrote:
               | Another reason why a structured, public service year
               | between high school and college would likely be
               | beneficial for most young people in the US.
        
               | DiscourseFan wrote:
               | With the amount of excess wealth in today's society we
               | can afford to give everyone that same level of freedom
               | that people experience in college; there is no need to
               | have people "go out into the woods" if they don't want
               | to, that's insane! I'd rather people go out into space or
               | explore new territories than just try to survive on their
               | own, starve to death meaninglessly. We do not live in
               | wandering bands of hunter-gatherers, we live in an
               | advanced capitalist society with the most marvelous
               | technological capacities in history--your imagination is
               | limited to _survival_ alone?
               | 
               | Plus, you're ignoring that in college many students have
               | the opportunity to spontaneously begin working on
               | projects together that they would never be able to
               | outside of a college campus. I remember reading on here
               | even that a student team broke a world record for a
               | rocket launch I believe, and all the commenters agreed,
               | _it could not have happened outside of college_ , it
               | could not have happened with those exact
               | "responsibilities" that you refer to. Elon Musk has
               | _eleven_ kids just because, you know, he can--many
               | aspiring parents in this country today struggle to have
               | just _one_.
               | 
               | Those responsibilities? They are the crushing of
               | individual creative potential in society through the
               | extraction of wealth via wage-labor. Oh, but it's
               | "privileged" to be a creative, its privileged to build
               | something on your own for your own sake, its privileged
               | to go out and explore and discover new things, its
               | privileged to _have children_ ; perhaps you might see why
               | many believe their own society has it out for them, and
               | why this whole logic of "building character" is just a
               | horrific repetition of their daily lives filled with
               | meaningless toil just to survive so some millionaire can
               | have an existential crisis because they can't imagine a
               | world outside of it.
               | 
               | "There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than
               | are dreamt of in your philosophy."
        
             | pavlov wrote:
             | The irony of calling other people NPCs is that a player
             | character in a computer game barely has any more freedom.
             | All the possible actions and end states are pre-designed
             | and scripted.
             | 
             | If you think of yourself as "Player One", you are literally
             | thinking inside the box. The first step to freedom is to
             | stop thinking about games and scores because they are not
             | the world.
        
         | danielbarla wrote:
         | While the tone of the post might come off as childish, I don't
         | think it should be dismissed quite so off hand, because I think
         | there's a lot more behind it than one might think.
         | 
         | I cannot but help think that there's a fair bit of truth behind
         | Terror Management Theory [1], which paraphrased states that a
         | lot of human activity is centered around the need to get our
         | minds off the topic of our mortality, or to find something
         | meaningful in it. I can totally see that someone who spends
         | much of their life working towards a goal of essentially
         | getting rich now finds that he is somewhat rudderless after
         | that point. Is finding something interesting to do meaningful?
         | I mean, it's completely subjective.
         | 
         | [1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terror_management_theory
        
           | lazide wrote:
           | Nihilism when understanding/dealing with the problem is also
           | a common trap in Buddhism, and a big reason why Monks will
           | often discourage unguided meditation practice. The Void is a
           | powerful thing to grasp, and can very much be 'held wrong'
           | [https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C5%9A%C5%ABnyat%C4%81]
           | 
           | Ultimately, that nothing ultimately matters, also does not
           | really ultimately matter.
           | 
           | All we really have is now, and the conditions which have led
           | to now, and our ability to do things within our power now.
           | And that does matter, as much as anything ever can. Which is
           | something. Getting through to that point is not a given.
           | 
           | IMO, part of what made the Buddha, well, the Buddha, is he
           | tried to make it better. Despite knowing all this. And
           | despite it being much, much harder, messier, and more painful
           | than the path he could of taken - which is opting out.
           | 
           | Will you make it better (in your judgement)? Make it worse
           | (in your judgement)? Rely on someone else's judgement? How
           | accurate is your judgement?
           | 
           | Or opt out (and what does that mean)?
           | 
           | Buddha (depending on the tradition) taught a path to reduce
           | pain, and in some cases opt out (for Monks, at least, to some
           | extent) by hopefully seeing the truth as best as one can.
           | 
           | That form of Buddhism is not very popular.
           | 
           | Religions that give a narrative involving conquering (Islam,
           | Christianity in the recent past), surrendering (Modern
           | Christianity, Jainism), or being chosen/made
           | (Judaism/Hinduism) for/by a deity to achieve heaven or have
           | one's fate decided are much more popular.
           | 
           | I expect for much the same reason that action movies, dramas,
           | and epics are more popular than quiet walks in the woods.
        
             | danielbarla wrote:
             | Indeed, and I think your comment throws some light on the
             | depths of the topic. It's easily one of the most profound
             | topics, and is worth exploring in and of itself (even if in
             | this case the blog post author came off extremely tone
             | deaf).
        
             | bormaj wrote:
             | Any reading recommendations for exploring this further?
        
               | lazide wrote:
               | There are many roads. Finding a local Zen center may be
               | one. [https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zen]. Location
               | dependent, of course.
               | 
               | Be careful to not confuse reading a map, for walking the
               | road.
               | 
               | Take some steps, and see if where it seems to be going
               | makes sense to you.
        
               | tough wrote:
               | Never mistake the map for the territory https://en.wikipe
               | dia.org/wiki/Map%E2%80%93territory_relation
        
               | hoot wrote:
               | I read "The Way of Zen" by Alan Watts and it completely
               | changed my existence. It really got me away from concepts
               | like searching for meaning, purpose, and making things
               | better.
        
             | richiricho wrote:
             | Interesting to see.
             | 
             | I walked through this by myself and it took a decade to do
             | so.
             | 
             | Always crazy to see that these things are as old as we are
        
           | richiricho wrote:
           | I think it shows a complete lack of curiosity.
           | 
           | I watch a youtube video about anything like creating my own
           | door fixtures through 3d print and metal casting.
           | 
           | I would immediadlty buy a nice old house, start working on
           | it.
           | 
           | I have so so many things i don't have time due to money and
           | work, he is so so far away from being intersting, it hurts to
           | read that
        
             | eamag wrote:
             | You can see that's what OP did: he watched a youtube video
             | about robotics (door fixtures), immediately wrote to 70
             | people (bought a nice old house) to start working on it.
             | 
             | But then he realized it's not what he wants to spend his
             | time on
        
               | richiricho wrote:
               | Nope. His motivations are capitalstic in nature and his
               | idol is Elon Musk.
               | 
               | He doesn't care to help people or getting into robotics
               | because he is interested in it.
               | 
               | He doesn't have a real deep relationship with someone to
               | share his live with (he mentions his ex-girlfriend).
               | 
               | He is the type of human being who got lucky rich, but
               | doesn't realize he is empty inside. Elon Musk is even
               | worse.
               | 
               | Captialism as an endgoal for society doesn't bring us any
               | closer to a Star Trek future and there are probably a
               | Billion happier but a lot poorer people ou tthere than
               | him.
               | 
               | He doesn't want to spend his time on it because his
               | capitalistic thinking is so narrow that he doesn't care
               | about the things which are already around him.
               | 
               | When you read the last thing from him " It's the only
               | thing that feels authentic." even his 'just learning
               | physics' is not even authentic. He doesn't do it for
               | being curious, he does it to " I can start a company that
               | manufactures real world things. "
               | 
               | And the only interesting thing about this blog post,
               | which i will forget tomorrow, is because we tent to like
               | to read things which are more rare than others. There was
               | not much insight or brilliance in his live at all.
        
         | gamblor956 wrote:
         | Fully agree. Clients like this are why I left firm life and
         | went in-house doing corporate tax work.
        
           | rideontime wrote:
           | BTW, Honey was, in fact, stealing affiliate commissions.
        
         | oliwarner wrote:
         | I agree, but rather than just laying into them, perhaps it's a
         | symptom of too much money. Perhaps that's the cause, not
         | something that has happened upon an already vapid simpleton.
         | 
         | It follows that completely removing any potential scarcity
         | might separate you from other people. And how long would you
         | last stewing in your own mental urine before you started
         | thinking of others as _less_?
         | 
         | Honestly I read this as something to pity; a situation to
         | avoid. Megalomania robs otherwise interesting people of all
         | their humanity and having read a few more comments here , the
         | best thing he could do would be to throw as much money as
         | possible into therapy. You don't have to spare any sympathy for
         | him but Vinay desperately needs help.
        
         | cwalv wrote:
         | To me it reads like the author wants you to think this way.
         | There's more than a little self loathing in there, starting
         | with the title.
         | 
         | But IMO it's not surprising. When I left my first "real job"
         | after ~4 years, it took months before I stopped dreaming about
         | that job. I was amazed how wrapped-up I was in it.
         | 
         | What is surprising is that they put this out there so plainly.
         | Unless they're just trolling .. but I'm going to go with "not
         | trolling", because cynicism just leads to sorrow.
        
         | jcgrillo wrote:
         | Seems like the ex dodged a bullet
        
         | zozbot234 wrote:
         | OP has enough money to live like an _actual_ Doge [0]. (And get
         | a pet Shiba Inu K-9 while he 's at it.)
         | 
         | [0] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doge_(title)
        
         | martins_irbe wrote:
         | The post title should read, "I am poor and have no idea what to
         | do". :D
        
       | mparnisari wrote:
       | If I became rich, I would create a company of metal detectors
       | that would uncover long lost treasures. They would also find lost
       | items for ppl.
       | 
       | I can dream, right?
        
       | benlivengood wrote:
       | I remember the feeling of being 12 or so and lamenting that I no
       | longer enjoyed the same kind of play in the (literal) sandbox any
       | more; a bit of sorrow at the loss of a source of joy in my life
       | that I had grown out of. It was an interesting realization that
       | growing up means changing desires and priorities and that I
       | should expect to reach plateaus where I would need to pick a new
       | direction to go in. I've always followed my personal interests
       | and hobbies since then; there seems to be a fairly broad line
       | between nonproductive hedonism and goal-driven productivity where
       | there's plenty of room for personal satisfaction without risking
       | an identity/purpose loss when big goals significantly drop in
       | priority.
       | 
       | Working on a particular goal to exclusion of all else sounds like
       | quite a shock when that's no longer a driving priority.
        
       | nice_byte wrote:
       | you went to work for "doge"? Man don't take it the wrong way but
       | you really are cringe.
        
       | moneycantbuy wrote:
       | insufferable and now our tax dollars are paying for him to cut
       | government services via DOGE.
        
         | codingbot3000 wrote:
         | I think people working for DOGE are unpaid so far, don't they?
        
       | nineteen999 wrote:
       | Boo hoo.
        
       | Mystery-Machine wrote:
       | If your problem is that you're rich and have no idea what to do,
       | why not just spice it up and give away _all_ of your money, with
       | no way back? That's too difficult? Well, try it. If you're lost
       | and can't figure out any other option...increase difficulty level
       | in this game and start again. Good luck!
        
       | Animats wrote:
       | Been there, done that.
       | 
       | General comments:
       | 
       | - Most people who make a lot of money all at once blow it within
       | seven years. Check out what happens to lottery winners, jocks,
       | and rappers. As a rule of thumb, you can safely spend 4% of your
       | net worth per year. Pay yourself some fixed amount each quarter.
       | 
       | - You don't have to get into complex investments. Half in some
       | bond funds, half in some diversified stock funds will work out
       | OK.
       | 
       | - Any investment where they call you is probably not very good.
       | 
       | Useful reading, although dated: "The Challenges of Wealth", by
       | Domini et. al.
       | 
       | What to do with your life? No idea. What are you good at?
       | 
       | - I was a visiting scholar at Stanford for a while. But it was
       | the "AI Winter" and not much was happening. Did robotics in the
       | 1990s. Held patents on legged running on rough terrain, ragdoll
       | physics. Ran a DARPA Grand Challenge team. Didn't really lead
       | anywhere. Too early. Still programming. A metaverse client I'm
       | writing in Rust is running on another screen.
       | 
       | - Horses have been good for me. Every day, I go out and spend
       | time with a pushy alpha mare who keeps me in shape. "Riding is
       | the only art which princes learn truly". Horses are not impressed
       | by money. Neither are most riders.
       | 
       | - I've known a few ex-CEOs. One did a lot of reasonable little
       | stuff but never did anything with much impact again. One founded
       | a charity. Another was really into sailboats, and he just kept on
       | with sailboats, crossing the Atlantic and such. He's lucky in
       | having a wife who is also very into sailboats. One guy bought a
       | nightclub, but it loses money year after year.
        
         | ip26 wrote:
         | _One did a lot of reasonable little stuff but never did
         | anything with much impact again_
         | 
         | This always stymies me. If I were to make it big, I'd want to
         | go on to do other very useful things. But so commonly that
         | doesn't happen. Is it because they lost the fire? Because they
         | were really lucky exactly once? Or perhaps their talents were
         | suited only to that one thing?
        
           | azinman2 wrote:
           | Skill, luck, timing.
           | 
           | Few people achieve something big. Even fewer can achieve
           | another big thing. Even less can continue achieving.
        
           | Animats wrote:
           | That's always a good question. Were you smart, or were you
           | lucky?
           | 
           | This is most often a problem with traders and investors who
           | made a good bet. Less so with something that took a lot of
           | effort to make work.
           | 
           | I know a married couple who blew through an amount in eight
           | figures and had to get low level jobs. Lost their house.
        
             | thfuran wrote:
             | Maybe somewhat less, but effort doesn't really imply value
             | and value doesn't imply successful extraction.
        
           | rollo wrote:
           | Personally I get immense enjoyment out of not doing anything
           | useful, especially not on a big scale. So if I were to
           | accidentally "make it big", I'd most likely not do it again
           | and keep enjoying the small inconsequential things.
        
         | psanford wrote:
         | > Most people who make a lot of money all at once blow it
         | within seven years
         | 
         | This is a commonly recited myth about lottery winners[1].
         | 
         | [1]:
         | https://www.forbes.com/sites/johnjennings/2023/08/29/debunki...
        
           | teractiveodular wrote:
           | There's a legendary Reddit comment that lays out the many,
           | many other ways winning the lottery (or, more importantly,
           | letting people know you won the lottery) is bad for you. Can
           | you debunk its claims as well?
           | 
           | https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/24vo34/comment/c.
           | ..
        
             | autarch wrote:
             | The Reddit comment is interesting, and I think the advice
             | that starts in the reply is sound. But this person's list
             | of lottery winner failures is a small list of people versus
             | a very large group of winners. Surely it's not hard to
             | cherry pick a bunch of worst case scenarios.
        
             | raincole wrote:
             | The reddit comment says things like "Homicide (something
             | like 20x more likely)" without citing the source of this
             | statistics.
        
             | croisillon wrote:
             | i am still willing to experiment, for science
        
             | dahart wrote:
             | That comment makes untrue claims and cites no sources. The
             | claim about multi-million dollar jackpot winners is a viral
             | meme that keeps making the rounds despite the people with
             | the actual stats repeatedly trying to debunk it. It is not
             | true that a huge percentage of winners go bankrupt.
             | 
             | https://www.nefe.org/news/2018/01/research-statistic-on-
             | fina...
             | 
             | https://www.reddit.com/r/PetPeeves/comments/18xqcbw/70_of_l
             | o...
        
               | dmonitor wrote:
               | I imagine that it's perpetuated by the myth that people
               | who make a shitton of money "legitimately" (ie getting
               | insanely lucky by inheritance, investing in a moonshot,
               | or both) are somehow magically blessed with the wisdom to
               | handle money in a way that commoners are not. Plus a dash
               | of cope for all the people who will never touch that
               | amount of money. Assurance that even those who gain a lot
               | will be no better off (or worse off) than them.
        
           | lucianbr wrote:
           | I am a little bit suspicious of Forbes saying "in fact, money
           | does buy happiness". I fear they might have a little bias.
           | 
           | I expected something like a Snopes link. Ah well.
        
         | teractiveodular wrote:
         | Assuming the "one guy [who] bought a nightclub" in question is
         | jwz of Netscape fame, his blog is a trip:
         | 
         | https://refhide.com/?https://www.jwz.org/blog/
         | 
         | (routing through refhide because otherwise you'll get a
         | testicle in an egg cup; jwz is a principled man of strong
         | opinions and one of many things he loathes is HN)
        
         | __alexander wrote:
         | "The Simple Path to Wealth"might be another book recommendation
         | on the wealth and investment topic.
        
         | dcrazy wrote:
         | > One guy bought a nightclub, but it loses money year after
         | year.
         | 
         | As far as I know, jwz was never a CEO, but he did the same
         | thing.
        
           | jandrese wrote:
           | If you were rich enough then having the new business lose
           | money isn't that big of a problem, so long as it's not
           | driving you to ruin.
           | 
           | "Sure it costs me a few hundred every month to keep the
           | lights on, but it makes me happy."
           | 
           | Honestly, I wish more rich people did stuff like this instead
           | of obsessing over making more money on the stock market or
           | speculating on homes or whatnot. Learn to say enough is
           | enough and switch to adding back to the world instead of
           | leeching off of it.
        
         | Tepix wrote:
         | Blue water sailing is pretty great (for some), give it a try.
        
         | dahart wrote:
         | > Check out what happens to lottery winners
         | 
         | I have looked into this and found out that lottery winners are
         | fine, that the viral meme about two thirds of them going
         | bankrupt is not true.
         | 
         | https://www.nefe.org/news/2018/01/research-statistic-on-fina...
         | 
         | Most of the claims about lottery winners going bankrupt are
         | uncited and unsourced. A few claims I was able to find pointed
         | at this paper:
         | https://eml.berkeley.edu/~cle/laborlunch/hoekstra.pdf
         | 
         | This paper shows people winning less than $150k having
         | bankruptcy rates drop for the first 2 years, and then return to
         | normal 3-5 years later. Like, duh, a small amount of money will
         | run out. This paper has been widely and wildly mis-quoted as
         | bankruptcy rates going up after a few years, but everyone seems
         | to leave out the part where bankruptcy rates went down first.
         | 
         | The percent of people in this study who had declared bankruptcy
         | after 5 years was slightly over 5%, which is the same
         | bankruptcy rate as the study cohort had 2 years _before_
         | winning money. 95% of lottery winners did not go bankrupt, and
         | no multi-million dollar jackpot winners are involved in this
         | study.
        
         | HeartStrings wrote:
         | Why aren't you suggesting angel investing?
        
           | Animats wrote:
           | Because most startups fail. Venture capital is a bulk
           | business. Look at how YC works.
        
           | toast0 wrote:
           | As a way to rid yourself of excess funds, it probably works?
           | Likely more effective than a sailing habit, unless you get
           | into racing.
           | 
           | But there's no need for it in your investment portfolio. Pick
           | a mixture between 20/80 and 80/20 stocks/bonds, buy index
           | funds and you're good. Easy and scalable... This works for
           | normal money too, but you probably want a meaningful amount
           | of cash and you may want to more carefully choose your
           | stock/bond ratio. Maybe if you've got tens of billions you
           | might need something else, but it'll probably work for that
           | too.
        
         | moffkalast wrote:
         | They say a sailboat is a hole in the water you throw money
         | into, so having too much of it and not knowing what to do with
         | it does indeed sound like a match made in heaven.
        
       | ivraatiems wrote:
       | Here's what I don't understand: Vinay, if what you loved so much
       | was the journey, why would you sell the company?
       | 
       | Loom was your life, clearly. It meant a huge amount to you. You
       | cared about it and the work you did there, so you... sold it to a
       | giant multibillion dollar corporation and let them absorb
       | everything special about it so they could make another buck.
       | 
       | Was there just no way to continue on _without_ being acquired? If
       | there wasn 't, then what was the value in what you were building?
       | Did you just luck into a fortune?
       | 
       | I am one of those people who thinks capitalism is largely
       | worthless as a personal ideology (though not as an economic
       | system). I think that because, as the author of this post has
       | discovered, money is inherently _worthless_. _Success_ means
       | something, but money doesn 't. Loom could have been a going
       | concern. So many companies could have been. They didn't need
       | infinite growth. They needed to do a good job to help their
       | customers and make the world better by doing so.
       | 
       | Nobody seems to understand or care about that anymore.
       | 
       | If I were in your position, Vinay, I would quit my own
       | retirement. I would give away as much of my money as I could,
       | leaving only just enough to act as a safety net if I failed or
       | had a true emergency. I'd put that money into some form of trust
       | where it was difficult enough for me to access that I had to live
       | within some limited means. Then I'd start another company, and,
       | if it succeeded, keep it. No more acquisitions.
       | 
       | There's no point in money except what it buys you, but you
       | already had what you wanted. You made a mistake and lost it.
       | You'll have to start over to get it back.
       | 
       | (I also personally don't love AI and don't want more companies
       | doing AI, but I am trying to focus on the point of this post, not
       | an ex post facto discussion of Loom itself.)
        
       | Aeolun wrote:
       | Well, if you are going to study physics somewhere, Hawaii seems
       | like a great place to do it. It seems like a great place to do
       | many things really. Hope new year's eve was just as fun for you
       | as for me :)
        
       | upghost wrote:
       | Buy a boat. Preferably a sailboat. Your money problems and
       | depression will quickly solve themselves. Ask Ishmael[1] about
       | it.
       | 
       | [1]:
       | https://www.gutenberg.org/files/2701/2701-h/2701-h.htm#link2...
        
       | intull wrote:
       | I think OP's title itself answers the question -- they're
       | wealthy, and most if not all things that he could really want in
       | the world is a transaction away. "Constraints" are key to finding
       | purpose and direction. There can be a right/optimal set of
       | constraints, but when there seems to be none, any is better.
       | Constraints forbid us from being able to have something in life
       | (things or experiences) that we also want. When we can satisfy
       | any want, it doesn't feel like the wants matter anymore. The very
       | reason the want existed in the first place was because it was not
       | something that was possible at the time.
       | 
       | I'd advise OP to strategize smartly, given they have enough money
       | to last a simple and full life, save, invest, donate, and keep
       | the transactions small; ie. not investing or donating all or a
       | majority of wealth into one thing, instead of a little bit here
       | and a little bit there, every now and then, gradually and slowly.
       | 
       | Taking it slower itself is a form of constraint. And together
       | with keeping relationships and connections, minimizing the noise
       | in life, and making it simpler towards enjoying the truer
       | pleasures of their life, they can grow richer and live more
       | luxuriously, not just in terms of wealth, but also in a safer,
       | more secure and a cozier human experience.
        
         | rramadass wrote:
         | Well said.
         | 
         | > "Constraints" are key to finding purpose and direction.
         | 
         | I would modify this as "externally imposed constraints w.r.t.
         | socially validated goals". I had come to this conclusion long
         | ago based on my study of philosophy and my own life situation.
         | I had to give up a software career to become a caregiver; my
         | needs and wants being few and frugal with no dependents i found
         | myself in a situation where i had a place stay, clothes to wear
         | and enough food to eat and no "goal" in life i.e. freedom. That
         | was when i realized that every goal had been imposed from
         | outside and i had simply followed a socially validated path
         | taking it as my own. Breaking out of this cycle means you are
         | suddenly in a situation where you have to define your own goal
         | from a large options menu with no constraints pushing you one
         | way or another. This is when a feeling of "emptiness" dawns on
         | you i.e. everything feels unnecessary/empty/worthless without
         | social validation. Note that it has nothing to do with the
         | amount of wealth you have but having enough for oneself based
         | on how you choose to live.
         | 
         | The _Financial Independence, Retire Early (FIRE)_ movement is
         | very relevant here -
         | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/FIRE_movement
        
       | dehrmann wrote:
       | I'm confused. He discovered robotics is
       | hard/boring/silly/whatever--that makes sense. Now he moved to
       | Hawaii to study physics (over mechanical engineering) so he can
       | build physical things. It seems like he's relearning the robotics
       | mistake.
       | 
       | He also had a moment where he realized how he wanted to look (or
       | be seen) like Elon, and how that's so cringe. Then he goes and
       | works for Elon on the "extremely important" mission of DOGE.
       | 
       | It sounds like what he really wants is a mission where he's
       | learning.
        
       | taway1874 wrote:
       | The author has two choices: 1. Learn to enjoy the freedom gained
       | from his wealth and not work another day. 2. Give away ALL of it
       | to charity and start over again so he can prove to himself and
       | the world that it wasn't luck that made him wealthy.
       | 
       | Rest is all noise.
        
       | randomcatuser wrote:
       | So I put this into my (WIP) AI writing app, and these were its
       | thoughts on seeing the first paragraph:
       | 
       | { "reflections": [ { "text_snippet": "Life has been a haze this
       | last year. After selling my company...", "response": "This
       | reminds me of Joseph Campbell's concept of 'hitting the
       | wasteland' - that disorienting period after achieving what
       | society told you was the ultimate goal. Campbell wrote about this
       | in 'The Hero with a Thousand Faces,' describing how many
       | mythological heroes face their greatest crisis not in battle, but
       | in the emptiness that follows victory. There's a beautiful quote
       | from his lectures: 'If you can see your path laid out in front of
       | you step by step, you know it's not your path. Your own path you
       | make with every step you take.'" }, { "text_snippet": "Everything
       | feels like a side quest, but not in an inspiring way",
       | "response": "This evokes Viktor Frankl's concept of the
       | 'existential vacuum' - the state of emptiness that comes when our
       | primary drive is satisfied but we haven't yet found what he calls
       | our 'will to meaning.' You might find resonance in his lesser-
       | known work 'The Unheard Cry for Meaning' where he writes: 'What
       | man actually needs is not a tensionless state but rather the
       | striving and struggling for a worthwhile goal.'" }, {
       | "text_snippet": "I have infinite freedom, yet I don't know what
       | to do with it", "response": "This reminds me of Kierkegaard's
       | meditation on anxiety and freedom. He saw anxiety not as fear of
       | external threats, but as the dizzying awareness of infinite
       | possibility. In 'The Concept of Anxiety,' he describes it as 'the
       | dizziness of freedom, which emerges when the spirit wants to
       | posit the synthesis and freedom looks down into its own
       | possibility.'" } ], "questions": [ { "personal": "What did you
       | imagine freedom would feel like before you achieved this level of
       | it?", "philosophical": "When you say things feel like 'side
       | quests,' I'm curious - what would a 'main quest' feel like to you
       | now?" } ], "closing_thought": "Your situation reminds me of
       | Hermann Hesse's Siddhartha after he became a wealthy merchant. He
       | had everything, yet felt a profound emptiness that eventually led
       | him to his true path. Sometimes the void itself becomes the
       | doorway to something deeper." }
       | 
       | ---
       | 
       | Really cool to read the comments in this thread & see the real-
       | life advice of people who have been in these situations too!
        
       | oglop wrote:
       | If you want to see how shallow and utterly stupid anyone in tech
       | is that has money, read this post. It is golden. I was doubled
       | over laughing at the DOGE part. What a chud. And they say the
       | rich know how to use capital. No, they don't. They're just like
       | you and me and it's mostly just to get their rocks off. Typical
       | HN trash.
        
       | fishcakes wrote:
       | Strongly recommend tiger21 - which is an amazing community of
       | people dealing with the positives and negatives of wealth. I have
       | found it immensely helpful.
       | 
       | Message me if you are interested.
       | 
       | Tiger21.com
        
       | giancarlostoro wrote:
       | Personally if I were in those shoes, I would focus on
       | contributing directly to open source projects, both directly by
       | volunteering, and financially. Its worthwhile work that has major
       | impact, and you don't need to work 24/7 if you don't want to.
        
       | VyseofArcadia wrote:
       | I'll take the money. I've got a bajillion things I want to work
       | on and not enough time because I have to spend 40 hours a week at
       | my day job. Give me enough money to live on passive income, and I
       | will just work on self-directed interesting things.
       | 
       | I mean I will also probably spend about the first three months
       | just catching up on video games, but after that I have a couple
       | of mpd plugins I've been meaning to write, and that's just for
       | starters.
        
       | SavageBeast wrote:
       | If you're feeling too rich you don't need to cure it by donating
       | all your money etc. Simply buy a jet and make fancy friends. Soon
       | you wont be rich anymore, your existential dilemma will vanish
       | and you can get back to working.
        
       | whamlastxmas wrote:
       | I don't believe in giving advice, I don't assume to know what's
       | best for you. I'm not rich and have had a mediocre developer
       | career but I have found contentment and fulfillment in personal
       | development. I have learned to be an unconditionally kind and
       | loving person to everyone, even the most difficult of people, and
       | to me this is a forever challenging and fulfilling role to play
       | that also provides me a sense of identity. I value developing
       | relationships with humans. I like hearing their stories and
       | getting to know them and learning to be mutually vulnerable in
       | loving, kind ways. I think all we really have is each other, and
       | I think a lot of people would find this to be a really fulfilling
       | way to live their lives.
        
       | wruza wrote:
       | Of course it's therapy. He should find a good non-rich CBT
       | therapist (just for the sake of not falling prey of rich-man-
       | wive's leeches type) and start asking questions on why he's not
       | at ease with the success. Something sabotages it, and that
       | something may be some a random (now obsolete) belief/mode he
       | picked growing up. Uproot obsolete beliefs, these are drivers,
       | not goals. This is absolutely manageable, especially with so much
       | time on your hands and relatively limitless possibilities.
       | 
       | I don't think that community/society advices itt are on point,
       | because the author doesn't express particular interest in socio
       | things. Giving something up to feel good is not a bad thing, but
       | it's not a complete-able thing either. It's still symptomatic
       | despite being generally positive.
        
         | throwaway314155 wrote:
         | > just for the sake of not falling prey of rich-man-wive's
         | leeches type
         | 
         | pardon?
        
           | wruza wrote:
           | Some therapists work as a cry napkin without even trying to
           | solve or detect any underlying problem.
        
       | KPGv2 wrote:
       | > NPC coworkers
       | 
       | I suppose "the author can go fuck himself" is a frowned-upon
       | response on Hacker News
       | 
       | Like what an incredibly egocentric, condescending, deplorable way
       | to talk about other human beings with their own rich inner lives,
       | desires, needs, relationships, etc.
       | 
       | "No, they're just pre-programmed, unthinking bots following basic
       | algorithms."
        
         | sixstringtheory wrote:
         | I've long been of the opinion that you can't love others until
         | you love yourself. Between the NPC comment and breaking up with
         | his girlfriend, I'd say he has a long way to go, if he ever
         | gets there at all. Hope he does.
        
           | crnkofe wrote:
           | Hard to stomach but you can't deny honesty. I wouldn't be
           | surprised that more business high brass people think that way
           | about the workers but are smart enough not to be open about
           | it.
           | 
           | Otherwise the guy doesn't seem to be having a crisis at all.
           | The problem is he's been doing business for the past 10
           | years. Likely put in a lot more hours than needed. Now
           | business is all he knows and catching up to doing something
           | more meaningful is hard.
        
           | kk6mrp wrote:
           | How about, "through loving others, you find a reason to love
           | yourself?"
        
         | arkensaw wrote:
         | It reminds me of the Sheeple comic from xkcd. It's common for
         | people to fall into the mental pattern of thinking everyone
         | else is a mindless drone.
         | 
         | Our brains are not evolved for the scale of human civilisation.
         | The mind rebels trying to accept that 8 billion people have as
         | much going on (or more) than you do.
         | 
         | "NPC coworkers" is a provocative way of phrasing it, but
         | yesterday I saw another HN commenter say "We all know that
         | society is propped up by people going to work and doing nothing
         | much of value". This is mostly the same mindset.
        
       | yowayb wrote:
       | I'm not rich but after my first exit I went crazy investing in
       | friends' ideas (including over-decorating my tiny SF apartment)
       | and I actually came out a little ahead but I never bothered the
       | failures because I was never expecting a return. It was super fun
       | and I highly recommend it especially if you're rich.
        
       | paxys wrote:
       | The author knows exactly what he wants to do. He wants to be Elon
       | Musk. Sadly despite his successful exit he is still many orders
       | of magnitude away from that level of wealth and power. I hope he
       | can find satisfaction in lesser causes, otherwise he is going to
       | live an unhappy life.
        
       | psyclobe wrote:
       | You can pay off all my debts if you're bored ;)
        
       | semireg wrote:
       | I spent my 30s in a VLCOL (very low cost of living) city. I'm now
       | in my 40s and each year my sentimental feelings somehow keep
       | growing. The small things in life: a local art museum, the local
       | YMCA and its pickleball playing seniors, sauna, inline skating
       | around lake paths, road cycling, local coffee roasters, a small
       | upstart Italian restaurant, and of course my young kids. I'm
       | absolutely in love with these things in a way that isn't directly
       | coming from them or a product or service... it's coming from
       | within me. Deep satisfaction. Not necessarily happiness. Somehow,
       | these things define me in ways my business never can/could. I'm a
       | participant in my community and it feels SO GOOD. I could
       | optimize for something else ... something "out there" but then
       | what?
       | 
       | https://bemorewithless.com/the-story-of-the-mexican-fisherma...
        
       | iandanforth wrote:
       | Good lord. I don't care if Silicon Valley was wrapped up in 2019.
       | They need to make another episode which is nothing but a
       | reenactment of this blog post.
        
       | teucris wrote:
       | There are so many incredible ideas, projects, inventions, songs,
       | books, movies, video games, etc. that will never see the light of
       | day because the brilliant person or team who could make it can't
       | afford to stop working for long enough to create them. Find
       | things that excite you and help them become a reality.
        
       | stego-tech wrote:
       | The unspoken and oft-forgotten part of the "immense wealth"
       | agreement is that, unshackled from the need to work to survive in
       | perpetuity, you are also free to give yourself and your time to
       | causes who otherwise would never afford to pay for your skills.
       | My plan - should I ever reach that level of unfathomable wealth,
       | as statistically unlikely as it is even for my privileged
       | upbringing - is to eventually divide my time between IT work for
       | the local school system/town government and running a small,
       | tech-focused community center (think LAN center + board game
       | tables + maker lab) out of my own pocket; the former for the
       | benefits more than the salary (healthcare is _expensive_ ), the
       | latter to give the local youth a place to hang out that doesn't
       | require continuous outflows of money or a credit card.
       | 
       | So my advice to anyone, really, is to always consider what you'd
       | do with your life if money were no longer the chief concern of
       | it, and to find more ways of incorporating that into your life
       | until and unless such a time arises. Whatever you do, though,
       | should be in the interest of uplifting others rather than
       | yourself (you _won Capitalism_ by reaching this point, after
       | all). That provides a fulfillment every human ultimately needs in
       | some form.
        
       | lutusp wrote:
       | We're all players in a game called evolution. This means we're
       | biologically designed to cope with adversity, not success. The
       | real contest in life is between closely matched organisms, each
       | having only a small chance to survive.
       | 
       | Being a creature that's 1% more or less appropriate to its
       | environment (not too smart or dull, not too strong or weak) is
       | the actual game. Everything else is random noise. This means
       | becoming spectacularly successful makes you irrelevant -- a
       | spectator.
       | 
       | This can lead to artificial contests, between organisms that have
       | already won the primary contest. So, after saying, "Wait, what
       | now?", people invent make-believe goals -- climb mountains, make
       | even more money, learn to cook a perfect omelette -- hoping to
       | restore a sense of purpose.
       | 
       | In this non-contest, the least successful burn out, maybe even
       | die prematurely. The most successful invent an imaginary,
       | artificial goal that turns into a real advance. Transistors.
       | Lasers. Antibiotics. Things that weren't really necessary until
       | they appeared and, by existing, became their own reason to exist.
       | 
       | So ... done climbing mountains? Choose an important, unsolved
       | problem and work on it. The problem list is long and deserving:
       | Batteries.       Cancer.       Population.       Late-stage
       | capitalism.       People who want to kill everyone who doesn't
       | share their beliefs.
       | 
       | Not necessarily in that order.
        
       | tennisflyi wrote:
       | Shit. At the very least. Just travel. Via hostels or a PJ. Take
       | pretty pictures. Make people smile or spark their imagination.
       | Easy.
       | 
       | Can get rich but can suss this out. More common than not
        
       | 50208 wrote:
       | Great example of tech bros getting way to much compensation for
       | not much ... and also not knowing how to live a basic human life.
       | I would like to see their wealth taxed to the hilt so they can go
       | back to work and stfu.
        
       | arthurofbabylon wrote:
       | The author thinks this is a novel or rare position (+) to be in,
       | however it's actually fairly common and most people resolve it
       | relatively easily by being with other people. The point is
       | integration, not separation.
       | 
       | Those chasing prestige, and programmed to chase prestige from
       | childhood, often do not know that prestige is a form of
       | separation. They think that once their respect with their peers
       | rises they will feel more connected, or more connected with
       | better people. This is all wrong - connection is fostered by
       | humility. (Hiking large, easy mountains might look impressive yet
       | it is not an antidote to loneliness and isolation.) Prestige is
       | like a drug: attaining it often makes a person hungrier for more.
       | Prestige, at its best, is a tool to accomplish good things, and
       | nothing more.
       | 
       | I suggest the author find hyper-local challenges with direct and
       | obvious impact... maybe volunteering with the mentally ill, or
       | cooking for large groups, or tutoring in math/physics. Of course
       | these aren't prestigious, and I sadly doubt the author will be
       | interested (and hope to be proven wrong).
       | 
       | A note regarding "purpose": I believe purpose is a misleading
       | solution. Most of us can conjure purpose - the key is to close
       | the feedback loop by acting on it in a way that draws one closer
       | to community.
       | 
       | (+ Footnote: The author may think their wealth is a distinctive
       | quirk of their predicament; it is not. The defining
       | characteristic is freedom and space, and a lot of people are in
       | this position, regardless of net-worth. I hope the author looks
       | beyond other rich people to find solutions.)
        
       | jasonhong wrote:
       | I was in a somewhat similar position as the OP, having had a
       | successful exit many years ago and trying to figure things out. I
       | was lucky that I still had a faculty position at a top
       | university, young kids, and a good family to help ground me and
       | guide me.
       | 
       | My general take on things is this: money is one of the closest
       | things we have to a superpower in this world. With enough money,
       | you can build new things, make steps toward solving hard
       | problems, and influence people and organizations to do things you
       | want.
       | 
       | Given all this, what kind of world would you want to live in? And
       | with your newfound superpower, what kind of steps can you take
       | that might get us closer to that world?
       | 
       | Now, of course, this path is fraught with many challenges and
       | dangers (especially as evidenced by so many superpowered
       | billionaires around the world that want us to live in an
       | oligarchy, but that's a rant for another day). Instead, I'll end
       | by sharing a few things that have helped shape my thinking about
       | how I spend my time and what kind of positive impact I want to
       | make on the world:
       | 
       | - https://whorulesamerica.ucsc.edu/power/wealth.html
       | 
       | - John Rawls on the Veil of Ignorance and the original position
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Original_position
       | 
       | - Prof. Michael Sandel (Harvard) on Justice: What's the Right
       | Thing to do?
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBdfcR-8hEY&list=PL30C13C91C...
       | 
       | - Prof. Robert Reich's course on Wealth and Poverty (former US
       | Sec of Labor)
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1f2blKai7HA&list=PLOLArO56vj...
       | 
       | There's also an interview with a sci-fi author (Ted Chiang I
       | believe, but I can't find it to confirm), that also posed an
       | interesting question: what is your ideal world, and what steps
       | are you taking to help us get closer to that world? For me, it's
       | Star Trek, not the space exploration part (though that's cool),
       | but the idea that Earth has become a planet where things like
       | war, poverty, hunger, racism, and xenophobia are things in the
       | far past, and every person can achieve their full potential. I
       | know cynics will scoff, but that's a world I'd like to live in,
       | and one I'm trying to use my superpowers to get to.
        
       | aor215 wrote:
       | I don't think anything will help the author as much as giving a
       | bunch of money away. I grew up in a community where I met good
       | number of very rich people with inherited wealth and every one of
       | them is depressed or has some other issue--hypochondria, feelings
       | of inadequacy, or some strange striving for significance through
       | conspicuous consumption which is, of course, ultimately
       | unfulfilling, etc. The root cause in all these cases, in my view,
       | is the money. Just give it away and face the fear of engaging
       | with the world again.
        
       | crakhamster01 wrote:
       | I can definitely sympathize with this guy. I imagine selling your
       | company, coming into immense wealth, and losing your identity of
       | ~10 years can really mess up an individual.
       | 
       | But at the same time... this seems rich coming from the dude who
       | co-founded Loom. Calling his ex-coworkers NPCs and believing he's
       | qualified to streamline the US government - all because he built
       | a glorified screen recorder? Have some humility LOL.
        
         | not_a_bot_4sho wrote:
         | After repeatedly mentioning talking/recruiting the "smartest
         | people" around DOGE, that was enough to know this person's
         | opinion isn't very important. Or more to the point, it's not an
         | honest objective take.
         | 
         | Sort of like a TV or movie award show, with everyone praising
         | everyone else's "genius".
         | 
         | Reads more like in-group flattery to establish position within
         | the group.
         | 
         | But what do I know, I'm not tres commas rich.
        
           | sangnoir wrote:
           | Despite his best channeling of Russ Hanneman, he is one comma
           | short of the _tres comma_ club. Maybe his new passion in life
           | will be getting his net worth to a billion dollars.
        
         | maxehmookau wrote:
         | > Calling his ex-coworkers NPCs and believing he's qualified to
         | streamline the US government - all because he built a glorified
         | screen recorder? Have some humility LOL.
         | 
         | This is basically Elon Musk's MO. Except it was shiny cars and
         | not a screen recorder.
        
       | fblp wrote:
       | There are 739 comments in this thread and only one of them
       | mentions emotion. That comment is suggesting the appropiate
       | emotion is gratitude.
       | 
       | I'd go further and suggest you take your time and resources to
       | learn about your emotional state and regulate your emotions so
       | you can help others do the same. Find what you want to be a
       | student of from that calm, content emotional state and with less
       | attachment on how to live your life you will likely find more
       | clarity.
        
       | holoduke wrote:
       | Same situation but 10 years ago. My advice would be to put all
       | your money in stocks and live just like you always did. Find a
       | normal job. Buy a normal house and car. Its great to never ever
       | think about money. Live moderate. Don't show off. You stocks
       | income will be roughly 2.5m a year btw.
        
       | aptsurdist wrote:
       | Just one idea for making a positive impact while meeting amazing
       | communities of folks: Invest in early stage climate startups (and
       | not just software ones). They're struggling and they're building
       | stuff that we'll desperately need to survive.
        
       | mgh2 wrote:
       | Reference: his cofounder
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FbCdBFnZbM
        
       | seunosewa wrote:
       | He should spend more time with his family since he already left
       | his partner.
        
       | SubiculumCode wrote:
       | The best thing that ever could happen to Elon Musk is for him to
       | start over with just 200k in the bank, and no assets other than a
       | modest house.
       | 
       | Stay hungry my friend.
        
       | foobarbecue wrote:
       | It's "rappel," not "repel."
        
       | lxe wrote:
       | This reads like a bit from Silicon Valley the TV series... is
       | this parody?
        
         | RGamma wrote:
         | This past decade I repeatedly found reality to be its own
         | parody. Even the South Park authors admitted to it in 2017 (!).
         | 
         | > The Donald Trump administration is too difficult to satirise
         | because it is funny enough on its own, say Trey Parker and Matt
         | Stone, the creators of South Park.
         | 
         | > While the most recent series of their animated sitcom
         | featured a character that clearly resembles Mr Trump, the pair
         | made the decision to "back off" making fun of the latest US
         | political events.
         | 
         | > "It's tricky now because satire has become reality," Parker
         | told 7.30.
         | 
         | https://www.abc.net.au/news/2017-02-02/donald-trump-too-hard...
         | 
         | Now this DOGE (hue hue) crap is yet again on a whole other
         | level, but you get unnervingly used to madness. Only bona fide
         | dadaism could still top it.
         | 
         | So yes, this is probably real.
        
       | noisy_boy wrote:
       | I think if you are doing things just to keep yourself busy or
       | self-focused stuff like learning a language or playing an
       | instrument, you will eventually hit the wall of motivation
       | created by lack of necessity when your financial needs are
       | already met forever. Definitely do them to keep life interesting
       | but don't expect that much from these activities (unless you are
       | like crazy passionate about any of them, in which case,
       | congratulations, you found your true purpose).
       | 
       | I believe you'll need to have goals that involve improving lives
       | of those that most need it. Of course it is more complicated than
       | just that - there will be disappointments, betrayal and all other
       | stuff that comes with getting other people involved but the key
       | is to do it based on purpose, with a calm head, clear goal and
       | less on fumes of emotion to manage such pitfalls better. You can
       | let that emotion out when you see the unprivileged child you
       | mentored succeed - I would wager that that moment will outweigh
       | practically any joy you could feel from solely self focused
       | achievements.
        
       | RainyDayTmrw wrote:
       | More than anything else, this just strikes me as tone-deaf.
       | Doubly so given where we are with the economy and everything.
        
       | lawgimenez wrote:
       | I'm not in the US or San Francisco, I totally don't get the
       | purpose of this post. It's like dude's living in a bubble after
       | all this time. Dude should travel to poorer countries (like where
       | I'm from right now) and get some inspiration.
        
       | amrocha wrote:
       | It's very interesting to me that the author realizes he knows
       | nothing about physics and robotics, but feels justified in
       | talking about "saving the government" even though he also doesn't
       | understand economics.
       | 
       | This entire post is about having more money than you know what to
       | do with. Very strange.
        
       | Pxtl wrote:
       | Do none of these people have any creativity at all? No artistic
       | spark that wants to be brought out but never could because art
       | isn't really a profitable career?
       | 
       | Like it's the same thing that boggles my mind with Elon. All that
       | success and he seems to destroy it by making himself miserable
       | begging for approval on Twitter.
        
       | joshcsimmons wrote:
       | Absolutely childish.
       | 
       | I felt similar when I finished my PhD. It was the singular
       | "thing" in my life to the exclusion of all others. Luckily I was
       | 150k in debt so I didn't have the luxury of acting like a buffoon
       | for months.
       | 
       | Man if I was rich I'd donate half, invest half, and go back to
       | stocking a small family owned grocery store like when I was in
       | high school. I really enjoyed that job.
        
         | hnarayanan wrote:
         | I didn't have any debt and I attempted suicide. What an idiot
         | move.
        
       | nevertoolate wrote:
       | Hey,
       | 
       | You are talking about money. You are talking about girlfriend.
       | You always think about possessing.
       | 
       | If you are fishing for some suggestions I'd first find a good
       | personal trainer and fix the body. At the same time join a career
       | change counseling group workshop.
       | 
       | Don't let others do things for you. Walk everywhere, use a
       | bicycle. Also cooking kills some time.
       | 
       | Good luck
        
       | reducesuffering wrote:
       | There was a founder in a similar situation who sold their company
       | (Tsheets to Intuit) for $300m as part of an acquisition and
       | checked out after. Employees say he lost his purpose and became
       | unmoored, with no grounded next steps for years. He ended up
       | attempting to kill his wife and killed himself.
       | 
       | https://www.idahostatesman.com/news/local/crime/article27507...
        
       | aatd86 wrote:
       | Bro has all the spare time to try and build AGI. That's software
       | with datq acquisition and stored procedures. I would do that.
        
       | whatever1 wrote:
       | Buy a social media outlet and waste your day and night there
        
       | lancewiggs wrote:
       | If you want a challenge, there is one that exceeds and trumps all
       | others - the climate crisis.
        
         | tills13 wrote:
         | guy sounds like he's the type of person to "not believe" in
         | that
        
       | gloosx wrote:
       | What's loom? This app for screen recording?? A terrible product,
       | I personally hated every second of using it, yet my bosses were
       | pissing rainbows and insisted on everyone using it. Congratz on
       | taking a shitload of corporate money in your pocket for this.
       | Truly impressive job! And I'm in a good way envy you.
       | 
       | There is an impression that money made you unhappy, or at least
       | it made you realise something. But you must always remember that
       | loosing everything is just as easy as hard it was to get. Feels
       | like you're really chill and sophisticated guy, but you need to
       | spend more time alone and eventually you'll think these things
       | through
        
       | antman wrote:
       | Using the correct words such as "gratitude" but pretty much
       | missing the point. I no place do you mention you took help or how
       | it affected your pre startup personal life.
       | 
       | If one doesn't have principles based on life meaning, optimizing
       | metrics is a good way of calming down your urges but it the end
       | it does not work. How can you tell it doesn't work? Simply
       | because your feedback loop stops giving you the dopamine response
       | you expect and you need to escalate just to calm down. Far away
       | travels, dangerous actions, more expensive stuff even tried to
       | get into an DOGE without even knowing what the problem with DOGE
       | -smart- thinkers is because philosophy, political science or
       | history apparently hasn't been your life's focus. You still
       | consider it important, that it was a very intelligent group they
       | allowed you in, without figuring out what was wrong with their
       | whole premise. It would be apparent to a first year social
       | sciences student, someone who has visited a Tesla factory o to
       | someone from a country with a sizeable functioning government
       | that has not been a victim of corporate capture for decades.
       | 
       | Money is important, but if I were I would beg my girlfriend back
       | if it was a relationship of feelings, try to reconnect with some
       | friends and family that were probably lost during this multi year
       | grind, people you will be considering as boring because no
       | dopamine. Ask then how they are doing, play with their kids see
       | why they are not boring. Read some Gabor Mate and Irvin Yalom and
       | have just one main goal: Being able after 2-3 years to lie down
       | in the grass for a couple of hours,doing nothing, just looking at
       | the stars, being calm without your nervous system randomly
       | spiking and pushing you towards chaos. Talk to people who don't
       | know you are rich, try to learn from them. Avoid extreme
       | environments.
       | 
       | Currently you describe a nervous system that seems to be taking
       | important decisions for meaningless actions which you then
       | rationalize. Not admitting any mistakes, not failing since there
       | were no goals in the first place other than grinding.
       | 
       | I know that, been there, done that, I am still there, I am not
       | getting out anytime soon either. There are many people in that
       | status, that is not special either.
        
       | fsckboy wrote:
       | I really want to hear the ex gf's side of the story
        
         | mylasttour wrote:
         | It's unfortunate that this is a good cautionary tale for women
         | who choose to play the "unconditionally loving wife" role for
         | boyfriends.
        
       | evilotto wrote:
       | Boo fucking hoo. Oh, pity me, I'm rich and sad. What ever will I
       | do with all my money that will make me happy?
       | 
       | You don't need purpose, you need perspective.
       | 
       | Instead of benefiting the billionaire class by working with DOGE
       | to tear down what little safety nets we do have, go volunteer to
       | pack meals or drive a truck at your local food bank.
       | https://www.sfmfoodbank.org/volunteer/
       | 
       | They'll be a lot less judgemental than I am.
        
       | richthrowaway wrote:
       | So, I managed to get in the same situation last year too. Not as
       | much $$$, but still in the 'no longer have to work' and 'my
       | family will never be poor again' camp here.
       | 
       | Honestly, yeah, I feel you man. I'm a bit adrift. I had a bad
       | childhood too. I largely defined myself through my work and
       | effort. I saw other people (mostly older co-workers in my career)
       | as NPCs. I majored in Physics, PHD in neuro. I might get it, I
       | dunno.
       | 
       | But I have a family, and that changes things a lot for me. I have
       | built in 'purpose' in my life that is orthogonal to my 'work
       | life'. So, caveats there. Now, work life comes after kid-time, in
       | terms of priority.
       | 
       | The things that I can say that are different is that I'm finding
       | purpose through others. The way I see it: We're all just naked
       | beach apes on a soggy rock flung through the void, telling
       | stories to each other around the fire.
       | 
       | So, tell the stories that matter.
       | 
       | I.E. get to work trying to help other people. You have the fuck
       | you money now, like me, it would be a shame to not say 'fuck you'
       | a few times. To the people that really need it said to them. This
       | is gonna sound really strange for HN, but, maybe start going to
       | religious services. Generally, religion is there to comfort the
       | afflicted and afflict the comfortable. That's maybe something you
       | sound like you need. Shop around for churches/mosques/etc.
       | Unitarian Universalist is the 'church' for atheists, pretty old
       | too, not a 'new' thing. It's good to get into a community that
       | does a lot of volunteer work, FYI.
       | 
       | You said you found an iota of purpose with the DOGE thingy. Maybe
       | try breaking that down a bit for yourself, explore why those
       | feeling came up. You're a go-getter, ready and willing to work
       | hard. It does sound like some sort of public service (define that
       | as broadly as you can) would be good for you, and for all of us.
       | 
       | Still, we're both 'babies' at being rich. It's gonna take some
       | time, maybe longer than we have left, to figure that out for
       | ourselves.
       | 
       | One real thing though: Get your GF back, fast. Grovel. You'll
       | find nothing but gold-diggers now, it's just a fact, I'm so sorry
       | about it. She was there before you were rich (I think I read that
       | right?), you know she's in it for you, not the cash. From what
       | you said, she doesn't mind the hours you work. Or just you in
       | general. That's a tremendous gift. If you want the kids, she's
       | the best path you got for a family you're not paranoid about.
       | Really. Marriage is a market, and you're hot property now, be
       | very careful. Honestly, if you can get her back, fuck that pre-
       | nup shit too. Jump in with both feet, never leave, tie yourself
       | up, make it really hard to go. Your future self will hate you,
       | but that guy's future self will love you.
       | 
       | Best of luck man. Take the time, forgive yourself for dumb shit
       | as you get used to it. Get back to work and say fuck you a bit
       | more for the right reasons. You sound like a chill dude who is
       | trying hard. Keep that vibe.
        
       | etc-hosts wrote:
       | have you tried deep sea exploration in an experimental vessel?
        
       | diimdeep wrote:
       | That is how famous mythical genius from the woods with a
       | background in physics was born, with the swiftness of a single
       | blog post.
       | 
       | > billionaires want you to know they could have done physics
       | https://youtu.be/GmJI6qIqURA?t=1271
        
       | cynicalsecurity wrote:
       | He looks like a perfect victim for a cult. I can't help him
       | though.
        
       | godelmachine wrote:
       | Just an essay in ego-bashing and showing off. While I don't deny
       | the author is self-made, highly successful for his age and ultra-
       | rich, this essay is just an attempt to stroke his ego.
       | 
       | It's evident in the paragraph below where he said he's leaving
       | DOGE to "save our government". The writer lacks clarity and
       | coherence of thought. How exactly is he saving the government
       | after his DOGE stint?
       | 
       | >> _So, after 4 intense and intoxicating weeks, I called off my
       | plans to move to DC and embark on a journey to save our
       | government with some of the smartest people I've ever met. And I
       | booked a 1-way ticket to Hawaii.
       | 
       | Studying physics in the jungle, focusing on my insecurities
       | 
       | So now I'm in Hawaii. I'm learning physics. Why? The reason I
       | tell myself is to build up my first principles foundation so I
       | can start a company that manufactures real world things. It seems
       | plausible, but I'm learning to just accept that I am happy
       | learning physics. That's the goal in and of itself._
        
         | HaZeust wrote:
         | Have you ever written anything as introspective as this post,
         | particularly about your own personal shortcomings in a public
         | forum? He seems to still have ego in some sectors of life - as
         | don't we all - but most of the blog was incredibly reflective
         | and self-critical. Can you say you've endeavored to do the
         | same?
        
           | godelmachine wrote:
           | Yes, many a times.
        
             | HaZeust wrote:
             | Links? I liked this post - wouldn't mind seeing one of
             | yours!
        
           | psb217 wrote:
           | How is any of this introspective, reflective, or self-
           | critical? The author was a caricature of silicon valley tech
           | bro-ness throughout, followed by a final return to form by
           | deciding to "study physics" in order to start another company
           | and sound smart at VC parties. He ended where he started, and
           | managed to produce a carbon copy blog post about how great
           | fortune doesn't solve all problems somewhere along the way.
           | The only thing missing was spiritual enlightenment and self-
           | discovery through some combination of drugs or a trip to
           | burning man.
        
             | HaZeust wrote:
             | If you can't read the paragraphs where he goes over several
             | of his flaws and how they led to his failures, shortcomings
             | and misses in several aspects of his life - both personal
             | and professional - I don't know what to tell you.
        
               | psb217 wrote:
               | Yes, I read the whole thing, thanks. It's the standard
               | form letter for people who beat the startup game after a
               | life of mindless career-maxing. To me, this sort of thing
               | reads as humble-braggy, faux-introspective slop. Now he
               | can point to this blog and say: "I'm so brave for
               | acknowledging my flaws", while avoiding any real effort
               | to change.
        
         | brap wrote:
         | This guy got lucky selling a screen recording app and now he
         | thinks he's Iron Man. His next few years are going to be a
         | humbling experience.
        
           | lnsru wrote:
           | I am curious how it was to work under his rule. I don't feel
           | any harmony. No harmony combined with wealth does not
           | guarantee bright happy future.
        
           | bazmattaz wrote:
           | I honestly don't understand how Loom sold for so much. It was
           | just screen recording. What was different about it?
        
             | mikkelam wrote:
             | AI
        
             | kody wrote:
             | Your coworker could download it, record a screencap, and IM
             | you the URL very easily, with a Fisher Price UI. I'm not
             | surprised it took off.
        
         | vortegne wrote:
         | I think you misread it, he called off his plans to save the
         | government.
         | 
         | (not defending him, guy is delusional and a douche)
        
       | romanobro56 wrote:
       | Here's a take I haven't read yet: I have no sympathy to offer
       | you.
       | 
       | Living organisms probably started as some self replicating RNA.
       | Already a beautiful, complex creation of our Mother Earth. After
       | eons of constant struggle for survival and resources,
       | miraculously the consciousness emerged. Our kind, of millions of
       | distinct species is the sole avatar able to perceive just about
       | every aspect our planet has to offer AND reflect on them and our
       | own existence. Tens of thousands of years of more struggle, each
       | generation of our kin building on the teachings of generations
       | past; from existing as specks roaming the face of the earth at
       | the mercy of Mother Nature, to organizing as civilizations, and
       | finally building robust systems that supply billions of people
       | with necessities, give a voice to the people and escape serfdom
       | and slavery (a process that's still ongoing). A quirk of our
       | capitalist system is that it __allows for__ and __benefits from__
       | individuals like yourself who can work extraordinarily hard to
       | create lots of value. And naturally, you are rewarded with the
       | profound ability to DO ANYTHING YOU WANT, HAVE ANYTHING YOU WANT,
       | GO ANYWHERE YOU WANT (of the external aspects of your life). You
       | have conquered all of existence.
       | 
       | You like climbing mountains. Imagine Everest but 1000 times
       | higher. Imagine every living thing ever blindly climbing up with
       | all their might, and their offspring spawns from their corpse
       | when they die. Some fall. What you did was make it to the very
       | PEAK of this impossibly, unimaginably large mountain of
       | existence. You look out and you see nothing (because it's so
       | large, of course). Please, it's okay to be confused. Don't be
       | scared. Take your time. You earned it. Don't be upset that
       | there's nothing above for you to keep climbing. You have some
       | options. Lay at the top forever (boring, lonely). Or, try to
       | bring a few people up with you. Or, make it your mission to help
       | as many people scale higher as possible. But what I think you
       | might need, is to come back down - give up what you have or
       | detach your self from the idea of being at the top. Much love
       | brother, I think you are pretty cool. I would love to chat if you
       | are down, I'll send you an email.
        
       | dyncheng3109 wrote:
       | Here's an idea!
       | 
       | The biggest challenge I see - the economy is about to be
       | transformed dramatically. AI systems may replace much or all of
       | cognitive labor, and soon afterwards manual labor via robotics.
       | Labor displacement, inequality, hupercapitalism, you name it.
       | 
       | We have no good theses on how to handle this transition, or the
       | role of governments in making sure this goes well for people. We
       | need economic policies and strategies to improve human outcomes
       | post-transition.
       | 
       | If you don't care about money, I can't think of anything more
       | impactful than this work. Ping me @ Convergence Analysis if it's
       | of interest
        
       | brap wrote:
       | >NPC coworkers
       | 
       | Imagine being a whole ass person living a whole ass life and
       | getting called an NPC by someone who barely took the time to get
       | to know you
        
       | nprateem wrote:
       | Unfortunately can't retire yet but have had enough time off to
       | know how boring having no purpose is.
       | 
       | But I'm working on it anyway.
       | 
       | The only thing I want is to know my future is secure, have enough
       | passive income/savings to be able to meditate.
       | 
       | I've seen for myself that thoughts just throw you off balance,
       | and it's possible to be deeply contented just with the present
       | moment. But the last thing I wanted to do was run a business or
       | do work in that state.
       | 
       | I want to get loaded so I can just slip back into that state of
       | contentment, then teach it. That's all.
       | 
       | But pursing experiences isn't the way to get there. I can see why
       | someone would write a post like this.
        
       | hyperific wrote:
       | Do something positive for the environment, like supporting the
       | development of cheap sustainable plant-based packaging.
        
       | skirge wrote:
       | My grandma has same problem when her only cow died. Now I
       | understand why elderly women meditate.
        
       | mproud wrote:
       | It sounds like the author is just trying to aimlessly find
       | something to lose themself in, as if what they need to do has to
       | be the most important thing ever done.
       | 
       | Maybe satisfaction comes to those who can make a difference with
       | others more directly. Author should consider volunteer work, or
       | working for a non-profit. Maybe just be a regular worker, and not
       | the boss for a change. Learn to listen and be OK with following
       | orders for once.
        
       | papaver wrote:
       | "Most ambitions are either achieved or abandoned; either way,
       | they belong to the past. The future, instead of the ladder toward
       | the goals of life, flattens out into a perpetual present. Money,
       | status, all the vanities the preacher of Ecclesiastes described,
       | hold so little interest: a chasing after wind, indeed." - Paul
       | Kalanithi
        
       | thefz wrote:
       | _clears throat_
       | 
       | fuck you.
        
       | light_triad wrote:
       | This is an interesting read. After years of conversations with
       | folks in SV all over the socioeconomic ladder I've concluded
       | they're 2 types of thinking:
       | 
       | - type 1 "employee thinking": focused on status, TC, consumption,
       | vacation time, free time for hobbies
       | 
       | - type 2 "founder thinking": it's about how much value you create
       | for other people
       | 
       | We (almost) all grow up and are formatted in type 1 - we look for
       | a good "role" that brings wealth and status. The problem is when
       | you have access to type 2 but are trapped in type 1, which seems
       | to be the case here (the frame is about gaining money and
       | status).
       | 
       | The funny thing is you can be incredibly rich, and a founder, and
       | still think like an "employee" without ever being able to get out
       | of it. Conversely you can be poor but think like a "founder" it's
       | not so much about the money. In type 2, as you get richer, the
       | scale of your impact grows and the value you can create gets
       | bigger beyond your personal circumstances. Type 1 is not
       | necessarily negative at all, but also can be a trap.
        
       | marhee wrote:
       | I believe one of the founders of Booking.com has had some similar
       | experience (source: "De Machine", the book about Booking.com) and
       | after 4 years of travelings & yoga etc. he sneaked back in into
       | the company. Most of his coworkers do not know he's a founder.
       | He's been fixing Perl bugs, writing scripts and coding some
       | features at least for some years (maybe he's moved on already,
       | don't know, the book is a couple of years old).
        
         | raybb wrote:
         | Sounds like a great book. Did you happen to read it in English?
         | Ask because my brief search for it shows at least one review
         | saying it's a bad translation.
         | 
         | Link to more info for those interested:
         | 
         | https://openlibrary.org/books/OL57401616M/The_Machine
         | 
         | https://www.lebowskipublishers.nl/boek/2257/stijn-bronzwaer-...
        
           | marhee wrote:
           | I read it in Dutch.
        
       | iancmceachern wrote:
       | I can't imagine a world where I wouldn't know what to do.
       | 
       | There is diarrhea on my building, trash in the street, people
       | needing medical help in the alley, and potholes in the street.
       | 
       | Just walk out your front door and start doing things.
       | 
       | My recent triumph was getting a building owner on my street to
       | finally repair the hole in front of their building. Imagine what
       | I could do with a backhoe.
       | 
       | Start small, think big. Help people who deserve it in real,
       | honest (typically not through the computer) ways.
       | 
       | I'd much rather be less wealthy in that way to be rich in this
       | way.
        
         | ediatedia wrote:
         | The author seems to wear their support of capitalism "on their
         | sleeve", so acting in their self-interest is endemic. At the
         | risk of sounding bitter, I imagine these problems aren't trendy
         | enough to solve yet, or maybe they just had something akin to
         | blinkers on en route to their hike.
        
         | cjrp wrote:
         | I always think if I won the lottery, I'd love to just make my
         | local town awesome. Fund the schools, pay for parks, buy empty
         | retail units and make them community spaces for artists. That
         | sort of thing.
        
         | blipss wrote:
         | Author doesn't look like he cares much about other people. Dude
         | left a job making 60 mil because of "NPCs and politics"... You
         | could fund a school with that kind of many and still have
         | enough to brag about your gaming setup
        
         | ryukoposting wrote:
         | Ah, but you don't understand! Those are NPC activities! You
         | must join DOGE to have in impact!
         | 
         | I hope I'm never such a loser that I actually believe what I
         | just wrote.
        
         | arolihas wrote:
         | That would require him to care about his local community. Not a
         | single one of these dudes give a shit about SF beyond how it
         | can make them money.
        
         | dyauspitr wrote:
         | I took about a year and a half off because I could afford it
         | and I did so much and had such a good time I could do it
         | forever. Freedom is wasted on this guy.
        
       | elliotto wrote:
       | The classic rich guy to Himalayas pipeline. He went to the
       | poorest country in Asia and was dragged up island peak and
       | lobuche east by people making $1000/yr while he has $60m in his
       | pocket and can't come up with anything worthwhile to do with his
       | time or money beyond aspiring to be Elon. He can't even spell
       | rappel correctly. What a coward
        
       | parski wrote:
       | Super cringe. Read a book.
        
       | conradfr wrote:
       | He actually did the "it's not you it's me" routine, I hear George
       | Costanza invented it.
        
       | DiscourseFan wrote:
       | My dearest memories are with friends and lovers, I miss the
       | former and can't always have the latter; if I had all the money
       | in the world I would use it to spend more time with the people I
       | love and care about.
        
       | fomocosch wrote:
       | I guess im not rich as you so you can give me some of your money,
       | because then I'll be able to think what rich people do so I'll
       | give you some ideas what you can do m8.
        
       | theyinwhy wrote:
       | So he hired the best and brightest to advance Musk's fascist
       | agenda. What could possibly go wrong?
        
       | 999900000999 wrote:
       | What a great problem to have.
       | 
       | I missed my chance like an idiot, but I originally was going to
       | take a long vacation with a modest 50k saved up. I figured that's
       | at least 6 months in less expensive countries with 20k remaining
       | when I come back.
       | 
       | Then I basically had the worst year ever.
       | 
       | How I wish I took that vacation.
       | 
       | But here's a startup comp idea. Pay a 25% sign on bonus, with the
       | expectation that your not allowed to do any paid work for 6
       | months.
       | 
       | Travel , spend time with family, work on that play.
       | 
       | Then when you get back to Soul Crush Inc you can present new
       | ideas.
       | 
       | But I'd also pay below market overall.
        
       | pluc wrote:
       | "There's nothing at the top but a bucket and a mop and an
       | illustrated book about birds."
        
       | marsten wrote:
       | When I was at Google during the IPO I saw people with similar
       | challenges. I can empathize with what he's going through, it can
       | be hard to find a sense of purpose when "the need to provide" is
       | suddenly gone and you realize that many of your life choices were
       | made based on that goal.
       | 
       | I can also empathize with those who consider him a whiny brat.
       | It's hard to get someone to care about your plight when in their
       | eyes you've achieved success. It's just different levels on
       | Maslow's hierarchy.
        
       | anon-3988 wrote:
       | The happiness state is not an absolute value, it is the
       | derivative. It explains why even people in the most shittiest
       | situation can be "happy". Otherwise, once you have your 5 basic
       | needs you would become perfectly content.
       | 
       | We are not evolved to become happy, we evolve to strive to become
       | happy. But this is a trick, there is not destination to this
       | journey.
        
       | chasing wrote:
       | This does add some validity to my belief that DOGE is full of
       | wealthy mid-brains trying to convince one another they're smart
       | boys.
       | 
       | If you had tens of millions of dollars and wanted to help the
       | world, there are a million legitimate paths. They might not be
       | glamorous. You might not get to hang out with Elon. But you would
       | actually make a huge difference.
        
       | unsigner wrote:
       | Dude, you're a bigwig at atlassian. Fix JIRA.
        
       | phtrivier wrote:
       | How about "sharing your money back" ? Or "helping" other in any
       | kind of way ? Focusing on something else than yourself ? You have
       | immense freedom, but also incredible power given your wealth.
       | Lots of things that would be hard choices for most people will be
       | about pocket changes for you.
       | 
       | In the end, your life expectancy is finite. Add a couple of
       | philosophy book to the physics regimen, find a cause where you
       | money can be put to good use. And "live hapilly in the meantime".
       | 
       | Good luck !
        
       | wiseowise wrote:
       | Why the hell does this crap have 940 comments, lmao? Why would
       | anyone seriously spend any amount of time discussing this
       | nonsensical crap of man-child?
        
         | jamieplex wrote:
         | Because you've just learned that THESE are the real people that
         | are HN readers, and THIS is what is important to them. (sadly,
         | IMO)
        
       | dxuh wrote:
       | I may sound very arrogant and I am, but I am shocked how clueless
       | one can be about themselves and what they want, while still being
       | clearly very competent and intelligent.
       | 
       | When you have no job and "infinite" money (for most purposes) and
       | you don't even know what you like doing, you should really spend
       | some time just thinking. It's telling how the next arbitrary
       | opportunity presents itself and the author is immediately 100% on
       | it, possibly changing their entire life immediately after it. As
       | someone that likely thought too much and did too little (I don't
       | have millions), I think this is a case of someone that does too
       | much and thinks too little.
       | 
       | Sitting on a beach and studying physics is probably good start,
       | but it might be better to study nothing and just think about what
       | you like and why you do things. And when you figured it out, keep
       | sitting there a while more (weeks, months, I don't know).
       | 
       | It's a bit disappointing that we live in a system that rewards
       | behavior like this so much and unfortunate for everyone that they
       | often end up with power.
        
       | tgraf_80 wrote:
       | If the last sentence had been: Probably I will never figure that
       | out. Then I would have said that you are on the right track.
        
       | submeta wrote:
       | It's sort of like the parent whose kids have finally left home or
       | the person who hits retirement after decades of routine. You
       | spend so long in a role that demands all your energy--raising
       | children, clocking into work, scaling a startup--that once it's
       | gone, it feels disorienting. It's not really about the money he
       | made; it's about losing the sense of urgency and purpose that
       | kept him going. Now he's stuck figuring out how to fill that
       | void, which is something parents and retirees often deal with,
       | too.
       | 
       | Professional athletes who retire face a similar void after years
       | of training for a single goal; military personnel returning from
       | deployment often grapple with the loss of a clear mission; newly
       | graduated students or PhD candidates who've just defended their
       | thesis can feel a void, too. It's the same pattern: once your
       | main structure or purpose vanishes, you have to figure out how to
       | fill the space it leaves behind.
       | 
       | His story is not about money. Although many see that as the main
       | info here, it's not. It's about losing identity, the main goal in
       | life.
        
       | modeless wrote:
       | I think it's strange that he rejected the idea of humanoid robots
       | because it was "cringe" to copy Elon so instead he... studies
       | physics with a goal of applying first principles thinking to
       | manufacturing businesses? That's kind of Elon's whole thing.
       | 
       | To be clear I don't think any of it is cringeworthy at all. I
       | just don't understand the reasoning there. Why not do humanoids,
       | they're awesome, and Elon is hardly the only one who thinks so!
        
       | verzali wrote:
       | ...is this satire?
       | 
       | I honestly have a hard time believing anyone could survive doing
       | what he says he did in the Himalayas without learning to spell
       | "rappel" if it isn't.
        
       | roughly wrote:
       | THERAPY.
       | 
       | THE THING YOU ARE LOOKING FOR IS THERAPY.
       | 
       | SAY IT WITH ME:
       | 
       | THER A PY.
       | 
       | Everything in this post is about how you keep tripping over your
       | own bullshit and don't know what you want. The only difference
       | between you and everyone else having an existential crisis is you
       | won the lottery before you ran out of ways to lie to yourself.
       | The good news is you've apparently got enough money to pay for
       | the help so many other people need but can't get. Go find a
       | therapist and figure out why you're so goddamn miserable
       | (emotionally, not as a person) and what stupid stories you've
       | been telling yourself to make you that way so you can use all the
       | wealth you've accumulated to do something fulfilling, instead of
       | trying to cosplay as the most visibly miserable person on the
       | planet.
        
       | numbasys wrote:
       | For the author: Getting all that money without the life
       | experience to build some values or ambitions for your impact on
       | the world is proof enough that your fortune is just random luck.
       | There are millions who have put more thought into life and had no
       | financial reward for it. Give it to them, or get a life for
       | yourself. Then you'll know what to do.
        
       | cmckn wrote:
       | It's a weird post. Part cry for help, part not-so-humble brag,
       | and 100% not something any close friend, significant other, or
       | therapist would recommend you hit _send_ on. Feels a little
       | strung-out, to be honest.
       | 
       | "Rich guy is bored, you'll never believe what happens next"
        
       | sceptical wrote:
       | I retired four years ago just before hitting 50 years of age.
       | There is no real purpose and never was. I got my degree, worked
       | in a field I loved. I was good at it, learned and was successful.
       | But there never was any real purpose except personal growth and
       | being challenged in my field of expertise. I've seen CEOs come
       | and go, engineers much smarter than me leave and poor
       | replacements being hired. Nothing ever really changed. In the
       | work setting nobody is truly important.
       | 
       | I don't know what Loom is and I don't really care. It was not
       | spectacular. It doesn't matter. You succeeded. Now you can start
       | on a new part of life. One where you do not have to prove your
       | ability, you already did. So enjoy, you've earned it.
       | 
       | I am sitting in the cold, snowy Scandinavia. In a few days time I
       | will be travelling to Spain. I cannot wait. When I leave the
       | airport and walk into the sun and the heat, I will be grinning
       | like a madman. After a week of hiking / running, exploring and
       | drinking cold beers in sun I will return home and once I leave
       | the airport I will sigh with relief, home sweet home. After a few
       | days of chores at home I will start looking forward to the trip
       | that is already booked for the next week.
       | 
       | Life is great.
        
         | lylo wrote:
         | This is living the dream. Congrats.
        
         | contrast wrote:
         | Sounds like you have had purpose for your entire adult life?
         | What am I missing when you say "there is no real purpose"? Does
         | the word "purpose" have some great significance that you feel a
         | life lived well does not deliver?
        
           | sceptical wrote:
           | What is a life lived well? It is very personal isn't it.
           | There is no intended result or end goal. No greater meaning.
           | I like my life but others may find it meaningless.
           | 
           | The poster asks "Why do I feel the need to only be on a
           | journey if it's grand?". Makes no sense to me. It is only
           | grand in his head.
        
             | majkinetor wrote:
             | Yeah... you nailed it.
             | 
             | In the same situation, same age, I just didn't retire (but
             | I can), because I still like my job.
             | 
             | I am mostly at home, working and doing hobbies, and most
             | people would say that my life is lame and that I should
             | travel more or something (and they do). But 2 me, it's the
             | best life now ever and every day I say "everything is
             | awesome", especially when I feel down a bit (hormones &
             | friends, nothing else, waiting to pass).
             | 
             | You don't need anything except enough money so you don't
             | have to micromanage your life expenditures (the only other
             | thing money can't buy is love, and I was lucky there too
             | (was it luck, really?))
             | 
             | I do have delusions of grand projects. But I don't mind
             | that, even knowing the probability. Consistency needs to be
             | practised anyway...
        
         | Sohcahtoa82 wrote:
         | > There is no real purpose and never was.
         | 
         | Some people find this utterly depressing and nihilistic, but
         | personally, I find it freeing.
         | 
         | The universe does not expect anything from you. That means you
         | should do the most to simply enjoy life. Have fun and
         | experience wonder. If you have the money to do whatever the
         | hell you want, then do whatever the hell you want.
         | 
         | I already know what I'd do. I'd spend an entire summer on a
         | massive road trip around the USA, visiting every major theme
         | park. When winter hits, I'd go somewhere tropical and sip Mai
         | Tais on the beach. Or travel to the north and drink a beer
         | under the Northern Lights every night.
         | 
         | When free time becomes unlimited, I'd no longer feel like I
         | need to min/max the usage of it.
         | 
         | Shit, just being able to go without an alarm clock for nearly
         | every day of the year would bring immense happiness.
        
           | tennisflyi wrote:
           | I'm with you
        
         | randomopining wrote:
         | It's not that warm in Spain right now though. Maybe canary
         | islands?
        
       | bariswheel wrote:
       | Post-scarcity world will likely make these scenarios more common.
        
         | prettyblocks wrote:
         | Post-scarcity world means that a large chunk of society has
         | this kind of freedom, so there wouldn't be the same kind of
         | isolation that goes along with currently being one of the few
         | rich people.
        
       | sd9 wrote:
       | I find the tone jarring. The author is all over the place. It
       | feels like the author is trying to brag with every quasi-
       | unconventional activity they've taken. Hiking in the redwoods,
       | climbing a 6800m mountain and joining DOGE are a trifecta of
       | cliches.
       | 
       | It's sad that the author broke up with their girlfriend, who was
       | likely the only source of reason in their situation.
       | 
       | Genuine, selfless, introspection might help find a path. Hiking
       | in the redwoods doesn't automatically produce introspection.
        
       | satisfice wrote:
       | I found myself burned out and with enough money from video game
       | development at the age of 17 to "retire."
       | 
       | I thought that having lots of time and quiet to read and write
       | code and not worry about money would be wonderful. Instead, I
       | fell into depression and isolation.
       | 
       | I need to feel that I'm helping people. I need to be part of a
       | project. I need people who rely on me. That's what I learned.
       | That's where life's meaning comes from.
       | 
       | I met a girl and married her. She spent my money so I went back
       | to work with new vigor and purpose. All that happened about 40
       | years ago. My first marriage ended amicably a few years later--
       | and while briefly single again I once more felt depressed. I spun
       | into more wild things. Eventually sold everything and was about
       | to go trekking around the world when I met and married my current
       | wife. That was 34 years ago.
       | 
       | I settle down again. No one is going to make a biopic of my life
       | of not drinking, not doing drugs, and not having fights with my
       | family. But I tell you, it looks boring from the outside-- yet
       | from the inside every day is full of contentment. Life is a
       | struggle, because I am NOT rich, but it's not an emotional
       | struggle. I feel lucky.
       | 
       | Nothing beats reasonable health and a family that loves each
       | other.
        
       | kvgr wrote:
       | Dude is burned out, he needs to relax a bit and stop drinking
       | coffee if he does, cause it is probably giving him overdrive to
       | the tired mind. Stop and smell the roses for a bit is true in
       | this case.
        
       | magic_smoke_ee wrote:
       | First step. Get some therapy.
        
       | imaginationra wrote:
       | If you get "fuck you money" before you've discovered true joy and
       | happiness while being poor, you're fucked forever.
        
       | richiricho wrote:
       | Unsuccesful and rich, depressing to read this garbage tbh.
       | 
       | I have thousand of projects i would do yesterday with proper
       | money.
       | 
       | Buying and renovating or buying my own house. Creating a park
       | with different influences (japan, china, asia etc.). Doing a lot
       | of arts and crafts and experimenting with things. Building my own
       | workspace etc.
       | 
       | And when everything is settled, having space for friends and
       | family to visit and use this too.
       | 
       | And after that, helping people around me.
       | 
       | I'm also lost why this person thinks being rich is boosting. I'm
       | very happy with my relationship with my wife and it doesn't sound
       | like he has anything to really boost about.
        
       | imetatroll wrote:
       | It sounds like the primary issue is being rich. I'm pretty sure I
       | can help you with that.
        
       | keeptrying wrote:
       | Having money is as hard as not having it.
       | 
       | Having money is actually harder because there are no constraints
       | to guide you.
       | 
       | Arnold is right - be useful
        
       | jbc1 wrote:
       | Humans are social animals.
       | 
       | Your tribe were the people you worked with at Loom. When you left
       | your tribe became only your girlfriend. What are you going to do?
       | Have perfect harmony with 100% of your tribe forever? Of course
       | not. Of course you fought. Because on top of lover she now
       | fulfils all sorts of roles including rival, competitor, and
       | nemesis.
       | 
       | You need to pick a group, any group, and stick with it.
       | 
       | Jumping around both physically and vocationally is not only not
       | going to help you, it's going to make integrating yourself in to
       | a group way harder.
        
       | globular-toast wrote:
       | The author is a self-proclaimed "big fan of capitalism". Turns
       | out capitalism doesn't provide a meaning in life. The author
       | should put down the physics books and pick up some books on
       | Stoicism instead. Learn what a good life really is. There are so
       | many problems that people have that they need help with and of
       | course you won't see any of that while studying physics in the
       | jungle.
        
       | samhsmith wrote:
       | THE FABLE OF THE LOOMER
       | 
       | Create context for understanding what this bible passage you all
       | have heard before is actually about.
       | https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%2019%3A...
        
       | darkstar_16 wrote:
       | He needs therapy is what I'm hearing. And he doesn't know it.
        
       | nobrains wrote:
       | I would recommend for him to visit a poor country and see how the
       | people live and survive. He will find (I am assuming) find
       | purpose. Maybe he will make his life mission to build and install
       | water wells, or sponsor underprivileged kids education or
       | something along those lines.
        
       | CrzyLngPwd wrote:
       | Man sets goal to be rich Man achieves riches Man is lost
       | 
       | When your identity is defined by something external, you are sure
       | to feel empty when it's taken away.
       | 
       | He'll no doubt soon be on a $10,000-a-day ayahuasca retreat to
       | "find himself," and I sincerely hope he does.
        
       | anal_reactor wrote:
       | I too want to have a say in a thread about wealth.
        
       | figassis wrote:
       | Fund something not necessarily tech related and be part of it,
       | not some remote benefactor. That is the point of capital. It
       | could be a problem that needs solving, or just some
       | community/culture/industry. Earth is immense and spherical. Look
       | beyond the concept of borders.
        
       | khafra wrote:
       | I had my doubts about Wentsworth's thesis that money cannot buy
       | expertise; but this is certainly some evidence in favor:
       | https://www.lesswrong.com/s/xEFeCwk3pdYdeG2rL/p/YABJKJ3v97k9...
        
       | fennecbutt wrote:
       | Lmao nobody truly earns that much money, it's theft from the
       | people, plain and simple.
       | 
       | Sure, DV me tech bros. You all create the foundation for all the
       | MBAs and C levels to make 10x more than even you do, people who
       | don't even understand the tech behind the product. Yet y'all
       | think it's a great deal bc you're still richer than the "poors".
       | Wealth inequality is going to eat the world very soon.
        
       | keybored wrote:
       | One thing he does is "trying to be Elon" in robotics. (But what
       | impressive things has Elon or his underlings done in in robotics?
       | Or just outside of Spacex?) Because the "world is going through a
       | labor shortage". So the save the world shtick here is to solve
       | propaganda-problem (fake) of there being a _labor shortage_ , in
       | other words get rid of needing workers. I bet that will change
       | the world for the better in this time of massive inequality.
       | 
       | Then he wants to work for the upcoming US government spearheaded
       | by two billionaire robber barons, one of which made his fortunes
       | by pump and dumping a worthless Alzheimer drug. The other one has
       | a very suspect track record and is a very big government
       | contractor (but for some reason we don't call people like him
       | _oligarchs_ ). "Government is dysfunctional". So let's, as
       | billionaires (and financially independent multi-millionaires)
       | take a sledgehammer to government and remake it how _we want it_
       | to be. Oh boy. And attract all the "smartest" people to this
       | project.[1]
       | 
       | I'm not afraid that some small number of financially independent,
       | Scrooge McDuck ideologue techbros have the power to make the
       | world significantly worse (although it is a bit concerning). I'm
       | also not upset that they don't plan to do something
       | "philantphtropic" (i.e. main dish of ego-stroking and PR with a
       | side-dish of actual good work). And I'm not upset that they don't
       | go into something hands-on with a direct positive impact on
       | people's lives (c.f. "solving the labor shortage") by
       | volunteering themselves.
       | 
       | I'm just upset that these ideologues just don't spend their money
       | on one or five yachts, a private plane, their
       | friends/family/entourage, and leave the rest of the world the
       | fuck alone.
       | 
       | [1] "All the brightest minds of my generation who venerate Musk
       | and billionaire-world problems like "labor shortage" are going to
       | work for robber barons in order to dismantle the US goverment..."
       | wait maybe these people are not the brightest lightbulbs after
       | all.
        
       | Maro wrote:
       | Clearly this is a joke, and you're all missing the point! He
       | decided to fill in the void left after HBO's Silicon Valley and
       | take up startup stand-up comedy, and this essay is his entry into
       | the space :)
        
       | bsenftner wrote:
       | Pathetic. This is a failed education, producing classic "dumb
       | money" that in a planet in dire straights with dire problems left
       | and right, this clueless dope can't figure out how to keep
       | himself satisfied. Boo hoo. If I were physically in the presence
       | of this individual, verbal if not physical slaps to the face as I
       | explain what their education failed: empathy and a sense of duty
       | to others.
       | 
       | Down vote away!
        
         | jamieplex wrote:
         | I can't! I don't have enough 'cred'!! lol
        
       | antony_pond wrote:
       | Have you read the subtle art of not giving a fuck? - you are a
       | perfect example of what happens when someone achieve their goal.
       | They feel empty, with nothing to do. Sad And alone.
       | https://markmanson.net/not-giving-a-fuck
       | 
       | Now you need to find yourself a new purpose. Only you can find
       | it, maybe that can help: figure out that plants are the top of
       | the food chain, and the more we treat them well... the most fun
       | we have around them! Explore the spiritual world, help others who
       | haven't been as lucky as you, be hurt, and heal again, that's
       | life man.
       | 
       | *You could join me in a suicide/impossible mission to save the
       | world, but i doubt you will - nobody is mad enough to follow me
       | in this endeavour.
        
       | prmoustache wrote:
       | What this guy definitely needs is a bicycle.
        
         | jamieplex wrote:
         | lol!
        
       | blipss wrote:
       | This is why you have kids lmao
        
       | gadders wrote:
       | I was getting ready to pile on, but then saw the dude boxes.
       | Anyone who voluntarily risks getting punched in the face gets my
       | respect.
       | 
       | Sadly I'm not of independent means like him, so I can't really
       | relate but good luck to him. He's managed what most of us here
       | dream of.
       | 
       | TBH, I'd say to him to reach out to other ex-founders and chat to
       | them. They'll probably have the best perspective. Or become a
       | partner at YC or something.
        
       | sebastianconcpt wrote:
       | Very poor spiritual or philosophical foundation. Why not dedicate
       | a year or two studying meaning itself from many diverse sources?
       | Reminded me of a friend who told me once: Mount Everest is full
       | of dead bodies of bored millionaires. But this case is totally
       | innocent, continuing with DOGE would have been great tho. The
       | dangers come when they start using networking and political power
       | to play god and plan on eugenics or eco-communist kind of
       | ideas/projects hallucinating they are "saving the world" as ants
       | hallucinating the jungle needs them.
        
       | georgeplusplus wrote:
       | Great post this helps me reflect with my own insecurities about
       | freedom vs agency. I think what you're experiencing is very
       | human. Finding meaning in life is in fact the most human thing I
       | can think of. The answer is not clear but the beauty in the
       | answer is it's very open ended.
       | 
       | Thank you to the author. I hope you find what you're looking for.
        
       | geminews wrote:
       | Read through most of these comments unsatisfied myself. Sad to
       | see people be mean.
       | 
       | In my humble opinion, some spirituality gives one true purpose
       | beyond this limited and at times unfulfilling material realm. It
       | will provide compassion and gratitude for all beings. Buddha too
       | was a Prince with unimaginable wealth. Wealth is not necessarily
       | by itself a path to happiness.
       | 
       | I'd go find a spiritual space that appeals to you. It's not easy
       | as people with riches like the Beatles and people without like
       | the hippies of the 60s too spent their life finding it. Read
       | about George Harrison, for e.g.
       | 
       | FWIW I found my spiritual space at this tiny piece of heaven
       | called Bhakti SF.
        
       | sergioisidoro wrote:
       | It has become a meme at this point, but it seems men will do
       | anything but go to therapy. Especially here, when the author can
       | clearly afford it, and is going through a existential crisis.
       | 
       | Also, if this is the cohort of people joining the DOGE
       | initiative, I'm even more afraid that I was before.
        
       | sureglymop wrote:
       | To me, it seems that the author previously focused on "making as
       | much money possible". That is understandable as a driving force,
       | as most people think to be rich is what it means to be
       | successful. It is also very understandable in the context of "the
       | American dream", which is all about this. But now that the author
       | reached the place of being more than rich enough, this
       | overarching purpose and goal is gone.
       | 
       | What I think is much better though, is to instead just have
       | _curiosity_ as a driving force. And I think many people here on
       | Hacker News do have curiosity as a bigger driving force than
       | becoming rich. It is curiosity that drives one to tinker around,
       | make random projects, hack around. Making money in the process of
       | this has just been a convenient side effect in our industry. The
       | truth is, if you have insatiable curiosity you will never not
       | have purpose because there will always be a  "next day" that you
       | do not know about yet. It isn't just something intrinsic either,
       | you can self-identify as being insatiably curious and try to live
       | that way.
       | 
       | Having that said, there is a certain amount of privilege required
       | to even be in a position where you can claim this without having
       | to worry too much about your survival.
        
       | cucubeleza wrote:
       | Some time ago I have watched an interwiew from Shia Labeouf on
       | why he became catholic, for more that I think a good advice for
       | everyone is getting closer to God, He said something that may
       | help you:
       | 
       | "Purpose in life is when you get something you're good at or have
       | a natual inclination to that and help people with that, that's
       | porpose"
       | 
       | I'm very very far from getting rich but that's what I think that
       | maybe help you
        
       | begueradj wrote:
       | Pay me to tell you what to do with your life.
        
       | m0d0nne11 wrote:
       | Dear ChatGPT: please help me construct a HN posting that's
       | purportedly about a rich guy at loose ends trying to figure out
       | what to do since that's guaranteed to tickle most peoples' fancy,
       | but ensure that the payload paints a favorable picture of the
       | DOGE since that's actually the motivation for the posting.
        
       | arkensaw wrote:
       | To all those people speaking about this guy in the third person,
       | I would just point out he is also the OP.
       | 
       | Hello Vinay.
       | 
       | I'm sorry you don't know what to do with your life, but I promise
       | you it's nothing to do with being rich and successful. Lots of
       | people who are not rich also reach a point in their life where
       | they just don't know what to do next. I suspect a lot of the
       | people we meet or read about who find their "life's purpose" have
       | actually just latched onto one thing and decided it's super
       | important or meaningful, deluding themselves into happiness. This
       | is also why people find religion.
       | 
       | I don't have any great advice to dish out. I'm older than you but
       | not by much. I'm not a rich founder of some company. I haven't
       | travelled as much as you have. I would say, from reading your
       | post, that it sounds like you're trapped in a few echo-chambers
       | that influence your learning patterns.
       | 
       | If learning physics in Hawaii doesn't fill the void for you,
       | maybe try some things that don't have an end goal of starting a
       | company. Do some simpler, less extreme things. Read some fiction.
       | Buy an old VW camper and drive it across Europe. Build a log
       | cabin. Learn a new (spoken) language. Knit. Get out and meet some
       | real people who do not know you are rich and don't expect great
       | things from you.
       | 
       | > What is wrong with being insignificant?
       | 
       | We are all insignificant. Nothing we do matters. We're specks of
       | dust that exist for a microsecond on a warm rock that will
       | eventually be eaten by our star. And there is nothing wrong with
       | that.
       | 
       | You don't need to find a purpose. Life doesn't have to "matter".
        
       | spprashant wrote:
       | I had the same thoughts, as some other people in the comments -
       | there are so many problems to solve, so many people to help. It
       | is hard to match the fulfillment that comes from helping someone
       | less fortunate that you.
       | 
       | This essay has not-so-subtle shades of individualism and
       | meritocracy which can warp ones views about self-worth. I do
       | applaud his self-awareness regarding his own vanity.
       | 
       | As a side note, this is the first I am hearing of interviews for
       | DOGE. Curious what that process looks like.
        
       | bookofjoe wrote:
       | 'I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream' (1967)
       | 
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Have_No_Mouth,_and_I_Must_Sc...
       | 
       | https://openlab.citytech.cuny.edu/?get_group_doc=22694/15401...
        
       | Voultapher wrote:
       | > Within 2 minutes of talking to the final interviewer for DOGE,
       | he asked me if I wanted to join. I said "yes". Then he said
       | "cool" and I was in multiple Signal groups. [...] So I reached
       | out to some people and got in. After 8 calls with people who all
       | talked fast and sounded very autistic smart, I was added to a
       | number of Signal groups and immediately put to work. [...] The
       | next 4 weeks of my life consisted of 100s of calls recruiting the
       | smartest people I've ever talked to, working on various projects
       | I'm definitely not able to talk about, and learning how
       | completely dysfunctional the government was. It was a blast.
       | 
       | While I can attest that current day governments in general - some
       | more, some less and I assume past governments as well - can be
       | quite inefficient. I sometimes fantasize about making parts of it
       | more lean and efficient because how hard could it be, right? And
       | with the "right" kind of result evaluation it will not be that
       | hard to score better than it does right now. _But_ having silicon
       | valley techbros apply their move fast and break stuff attitude to
       | things that aren 't tech startups has repeatedly resulted in
       | awful results [1]. So I must say reading this passage is quite
       | revealing in ways I think the author did not intend it to be.
       | 
       | [1] https://youtu.be/0wtvQZijPzg
        
       | jebarker wrote:
       | He should put his money where his mouth is. Give it all away.
       | That'll really change the world for the better and then he'll get
       | to prove his entrepreneurial greatness by doing it all again
       | without that gnawing sense of security.
        
       | svara wrote:
       | This post is ultimately a scathing indictment of capitalism.
       | 
       | Money represents power. Our society let you have much more power
       | than most individuals will ever have.
       | 
       | But you don't know what to do with it? Why should you have it
       | then?
       | 
       | Capitalism at its best would allocate power to those who know how
       | to use it effectively.
       | 
       | Look around you. Isn't there anything in the world -
       | commercially, socially, culturally - you think should be better?
       | And aren't any of those things in a domain in which you can be
       | effective?
       | 
       | The legitimate capitalist would know the answer to those
       | questions.
        
       | rhubarbtree wrote:
       | My instinctive reply is - go back to work and fix Loom because it
       | sucks. OTOH, it's super impressive that they managed to make such
       | a success from a pretty bad realisation of a reasonable product
       | idea. The founders clearly did a great job in terms of
       | marketing/sales and selling the company. That is no mean feat.
       | 
       | My next suggestion would be to go give some of the money away to
       | individuals who need it. There are many many homeless people in
       | the US if you need somewhere to start.
       | 
       | Beyond that, where are your friends and family? Might need to
       | address that. Therapy will help. The NPC comment is disturbing,
       | no well-adjusted person would write that.
        
       | thepuppet33r wrote:
       | Putting aside the whole "I'm rich and aimless, what should I do"
       | thing the author's got going on, I found the product they got
       | rich for (Loom) to be fascinating as a statement on where we are
       | right now.
       | 
       | It's essentially just a program that allows you to record a video
       | of yourself while iterating through a presentation or screen
       | share and then share it for feedback.
       | 
       | Powerpoint has this as a native feature with OneDrive. There are
       | other screenshare programs that do the same thing.
       | 
       | The whole incentive for using it (according to the video) is to
       | "avoid another all hands meeting." And AI is involved somehow?
       | 
       | I find it so fascinating how companies seem to be aware that the
       | way many big companies work (usually in office, in meetings,
       | sometimes on video calls) is flawed, but rather than revisit the
       | model, we just try to map the existing structure onto new
       | expensive shiny tools.
       | 
       | The only benefit I see to having someone send me a video of them
       | reading their presentation or narrating their screen share is
       | that I can watch it on 2x speed asynchronously. At that point,
       | why not just send me a set of bullet points and the presentation
       | or screenshots?
       | 
       | I look at these products and I get the same feeling I do when I
       | watch a road worker paint a tiny bike lane on an existing 4 lane
       | megaroad with no barrier. You're not fixing the problem - you're
       | just causing new ones. The whole system has to shift somehow.
        
         | RGamma wrote:
         | Sounds like a proverbial multibillion dollar todo list SaaS.
         | 
         | Kinda wish big money would have left the CS-related space right
         | about ~10 years ago, when things weren't quite as nonsensical
         | (and culturally decrepit), so all the serial careerists would
         | have chased something more viscerally useful, like maybe
         | bracing us for the impacts of global warming.
         | 
         | Rational markets and all.
        
         | purple_ferret wrote:
         | Loom is not for teams who use Microsoft 365.
         | 
         | It's for teams that exclusively use Slack, Notion, Miro,
         | Vercel, Mux etc
        
         | 4gotunameagain wrote:
         | The shift would take a massive culture shift.
         | 
         | Everything and everyone seem to only be concerned about money.
         | In music, in art, in popular culture, in the contemporary
         | "thought leaders"..
         | 
         | It was the inevitable but hard to predict outcome of
         | capitalism, the utter dissolution of everything that cannot be
         | converted to capital, and the monetisation of everything else
         | that could.
         | 
         | The zeitgeist is a thin, inconsistent and ever changing set of
         | ethics (which of course are also swayed wildly by capital) and
         | everything else is about money.
         | 
         | All the previous values are not only waining, they are also
         | mocked.
         | 
         | A lack of greed is considered a lack of ambition, piety is
         | disregarded as antiquated and evil, honour and shame are non
         | existent.
         | 
         | We are living through tremendous sociopolitical changes, the
         | most substantial and the most high paced humanity has ever
         | faced.
         | 
         | I just hope it goes the right way eventually, although it is
         | almost certain that none of us will be here to witness it. The
         | only thing we can do is surf the wave and do our best to make
         | things better.
        
           | tdiff wrote:
           | > It was the inevitable but hard to predict outcome of
           | capitalism
           | 
           | I think it was not hard to predict, and in fact it was
           | actually predicted in countless pieces, criticising
           | capitalism.
        
         | Destiner wrote:
         | > At that point, why not just send me a set of bullet points
         | and the presentation or screenshots?
         | 
         | Because video works better for product demos.
         | 
         | Show, don't tell.
        
         | tqi wrote:
         | Loom is one of my least favorite products because it enables
         | lazy creators to offload the work of organizing and editing
         | their thoughts onto the viewers. So instead of one person
         | spending 30 minutes distilling their thoughts into a coherent
         | narrative once, each member of their audience is forced to do
         | that work separately.
        
           | boringg wrote:
           | Its helpful in certain cases for sure but you hit the nail on
           | the head. Totally enables a lazy approach where everyone now
           | needs to waste time watching a video so collectively the cost
           | is much higher in terms of time spent.
        
             | surajrmal wrote:
             | Many people don't absorb information the same way. A visual
             | demonstration tends to help me understand things in a
             | quarter the time reading about it might. I know I'm not
             | alone in this regard. You can always increase video speed
             | to increase information density. Being able to accommodate
             | folks with different learning styles is part of being in a
             | team.
        
               | tqi wrote:
               | I 100% agree that a visual demonstration is very
               | valuable, however my objection is less about information
               | density and more about structure and clarity. In my
               | experience these videos are rarely carefully planned and
               | structured keynotes, but rather improvised, meandering,
               | stream of consciousness brain dumps.
        
         | torginus wrote:
         | Sound like a billion-dollar idea to me (and Atlassian)!
        
         | herval wrote:
         | Loom is pretty great. It does one thing and does it well. It's
         | obvious and easy to use. It's fairly priced. It's a great tool
         | for remote work!
        
         | downrightmike wrote:
         | Its a screen recorder system. Rather than looking at a
         | dedicated program that costs money, Loom comes up in Google
         | first and works.
        
         | jmuguy wrote:
         | Our company is currently six people. We have a software-updates
         | channel in Slack where I post our changelog for the team to
         | read. I am very meticulous about these posts because I know
         | very frequently we'll get asked "when did such and such change"
         | and I can go back and reference these posts. And also its
         | frequently the only way sales and our executive will know about
         | changes, having not been directly involved. So yeah - I take a
         | lot of time to make these posts concise, easy to understand
         | etc.
         | 
         | I constantly get asked to make a Loom demonstrating the
         | changes. Which makes sense... but is also frustrating. And I
         | always make the point that these videos aren't searchable (sure
         | they have AI summaries or whatever but those are in Loom, not
         | Slack).
        
         | abustamam wrote:
         | I used to work for a company that used Loom. It was always used
         | for internal demos, ie "I made a new feature" or "I encountered
         | a bug." It was perfect for that. That being said, we probably
         | weren't the target market because we didn't pay for it.
        
       | JoshTko wrote:
       | TLDR, I've let how I think and what I value to be entirely
       | determined by capitalism. I then (essentially) won capitalism.
       | Hence I don't know what to do since capitalism has no meaning
       | beyond achieving extreme relative wealth accumulation.
        
       | aga98mtl wrote:
       | Humans are meant to have kids and form families. This is the life
       | meaning that is escaping childless strivers.
        
       | FL33TW00D wrote:
       | Everyone calling Loom a glorified screen recorder... there was a
       | $975M dollar bill on the floor and no one else picked it up.
       | 
       | The technology was simple, but it solved a real problem for
       | people. Solving well defined engineering tasks is vastly easier
       | than solving a real problem.
        
       | erellsworth wrote:
       | I can't remember the last time I read something this tone deaf
       | and obnoxious. It reads like a 13 year old's journal. And a
       | selfish 13 year old at that. Guy is so devoted to capitalism that
       | he can't conceive of any way to do good in the world if it
       | doesn't involve starting a business (or trying to make the
       | government run like one).
       | 
       | Maybe try helping people without expecting or even wanting any
       | financial return.
        
       | smallpipe wrote:
       | Most NPC thing I've ever read.
       | 
       | You've built a screen recording software and you're calling
       | employees of Atlassian NPC.
       | 
       | Whilst being an Elon Musk fan.
       | 
       | Paying to be brought up a mountain and being shit at even that.
       | 
       | Find a shrink
        
       | neom wrote:
       | 8/10 people I'm friends with who have been through an exit could
       | write this post. It's a very, very, very, very common. The
       | questions at the end too, two hands to count the times I've been
       | asked those questions. I think the answer is, because: because
       | those are what got you to the point of where you are right now,
       | they are in fact just you, there is no why, they are not
       | questions they're statements, that's who you are. Why are you
       | that way? does it matter? -\\_(tsu)_/- (oh, and letting people
       | down is hard because you're not just letting people down, you are
       | letting yourself down too)
        
       | sesm wrote:
       | I would recommend reading "The Status Game" by Will Storr.
       | 
       | In short: try to join as many communities as possible, you will
       | get emotionally rewarded just for being accepted. Eventually you
       | will find ones where you really want to fight for status, and
       | this will re-ignite your life.
        
       | torginus wrote:
       | This post brings to mind people like Andrew Kelley, the guy who
       | created Zig, who basically has foregone a lucrative career in
       | software development, to work on his passion project (which is
       | probably much more useful to the world than what he could've done
       | otherwise). He lives off donations, and probably isn't lacking
       | for a purpose.
        
       | astrodude wrote:
       | Another instance of money doesn't bring you happiness or peace.
       | Congrats on your exit.
        
       | krohling wrote:
       | Do something to help everyone else stuck in the system. Hire
       | lobbyists to improve healthcare in the US. All the other rich
       | people are just trying to make things worse and extract as much
       | as possible.
        
       | advael wrote:
       | I mean if you wanna angel invest I have some backburner projects
       | I can't get done without some funding for hardware and time spent
       | not earning an income, which I could probably spin into startups
        
       | scudsworth wrote:
       | go climb everest a few more times op.
        
       | kelnos wrote:
       | I have enough money that I probably won't need to work again,
       | though I'm certainly not anywhere near as wealthy as this guy (I
       | assume he has one or two more zeroes at the end of his bank
       | balance than I do).
       | 
       | The first half of it just felt so... weak... to me. But I decided
       | I'd give the author the benefit of the doubt. Findig purpose can
       | be a really hard thing, and I suppose even people with a Scrooge
       | McDuck vault deserve sympathy when they're trying to figure that
       | out. (Spoiler alert: there is no Big Purpose; life is what you
       | make of it, and nothing more.)
       | 
       | But then he talks about joining DOGE. Great, now you're a part of
       | the problem. Part of the Silicon Valley know-it-all techno-
       | dystopia crowd who thinks government can and should be run like a
       | for-profit company. Disgusting. What a huge waste of an
       | opportunity to use his wealth to help make the world a better
       | place, as much as the wealthy philanthropist/savior concept makes
       | me uncomfortable.
       | 
       | It also says a lot -- and nothing good -- that he was able to get
       | hired by DOGE with his only qualification being "sold a tech
       | company for a truckload of money". These people are clowns. The
       | US is screwed for a generation or three if they're successful.
        
       | exabrial wrote:
       | It's very interesting to see these same patterns at the micro
       | level. Often, people start doing what other people are doing:
       | book some massively expensive trip to go climb mount Everest,
       | travel the world to snap a selfie at tourist traps, etc. You wont
       | find happiness following the herd.
       | 
       | As I've become more successful, I've had similar problems. It's
       | tempting to think "yeah just more money and I'd be happy".
       | Instead, what has made me happy is much cheaper: general
       | learning, and developing new physical skills. As my coworker put
       | it, "I don't collect things or experiences, I collect hobbies".
       | 
       | If I had to pick a celebrity that seems to do this well, I'd pick
       | Jay Leno (granted there's a lot of criticize him elsewhere, so
       | maybe don't nitpick here). Watching him talk about his cars:
       | restoring them, working on them, preserving them, trading, while
       | ignoring a lot of other celebrity pleasures.
       | 
       | Finally, the other thing that has been extraordinarily gratifying
       | is old fashioned advice: Live below your means. This by gives me
       | more satisfaction than anything else and I'm not really sure why.
        
       | brutuscat wrote:
       | Just help others achieve that freedom, maybe they can do more
       | than you: https://www.givedirectly.org/
       | 
       | Invest some (eg. 10-20 million) and use that as a giving fund,
       | giving 1 million per year you could free several thousand of
       | people each year.
        
       | maplant wrote:
       | I do not have anything to add to this beyond pointing out that it
       | is an incredibly ironic first post for someone who loudly states
       | how much they love capitalism on their about page
        
       | protonbob wrote:
       | > I didn't feel like I could work on them with her. So I broke
       | things off after almost 2 years of unconditional love.
       | 
       | So really there were conditions as well as no commitment. The
       | hidden condition was "If I don't feel like I can work on myself I
       | will break it off". This is why I don't take people seriously who
       | refuse to enter into a marriage covenant that actually means
       | unconditional love regardless of sickness or health.
        
         | 0xcafefood wrote:
         | I read that as "unconditional love [from her]."
        
       | UncleOxidant wrote:
       | Ok, I did not see nearly ending up at DOGE coming.
       | 
       | > I should work for Elon and Vivek at DOGE and help America get
       | off its current crash to defaulting on its own debt
       | 
       | Thinking that DOGE will somehow accomplish something important
       | seems very naive. DOGE's purpose is to try to cut government
       | spending so that Billionaires can get more tax cuts.
        
         | rehevkor5 wrote:
         | Yeah, DOGE is going to fix the government? Um, wut...
        
       | ahakanbaba wrote:
       | Consider having children. That will help with the "problems" of
       | having too much money and time.
        
       | highspeedbus wrote:
       | Go read a book, contribute to linux kernel, eat a cheeseburger,
       | get in a nice hotel, watch movies, learn to cook, drive though
       | the country, befriend locals, start a wine collection, earn a
       | master's degree, publish papers..
       | 
       | The author seems to put great value on doing grandiose things, so
       | those suggestions may seem frivolous.
       | 
       | It's a respectable goal to pursue huge achievements in
       | professional life, but please be aware that it involves lots of:
       | (a) talk to other people and (b) doing mundane stuff most of the
       | time. It all depends on how hard you want it.
        
       | tntxtnt wrote:
       | Another lucky idiot who thinks he's a genius.
        
       | idorube wrote:
       | I was going to comment on his insta photo's of wads (this
       | morning, EU time) of cash and now there's none (evening)
       | <thinking face.gif>
        
         | idorube wrote:
         | forgot one > https://www.instagram.com/p/YbXbN6IMOs/
        
           | ThrowawayTestr wrote:
           | This is why "new money" is an insult.
        
       | TimesOldRoman wrote:
       | You are lost and thought DOGE was a good idea? The entire org is
       | ketamine-fueled techbro Elon wannabes; not the best life-valuing
       | gurus.
       | 
       | Maybe take a Buddhist retreat for a year and see if doing quiet
       | charity work feels better than trying to consolidate electrons.
       | 
       | Or just be lost while building affordable housing? Try focusing
       | on others rather than you.
        
       | jamieplex wrote:
       | I am new here, but can I ask a serious question? How does a
       | question like this even get listed?? Or responded to? I really
       | would like to know the system here.
        
       | chardgor wrote:
       | Yeah it's a problem. Jimmy Carter had the same type of problem 45
       | years ago. He seemed to deal with it pretty well.
        
       | idiot-savant wrote:
       | You should try having someone fucking you in the ass for half an
       | hour.
        
       | hackingforfun wrote:
       | Give away your money and build a new company if that's the
       | purpose you need to fulfill in life.
       | 
       | Being altruistic can be immensely rewarding.
       | 
       | You have tremendous privilege. Go help some people with that
       | money.
       | 
       | Don't just think of yourself.
       | 
       | Try taking up meditation. Balance your mind. Try to stop your
       | thoughts.
       | 
       | You are super lucky.
       | 
       | Also, consider your death. No matter how much money you have, you
       | can't take any of it with you. One day you're going to die. It's
       | all going away. Enjoy what you have now and ideally help some
       | others. That will bring you purpose.
        
       | wizzwizz4 wrote:
       | We are the hollow men       We are the stuffed men       Leaning
       | together       Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!       Our dried
       | voices, when       We whisper together       Are quiet and
       | meaningless       As wind in dry grass       Or rats' feet over
       | broken glass       In our dry cellar       Shape without form,
       | shade without colour,       Paralysed force, gesture without
       | motion;       Those who have crossed       With direct eyes, to
       | death's other Kingdom       Remember us - if at all - not as lost
       | Violent souls, but only       As the hollow men       The stuffed
       | men.
       | 
       | -- T. S. Eliot, _The Hollow Men_ , first stanza (1925)
        
       | nelblu wrote:
       | A lot of comments talking about having kids for purpose, so I
       | thought I'd add mine. I don't have kids and when I compare myself
       | to other friends that have kids I can see how having kids can add
       | purpose (to some extent).
       | 
       | That said, personally I have found immense purpose in life by
       | having a dog. My dog not only makes me happy he teaches me that
       | it is okay to do mundane things in life everyday and still feel
       | extremely happy and satisfied. Each day I look at him and I thank
       | him for being there, for teaching me how to live life, how to
       | love unconditionally and how to live in the moment. I know it's
       | silly but I'm having tears of joy as I'm typing because he is
       | sleeping right next to me at my work desk. Love you my best
       | friend ever !
        
         | prashp wrote:
         | You can have both (and a cat while you're at it).
        
       | abss wrote:
       | Seek meaning by helping others, or strive to conquer and shape
       | the world through your will.
        
       | neycoda wrote:
       | Please sell off extra real estate. We're paying too much to live.
       | Please stop figuring out ways to make more money. Enjoy your
       | wealth. You don't need any more from our blood sweat and tears.
       | We're already suffering enough at the whims of the idle rich.
        
       | freeduhm wrote:
       | I have 500$ in my bank account and just got laid off. You can
       | send me some money and get a sense of fulfillment you helped
       | someone. Dont ever say you never had an opportunity to help
       | anyone.
       | 
       | Anyway. As some people have touched on, service to others and
       | evaluating unjust power structures can be a good place to look
       | for fulfillment. Good luck
        
       | poncho_romero wrote:
       | The antidote to despair is action. I recommend volunteering to
       | anyone who wants for meaning in their life.
        
       | Bluescreenbuddy wrote:
       | With that amount of money I'd just go to school. Volunteer here
       | and there. Otherwise I'd lose my mind,
        
       | bawana wrote:
       | That kind of blog post never happened in the 1950 to 1980 era. It
       | is so naive and selfish. But It might have been written in
       | another era by Marie Antoinette. Avarice and decadence like this
       | need to be taxed into oblivion
        
       | julianvargkim wrote:
       | I find that there are limitations of satisfaction from grand
       | accomplishments or capitalistic success.
       | 
       | At the end of the day, we are born naked, die naked and
       | decompose.
       | 
       | Doing what you want to do without some grand goals, interacting
       | with others, helping others, joking around with friends and
       | family with no other "grand" purpose, or just reconnecting with
       | someone you haven't for a while, all these things shouldn't be
       | tucked away completely in the name of "achieving more".
        
       | lawrenceyan wrote:
       | If you're wondering why you still feel unsatisfied even after
       | having gotten everything you've ever wanted and achieved
       | everything you set out to do, consider reading about the story of
       | Siddartha Gautama and his journey of discovery.
       | 
       | The answers you've been looking for are there.
        
       | blueprint wrote:
       | I struggle to understand stuff like this (to be honest, it makes
       | me feel a little angry):
       | 
       | > We started getting into regular arguments, and I knew it wasn't
       | on her. It was me. I was starting to come to terms with all the
       | mounting insecurities I had stuffed down over the past several
       | years. I didn't feel like I could work on them with her. So I
       | broke things off after almost 2 years of unconditional love. It
       | was extremely painful, but it was the right call. I needed to
       | fully face myself.
       | 
       | Relational experiences are why and how you're encountering your
       | repressed shadow or confronting the false self in the first
       | place. Don't you face yourself by staying and accomplishing your
       | promise of truthfulness and learn how to practice real love
       | through e.g. honesty, courage,....
       | 
       | I found this lecture once on a webpage that has since
       | disappeared....
       | 
       | "Enlightenment isn't a thing that you can get abandoning family
       | and undertaking mountaineering asceticism. Enlightenment can be
       | attained having family, and is a thing that cannot be attained
       | through mountaineering asceticism. Enlightenment starts from
       | accepting Truth and process of understanding Truth."
       | https://web.archive.org/web/20090805085956/http://www.ircsc....
        
       | petre wrote:
       | If I did not have to work I'd probably get a dog and start a
       | kayak and paddle board rental center near some scenic lake, along
       | with a small fishing tackle shop. Screw Elon, robots, DOGE, AI,
       | Mars and other stupid tech bro ideas.
       | 
       | In fact I already did the dog part, but I'd probably get an
       | Aussie instead if I did not have to work, had more space and more
       | time on my hands to keep a more active dog engaged.
        
       | bumby wrote:
       | > _What is your most scarce resource if not time?_
       | 
       | I would argue attention is more valuable than time. After all, if
       | all your time is spent paying attention to the wrong things, how
       | valuable can time be? I would urge the author to look at what is
       | commanding his attention and that might give some insight into
       | his malaise.
        
       | DonnyV wrote:
       | To bad he didn't meet someone he wanted to stay with before the
       | money. I would say have a family. The next best thing he could of
       | done. Its going to be hard to find someone that can't see past
       | the money.
        
       | scotty79 wrote:
       | This person is obviously mentally disturbed. Freedom awarded by
       | recent lucky windfall resulted in detriment to him. It already
       | costed him his only deep relationship with a peer and almost
       | costed him his life.
       | 
       | I'm really happy that he ended up learning physics. It's probably
       | safes activity of all mentioned given his specific brain.
        
       | throttlebody wrote:
       | Start by doing a long walk, like the PCT or Te Araroa trail. 3+
       | months of hiking. You are busy every day, get up, eat and start
       | walking. Finish the day physically tired. Sleep rinse and repeat.
       | Have a break from news etc You come out fit, mentally reset and
       | have a good perspective. Just my 2c
        
       | Arete314159 wrote:
       | For the vast majority of people, becoming rich is a means to an
       | end. More time to make art, freedom from stress, ability to
       | travel more, or just the fun of buying lots of toys.
       | 
       | He keeps talking about wanting to do something "important." But I
       | think he is conflating the "prestigious / expected" meaning of
       | important with another interpretation: "meaningful."
       | 
       | Plenty of next steps for a founder are prestigious. But few are
       | meaningful. Most new companies make money by finding efficiencies
       | and disintermediating people from processes in various ways. This
       | usually means pushing an entire sector (like travel agents) out
       | of gainful employment. For whatever reason, Silicon Valley
       | startups rarely punch up - they don't find efficiencies in health
       | insurance or healthcare billing, they don't do "Moneyball" for
       | CEO's and figure out how to run a company for less, they don't
       | find efficiencies that cause us to pay less money to the rich
       | (except Cost Plus Drugs).
       | 
       | No, they punch down, and make increasing numbers of the middle
       | class into the new precariat. For that, the founders are praised
       | and told that they are important. But the work, being morally
       | questionable, is not meaningful.                 By contrast,
       | many meaningful endeavors are about charity - giving access,
       | opportunity, dignity, and money to those on the bottom rungs of
       | society.             The emptiness he feels is a lack of meaning,
       | but he's trying to fill it with more prestige, and that's why
       | it's not working.
        
       | sgammon wrote:
       | Damn, that's crazy. I'm poor and know exactly what to do.
        
       | mjcat wrote:
       | I've always felt these stories can be summarized as happiness or
       | fulfillment is derived from the (positive) rate of change in
       | circumstances rather than the achievements a person has in a
       | point in time, money or otherwise. Even if you have millions in
       | your pocket but that amount is not changing or you don't have a
       | way to make it go up, you won't be happy for long. Same goes for
       | a less wealthy person who is moving up in their career or their
       | life-goals, they would be happy from experiencing positive
       | change.
        
       | klad_majoor wrote:
       | Your capital has made you lonely, moreover, redundant as you have
       | no needs. You cannot be coerced into a job, medical bills are no
       | bankruptcy inducing issues for you (which is rather boring too),
       | no need to work for the man.
       | 
       | And like a chipmunk sitting on a mountain of nuts anyone you meet
       | wants one so nobody acts normal. Again how sad and lonely.
       | 
       | me i live in a blue collar neighborhood with people getting by
       | and we look after each others kids and pets and gossip and share
       | tools - trying not to sound too romantic but that's how it is.
       | Sometimes I sweep the streets because I like it. Please enjoy
       | your capital. I'm not jealous at all, why should I? Don't want to
       | be a Midas, everything golden and hungry. I have community
       | purpose and people to look after. For me, that's wealth.
        
       | lashull wrote:
       | Read your blog post backwards. Paragraph by paragraph and you get
       | the answer to your intrinsic question. And btw it would be a much
       | better read at the same time
        
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