[HN Gopher] Revenge bedtime procrastination
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       Revenge bedtime procrastination
        
       Author : EndXA
       Score  : 164 points
       Date   : 2023-11-19 13:16 UTC (9 hours ago)
        
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       | graposaymaname wrote:
       | Thanks for putting a name on this.
       | 
       | I've been suffering from this for a long time(and occasionally
       | still do), but have started leaving my phone farther away and it
       | has significantly improved.
       | 
       | A part of me still feels that the sense of control and freedom
       | which you get during the night is unparalleled.
        
       | yamrzou wrote:
       | > However, note that the activities that people engage in during
       | revenge bedtime procrastination aren't necessarily enjoyable, and
       | the procrastinator may engage with them simply out of a desire to
       | feel in control.
       | 
       | These attempts are an instance of the neurotic paradox[1], and
       | keep repeating themselves because the desire to feel in control
       | is never completely fulfilled. A repetition compulsion happens
       | when unresolved conflicts continue to generate attempts at
       | solutions which do not really work ... until a genuine solution
       | is found. [2]
       | 
       | [1] When an individual's way of coping with unconscious concerns
       | creates even more problems in that individual's life.
       | 
       | [2] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Repetition_compulsion
        
       | rychco wrote:
       | I've had a bad habit of doing this for years. I've recently tried
       | to fix it but am struggling to let myself sleep & 'waste' the
       | rest of the night. It's exactly as the article suggests, I do it
       | because I feel like my life has no personal time/privacy
       | otherwise.
        
         | alluro2 wrote:
         | Exactly the same, and "wasting" the time is the same sentiment
         | I have. It means I get ~5h of sleep normally, and most of the
         | activities I do in that time are what Tim Urban (in TED talk,
         | "Inside the mind of a procrastinator", which is excellent)
         | calls "Dark Playground" - something I next morning feel at
         | least a bit guilty for spending time on.
         | 
         | For the last couple of days, during some workshops, I've slept
         | for ~9h a day, and difference in my mential acuity today vs
         | otherwise is impossible to deny / wave away...
        
         | aceazzameen wrote:
         | Exactly the same for me. I subconsciously try to fight the
         | sleep from my eyes while trying to do any activity that won't
         | make me feel like I wasted the evening. And sometimes I have to
         | yell at myself in my head just to go to bed when my eyes are
         | already half closed.
         | 
         | I don't know how to stop this habit. Maybe knowing there's a
         | name and that it happens to other people might help me catch
         | myself.
        
       | sleepworkasap wrote:
       | Charitable take:
       | 
       | Revenge procrastination is, as the article says, a symptom of
       | poor emotional regulation. Our emotions push us towards having
       | leisure/entertainment 24/7 but that is obviously not healthy even
       | for the financially independent. Simultaneously, there is an
       | ever-expanding universe of things to experience/study/engage with
       | so there will always be reasons to feel that your obligations are
       | causing you to miss out on life. So the emotional regulation is
       | about accepting that you won't be able to do everything in life
       | and making conscious decisions and sacrifices about what is
       | important to you.
       | 
       | Uncharitable take:
       | 
       | Any article about revenge procrastination that doesn't include a
       | call to action about legislating massive PTO minimums or a
       | 30-hour workweek is an element of the ongoing class war. Convince
       | labor that their struggles are internal and they'll never
       | organize against you. That there is little political will to
       | expand workers' rights or benefits suggests that capital is in a
       | dominating position in the battlefield of public opinion.
       | 
       | >How to avoid revenge bedtime procrastination
       | 
       | >...
       | 
       | >Think about--and potentially write down--how this behavior harms
       | you.
       | 
       | As always, the truth is somewhere in-between.
        
         | mablopoule wrote:
         | Yeah, I'm not for mindless consumption of social media designed
         | to make you addicted, but this article really feels like the
         | medicalization of what would be described before as a slave
         | revolt.
         | 
         | Playfulness isn't even a basic human traits, it's an animal
         | trait, and yet the lack of any consideration in this article on
         | whether the work/life balance might truly be unhealthy and
         | people just need a breather sometimes, this feels truly
         | sociopathic.
        
           | zoklet-enjoyer wrote:
           | It's because they're trying to sell the reader their
           | services. If it's a solvable medical problem then these guys
           | can help, for a fee.
        
         | zer00eyz wrote:
         | Bao Fu Xing Ao Ye  is the Chinese source of this.
         | 
         | A place were 996 is also thrown around a lot. That's 9am to 9pm
         | 6 days a week.
        
         | rybosome wrote:
         | This articulates well why the tone of this article irritates me
         | so much.
         | 
         | > Furthermore, revenge bedtime procrastination is also
         | associated with the concept of deliberate procrastination,
         | which in this context occurs when people intentionally delay
         | going to sleep, because they feel that they deserve some time
         | for themselves.
         | 
         | People do deserve time for themselves. To frame that as a
         | feeling that people have rather than a basic need is insulting,
         | like "people feel that they need human contact", or "people
         | feel that they need regular sleep".
         | 
         | Sure, spending hours on social media is a luxury (and a waste
         | of time) rather than a human right, but it's absurd to imply
         | that someone who literally does nothing but work and meet
         | others' needs has an emotional problem for wanting a pocket of
         | time to use as they choose.
        
           | tunnuz wrote:
           | Yup, there has to be something beyond work and parenting (if
           | not, they'll probably both suffer in the long term).
        
         | Vt71fcAqt7 wrote:
         | >Any article about revenge procrastination that doesn't include
         | a call to action about legislating massive PTO minimums or a
         | 30-hour workweek is an element of the ongoing class war.
         | Convince labor that their struggles are internal and they'll
         | never organize against you
         | 
         | Do you think eg. Waren Buffet paid for this article to be
         | written? And do you have any data that show that people who
         | work are more affected by the issue in the article than people
         | who don't (eg. highschoolers?)
        
       | kingkongjaffa wrote:
       | I did this a lot this year, usually until 3am every night.
       | 
       | I'm a remote worker who works and games at the same desk and
       | chair.
       | 
       | Often I would lie to myself about being productive and then quit
       | a tutorial after a few minutes and load up a game instead.
       | 
       | I found I stopped since about September, mainly by telling myself
       | nothing really productive happens after 11pm and to just go to
       | bed.
        
         | bentcorner wrote:
         | > _Often I would lie to myself about being productive and then
         | quit a tutorial after a few minutes and load up a game
         | instead._
         | 
         | I struggled with this exact thing. For me personally I was able
         | to focus better by dual-booting my machine so that my personal
         | desktop/storage/workspace was distinct from my work stuff.
         | Currently I have a work laptop I use on the same desk and I
         | turn off my personal machine during the work day.
        
       | The_Colonel wrote:
       | Framing it is a revenge doesn't make sense for me. It's more like
       | I'm asserting myself as a real person with interests, not just
       | obligation fulfillment machine.
        
         | atleastoptimal wrote:
         | Revenge makes sense for me as I feel I'm "getting back" at the
         | circumstances of my life for taking time away from me
        
         | otikik wrote:
         | I think it's because it was translated from a Chinese
         | expression. Probably the original had different nuances.
        
       | kd5bjo wrote:
       | I take some issue with the "revenge" terminology, as it implies
       | an unhealthy adversarial framing of the problem. Whenever I have
       | had to deal with this myself, I've always chosen to view it as my
       | subconscious prioritizing some kind of emotional need over my
       | need for sleep.
       | 
       | Viewed that way, the solution is obvious: Identify the emotional
       | need that I've been neglecting and figure out how to satisfy it
       | during the normal course of my day/week. Like most simple and
       | obvious solutions, however, putting it into practice can
       | sometimes be quite difficult.
        
       | zemvpferreira wrote:
       | Not to dimish the problem but to add my own experience, consider
       | that a delayed sleep onset can be confused with bedtime
       | procrastination.
       | 
       | My circadian rythm tends to 25-26 hours. Every day I feel sleepy
       | 2 hours later than the day before. That means every day I'm
       | tempted to delay my bedtime by 2 hours because I don't feel
       | sleepy at all. For the longest time I though the my difficulty
       | falling asleep was habitual/emotional/hygienic.
       | 
       | After a decade of experimentation with caffeine, lighting, food,
       | meditation, journaling, restricted sleep etc etc etc the best
       | solution for me by far has been a low-dose melatonin supplement
       | one hour before my desired bedtime. As long as I do that I hardly
       | ever stay up longer than I should, and go to sleep immediately.
       | Food for thought if you have chronic trouble falling asleep and
       | don't feel like there's anything terribly 'off' about your
       | habits.
       | 
       | (If I'm anxious/stressed I still sleep badly)
        
         | Obscurity4340 wrote:
         | You "listen" to anything or silence?
        
           | zemvpferreira wrote:
           | On melatonin? I'm on YouTube until my head is too heavy to
           | hold up (a novel experience).
           | 
           | Off melatonin? I tried silence among other things but it just
           | makes me either bored or anxious. No way to spend 5-10% of
           | your day.
        
             | Obscurity4340 wrote:
             | U ever tried listening to an anchor piece or book that you
             | listen to every night ritualistically? I feel like it works
             | equally well for children and adults. Everyone loves a
             | story they've heard a million times that tells their body
             | implicitly its time for nighty bye bye :)
             | 
             | Edit: also, you ever try cutting the visual so there's only
             | audio? Try it and report back ;)
        
         | noman-land wrote:
         | Is there a name for this circadian misalignment? I've never
         | done any serious testing but over time have experienced the
         | same realization, that my ideal day seems to be longer than 24
         | hours.
        
           | nmarinov wrote:
           | There is some research and some terminology but not a whole
           | lot of conclusive stuff.
           | 
           | Look up circadian rhythm sleep disorders, non-24-hour sleep-
           | wake disorder, delayed sleep phase disorder, free running
           | sleep.
        
           | MengerSponge wrote:
           | The name is "being human", and it's probably not
           | pathological: subjects kept in environments without external
           | timekeepers (such as sunrise/sunset or clocks even) tend to
           | keep a 25 hour circadian rhythm.
           | 
           | Our bodies respond strongly to food and light and caffeine.
           | Food when you wake up, and darkness as you're going to sleep.
           | 
           | Remember that caffeine has a half-life of up to 9 hours, so
           | if you're having trouble winding down at bedtime, that might
           | be attributable to the cup of coffee or soda you had at
           | lunchtime.
        
             | pawelduda wrote:
             | Up to 9 hours? More like 4-6 AFAIK
        
               | zemvpferreira wrote:
               | The problem I've seen with sleep/caffeine research is
               | that most of it is done with non-habitual doses.
               | 
               | Half-life might be such and such, but people who drink a
               | coffee after dinner for 20 years sleep better than non-
               | coffee-drinkers who have an espresso after lunch that one
               | time.
        
               | doubled112 wrote:
               | Anecdotal, but exactly.
               | 
               | I drink roughly a pot of coffee a day. Keeps me in the
               | game.
               | 
               | Just one more at dinner is not going to keep me awake at
               | night. Maybe another pot, but that's still a maybe.
        
               | pawelduda wrote:
               | I used to drink yerba mate almost daily (higher caffeine
               | content than average coffee) because I thought it kept me
               | in the game. At one point I had to go on very strict diet
               | due to health issue so took one week break. I never felt
               | urge to drink it again, my avg energy levels are higher,
               | and anxiety levels lower since stopping (2 months so far)
        
           | manmal wrote:
           | Does this occur for you even when you get exposure to bright
           | sunlight after waking, and turning off the lights at 9PM or
           | so?
        
         | anktor wrote:
         | Absolutely agreed. I've had some type of insomnia on and off
         | most of my life, last year was particularly bad. Started taking
         | melatonin, first day I fell asleep and rested like I couldn't
         | for the past year. Asked my doctor about and he told me to keep
         | taking it as long as I felt it worked, since anything he could
         | give would be much much more addictive
        
       | Xcelerate wrote:
       | Since having children, this "revenge procrastination" has
       | switched from late night to early morning as I typically fall
       | asleep by 9 PM now. Imagine setting an alarm for 4 AM just to
       | have some time for yourself in the morning. I wouldn't call it
       | wasted time though. I'm typically learning about machine learning
       | or something.
        
         | Tade0 wrote:
         | This was my way of making time for my stuff without disturbing
         | my sleep schedule as a parent.
         | 
         | The philosophy basically is: do I want to do it bad enough to
         | wake up early?
         | 
         | Sometimes yes, sometimes no. I learned a thing or about myself
         | in the process.
        
       | swimwiththebeat wrote:
       | It's amazing how much attaching a name to some phenomenon or
       | problem and discussing it helps in understanding it and taking
       | the first steps to address it. Knowing that bedtime
       | procrastination is a real thing that affects others not only
       | gives me comfort, but also helps me think about it very
       | consciously and figure out how to take the first steps to solve
       | it.
       | 
       | I never thought about it from the revenge and agency perspective,
       | but I appreciate the author at least trying to hypothesize why
       | people do this despite it being detrimental. All the suggestions
       | and tips in the article are also incredibly helpful.
        
         | otikik wrote:
         | Names are important. One of the most important things, perhaps.
         | It conditions how we think. For example, the denomination
         | "fiscal paradise" could have been "tax evasion den" instead.
        
         | extragood wrote:
         | I had a similar revelation at work recently.
         | 
         | I've lead a team for the past several years. Our productivity
         | and the quality of the work never was never questioned for the
         | first ~4 years. We consistently met or exceeded expectations,
         | and everyone was happy.
         | 
         | In the past year of belt tightening, my leadership and methods
         | have come under scrutiny by our executives. I've spent many
         | hours defending my decisions, especially team structure. The
         | thing which finally got them (mostly) off my back was sharing
         | the name of the methodology that most resembled what I had
         | built. Suddenly my explanations check out.
         | 
         | While I'm happy to have a lot of that pressure relieved, it's
         | also been a frustrating experience. My credibility relied on
         | someone else giving a name to a methodology that I devised
         | independently, and that was more important than any of the
         | results of the previous 4 years.
        
           | simmschi wrote:
           | Ha, I can relate to that. What is the name of your leadership
           | style?
        
       | elynde wrote:
       | Bedtime procrastination is my kryptonite. Every other habit like
       | working hard, exercising, eating right I do well at but can't fix
       | this.
       | 
       | I've battled with it my whole life. Even as a toddler I would
       | stay up late reading in secret. There is just something about the
       | stillness when everyone else is asleep where I feel like my brain
       | can finally wind down/process the day/kick back and relax.
       | 
       | Anyone else struggled so badly and fixed it? How?
        
         | jraby3 wrote:
         | Maybe fix it by accepting it and yourself.
         | 
         | I love getting up early for the same reason. Everyone is asleep
         | everything is quiet and I can just relax in a way I can't when
         | people are around.
         | 
         | If you can, try to arrange your morning routine to give you
         | some extra time to sleep and enjoy the quality time at night.
        
           | Baeocystin wrote:
           | To second this- I have been an extreme night owl my entire
           | life. Trying to sync my sleep/wake to an early morning
           | schedule was to live a miserable life of permanent jetlag. It
           | wasn't thriving; it was barely surviving, with no mental
           | juice left for love or hobbies.
           | 
           | I finally had a health event that was a real come-to-Jesus
           | moment about 10 years ago. As part of dealing with it, I
           | learned to accept my nature as being what it is.
           | 
           | And now, 10 years on, my life has never been better. That
           | doesn't mean easy or without issue, but I'm finally living as
           | myself. And that makes all the difference.
        
         | grecy wrote:
         | For me it's all about removing the tempting things I would
         | normally waste time with. Go camping and don't take a phone or
         | book or kindle. Buy night two I'm asleep before my head hits
         | the pillow!
         | 
         | So at home I try to do the same. Before reaching for the laptop
         | or phone I ask myself what I'm going to do with it, and if the
         | answer Is waste time, I try very hard not to pick it up (doing
         | something else makes that easier - load the dishwasher, get
         | lunch ready for tomorrow, etc)
        
           | mindslight wrote:
           | On this topic, camping is "cheating", IMO. I naturally want
           | to wake up somewhere around 10AM. (I'm sure I've got
           | something like "delayed phase sleep syndrome", but don't see
           | the point of medicalizing/externalizing it rather than just
           | knowing myself and mitigating the harm from society). But
           | stick me in a tent outdoors and it's a few short days until
           | I'm waking up with the sun, or even the birds.
        
             | grecy wrote:
             | Go to bed with the sun at home, that will help you wake up
             | with the sun.
        
               | mindslight wrote:
               | I'm sure light has much to do with it, but that's a poor
               | proposition at this time of year in the northern
               | hemisphere. And frankly often times when it starts to get
               | dark is when I actually start to feel fully awake.
               | 
               | Of course the caffeine dependence I've built up lately
               | doesn't help that. It's one hell of a high interest loan,
               | and there's never a good time to pay it off.
        
               | grecy wrote:
               | I live in the Yukon, I've never felt better than when I
               | go to bed with the sun, even in winter.
               | 
               | When your body sleeps for 14+ hours, it's telling you
               | something
        
               | Baeocystin wrote:
               | When I lived in Montana, I definitely slept more hours in
               | the winter. Kind of enjoyed it, too. Those long evenings
               | of nothing much but staring in to the fire (house was
               | heated with a Franklin stove) were good for the soul.
        
               | hotnfresh wrote:
               | I've played with eliminating nighttime lighting (aside
               | from candles) and after-dark screens _period_ , and can
               | confirm, it puts one's "clock" closer to where it should
               | be. Which shouldn't be surprising.
               | 
               | It is hard to keep up. If I were dictator of the world
               | I'd experiment with hibernating the whole economy a bit
               | in the Winter. Three months or so of 5-6 hour workdays.
        
         | karmakaze wrote:
         | I can't say I've _struggled_ with it--I 've leaned into it and
         | accepted it as how I get my own time. The quality of that time
         | however is low since it comes at the end of the day. Sometimes
         | I'll have a large meal, short but deep nap, then have quality
         | late night time. The 'fix' seems to have come from being able
         | to get by on fewer hours of sleep as I get older. Other times
         | like around DST change, I'm able to get time at the beginning
         | of the day, which if I plan or think of something doesn't
         | merely go sleeping in while half-awake.
        
         | yason wrote:
         | I consider it a feature, not a bug.
         | 
         | Also read in the dark with a flashlight when I was a kid. I'm
         | writing this near midnight with my wife and our dog soundly
         | asleep. I'll be around for an hour or two until I switch off to
         | sleep myself. All I hear is the faint hum of my laptop fan and
         | the car lights that pass by on the road in distance. Just
         | perfect.
        
         | pomian wrote:
         | Some life lessons from a fellow night owl. Don't worry about
         | it! Don't schedule important meetings at 8 am! If you need to
         | become a regular at some place at 8 am, then they only solution
         | for a night owl, is to get up before 6; 5:30 for example - then
         | you are foolling your body into thinking you're still getting
         | up at night.
        
       | cortesoft wrote:
       | As a parent of young children, the only alternative is to
       | completely give up any personal time. If I go to bed when the
       | kids go to bed, I have zero time for any of my own hobbies.
       | 
       | I just don't think I am willing to do that.
        
       | tkiolp4 wrote:
       | Perhaps off topic: if I go to sleep at 10pm (something I never
       | do, except if I have to wake up very early for whatever reason)
       | and wake up at 6am, I feel like crap. Very sleepy and it takes me
       | a couple of hours to be fully awake. Those 8h don't feel the same
       | as when I sleep from 1am to 9am, for example (my regular sleeping
       | time).
        
         | crise1221 wrote:
         | I think that might have to do with your body clock and
         | schedule. As you said, those are your "regular" sleeping times.
         | If you start to consistently go to bed at 10pm and make that
         | "regular", you'll get the same quality of sleep as with your
         | current schedule. But, ultimately, if 1am to 9am works for you
         | and there are no major negative effects to your life, I
         | wouldn't think there is anything wrong with continuing to keep
         | that schedule.
        
       | CowOfKrakatoa wrote:
       | Haven't read the comments, but I have something to contribute. I
       | am married and a parent of a 1.5-year-old child. Employed at a
       | full-time job, working out is something I consider mandatory.
       | Adding all this together, plus household chores, it leaves little
       | time for personal projects or just chilling out by myself. I used
       | to stay up late to get some alone time, but as the article
       | describes, it is not sustainable, especially for parents.
       | 
       | I had a project I wanted to work on, but it was difficult to
       | focus at night after everything else was taken care of. So I
       | flipped it. I started waking up early. I aim for 5 am; recently,
       | it's been more like 6 am, but I've been thinking of trying out 4
       | am. I've never been a morning person, but you do get used to it
       | after a few weeks. Now, I use the fresh morning energy to work on
       | my side project, and from the moment my daughter wakes up, I
       | start with all the responsibilities. I work out in the evening,
       | and I don't dread going to sleep early because I wake up to my
       | time. So, the earlier I get to bed, the more "me" time I get.
        
         | doubled112 wrote:
         | This probably would work for most but mine tried to kill me.
         | 
         | My oldest had a stretch where 5:30am was his normal, natural
         | wake up time. By stretch I mean I think he was 6 or 7 and
         | finally grew out of it.
         | 
         | Alright I'm ready. Let's go!
         | 
         | I'm usually a 7-8am until to 12-1am kind of person, so that was
         | tough.
        
       | MichaelRo wrote:
       | Actually I do the "two sleeps" routine, particularly since I read
       | about it and found out it's not something broken with me but it's
       | (was) rather the normal way to sleep.
       | 
       | After the evening meal and a little screen time I'm starting to
       | feel very sleepy and a bit annoyed because I would like to do
       | more activity but it becomes uncomfortable and unpleasant to
       | fight biology. So I turn off the light and put myself in bed with
       | the full intention of sleeping all night if so happens to be, but
       | not opposed to wake up again if also, it happens.
       | 
       | More often than not after 1-2 hours of nap, I wake up feeling
       | refreshed so I turn on the light and screens (TV, phone,
       | computer) and do more leisure stuff. Not gaming, which pumps the
       | wrong hormones and will make it hard to go to sleep again.
       | Browsing the net, listening to music, watching another episode
       | from the many comedy series I started... 1-2 hours later I feel
       | sleepy again and this time it's for good, lasts till morning.
       | Even if I wakeup (and I do wake up 1-2 times during the night to
       | hit the bathroom), I'm very drowsy. Half asleep make it to the
       | bathroom cursing the weak bladder then crawl back in my bed and 5
       | minutes later I'm already dreaming.
        
       | DenisM wrote:
       | One thing that might help a little is listening to a podcast
       | while falling asleep. You're doing something enjoyable that
       | doesn't disrupt your sleep schedule.
        
       | EVa5I7bHFq9mnYK wrote:
       | I have another name for that: Refusal to Concede. Before fall
       | asleep, I still have a chance to do something great with my life.
       | After, it's officially another wasted day.
        
       | simmschi wrote:
       | This behavior is probably pretty normal for anyone with a job,
       | family and kids. I wouldn't associate it with 'revenge' though.
       | 
       | For me 2 things help with the sleep deprivation, power naps and
       | going to bed super early once in a while.
       | 
       | Power naps started working for me nicely once I removed the
       | stressful requirement of actually having to sleep. I just set my
       | phone timer for 20 minutes and allow my mind to float away. Just
       | hitting sleep for a few minutes this way is super helpful and
       | refreshing. And 20 mins you can easily sneak in even into a work
       | day, or when coming home from work.
       | 
       | The going to bed super early is just me crashing once in a while.
       | Sleep deprivation accumulates and for the sake of my health I
       | just let my body crash at 7pm. Happens maybe once a month.
        
       | boh wrote:
       | When you're in bed and about to sleep you have the most control
       | of your attention. You're not on your phone, no one is trying to
       | talk to you. The most access most people have of their attention
       | is right before bed. Things like self-awareness, worry, ambition,
       | memories that might've been ignored all day, are all of a sudden
       | in the foreground of our perception, and a person finds
       | themselves actually thinking rather than just reacting to
       | stimuli.
        
       | bmc7505 wrote:
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Revenge_buying
        
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