[HN Gopher] The trap of "I am not an extrovert"
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       The trap of "I am not an extrovert"
        
       Author : orkohunter
       Score  : 51 points
       Date   : 2024-12-26 09:29 UTC (13 hours ago)
        
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       | Vampiero wrote:
       | Well too bad ADHD makes me a fast thinker that talks over
       | everyone else and writes code at 6x speed, but only sometimes,
       | when I'm not procrastinating for hours at a time and when I'm not
       | too mentally drained to engage with other people. It makes me an
       | extrovert at work, but only sometimes, and a great team player,
       | but only sometimes.
       | 
       | These blog posts feel so dumb to me because they always assume
       | that you're a neurotypical and that everyone around you also is a
       | neurotypical. That if you just put in the effort, you too can do
       | it!
       | 
       | Well guess what? No, it's not like that. In fact, this mode of
       | thinking is exactly the problem that makes my life hell. Fuck
       | this. If I'm working remotely it's because idgaf about other
       | people - not any more than strictly necessary to complete my
       | tasks. Stop trying to gaslight me into thinking I'm wrong, stop
       | trying to force me to go on trips and to delegate and to talk to
       | other people - this is an adaptation for my own survival. I went
       | into programming because I like writing code. That's literally
       | the start and the end of it. It's not my fault the industry is
       | 99% web development and 1% fun stuff for people on [a] spectrum.
       | I'm here because if I weren't I would starve, not because I care
       | about your company or the people you hired. Even though I'll
       | gladly chit-chat with them from time to time, and even form
       | friendships if I deem it worth it.
        
         | kkoncevicius wrote:
         | I think you are taking yourself too seriously.
        
         | mnky9800n wrote:
         | Can't imagine this attitude makes work easier for you nor does
         | it make working with you easier. People keep making these "I'm
         | on the spectrum" arguments as if it's a legitimate excuse for
         | bad behaviour. Perhaps life is more difficult for you in some
         | ways. Life isn't fair, learning to accept this is much more
         | rewarding than hiding behind some spectrum definition. ADHD
         | doesn't make you do anything. You choose your life.
        
           | zenethian wrote:
           | I mean, it literally does make you do things. That's why it's
           | a mental disorder.
        
           | erinaceousjones wrote:
           | What, in the post you are replying to, would you consider
           | "bad behaviour"? Seriously, give us some examples!
        
           | creaktive wrote:
           | Heyyy, take it easy :) Would you call it "bad behavior" when
           | a mute person refuses to speak? Well, A(u)DHD kind of makes
           | one deaf, mute and blind to the standard communication style.
           | That's why the afflicted prefer to WFH, and text instead of
           | face-to-face. Some are always impaired so, while others, only
           | when tired.
        
             | mnky9800n wrote:
             | I know. I'm diagnosed. I found that when I stopped using it
             | as an excuse and started engaging my career and life in the
             | ways I assumed adhd made them worse, I started succeeding
             | in ways I thought I wouldn't. My message is don't become a
             | person who identifies as a person with adhd. It will only
             | hold you back in my experience.
        
               | creaktive wrote:
               | I understand your point better now, thanks for
               | elaborating! I do relate to the experience of stopping
               | using my diagnosis as an excuse for pushing people away.
               | My life is so much better now. Yet, for me, a pair
               | programming session (for instance) is something I prefer
               | doing, like, once a month, or less. But I certainly do
               | enjoy it, a lot!
        
           | int_19h wrote:
           | > ADHD doesn't make you do anything.
           | 
           | It literally does.
        
         | delichon wrote:
         | I was a fat little kid with a skinny friend who told me the
         | secret to losing weight (which he had never had the need to
         | do): just don't eat so much. He was not gas lighting me in any
         | way. He was just communicating his internal experience that
         | this thing that I found tremendously difficult was in fact
         | trivially easy and I just had to try it. He wasn't lying, just
         | telling me his truth which happened to be false. Don't
         | attribute malice to obliviousness.
        
           | drowsspa wrote:
           | I'd attribute malice when this advice comes from supposedly
           | grown-ups.
        
             | seba_dos1 wrote:
             | Exactly. At some point, obliviousness itself becomes
             | malicious.
        
         | creaktive wrote:
         | Was going to write approximately this, thanks for beating me to
         | it. Just a bit of sparkling from my own (mostly miserable)
         | experience: the disdain for "normies" comes from them,
         | "normies", forcing a square peg (me, atypical) into a round
         | hole. There's zero intention for accommodating for the
         | differences. Predictably, as a result you get an extremely
         | antisocial introvert. But guess what! If you just LEAVE ME BE,
         | respect my silence and self-isolation... I will reach out and
         | try to connect, on my own terms. Usually, by written text,
         | since I don't parse voices well, and don't read facial
         | expressions at all.
        
       | knorker wrote:
       | > What they don't realize is - everyone is an introvert and
       | everyone is an extrovert.
       | 
       | Citation needed.
       | 
       | > I looked into his eyes and saw the disgust for everyone in the
       | room.
       | 
       | That's not how human interaction or theory of mind works.
       | 
       | This article is "not even wrong". It's just subjective bullshit
       | (in the technical definition of the word bullshit).
       | 
       | It's probably the most ill informed post I've ever seen on the
       | front page of HN.
        
         | SecretDreams wrote:
         | > It's probably the most ill informed post I've ever seen on
         | the front page of HN.
         | 
         | Ever seen _so far_
        
       | zenethian wrote:
       | This is a terrible article that reads like an AI generated
       | LinkedIn post.
       | 
       | Nevermind the fact that the author isn't using the terms
       | introvert and extrovert correctly; the message is quite ableist.
       | Not everyone can achieve this level of communication in a
       | productive manner. Telling people that management will "prefer"
       | one over the other when it's "budget time" is also dead wrong.
       | I've fired more extroverts than introverts in my career, and it's
       | likely only a coincidence.
       | 
       | The author sounds like one of those "proud extroverts" that they
       | made up into existence.
        
         | erinaceousjones wrote:
         | I think you have good points in your middle paragraph, but I
         | disagree with your first sentence. I can see a growing trend of
         | dismissive "this reads like it's AI-generated" when I frankly
         | think it _has_ been written like that. Author has a similar
         | tone to me. That 's my writing style.
         | 
         | > Not everyone can achieve this level of communication in a
         | productive manner.
         | 
         | Correct, and it sucks. I feel like it's ableist at times too.
         | 9-to-5 days of small-talk are so strangely exhausting t me.
         | It's very frustrating I feel it's a mandatory part of my career
         | if I don't want to be forgotten about.
         | 
         | But? I don't disagree with the author. In my interpretation,
         | they aren't saying "I'm an extrovert and I'm great", they're
         | saying "hey, this is a thing you can choose to do or be, and
         | you may find it benefits you, and the introvert/extrovert thing
         | is a stupid distinction, but being extrovert in the right way
         | is a means of making yourself visible".
         | 
         | Because, let's face it, it _is_. There _is_ some entrenched
         | ableism, in a way. Last I checked like 10-20% of western
         | population is some form of neurodiverse and a proportion of
         | that just do not click with the predominant communication
         | styles used by the majority population. It sucks and we are
         | left feeling like we are not accommodated for and can easily
         | fall into that exhausted feeling of resentment.
         | 
         | But? So what? You can help make things incrementally better for
         | yourself in the system whilst still "playing the game", if you
         | consider it as something you are _choosing_ to expend your
         | energy on.
        
           | knorker wrote:
           | I held back a similar comment about AI-generated. I think the
           | "AI-generated" accusation is overused. This article was
           | incoherent nonsense, but not all incoherent nonsense
           | hallucinations are AI-generated.
        
             | andrewflnr wrote:
             | People underestimate how old incoherent writing is. For
             | that matter they underestimate how hard it is to write
             | coherently.
        
         | int_19h wrote:
         | The author straight up says that being an introvert or an
         | extrovert is a choice.
         | 
         | They clearly have no idea what it actually feels like being an
         | introvert.
        
       | card_zero wrote:
       | > No matter what role you play, you will always have to
       | communicate and collaborate with others. If this is something you
       | disagree with, you should go back to the drawing board and think
       | deeply.
       | 
       | Sounds good, that's what I wanted.
       | 
       | > you should check out Thinking Fast and Slow.
       | 
       | I checked it out:
       | 
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thinking,_Fast_and_Slow#Replic...
       | 
       |  _It was discovered many prominent research findings were
       | difficult or impossible for others to replicate, and thus the
       | original findings were called into question. An analysis of the
       | studies cited in chapter 4, "The Associative Machine", found that
       | their replicability index (R-index) is 14, indicating essentially
       | low to no reliability._
        
       | vouaobrasil wrote:
       | One thing to me is fairly obvious: people who are introverts
       | _can_ be social, but only for limited amounts of time.
       | 
       | For example, I like talking a lot, but I can only do it for
       | limited amounts of time. Maybe only a few hours a week. If I'm
       | pushed past that point, I just don't want to chat any more. It's
       | like I'm full of food, but with socialization. After that I find
       | socialization immensely distasteful and irritating.
       | 
       | That's why a 9-5 workplace environment never worked for me. It
       | was forced socialization past my limit. Maybe that's what
       | happened to the guy in this article: they go into defensive mode
       | because they are pushed past their limit.
       | 
       | Extroverts don't understand this concept of limited capacity for
       | socialization.
        
         | fnord77 wrote:
         | > people who are introverts can be social
         | 
         | not if they have social anxiety or are not NT
         | 
         | > but only for limited amounts of time.
         | 
         | but yes, this is true. And it is not something you can build up
         | like a muscle or long distance running. In fact I think trying
         | to build up the amount of time you socialize actually
         | diminishes it
        
           | zimpenfish wrote:
           | > not if they have social anxiety
           | 
           | I have (frequent) crippling social anxiety, am definitely an
           | introvert, and I can be social -in the right
           | circumstances-[0] (albeit for a limited period of time[1].)
           | 
           | [0] eg. small group of people I know well, familiar
           | surroundings, ideally without a lot of external noise.
           | 
           | [1] 3-4 hours tends to be my limit even under the best
           | circumstances.
        
           | michaelcampbell wrote:
           | Everything is true except for the edge cases where it's not;
           | pointing this out I think is unnecessary.
        
             | fnord77 wrote:
             | if something is true everywhere except the edge cases, it
             | is not true everywhere.
        
         | SecretDreams wrote:
         | > Extroverts don't understand this concept of limited capacity
         | for socialization.
         | 
         | I think there's gotta be a middle ground where someverts are
         | more tolerant of socializing for long periods of time. It still
         | becomes draining, but they don't have some terrible allergic
         | reaction. More like just mild sneezing!
        
           | neofrommatrix wrote:
           | It's a spectrum - most of us are ambiverts.
        
         | amelius wrote:
         | I also find that switching between introvert and extrovert mode
         | takes effort. If you like being in an introvert mode, then in
         | social environments you move a lot of times between both modes
         | (because you fall back into introvert mode, until someone
         | starts talking to you), and this can be tiring.
        
         | inciampati wrote:
         | Yes, extroverts do understand this limited capacity. It's like
         | when you live an ultra sedentary lifestyle, and one day you
         | realize you can't catch your breath after walking up four
         | flights of stairs. Like any capacity, socializing requires
         | exercise. We are all descended from a long line of people who
         | lived extremely social lives. It's only in the last decade or
         | two that it became possible to live a productive live by text,
         | alone, without the intense realtime, full mind and full body
         | experience of being with other people. Use it or lose it. And
         | don't assume socialization is easy for some class of
         | "extroverts" who are dominating "introverts" into being full
         | members of the organizations which they work for. It's hard,
         | worthwhile work for everyone. Socialization capacity is like
         | any trait. You have to use it or you'll lose it. I say this
         | because I think modern life is depopulating as people decide
         | they have a condition that's some kind of innate disability. I
         | wish y'all would accept that it's just hard, but worth it.
        
           | vouaobrasil wrote:
           | Good counterpoint but I think there's definitely a variance
           | in ease amongst the population. Don't get me wrong, I agree
           | with you. I am the kind of person that will socialize because
           | I know it's a good thing in general. But I do think some
           | people can perform "socialization feats" just in the same way
           | the best bodybuilders can get super jacked whereas there is
           | no way I'm lookin' like Arnold. haha.
        
           | jrs235 wrote:
           | Extroverts also need to work on sitting in silence, IMO...
           | 
           | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=42517790
        
           | ACow_Adonis wrote:
           | So what you're saying is that extroversion is curable with a
           | bit of a change of social behaviours and environment, and
           | with a bit of practice, discipline and repetition we can turn
           | them into mathematicians, farmers, hunters, philosophers,
           | scientists, monks, priests and witch doctors and negate this
           | artificial always networking and hustling environment that's
           | only been created in the last 200 years with the industrial
           | revolution, communication revolution and growth obsessed
           | capitalism :)
           | 
           | This gives me hope: there's no silver bullet, but one day we
           | can find a cure for our modern curse of excessive
           | extroversion :)
        
           | blueflow wrote:
           | Or maybe "I'm introverted" i just the nice form for "You are
           | annoying and i don't enjoy being around you".
        
             | halfcat wrote:
             | Yes. I always thought this captured it well:
             | 
             |  _"I used to think I was introverted because I really liked
             | being alone but it turns out I just like being at peace and
             | I am very extroverted when I'm around people who bring me
             | peace."_
        
           | Dalewyn wrote:
           | >We are all descended from a long line of people who lived
           | extremely social lives.
           | 
           | Just because something was a _necessity_ for a greater cause
           | in ye olde days does not mean that it is also a _good_ thing
           | in itself. Now that it 's not a strict necessity, a not
           | insignificant number of people are admitting they don't like
           | it.
           | 
           | Personally I consider myself more intro- than extrovert. I
           | find people dishonest (even the most honest ones) and dealing
           | with that reality is extremely tiring.
        
           | lolinder wrote:
           | > We are all descended from a long line of people who lived
           | extremely social lives. It's only in the last decade or two
           | that it became possible to live a productive live by text,
           | alone, without the intense realtime, full mind and full body
           | experience of being with other people.
           | 
           | Most of us are descended from people who lived in small
           | communities and rarely interacted with people who lived
           | outside of them. It's only in the last 200 years (an instant
           | on evolutionary timescales) that the majority of humanity
           | ended up in a position where we have to constantly deal with
           | more than ~30 people on a regular basis.
           | 
           | Sure, we spent a lot of time with those 30 people in the
           | past, but calling that "extremely social" is pretty
           | misleading in the modern context--today that kind of wording
           | evokes a very different image than the small-scale village
           | life that dominated our ancestors' lives.
           | 
           | I'm a hardcore introvert by modern standards, but for me that
           | doesn't mean that I don't enjoy spending time with my small
           | circle of friends and family, it means that when I branch out
           | beyond that small circle socialization is actively draining.
           | I'd have done just fine in village life, it's the completely
           | unnatural modern world that is overwhelming to my social
           | limits, and I get rather tired of extroverts telling me that
           | it's just because I don't try hard enough to "exercise".
        
           | siva7 wrote:
           | So you seriously think that humans two, three decades ago
           | were extroverted because they couldn't live a productive life
           | by not being extremely sociable and introverted is an
           | unnatural condition where you just need more social
           | excercise? Is this the intellectual level of this community
           | now?
        
           | yabatopia wrote:
           | Socializing is a skill and requires exercise, but everyone
           | has its own unique limitations and skill levels. Not everyone
           | throughout history has led an exceptionally social life
           | filled with constant conversation. There are plenty of
           | references to quiet and seclusive people in the bible, for
           | instance. In the Middle Ages, you could join a monastery or
           | convent, which provided a community more suited for
           | introverts. Right now, I wouldn't be surprised if many
           | introverts feel there is no escape from the extrovert modern
           | life.
        
             | lolinder wrote:
             | Yep.
             | 
             | It's notable to me every time this topic comes up on HN
             | that an extrovert invariably comes on and straight up tries
             | to argue that introverts are just people who don't try hard
             | enough. When that happens to people with other biological
             | differences it's immediately and rightly decried--even
             | other mental differences have become increasingly
             | recognized and protected from that kind of condescending
             | judgement--but the combination of the hidden-ness of the
             | difference and the fact that those with this difference are
             | less prone to speak up to defend themselves means that it's
             | okay to tell a whole class of people that the difference
             | between them and the average case is that average people
             | try harder.
        
           | theshrike79 wrote:
           | > We are all descended from a long line of people who lived
           | extremely social lives
           | 
           | Do you think the hunters who were huntering kept chatting all
           | the time? Or the gatherers looking for berries/mushrooms just
           | talked and talked and talked and judged anyone who went by
           | themselves?
           | 
           | Did the goat herder have people walk up the hill with them to
           | prattle on about their family life or could they perhaps be
           | alone in there? Or any craftsman for that matter. The cobbler
           | could just spend time making shoes, they didn't need to talk
           | to customers for 12 hours a day constantly.
        
           | SpicyLemonZest wrote:
           | > And don't assume socialization is easy for some class of
           | "extroverts" who are dominating "introverts" into being full
           | members of the organizations which they work for.
           | 
           | I don't assume that - people tell me as much! I have close
           | friends who assure me that socializing is _not_ hard work for
           | them, and they'd yap all day if they didn't control
           | themselves the same way that I would read or play games all
           | day if I didn't control myself.
        
           | NikolaNovak wrote:
           | None of that jives with any of my observations.
           | 
           | In my immediate circle alone - my sister is a strong
           | extrovert and always has been. She thrives on large groups.
           | If she's stressed and wants to relax she'll go to a party or
           | downtown dance club or hang out with a dozen acquaintances.
           | She's been that way since tween. I bring her up because she's
           | very upfront, and I trust and bekieve her, that social
           | engagements alone are NOT, and never have been, hard work or
           | effort. They're natural to her, she gains energy from them,
           | she enjoys them tremendously, and gets recharged through
           | them. This is not my external observation but her convincing
           | expression. I know others like that.
           | 
           | Then there's me :-). Lot of that, such as parties and dance
           | clubs and even large groups of friends, sounds awful to me.
           | Easy on assumptions though : As per my parallel comment, I've
           | been a client-facing consultant for 20 years. I practice and
           | teach soft skills and emotional intelligence at fairly high
           | level at work. Having started as a hands-on techie for the
           | first decade of my career, I haven't written a line of code
           | since 2018 - ALL I do now is talk to and manage and coach and
           | mentor people, meet with clients, etc. I spend about 7 hrs a
           | day actively engaging people professionally.
           | 
           | And it's still as draining as it is rewarding and enjoyable.
           | 20 years of active practice and daily high level
           | socialization has not meaningfully moved the needle on
           | whether I gain energy from people, like my sister always has,
           | or drain energy even with people I enjoy doing activity I
           | like.
           | 
           | Absolutely there's detail and granularity to this - I love
           | teaching and have been a visiting professor for 3 years at
           | local college. I love mentoring and coaching and do it daily.
           | But at the end do the day I strongly crave alone time to
           | recharge after social activities (which is what I call "being
           | an introvert"), whereas I know people (I call them extrovert)
           | who simply don't need that, at all. The notion that simply
           | practice can change that, hasn't been the case for anybody I
           | know.
           | 
           | You can gain _skills_ and that 's indeed worthwhile! But that
           | does not automatically alter the energy management situation.
           | 
           | So my apologies, but your post is the most literal proof that
           | some extroverts _don 't_ understand this, at all, and like
           | Freud, make wild assumptions based on limited internal
           | experience :-/. It's less of a capacity thing, which I'll
           | agree may get expanded, and more of what does activity do and
           | how does it draw on that capacity.
        
       | kubb wrote:
       | It's quite treacherous to identify yourself with labels:
       | introvert, extrovert, conscientious, conservative, liberal,
       | empathetic, neurodivergent, etc.
       | 
       | The act of putting a name on some traits that you have can seem
       | liberating: I finally know what I am, and why I'm different from
       | others, and that's fine.
       | 
       | On the flipside, once you commit to a label, you lock yourself
       | inside it, and instead of describing, it begins shaping what you
       | are.
       | 
       | It doesn't help that other people often try very hard to pin us
       | down and assign labels to us forcefully, without considering if
       | we're OK with that.
       | 
       | The trick is to describe your behavior and separate that from
       | yourself. Instead of being an introvert you can just say that my
       | behavior was introverted, and that was a function of my internal
       | psychological state.
       | 
       | Also, be open to experimenting with what affects that state, and
       | reflect on it. That will remind you that _you're not a constant,
       | you're a function_ :)
        
         | hgomersall wrote:
         | Neurodivergence is a really useful concept in that it
         | recognises that "typical" just means a certain cognitive
         | profile. The problem I expect is that in certain fields (STEM?)
         | it's actually more normal to be divergent from the mainstream.
         | If you understand how your particular neural profile makes you
         | understand and experience the world, you are in a good position
         | to understand how it might be different to others.
         | 
         | In a sense, attaching a special label to a particular
         | neurodivergent profile is as problematic as assigning special
         | significance to the "neurotypical" profile.
        
         | rors wrote:
         | I was diagnosed with dyslexia in my 40s. It's helped me
         | understand why I struggle with certain tasks. Overall having a
         | label has been a net positive.
         | 
         | I'm hesitant to share my diagnosis with colleagues. I've been
         | able to develop coping mechanisms and I feel like it doesn't
         | impact my day-to-day. I don't want to cause disruption for
         | those around me. I do have a friend with much more severe
         | dyslexia and she does get the help she needs to be productive.
         | 
         | I wish we could discuss these labels at work without baggage.
         | It's all about consideration. Forcing everyone around you to
         | change their behaviour around you to make yourself feel more
         | comfortable is not being considerate. On the flip side
         | enforcing strict working policies that prevent people from
         | participating in the workplace is also not considerate.
        
           | teddyh wrote:
           | Regarding labels:
           | <https://www.egscomics.com/comic/2015-05-23>
        
         | SecretDreams wrote:
         | Absolutely! The labels some may seek to feel a deeper sense of
         | community and understanding end up becoming shackles.
         | 
         | People don't need to just be one thing. We are fluid. And can
         | and should have opinions and stances that wane over time.
        
         | satisfice wrote:
         | That's like saying it's treacherous to lock a door. After all,
         | you might lose the key!
         | 
         | I label myself in many ways. These labels are heuristics that
         | define me to myself as well as others. These labels simplify
         | the management of my life in a way similar to choosing a
         | particular type of computer or a particular email client does.
         | 
         | I am free to change my labels, but there is a cost to that.
         | There is also a cost to avoiding labels.
         | 
         | I wouldn't say it is a treacherous matter at all. It's a matter
         | of personal economy and finding a comfortable way to relate to
         | the world.
         | 
         | I have sometimes used your heuristic of labeling behavior
         | rather than identity. That can be useful, too. But however you
         | try to do that, an implication hangs in the air: "You are
         | obviously the kind of person who does things like that."
        
         | mrweasel wrote:
         | I think that one of the major issues is that people will use
         | certain labels to help justifying behaving in a certain way, or
         | avoid specific tasks and situations. E.g. a ton of people hate
         | talking on the phone, for reasons that are beyond me, and they
         | will justify this is being introvert or having some sort of
         | social anxiety, while at the same time being outgoing and
         | extroverted in pretty much every other situation.
         | 
         | As I grow old I've stopped trying to put labels on my behavior.
         | They rarely fit and society expects that I act or believe in
         | certain ways depending on how those labels are generally
         | perceived.
        
         | polishdude20 wrote:
         | As I've grown older I realize I'm all of the labels at
         | different times of the day, different days, with different
         | people etc. The more I take this to heart the more I grow and
         | allow myself to have new experiences that a self label would
         | have stopped me from doing because I'm not "that" kind of
         | person.
        
       | reedf1 wrote:
       | These labels are quite obviously overused. Like most social
       | characteristics, there is a spectrum. I can, and have, gone
       | without seeing another person for months - and I've barely
       | noticed. Now, I go into work five times a week. I do think I come
       | off as odd to people; but I don't mind, I'm not proud of it, but
       | I'm not embarrassed by it either. I am what I am. Earlier in life
       | I put great effort into being "normal" socially, but with great
       | effort also came enormous stress.
       | 
       | I've not struggled with work or partners. There are lots of
       | people who don't seem to mind the occasional oddity or silence in
       | a group. Although, I do occasionally run into some self-righteous
       | lot who try to "fix" me; but I find this condescending. There are
       | lots of ways to be a person, and I am truly fulfilled with the
       | way I am. Most friction this has ever caused is by someone
       | wanting me to be some other way, usually theirs.
        
       | impoppy wrote:
       | Introverts, fight me.
       | 
       | What's up with "you extroverts don't understand we have very
       | limited capacity for socialization?" I simply cannot comprehend
       | how something as enjoyable as spending time with people you like
       | can be so mentally taxing?
       | 
       | I tend to think that it's because of the attitude that implies
       | that the one has to waste mental energy on having a good time.
        
         | zenethian wrote:
         | I love talking to people. Unfortunately it's exhausting for me.
         | I have no such attitude about it being a "waste [of] mental
         | energy." I don't know any introverts that do.
         | 
         | I would recommend taking a deep breath and just consider for a
         | second that some people are just different than you.
        
         | reedf1 wrote:
         | I love to waste mental energy on having a good time - chess,
         | puzzles, board games, crosswords, programming. But spending
         | time with people isn't like that. Talking to a group of people
         | I half-know is like someone has slipped a hobby-knife under my
         | fingernail and is slowly extending it. I can feasibly have a
         | good conversation, or even notionally a good time; but it's
         | hard to ignore the knife.
        
         | MattPalmer1086 wrote:
         | You find it enjoyable to be with people you like all the time.
         | Other people don't and reach a point where it becomes
         | uncomfortable to continue.
         | 
         | It's not because of some weird attitude about wasting energy on
         | having a good time. Quite the opposite; once you reach your
         | limit, it becomes wasting mental energy on _not_ having a good
         | time.
        
         | creaktive wrote:
         | Consider this: you can't read facial expressions, nor the tone
         | of the voice. Moreover, most people you interact with
         | misinterpret your face/voice, assuming you're joking when
         | you're dead serious (and vice versa). So, you come up with
         | strategies to cope with your deficiencies. Basically, playbooks
         | of what to say if you hear/see so and so, filling the gaps in
         | your sensorium. What's handled by an "autopilot" for most, is a
         | very complicated manual procedure for you. I'm oversimplifying
         | here, of course. There are nuances, but it always boils down to
         | this switch to manual controls when one is tired, and then
         | becoming even more tired and overwhelmed. Hope this helps!
        
           | impoppy wrote:
           | This was the best explanation. I forgot I used to be this
           | awkward as well for many years and the autopilot/manual
           | analogy is just great. I did get much better at this though
           | through lots of practice and patiently wasting my mental
           | energy and having many awkward interactions, now it's all
           | just natural to me. I'll be called an ableist and downvoted,
           | however, I don't really understand what's stopping others
           | from suffering through discomfort to get used to it and not
           | see it as discomfort anymore. Although I did get lucky with
           | my friends groups at the university and first companies I
           | worked for.
        
             | knorker wrote:
             | > This was the best explanation.
             | 
             | It's the only one you choose to believe.
             | 
             | > I don't really understand what's stopping others from
             | suffering through discomfort to get used to it and not see
             | it as discomfort anymore
             | 
             | I wouldn't call it ableist to assume that everybody is just
             | like you. People are different. You wouldn't say "if only
             | everyone suffered through reading this physics book, they'd
             | surely understand the glory of physics, and become
             | physicists".
             | 
             | Or "if only someone would just read my religion's book,
             | then obviously they'd instantly become a devout follower of
             | my particular god?".
             | 
             | It all seems profoundly ignorant, naive, lacking both
             | empathy and theory of mind.
        
             | creaktive wrote:
             | Thank you! I'm glad this metaphor works. As for me,
             | practice did bring many improvements, too. I did stop
             | aiming for "becoming a natural", however. Good enough, is,
             | well, good enough. I'm always trying to improve, of course!
             | Yet, at least for me, it is so easy to accidentally end up
             | just masking, instead of being myself. And masking is a
             | path that brought me to the darkest places. Hence, I
             | strongly believe that there is a hardwired ceiling, that
             | manifests as discomfort. See, some people train hard and
             | benchpress the weight of a small car. Other people get
             | seriously injured before hitting 100kg. I see no reason for
             | brain being any different.
        
         | knorker wrote:
         | > Introverts, fight me.
         | 
         | Unhelpful.
         | 
         | > I simply cannot comprehend how something as enjoyable as
         | spending time with people you like can be so mentally taxing?
         | 
         | It's not a perfect analogy, but you might as well blame people
         | for eventually needing to sleep.
         | 
         | It's super enjoyable to be awake. What could possibly make you
         | want to stop what you're doing, only to go into a dark room and
         | do NOTHING for eight whole hours?!
         | 
         | Some people are also tortured by silence, and they simply MUST
         | talk non stop. To other people, never just having a quiet
         | moment is torture. Are you the former? If you never again in
         | your life had two awake seconds without someone talking, would
         | that be heaven or hell?
         | 
         | > I tend to think that it's because of the attitude that
         | implies that the one has to waste mental energy on having a
         | good time.
         | 
         | You said "I simply cannot comprehend[...]". How about you stick
         | to that, instead of baselessly saying introverts must simply
         | have an attitude problem?
        
         | dqv wrote:
         | Most introverts are totally fine with spending time with people
         | (albeit in smaller intimate settings). They are just (a lot)
         | more comfortable with "awkward silence" than extraverts are.
         | Spending time with someone shouldn't mean the entire occasion
         | is filled with talking amongst eachother. Honestly I'm glad I
         | can appreciate both.
         | 
         | Introvert social recipe, mileage may vary
         | 
         | 1. Cozy room, moody lighting
         | 
         | 2. Nice vinyl (harder to pause ). You'll probably want a print
         | out of the lyrics if applicable
         | 
         | 3. Maybe some projected visualizations or visualizations on a
         | TV
         | 
         | 4. Vibe
         | 
         | 5. Discussion time at the end will vary, but idk, it's still
         | fun to me to sit around cool people and have a mutual
         | experience that doesn't require talking, so that's enough for
         | me. It's also an opportunity to have them suggest a new album
         | to listen to next time, but you also have to accept you might
         | not get immediate feedback because they want to spend more time
         | thinking about it.
         | 
         | Think of basically anything else that doesn't require talking
         | and you can spend time with an introvert doing that. Part of
         | what makes them uncomfortable in social situations is feeling
         | pressure to say something when they have nothing to say. Allow
         | the silence to happen.
         | 
         | You do have to have introvert break out rooms at parties. A
         | sound machine drowns out the noise. No extraverted behavior in
         | the break out room! Extraverts who can't respect the boundary
         | don't get another invitation.
         | 
         | Oh and of course extraverts should know better than anyone that
         | sometimes people just don't like you and that's ok. That's one
         | downside of hanging out with some extraverts... extravert-on-
         | extravert violence is pretty exhausting.
         | 
         | The best thing you can do for comprehending an introvert is
         | realize that not all social interactions have to fit your
         | preconceived notion of what a social interaction is.
        
         | lljk_kennedy wrote:
         | My intersect of "people I like" and "people I have to spend
         | time with" is likely smaller than yours.
        
         | zb3 wrote:
         | Well, you've answered your own question - "you cannot
         | comprehend", but others can. This should inspire you to
         | question your own views first, then look for the answers in a
         | more humble way.
        
         | int_19h wrote:
         | > I simply cannot comprehend how something as enjoyable as
         | spending time with people you like can be so mentally taxing?
         | 
         | Similarly, I simply cannot comprehend how something as tedious
         | as partying with dozens of people you hardly even know can
         | _not_ be so mentally taxing.
         | 
         | But that's fine. We don't need to comprehend how it works in
         | others. We just need to accept that it does indeed work in
         | different ways for different people, and treat them
         | accordingly, as we ourselves wish to be treated by those who
         | can't comprehend how it works for us.
        
       | jasdi wrote:
       | Try framing it in terms of what you Need from people. Avoiding
       | using "should" so much. It will help you become conscious of what
       | your needs are. Confusing your needs with others needs is also a
       | trap.
       | 
       | We can only talk in terms of our Needs and why those needs are
       | important to us. Anything else sounds like passing judgement and
       | the reaction will be negative.
        
         | BeetleB wrote:
         | > Avoiding using "should" so much.
         | 
         | I have two phrases I use often:
         | 
         | "Should is not in my vocabulary"
         | 
         | "Should is a lazy word"
         | 
         | People use words like "should" and "must" to get around
         | explaining their perspectives.
         | 
         | I remember early in my career, I made a request for a feature
         | to an employee in another team. Their SW was allowing users to
         | specify parameters that made the whole model unphysical, and it
         | was a burden on us users to always double check that parameter
         | "X" was not negative. The SW wouldn't fail. It would simply not
         | give correct results (and they wouldn't be wildly wrong that
         | you'll quickly realize it).
         | 
         | I requested that they simply not allow a negative value. We
         | didn't always put one there - sometimes it was the output of
         | another process, and I didn't want to continually check that
         | our automation wasn't putting in unphysical values.
         | 
         | The response? "The engineer should be diligent in making sure
         | the value is not negative".
         | 
         | Should is a lazy word. He didn't explain at all why he's
         | rejecting the feature request. I would have preferred "Low
         | priority - we simply don't have the time."
         | 
         | Start counting how often someone uses the word as a way to
         | avoid explaining him/herself.
        
       | HPsquared wrote:
       | For me the "energy gain" / "energy drain" question depends
       | MASSIVELY on who I happen to be spending time with. So much so
       | that recently I'm doubting if I even am an introvert. With the
       | right people it's all good.
        
         | ambicapter wrote:
         | Yup, I've never bought into the intro/extrovert spectrum
         | because it doesn't really seem to cover some pretty common
         | cases.
        
         | jghn wrote:
         | This is me as well. For me it's not "socializing = energy
         | drain" or the opposite. It's more about situations. In most
         | situations I find talking with people, being in crowds, etc to
         | be draining. But plop me into what is a relatively small list
         | of "right circumstances" and it's the exact opposite.
        
           | Jensson wrote:
           | > In most situations I find talking with people, being in
           | crowds, etc to be draining
           | 
           | Then you are an introvert. They are talking about most
           | situations, if there are some cliques you feel comfortable
           | around then you are still an introvert.
           | 
           | Extroverts has a small set of situations where they get
           | drained instead. It isn't like anyone loves all human
           | contact, its just some have an issue with most contact and
           | others like it most of the time.
        
         | happytoexplain wrote:
         | I've always assumed people are largely the same, socially. I.e.
         | we enjoy being with people we mesh with, and don't enjoy being
         | with people we don't mesh with. The thing is, you can like
         | people you don't mesh with. You might not have a single bad
         | thing to say of a person, yet still have no interest in hanging
         | out with them.
         | 
         | And then, surprise, being forced to do things you don't enjoy
         | is draining. Especially when it involves long periods of
         | politely choosing your words and facial expressions to pretend
         | you're not bored/frustrated.
         | 
         | The only thing that makes an "introvert" is when the genre of
         | person they mesh with happens to be more numerically rare.
         | There is a ton of variety in humans. It doesn't mean anything
         | significant that your "group" is small.
        
       | spzb wrote:
       | That's a very long post to say "I don't understand
       | extraversion/introversion"
        
       | noduerme wrote:
       | Like so many things, introversion can now be both medicalized as
       | a disorder _and_ celebrated as a lifestyle choice. This allows
       | some people to pick whichever is psychologically soothing to them
       | at the moment and use it to justify a lack of effort, as if
       | socializing were not a skill that many people actually have to
       | work on.
        
         | zb3 wrote:
         | How about "shutting up and leaving people alone" as a skill
         | that many people should have to work on? Let's distribute the
         | effort.
        
       | jmyeet wrote:
       | Articles like this are (IMHO) ableist and come from an extremely
       | neurotypical perspective. "Just practice social skills" to me is
       | like teling depressed people "just go outside and touch grass".
       | 
       | There's not a single mention of ADHD or autism in here. My own
       | understanding of this has evolved over the years.
       | 
       | The first stage is to understand introversion / extroversion as
       | simply to not like / like socializing, people, large groups or
       | whatever. This is a shallow and pretty inaccurate understanding,
       | one many people such as myself chafe against. I consider myself
       | an introvert but like certain social activities so these labels
       | never seem to quite fit.
       | 
       | The next stage is the "social battery" understanding of
       | introversion / extroversion. That is, social activities will
       | either drain or charge your "social battery".
       | 
       | After this you start to ask questions like "why does X drain my
       | social battery?" and "what does draining a social battery really
       | mean?" and you start to realize you're still describing symptoms,
       | not causes.
       | 
       | The key insight is that something drains your social battery
       | because you're _masking_ [1]. So-called extroverts don 't need to
       | mask. So-called introverts do.
       | 
       | Yes, you can get better at following social norms and develop
       | coping strategies for large groups, socializing with strangers,
       | etc but all you're really doing is getting better at masking.
       | That can be useful because it can change how other people respond
       | to you but it's a bit like telling a depressed person to "just
       | smile".
       | 
       | [1]: https://www.autism.org.uk/advice-and-
       | guidance/topics/behavio...
        
       | rors wrote:
       | I feel like a lot of these debates boil down dealing with
       | discomfort. We seem to be creating a society where everyone feels
       | they have the right to not feeling stressed and uncomfortable.
       | The danger to never feeling challenged is that you don't grow.
       | You get stuck in a rut and everyone passes you by.
       | 
       | Part of dealing with discomfort is learning what your limits are.
       | No one should put themselves in a situation with you have a
       | breakdown. I find that a small amount of stress in my life is
       | good and results in growth. But a huge amount is overwhelming
       | which leads to burnout.
        
         | jrs235 wrote:
         | I agree. While some people are uncomfortable in social settings
         | and/or talking alot, especially "small talk", other people are
         | uncomfortable sitting in silence. BOTH types of people need to
         | work on be more comfortable being uncomfortable. However, it's
         | seen as rude to tell overs to just "be quiet for a bit and
         | enjoy the silence" vs "you're socially awkward because you
         | refuse to talk to me"...
         | 
         | My father in law seems unable to sit queitly in group settings.
         | He performs too much small talk in my opinion. And it seems
         | merely to fill the silence since they are often the same
         | questions day in and day out. Either his memory is very bad, or
         | he's not actually listening, just wanting to make noise. I've
         | given up wasting my breath (re)answering the same questions. It
         | seems he doesn't truly care about what others think, say, or
         | feel... otherwise he might work on committing answers to
         | memory. And even when folks start talking, he interrupts a
         | lot... I truly hope it's not poor memory.
        
       | niam wrote:
       | I mostly don't see the point in these terms anymore. They were
       | presumably created to categorize people but suck at it because
       | nobody agrees where the boundaries of the category are, and the
       | resolution on the term is so low for how many domains of
       | personality it touches.
        
         | blueflow wrote:
         | This is a general problem with language.
        
       | j_crick wrote:
       | > They use introversion as an excuse to not grow.
       | 
       | As if people who the author accuses of this sin have the same
       | definition of, or feel the same about "growing" as the author...
        
       | josefritzishere wrote:
       | Perhaps it has been said but can we agree that it's ok to be
       | introverted?
        
       | bravetraveler wrote:
       | Conversely, being too open/productive may also lead to burn out.
       | The trap of participation
        
       | nuancebydefault wrote:
       | To introverts I would say: just now and then try to get out of
       | your comfort zone. Most of the time, it will feel liberating and
       | next time it becomes much easier.
       | 
       | Step 1. Regularly talk to strangers. Most easily it can be done
       | at public transport or at a shop. Start with places where you are
       | waiting for a short time. Just ask a silly question or say
       | something about the weather.
       | 
       | Step 2 speak up in small groups. Just say something funny in
       | between. Or ask a really curious question about what someone is
       | saying.
       | 
       | Step 3 take the lead in organizing a Teams call that anyways need
       | scheduling. Be the MC or host. Just state what the meeting is
       | about, what is to be accomplished and listen and note some things
       | for in the summary.
       | 
       | Step 4 do a talk in front of an audience. That will need some
       | prep and some rehearsal, this one is quite difficult for myself
       | as well.
       | 
       | Everyting worth the effort, takes effort.
        
         | bluefirebrand wrote:
         | All of your advice is for shy people, not introverts
         | 
         | Being an introvert is not the same as being shy, and it is long
         | past time that people stop conflating the two concepts
         | 
         | You cannot "fix" being an introvert by practicing being social
        
           | nothrabannosir wrote:
           | could you humor me and exPlain why you think this? I'm
           | neither shy nor introverted and I have only a casual
           | understanding of either. If I take their comment literally, I
           | guess the only part I would see being different is "it will
           | feel liberating." But aside from that I do support the advice
           | of people going out of their comfort zone, even if they hate
           | it.
           | 
           | I read GPs advice as "go to the social gym." For some people
           | the gym ends up feeling good, others will hate it no matter
           | what, but the advice is sound regardless.
           | 
           | What do you think though?
        
         | edgarvaldes wrote:
         | I am an introvert. I can talk to strangers, but prefer not to.
         | I speak in small groups of friends or collegues, I am the lead
         | in lots of calls, I even do training to big audiences. When in
         | the moment, I can do it without hesitation, but in the end its
         | always draining.
        
         | NikolaNovak wrote:
         | Good advice but we need to change its scope: All of that works
         | if your problem is shyness or being self conscious. And indeed
         | there's a strong Venn diagram between shyness, quietness, self
         | consciousness, awkwardness, and introvertness. But it's not the
         | same.
         | 
         | I'm inherently all of those things. After 20 years in
         | consulting though, including dedicated training and experience,
         | nobody believes me anymore - I've built strong social skills
         | and come off cheerfully comfortable at work and random social
         | situations. I've been formally mentoring people emotional
         | intelligence and soft skills for at least 6-8 years.
         | 
         | But they are _exhausting_ , even those that have become second
         | nature / automatic. And that issue is not becoming lesser with
         | age or skills or experience. And the more people in a group,
         | the more exponentially exhausting every experience is :-/
        
           | bdangubic wrote:
           | what you do - even if ALL the love for it is there in you -
           | sounds absolutely exhausting to me (especially after as many
           | years as you have been doing it) and I am about as extrovert
           | as it gets, much like you are described your sister in the
           | other comment.
           | 
           | is it plausible that your feels are not as closely related to
           | you being introvert and just nature of the career itself?
        
       | kstrauser wrote:
       | I regularly say yes to work dinners and such that I don't
       | personally want to attend. That sort of thing is far outside my
       | comfort zone, and that's exactly why I do it.
       | 
       | It's good exercise to pretend to be outgoing and chatty for an
       | evening. Like any other skill, you get better at it with
       | practice! And the author here is _so_ right: almost everyone else
       | at these things besides the salespeople are probably also
       | introverts. I can promise you that you won't be the only one
       | there. I never am.
        
       | jancsika wrote:
       | > While the reality is, it takes effort to communicate and drains
       | energy for everyone.
       | 
       | This is a low effort take that depends on the ambiguity of
       | language to sound true.
       | 
       | "Drain" for the author apparently means literally using up a
       | finite amount of human energy, concentration, and willpower.
       | That's a truism.
       | 
       | "Drain" for an introvert can mean anything from starting a muscle
       | tension clock that will eventually cause a headache to a
       | straight-up panic attack that could take hours/days to recover
       | from.
       | 
       | It's probably even worse for young people who are introverts and
       | haven't been taught how to say no or set boundaries. (I remember
       | explaining to some college-age people that saying no is a skill,
       | and they looked at me like I had just revealed to them that, with
       | enough practice, humans can actually fly.)
        
         | xvector wrote:
         | > "Drain" for an introvert can mean anything from starting a
         | muscle tension clock that will eventually cause a headache to a
         | straight-up panic attack that could take hours/days to recover
         | from.
         | 
         | Unless you are being hyperbolic with your usage of the word
         | "panic attack", having one during social events is not "being
         | an introvert," it's a medical condition.
         | 
         | I am an introvert and have also had unrelated panic attacks.
         | Panic attacks effectively paralyze you, you feel a deep and
         | uncontrollable sense of doom, often accompanied by
         | palpitations. Sometimes you feel like you can't breathe.
         | 
         | If caused by social interaction, that's not a normal thing to
         | experience, even for introverts. That is in the territory of
         | actual medical issues: panic disorder, social anxiety disorder,
         | etc.
        
           | sabellito wrote:
           | Absolutely bizarre that you're being downvoted. Having panic
           | attacks is not a normal reaction to any normal human
           | situation, gp absolutely should look for medical and
           | psychological help.
        
       | xvector wrote:
       | > Ram learns about Shyam's promotion and feels a bit
       | disappointed. He goes back home and says to himself "I am not an
       | extrovert", consoles himself and moves on with life.
       | 
       | I have seen this play out time and time again at nearly every
       | company I've worked at and even every team I've TL'd.
       | 
       | I used to be a "proud introvert" myself. The "proud introverts"
       | often feel wronged in these situations, struggling to understand
       | that communication is just as valid and critical of a skill as
       | writing code.
       | 
       | Accepting that I didn't need to make "being an introvert" my
       | identity, and learning how to communicate, _skyrocketed_ my
       | career.
        
       | cvoss wrote:
       | > "Hey man, what's up? Why don't you approach and talk to a few
       | here? They are friendly, you know. You like Open Source, so maybe
       | talk to that guy (pointing to a senior of mine) and ask him how
       | he got started."
       | 
       | This is completely wrong-headed on the part of the host of this
       | gathering. The correct move is "Hey, man, it looks like you don't
       | have a lot of connections in this room. Let me introduce you to a
       | friend of mine... [Friend], this is Aditya. [Say something
       | interesting about Aditya to justify Friend's attention.] You two
       | have [X] in common. Aditya, I have known Friend for [Y] years.
       | Ask him about [Z]. etc." The host mediates the introduction for a
       | respectful amount of time, and then walks away.
       | 
       | That is the function and, truthfully, the responsibility, of a
       | host at a gathering where not everybody knows everybody.
       | 
       | Whereas, some people would find it impertinent for a stranger to
       | barge in on a conversation and introduce themselves as if they
       | were important enough to deserve attention. Maybe they are, but
       | they may be supposed to let somebody else do that for them. And
       | likewise, many people feel slimy going around putting on an air
       | of self-importance. It is hardly fair to characterize this kind
       | of sensibility as "pride" or a feeling of "disgust" toward other
       | guests.
       | 
       | Read some Jane Austen for more.
        
         | BeetleB wrote:
         | Fully agree. I read that intro section and closed the page. I
         | didn't want advice from someone who could be so poor at this,
         | _and not even realize it_. Instead of introspecting about his
         | own contribution to the problematic interaction, he went ahead
         | and made it the other guy 's fault.
        
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