[HN Gopher] Caring for yourself while caring for others
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       Caring for yourself while caring for others
        
       Author : squircle
       Score  : 210 points
       Date   : 2024-11-06 20:04 UTC (2 hours ago)
        
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       | lemonberry wrote:
       | This hits home. I've been taking care of my father for years. He
       | has dementia, COPD, and a bunch of other issues. In a lot of ways
       | it's like the pandemic never ended for us. I barely leave the
       | house other than for trips to the grocery store and doctor's
       | visits. It's brutal.
       | 
       | Sadly, I'm also recognizing that as a man pushing 50, I'm not
       | very good at asking for help. I don't. I'm also not good at
       | maintaining strong social ties. Both of these are things I hope
       | to get better at. It sounds so easy, but I struggle with both.
       | Especially while managing the ups and downs of my mental health
       | and taking care of my father.
       | 
       | That said, I'm very grateful that none of this triggered a
       | relapse of my drinking. That would not be good. For the most
       | part, I use meditation and exercise to hold myself together.
       | 
       | Sharing this doesn't excite me, but maybe there are other
       | caregivers out there that feel the same way. And for those of you
       | with children, please plan for how you're going to handle your
       | late life care.
        
         | theGnuMe wrote:
         | That does truly does suck. There may be some resources
         | available from your local county under Medicaid/medicare,
         | hopefully respite care and paid nursing if you can't get your
         | dad into assisted living or don't want to do so.
        
         | sharkweek wrote:
         | Thank you for sharing your story. It's something I think about
         | a lot as my parents/in-laws age (I'm 40 and parents all in
         | their 70s in decent health but feels like a matter of time...
         | already a few cancer scares).
         | 
         | I'm curious if you work with a therapist at all. Seems like a
         | lot of what you mention struggling with, it could be helpful to
         | have that weekly neutral observer to talk to.
         | 
         | Sidebar: great advice on planning for my own late life care.
         | The analogy I always hear is "put your own mask on first" when
         | it comes to financial planning. Paying for college / weddings /
         | down payments on houses for the kids would be great, but far
         | more important to make sure financial retirement goals are
         | being met for myself first.
        
         | brunojppb wrote:
         | Thanks for sharing this. I used to care for my grandma back
         | home (Alzheimer's), but the financial burden is brutal. I moved
         | countries so I could be able to afford caring for her but ended
         | up leaving the large part of the physical work for my mom and
         | sister. Thankfully I can now afford to support her financially
         | much more, including paying for a dedicated nursing home nearby
         | my moms.
         | 
         | I'm 35 now and keep wondering how future is gonna be as I have
         | no kids and no desire in having them (also not wishing them a
         | life where they would have to care for me)
         | 
         | I'm trying to keep my health up now and dedicating more time
         | for it so I can hopefully hold the fort.
         | 
         | I wish you the best for you and your father.
        
         | haliskerbas wrote:
         | Same here, I'm quite a bit younger but my living situation and
         | finances are also determined by taking care of my elderly
         | parents. It's a lot different culturally than my surrounding
         | peers who either don't have parents as old or don't bother to
         | care for them in the same way.
         | 
         | It changes who I can spend time with and what I can do, and
         | required me to grow up a lot faster than it seems like those
         | around me. I didn't have the same amount inviting random people
         | over, hosting house parties, or going out for drinks the same
         | way, which I sometimes wish I got to do more of. But we play
         | the cards we are dealt and try to do the most right for
         | ourselves and the people around us I guess!
        
         | fatnoah wrote:
         | Fellow man pushing 50 here. I'm caring for my mom who has COPD
         | and is starting to show signs of dementia. She lives a couple
         | hours away and I just started a job that's 3-4 hours in the
         | opposite direction, so I'm balancing a long-distance weekly
         | commute along with weekly trips to cook, clean, do shopping,
         | etc. Due to how this eats up most of my free time, it's
         | actually made me better at squeezing "self care" into my
         | schedule since it's become clear that it's not something I can
         | defer to later, since "later" may not come for several years.
         | 
         | It's not at the same level as your dealing with, so I'm writing
         | this mostly to offer support and to be glad that you've found
         | some activities to help center you. I do encourage you to try
         | to find some help, even if it's just for some small part of the
         | care, like cleaning, shopping, bathing, whatever.
        
       | VWWHFSfQ wrote:
       | > 4. Be gentle with yourself
       | 
       | > It's common to experience a wide range of emotions as a
       | caregiver. You might feel frustrated, sad, resentful, joyful--all
       | in the same day or even in the same hour! These feelings are a
       | normal part of the caregiving experience, and it's okay to
       | express them.
       | 
       | I think this one is the most important and it extends to
       | everyone, not just people in a caregiving role.
       | 
       | Be able to forgive yourself. Past mistakes, things you said, or
       | did, or didn't do. All the the showerthoughts that make you
       | cringe up. Don't be so hard on yourself. Forgive.
        
         | olyjohn wrote:
         | It's especially true if you're taking care of a dying my family
         | member. They will pass and then suddenly you have time to
         | remember all the things you did wrong, or said out of
         | exhaustion and frustration, and you won't be able to apologize.
         | Truth is none of those things matter. What matters most is you
         | did the best you can for them and that you were just there for
         | them.
        
       | ixtli wrote:
       | I have been taking care of my partner suffering a chronic illness
       | for 2-3 years now and it is phenomenal that this on the top of
       | HN. I've had to figure out a lot of this for myself having made
       | many mistakes and I _still_ just learned about Respite Care.
       | Thanks OP :)
        
       | techsolomon wrote:
       | Thank you for posting this. <3
        
       | taylorbuley wrote:
       | Taking care of yourself means authentic emotional expression and
       | it's crucial to health, as it reduces this internalized stress,
       | helping to maintain both mental and physical well-being.
       | 
       | In The Myth of Normal, Gabor Mate argues that suppressing
       | emotions, particularly anger, can weaken the immune system and
       | lead to chronic illness, including conditions like multiple
       | sclerosis (MS).
       | 
       | Mate explains that repressing anger -- e.g. due to societal or
       | familial pressure to avoid conflict or "be nice" -- creates
       | internal stress, which over time harms the body's immune
       | response. This chronic stress actually _triggers_ autoimmune
       | disorders, as the immune system starts to attack the body itself.
        
         | theGnuMe wrote:
         | Dr K covers this as well. He is amazing, as amazing as Dr Mate.
         | He has a podcast and his YouTube videos on diary of a ceo are
         | life changing.
         | 
         | Also his book on gaming addiction is one of the best I've ever
         | read. And it is not just about gaming addiction. It's a user
         | manual for your mind.
        
       | throw18376 wrote:
       | sometimes the obvious advice is the most important to hear.
       | thanks for posting.
       | 
       | unfortunately the nature of some health problems that require a
       | caregiver, makes both the sufferer and caregiver into social
       | pariahs. in that case asking for help is unlikely to work well.
       | but even in such cases the other advice is very sound.
        
       | neilv wrote:
       | Not to diminish or confuse the challenges of caregiving, but most
       | of this is also be generally good advice (if not complete) for
       | someone burning themselves out at a very demanding job, startup,
       | school, etc.
       | 
       | Most of it is also good advice in general.
       | 
       | Maybe something significant about saying it to a particular group
       | like this is to both remind of general good advice, and to
       | clarify that, even though it seems you're in an exceptional
       | situation, the good advice still applies or may be more important
       | now than baseline?
        
         | taneq wrote:
         | Absolutely right, and I'd define that sort of job as a
         | caregiving role as well. A team, organisation, charity or club
         | can be a dependent and it can feel impossible to walk away if
         | you're deeply invested.
        
       | taneq wrote:
       | I love the way "take a break" is presented as an available
       | option. I guarantee that for many caregivers it's absolutely not.
        
         | rectang wrote:
         | I'm have relatives in the elder care industry and I've been a
         | caregiver myself. This options presented here are laughable.
         | 
         | Modern medicine has extended lifetimes so that people spend an
         | extraordinary amount of their lives in a state where they are
         | miserable and helpless. The less fortunate among us do not have
         | the resources or the options to accommodate them and so spend
         | years in desperation.
         | 
         | The effect of this list is to inspire guilt and feed despair in
         | people beyond the end of their rope: some you're somehow not
         | making it work, while apparently others are. You must be a bad
         | person.
        
       | OldGuyInTheClub wrote:
       | Good ideas but as with so many things, easier said than done.
        
       | dottjt wrote:
       | My partner is undergoing chemo for stage 4 sarcoma and co-
       | incidentally, my 13 month old happened to get sick on the day my
       | partner started (around 2 weeks ago)
       | 
       | Looking after a sick toddler by myself, whilst also trying to
       | juggle WFH has been... I haven't felt this level of depression
       | and hopeless since my early 20s. I've never been more overwhelmed
       | in my life.
       | 
       | Honestly, there is no coping mechanism in that scenario. You're
       | being pulled from 20 different directions, the house is a mess,
       | you're emotionally a wreck. It honestly feels impossible.
       | 
       | Thankfully yesterday I was finally able to put her into daycare
       | and the weight that was lifted from my shoulders was immense.
       | 
       | I'm honestly worried for the future and I might just have to quit
       | my job if it comes to it. But that's just life. I never knew it
       | could be so brutal.
        
         | tasuki wrote:
         | My partner died of cancer when our daughter was one and half
         | years old. The year before that was a blur, I quit my job to
         | focus on helping the two.
         | 
         | Brutal is a good word to describe it. Hang in there! Your life
         | might get better yet some time in the future...
        
       | cryptozeus wrote:
       | Perfectly timed article ! I went through this last month, had a
       | major panic attack and realized I had totally forgotten about
       | myself. First thing I started doing was focus on physical health
       | as that works faster and is easier to manage than mental health.
        
       | parpfish wrote:
       | i wish there were more resources for caregivers tending to family
       | with mental health issues.
       | 
       | unlike a physical illness or disabilities where there are clearly
       | defined caregiving tasks (e.g., helping with mobility, bathing,
       | administering medication), it's primarily emotional/mental burden
       | where you can't just ask a stranger to stop by and help out for a
       | couple days (not to say that there isn't a mental/emotional
       | burden with all forms of caregiving).
       | 
       | couple that with the social stigma many people feel about mental
       | health issues, you will most likely have to fulfill your
       | caregiving role secretly in the privacy of your home so it isn't
       | possible to find a community of other people in a similar
       | situation.
       | 
       | it's overwhelming and isolating. and when you do start looking
       | for resources on how to take care of yourself or searching for
       | some community where you could vent and feel understood... all
       | you'll find are lists of tips for "here's how to help your loved
       | one start therapy". i know they mean well, but it just reinforces
       | the idea that you were wrong to have been thinking about your own
       | needs and you really just need to be _more_ selfless and _more_
       | dedicated to supporting your loved ones.
        
         | JimmyBuckets wrote:
         | I see you. My wife has bpd. It's such a hard condition to
         | explain, and most people in my life (even my loved ones) are so
         | far removed from the experience it sometimes feels like I am
         | talking about my experience visiting another planet. And this
         | is from people that love me and are trying to support.
         | 
         | Couple that with the "top 10 tips" as you said and it's just
         | soul-crushing.
         | 
         | Thankfully I have finally found some people who are in similar
         | situations and even the feeling of being seen brings so much
         | relief.
        
       | m463 wrote:
       | People in these situations should learn about codependency.
       | 
       | Although most people think of codependency in terms of unhealthy
       | love relationships, it is also common for caregivers.
       | 
       | The idea is NOT that you should stop caring, or walk away.
       | 
       | It is sort of adopting a "healthy neutrality" frame of mind, and
       | give/function well.
        
         | JimmyBuckets wrote:
         | "Codependent no more" - Melanie Beattie. Changed my life.
        
       | gettingthrew wrote:
       | I've been a caretaker off and on for about half a decade now. I
       | also have chronic often debilitating illnesses. Sometimes we are
       | both in inoperable states and it can be scary. My ability to work
       | remote is probably the reason we aren't on disability or in the
       | gutter.
       | 
       | Not looking for pitty or kudos I work hard and pay the bills. I
       | only want everyone to take a deep breath before they crap all
       | over someone at work, or sniff at a resume. You never know what
       | someone's situation is. Usually that's when someone has to leave
       | to recover because corporate structure doesn't support
       | disappearing for a week when PTO has run out.
        
       | dandigangi wrote:
       | Always nice to see content like this come up. It's a struggle to
       | do self care. Wrote something about this last week because I've
       | been struggling for awhile too.
       | 
       | https://www.dandigangi.com/blog/self-care-is-really-really-h....
        
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