[HN Gopher] The Surreal Magnificence of Fatherhood
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       The Surreal Magnificence of Fatherhood
        
       Author : shreyans
       Score  : 117 points
       Date   : 2024-12-08 13:35 UTC (9 hours ago)
        
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       | nickpsecurity wrote:
       | That was a great article. It highlights many things I routinely
       | hear in church about how God works through families. They and the
       | books we read talk about how children are a gift that humbles us,
       | starts transforming our character, and teaches us a lot. God uses
       | children in big ways.
       | 
       | Recently, we've been reading Disciplines of a Godly Man by R.
       | Kent Hughes. Today we're to discuss the chapter on Fatherhood. I
       | was happy to see the author had learned a few of these lessons.
       | Here's a few for those interested.
       | 
       | Do's include investing time in them, speaking tenderly, teaching
       | them, setting an example, discipline where necessary, and
       | especially praying for them. If they have Christ, and God
       | intervenes for them, many situations day to day work out better
       | than if left purely to human nature. My friends strongly attest
       | to this with many examples.
       | 
       | Don't included too much criticism (or too little praise),
       | excessive strictness, irritability (esp "been at work all day!"),
       | inconsistency, and favoritism. He gives examples of each hurting
       | relationships between fathers and sons.
       | 
       | I thought those were a nice start. Character of Christ, putting
       | the children first (love), and some specific tips. Lastly, we can
       | be calm knowing God is in control of every step of our future. He
       | just expects us to act on what we've learned a day at a time.
       | He'll only let happen what needs to happen for His plan for our
       | lives and our kids' lives. That's comforting.
        
         | hiatus wrote:
         | > He'll only let happen what needs to happen for His plan for
         | our lives and our kids' lives. That's comforting.
         | 
         | I am sure that parents can find comfort in "god's plan" when
         | they are mourning the loss of an abducted child or worse.
         | Unless some lives are just pawns for the lessons of others,
         | which does not seem to be the message preached by Christianity.
        
           | nickpsecurity wrote:
           | You've brought up important points. Why does suffering exist?
           | How do people face it differently if they know God
           | personally?
           | 
           | God intended for us to live forever in a paradise with Him.
           | Instead, people wanted to be their own gods, lie, lust,
           | steal, kidnap, etc. Even if warned, all have sinned and
           | continue to choose evil. Suffering is God's wrath on sin,
           | often through our own decisions but not always. He wants
           | people to repent whereupon they will eventually see a world
           | restored.
           | 
           | (Essentially, everyone who commits evil was the cause of the
           | dead children, etc. A collective responsibility. They won't
           | stop doing evil either. Not even to save children.)
           | 
           | Parent also tell me how the Spirit of God and prayer help. So
           | many situations go better than they would have. That's by
           | good teaching (character), a disaster avoided by an unlikely
           | event answered in prayer, more calm during it, or increased
           | wisdom on the way out of it. The peace God gives to believers
           | in all circumstances, an inner peace, helps facing chaos and
           | uncertainty. Like sending kids to college knowing God is with
           | them.
           | 
           | I interviewed tons of people as a hardcore atheist. I've
           | listened to many as a Christian. My friends lost children,
           | had their sisters kidnapped (two murdered), etc. I had PTSD,
           | etc. The difference between how people experience these
           | events in Christ vs on their own is very evident. Also, God's
           | interventions for those that pray can be huge.
           | 
           | Here's a recent one. A couple I met in a store told me why
           | they appreciate Christ more that week. Their son's car was
           | smashed into a tree (looked like it was compacted) with
           | driver leaving his body in a ditch to die. A relative, devout
           | Christian, felt an overwhelming urge to take a different road
           | which they thought was from God. They saw his body in a
           | chance event. In the hospital, after more prayer, he had a
           | swollen eye and a rod in his leg instead of dead which the
           | EMT's said happened to everyone else they saw in that
           | situation.
           | 
           | Likewise, my friend whose sisters were kidnapped wasn't close
           | to Christ. Situation made the news. Two girls were killed.
           | Many people prayed for God to intervene. Between the
           | attacker's decision and a bystander's presence, an unlikely
           | tip happened that led police to where the other two were
           | held. That could've gone very differently.
           | 
           | Two more. Another friend lost her daughter to a hit and run
           | by a texting teenager. While depressing, she's been highly
           | impactful to others thanks to a strong relationship with
           | Christ. Didn't go back to hard drugs she had just kicked.
           | Also, love of Christ motivated her to worry about the
           | driver's emotional health so much she contacted her to
           | counsel her. She and the woman who killed her daughter are on
           | good terms despite the tragedy.
           | 
           | In another case, baby Silas was dying in the hospital.
           | Pictures showed him a gray color with holes in his neck. Eyes
           | rolled back in his head. They were praying as a group for
           | him. He's alive and well today.
           | 
           | Better than all of this, our experiences with Christ just
           | point to the greater truth that one day all who believe will
           | be in heaven with Him. There will be no pain. He will wipe
           | away ever tear from every eye. If they were in Christ, we
           | didn't lose any loved ones cuz we'll see them again. Even
           | those who sadly weren't born. :)
        
             | hiatus wrote:
             | You haven't addressed the secondary point I was making:
             | what does an innocent child have to repent for? What is the
             | purpose of their gruesome death? If it is for the benefit
             | of others, that means some of us are just pawns for the
             | lessons of others. The alternative is that some kids just
             | die through no fault of their own and for no reason at all
             | (which leads to the question: why would an all-knowing,
             | loving god allow that?). Of course, this all ignores the
             | suffering of other life like chickens that through no fault
             | of their own born and die in the same cage without ever
             | seeing the sun.
             | 
             | > Suffering is God's wrath on sin, often through our own
             | decisions but not always. He wants people to repent
             | whereupon they will eventually see a world restored.
             | 
             | So a toddler abducted and murdered suffered to repent for
             | what? To teach the parents a lesson? To bring the parents
             | closer to Christ? I have asked this question to many
             | religious teachers and all had answers similar to yours (or
             | hid behind things like "they weren't baptized") and none
             | addressed the core that real, innocent people die horrible
             | deaths from time to time through no fault of their own.
             | Others may learn and grow from the experience but what
             | about the innocent person that died?
        
               | nickpsecurity wrote:
               | To understand this, you have to start with four
               | components: God's sovereignty; human's autonomy with
               | consequences; individual vs group effects; all sin (evil)
               | must be punished.
               | 
               | God is sovereign which means He can do what He pleases.
               | He created us to worship Him and love each other. He's
               | also painting a story of humanity that shows who He is
               | (all attributes), who we are, and how that interacts. We
               | are all part of the story He is telling whether we want
               | to be or not. Christ dying for unworthy, unrepentant
               | people to redeem and adopt them as His children is the
               | climax of His love story.
               | 
               | God making us in His image means He makes us autonomous:
               | free agents able to choose good or evil. He also allows
               | the consequences of both. On an eternal level, choosing
               | Christ leads to life while betraying a perfect,
               | everlasting God leads to eternal punishment. On earthly
               | level, our choices impact us, our families, and our
               | societies. God lets most play out with minimal
               | intervention. If His children ask Him (pray), He
               | sometimes intervenes on those same levels to help them.
               | 
               | We're also in it together. God judges our actions as
               | individuals, families, nations, and even humanity as a
               | whole. He blesses obedience and curses disobedience which
               | includes, per Deuteronomy 27-30, both fertility rates and
               | our health.
               | 
               | We also see most harms are directly tied to selfish,
               | sinful behavior of humans (consequences of choices). His
               | wrath is often letting our choices hurt us so we or
               | others will learn from it. Ex: My PTSD was caused by
               | others' sins but my liver problems came from mine. Many
               | health problems are caused by our diets, how we process
               | food, and stressful choices. Our public policies,
               | including financial investments, can help or hurt people.
               | Individually and nationally, we can intervene (or not) to
               | help the helpless or restrain evil. Choices ->
               | consequences.
               | 
               | That all of humanity rebels against God, even daily
               | choosing evil, requires a holy God to respond to that.
               | Genesis 3 and 4 said He cursed the Earth with hard labor,
               | childbearing pain, and death itself. People didn't
               | repent. So, that form of His wrath continues as both
               | justice and tough love to inspire repentance.
               | 
               | That's why children die. They die because everyone
               | opposes God to a degree which forgoes protections, like
               | against natural causes, that are conditional on
               | collective obedience. They die because we poison our
               | environment, our bodies, and so on. They die when people
               | neglect them or kill them, inside and outside the womb.
               | We're tested where some have conditions that can be
               | treated but we're too selfish to allocate the resources
               | that way. Then, people mistreat them as adults, too.
               | 
               | So, the combo is the moral law of God that
               | rewards/punishes choices, free will means we can earn
               | justice for evil choices, that our choices affect other
               | people, and a holy God always punishes sin somehow. That
               | creates all suffering on the Earth. People also stay evil
               | even when we tell them that which justifies God's wrath
               | even more.
               | 
               | Yet, God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so
               | that whoever believes in Him shall never perish but have
               | eternal life. Whoever confessed Jesus is Lord will be
               | saved. He'll help them transform, too. Repent and choose
               | life. That He offers these things to wicked people, even
               | guaranteeing their salvation by Jesus' own blood, is the
               | Good News.
        
               | The_Colonel wrote:
               | > That He offers these things to wicked people, even
               | guaranteeing their salvation by Jesus' own blood, is the
               | Good News.
               | 
               | Is it? The fact you can do unlimited evil and be just
               | fine as long as you lick the right boots sounds pretty
               | horrible.
               | 
               | All in all, from your description the god is a pretty
               | despicable being.
        
               | nickpsecurity wrote:
               | When you do wrong, and realize it, do you hope for mercy?
               | Do you want mercy for the evils you've committed to this
               | second?
               | 
               | If you have kids, and they make bad choices, do you want
               | them to be in prison forever or reform into a better
               | life?
               | 
               | Does someone who sees the best in someone and love them
               | want to hurt them? Or do just enough damage to teach the
               | lesson while getting back into a positive relationship
               | with them?
               | 
               | While Hell is for being God's enemy, do you think a
               | person who commits finite sins against other people whose
               | damage does away after death should receive infinite
               | punishment? Or should the punishment be related to the
               | damage done? And should they ever receive mercy in
               | sentencing if truly repentant?
               | 
               | God is justice but He is love. He does both. His Word
               | says "I take no pleasure in the death of the wicked but
               | would rather they turn and live." His love outweighs His
               | justice if people truly repent.
               | 
               | There's also eternity to think about. Even the worst
               | things here are barely a blink of an eye in eternity. I'd
               | rather the people who abused me, of which there were
               | many, not burn alive in a lake of fire forever and ever.
               | I was spared for my sins and I'd like them to be.
               | 
               | People who come to Christ are transformed into new people
               | who often don't think in the worst ways they used to.
               | People in my life now barely believe my testimony saying
               | I could never be that person. Yet, they've seen others
               | transformed, too. God will finish it later by removing
               | our sinful nature entirely as a gift for loyalty.
               | 
               | Punishing the repentant person, who is a new creation,
               | would be more like punishing a person who didn't commit
               | the crime. That they've walked away from sins that now
               | disgust them is good enough for me. I'd rather see the
               | character of Christ expressed through them. I want to see
               | the good works God prepared beforehand when He
               | predistined them to be redeemed. I also love hearing the
               | testimonies of what they were and what God is doing now.
        
         | hooverd wrote:
         | As someone who used to work with a children's hospital (on the
         | EMR site but still) I wish we could find and kill the asshole
         | who decided a myriad of childhood cancers was in their grand
         | plan.
        
         | lwhalen wrote:
         | I would never subject a tiny innocent mind to the unabashed
         | brainwashing and shame-factory that passes as 'religion' these
         | days.
        
           | mistermann wrote:
           | There is substantial irony in your comment fyi.
        
             | lwhalen wrote:
             | do tell?
        
               | mistermann wrote:
               | One of the most popular criticisms of religion is that it
               | is faith-based, but almost always overlooked is that all
               | metaphysical frameworks are faith-based, including yours
               | which caused you to believe that you possess knowledge,
               | when what you actually have is belief.
               | 
               | Luckily, this can be easily dismissed with some pre-
               | existing memes. Almost nothing can break a metaphysical
               | framework once it takes root in the mind, in my
               | experience anyways (a little irony on my behalf to make
               | things kinda even, and foster inter-religious harmony) :)
        
               | lwhalen wrote:
               | The vast majority of my belief system is or can trivially
               | be peer-reviewed and reproduced. I'm sure I've got SOME
               | illogical or untested/untestable beliefs rattling around
               | in there somewhere, but it's far less egregious than
               | "sky-daddy says I should love, honor, and obey him - and
               | most crucially give him MONEY as the almighty is somehow
               | perpetually short on cash - so I can be saved".
               | 
               | Wait, what am I going to be saved from, you say? Oh, what
               | sky-daddy will do to me if I DON'T love, honor, obey, and
               | tithe him, etc.
        
               | throw10920 wrote:
               | > Wait, what am I going to be saved from, you say? Oh,
               | what sky-daddy will do to me if I DON'T love, honor,
               | obey, and tithe him, etc.
               | 
               | You need to take a look at the HN guidelines because you
               | have very clearly not read them.
               | 
               | https://news.ycombinator.com/newsguidelines.html
        
               | mistermann wrote:
               | I am perfectly fine with it.
               | 
               | The HN (and other "intellectual" online spaces)
               | guidelines are a big part of The Problem.
        
               | anon291 wrote:
               | Sky daddy won't do anything to you.
               | 
               | Sky daddy offers ready forgiveness unlike the new secular
               | regime.
        
               | mistermann wrote:
               | > The vast majority of my belief system is or can
               | trivially be peer-reviewed and reproduced.
               | 
               | Not possible for you to know (more Faith...watch out for
               | misdirection though).
               | 
               | > but it's far less egregious than "sky-daddy says I
               | should love, honor, and obey him - and most crucially
               | give him MONEY as the almighty is somehow perpetually
               | short on cash - so I can be saved".
               | 
               | I will resist the urge to make up something about Your
               | Kind and represent it as True.
               | 
               | > Wait, what am I going to be saved from, you say?
               | 
               | How about: _yourselves_?
        
               | lwhalen wrote:
               | You are backing into a very common fallacy, Pascal's
               | Wager. "If not the christian god, why not the flying
               | spaghetti monster" is what this usually boils down to.
               | Anything that is presented without evidence, can be
               | dismissed without evidence.
        
               | anon291 wrote:
               | There are many critiques
        
         | aliasxneo wrote:
         | I was gonna say you must be new to HN, but it appears you're
         | not. I assumed the anti-Christian sentiment had finally driven
         | most Christians away from here.
        
           | genghisjahn wrote:
           | I've been here for a bit and I'm a Christian. Pain and
           | suffering are difficult to rationalize with the whole "God
           | only gives you want you can handle stuff." It's not
           | comforting. Bad things happen to Christians all the time. I
           | try to ease suffering no matter who it happens to. It does
           | help me to remember that Jesus suffered too.
           | 
           | I'd say more but my son is saying "play with me" over and
           | over. Take care ya'll.
        
         | anonu wrote:
         | I think your comment is additive to the conversation, despite
         | it not agreeing with the core HN cohort. Not worth downvoting
         | IMO.
        
         | isoprophlex wrote:
         | If you want to prosetylize, go hand out flyers in a shopping
         | mall or whatever...
        
       | nazghoul wrote:
       | Good read. I really liked the line about soliciting advice from
       | second time parents.
       | 
       | Also: "We all came out like this. This is how it has always
       | happened. Insane."
       | 
       | ... I was a C-section :P
        
         | DoingIsLearning wrote:
         | Well, there are Persian texts talking about c-sections more
         | than 3 millenia old. So I guess if you adjust your timeline you
         | can argue C-sections are also "how it has always happened" for
         | some of us.
        
         | flpm wrote:
         | As a second time parent, looking back now, that is such a good
         | advice. On the first play-through we second guessed ourselves
         | so much. On the second time, we knew where all the good loot
         | was hidden. :) we felt so much more in control. The truth is
         | that a lot of details first-time parents try to control don't
         | really matter that much or cannot really be controlled.
        
           | xandrius wrote:
           | What are these details? I'm curious to know what to focus on
           | and what not to.
        
             | dgfitz wrote:
             | Sometimes when they have a temper tantrum (at home) it's ok
             | to let them scream for 5 minutes. Usually when they realize
             | you don't care they start to calm down.
             | 
             | Letting a baby fuss in their crib for 5-10 minutes won't
             | kill them if you need to take a shit.
             | 
             | Start feeding them more than just milk/formula at 6-8
             | months.
             | 
             | They're going to fall and hurt themselves a lot, kids
             | bounce.
             | 
             | Kids feel your energy and reflect it like a mirror, and
             | they hear fucking EVERYTHING you say when when you don't
             | see them.
             | 
             | Saying "no" is a good thing, kids actually crave structure,
             | and rules create structure. And tantrums, see first point.
             | 
             | Always, always, always follow through. If you say "throw
             | that again and I'm taking it" and you don't take it, you're
             | setting yourself up for more testing of boundaries. Also,
             | don't make a threat you don't mean.
             | 
             | I could probably write a book, if this was helpful I can
             | keep going.
        
               | pedrosorio wrote:
               | > Start feeding them more than just milk/formula at 6-8
               | months.
               | 
               | This feels out of place. What did you do the first time?
        
               | dgfitz wrote:
               | Like, baby oatmeal mixed with breast milk. Then scrambled
               | eggs, soft foods.
        
               | papa-whisky wrote:
               | My wife and I found this super helpful for introducing
               | foods: https://solidstarts.com/ (no affiliation)
        
         | mattgreenrocks wrote:
         | Pet peeve: parents you meet in passing warning me that
         | $THEIR_KIDS_AGE is actually the hardest age to parent after
         | asking how old my son is. :)
         | 
         | Nobody said it was going to be easy. They're just venting after
         | all. I just smile and nod.
        
           | dgfitz wrote:
           | I always tell my spouse: "the easiest day we had with the
           | kids was yesterday" and they're 2, 4, and 10.
        
       | dannyfreeman wrote:
       | What a beautiful post. I've always had a difficult time
       | explaining how having a child has fundamentally changed who I am
       | to people who don't have kids. This captures some of that well.
       | Thank you for sharing!!
        
         | mattgreenrocks wrote:
         | It's difficult to relate even to parents. But some days
         | honestly feel like Christmas did when I was a kid, with all the
         | potentiality. And the bad days have a sense of endless
         | responsibility that can feel overwhelming.
         | 
         | My life in my 20s had too little meaning. Now, in my 40s,
         | sometimes it feels like too much. I much prefer it to how it
         | used to be, though.
        
       | mpbart wrote:
       | As a fellow first-time parent with a 1 month old at home this
       | captured a lot of feelings that I've experienced recently. Thanks
       | for taking the time to write such a thoughtful article
        
       | mr_mitm wrote:
       | Is it like this for everyone? I sometimes wonder how large the
       | number of cases is where the parent does not feel like that at
       | all but refrains from sharing it due to societal expectations and
       | fear of being judged. It would introduce a bias regarding these
       | stories.
        
         | tafka wrote:
         | No. I for one am probably heading down the divorce path that
         | the article speaks of (14mo child)
        
           | A_D_E_P_T wrote:
           | If you can hold out for another 18 months, it'll get much
           | better.
           | 
           | In the meantime, if your means allow it, nannies and au pairs
           | can be a _huge_ help. I 'd even advise you to hire a full-
           | timer. (You might even want to consider moving to a country
           | where this is cheaper and more easily possible.) There ought
           | to be no shame in it.
        
           | thuanao wrote:
           | I don't know your situation but for me everything changed
           | once my child could speak and started going to preschool (so
           | I got a break). The fall-in-love-with-child phenomenon didn't
           | happen to me until my child was around 3-1/2
        
           | orzig wrote:
           | There are ways to throw money at the stress you are feeling,
           | which will still be cheaper than divorce. Children can get
           | much easier as they mature, which might give you space to
           | work through your marriage even if it feels impossible now.
           | 
           | I was deeply burned out at the 14 mark with my first child. I
           | did lots of things since then and am much better even after
           | more children.
        
         | A_D_E_P_T wrote:
         | It's certainly not.
         | 
         | To speak plainly, I wasn't terribly interested in my son until
         | he turned 3 years old. Then he started talking, started
         | developing a personality with interests of his own, and
         | fatherhood then became much more interesting. But I was
         | intentionally quite uninvolved in those very early years. I
         | don't regret this, don't see how else it could have been, and
         | indeed I feel that some degree of fatherly aloofness towards
         | infants is natural.
        
           | bqmjjx0kac wrote:
           | That's really interesting to read. I'm a man who has
           | absolutely zero interest in interacting with babies and
           | infants, but kids who can talk and ask questions can be
           | pretty funny and cute even. My wife doesn't understand this
           | at all.
        
             | germinalphrase wrote:
             | I was the same way before having my own children. Then a
             | switch flipped.
        
           | ariwilson wrote:
           | I feel sorry for the mother or whoever was taking care of
           | your child for the first 3 years.
           | 
           | Someone has to guide the small children towards being
           | functional human beings and it's a lot of work. I found they
           | have interesting personalities and ways of expressing
           | themselves by 1 at the latest.
        
             | 627467 wrote:
             | One does the best one can. But I guess "intentionally
             | detaching" doesn't convey the best.
             | 
             | Even ignoring the extra work for the mother or whoever is
             | actually providing the care, this conscious decision is not
             | cost free for the future of the relationship with the
             | child. It makes it harder to straighten the ship later.
        
               | The_Colonel wrote:
               | > this conscious decision is not cost free for the future
               | of the relationship with the child
               | 
               | Same for the relationship with the wife, they remember.
        
             | apwell23 wrote:
             | I wasn't too interested in my son till 1 yr old but I did
             | all the housework ( cooking, cleaning, laundry), taking my
             | son to all doctors appointments, taking him with me to
             | grocery shopping, outdoor walks and to the park.
        
           | causal wrote:
           | > some degree of fatherly aloofness towards infants is
           | natural.
           | 
           | That may have been your experience, but I would push back
           | hard against generalizing that notion.
           | 
           | For my first child, we bottle-fed formula, and I was very
           | involved in her routine: night feedings, diaper changes,
           | counting days since the last poop, all of it. I felt very
           | invested in every tiny milestone. It was a lot of problem
           | solving, and I was very invested in her progress.
           | 
           | For my second child, because my wife breast-fed that time, I
           | felt a little bit more like an outsider. I jumped in to help
           | where I could, but it took longer for me to feel the same
           | kind of connection. I also got much less paternity leave the
           | second time around, which is likely the bigger factor.
           | 
           | All that to say, I think there are a lot of environmental
           | factors that can play into infant attachment. No one should
           | feel guilty for not having attachment right away, but it
           | should still be pursued.
        
           | bossyTeacher wrote:
           | >I feel that some degree of fatherly aloofness towards
           | infants is natural.
           | 
           | Sounds like you are trying to justify your feelings of
           | aloofness by generalisating those feelings.
        
             | dgfitz wrote:
             | Handle checks out.
             | 
             | When the mother breastfeeds, and dad just fills in around
             | the cracks without directly "providing care" beyond holding
             | the kiddo and changing diapers, how can they be judged for
             | feeling aloof? When are they bonding?
             | 
             | You should consider softening your tone, being a dad is
             | fucking hard.
        
               | The_Colonel wrote:
               | > When are they bonding?
               | 
               | All that time in between the breastfeeding? Somehow, this
               | question does not compute for me (as a father of a
               | breast-fed 8-month-old baby).
        
           | rybosome wrote:
           | I'm not going to shame you for your parental experience, but
           | it does not mirror mine as a father.
           | 
           | When my daughter was born I was crying with joy. And while
           | her infancy was enormously challenging, especially as she was
           | born right when COVID lockdowns began (which prevented ANY
           | assistance), I was immediately and profoundly in love with
           | her.
           | 
           | It was very important to me to be extremely engaged when she
           | was an infant. I wanted to - and did - earn her trust as a
           | caretaker and source of comfort. And now, as a 4 year old,
           | the relationship I have with her is utterly priceless.
        
           | IncreasePosts wrote:
           | You don't see how you could have spent more time with your
           | kid for the first 3 years of their life?
           | 
           | It's pretty simple, by doing it.
        
         | mattgreenrocks wrote:
         | Took me about 2-3 years to find my groove as a father.
         | 
         | Later I found out that post-partum depression is a real thing
         | that fathers can go through. I went through all the stages of
         | grief for my old life that I'd grown too attached to. Only when
         | I'd gone through that could I actually open up to accept a
         | newer, bigger life.
         | 
         | My son is 7 now. I love him dearly and am so grateful that I
         | can be a father to him.
        
           | youoy wrote:
           | I unexpectedly went through that when my second kid was born.
           | I somehow felt that my first kid grew up suddenly and I was
           | not able to say goodbye to the little boy that he was while a
           | single kid.
        
             | e1g wrote:
             | My wife experienced a similar reaction to the second - it's
             | obvious in retrospect, but we didn't realize that "one-on-
             | one with an infant" is a unique chapter of parenthood that
             | happens very quickly and only with the first born.
        
         | orzig wrote:
         | I'll throw in another anecdata point (more than one as I have
         | multiple children): I found them to be mostly logistical burden
         | for the first few months he is writing about, but my love fully
         | developed over the years. Don't give up hope if you're not
         | feeling it instantly!
        
         | youoy wrote:
         | Of course it's not like this for everyone. Even for him it is
         | not like this all the time :) but if you listen to the world
         | around you there are these bits of beautiful life that appear
         | here and there.
         | 
         | He says this at some point:
         | 
         | > That was the second thing Theo taught me. The first thing he
         | taught me, at 430am in his first week, when he wouldn't stop
         | crying, as a rage started bubbling up in me, was that no amount
         | of urging, forcing, or frustration will get this tiny baby to
         | do what I want him to do. All I can do is surrender and listen;
         | find peace and meet him from a place of equanimity. Then maybe
         | I'll have the presence of mind to change the wet diaper that
         | was making him cry.
         | 
         | Ask yourself how many times per day do you take a moment to
         | surrender and listen... If you do it (even without a kid) you
         | will find beauty in every aspect of life. The thing about kids
         | is that it can be so overwhelming that they give you no other
         | choice. Of course you still have the choice of not doing it,
         | and this can make you start building a lot of frustration
         | against the kid, your partner, life itself...
        
         | 627467 wrote:
         | > is it like this for everyone
         | 
         | The answer is certainly "no". But does it matter? I guess it
         | does in this age - after decades of social conditioning that
         | parenthood is not much but an individual's lifestyle choice.
         | 
         | All this leading to worsening of social cohesion at all levels,
         | inability to think beyond one's lifetime, extreme self-
         | absorption, decrease in hope, demographic collapse across the
         | world.
         | 
         | Not for nothing humans developed social pressure for
         | parenthood: why would most humans willingly choose to give up
         | their selfs for others over decades (if not lifetime)? Even
         | laws/sanctions don't work if you don't morally know what is the
         | right path.
        
           | wat10000 wrote:
           | If the survival of the species depends on pressuring people
           | to live their lives in a way that many of them don't want,
           | then maybe we should just die out.
        
             | 627467 wrote:
             | > then maybe we should just die out Have you consider all
             | aspects of social conditioning/pressure existed and exist
             | to lead you to utter those words?
        
               | wat10000 wrote:
               | Yes, every action I take is the sum of all events in my
               | past light cone, very profound.
        
         | rayiner wrote:
         | We have scientific evidence that parenthood floods your brain
         | with all sorts of chemicals, and changes how your brain
         | responds to stimuli. It's a deeply rooted biological reflex. It
         | may not be true for everyone, but it's true of close to
         | everyone.
        
         | snthd wrote:
         | https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8294566/
         | 
         | >Surveys conducted over the last few years on representative
         | samples in the US and Germany suggest that the percentage of
         | parents who regret having children is approximately 17-8%.
        
           | DoingIsLearning wrote:
           | In the study linked it seems that factors like:
           | 
           | - Financial difficulties
           | 
           | - Being a single parent
           | 
           | - Having children with a disability
           | 
           | All seem to vastly influence the result.
        
         | moconnor wrote:
         | This was the most accurately description of first-time
         | fatherhood I've read. It was a bit light on how debilitating
         | constant lack of sleep can be but everything else: yes.
         | 
         | I would strongly encourage all fathers to become as closely
         | involved with day-to-day care of their babies as possible.
         | Don't wait until they can walk and talk.
        
         | exitb wrote:
         | No. And that's a bit of an issue - I've encountered people that
         | plan to become parents and their understanding of the process
         | is all wrong. Not saying that they'll end up being bad parents
         | - most people rise to the occasion, but it feels like society
         | tricks people into having kids.
        
           | wat10000 wrote:
           | Absolutely. It's pushed from all angles: you may not think
           | you want kids, but it'll be amazing. Once you do it you'll
           | have no regrets. You'll never experience joy like the joy
           | that they bring.
           | 
           | And that's actually true for a lot of people. But not
           | everyone. And there's zero support for trying to figure it
           | out and come to an informed decision before you dive in, and
           | even less for concluding that actually you don't think it'll
           | be that great for you and you're not going to do it.
        
         | wat10000 wrote:
         | You'll certainly never find me stating my true feelings on the
         | matter, outside of internet anonymity or a HIPAA-protected
         | environment.
        
         | thefz wrote:
         | Better not being much into kids and being free to not have any
         | than being forced to and hating them for the rest of their
         | lives. Spoken as someone who grew very close to such scenario
         | (the second).
        
         | munksbeer wrote:
         | No, it certainly isn't. But it is a social sin to admit
         | otherwise.
         | 
         | For me, it led to depression, therapy and medication. The first
         | time in my life I'd experienced actual clinical depression. We
         | do have a particularly challenging situation though. I'm always
         | tired, ill, stressed, eat unhealthy, don't exercise enough.
         | Being a parent is all consuming.
         | 
         | It has been getting easier as they get a bit older, and I love
         | my children in all the ways a typical father does. I'd
         | literally die for them. But a lot of the time I just do not
         | enjoy it.
        
           | camgunz wrote:
           | My partner and I have two kids (21 months and 5 weeks) and we
           | _absolutely hate_ the caretaking phase... which lasts a year?
           | Our oldest can be pretty hilarious now so she 's net worth
           | it, but it was a journey of misery to get here, and the
           | reason we dove right back into the icy pond of abject
           | awfulness is that we just wanted to get it over with ASAP.
           | 
           | Why is it so torturous? For me, I'm a software engineer, and
           | I became one because I'm obsessive. I like to think about a
           | thing all day every day. The most I get now is maybe three 90
           | minute chunks a day, _maybe_ a couple three hour chunks a
           | week. If you 're not like this you won't understand how it
           | feels, but if you are, you'll know what I mean when I say
           | learning to live without this kind of thing (I guess the term
           | is need for cognition?) has made me into a completely
           | different person.
           | 
           | It does get better though! We do daycare so when they're old
           | enough I get a regular work schedule back. Definitely no
           | nights or weekends though; those days are gone for the
           | foreseeable future. But, like you, I'd do anything for them
           | and I don't regret it. It's just hard to overstate how huge
           | the change is--you legitimately are forced to become a
           | different person (or, I guess, you can choose to not be a
           | very good parent, idk)
        
             | munksbeer wrote:
             | My children are older - five and three - so I've passed the
             | early care taking phase. We suspect our eldest has mild
             | autism or some form of adhd and sensory processing issues.
             | He is the sweetest little boy at times, I love him so much,
             | but he is incredibly challenging. The entire five years
             | have been hard, hard work and we're constantly on edge and
             | having to help him cope with the world. The youngest is a
             | bit more typical, but also extremely high energy. It's just
             | physically and mentally exhausting.
             | 
             | But yes, it is becoming a bit easier. And as it becomes
             | easier, I actually relax a bit more too and my mood
             | lightens, which makes the meltdowns a bit easier to handle.
        
         | mberning wrote:
         | I absolutely do not share my true feelings about fatherhood.
         | They would not be viewed kindly or understood by most. Also,
         | how I feel about things does not matter, at all. My obligation
         | is the same regardless of how I feel. So I do my best to adjust
         | my attitude and soldier on. This is just one of the many
         | alienating and lonely aspects of fatherhood.
        
         | mattlondon wrote:
         | Not for me.
         | 
         | Don't get me wrong I couldn't imagine life without them, don't
         | regret them, and I care for their well being deeply, but it
         | certainly was not (and still is not at 5 and 3 years old) this
         | overpowering feeling of love.
        
       | RunSet wrote:
       | Counterpoint:
       | 
       | https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/36057840/
        
         | causal wrote:
         | This is not a counterpoint.
        
           | isoprophlex wrote:
           | I definitely feel a lot dumber compared to ~8 years and three
           | kids ago. Lack of sleep, lack of agency, continuous need for
           | some background level of vigilance...
        
             | causal wrote:
             | Oh I'm not arguing that the study is flawed, I'm saying
             | it's not applicable to the point of the post
        
               | isoprophlex wrote:
               | Haha I even think I love cleaning up their puke _because_
               | the constant stressors made me dumber.
        
             | jebarker wrote:
             | Having a kid may have dinged my raw intelligence but the
             | forced ruthless prioritization of what I do and what I
             | value doing has actually made me more competent at home and
             | work
        
               | isoprophlex wrote:
               | Agreed 100%, my bullshit tolerance has gone to zero. You
               | want to bikeshed this backlog shit we'll probably never
               | get around to doing? Without me yo, I'm out.
        
       | erulabs wrote:
       | Nice post, new babies are really magical. There are so many more
       | transformations coming! Now that I have two, one of them coming
       | up on age 4, so many new things make sense. You don't immediately
       | get the sense of the father/son discipline dynamic when they're
       | infants. You watch someone go from "perfect" to perfectly human.
       | A little angel to a little man. The first time your child hurts
       | someone: that's when fatherhood shifts into gear.
       | 
       | > And after a few minutes passed I started to...think
       | 
       | Gosh I miss the first-baby newborn phase! Thinking time is
       | dramatically cut in little-kid phase; but hey, tricycles and
       | legos and Playdough!
       | 
       | You're in it now friend! Keep writing and hang in there, it's a
       | life-long occupation!
        
       | binary132 wrote:
       | Fatherhood transforms men. Becoming a father was by far the most
       | transformative event of my entire life so far. This is the common
       | refrain I've heard. Of course, you also have to live up to the
       | vocation.
        
         | epicureanideal wrote:
         | Divorce, child support, alimony, and two weekends of time with
         | your kids per month (what the majority of men end up with), can
         | also be transformative!
         | 
         | If anyone reading this is thinking about having kids, be really
         | careful who you have them with.
        
           | utopicwork wrote:
           | Yeah, especially don't have them with this guy he's on some
           | mra nonsense.
        
           | borski wrote:
           | It is obviously extremely important who you choose to have
           | children with. I completely agree. If I'd had kids in my 20s
           | with my ex, I would have ended up with regrets for the rest
           | of my life (not the kids, but my choice of with whom to have
           | them).
           | 
           | If I have kids now, there's no chance I'd have regrets. It's
           | a very different timeline in my life, being in a non-abusive
           | relationship after 8 years of being in one and lots of
           | therapy.
           | 
           | And yes, men can be in abusive relationships with women too.
        
             | jajko wrote:
             | I've been in such relationship once, albeit only few
             | months. Took me few years to recover fully but it was a
             | lifelong wakeup lesson and I started properly looking into
             | psychology. Afterwards, no mysteries in the opposite camp
             | anymore and straight to my wife now.
             | 
             | How to handle various relationships and personalities
             | should be mandatory psychology 101 somewhere around
             | beginning of high school. It would make whole mankind
             | behave a bit better overall, no doubt there.
             | 
             | The problem with your comment is, kids are by far the
             | biggest stressor in marriages. Wonderfully working, fully
             | matching couples are pushed sometimes to their limits and
             | beautiful relationships become just surviving hardships
             | next to each other. You can't fully know how the opposite
             | will handle this, even under good circumstances, god forbid
             | something ain't right (like post natal health issues in kid
             | or mother), even when trying to use psychology a bit.
             | Sometimes it works, sometimes it fails in myriad ways. You
             | could have felt your ex was the one for life while pro
             | creating, thats happening during (brutally) easy times.
        
               | borski wrote:
               | You're right; I can't predict the future.
               | 
               | But I have experience having gone through extremely
               | difficult things with my wife; both of our dads were
               | diagnosed with cancer this year, months apart. Our
               | relationship started only a year before a pandemic. I
               | went through a serious depressive phase. She was
               | diagnosed with and has been (successfully) working
               | through dealing with her C(omplex)-PTSD. I discovered I
               | had ADHD, and have had it since I was a kid, and have
               | gone through that self-discovery process.
               | 
               | Basically, you're completely correct, but we've also
               | discussed the fact that most partners do forget about one
               | another when kids enter the picture, and we have promised
               | not to; and to check in with each other constantly, as
               | the risk of postpartum runs in her family (if that's even
               | a thing, and it isn't just people in general).
               | 
               | It may help that she has been through many, many years of
               | therapy on her own, and is also studying to get her
               | masters in psychology to become an LPCC/LMFT.
               | 
               | She's the strongest and most impressive person I've ever
               | met. And I've met a lot of strong and impressive people.
               | 
               | So while the chance we end up hating each other isn't
               | zero, I'm pretty sure it's as damn low as it can be, and
               | I'm pretty fine with that as life decisions go. :)
        
       | parpfish wrote:
       | Reading this just re-confirmed to me that I'm not cut out for
       | parenting. I'm glad he's digging it, but my reaction to all of
       | the little miracles he described was either rolling my eyes or
       | thinking "that sounds terrible".
        
       | youoy wrote:
       | I love this one:
       | 
       | > My mother came in with a great tip: when in doubt, ask second
       | time parents, not other first timers.
       | 
       | So true in so many levels.
        
         | hammock wrote:
         | And yet we elect, and look up to so many childless role models
        
         | kazinator wrote:
         | Even if the other first timer is years ahead of you in
         | parenting because they have an older child, whereas you have a
         | newborn, they just don't remember the newborn stage anymore,
         | and only went through it once. It is all a distant blur to
         | them.
        
       | llm_nerd wrote:
       | I have four children. I have never regretted it or wished for a
       | different path. I know it isn't for everyone, but it absolutely
       | was and is for me.
       | 
       | At the same time I do think articles like this should be
       | countered with the reality that many fathers aren't overwhelmed
       | with waves of love or "surreal magnificence". With each of my
       | children being born the primary emotions I could point to were
       | dread and anxiety.
       | 
       | The sudden overwhelming obligation to provide care, comfort and
       | security for such a vulnerable human for decades encompasses your
       | being.
       | 
       | One of the reasons birthrates have plummeted in the West, and
       | sentiments about having children have dropped, is that we have no
       | "village", so to speak. Having children is not only an
       | astronomical expense -- every single element of life is
       | dramatically more expensive, made much worse with the housing
       | crisis occurring in many Western nations -- a couple is often
       | entirely on their own. There are no respites or breaks.
       | 
       | And as children get viewed as a selfish luxury, the social norms
       | for what a parent needs to do to be proper climb ever higher.
        
         | apwell23 wrote:
         | > One of the reasons birthrates have plummeted in the West, and
         | sentiments about having children have dropped, is that we have
         | no "village", so to speak.
         | 
         | It probably true but even the well of who can afford to buy the
         | village aren't having kids.
         | 
         | I think it has more to do with
         | 
         | 1. cultural acceptance and lack of strict cultural pressure to
         | have kids. Its unimaginable in India to not have kids by
         | choice. Its not a choice at all unless you want to be pariah.
         | 
         | 2. Availability of affordable widespread recreation that will
         | keep you occupied. Affordability of lots of on demand TV,
         | dining out, live music, internet, hobbies, travel ect.
        
           | jebarker wrote:
           | I also think we've become more self-obsessed and the idea
           | that we might need to sacrifice time spent on ourselves
           | scares us.
        
         | zemvpferreira wrote:
         | I'm 40, rich, coupled, live next door to my parents and close
         | to my inlaws, have plenty of free time. I have no kids and no
         | desire to have kids. My girlfriend is the same and plenty of
         | our friends too.
         | 
         | I'm very happy for people who have children and love them to
         | bits, but many of just don't want to.
        
           | borski wrote:
           | And there isn't anything wrong with that at all. Kids are, in
           | my opinion, literally the only life choice you can't walk
           | away from having made. That is extremely high stakes, and not
           | everyone has the appetite for it or desire to engage in it.
           | 
           | That doesn't make anyone who has kids or wants to have kids
           | better or worse. Plenty of people have kids and should not
           | have, and they end up neglecting their kids or abusing them.
           | 
           | Have kids if you want to. Don't if you don't. Just realize
           | that if you wait too long to make a choice, those options
           | become much more limited and lean much more toward not having
           | them. And if you make the choice without thinking, you're
           | just gambling, but you're gambling with someone's life, not
           | to mention your own.
           | 
           | If it sounds scary... good. That means you're thinking about
           | it. You just have to decide if you want to do this
           | particularly scary thing, and if the potential reward
           | outweighs the risk.
           | 
           | And, I think it's important to be okay with that choice
           | changing in either direction. My wife didn't want kids, and
           | that opinion has changed, through no pushing of my own.
           | 
           | (The proverbial you, not you specifically, since it sounds
           | like you've decided)
        
         | selectodude wrote:
         | > One of the reasons birthrates have plummeted in the West, and
         | sentiments about having children have dropped, is that we have
         | no "village", so to speak. Having children is not only an
         | astronomical expense -- every single element of life is
         | dramatically more expensive, made much worse with the housing
         | crisis occurring in many Western nations -- a couple is often
         | entirely on their own. There are no respites or breaks.
         | 
         | It's the opportunity cost of having children. When you're poor,
         | it's not changing what you can do with your life. You were
         | never able to go to dinner or on vacation. When you're wealthy,
         | you can afford to bring them with you, or better, pay somebody
         | to watch them while you're gone. The well-off middle class
         | needs to weigh completely changing their lives.
        
           | The_Colonel wrote:
           | > When you're poor, it's not changing what you can do with
           | your life. You were never able to go to dinner or on
           | vacation.
           | 
           | When you're poor and child-less, you can still sleep in on
           | weekends, watch Netflix/game all day/night or whatever other
           | (cheap) hobby you have. It's even possible to do a decent
           | amount of travelling on a very tight budget these days (low-
           | cost airlines, couchsurfing...). All things considered, today
           | is not a bad time to be a poor person in terms of being able
           | to have fun.
           | 
           | I think even for middle class, the main cost is actually the
           | time rather than the monetary cost.
           | 
           | But I do agree that opportunity cost is the right framing.
        
           | stared wrote:
           | And it is reflected in numbers. The fertility rate has a non-
           | monotonous relationship with income. It is the middle-income
           | fertility that plummets.
           | 
           | https://x.com/theHauer/status/1222514313723875332/photo/1
           | 
           | From "Population Pyramids Yield Accurate Estimates of Total
           | Fertility Rates", https://link.springer.com/epdf/10.1007/s135
           | 24-019-00842-x?sh...
        
         | 627467 wrote:
         | And you don't think the destruction of the village and sharp
         | decline in birth rate feed of each other? Individuals have
         | outsourced so much to abstract "institutions" that they can't
         | see alternatives whatever precarious and worsening services
         | these institutions provide.
        
           | IgorPartola wrote:
           | No. The reason why is because we have opportunities to move
           | up and down the social ladder.
           | 
           | Basically it's not really like the whole village raised your
           | kid before, that's more of a romanticized version. What
           | happened was that your extended family helped because you
           | lived with them for your entire life. So you have a kid, your
           | sister in law watches them along with your mother while you
           | work. Where do you work? Well that's wherever your family
           | works. If you are born into a farm, you are a farmer. If your
           | family is blacksmiths, you'll be a smith. Or a dung sifter,
           | etc. If you can't do it, maybe your farmer family sends you
           | to apprentice with the local smith. But you rarely get a
           | choice in what you do, where you live, etc.
           | 
           | Moreover, if you don't like your family/they don't like you:
           | tough. You might hate your sister in law but who else will
           | watch your kid while you sift dung?
           | 
           | What has changed is that we have the free market. Your can
           | move out, have your own career and _hire_ someone to care for
           | your kids while you work. You no longer have access to "free"
           | childcare but you have access to the job market instead. Want
           | to leave the farm and move to the big city to become a
           | jewelry maker? Go for it. But you won't have much support to
           | start a family. You are paying for free choice.
        
             | llm_nerd wrote:
             | "The village" isn't limited to some pioneer dung sifter
             | living seven generations to a hovel. Also absolutely
             | bizarre how so many people so desperately want to make this
             | an economic thing.
             | 
             | The village referred to the notion that children were
             | viewed as important to the whole. The whole country, the
             | whole province, the whole village, the whole neighbourhood,
             | the whole family. Everyone cared about and contributed to
             | the raising of children. In my childhood -- and at this
             | point the village was already declining -- I had a number
             | of friend families that were like second, third and fourth
             | families where I could stayover for dinner whenever I
             | wanted, they watched out for me, etc. There were many times
             | where I spent nights at aunts with my cousins, or at
             | grandparents.
             | 
             | Culturally this is _far_ less common. We all move hundreds
             | of kilometers apart. Sometimes for careers, more often
             | because you 're a loser if you stay near where you grew up.
             | Many/most younger people have little relation with cousins
             | or aunts or uncles. Grandparents now move to Arizona and
             | ask for pictures occasionally. People have an antagonistic
             | attitude towards other people's kids as a selfish trifle
             | that are just a nuisance for everyone else.
             | 
             | No, hiring a nanny isn't equivalent and doesn't invalidate
             | this.
        
               | jajko wrote:
               | Yes these were things we lost, but 'we' as in anytime in
               | past 500 years. You just experienced it yourself for your
               | line.
               | 
               | What was gained is meaningless to some, and next to
               | everything to others. I don't fucking ever have to deal
               | with anybody's crap I don't want to. It feels amazing,
               | simple yet right way to live a life. How shitty my life
               | would be if I had to accept and constantly tolerate
               | people in family circle that for example aren't good
               | people, moral ones or just an emotional vampire. Or
               | brutally incompatible with me in any other way. I see it
               | in peers sucking it up over and over, oh boy do they hate
               | relative X from their or spouse's family tree, yet since
               | they live nearby frequent meetings are unavoidable. For
               | some blood is sacred and above else, I don't see it that
               | way if relationships are not at least a bit mutually
               | beneficial.
               | 
               | Freedom, man, to do what you want with your life, that's
               | a wonderful thing. Freedom to form new bonds with
               | literally anybody in this world, as you please. Great
               | friendships trump most of blood relationships, all if you
               | want. Also, people change over time and common ground is
               | getting usually smaller and smaller every year. I'd
               | gladly give it to my kids over some tighter knit family
               | ties with people of variable quality with highly
               | questionable views on life, who raised their own kids
               | only so-so and it shows later on.
               | 
               | Just to be clear - I've experienced most if not all you
               | wrote. It was good. All non-good easily trumps it so thus
               | my opinion on the matters. My kids are growing in very
               | different world than I grew up in, that one is long gone.
               | I look at it as a package with + and -, liking current
               | package more.
        
             | adolph wrote:
             | > No. The reason why is because we have opportunities to
             | move up and down the social ladder.
             | 
             | Wait until people realize the ladder is a treadmill and any
             | movement is an illusion of entropy.
             | 
             | Every wave of humanity is like an ocean's endless beating
             | against a beach.
        
             | anon291 wrote:
             | Simply not true. My grandparents moved from India to watch
             | us. They didn't have to. They did live with us for a while
             | but in my parents house
             | 
             | In no way did we live with them. They lived with us.
             | 
             | Ultimately this is cultural. JD Vance talks about this when
             | it comes to his mother in law who did the same thing.
             | 
             | Cultures that value kids will have more. My parents did the
             | same for us
        
           | anon291 wrote:
           | Part of the problem is that preferring family today is seen
           | as nepotistic.
           | 
           | Witness the widespread shock that Joe Biden pardoned his son.
        
             | llm_trw wrote:
             | The shock is because he said multiple times he wouldn't do
             | it.
             | 
             | You can't do better than the daily show coverage of it:
             | https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=V5BcIHPMAHw
        
               | anon291 wrote:
               | No I agree. But you shouldn't be shocked. Obviously he
               | was going to
        
         | wooque wrote:
         | Birth rates plummeted even in Saudi Arabia and Iran, which are
         | polar opposite of the West, so I'd say loss of "village" is
         | tiny part of the problem.
        
           | llm_nerd wrote:
           | It's possible for different influences to play a part in
           | different countries and cultures. Further, there is a
           | remarkable scale difference.
           | 
           | The high survivability of children now means that having
           | large numbers of children dropped everywhere. You don't need
           | to have "extras". The problem is when the number drops too
           | much. It did in Iran due to literal government influence, and
           | is quickly turning back to replacement level. Saudi Arabia is
           | above replacement level.
           | 
           | That is very different than Canada (1.33) or South Korea
           | (0.88), or Switzerland (1.39). The scale is dramatically
           | different.
        
           | whycome wrote:
           | I'm not sure I'd consider Iran or Saudi Arabia as polar
           | opposites to the west. Or at least not in the aspects related
           | to kids.
        
         | DAGdug wrote:
         | " And as children get viewed as a selfish luxury" I never quite
         | understood this. Who exactly will pay into social security to
         | benefit the next crop of retirees that seem to think it's
         | selfish to have kids?
        
           | nosefurhairdo wrote:
           | Many people think overpopulation is a legitimate concern. I
           | suspect the argument would be "who cares about social
           | security if we kill the planet" (or something along those
           | lines).
           | 
           | Not my view, just suggesting who might believe the "children
           | as selfish luxury" line.
        
           | thefz wrote:
           | Social security is well failed in my country, we are paying
           | both for the retirees and for our future selves. So if
           | tomorrow ends up like children of men, sure, no problem.
        
         | anon291 wrote:
         | We don't have a village because no one has kids. The parents I
         | know who are best supported are ones who have tons of siblings.
        
           | WalterBright wrote:
           | True. Those with large numbers of kids tend to have a family
           | network of mutual support.
        
             | anon291 wrote:
             | My parents had less kids due to circumstances (age +
             | immigration). But they had so many siblings that they had
             | so much help compared to my brother and I.
             | 
             | Luckily we both have three and we at least want more (they
             | might be aging out... Maybe they'll have one more).
             | 
             | Kids are so much fine and they love each other too. It's
             | amazing
        
         | llm_trw wrote:
         | Do you think this could be because you have so many children?
         | 
         | Anecdotally the more kids in a family the more neglected the
         | child. I can't imagine having more than one child a decade and
         | raising them well.
        
           | WalterBright wrote:
           | I was one of 5. I was not neglected. I am a horrible person,
           | though, so there's that.
        
             | llm_trw wrote:
             | Your parents by definition will only be able to spend 20%
             | of the time on you that they could on a single child if
             | they didn't neglect the others.
             | 
             | Seeing children with multiple siblings with less than 8
             | year difference between them vs single children is shocking
             | just how differently kids are treated.
             | 
             | This is the most accurate but least factual description of
             | what it looks like from the outside when a family keeps
             | adding kids as fast as they can
             | https://malcolminthemiddle.fandom.com/wiki/Flashback
        
               | beachtaxidriver wrote:
               | I see your point. But I think you may be taking it to
               | extremes.
               | 
               | A parent can snuggle multiple kids at once, read to
               | multiple kids at once, take multiple kids to the zoo at
               | once, etc.
               | 
               | Moreover siblings have their own rich relationships.
               | 
               | Having closely spaced siblings is pretty normal.
        
               | llm_trw wrote:
               | In the west in the year of our lord 1955.
               | 
               | And in the year of our lord 2025 it's normal not to have
               | kids in the west.
               | 
               | In most of the rest of the world neither of those things
               | were normal.
               | 
               | Which is the point.
               | 
               | The west is weird when it comes to raising children and
               | has been uniquely bad at it for over 80 years which
               | happens to be living memory for pretty much everyone on
               | here.
        
               | WalterBright wrote:
               | 80 years? Things started to go awry around 1970. That's
               | when the Boy Scouts stopped treating scouts like young
               | adults and instead began treating them like delicate
               | flowers.
               | 
               | You can see the change in the Boy Scout manual.
        
               | llm_trw wrote:
               | The great depression destroyed the social fabric of the
               | us more thoroughly than did the civil war. The 1950s
               | weren't normal, they were the result of a generations
               | want for stability and domesticity when they had no idea
               | what either looked like. For one thing the end of
               | generational households to be replaced by nuclear family
               | households was seen by the people at the time as worse
               | than single parent households are today and with good
               | reason.
               | 
               | That the majority of conservatives today pine for the 50s
               | us that we not only lost the ability to have a stable
               | society but even the memory of what one should look like.
        
               | WalterBright wrote:
               | > Your parents by definition will only be able to spend
               | 20% of the time on you that they could on a single child
               | if they didn't neglect the others.
               | 
               | Parents can spend time with their children as a group.
               | Parents with lots of kids have the kids do the chores.
        
               | llm_nerd wrote:
               | I would argue that your position is the "perfectionist
               | parenting" nonsense that many have used to avoid having
               | children.
               | 
               | Do you think all of the latchkey lone children of the
               | current generation are the most psychologically healthy
               | individuals the world has seen? Do you think they're the
               | most loved or coddled? The most educated? Your anecdote
               | is actually kind of hilarious in context.
               | 
               | The idea that 2 children splits the love or attention is
               | absolutely _insane_.
        
               | llm_trw wrote:
               | >Do you think all of the latchkey lone children of the
               | current generation are the most psychologically healthy
               | individuals the world has seen?
               | 
               | https://www.census.gov/newsroom/stories/siblings.html
               | 
               | 80% of kids under 18 have siblings in the USA today.
               | 
               | >The idea that 2 children splits the love is absolutely
               | insane.
               | 
               | It's also what's blindingly obvious when you spend more
               | than 5 minutes in a playground with single kids and
               | multiple kids.
        
               | llm_nerd wrote:
               | >80% of kids under 18 have siblings in the USA today.
               | 
               | I wasn't claiming that all or most kids are single
               | children. I was observing that by your philosophy those
               | single children would somehow have the best outcomes (in
               | a multivariate manner). I don't think that's the case.
               | 
               | >It's also what's blindingly obvious
               | 
               | Sure.
        
               | anon291 wrote:
               | Yes the single child is usually unsociable and verging on
               | narcissistic.
               | 
               | Your issue here is that you have labeled the single kids
               | life as good and the multi sibling family as bad .
               | 
               | It used to be the opposite. People would pity a single
               | child.
        
           | testval123 wrote:
           | There is IMMENSE value in having siblings, particularly later
           | in life when you yourself have kids. Especially if they are
           | in the same city.
        
             | everybodyknows wrote:
             | I feel having no sibling of the opposite sex as a great
             | loss to myself, and to my parents. It seems to me a
             | grievous deficiency in one's life-experience.
        
           | llm_nerd wrote:
           | I think you horribly misread my post. Do you think I am
           | saying I don't love my children? I love them absolutely. The
           | last word in the universe that applies to them is
           | "neglected". They want for nothing.
           | 
           | Indeed, it's precisely _that_ I care so much that having
           | children wasn 't some carefree social media event for me. It
           | was an _enormous_ commitment. The biggest commitment a human
           | can make, in my judgment, and I was all in.
           | 
           | And as another poster already said, one of the greatest gifts
           | a child can have is siblings. This isn't always true and of
           | course there are many counterpoints, but siblings are usually
           | the closest friends and allies in a hostile world.
        
         | WalterBright wrote:
         | Delaying having children until ones' 30s also is a problem.
         | After 30, fertility rates decline, and birth defects increase.
         | You can't have a lot of children after 30, either.
        
         | baxtr wrote:
         | Agree 100%.
         | 
         | People say it's the cost. But what's way worse is the effort
         | and time you need to spend for every child.
         | 
         | A normal couple, most often with both having to work, will be
         | at their limits to provide for more than 1 child - constantly.
         | 
         | A couple can't replace the village unless they have tons of
         | money.
        
           | llm_nerd wrote:
           | I am lucky that I do consulting through my own company,
           | setting my own schedule and availability. It would be
           | impossible otherwise.
           | 
           | Just as one small example, daycares/schools will call for you
           | to pickup your kid -- blowing up your day -- at the slightest
           | indication of illness. With four kids going to school, this
           | means two to six+ times a month your day is going to be
           | completely blown up at any moment. I'm not complaining
           | (though when I was a kid if you had a bit of a stomach ache
           | you chilled in the nurse's office for a bit and 9 times out
           | of 10 go back to class), but the average person cannot
           | accommodate this without quickly finding themselves
           | unemployed. This is just one of a million cases where two
           | working parents and few or no supports leave you in a
           | precarious situation.
        
             | baxtr wrote:
             | True that things have changed on the child side as well. I
             | remember being by myself for long stretches on any day.
             | 
             | Parents today not only have lost the village but are also
             | expected to be with their children more.
        
         | crystal_revenge wrote:
         | As the father of a teenager, I would also add: take parenting
         | "wisdom" from new parents with the same grain of salt you would
         | career advice from someone who just landed their first job.
         | 
         | I personally found the complexities of parenting and, even more
         | importantly, _family life_ , don't really start to emerge until
         | after the first few years.
         | 
         | Talk to divorced parents of older children about the "Surreal
         | Magnificence" of parenting and you'll likely get a hearty
         | chuckle out of them.
        
       | jacknews wrote:
       | "there's a part of me somewhere else."
       | 
       | This. Although I'm not sure this merits my quote book. I would
       | phrase it as "there's a _big_ part of me that 's _someone_ else "
       | maybe.
        
       | anonu wrote:
       | Ah, the beauty of hormones and how they effect your perception of
       | life and love.
       | 
       | My experience resonates with the authors. But certainly the
       | experience ranges dramatically for different people under
       | different life circumstances.
        
       | hipadev23 wrote:
       | why is this flagged? how do we vouch for a submission
        
         | Rendello wrote:
         | It appears you can only vouch for [dead] submissions:
         | https://news.ycombinator.com/newsfaq.html
        
         | borski wrote:
         | I just sent an email to hn@ycombinator.com in hopes 'dang fixes
         | it.
        
           | borski wrote:
           | He fixed it, fyi.
        
       | saas_startup wrote:
       | There is a high societal expectation that fatherhood (or
       | motherhood) should look like the one in this article. Having had
       | 2 babies in the last 5 years and observing most of our friends
       | going through parenthood in the last 5+ years I think this is a
       | very biased view that does not reflect reality.
       | 
       | My sample might be a bit biased as most our friends are PhD
       | educated and in Tech or Academia.
       | 
       | My own observations:
       | 
       | - I was not terribly interested in our kids between ages of 0 -
       | 2. This does not mean I did not fully participate in their life,
       | but this was a muscle I had to exercise. I went to therapy as I
       | thought I was somehow broken because thats not how people should
       | feel. What I learned is that feelings are much more common than
       | it is widely accepted.
       | 
       | - Once they started to speak, ask questions, and being more
       | emotionally regulated it became very different. At this point I
       | spend more time with my kids than my wife and generally love
       | spending time with them, its almost effortless. Explaining
       | things, buildings legos, became one of my favourite activities.
       | 
       | - Having daily help (live in nanny, live in grandparents) is an
       | enormous help both from kids and relationship perspective. Seems
       | like a trivial thing but if you do not have live in help you are
       | likely to never be alone again as a couple for more than 24h
       | (i.e. you can't go on a short trip).
       | 
       | Observations about my friends:
       | 
       | - Trying for a baby and being unsuccessful for years or going
       | through multiple miscarriages can make couples extremely sad. You
       | can reduce this risk by trying early.
       | 
       | - If your mental health is not amazing before kids it is likely
       | get worse. This is about functional people that have mild mental
       | health problems. Two of our friends developed severe mental
       | health problems that in one case ended in a divorce and in second
       | case multiple years of unemployment (father who was not primary
       | care giver). This were generally reasonable people that sought
       | mental health help from both therapy and medicine perspective.
       | 
       | - The societal expectations that women should be super excited
       | about motherhood is not always true. Within our friends group
       | probably 50% women are less involved in raising their kids than
       | fathers. Some (reluctantly) admitted that they don't really like
       | how motherhood negatively affected their job prospects, bodies
       | and mental health.
       | 
       | - If you do happen to get divorce with young kids it is likely
       | going to be a life changing event. Situation has to be pretty bad
       | to get divorce with young kids so most likely you will be better
       | off but from the two cases we have seen this typically means
       | severe financial burden and inability to sustain long term
       | relationship afterwards. If you are a women and somehow loose
       | custody there is also going to be pretty severe societal
       | judgement against you even in very progressive locations.
       | 
       | It may sound as a little bit depressing view of parenthood but
       | this is more reality check for those reading only the bright
       | side. Overall, I am extremely happy we have kids and our
       | relationship is stronger than it was before but thats not the
       | case for everyone and it required work.
        
       | shakes07 wrote:
       | "Finding babies funny is probably a useful survival mechanism for
       | an overworked parent."
       | 
       | Currently in week 5 of my own journey with my child, and the
       | above is basically how you have to perceive things as you push
       | through this early phase. Beautiful read, and looking forward to
       | appreciating more as I'm less sleep deprived.
        
       | Simon_ORourke wrote:
       | It's f*cking hard work, for those in any doubt. It's the most
       | difficult web server config file you've ever to edit at 4am to
       | resolve some production outage, for years, without any hope of
       | let up. Is it rewarding, yes, but it's a duty and there's no
       | backup or timeout, you get to experience this 24/7 for at least a
       | few year while they're young.
        
         | halfcat wrote:
         | Accurate. There's this seemingly never ending stream of moments
         | of desperation, where there are no good answers.
         | 
         | But also if you asked me, _"what led to most of the goodness in
         | your life?"_ , I'd answer:
         | 
         | Moments of desperation
        
       | jonstewart wrote:
       | It's surreal, for sure, but I would like the drugs this guy is
       | on. I can't wait till they're off to college when I'm 58 and I
       | can program full bore again.
        
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