[HN Gopher] How I got here
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       How I got here
        
       Author : low_tech_love
       Score  : 764 points
       Date   : 2023-11-11 11:04 UTC (1 days ago)
        
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       | macintux wrote:
       | I hate to quote so much of the post--it's well worth a read--but
       | I think it's bookended by two very different experiences that
       | convey _so much_ about the U.S. prison system.
       | 
       | > A few years later, I left prison with $0 in my pocket (lawyers
       | and commissary are expensive, and nobody pays you what they owe
       | you when you come in), to a rooming house with hallways that
       | smelled like crack-smoke and were filled with parole officers and
       | junkies. I was left with the difficult choice of either living
       | there and walking to a temp agency with hopes of making
       | $10.50/hour doing manual labor (without an ID or social security
       | card at this point), or getting on a bus to NYC to see some
       | associates, and coming back in a week or so with $15-25k in my
       | pocket and living in comfy luxury hotels until I could rent an
       | apartment... I chose the latter, obviously, and was back in
       | prison after 14mo.
       | 
       | ...and later:
       | 
       | > I am very grateful for the opportunity, but I recognize that
       | this is very much the exception and not the rule, and the success
       | of the Maine model of corrections should highlight the absolutely
       | embarrassing lack of opportunities in the rest of the system, to
       | do anything but become a bitter, broke criminal; deprived of not
       | just your freedom, family, financial security and reputation, but
       | also of your self-identity as someone worth investing in
       | changing. We need to do better as a society, and understand that,
       | yes, there are people in the system that deserve this kind of
       | punishment, but a large majority of our prison population are
       | just regular people... non-violent drug offenders like myself.
       | There are plenty more, like me, that are capable of being
       | responsible, productive, tax paying members of society if given
       | the opportunity, but you cannot expect anyone to change when you
       | just lock them up in a cage with a bunch of other criminals where
       | there is a subculture of endless negativity.
        
         | k1ns wrote:
         | Prisons in the USA are for-profit enterprises that rely on a
         | consistent population. They have no incentive to rehabilitate,
         | in fact it's the opposite. What I don't understand is how a
         | country with so many advantages like the USA could come up with
         | arguably the worst prison system in the world. As a citizen,
         | it's embarrassing that this is accepted by those in power as a
         | good solution.
        
           | pcl wrote:
           | As it turns out, Maine (where the author of the article ended
           | up) has gotten rid of all their for-profit prisons, as of
           | 2020.
           | 
           | https://www.criminon.org/where-we-work/united-states/maine/
        
           | oooyay wrote:
           | Private prisons are problematic in their own right, but they
           | only make up 8% of the total prison population at the state
           | and federal level. imo, we (the citizens) are to blame for
           | constantly championing a system of accountability that
           | believes accountability is putting a man in a box and taking
           | every future opportunity he doesn't know yet away from him.
           | You can certainly blame those in power, and they share some
           | blame, but we also elect to these sentences.
           | 
           | https://www.sentencingproject.org/reports/private-prisons-
           | in...
        
             | rendall wrote:
             | Agreed. It's not "powers that be" that impose this system
             | on Americans, it's we Americans ourselves. We vote for
             | politicians who are tough on crime - meaning long prison
             | sentences, unsafe conditions, no robust public defense.
        
               | sitkack wrote:
               | All true, but we also don't rehabilitate. Prisoners
               | should come out better then they went in not worse.
        
               | k1ns wrote:
               | My main concern exactly.
        
               | rendall wrote:
               | We are in agreement. I could have added "... prioritize
               | retribution with rehabilitation at best an afterthought"
        
             | k1ns wrote:
             | I said "prisons...are for-profit enterprises", not "prisons
             | are privately owned". Government-owned prisons still rely
             | on, and provide revenue to, companies specifically designed
             | to profit from the prison population.
        
               | chroma wrote:
               | That's true of everything in an economy. It's also true
               | that Norway's prisons rely on, and provide revenue to,
               | companies specifically designed to profit from the prison
               | population. Is a prison suddenly better if a government
               | worker builds the bars rather than a contractor?
        
               | k1ns wrote:
               | I agree with your one example and disagree with the
               | thousands of others designed to profit off of
               | incarcerated individuals instead of rehabilitate them.
        
               | chroma wrote:
               | Ok. If there are thousands, can you give three examples
               | of companies that are designed to profit off of
               | incarcerated individuals rather than rehabilitate them?
        
               | k1ns wrote:
               | I'm not defending this. It's not an argument, it's a
               | fact. If you're not afraid of the idea, look it up. Part
               | of the problem here is never bucking back against what
               | we've been taught and doing our own exploration.
        
               | chroma wrote:
               | I'm asking for facts. Surely if there are thousands of
               | examples, three exploitative companies shouldn't be too
               | difficult to find.
        
               | oooyay wrote:
               | I think this describes the issue k1ns is referring to: ht
               | tps://corpaccountabilitylab.org/calblog/2020/8/5/private-
               | c...
               | 
               | > The next year, 111 inmates continued to produce
               | "decorated party balloons" for MINNCOR, according to
               | NCIA's database. Large contracts such as this, coupled
               | with correctional industries wages of between $0.50 and
               | $2.00 per hour, allowed MINNCOR to make a profit of over
               | $13 million in 2019.
               | 
               | Also relevant: https://minncorprod.blob.core.windows.net/
               | files/MINNCOR%20In...
               | 
               | I'm actually having trouble squaring the claim from
               | corpaccountabilitylab.org of an average of $.50 - $2/hr
               | and what MINNCOR claims which is an average of $14.20/hr.
               | The leading value of MINNCOR industries is to have the
               | industrial programs pay for the prison system, thereby
               | not passing new taxes onto residents. The only way that I
               | can think to measure whether that system is healthy or
               | not is to determine if it can both scale _down_ and scale
               | _up_. If it can 't scale down, then they will indeed be
               | incentivized to incarcerate new people.
               | 
               | Also of note, MINNCOR continues to employ people on
               | release. From the report: 172 released + 753 incarcerated
               | = 925 total active participants. The low of self-reported
               | wages is $10/hr, the high is $22.38.
        
             | Karellen wrote:
             | > Private prisons are problematic in their own right, but
             | they only make up 8% of the total prison population
             | 
             | It's not how many people they are in charge of that
             | matters, but how much money they donate to politicians to
             | be be "tough on crime", and how much other soft money
             | influence they have to make citizens think that crime is a
             | problem that politicians need to be tough on, and to
             | demonise politicians who aren't (which right-wing media is
             | all too happy to help with).
             | 
             | Even if private prisons only have a small slice of the
             | prison pie, they still work hard to make the pie as big as
             | possible.
        
           | edgyquant wrote:
           | A very small number of prisons are for profit and advocates
           | of being soft on criminals love to push the idea that they
           | make up a majority, just as you implied.
        
           | throw__away7391 wrote:
           | Serious question: does this come from real first hand
           | experience of knowledge of the issue or are you simply
           | repeating the NYT/the Atlantic/Vox etc.?
           | 
           | My understanding is that about 8% of US prisons are privately
           | owned. Perhaps that's not a good thing, but I don't think it
           | is at all correct to say that "prisons in the USA are for-
           | profit enterprise" when the actual number is so low.
           | 
           | I have also heard this narrative for a long time that the
           | prisons were filled mostly with non-violent drug offenders,
           | only to learn that this description only applies to about
           | 3.5% of the prison population. Maybe that's not a good thing
           | either, but again I feel like I have been intentionally
           | deceived after reading supposedly high-minded journalism into
           | believing a fundamentally false understanding of what is
           | going on.
        
             | k1ns wrote:
             | Yes, my introduction to the world of commercial software
             | development was an internship at a company that built
             | products for prisons.
             | 
             | To be clear, I said "prisons...are for-profit enterprises",
             | not "all prisons are privately owned". Even state-owned
             | prisons are cash cows for the prison industry. I'm not
             | interested in what narrative you identify with, I'm stating
             | a fact.
        
               | throw__away7391 wrote:
               | Well that's true of literally every thing that is made
               | and every service delivered. There's an absolutely huge
               | industry build around primary education that dwarfs the
               | prison industry by a significant margin.
               | 
               | Actually prisons and schools have quite a lot in common
               | so maybe you're onto something.
        
               | k1ns wrote:
               | I'm glad you brought up the public education system. One
               | is designed to instill knowledge and nurture young minds
               | (public schools) while the other is designed to make sure
               | you come back (prisons).
        
             | lyu07282 wrote:
             | The criticism of private prisons (or the prison industrial
             | complex) in general is more than just referring to
             | privately owned and run prisons, its referring to prisons,
             | jails, detention facilities, psychiatric hospitals, private
             | security and guards, transportation and logistics, health
             | care services, surveillance and other technology providers,
             | food/commissary/library services, communication/phone
             | services, cash bail creditors, etc. etc. all run for-
             | profit.
             | 
             | The other issue is more in general about having
             | incarceration rates that are "four to six times that of its
             | high-income peers in Europe and Asia". So you might
             | recognize that as an issue too and think perhaps its the
             | privatized prison system, the root causes for crime like
             | inequality, disenfranchisement, homelessness, the reasons
             | for drug use in the first place, or even just perhaps
             | switching to an evidence-based rehabilitation system.
             | 
             | But now imagine you are a liberal, you need a way to
             | acknowledge and talk about these problems without ever
             | actually having to change anything. So that's why liberal
             | journalists are talking about non-violent drug offenders
             | and the 8.41% private prison population and so Biden
             | stopped the justice department from renewing contracts for
             | federal private prisons and he pardoned all prisoners of
             | federal non-violent marijuana possession charges. Of course
             | it doesn't actually do anything, but that was the point.
             | And that's what liberalism is.
        
           | simbolit wrote:
           | > how a country ... like the USA could come up with arguably
           | the worst prison system in the world
           | 
           | I will leave you with this quote by John Erlichman:
           | 
           | "We knew we couldn't make it illegal to be either against the
           | war or black, but by getting the public to associate the
           | hippies with marijuana and blacks with heroin, and then
           | criminalizing both heavily, we could disrupt those
           | communities, (...) We could arrest their leaders, raid their
           | homes, break up their meetings, and vilify them night after
           | night on the evening news. Did we know we were lying about
           | the drugs? Of course we did."
           | 
           | Source: https://harpers.org/archive/2016/04/legalize-it-all/
           | 
           | Background: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Ehrlichman
           | 
           | And, because everything is complicated, the family denies it
           | all:
           | 
           | The 1994 alleged 'quote' we saw repeated in social media for
           | the first time today does not square with what we know of our
           | father. And collectively, that spans over 185 years of time
           | with him," the Ehrlichman family wrote. "We do not subscribe
           | to the alleged racist point of view that this writer now
           | implies 22 years following the so-called interview of John
           | and 16 years following our father's death, when dad can no
           | longer respond. None of us have raised our kids that way, and
           | that's because we were not raised that way."
           | 
           | Source: https://edition.cnn.com/2016/03/23/politics/john-
           | ehrlichman-...
        
             | Projectiboga wrote:
             | One of the several hundred thousand nazis, erm German
             | refugees, the Eisenhower administration brought here in
             | 1953. This was much larger than operation paperclip. The
             | GOP reloaded with that cohort. Their descendants are still
             | wrecking havoc upon our country. I'm sure some come and
             | have done well for us but many are trouble. That huge S&L
             | scandal back in the late 80s was by some of them.
        
               | pyuser583 wrote:
               | Could you provide more info on this? I haven't heard of
               | this before. I don't doubt it's true, I'd just like to
               | see more about it.
               | 
               | Regarding Ehrlichman specifically, his Wikipedia page
               | says he fought for the US during WWII, and his father
               | died serving in the Canadian military in 1940 (when
               | Canada was fighting, but the US was not).
               | 
               | So it seems pretty low to call him a Nazi.
        
               | saxonww wrote:
               | What are you talking about? Ehrlichman was born in the US
               | in 1925.
               | 
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Ehrlichman
        
               | jimkoen wrote:
               | Ehrlichman was born in the US though, so I'm not sure
               | where you take the Nazi part from?
        
               | LtWorf wrote:
               | USA loved the nazis up until they made a peace treaty
               | with stalin and war with france and england...
        
             | amanaplanacanal wrote:
             | One thing has become abundantly clear over the last few
             | years: people in politics regularly do things that go
             | against their most cherished beliefs when it is politically
             | expedient. Those that hold out are notable for how rare
             | they are, and it frequently ends their political career.
        
           | otteromkram wrote:
           | > As a citizen
           | 
           | Of where?
           | 
           | I, as a lawful citizen of the United States of America, am
           | _not_ embarrassed by the prison system.
           | 
           | I _am_ embarrassed, however, by folks who use hyperbole
           | without merit to try and appease the masses without having
           | the courage to go against the grain for fear of getting
           | "downvoted" and losing faked internet points.
           | 
           | The fact that you believe the USA has the worst prison system
           | in the world, compared to somewhere like, I dunno, Venezuela,
           | supports my prior point.
        
             | k1ns wrote:
             | This has nothing to do with "fake internet points" and
             | everything to do with firsthand experience that most
             | citizens lack completely.
             | 
             | You chastise those that "appease the masses" but mention
             | Venezuela's prison system. How much firsthand experience do
             | you have with Venezuela's prison system? My wager is that
             | your concept of their prison system is based on articles
             | specifically designed to "appease the masses".
        
           | dragonwriter wrote:
           | > Prisons in the USA are for-profit enterprises
           | 
           | About 7-8% of US jail and prisoners inmates are in for-profit
           | correctional institutions, most are in public institutions
           | which are not operated for profit.
           | 
           | Private, for profit prisons are an issue, but they are very
           | much not the norm in the US.
        
         | edgyquant wrote:
         | So he chose to go back to a life of crime and we're supposed to
         | feel bad for him? There's a reason he was able to make 20k in a
         | weekend, it's a high risk high reward business and I have no
         | sympathy for someone who skirts societal norms and makes a shit
         | ton of money in the process while plenty of people suck it up
         | and earn the 10.50 until they can get back out in their own.
         | This guy and his entire post reeks of entitlement, beginning
         | with "non-violent drug offenses" in the first paragraph.
         | 
         | That's an opinion, he wasn't arrested for possession in reality
         | he made a ton of money selling dangerous drugs to kids. Maybe
         | they should be legal, some of that I agree with (I spent a lot
         | of my late teens and early twenties in jail or on probation for
         | simple possession and have a felony to this day for it) but
         | that doesn't mean you should be able to peddle chemicals you
         | don't understand in large quantities. Your upbringing being bad
         | doesn't make that okay either.
        
           | kelnos wrote:
           | I don't think it really matters if you feel bad for him or
           | not, and focusing on that aspect does more harm than good. I
           | think, given a choice between living in a fucked-up halfway
           | house with your only prospect for the future being a shitty
           | minimum-wage job, or falling back into your old crimes where
           | you can make pretty solid bank doing illegal things (yes,
           | with high risk)... most people would probably pick the
           | latter.
           | 
           | I absolutely agree that "non-violent drug offenses" is a cop-
           | out when describing high-volume drug dealing. Maybe he wasn't
           | directly violent, but dealers like him directly contribute to
           | dragging many more people into addiction, violence, and even
           | death. I don't think people should be jailed (or even
           | punished) for simple possession, but dealing -- especially on
           | a large scale -- well, that's a different matter.
           | 
           | But ultimately what I really care about is outcomes. The
           | bottom line is that it doesn't matter what we _want_ someone
           | to choose when they get out of prison. If we don 't provide a
           | compelling path for an ex-con to go straight, that's just us
           | shooting ourselves in our feet. If that means spending more
           | time and money housing someone in actually good conditions,
           | and providing them direct access to higher education and
           | better job opportunities, so be it. Ultimately that ends up
           | being a lot cheaper for taxpayers than what we're doing now.
           | And we get a much healthier society in the bargain.
           | 
           | Acting punitive toward convicts and ex-cons doesn't help
           | anyone. It doesn't help the person involved, and it
           | especially doesn't help ourselves.
        
             | peyton wrote:
             | You're saying if only we'd given this particular guy more
             | free stuff he wouldn't have gone back to flipping
             | carfentanil for $20k a weekend? That seems pretty far-
             | fetched.
        
             | hermitcrab wrote:
             | I agree. But society has a hard time accepting that
             | rehabilitating people with criminal records is more useful
             | than punishing them.
        
           | cvz wrote:
           | He's not asking for sympathy. The entire article is about how
           | he ended up where he is now, how the prison he's at now has
           | saved him from a life of crime by giving him a meaningful
           | chance at a career, that this is an anomaly, and that it
           | shouldn't be.
        
             | sctb wrote:
             | I'm wondering if one of the factors here is that the public
             | is funding this opportunity, and that many, many non-
             | criminal members of that public are doing the $10.50/h
             | thing with no such support and very limited opportunity.
        
               | gavinray wrote:
               | > that many, many non-criminal members of that public are
               | doing the $10.50/h thing with no such support and very
               | limited opportunity.
               | 
               | The two ideas are not mutually exclusive. The non-
               | criminal members of the public shouldn't be subjected to
               | this either.
               | 
               | Yes, there must exist unskilled, low-paying labor -- but
               | there _also_ must exist ample opportunity for education
               | and self-betterment for (almost) ALL individuals.
               | 
               | The most heinous of persons excepted, of course.
        
               | jotaen wrote:
               | If I were to choose between (a) getting such a
               | funding/opportunity but having to spend 10 years in jail
               | to qualify for it, or (b) not getting this funding and
               | staying free, I'd certainly pick (b), even if my only
               | alternative was a minimum wage job.
               | 
               | I'd also argue that the reason for the public to fund
               | such opportunities is not primarily an act of humanity,
               | but it's rather a long-term "investment" into lowering
               | overall recidivism rates. That being said, one way to
               | look at it is that the public is not funding _him_ , but
               | it's funding its own interests.
        
               | sctb wrote:
               | No disagreement here. The main thrust of my comment was
               | the observation that perceived fairness is a powerful
               | psychological factor and that it might be at play in
               | discussions like this one.
        
           | thefaux wrote:
           | I agree with you that just on the basis of this piece, he
           | does not sound accountable and can appreciate given what
           | you've shared about your own history why it might be
           | particularly frustrating. At the same time, there are factual
           | elements of the story that deeply bother me about the way we
           | treat those who have previously transgressed. I believe that
           | we do need systems of accountability, but I also believe that
           | our current system is broken beyond repair and is not
           | ultimately effective. Or rather it can only be effective if
           | we collectively agree to condemn a certain class of people as
           | criminals and therefore deserving of treatment we would never
           | accept of non criminals. We would all do well to remember our
           | own incredible good fortune in life.
           | 
           | Of course there are people in prison who are a menace to
           | public safety and must be dealt with. And there must be
           | consequences for harmful behavior even when it is
           | "nonviolent" (which is a word that diminishes non-physical
           | harm). But I truly struggle to understand how it is a good
           | idea to segregate all the people who have previously
           | transgressed, deny them opportunities for betterment and
           | fully initiate them into criminal life.
        
           | charles_f wrote:
           | Guilty once, guilty forever right? You're defined by your
           | lowest moment and surely can never come back from it ; and
           | surely serving your sentence is never enough to be allowed a
           | second chance.
           | 
           | There's not a mention asking for sympathy in there. It's
           | mostly factual, and explanatory of his experience. And the
           | fact that giving opportunities to convicts to educate
           | themselves and find their way seems a much better solution
           | than just educating them to gang life.
        
             | overrun11 wrote:
             | *guilty twice
        
         | bionsystem wrote:
         | > There are plenty more, like me, that are capable of being
         | responsible, productive, tax paying members of society if given
         | the opportunity, but you cannot expect anyone to change when
         | you just lock them up in a cage with a bunch of other criminals
         | where there is a subculture of endless negativity.
         | 
         | Of course they expect inmates to change, but towards even more
         | criminality, not towards rehabilitation. This will justify them
         | for being inmates in the first place (and thus the existence of
         | the model) and justify them to come back later. It's a very
         | profitable business model.
         | 
         | The whole article is fantastic though.
        
           | freedomben wrote:
           | > _Of course they expect inmates to change, but towards even
           | more criminality, not towards rehabilitation._
           | 
           | Who is "they"?
        
             | ebiester wrote:
             | Those that profit off of the prison system, whether it be
             | the ecosystem of companies supporting the system or those
             | that are employed by it.
        
         | chroma wrote:
         | He was convicted of possessing 30 grams of carfentanil while on
         | parole for his previous conviction. A lethal dose of
         | carfentanil is 2mg, so it was at least 15,000 doses.
         | 
         | 1. https://www.doj.nh.gov/news/2017/20171011-preston-thorpe-
         | sen...
        
           | Nursie wrote:
           | Fuck me, carfentanil is one of those things I read about
           | years ago, that seemed like it would _never_ get anywhere
           | near the recreational drug market, because it's just too
           | potent and too dangerous to handle safely...
           | 
           | Ah, I see from your link it was u-47700 he was arrested with.
           | Certainly a potent and potentially lethal substance, but not
           | exactly on the same scale as carfentanil. U-47700 is quoted
           | as 7.5x the potency of morphine, fentanyl at 50-100x and
           | carfentanil around 4000
        
             | chroma wrote:
             | Apologies. I read a news article about him being charged
             | with carfentanil possession and assumed the conviction
             | referred to that. Apparently the carfentanil was found in
             | his apartment and he was later caught with the other
             | synthetic opioid.
        
               | Nursie wrote:
               | Well, god help whoever gets that in their syringe. AFAICT
               | its main 'legit' use was to bring down large animals like
               | elephants, fast, but that seems to have stopped in 2003.
               | It has also probably been used as a chemical weapon in
               | Russia!
               | 
               | I guess it was the next logical step in the "smaller
               | quantities of more powerful stuff are easier to smuggle"
               | race, but I'd expect to see more dealers turning up dead
               | from accidental exposure if it became widespread.
        
           | AdmiralAsshat wrote:
           | Did you mean 30 kilograms?
        
             | wavemode wrote:
             | 2 milligrams * 15000 = 30 grams
        
       | gavinhoward wrote:
       | This is an incredible post, and I encourage everyone to read it.
       | 
       | I wish I knew better how to help incarcerated people. Based on
       | the Norway(?) model, I feel like help would reduce return rates,
       | but I don't know how to go about it.
        
         | dleslie wrote:
         | There are reasonable suggestions for organizations to support,
         | at the bottom of the post.
        
           | gavinhoward wrote:
           | Yes, though supporting an organization always feels like
           | expecting someone else to do the hard work. I'd like to do
           | more.
        
             | kelnos wrote:
             | Have you considered writing to some of these organizations
             | and asking them if you can volunteer your time?
        
             | frob wrote:
             | Recidiviz is hiring:
             | https://angel.co/company/recidiviz/jobs
        
               | macintux wrote:
               | Apropos of nothing, that jobs site is technically-
               | challenged. Recidiviz has 2 jobs posted, but looking at
               | the filters, there are apparently 3 available in NYC or
               | SF (and no "remote" filter, despite the fact that both
               | jobs are listed as remote, NYC, or SF).
        
         | chroma wrote:
         | Recidivism rates are astonishingly high in all countries.
         | Norway has the lowest at 20% within 2 years. The real rate is
         | higher because most crimes aren't solved. So in the best case,
         | rehabilitation makes someone 300x more likely to commit crime
         | than the average Norwegian.
        
           | halffullbrain wrote:
           | By that logic, the worst possible recidivism rate (surely
           | 100%) would make someone 1500x more likely to commit crime
           | than a non-offender. That's still a pretty good case for
           | having effective rehabilitation (unless you insist on the
           | death sentence for all prisonable offences)
        
             | chroma wrote:
             | You don't have to execute them, just lock them up until
             | they're too old to be a threat.
             | 
             | I've been a victim of violent crime at least a dozen times
             | in my life. I wasn't the first victim for any of my
             | attackers. Far from it. And I wasn't the last. Every single
             | one of them escaped. They probably got caught on some other
             | occasion, and maybe they spent some time in prison for that
             | crime. And then they got out and continued robbing and
             | assaulting innocent people. They'll keep doing this as long
             | as they are physically able.
             | 
             | I don't really care what happens to them, because they're
             | basically constantly-exploding bombs that force the rest of
             | us to pay more in taxes for police, invest in more security
             | systems, avoid certain areas at certain times, and
             | generally worry about safety much more than we otherwise
             | would. Most criminals have been given countless chances to
             | not commit crime, and they keep doing it. The sooner
             | they're separated from society, the better off we'll all
             | be.
        
               | andai wrote:
               | >I've been a victim of violent crime at least a dozen
               | times in my life.
               | 
               | I can't think of a way to say this without sounding
               | insensitive, but have you considered moving?
        
               | chroma wrote:
               | I've moved lots of times. In terms of crime, the SF bay
               | area was by far the worst. The Bronx was second-worst,
               | but I hear it's gotten a lot better since I lived there.
               | Portland has gotten pretty bad over the past few years
               | but at least I can legally carry a gun there.
               | 
               | When you're 5'6" and 120lbs, criminals will target you.
        
               | vertis wrote:
               | You should try Europe or Australia. The worst I've ever
               | experienced is having someone break and enter while I
               | wasn't there. I have lived in what could be considered
               | less than savoury areas in Sydney and have stayed all
               | over Europe and the world (as a digital nomad, currently
               | at 45 countries).
               | 
               | And you won't feel the need to carry a gun...
        
               | chroma wrote:
               | I wasn't born in the US. I've lived in other countries.
               | There are other disadvantages to places like Europe or
               | Australia (or Japan or China, where I've also spent time)
               | that make the tradeoff not worth it to me. The biggest
               | issue is that you'll always be a foreigner. Even if you
               | jump through the hoops to become a citizen, you won't be
               | accepted the same way that Americans accept immigrants.
               | US conservatives are painted as disliking immigrants, but
               | that's only true for immigrants who don't culturally
               | assimilate. Conservatives have no problem electing
               | immigrants like Winsome Sears, Arnold Schwarzenegger, and
               | Young Kim. The mayor of Helena, Montana is a refugee from
               | Liberia. The state with the most foreign-born governors
               | is Georgia. Anyone who claimed that these people aren't
               | "real Americans" would be shunned and shamed across the
               | political spectrum.
               | 
               | There's also the issue of employment and compensation. My
               | skills are worth far less in other countries. I make over
               | $250k/year in compensation, and my taxes are low enough
               | that I've managed to accumulate "fuck you" money before
               | the age of 40. I could retire, but I want to maximize my
               | family's quality of life. It'd also be nice to have an
               | aircraft and a cabin on some land in the middle of
               | nowhere. My chances of accomplishing those goals in
               | another country are much lower. (I'll probably have the
               | cabin in a few years. The aircraft... well, we'll see.)
               | 
               | If I wanted to move to an area with low crime, I could
               | choose from plenty of places in the US. I don't live in
               | those places because, similar to other countries, I'd
               | have to take a massive pay cut. As remote work becomes
               | more commonplace, that could change.
        
               | andai wrote:
               | Interesting points. Yeah, it is pretty funny hearing
               | conservatives being called Nazis and fascists all the
               | time. In many ways America is already living the Star
               | Trek future. Well, except for the UBI. (You'll probably
               | get that soon though, the robots are just about done
               | cooking.)
               | 
               | I heard you can get a used Cessna for $15k. But maybe you
               | want something fancy ;)
        
               | supertofu wrote:
               | This is shocking. Where have you lived that this is so
               | common for you?
        
           | modeless wrote:
           | It's unfair to say it "makes" them that way. They were
           | incarcerated because they already proved willing to commit a
           | crime. It failed to change them back into an average citizen,
           | sure. Understandably a very difficult problem. It's quite
           | possible that it makes them worse instead of better but we'd
           | need different evidence to show that.
        
             | closewith wrote:
             | The average citizen in every country is already willing to
             | commit a crime. The difference between the average criminal
             | and you is a couple of meals.
        
               | laurent_du wrote:
               | No amount of missed meals will make me commit a rape, a
               | murder, or other heinous crimes.
        
               | closewith wrote:
               | If you honestly believe this, you've never been truly
               | hungry. Most to all people will kill for food.
        
               | supertofu wrote:
               | There is a very famous American Buddhist monk called
               | "Ajahn Geoff" who teaches this exact thing. Most people
               | WILL commit heinous acts under the pressure of
               | starvation. (And that's why he and other Buddhist
               | monastics urge the taking of the Buddhist moral
               | precepts).
        
               | scbrg wrote:
               | While that's probably true, I don't really see its
               | relevance. I'm fairly certain that exactly zero of the
               | people spending prison time for murder in my country
               | committed murder because they were hungry.
               | 
               | I'm open to the possibility that the situation may be
               | different in other countries, but I strongly doubt it's a
               | leading cause pretty much anywhere.
        
               | closewith wrote:
               | Well, as Lord Beaverbrook might have said, we've already
               | established that we're all potential criminals. All we're
               | haggling about now is the threshold that would cause us
               | to commit a crime.
               | 
               | Without having lived the lives of others, you simply
               | don't know if you would have committed the same (or
               | worse) crimes in their situation. That doesn't mean we
               | can't or shouldn't punish crimes, but to imagine that
               | you're a better person than most criminals is just self-
               | flattery.
        
               | cellis wrote:
               | Maybe not for you, but what if your son/daughter was
               | missing meals? Moreover, you can _see_ other people
               | eating just fine, and no one will hire you? Also consider
               | that the people you  "murder" likely "had it coming" and
               | were rapists, terrorists, blasphemers, or otherwise
               | cultural heretics...until and unless you've been in those
               | exact situations, it's incredulous that you'd not do what
               | many other humans would do/have done.
        
               | true_religion wrote:
               | People who say they wouldn't murder people for food are
               | saints. I would definitely do it. I like living more than
               | I like other people living.
               | 
               | However, I wouldn't murder anyone in anyone in a modern
               | civilized society. Why not just use social services? And
               | if that doesn't exist, then steal. Even if you're caught
               | they'll be obligated to give you food.
               | 
               | Society needs to devolve to far far below what is the US
               | standard before murder becomes a reasonable solution to
               | food problems.
        
               | sethammons wrote:
               | So you steal and the person tries to murder you. Do you
               | defend yourself? Even a push can knock the person over,
               | hitting their head. Congratulations, you are a murderer.
        
               | true_religion wrote:
               | I think it was pretty clear we were all talking about
               | intentional crimes, not crimes of passion or accident or
               | even negligence.
               | 
               | So unless I know the core of your argument, I'm not sure
               | how to respond to this digression.
        
               | vunderba wrote:
               | You don't know this. You can "imagine" how you'd react in
               | a theoretical situation all you like, but It's like the
               | first time you go skydiving - sure you know the safety
               | record and you've got a parachute/reserve but until you
               | get thrown out of a moving plane at 14,000 feet in the
               | air, you have no idea whether you're going to react
               | calmly or completely freak out.
               | 
               | Likewise until you're actually in a life and death
               | situation, you don't know what you're truly capable of.
        
               | all2 wrote:
               | Not knowing the answer to these questions makes me wonder
               | at who I am sometimes. How would I react to being thrown
               | from a plane, a gun to my head, starving on the street. I
               | thank God I haven't had to experience those things, but I
               | still wonder at what kind of man I am.
        
               | morgante wrote:
               | This is completely untrue and does a tremendous
               | disservice to the many impoverished people who do _not_
               | become criminals.
               | 
               | > The difference between the average criminal and you is
               | a couple of meals.
               | 
               | This is an insane point of view! Most criminals aren't
               | stealing food.
        
             | globalnode wrote:
             | you'll never get that "different evidence", how are you
             | going to set up a control
        
               | modeless wrote:
               | I agree that it's difficult. Sometimes there are natural
               | experiments that already happened.
        
             | BirAdam wrote:
             | Not everyone who is incarcerated committed a crime. Some
             | are in custody for having marijuana which has since been
             | decriminalized in some areas. Others are there because they
             | plea bargained due to pressure. Almost no one who is in
             | custody ever had a trial despite this being a "right" in
             | the USA.
        
               | modeless wrote:
               | We're talking about averages here. Certainly there are
               | plenty of individuals wrongly incarcerated, etc.
        
         | qingcharles wrote:
         | I just got out after 10 years. I work with a lot of people just
         | coming out (just been helping a guy locked up for 40 years,
         | he's doing great).
         | 
         | The biggest issue is that 95% of them will be returned within a
         | few months. Drugs is the main cause. You get out, you have no
         | ID, no job, no family, no friends. You're stuck in a halfway
         | house that is just like being in prison (lots of rules, line up
         | for meal service etc). All the other guys there have a ton of
         | drugs and you swear you won't touch them, but then you do
         | because you're bored and sad. And then you're addicted again.
         | And now you need money to buy more drugs. So you go do
         | something goofy to get money and you get caught and locked up
         | for another 10 piece. Or your parole officer drug tests you and
         | violates your parole and you go do another 3 piece. Or the
         | halfway house owner gets sick of you coming in after 7pm
         | smelling of alcohol so he calls your parole officer and you go
         | do another 3 piece.
         | 
         | Cycle repeats until you die in prison.
        
           | simplicio wrote:
           | The no ID thing is interesting. The article mentions that as
           | a major issue as well. Seems like it'd be a pretty cheap
           | intervention to just issue all out-going prisoners a gov't
           | photo ID on their release.
        
             | qingcharles wrote:
             | It is so terribly insane that this isn't done. You are
             | being held by the state. The state has elevated access to
             | state services. How easy would it be for them to hook into
             | the state ID/DMV system and print you a state ID or
             | driver's license before you leave?
             | 
             | If they can't verify your identity while you are in prison,
             | then what are you even doing there?
             | 
             | All they did before I left prison was try to sign me up for
             | Medicaid (I'm not elligible because I'm an illegal
             | immigrant).
             | 
             | They did kindly let me keep my prison ID when I left which
             | has my photo on it and says IN CUSTODY in giant letters.
             | (they used to say INMATE but that word has gone out of
             | fashion and they couldn't think of another word to use on
             | the badges)
        
               | xxr wrote:
               | > they used to say INMATE but that word has gone out of
               | fashion
               | 
               | Is this due to some kind of "political correctness" thing
               | coming from well meaning people outside the system that
               | the system is pleased to accommodate for easy brownie
               | points, or are there distinct-enough tiers of people
               | inside the system that "inmate" isn't useful?
        
               | qingcharles wrote:
               | I feel like it grew from within the system (where change
               | isn't possible) until it was picked up by those outside
               | the system who would articulate the change.
               | 
               | I was mostly locked up in pre-trial detention and
               | "inmate" has a serious connotation of conviction behind
               | it, so it was considered especially ugly and demeaning
               | there, where the acceptable term is "detainee."
               | 
               | Here are some quick reads on the issue:
               | 
               | https://www.themarshallproject.org/2021/04/12/i-am-not-
               | your-...
               | 
               | https://www.themarshallproject.org/2021/04/12/what-words-
               | we-...
        
       | causality0 wrote:
       | I don't at all care for the way in which he mentions his crimes
       | were nonviolent and tells us about being arrested for dealing
       | ecstasy (a drug with little taboo associated with it) while
       | skipping over the fact he's currently in prison for dealing
       | choke-on-your-own-vomit synthetic opiods, not cute party drugs.
       | 
       | That stuff killed a coworker's son a few years ago. Died right in
       | his own recliner.
        
         | edgyquant wrote:
         | Yeah this guy belongs in jail and clearly doesn't think what he
         | did was a problem at all. In the midst of an epidemic that
         | kills tens of thousands of Americans a year the dealers of
         | these drugs make the front page and are cheered on as
         | "victims."
         | 
         | The victims here are the families and children of the people
         | whose abuse he profited greatly off of.
        
           | RandomLensman wrote:
           | The guy is in jail and is serving his sentence. I could
           | understand given recent scandals with opioids that people
           | view perhaps justice in this area as "patchy", though.
        
             | throwaway626 wrote:
             | It's some strange bias that lets people get worked up about
             | this one already-convicted dealer but pass over in silence
             | the pharmaceutical companies that designed these opioids to
             | be so addictive and marketed them so aggressively so that
             | doctors would over-prescribe them.
        
               | trogdor wrote:
               | I don't know anyone who is ignoring their culpability.
               | There has been an enormous amount of litigation against
               | pharmaceutical companies in relation to opioids,
               | resulting in tens of billions of dollars in settlements.
        
           | dvektor wrote:
           | Author, here:
           | 
           | As a severe opioid addict myself for over 10 years, I am
           | absolutely ashamed of having any part in that life. It is a
           | burden that I will have to continue dealing with every day
           | for the rest of my life.
           | 
           | In no way am I trying to say that I did not deserve to go to
           | prison. The focus of this post, was about the facilities made
           | available to those people who do end up in prison, so that
           | they do not return.
           | 
           | As to the references... yes I am a non-violent drug offender.
           | That isn't a label I gave myself, that is a fact: there to
           | let readers know that I am not here for murder or rape or
           | something of that sort. Involvement in opioids and that
           | lifestyle/culture is something that I did not have any
           | contact with UNTIL I was sent to prison. Perhaps we should
           | consider whether 1. Prison is making people worse (that is
           | just an objective fact) 2. We want to be institutionalizing
           | people that clearly are capable of much more, who turn to
           | things like dealing out of their drug habits, or lack of
           | resources/options.
           | 
           | Before anyone wants to go google'ing and coming up with
           | immediate judgements, why don't you look into that there was
           | absolutely zero prosecution of the case being referred to..
           | They said they found "residue" in my apartment, put out a
           | nationwide manhunt for me, then immediately dropped the case
           | as soon as I was judged by the media and the judge. They
           | couldn't just destroy my apartment and all my stuff and say
           | "we found nothing". Leaving them to prosecute me for 1oz of a
           | synthetic opioid 8x stronger than morphine, that itself, had
           | a potency of roughly 1%. It was almost completely inert.
           | absolutely useless. and this was a completely unrelated case.
           | 
           | To the person who said I sold drugs to kids.. Where exactly
           | do you get off making such horrible claims about me? Do you
           | live in such a bubble that you think that every drug dealer
           | sits around behind dumpsters at high-schools and asks kids if
           | they want to try some 'pot', thats really laced with angel
           | dust? Oh and they all put rainbow fentanyl in your kids
           | halloween candy too right?
        
             | mdaniel wrote:
             | For my curiosity, did you have to apply to be able to
             | access HN as well as GitHub, or are you part of a trusted
             | group of inmates who are allowed to access the Internet
             | broadly? I guess my question is if the access is allow-
             | list, or deny-list, or something else?
        
               | trogdor wrote:
               | Participating in this conversation, particularly as he
               | has been, seems very short-sighted of him.
               | 
               | All of his defensive comments are fair game whenever he
               | ends up eligible for probation, parole, or whatever. And
               | they _will_ be used against him.
        
             | kdmccormick wrote:
             | Hey, don't let the keyboard warriors get to you. HN
             | commentors will always find a way to position themselves as
             | smugly superior.
             | 
             | Thanks for your great blog post.
        
           | oooyay wrote:
           | The opioid epidemic has killed a good chunk of my friends
           | over the years. It was rampant in the form of "cheese" when I
           | was a teen; one of my closest friends was left to die when he
           | began vomiting from an overdose. When I was in the Marines I
           | saw Marine after Marine prescribed opioids for pain and
           | injuries after deployments, many of them separated out and
           | continued using. As an adult I've lived in the Bay Area and
           | Portland; I've gotten to observe first hand what culture
           | these drugs cultivate on our streets. I've gotten to see
           | opioids make their way, sometimes by mistake, into the rave
           | scene and the constant fear it creates among people who want
           | nothing to do with those drugs. We have Narcan at our house
           | because people consistently use the church parking lot next
           | door to shoot up in their car. I've personally ran down the
           | street and through the fence to go bang on doors because I
           | saw someone passed out for too long - not because I want them
           | gone, but because I don't want to see someone else die.
           | 
           | To put the entire mantle on dealers would be a mistake, imo.
           | Their choice to sell can come from a variety of incentives:
           | sometimes from clout, sometimes their upbringing, sometimes
           | lack of opportunity, sometimes lack of education, many times
           | a mixture of the above. Often enough these people are users
           | themselves; the pain the people they sell to endure they also
           | typically endure.
           | 
           | I don't view this post as victim-seeking and I don't really
           | view him as a victim. Instead, I view this as a critique of
           | prison culture that reinforces its outcomes. I view him as
           | someone that wants to change and has the capacity to change,
           | but there is little if any pipeline or incentive to do so. If
           | there is one, it seems frail. When people want to change we
           | should have a stepped pipeline for reintroducing them to
           | normality and finally society.
           | 
           | Like you, I'd like to see less opioid related deaths in the
           | future but I think there's more than one way to get to that
           | goal. If there's a way that can make productive citizens out
           | of people rather than shutting them away forever then I'm all
           | for it because, frankly, the threat of a felony or life
           | imprisonment didn't stop people before. In fact, that's when
           | the prison population and recidivism bloomed.
        
         | gavinray wrote:
         | People do things they're not proud of in desperate situations.
         | Also, everyone was 18-21 once.
         | 
         | Speaking as someone who (barely) survived an unintentional
         | acetyl-fentanyl overdose that hospitalized me with rhabdo and
         | almost killed my then-fiance -- him dealing this stuff is not
         | the end of the world.
         | 
         | I think a lot of people on HN don't know what it's like to be
         | someone below the poverty line who is also entangled with the
         | law. If you're looking for hell in a first-world country,
         | that's about as close as you can get in the USA.
        
           | causality0 wrote:
           | He was 24.
           | 
           |  _People do things they 're not proud of in desperate
           | situations_
           | 
           | See that's the thing. Did you read one word in the post about
           | him being remorseful or apologetic to the people he might've
           | killed by selling them U-47700, a drug that's essentially
           | unstudied in humans? I didn't.
        
             | gavinray wrote:
             | The thing about writing public apologies is that there's no
             | way to differentiate them from crocodile tears. You can't
             | tell whether the person posting it genuinely means those
             | things or is saying them because they know other people
             | will read them.
             | 
             | Obviously, anyone who causes damage to another human being,
             | if they aren't a sociopath, feels remorse.
             | 
             | Of the entire post, perhaps 3 sentences talk about the
             | specifics of crimes committed. Every day that one wakes up
             | inside of a prison/jail, is a reminder of exactly what
             | choices you made to get there.
             | 
             | Can you blame him then, for wanting to write a post that
             | isn't focused on the wrongs he did, and rather his hope for
             | his future?
        
               | rootusrootus wrote:
               | I have to imagine that if someone in that position talks
               | enough about their past they get a little tired of having
               | to apologize all over again to every new person they talk
               | to.
        
           | overrun11 wrote:
           | > People do things they're not proud of in desperate
           | situations.
           | 
           | Having to get an office temp job for minimum wage at 24 isn't
           | ideal but it's a stretch to call it "desperate" and somehow
           | justifying pushing opiates.
           | 
           | > what it's like to be someone below the poverty line
           | 
           | Which he wouldn't have been with the job options he had
           | available at the time.
        
         | karaterobot wrote:
         | Indeed. He had an ounce of U-47700, a synthetic opioid
         | equivalent to about half a pound of morphine. With intent to
         | distribute. And this is not his first prison sentence for
         | distribution. I think opioid dealers are a different and worse
         | class of dealers compared to, say, MDMA. That's a personal
         | opinion. At any rate, he's paying for that crime, and when he's
         | done he'll return to a normal life, hopefully, and I'll wish
         | him well. Until then, he should be honest about who he is--or
         | was--before his supposed epiphany.
         | 
         | https://www.doj.nh.gov/news/2017/20171011-preston-thorpe-sen...
        
         | oh_sigh wrote:
         | He also completely glosses over why he was really in solitary
         | confinement. I guarantee it is not merely because of his
         | "influence".
        
       | admissionsguy wrote:
       | > particularly those affected by the war on drugs, like myself,
       | who has spent 1/3 of his life imprisoned for non-violent drug
       | crimes
       | 
       | Still not quite ready to take responsibility for his actions...
       | You weren't magically "affected" by the war on drugs. You went
       | into crime for the easy money, but found out you weren't very
       | good at avoiding getting caught.
        
         | fabianhjr wrote:
         | Meanwhile working class people have lesser and lesser
         | purchasing power to the point were renting and homeownership
         | are out of their reach; subemployment / "gig" employment
         | ("innovating" by removing without workers rights) is rampant.
         | 
         | Nothing like a system that produces a high amount of
         | marginalized / vulnerable people and then blames them for going
         | for "easy" money like drugs or prostitution.
         | 
         | I would expect the tech crowd here to be more inclined towards
         | blameless postmortems / systemic safety.
        
         | mordae wrote:
         | It's not like they've scammed others with crypto or tried to
         | overtake markets with price dumping tactics or bribed the
         | governments to use their software or spied on billions for
         | profit.
         | 
         | They've just lorried stuff other poor people wanted. That
         | should not be illegal. The above should.
        
       | gavinray wrote:
       | You might consider emailing him. It's lonely in jail/prison.
       | Suddenly everyone you thought were your closest friends don't
       | speak a word to you again.
       | 
       | If you're lucky, you've got a wife or parents that'll write to
       | you or take your calls.
        
         | qingcharles wrote:
         | Wow, I know you've been locked up, brother.
         | 
         | Nobody will take your call the second you step inside a jail.
         | Best man at your wedding? He's not picking up, I promise you.
         | Literally nobody will call you or write to you. You will get
         | nothing except maybe from your mother. If you are married,
         | forget it.
         | 
         | Humans only like to associate with success. Once you seem to be
         | failing literally nobody will want to even speak to you.
        
           | gavinray wrote:
           | https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/fair-weather_friend#Noun
        
             | ge96 wrote:
             | Exploring the wasteland this song plays
        
         | low_tech_love wrote:
         | I wanted to contact him to tell him that he was wrong (he got
         | to the front page without using any of his proposed techniques
         | [1]) but I couldn't find the e-mail. I have no LinkedIn either;
         | right now I almost feel like submitting an issue to one of his
         | github repos just to get his attention. Can you point me to his
         | e-mail address?
         | 
         | [1] https://pthorpe92.github.io/humor/How-to-get-on-
         | hackernews-f...
        
           | gavinray wrote:
           | I got it from his GitHub page:
           | 
           | https://github.com/PThorpe92
           | 
           | His email is preston@unlockedlabs.org
        
             | apitman wrote:
             | Even if someone doesn't have a public email address on
             | their GitHub profile, you can generally find a routable one
             | in their commit messages. A corollary is you shouldn't use
             | a non-public email address in your commit messages.
        
       | mmaunder wrote:
       | The is incredibly inspirational. It's a light we can potentially
       | use to guide our prison system out of the dark ages.
        
       | RecycledEle wrote:
       | The apparent lack of opportunities for anyone is easy to solve
       | with Dorm Room Welfare:
       | 
       | Open free dorms next to the campuses of community colleges.
       | Anyone who is physically able to live on their own, but who can
       | not afford to live on their own can move in and live there as
       | long as they are working towards being economically self
       | sufficient.
       | 
       | Working towards being economically self sufficient can mean
       | passing academic classes, passing career and technical education
       | classes, taking remedial classes, completing a high school
       | equivalency degree, passing K-12 classes online, earning
       | certifications, working in internships, working jobs at a
       | training wage, or other things
       | 
       | I suggest we replace all other welfare programs with drom room
       | welfare.
       | 
       | This does not solve the problem that many of us do not want to
       | hire convicted criminals.
        
         | gavinray wrote:
         | > This does not solve the problem that many of us do not want
         | to hire convicted criminals.
         | 
         | Thank you for at least acknowledging this.
         | 
         | I'd wager that if people with convictions on their record, had
         | even a 10-20% chance of being hired at a decent establishment,
         | we'd see recidivism go down by a statistically significant
         | amount.
         | 
         | I know the justice system. The grand majority of folks coming
         | in and out of prison genuinely do not want better for
         | themselves, it's a lifestyle choice that they've accepted (or
         | resigned themselves to, depending on how you look at it).
         | 
         | But for the fractional percentage of incarcerated individuals
         | that DO decide "Okay, I've had enough, I'm done with this and I
         | want better for myself" and _mean it_ , they aren't afforded
         | such a luxurious opportunity for a bland life in suburbia.
        
         | malodyets wrote:
         | This sounds like the deal I have had with my (young-adult) kids
         | (who live at home).
        
           | alfnor wrote:
           | Unfortunately, some parents believe in "tough love" (throw
           | them into the ocean to learn them to swim).
        
         | indymike wrote:
         | > This does not solve the problem that many of us do not want
         | to hire convicted criminals.
         | 
         | The issue that keeps people from hiring ex-offenders isn't hard
         | to solve:
         | 
         | One part is social. This one requires a little leadership and a
         | little bit of re-defining what is an acceptable attitude.
         | 
         | The other part is a financial issue and is EASY to solve
         | politically: most business insurers will raise rates or not
         | insure companies that hire ex-offenders.
         | 
         | In my home state we were able to get a law passed that shifted
         | liability for a hired ex-offender who committed a crime on the
         | job to the state so insurers could not make hiring ex-offenders
         | ridiculously expensive.
         | 
         | We were able to sell the idea to our legislators and local city
         | councilors with a simple trade: the Democrat-controlled city
         | council wanted to pass laws making it illegal not to hire ex-
         | offenders. The Republican-controlled legislature wanted to give
         | tax credits to businesses that hire ex-offenders. I suggested
         | instead of passing unconstitutional laws or handing out
         | corporate welfare we could solve the problem by making it
         | illegal to charge more to insure a business that hires an ex-
         | offender, and at the same time, absolving the insurer of having
         | to pay claims because of the hire. The city and state decided
         | to try it out, and it's helped a lot of people over the past
         | eight years.
        
           | closewith wrote:
           | You could just make criminal background checks unlawful,
           | which is the case in Ireland. There is police vetting for
           | people who work with the vulnerable and certain key jobs, but
           | the average person will never face vetting for a job.
        
             | RecycledEle wrote:
             | The problem with this is that it encourages crime.
             | 
             | I know a really nice guy who went to prison for "stealing"
             | cable TV. He's an electrician and a convicted felon. He is
             | exceptionally productive, and has a ton of sense, but he's
             | also a thief. His time in prison (in Texas) may have been
             | what changed him, but he will never stop stealing.
             | 
             | After knowing him, I would not hire a convicted criminal
             | who spent time in prison / jail.
        
       | arbuge wrote:
       | >> the success of the Maine model of corrections should highlight
       | the absolutely embarrassing lack of opportunities in the rest of
       | the system
       | 
       | Very well said. And I am glad we have a model now, if one was
       | ever needed. I hope other prison systems take note.
        
         | frob wrote:
         | As someone actively working in this space, I can tell you they
         | are. Maine is following the so-called Scandinavian Model. It
         | essentially comes down to giving incarcerated people a chance
         | to practice normal daily activities and social interactions.
         | The facilities feel more like highly secure dorms than jails.
         | The way a head of a different DoC said still sticks with me:
         | 
         | We send people away for years, tell them exactly what to do
         | every day and they get to make exacrly one choice every day: do
         | you obey or not? That's the only choice you get to make. Then,
         | after 3, 5, 10 years, we send them out into society and tell
         | them, "Make better choices." But we haven't prepared them for
         | that at all. We have given them almost no chances to make
         | decisions and learn how to make good ones. We just tell them
         | the decision to make and they do it. There's no space for
         | practicing good decisions in traditional prison settings.
         | 
         | Multiple other states are pointing to Maine as proof that the
         | Scandinavian model can work in the US and are incorporating
         | their learnings into their plans and trainings.
        
           | bboles wrote:
           | _We send people away for years, tell them exactly what to do
           | every day and they get to make exacrly one choice every day:
           | do you obey or not? That 's the only choice you get to make.
           | Then, after 3, 5, 10 years, we send them out into society and
           | tell them, "Make better choices." But we haven't prepared
           | them for that at all. We have given them almost no chances to
           | make decisions and learn how to make good ones. We just tell
           | them the decision to make and they do it. There's no space
           | for practicing good decisions in traditional prison
           | settings._
           | 
           | This really puts things in perspective. Thank you for
           | sharing!
        
         | qingcharles wrote:
         | None of the places I was housed at had any opportunities,
         | really.
         | 
         | One place had computers to learn typing. You weren't allowed
         | computer books in that facility in case you used them to figure
         | out how to hack out of the jail. So, bless the elderly nuns,
         | they smuggled in "C# in a Weekend" for me, with the CD-ROM, so
         | I could teach programming classes when the guards weren't
         | paying attention.
        
         | simplicio wrote:
         | Seems like a good idea, but from the article it sounds like a
         | lot of the difference between Maine and his earlier prisons was
         | the culture that existed amongst the prisoners themselves.
         | Obviously prison officials can try to influence this (indeed,
         | it sounds like the authors transfer to Maine was an attempt to
         | do that), but it seems like the kind of thing that's hard to do
         | with just, like, correspondence college degree programs and the
         | like.
        
       | wavemode wrote:
       | I guess I read this blog post very differently from many other
       | commenters. I don't see this as being entitled or avoiding
       | responsibility for his actions. He's just telling his story. He
       | knows he fucked up. But he also knows the system is fucked.
       | 
       | If you can't possibly understand how growing up without positive
       | influences can lead someone to a life of crime, you're probably
       | too privileged to be the target audience of this article. Just
       | move on.
        
         | coldtea wrote:
         | > _I don 't see this as being entitled or avoiding
         | responsibility for his actions_
         | 
         | Did others commented that? If they read this post like that,
         | then they are part of the problem.
        
           | latency-guy2 wrote:
           | > If they read this post like that, then they are part of the
           | problem.
           | 
           | On the other hand, they aren't. One part of the problem is in
           | jail as he should be, and another part of the problem is you.
        
         | darkclouds wrote:
         | > He's just telling his story. He knows he fucked up. But he
         | also knows the system is fucked.
         | 
         | Here in the UK we have something called Joint Enterprise [1]
         | which is controversial for a numnber of reasons, I've read this
         | chaps blog, I can relate to his circumstances in a number of
         | ways having grown up with the rave culture in the 90's, I've
         | seen many people turn a blind eye and escape prosecution,
         | mainly because its too hard to prosecute, demonstrating the
         | laziness of the police as evidence gathers and the judicary.
         | 
         | What annoys me is how these so called law abiding people manage
         | to remain in their job. People claim to live in a democracy,
         | none more so that many in the US, and yet AFAIK noone gets
         | taught law as a mandatory subject when growing up. If you are
         | not taught something how can the public even debate it? Is this
         | the legal system applying a form of Darwinism on the population
         | in a dictatorial fashion? Is this a form of intellectual
         | torture being applied on some who want to enjoy themselves in
         | non-alcoholic ways?
         | 
         | If I had the money I'd get a Judicial Review to find the
         | reasons why judges dont want people to be taught the law as a
         | mandatory subject for a number of reasons, and for adults to be
         | kept up to date with legal changes in a TLDR fashion, that
         | doesnt rely on the opinion of the state broadcaster and other
         | news outlets. Some people are too busy to watch/read the news,
         | which is the only en-masse way to keep up to date currently,
         | and there is also the issue of why is legal conformity pushed
         | on people if they are doing no harm? Just what exactly is a
         | democracy and do you really have a say?
         | 
         | If Roe v. Wade (1973) can mandate a change across a country
         | like the US, are these judges who shy away from making a
         | countrywide decision to keep people abreast of legal changes,
         | not only undermining the idea of democracy, but also just
         | keeping themselves in a stealth sado masochistic schadenfruede-
         | like position of authority with accompanying lucrative income?
         | 
         | Has any scientific study measured the dopamine receptors of
         | judges or serotonin receptors or testostorone levels when they
         | pass a judgement? Has the scientific community shown they
         | derive pleasure from controlling other peoples lives in non
         | scientific ways, because I see the reoffending rate is quite
         | high, and the system is clearly not fit for purpose.
         | 
         | To the original poster, just remember there are some people who
         | agree with your actions, enjoy the mental mind games of
         | programming, it can keep you occupied even when not in front of
         | the computer. :)
         | 
         | The Law of 'Joint Enterprise': Graham Virgo Cambridge Law
         | Faculty [1] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjBwCmwpvMI
        
       | JessicaHicklin wrote:
       | Whatever people are incarcerated for, the fact of the matter is
       | that 95% of the people currently incarcerated in the US will one
       | day live next door to one or more of us. Isn't it better to
       | prepare them to live there, self-sufficent and contributing to
       | society? (Disclosure: I am the Cofounder of Unlocked Labs,
       | Preston's current employer and formerly incarcerated myself). I
       | can say without hesitation, Preston is an incredible employee
       | whom I am happy we provided this opportunity for.
        
         | gavinray wrote:
         | Great to see you here Jessica =)
         | 
         | I didn't realize Unlocked was your organization.
        
           | JessicaHicklin wrote:
           | Nice to see you in the conversation as well and yes, I am a
           | cofounder
        
         | ulizzle wrote:
         | There are a lot of historical examples arguing for and against
         | you. But murder and rape is far different than getting popped
         | for heroin or selling weed and our laws already reflect that
        
           | Kye wrote:
           | What are the recidivism rates on those crimes like? Our laws
           | often reflect misguided morals, not hard data. Justice is
           | supposed to be blind. That's an ideal to reach for, not
           | reject out of hand.
        
             | hu3 wrote:
             | https://smart.ojp.gov/somapi/chapter-5-adult-sex-offender-
             | re...
             | 
             | > Sexual recidivism rates range from 5 percent after three
             | years to 24 percent after 15 years.
             | 
             | Also, I wouldn't put murder and rape in the same sentence.
             | There are some situations where murder reasoning might be
             | debatable even if still wrong (self defense against and
             | archenemy that promised to assassinate your family, for
             | example).
             | 
             | But rape? There's no rationalizing rape other than mental
             | illness.
             | 
             | I don't want to open a can of worms here, but I had to
             | write this.
        
               | kortilla wrote:
               | > But rape? There's no rationalizing rape other than
               | mental illness.
               | 
               | 20 year old having sex with a 17 year old isn't mental
               | illness.
        
               | hu3 wrote:
               | Rape is also about consent, not just age.
               | 
               | As an aside, I learned the other day that in Brazil the
               | age of consent is 14:
               | 
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ages_of_consent_in_South_Am
               | eri...
        
               | MacsHeadroom wrote:
               | 14 is pretty average globally speaking. It's 16 in most
               | U.S. states, with exceptions often going down to 14 when
               | there is an age gap of 4 years or less. https://en.wikipe
               | dia.org/wiki/Ages_of_consent_in_the_United_...
        
               | KMnO4 wrote:
               | The stark reality is that there's a difference between
               | rape (the crime) and rape (the action).
               | 
               | You can be convicted of the crime for a lot of reasons
               | other than lack of consent. A common example of that is a
               | 20 year old with a 17 year old in many states.
        
               | verall wrote:
               | This obviously isn't what he's referring to and isn't
               | illegal in most states.
        
               | kortilla wrote:
               | It might be obvious in context, but not when you just see
               | someone labeled as "convicted rapist" and you intend to
               | make policy based on that label.
        
               | NikolaNovak wrote:
               | I don't want to continue the can of terrifying worms :),
               | but:
               | 
               | * I agree that what most of us generally mean in
               | colloquial usage of the term "rape" is never justifiable
               | 
               | * However, in many jurisdictions, the legal definition of
               | "rape" may be different and significantly broader than
               | our colloquial usage. As an immediate example, a
               | completely informed and consensual sexual experience
               | between two teenagers may be considered "statutory rape",
               | with all the prison, registered offender, difficulty
               | getting a job and social stigma that follows a rape
               | conviction. Whereas I personally don't think two
               | teenagers having sex is indicative of mental illness.
               | 
               | It sucks, but the longer I live, the less immediately
               | easily categorizable or black & white things are :<
        
               | hu3 wrote:
               | I agree. It's a delicate topic full of nuances and
               | differences in jurisdictions.
        
               | concordDance wrote:
               | Except rape has much lower recidivism than crimes like
               | theft or murder.
               | 
               | So someone who is a murderer is more likely to commit
               | crimes when released than a rapist.
        
           | zamalek wrote:
           | Rehabilitation is rehabilitation.
           | 
           | In contrast, the American system aims for penance, which is
           | why we call it penetentiary. You have to "pay for your
           | actions" - which has absolutely nothing to do with
           | rehabilitation and preventing recidivism. Paying for your
           | actions is deeply ingrained is the American zeitgeist -
           | making the concept of favoring rehabilitation appear immoral.
           | 
           | Regardless, it could be argued that rehabilitating a
           | perpetrator of more severe crimes is a harsher form of
           | punitive justice. Living with your (newly acquired) guilt and
           | regret about your actions is more difficult than hanging out
           | with, and learning from, your peers in crime university -
           | prison.
           | 
           | Also, selling heroin is often manslaughter.
        
         | qingcharles wrote:
         | You're doing the Lord's work :) Thank you.
         | 
         | Almost 10 years inside here. Going on Monday to have all the
         | charges dismissed.
        
         | low_tech_love wrote:
         | Can you please let him know about this? I wanted to contact him
         | but I can't find his e-mail address anywhere.
        
       | JessicaHicklin wrote:
       | Whether you feel sympathy for Preston or not, the fact of the
       | matter is that 95% of the incarcerated individuals in the US will
       | one day love next to you and me. Wouldn't you rather they be
       | prepared to live there, to have a job and resources? To be self-
       | sufficient (Preston will not need welfare resources when he
       | returns because of this opportunity)? (Disclosure, I am Preston's
       | employer and formerly incarcerated myself)
        
         | imafounderlolhi wrote:
         | you're a mentally ill tr4nny who murdered someone during a meth
         | deal.
         | 
         | amazing how the few "sweetheart articles" online fail to
         | mention this.
        
       | FpUser wrote:
       | It is incredible story. I wish you all all the good luck you can
       | get and happy life after you get out of prison. I also wish that
       | prison systems in the US and Canada will adopt this
       | "Scandinavian" model. So much better to put people back on right
       | track instead of being vengeful fucks who would chase person the
       | end of their days,
        
       | TacticalCoder wrote:
       | TFA is interesting but I've got a problem with this:
       | 
       | > I was left with the difficult choice of either living there and
       | walking to a temp agency with hopes of making $10.50/hour doing
       | manual labor (without an ID or social security card at this
       | point), or getting on a bus to NYC to see some associates, and
       | coming back in a week or so with $15-25k in my pocket and living
       | in comfy luxury hotels until I could rent an apartment I chose
       | the latter, obviously, and was back in prison after 14mo.
       | 
       | That is _not_ obvious. My father was left with nothing at some
       | point in his life, living like a hobo in an abandoned, broken,
       | leaking RV next to gypsies (heck, he 'd even, for free, help the
       | gypsies' kids with "homework").
       | 
       | And he was still proud --and still is-- of never having done
       | anything illegal.
       | 
       | People _choose_ to engage in crime, and there 's nothing obvious
       | about it.
       | 
       | Nobody needs the latest iPhone or the latest sneakers. They
       | believe they "flex" with the latest iPhone and sneakers (I've got
       | a whole different idea of flexing btw but that'd be another
       | topic). They _choose_ the easy path.
       | 
       | And that is not obvious at all. Most poor people and by very,
       | very, very far, even most hobos, are _not_ thieves and are _not_
       | drug dealers. When you deal drugs you have on your conscience how
       | miserable you make the lives of so many others: it 's not even
       | about legality here.
       | 
       | I had a friend and roommate at one point (and still friend to
       | this day), we'd split rent and he'd barely make any money.
       | Serving pitas at a tiny kebab/pita place three nights a week for
       | hardly any money. And he was okay with that. He didn't care about
       | clothes or cars or phones or fancy hotel rooms or whatever. He'd
       | just be honest and survive.
       | 
       | What I'd like to know is why people believe it's "obvious" they
       | choose a criminal life for $25 K a week instead of an honest life
       | flipping burgers.
       | 
       | It's not obvious and that mindset of "fancy luxury hotel rooms"
       | and "latest iPhone" should just die. Nobody is impressing anyone
       | with these utterly pointless bullshit.
        
         | _dark_matter_ wrote:
         | Asking newly-release prisoners to have the absolute strongest
         | constitution and pain endurance is also not obvious to me. The
         | average person would struggle in this situation, and we expect
         | formerly-incarcerate individuals to be even stronger than them?
         | 
         | It doesn't offend me at all to see it highlighted as "obvious"
         | to the author. For some high proportion of these individuals,
         | it is obvious (and indeed seems like the only choice).
        
           | overrun11 wrote:
           | Crime will always pay better than legitimate alternatives.
           | You can either choose to sacrifice the extra income or risk
           | going to prison- that's kind of just how society functions.
           | 
           | > For some high proportion of these individuals, it is
           | obvious (and indeed seems like the only choice).
           | 
           | Then they can go back to prison. Society need not be
           | blackmailed into giving ex-cons excessively lucrative jobs in
           | hopes of luring them away from crime.
        
             | _dark_matter_ wrote:
             | Certainly. But it's not quite as binary as you make it out
             | to be. Lowering the threshold to having a stable job for
             | the people might change the proportion quite a bit. If we
             | gave them excessively lucrative jobs as you suggested, we
             | may be able to prevent most recidivism!
        
             | qingcharles wrote:
             | Having spent 10 years locked up with criminals I cannot
             | think of a single one who made more money than if they had
             | taken a legit job. Especially bad if you factor in the
             | years behind bars.
             | 
             | I remember one 19-year-old kid crying in the bullpens one
             | day. They'd just offered him 34 years. His cousin persuaded
             | him to come rob a 7-11 with him. When they get there cousin
             | hands him an AK47 and says "point this at the cashier while
             | I grab the money". Kid had never touched a gun before.
             | Accidentally pulls the trigger and fires a shot past the
             | cashier's head into the wall. I asked him how much him and
             | his cousin got. $1800.
        
           | Barrin92 wrote:
           | >have the absolute strongest constitution
           | 
           | you don't need to have the 'absolute strongest constitution'
           | to work a boring min-wage job in the United States of
           | America. Ask any refugee who migrated to the country what a
           | hard life looks like.
           | 
           | Smart people like this guy, who choose to go into the drug
           | trade do it because they think a crappy 9-5 job to get back
           | on their feet is beneath them.
        
         | ocdtrekkie wrote:
         | This entire post is based on misunderstanding why the author
         | used the word "obviously" here: You're reading about an
         | incarcerated developer, so you obviously know he chose to
         | commit a crime again at that point in the story. He wasn't
         | saying it was the obvious choice to make.
        
         | cvdub wrote:
         | But OP claims to be committing nonviolent drug crimes.
         | Depending on your philosophy you may feel you're not doing
         | anything morally wrong by selling drugs. Upholding the law for
         | the laws' sake isn't obviously good.
         | 
         | It's admirable that you're father did what he did without
         | resorting to becoming a negative influence on society, but I
         | bet most people on HN have broken the law in some small way
         | many times in their life. Breaking the law and hurting others
         | are not always the same.
        
       | EVa5I7bHFq9mnYK wrote:
       | Wait, do they have computer and internet access in prison?? And
       | free meals, healthcare and lodging? I might have taken that deal
       | when I was young, busting my ass at shit jobs and renting shit
       | places with crazy roommates.
        
         | imtringued wrote:
         | I don't know what to tell you, but the quality of the roommates
         | doesn't get better in prison.
        
       | zoogeny wrote:
       | > Who else has an opportunity to spend 12+ hours a day learning
       | something for years? With no other obligations or
       | responsibilities?
       | 
       | Totally tangential, but this prison article reminded me of a
       | short story by Cory Doctorow about a monastery for programmers. I
       | imagined living in a room about the size of my home office, a
       | bed, a desk, a decent MacBook Pro and a high-speed connection and
       | just hanging out on the Internet all day reading articles and
       | programming. Food and shelter taken care of, no obligations or
       | responsibilities. Like the pictures of Norwegian prison cells.
       | 
       | That reminded me of a weird Internet streamer collective started
       | by a Twitch streamer named Athene. He started a group called The
       | Singularity Group [1] which allowed people to move into a house
       | to volunteer work on philanthropic projects. They are responsible
       | for the AI Jesus [2] channel on Twitch. There is some controversy
       | since some see the streamer as having tried to start a cult [3].
       | They also created a few mobile games that run on their own
       | crypto-currency.
       | 
       | At any rate, it is all quite interesting to me. It was very
       | common in the past in almost all cultures for a certain number of
       | men to just reject society and go off into hermitage. Sometimes
       | those hermits would band together into brotherhoods. Often they
       | would make beer, or honey or some other collective task to earn
       | enough money for the members to spend the rest of their time in
       | quiet contemplation. I can imagine such a life might be
       | attractive to a lot of programmers who tend to be introverted and
       | feel alien to normal society.
       | 
       | 1. https://singularitygroup.net/
       | 
       | 2. https://www.twitch.tv/ask_jesus
       | 
       | 3. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDAkkiwmmBQ
        
         | wavemode wrote:
         | Athene was indeed trying to start a cult (it had all the basic
         | elements). And from watching him speak in the past, he did seem
         | to me like a huge narcissist.
         | 
         | Haven't been following his latest projects much, and I can't
         | speak to how the Singularity group has changed since back then.
         | Though I have seen his AI channel sometimes. It's moderately
         | entertaining.
        
           | zoogeny wrote:
           | I cant't comment directly on whether or not he was or wasn't
           | actually trying to start a cult, but I am interested in cults
           | in general (and any kind of esoteric/occult stuff) so I
           | devoured a lot of content related to this. I mean, a 21st
           | century digital cult!? That is some juicy stuff!
           | 
           | What I found was a young idealistic kid who was playing a
           | character online. He was optimizing for views and we all know
           | what kind of behavior gets attention online. The character
           | _was_ overblown and narcissistic. There is zero argument from
           | me that if you take selected clips of him from when he was at
           | the height of his streaming fame he was a dumb-ass edge-lord
           | playing the role of a prophet or spiritual leader. He even
           | leaned into it when he was accused because he thought it was
           | funny. But when you watch recent videos of him (he does a
           | pretty good react to Asmongold 's react of him), I think I
           | saw a different side.
           | 
           | All that being said, he isn't a kind of character I trust. He
           | seems to me to be very much the kind of person where the ends
           | justify the means. He has some pretty high ideals, some of
           | which I agree with and others which I am sympathetic towards.
           | It's like Greenpeace or animal rights activists ... even if I
           | agree with their overall goals I often disagree with their
           | methods.
        
         | andai wrote:
         | Include me in the monastery.
        
         | qingcharles wrote:
         | I managed to read over 800 books when I was locked up. Every
         | famous book by every famous author. I read it.
        
           | zoogeny wrote:
           | Can you suggest one or two recommendations? Maybe one that
           | surprised you and one that lived up to the hype?
        
             | qingcharles wrote:
             | Ha! My favourites that I remember are The Martian, 3-Body
             | Problem, Wild, 1Q84. I wish I could remember them all. I
             | wrote down the names of all 800 as I was reading them but
             | the documents all went up in a building fire last year.
        
           | kortilla wrote:
           | Nice! Which ones stuck with you the most?
        
             | qingcharles wrote:
             | Ha! My favourites that I remember are The Martian, 3-Body
             | Problem, Wild, 1Q84. I wish I could remember them all. I
             | wrote down the names of all 800 as I was reading them but
             | the documents all went up in a building fire last year.
        
         | btrettel wrote:
         | I've had a similar idea before.
         | 
         | I once was talking to someone who wanted to financially support
         | independent scientific research. He had started a successful
         | business (you may have heard of it, though I won't name it) and
         | he wanted to put his money to good use.
         | 
         | He wanted to find people he could write a check to, basically.
         | I suggested that if he wanted to advance science as much as
         | possible, it would be far more efficient to run a dormitory for
         | scientists with free room and board, as long as they do
         | scientific research. I'm sure he could find many people who
         | would accept a minimalist lifestyle for the opportunity to do
         | research the system wouldn't otherwise support. (I'd be
         | interested.)
         | 
         | He declined, stating that one major factor was the tax write-
         | off he got from the donation, and I guess giving people a place
         | to live doesn't have that benefit.
        
           | zoogeny wrote:
           | It is interesting to think that your definition of a "a
           | dormitory for scientists with free room and board, as long as
           | they do scientific research." is kinda-sorta what I think of
           | when I consider the Institute for Advanced Study. If you
           | squint hard enough, it is kinda-sorta what tenure in
           | universities aims to provide.
        
             | btrettel wrote:
             | I don't think those examples are similar.
             | 
             | A tenured professorship or position at a prestigious
             | institution provides a lot of resources and status that the
             | minimalist approach does not. I don't know a single
             | professor who would accept living in the very modest setup
             | I proposed.
             | 
             | Also, I don't know any research organization that provides
             | room and board for long-term faculty/staff. IAS does not
             | work that way. Surely there are universities that provide
             | room and board for graduate students, and some summer
             | research internships will provide room and board. But those
             | cases are rare in my experience in the US, and are only be
             | temporary at best.
        
         | adbachman wrote:
         | link to the Cory Doctorow story, "The Things That Make Me Weak
         | and Strange Get Engineered Away", for anyone else who's
         | interested: https://www.tor.com/2008/08/06/weak-and-strange/
         | 
         | I also highly recommend _Anathem_, by Neal Stephenson if the
         | STEM monastery theme is interesting to you.
        
         | j7ake wrote:
         | PhD can be like this but for a limited time.
        
         | futureamish wrote:
         | I'm currently recovering from a grief, depression, intimate
         | partner violence, State abuse, and whatever-the-hell-is-in-
         | nationwide-legal-psuedo-cannabis-vapes based psychosis. Long
         | story short: I sacrificed my physical, mental, emotional, and
         | future well-being as a human shield so my non-biological
         | daughter who I won't see again could have part of a childhood
         | and not develop a cluster-b personality disorder like her
         | mother. To those that don't understand what these people are
         | like behind closed doors, you simply have no frame of
         | reference. There are no words that will allow you to
         | understand; many social workers and psychiatrists are often
         | even fooled into serving as these people's unwitting thralls.
         | Their nature is predatory. They smash mirrors within and
         | without (even posting something public about it like here will
         | summon a small herd of them to cover the tracks with doubt).
         | They have no ideology other than predation, so they follow the
         | ideology of the hour that gains them the most; they wear
         | personalities like hats. It was after being attacked, yet
         | again, that I was DARVOed (because I was actually escaping for
         | good this time, and the cherry on top of these relationships is
         | always, without fail, a DARVO kick-in-the-ass on the way out
         | the door). Then, despite having over two hours of her attacking
         | me over years of time recorded, including her pouncing atop me
         | and snatching my phone on the very day in question, the
         | brilliant detective at Atlanta PD warranted me, and I stayed in
         | the Rice Street gulag where the schizophrenic kid was murdered
         | by police via bedbug consumption (the police there use
         | subterfugal torture methods to "keep people in line" by
         | throwing them in freezing-in-winter, low-to-no ventilation,
         | hot-in-summer, or bug-ridden cells, keeping lights on at all
         | hours, refusing medical care, 30 people bricked in cells meant
         | for 8, kept standing for days, COVID outbreaks in entire cell
         | blocks, standard US prison system fare, torture by any sane
         | definition of the word). It's when I looked down at the
         | homeless man in that cell, the one laying flat directly in the
         | piss and the shit on the floor so he can lay down in the real
         | estate that no one wants, that I said to myself, "yeah, that's
         | where I'm at."
         | 
         | It's after that, I underwent a psychosis so vast that every
         | word, every symbol, every story, every axiom, every fear, every
         | thought, and all of human history amassed into a unified and
         | perfect whole; only after would I come to recognize that what I
         | saw was identical to the ascent in Merkabah literature,
         | Thelema's visit to the City of the Pyramids, Samadhi, and
         | several other analogies for such experiences. Myself had
         | disappeared, and in its place was a sacrifice burning through
         | time like a star. There were only really two forces in the
         | universe, entropy and creation, and the two were yet an
         | illusion still of a singular. Dark matter became simply matter
         | not yet light, returned to the path of least resistance towards
         | supermassive black holes in the center of galaxies, dark energy
         | became simply the remnant left by matter past the edge of
         | observability to continue the pulling, decimation, and return,
         | breaking the laws of thermodynamics that were merely local
         | phenomenon, and creating novel matter in the process, the early
         | stages of which would expand in an accelerated manner that
         | would appear as a bang, but be more akin to a snake eating its
         | own tail and growing.
         | 
         | I wandered in a daze, searching for what I called my fellow
         | "wizards" or fellow autists or fellow disciples, not fully
         | knowing what I was doing or why. I researched Benedictine and
         | Bhuddist monestaries to try to escape the world. So yes, US
         | hermits are very real, we are very noble, and we are fucking
         | livid regarding the state of adequate hermitages. I'm currently
         | in a low-rent studio, searching for minimum wage jobs, so I can
         | pay less taxes to the undemocratic State. "Fully-employed" I'd
         | make 1/4 million a year.
        
         | jauntywundrkind wrote:
         | There was a thread or submission recently on setting up a low
         | cost room & board for aspiring people, that I loved, but
         | haven't been able to re-find the thread.
         | 
         | > _Sometimes those hermits would band together into
         | brotherhoods. Often they would make beer, or honey or some
         | other collective task to earn enough money for the members to
         | spend the rest of their time in quiet contemplation. I can
         | imagine such a life might be attractive to a lot of programmers
         | who tend to be introverted and feel alien to normal society._
         | 
         | Lovely imagery & idea, thank you.
         | 
         | Rather than focus on the negative motivations ( _be introverted
         | and feel alien_ ), i think often there's hope optimism & drive;
         | more modernly especially, some are marked out from others by
         | being _inspired_ people, seeking to be active forces. Caring
         | deeply about enormous possibilities trying to spring forth.
         | Finding capacity for the cause, finding support or even just
         | peers for those folks is hard.
         | 
         | Programmers have such amazing leverage, but most day jobs are
         | just work. The idea of sustainable no frills living among other
         | Burton Klein type-1/Happy Warrior types, able to pursue the
         | thing & tangle with it & ideally also have others enmeshed in
         | their questing too: that has huge appeal. It'd be such a worthy
         | investment to support, imo.
        
           | zoogeny wrote:
           | It is a good point that the final sentence could be taken
           | negatively.
           | 
           | I wasn't trying to determine why any individual might choose
           | such a path. I was thinking about the population of
           | programmers and considering that the stereotypical traits
           | associated with that population do seem to align with a set
           | of traits that are conducive to hermit-like or even
           | brotherhood-like lifestyles. I did choose negative-sounding
           | stereotypical traits to highlight that fact (although
           | introversion isn't necessarily negative).
           | 
           | I would even argue that my own experience is that the
           | population of programmers on average tend towards self-
           | reliance type mindsets (e.g. Henry David Thoreau) a little
           | bit more than socially active mindsets. However, I personally
           | know a few individuals who are social activist types and also
           | programmers.
           | 
           | Even when you consider "brotherhoods" you can think of
           | multiple reasons why someone might want to join up. Perhaps
           | the person _desires_ a community of like-minded activists. In
           | fact, that is how many brotherhoods would grow after their
           | establishment. Combating the  "incursion" of these community
           | building types in some traditions appears to be a feature
           | (e.g. vows of silence). I remember watching a documentary on
           | splits in these communities for this very reason. Some
           | hermits felt that structured communities with explicit
           | charters went against everything they were trying to do
           | (usually some kind of mystic communion with God or similar).
           | So you can imagine a bifurcation of such a community into
           | those who wanted to be socially active communities and those
           | who wanted just enough collaboration with others to allow
           | them as much individual freedom as possible.
           | 
           | I don't believe that one of those groups was "positive" and
           | the other "negative". But I do think it is worthwhile
           | recognizing the difference in mindsets. You said "ideally
           | also have others enmeshed in their questing too" - however,
           | that is not a universal ideal. Be careful you aren't forcing
           | yourself into spaces where that isn't the goal.
        
       | hermitcrab wrote:
       | I recently read a book about experiences in the UK prison system:
       | 'A Bit of a Stretch: The Diaries of a Prisoner' by Chris Atkins
       | (there is an associated podcast, which is also excellent). It is
       | a fascinating, but rather depressing read about his experiences
       | being incarcerated for tax fraud and how broken the UK prison
       | system is. It is no wonder the re-offending rates are so high.
       | 
       | I'm guessing much of the US system (where I understand a lot more
       | for-profit private companies are involved) is at least as broken.
        
         | qingcharles wrote:
         | As a Brit prisoner in the USA I understand the that USA systems
         | are far, far worse than the UK systems.
        
           | supertofu wrote:
           | Are you in contact with your family at all?
        
             | qingcharles wrote:
             | I apologise if that comment made it seem like I was
             | currently incarcerated. I've been out for a few months now.
             | 
             | Yes, in contact with my brother. No other family interested
             | in contact any longer. Mother died while I was locked up :(
        
               | supertofu wrote:
               | I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I'm glad there is at
               | least one family member there for you.
        
       | th4tg41 wrote:
       | What blew my mind is that ~667/100000 or ~.67% of Americans are
       | incarcerated according to the numbers in this post and the
       | population according to the German Wiki page for the US.
       | Wikipedia says it's .531% on the English language website, .629%
       | on the German site. (Don't know which year for either or if
       | juvenile detention is counted on German site.) That is A LOT! A
       | LOT!
        
         | overrun11 wrote:
         | It's largely a function of the much higher rate of violent
         | crime in the United States
        
         | rootusrootus wrote:
         | The last time this topic came up on HN (not that long ago, a
         | matter of weeks), I dove into the rabbit hole a bit. Turns out
         | that the lion's share of the difference in incarceration rates
         | between the US and other countries comes down to sentencing.
         | Crime-for-crime, the US doles out a lot more time than e.g.
         | Western European nations.
         | 
         | A lot of people think it's drug crimes. Not really. Just the
         | same old crimes as everywhere else, punished with 2-3x the
         | amount of time.
         | 
         | This is basically what US voters have asked for up until
         | recently. Being tough on crime is a feature for a politician.
         | Three-strikes laws, etc.
        
       | andai wrote:
       | Well, it looks like he finally did it!
       | 
       | https://pthorpe92.github.io/humor/How-to-get-on-hackernews-f...
        
         | andai wrote:
         | Edit: He says he posted this literally yesterday. LOL
        
       | ghuntley wrote:
       | Today he reached a personal goal -
       | https://pthorpe92.github.io/humor/How-to-get-on-hackernews-f...
        
         | andai wrote:
         | The site doesn't show the date, but I emailed him and he says
         | he posted it yesterday. Ain't that just the way!
        
       | Nimitz14 wrote:
       | Awesome and amazing.
        
       | codingrightnow wrote:
       | As a former software engineer for over a decade and current
       | corrections officer in a max level state facility, this is a very
       | interesting topic. My facility has a large college presence
       | within it. While there are problems with it, I think overall it
       | is probably a net positive for the staff and inmates. At the same
       | time, I don't believe that we have more than maybe a small
       | handful of nonviolent/drug offenders; anybody on the outside
       | advocating for murderers, rapists, and those in for armed robbery
       | to have access to more of the normal comforts of the outside
       | world is going to have a hard time and not much support. Even the
       | medium level prisons have those types of people in them. So what
       | facilities would wider access to remote learning and work become
       | available? There would need to be honor facilities inmates must
       | work towards proving they're responsible enough to be transferred
       | to. Right now budgets are being slashed, we're at 60% staffing as
       | it is, and the whole state is in the shit. And this is a
       | "progressive liberal" state. It would probably take the federal
       | government to start throwing money around for pilot programs, no
       | state is going to increase their prison budget to accommodate
       | this.
        
         | strix_varius wrote:
         | Thanks for more first hand insight, from a related but
         | different perspective.
         | 
         | I'm curious: what led you to leave software engineering? SWE to
         | corrections officer sounds like a rare journey.
        
           | harryvederci wrote:
           | I was going to make a joke like "He probably wanted to do
           | less stressful work."
           | 
           | Then I read that it's not far from the truth:
           | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=32554517
        
             | qingcharles wrote:
             | Correctional Officer is the job that requires the least
             | amount of work of any job I have ever encountered. You
             | literally do nothing the entire day. If your facility is
             | cool you can just play Angry Birds on your phone or desktop
             | all day, or read a book if they're not that cool. You can
             | get infinity overtime at double or triple pay.
             | 
             | Plus, you get the added bonus of making the lives of
             | everyone around you as miserable as you desire.
        
         | Aeolun wrote:
         | I think for all the criminals that are going to be released
         | back into society at some point, recidivism should be at the
         | top of our mind, not punishment.
         | 
         | If you can stop them from doing it again by locking them up in
         | comfort for 10 years instead of discomfort for 20, then that is
         | what we should do (assuming that doesn't cause more people to
         | do it in the first place).
        
           | morgante wrote:
           | > If you can stop them from doing it again by locking them up
           | in comfort for 10 years instead of discomfort for 20, then
           | that is what we should do.
           | 
           | You're never going to stop many of them from reoffending.
           | Even the "best" rehabilitation programs have crime rates far
           | above the general population.
           | 
           | The additional 10 years is 10 more years where they can't
           | hurt innocent people. The justice system exists for the
           | benefit of society and innocent citizens, not criminals.
           | 
           | > assuming that doesn't cause more people to do it in the
           | first place
           | 
           | Why would you ever assume that? Punishments _absolutely_ have
           | a deterrent effect.
        
             | DragonL80 wrote:
             | Yeah the punishments for the war on drugs has worked SO
             | WELL. /s
        
             | Aeolun wrote:
             | > The additional 10 years is 10 more years where they can't
             | hurt innocent people. The justice system exists for the
             | benefit of society and innocent citizens, not criminals.
             | 
             | By this logic we should just never release them. Should we
             | keep the 80% that would not reoffend locked up to prevent
             | the 20% that would from doing so?
             | 
             | Should we increase the sentence from 10 to 20 years to make
             | that ratio 60% to 40%? Then we prevent more crime, and the
             | would be criminals are off the street longer.
             | 
             | Maybe if we decrease the comfort of the cells and general
             | state of the prisons, we can get the rate to 20% to 80%?
             | Then we can practically say we're justified to keep those
             | 80% off the street.
             | 
             | > Why would you ever assume that? Punishments absolutely
             | have a deterrent effect.
             | 
             | Because most people aren't stopped by the deterrent effect.
             | It's perfectly possible the net negative effect of locking
             | people up for a longer time is larger than the extra
             | deterrent effect [1].
             | 
             | [1]: https://nij.ojp.gov/topics/articles/five-things-about-
             | deterr...
        
               | morgante wrote:
               | > By this logic we should just never release them.
               | 
               | The problem with that is it removes the deterrence effect
               | --if you're going to get the same punishment for murder
               | as for shoplifting, criminals will exercise no restraint.
               | 
               | > Should we keep the 80% that would not reoffend locked
               | up to prevent the 20% that would from doing so?
               | 
               | Why are you just making up numbers? The majority of
               | violent criminals reoffend after release, often very soon
               | after. [0]
               | 
               | > Because most people aren't stopped by the deterrent
               | effect.
               | 
               | Sure, most people don't commit crime because they're not
               | morally bankrupt criminals. The point of policies is not
               | to prevent normal people from committing crime.
               | 
               | Deterrence _absolutely_ has an impact on criminal
               | behavior. Why do criminals brazenly rob and openly deal
               | drugs in San Francisco, but not in Miami? They know they
               | won 't be published in SF.
               | 
               | [0]
               | https://www.ussc.gov/sites/default/files/pdf/research-
               | and-pu...
        
             | frob wrote:
             | If locking large numbers of people up for inordinately long
             | times prevented crime, the United States would be the
             | safest place in the world. We have 5% of the world's
             | population but 25% of the world's prison population. We are
             | one of a dwindling number of countries that will lock up a
             | child for life (there was a SCOTUS case baring automatic
             | life sentences for minors, but it leaves a loophole wide
             | enough for a semi to allow judges to still impose life
             | without parole to children). We've doubled down on it again
             | and again. Looking at the results, this approach obviously
             | doesn't work.
             | 
             | Given our status as a massive outlier, could it be that our
             | current system of mass incarceration is a driver of crime?
             | I see signs that point to yes. Many people I have talked to
             | have said the main thing being locked up taught them was
             | how to be a better criminal. Prisons break families.
             | Children grow up without parents. At one of the conferences
             | for the heads of the Departments of Corrections for US
             | states, a question was asked of all 50 heads: are prisons
             | effective at making society safer? About 8 said yes. About
             | 7 said they were unsure. The remaining 35 said no.
             | 
             | We've tried highly punitive mass incarceration for decades
             | and it's failing horribly. I'm not smart enough to know the
             | correct answer, but I can say that it seems obvious that
             | the answer is not to lock more people up for longer.
        
               | morgante wrote:
               | > If locking large numbers of people up for inordinately
               | long times prevented crime, the United States would be
               | the safest place in the world.
               | 
               | Comparing between countries with massively different
               | demographics is pointless. The US simply has far more
               | criminality than other wealthy nations.
               | 
               | > We've tried highly punitive mass incarceration for
               | decades and it's failing horribly.
               | 
               | That's not my take-away. We had a massive and growing
               | crime problem in the US in the 60s and 70s and pursued a
               | policy of mass incarceration as a _solution_.
               | 
               | It worked. Crime went down _a lot_ since we started mass
               | incarceration.
               | 
               | Over the last decade, and particularly since 2020, we've
               | been reversing that policy and seeing the impact: spiking
               | violent crime and unsafe cities.
               | 
               | I don't know how you can possibly look at this and think
               | it "doesn't work." I'm sure criminals prefer a policy of
               | catch and release, but I'd rather bring back mass
               | incarceration.
        
               | leononame wrote:
               | The US imposes life sentences on minors? Do I read that
               | right or am I misreading this comment?
        
             | cpill wrote:
             | > You're never going to stop many of them from reoffending.
             | 
             | would seem to contradict:
             | 
             | > Punishments absolutely have a deterrent effect.
             | 
             | ?
        
               | morgante wrote:
               | Both can be true. Most violent criminals will commit
               | another crime after release, but the severity and
               | swiftness of that crime will depend on how likely they
               | are to be punished for it.
               | 
               | Even if punishment had _no_ deterrent effect on
               | recidivism it could still be effective at deterring
               | youths from going down a criminal path.
        
         | theoldlove wrote:
         | Some statistics here:
         | https://www.prisonpolicy.org/reports/pie2023.html
         | 
         | ~60% of the state prison population (~600k of ~1m) are
         | imprisoned for a violent crime. Much higher than I would have
         | guessed.
        
           | daggersandscars wrote:
           | One of the article's key points is that violent crime does
           | not mean "caused physical harm" and that entire categories of
           | crime are considered violent by law, whether or not any
           | violence was perpetrated during the commission.
           | 
           | "The fourth myth: By definition, "violent crime" involves
           | physical harm
           | 
           | The distinction between "violent" and "nonviolent" crime
           | means less than you might think; in fact, these terms are so
           | widely misused that they are generally unhelpful in a policy
           | context. In the public discourse about crime, people
           | typically use "violent" and "nonviolent" as substitutes for
           | serious versus nonserious criminal acts. That alone is a
           | fallacy, but worse, these terms are also used as coded (often
           | racialized) language to label individuals as inherently
           | dangerous versus non-dangerous."
        
             | fordholes wrote:
             | I agree that all sides in every argument tend to twist
             | language, statistics, the truth to their own ends.
             | Nevertheless is there not a meaningful distinction between
             | crime that involved physical violence to a person and crime
             | that did not? And could we not endeavor to identify that
             | distinction and use it to improve policy?
        
       | j7ake wrote:
       | If I get locked up maybe I would finally get to doing the
       | exercises from the art of computer programming.
        
         | alfnor wrote:
         | It isn't the worst deal because you don't have to worry about
         | paying rent, so you can just focus 100% on getting good at
         | whatever skillset you choose to pursue.
        
       | jasonlotito wrote:
       | > kicked out of my parents house for being a stupid 17yr old
       | 
       | That's child abuse in my book. If you are a parent, you are
       | responsible for your children. That's it. No age limit. Nothing.
       | They need a place? You are responsible for providing them a place
       | to live. This isn't to say you have to be responsible for their
       | crimes, but you should never be allowed to force your child out
       | of your house. YOU brought them into this world. They are your
       | responsibility. Forcing a child out? You are a terrible parent.
       | Yes, some children thrive, but others don't. I'm sorry, but it's
       | on you.
       | 
       | If you aren't ready to take care of your children or make sure
       | they are taken care of for the remainder of their life, you
       | shouldn't have children. 18 and you force them out? You are in
       | the wrong.
        
         | rootusrootus wrote:
         | That's pretty harsh. Children turn into adults, and not all of
         | them turn out great. As a parent my responsibility is to get
         | them to adulthood with as much chance of success as it is
         | possible for me to provide. At some point they do absolutely
         | become responsible for their own decisions. Do I ever want to
         | find out what it would take to throw my own child out of the
         | house? Of course not. Am I going to toss them out when they
         | turn 18? No plans to. But this idea that you should be
         | responsible for another adult for the rest of their life just
         | because you created them...? That's silly.
        
           | sevagh wrote:
           | In this case the one singular event of being kicked out at a
           | specifically vulnerable age of 17-18. The rest of their life
           | was influenced by that.
        
           | jasonlotito wrote:
           | > That's pretty harsh. Children turn into adults,
           | 
           | No, it's not. It's reality. And you only think it's harsh
           | because you are ignorant. And that ignorance will not prepare
           | you for reality.
           | 
           | > But this idea that you should be responsible for another
           | adult for the rest of their life just because you created
           | them...? That's silly.
           | 
           | No, it's reality. And if you think otherwise, you are not
           | ready to be a parent. Or you'll have a rude awakening when it
           | turns out you are wrong.
           | 
           | Maybe you get lucky and they are able to support themselves,
           | but if you think you raising them to 18 means you are done,
           | it just means you are ignorant.
           | 
           | > Children turn into adults,
           | 
           | No, they don't and that's your ignorance.
           | 
           | Not all children grow up to be adults mentally. Not all
           | children grow up. There are numerous conditions that mean you
           | are responsible for them for the rest of their life, ensuring
           | they get the care they need.
           | 
           | And trying to wave that off as the exception, it just means
           | that you are ignorant. You should go into being a parent
           | understanding that this might happen.
           | 
           | I see way too many parents throwing their kids into the water
           | and letting them sink or swim. Sorry, but if they drown, it's
           | on you as the parent. You failed them. You are the failure.
           | 
           | And that's child abuse, and people that think like that are
           | worthless.
           | 
           | Do better.
        
         | dvektor wrote:
         | Author here again: I told myself I was done chiming in, but
         | this is just something I have to clarify.
         | 
         | My parents are absolutely amazing people, and they are the only
         | reason my life has any hope at this point. They were still
         | figuring things out, and didn't understand why I was such a
         | rebellious asshole. Having 4 kids and two of them teenagers
         | isn't easy, and they have been incredibly supportive to my
         | younger siblings when one went through some troubles, and have
         | been supportive to me the entire time. I know this is something
         | my mother feels terrible for, but I feel like I was going to do
         | what I was going to do, and I put no blame on her for anything.
         | 
         | This was the only thing that was going to get me to comment,
         | because i know it breaks my moms heart.
        
           | jasonlotito wrote:
           | Doesn't change what they did. Things might be better now, but
           | they still failed. Being a failure doesn't mean you are
           | always a failure, and you can improve. That you have a good
           | relationship with them now is proof of that. But it doesn't
           | change the fact that they were wrong for what they did.
           | 
           | Don't take their growth away from them.
        
       | Fischgericht wrote:
       | I'd like to make a couple of points to think about:
       | 
       | I'd been addicted to opioids for a couple of years. And I was
       | very happy that I was able to get original non-counterfeit pills
       | on the dark net, from vendors that had thousands of positives
       | reviews. Being a nerd, and successful when it comes to business,
       | risk-free supply had never been an issue. Luckily I bought
       | Bitcoin when they did cost $0.20...
       | 
       | Fighting the dark net has always been a stupid idea. It's the
       | cleanest way for people to get the substances they need, with the
       | lowest amount of risk in every single regard. Lowest risk to get
       | your substance cut with something unhealthy, lowest risk of
       | getting ripped off, lowest risk of getting into criminal circles.
       | 
       | Fighting the dark net means pushing people to street dealers,
       | increasing suffering, violent crime and deaths.
       | 
       | So, why did I get addicted? Depressions, anxiousness, and
       | finally: Being on the autistic spectrum, which now seems
       | absolutely obvious from earliest childhood memories, but my
       | parents never took me to a neurologist to get that diagnosed. I
       | just lived with being "different". Until I could not take it
       | anymore, and tried to help myself with substances.
       | 
       | How did I get off the addiction? Did a search for the best-rated
       | neurologist in the region, made an appointment, got treatment. It
       | took a while, but in the end a combination of substances was
       | found that worked out better than opiates.
       | 
       | But that being said: Those substances are the same that I can get
       | as prescription medication, or as "drugs" on the street. It's
       | just that now I no longer have to spend Bitcoin on it, but get
       | them for free from the health care system. Yay!
       | 
       | Please remind yourself: Nearly everything that is taken and sold
       | as "drugs" on the streets is used to treat some problem, just in
       | a very dangerous way, without proper education, without proper
       | risk management.
       | 
       | Whatever that scary drug that your parents and your school are
       | warning you about to be evil: It's just medication. The poor
       | people die on the street trying to get their supply, the rich
       | guys get a subscription to get it for free.
       | 
       | If your country has a problem with drugs on the street, and with
       | crime due to people trying to get those substances, your country
       | SIMPLY HAS A PROBLEM PROVIDING HEALTH CARE to its citizens!
       | 
       | So please stop demonizing substances, demonizing substance
       | "abuse", demonizing people providing those substances in a clean
       | and safe way via the dark net, and demonizing people who sadly
       | did not have the luck of their health care system helping them.
       | 
       | And go fix your health care systems.
        
         | supertofu wrote:
         | I resonate with this comment strongly. I have never been
         | diagnosed, but I strongly suspect I am neurodivergent. My
         | extreme social isolation/anxiety in my college years and
         | twenties led me to dependency on alcohol and cannabis. I never
         | tried hard drugs, but my life back then was just one tiny twist
         | of fate away from me becoming an opioid addict.
         | 
         | I did manage to become sober, and a lot of social challenges
         | have become more manageable now that I have a better framework
         | for understanding my mind.
        
           | Fischgericht wrote:
           | You might want to try Ketamine. In some countries it's now
           | available legally from neurologists as nose spray. If not,
           | get it from the dark net or a friend in the rave community.
           | Or ask as friend who is a veterinarian. You get mix your own
           | nose spray with that.
           | 
           | Before Ketamine, I never in my life had been able to get into
           | a group of people with them being closer than about 50cm to
           | me. Which means: I could never join a dancefloor.
           | 
           | With Ketamine, that _poof_ went away, and I could.
           | 
           | The same happened for a couple of my neurodiverse friends.
           | One girl her hole life could not be in the same room as
           | others while eating. Now she can.
           | 
           | A single dose also has anti-depressant effects for five days.
           | 
           | Interestingly, it's now in some countries allowed to be used
           | as treatment for social anxiety after positives studies on
           | that. On the other hand, there is now a clinical study that
           | say it's not better than a placebo. Weird.
           | 
           | However, for me (and my nerd friends) the before/after effect
           | is so drastic, I can rule out a placebo effect. My
           | neurologist agrees. I trust clinical studies and always
           | consult them, but something must have gone wrong there.
           | 
           | And yes, this is a good example of a substance that in many
           | countries can get you into jail, while in other countries it
           | can make a most DRAMATIC positive change in your life.
        
             | Fischgericht wrote:
             | I guess I should add this disclaimer:
             | 
             | Not medical advise. I am not suggesting you to something
             | that is illegal in the country you are living in.
             | 
             | Do your own research AND consult someone who is competent
             | on this when wishing to try Ketamine. Buy from a trusted
             | seller. When trying a new substance, always do it sober -
             | no other substance, especially no alcohol. Never try a new
             | drug when alone. Ketamine is a drug that at different doses
             | has very different effects. For social anxiety only a very
             | low dose is needed, muss less than your raver friends would
             | take to have fun. So start low, and slowly level up.
             | Ketamine is pretty safe, but bad for your bladder long-
             | term. Drinking green tea fixes that.
        
             | supertofu wrote:
             | Thank you for the recommendation. I worry about developing
             | a dependency to ketamine, but in NY state where I live, it
             | is legal for therapeutic purposes. I might consider it. I
             | prefer microdoses of psilocybin, since I have a bias
             | towards plant medicine, and I know exactly where the fungus
             | came from :)
             | 
             | And just a funny note re: dancing -- part of my healing
             | journey has been through ecstatic dance. It is a completely
             | sober practice of dancing intuitively and freely with
             | others. While I love ecstatic dance and can easily dance
             | with no fear or anxiety, even in non-ecstatic spaces, I
             | cannot actually _speak_ to strangers or express my desire
             | to become friends with someone.
             | 
             | It's easier for me to dance with complete strangers than it
             | is to converse with them :) One of my most recent social
             | struggles has been the discrepancy between intensely
             | beautiful and intimate bonds formed with people while
             | practicing ecstatic dance, and then finding myself
             | completely unable bond with them via conversation after the
             | dance is over.
             | 
             | I sometimes wish I lived in a world where no one knew my
             | language and it was ok to have a partnership that relied
             | only on body language. Relying on speech to bond with
             | others has failed me for decades and I don't understand
             | why.
        
       | hereme888 wrote:
       | I could have been that guy, and worse.
       | 
       | When I was 19 I got caught selling a bunch of MDMA at a night
       | club. Undercover police caught me, and by God's grace they chose
       | to let me go.
       | 
       | MDMA had just begun to carry a minimum 10 yr prison sentence
       | throughout the state.
       | 
       | I had no idea what I was doing in my life, like I was asleep and
       | not awake, until I got caught that night.
       | 
       | About 15 minutes into the interrogation at the scene, Officer
       | Garcia - I still remember him - knowing my mental state of panic
       | and realization of reality, said to me "You know, when I was your
       | age I did the same thing, and I was forgiven and let go. So what
       | I'm going to do is forgive you and let you go this time. Go home,
       | and don't ever do this again."
       | 
       | I drove home at about half the speed limit that night, trying to
       | process what had happened. First time I had experienced such
       | forgiveness and mercy.
       | 
       | The aim of my life now is to maximize the amount of good I can do
       | for others. I'll never forget. I could still be in prison. Maybe
       | as an open source computer programmer, but prison nonetheless.
       | 
       | It's a big risk to let someone go like that; will they actually
       | repent, or continue causing harm?
        
         | Fischgericht wrote:
         | You should not have been arrested.
         | 
         | MDMA should have been legal.
         | 
         | End of story.
         | 
         | https://www.nature.com/articles/s41591-023-02565-4
         | https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34708874/
         | https://www.nytimes.com/2023/08/18/well/mind/mdma-ecstasy-ri...
         | https://www.euronews.com/next/2023/07/03/australia-just-lega...
         | 
         | It's legal or decriminalized in Portugal, The Czech Republic,
         | The Netherlands, and Switzerland, by the way. Surprise: Those
         | are now the countries with the lowest number of drug deaths and
         | drug related crimes in Europe.
        
           | HenryBemis wrote:
           | Although I agree with you, imho the point the parent was
           | making was that:
           | 
           | a) when you are 16-18-20-22 you don't know sh*t about life -
           | you are still a newbie. It doesn't mean that drug-trafficking
           | is excused but when I look back at my 18yo self, I could have
           | died 100 times between 18 and 22. And I could have 'taken
           | some people with me' while doing so.
           | 
           | b) it's in the person. When given a second chance you can
           | either turn your life around (and a Mr. Garcia will never see
           | you again) or you can go back the very next day and maybe a
           | Mr. Garcia will be finding your corpse in a back alley
           | because a trade went sour.
           | 
           | As for Preston Thrope - hang in there. It's a long path to
           | salvation - almost endless. As long as you keep your head up
           | high and give the good fight, good things will (probably?)
           | come. I've watched enough of John Oliver's Last Week Tonight
           | shows to know that you got myriad of forces that want to see
           | you fail so keep walking and dreaming!
        
             | Fischgericht wrote:
             | I agree I veered off the parent's point.
             | 
             | In his case his whole life could have been ruined by
             | selling a harmless (if clean!) drug to ravers who very
             | clearly know what and why they are buying a substance from
             | him.
             | 
             | Also, in my hypothetical "you should not have been arrested
             | as it should be legal case" he might have ended poor and
             | homeless in the street because everybody was just going to
             | the pharmacy instead of buying from him. :)
        
           | tourist2d wrote:
           | Ok...? Why would you start debating MDMA legality when
           | someone's sharing their story?
           | 
           | Also, all the studies you linked are about using it in
           | therapy vs using it at a rave?
        
             | foxhill wrote:
             | presumably because OP was traumatised by this interaction
             | with law enforcement that - had things been only subtly
             | different - could have been a catastrophic event in their
             | life.
             | 
             | there wasn't a moral crime here - MDMA is widely regarded
             | to be.. safe (please don't bite on that, i mean to say that
             | current research indicates that it's probably less
             | dangerous than alcohol). so why should that have been so
             | traumatic?
        
           | hereme888 wrote:
           | Haha I understand your point. But it is a dangerous substance
           | when used without medical supervision.
           | 
           | And more importantly, what I was selling was presumably MDMA.
           | I didn't have kits to check the batches for adulteration.
           | What if people died? I was not ready for that responsibility.
        
             | Fischgericht wrote:
             | I sure would not have bought from you, as it's a stupid
             | idea to buy from someone inside a club where it very well
             | may be the case that the seller did not do quality control.
             | For me, that would have been the part to feel bad about:
             | "How on earth could I put other ravers lives in danger by
             | selling pills that I have not had tested, and that could
             | contain pretty much anything?".
             | 
             | I also agree that MDMA can be a dangerous substance of
             | course. Far less toxic than alcohol, but still.
             | 
             | But compared to this, ending up in the US jail system
             | carries FAR bigger risks. As you said: It could have ruined
             | your life. It could also have ruined the life of people who
             | bought from you, as they could also have ended up getting
             | arrested.
             | 
             | I really can not imagine a drug available that will do
             | worse things to your life than ending up inside the US jail
             | system.
        
             | andrepd wrote:
             | Isn't that precisely an argument _for_ legalisation? You
             | wouldn 't have 19 year kids selling shit, you would have
             | pharmacies and certification processes and etc.
        
               | ponector wrote:
               | In many countries street weed is much cheaper than legal
               | one from the pharmacy.
               | 
               | 19 years kids could be selling even more knowing they
               | would not be locked for 10+ years.
        
               | hereme888 wrote:
               | I agree it's one argument. But, my views on legalization
               | at the moment are these:
               | 
               | Alcohol is a drug, and it gets you drunk. Has side-
               | effects, affects long-term health, etc, etc.
               | 
               | Weed is a drug, and in my personal experience it's WAY
               | more "drug" than alcohol, especially how it's used
               | nowadays. Also, across all cultures/races, studies show
               | that the earlier a person starts consuming it, the higher
               | the risk of developing some sort of psychosis later in
               | life (I have my own theories as to "why").
               | 
               | Also, who smokes weed the most? When I did clinical
               | rotations in New York it was the poor and the less
               | educated that smoked weed all day. I would even see black
               | mothers in ghetto areas who took their children to the
               | park and just sit in the benches smoking weed, not paying
               | attention to or interacting with their children, which to
               | me is a very bad example and perpetuating a negative
               | cycle.
               | 
               | The more educated did it occasionally, and with self
               | control. So unrestricted access to weed for those with
               | less self-control and goal-oriented behavior is more
               | likely to ruin their lives; the very people who instead
               | need to cultivate more self control and goal-oriented
               | behavior.
               | 
               | I'm glad that weed is now available legally, because it
               | guarantees users a clean product, as opposed to nowadays
               | in KY where I'm at lots of illicit weed is laced with
               | fentanyl-like compounds. I consume THC + CBD every once
               | in a blue moon, and I don't dare touch street products
               | for various reasons.
               | 
               | MDMA legal...well, I haven't seen anyone die from weed.
               | But MDMA is quite dangerous. And who screens beforehand
               | if that person has a cardiovascular issue they may not
               | even be aware of? Alcohol and weed don't have much of a
               | short-term effect on the heart. MDMA is an amphetamine-
               | like compound.
               | 
               | These are my thoughts at the moment.
        
             | OfSanguineFire wrote:
             | I wonder how many people here would agree with your claim
             | "it is a dangerous substance when used without medical
             | supervision". Often in hacker circles soft drugs are viewed
             | as something people can take on their own provided that, as
             | you suggest, purity is guaranteed. And while setting and
             | trusted and savvy companionship is important, the
             | involvement of a medical professional may kill the whole
             | freespirited vibe.
        
               | hereme888 wrote:
               | I just posted a response in part of the thread saying
               | "The minimum sentence had been recently enforced at that
               | time", which is part of my explanation for that.
               | 
               | As a teenager I encountered so many people who thought
               | they were experts with drugs because nothing had yet
               | happened to them.
               | 
               | Nowadays, finishing up med school, with tons of real
               | pharmacology and clinical knowledge, having seen lots of
               | things in the psych wards, the ER, and stories from my
               | wife (a physician too), I've come to realize that most
               | people who think they know about these substances and
               | their dangers don't really know.
               | 
               | Anyone can educate themselves, but lots of "drug
               | customers", especially the most susceptible (youth + less
               | educated), don't even have a background to know HOW to
               | educate themselves properly concerning these things.
               | Their knowledge is tainted by "most comments online
               | say..." plus "and my friends who know all about these
               | drugs..." plus "and one study I read" = so all I have to
               | do is X, Y, Z.
        
           | frankyg wrote:
           | Also some the best countries to hide criminal activity
           | without having to hide yourself. <3
        
           | mormegil wrote:
           | I don't think MDMA is "legal or decriminalized" in the Czech
           | Republic...? Sure, consumption of _anything_ is
           | decriminalized here (you are allowed to possess only a tiny
           | amount for your own consumption) but other than that, owning,
           | offering, selling, importing, etc. MDMA is very much
           | criminalized here!
        
             | _heimdall wrote:
             | How does that work exactly? How does one end up with a tint
             | amount for personal consumption if someone else couldn't
             | legally allowed to have enough to sell?
             | 
             | Seems really strange that the government would have
             | bothered decriminalizing consumption if the supply itself
             | is illegal.
        
               | polygamous_bat wrote:
               | Why is that weird? You can have food, you can make food
               | for yourself and your friend, but if you're selling
               | cooked food to strangers you need to have minimum
               | standards of cleanliness etc.
        
               | _heimdall wrote:
               | There are legal avenues to buy food though. My confusion
               | is just that its illegal to sell but legal to own, it
               | seems that still makes it functionally illegal to own
               | since you shouldn't be able to buy it anywhere
        
               | cstrahan wrote:
               | > How does that work exactly? How does one end up with a
               | tint amount for personal consumption if someone else
               | couldn't legally allowed to have enough to sell?
               | 
               | Same way people acquire guns illegally in US states that
               | prohibit gun ownership: involved parties choose to break
               | the law.
               | 
               | > Seems really strange that the government would have
               | bothered decriminalizing consumption if the supply itself
               | is illegal.
               | 
               | These governments take the stance that drug dealers
               | exploit the addictions/circumstances of their customers,
               | exposing them to more harm. So they make selling (or
               | possessing enough that an intent to sell seems probable)
               | illegal.
               | 
               | Because the users are at worst harming themselves
               | (assuming they aren't doing something like driving while
               | intoxicated, or parenting under the influence, but there
               | are laws that already handle these scenarios), these
               | governments don't see the point in further harming the
               | users of these drugs by locking them away in prison. So
               | drug use is legal, and possessing a small amount (so
               | small that it would be unlikely you're selling) is legal.
               | Also, because the use of drugs is not illegal, this makes
               | users more likely to seek help, whether from their
               | community or resources provided by their government.
        
               | _heimdall wrote:
               | > Same way people acquire guns illegally in US states
               | that prohibit gun ownership: involved parties choose to
               | break the law.
               | 
               | There are legal avenues to buy guns in the US though,
               | that's the confusion for me. Why bother saying I can own
               | it if the law also says no one can legally sell it to me?
        
               | cnasc wrote:
               | > Why bother saying I can own it if the law also says no
               | one can legally sell it to me?
               | 
               | The government isn't saying "we're totally ok with you
               | personally taking drugs," it's saying "we don't think
               | that arresting people who have small amounts of drugs for
               | personal consumption is a valuable use of law enforcement
               | resources, so we're decriminalizing personal possession
               | and use to focus those resources on larger criminal
               | organizations."
        
           | sealeck wrote:
           | In Switzerland the sentencing isn't very tough for possession
           | in small quantities, but you certainly cannot _sell_ MDMA and
           | hope for lenient treatment.
        
         | yayitswei wrote:
         | Sounds like the plot of Les Mis!
        
           | qingcharles wrote:
           | Les Mis has a totally different feel when you've been locked
           | up. It touches me even deeper.
        
         | qingcharles wrote:
         | That man gave you your entire life back. It's not just the time
         | you would have served, but it would have ruined so much of the
         | rest of your life too.
        
           | hereme888 wrote:
           | Oh yea. Part of me coming to reality was the officer helping
           | me realize that it would have ruined my family, and had quite
           | a criminal record.
        
           | verisimi wrote:
           | He did give him back his life.
           | 
           | But how is it possible that his life was at risk at all? Why
           | a 10 year sentence for taking drugs? The government should
           | simply not have that power.
        
             | Obscurity4340 wrote:
             | Its kind of ironic that most law and order folks would
             | consider this an example or dirty cops being dirty or
             | privilegeor whatever. The fact is, this stuff doesn't
             | really seem to happen anymore unless you're the Prime
             | Ministers wife or something
        
               | Zetobal wrote:
               | Because it happens more often than not but everyone
               | involved keeps their mouth shut. It's not something you
               | should really plan to get viral on social media...
               | 
               | "Look at the cute cop who let me go with a warning after
               | trafficking drugs" XOXO
        
               | ponector wrote:
               | For me that was an example of lazy cop who don't want to
               | do extra paperwork.
               | 
               | It saved one life, but that person could later return to
               | selling drugs and contribute to thousands OD's and many
               | deaths.
        
               | Obscurity4340 wrote:
               | Ya but...I feel like justice can often be had for the
               | price of a stern finger-wagging and understanding that
               | even if you're not booked into the system, you're in the
               | system now and its best you clean up shop and get outta
               | town figuratively speaking ;)
        
             | MattRix wrote:
             | 10 year sentence for _selling_ drugs, not taking them.
        
             | hereme888 wrote:
             | Like the other person said, it was for selling, not taking.
             | Also, I think someone should have the power to keep the
             | public safe, whether government, or a society-sponsored
             | group.
             | 
             | The cops were undercover DEA with previous experience going
             | underground in places like Colombia. They had been in rough
             | places. Their focus was mainly hunting the big guys:
             | suppliers. End-chain young people trying to make a quick
             | buck is low yield, and if anything going after them
             | distracts from the root of the problem and alerts the big
             | guys.
        
         | a5seo wrote:
         | The power of stories like this never fails to humble me. There
         | are countless (less dramatic) incidents like this in every
         | life. Your experience brings them back into focus.
        
         | anjel wrote:
         | NACAB
        
         | skrebbel wrote:
         | Offtopic, but minimum sentences are nuts. What's the point of
         | judges and juries etc if we make the law so aggressive that
         | they hardly have a say anymore?
        
           | _heimdall wrote:
           | Juries ultimately have the final say in conviction. Its well
           | within their right to go not guilty for any reason.
           | 
           | Judges and lawyers absolutely hate it, but juries aren't
           | there just as a logical check on laws as written and facts as
           | presented. Juries are a check on the legal system and laws
           | themselves.
        
             | skrebbel wrote:
             | Sure, but saying someone is not guilty when obviously they
             | are but a 10 year prison sentence is way out of proportion
             | for what they did, that's stupid too right? It means we
             | expect juries to lie, on purpose, to prevent ruining
             | someone's life. It forces juries to pick between two bad
             | extremes.
             | 
             | These kinds of laws remove the opportunity for juries (or
             | judges where I live) to eg say "6 months of community
             | service" when it's more appropriate.
        
           | hereme888 wrote:
           | The minimum sentence had been recently enforced at that time
           | because things were getting really out of hand with MDMA
           | flooding the markets. Probably tons of deaths, adulterated
           | compounds, and ruining people's brains.
           | 
           | I say ruining people's brains because, in the world of raves
           | I was involved in, most customers were teens, and I knew
           | quite a bit who kept taking it excessively for self-
           | medication, eventually just to get through the day, and I
           | would see the decline in their cognitive functions over time.
           | It was really sad. I denied selling to those people because
           | they scared me. But...I was selling nonetheless. So unaware
           | of the consequences of my actions...
        
       | goodboyjojo wrote:
       | this was a cool read. i hope you get out soon and be a software
       | dev somewhere
        
       | nopmike wrote:
       | It's a little late, so this will get buried, but I had a similar
       | experience. I caught two felonies (both from the same incident)
       | Luckily, I had a good job at the time and it was my first
       | offense, so I was able to get house arrest. After seeing what
       | could have been my life, I completed my BS in CS, online part-
       | time and convinced the state of California to let me move there.
       | I received five years of probation, so even though I was off
       | house arrest, I had to convince the state of California to take
       | me as a probationer. I don't think this is usually offered, even
       | though I had gainful employment waiting for me. I feel very
       | fortunate. Since then, I've worked for various startups and
       | Fortune 50 companies as a software engineer. I was lucky enough
       | that the tech industry valued me more for my skills than punished
       | me for my past. I will be forever grateful to the state of
       | California and the tech industry for this. I've looked into, and
       | tried to volunteer for various programs that try to teach inmates
       | or felons technical/engineering skills. All have fallen through.
       | I'd love to hear what you're working on OP, and if you want to
       | brainstorm a way we can try and help more inmates turn their life
       | around through software development.
        
         | frob wrote:
         | Thank you for sharing your story. It's wonderful that you want
         | to pay your fortunes forward.
         | 
         | I don't think they work directly in prisons and jails, but
         | https://www.underdogdevs.org/ is a group that works to train
         | formerly incarcerated people in software and tech. They built
         | mentee/mentor relationships between professional development
         | and those wanting to learn.
        
         | dvektor wrote:
         | Thanks for sharing this.. send me an email if you'd like.
         | preston@unlockedlabs.org
        
       | zubairq wrote:
       | Amazing read
        
       | frankyg wrote:
       | MDMA either puts me to sleep or makes me talk faster than
       | freaking Busta Rhymes raps, without effort. I recorded it once
       | and it's crystal clear. Fun stuff.
       | 
       | Need to get to the science of that mechanism.
        
       | cbsudux wrote:
       | Great post
        
       | 3l3ktr4 wrote:
       | I'm really happy that you found a way out of the trafficking
       | life. That was a really nice thing to read and I think a lot of
       | people will resonate with it. (Computer nerds that had tough
       | times in life). I'm wishing you all the best in your fight
       | against addiction and I'm definitely adding Unlocked Labs to my
       | list of donations. Thanks for sharing your story.
        
       | sgu999 wrote:
       | I'm always amazed at this country in which incarcerating someone
       | for 10 years (!!) for non violent drug dealing is economical, but
       | public healthcare and education aren't.
        
         | DragonL80 wrote:
         | This comment is everything.
         | 
         | Not to mention that due to understaffed and over budget
         | facilities, rehabilitation programs are generally the first
         | things to get cut.
        
       | wscourge wrote:
       | This lays in a similar domain with a french startup named Vainu
       | that back in 2019 started to use incarcerated people for data
       | labelling.
       | 
       | Look it up.
        
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