[HN Gopher] Writing down unfiltered thoughts enhances self-knowl...
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       Writing down unfiltered thoughts enhances self-knowledge
        
       Author : elorant
       Score  : 70 points
       Date   : 2023-10-08 17:08 UTC (5 hours ago)
        
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       | zingababba wrote:
       | I've been journaling for something like 25 years now. The hardest
       | yet most rewarding part for me is going back and reading my
       | entries. Sometimes I have to force myself because I'm often
       | revolted by what I've written during various periods however it
       | has really helped me understand my moods.
        
       | layer8 wrote:
       | The problem I have with this is that my thoughts come 10 or 20
       | times quicker than I can write them down. And while doing this
       | writing exercise I'll have meta-thoughts about the writing and
       | the exercise. The thoughts hopelessly outrun the writing, and
       | also the train of thoughts will be wildly different from what it
       | would be when not attempting to write it down. I guess one still
       | learns _something_ from the exercise, but it's quite a
       | frustrating experience.
        
         | prepend wrote:
         | I few similarly, but writing both makes me edit in real time
         | and then again as I move stuff around.
         | 
         | I don't think it's useful for literally capturing every idea,
         | but it captures as many as you can get down.
         | 
         | It's kind of like how when you're reading a book aloud you get
         | a few seconds ahead in your head.
        
       | slowhadoken wrote:
       | It's my preferred method of communication but persuasion is
       | popular. Self-help rhetoric propagates quickly through large
       | groups.
        
       | jseliger wrote:
       | A lot of people suffer a lot of anxiety around writing, and it
       | seems like trying to lower the stakes helps:
       | https://bessstillman.substack.com/p/on-writing-or-not
        
         | adaml_623 wrote:
         | Now I'm anxious about cancer and I didn't even get to the
         | secret about lowering the stakes :-/
        
           | voisin wrote:
           | I read it and can't find what the secret about lowering the
           | stakes is. It seems like it takes the impending death of a
           | loved one to put into perspective the resistance of writing
           | as an emperor with no clothes. That if you're meant to write
           | you will when it realize it.
           | 
           | Is my reading comprehension poor today or was there advice I
           | missed on how to lower the stakes outside of a serious
           | situation like she faces?
        
       | zeroCalories wrote:
       | I like writing because it forces you to turn vague feelings into
       | concrete ideas. You can barf your thoughts onto paper and then
       | read it with a critical eye, allowing you to evaluate your own
       | thoughts. It helps me to find the gaps in my knowledge, notice
       | sloppy arguments, etc. Sometimes that leads to a better
       | understanding of the topic, but most of the time I realize that I
       | have no understanding of the topic, which is still useful
       | information. For example I've found myself eager to drop a hot
       | take on a recent international event, but after writing out my
       | comment I realize that I'm an idiot, so I make a mental note and
       | post it anyway.
        
         | PhilipRoman wrote:
         | >I like writing because it forces you to turn vague feelings
         | into concrete ideas.
         | 
         | Yep. I've started painting my dreams and it is surprisingly
         | difficult to turn vague memories into concrete scenes. It's
         | almost physically exhausting.
        
           | johnchristopher wrote:
           | Do you paint them as you remember them or do you write them
           | down before ?
        
             | PhilipRoman wrote:
             | I try to paint them as soon as possible after waking up.
             | 
             | Usually I just write down a list of keywords, that seems
             | enough to keep my brain from erasing them. I don't think
             | it's really possible to capture a scene in text. The text
             | only serves as memory aid.
        
               | lacrimacida wrote:
               | That's interesting, care to share them?
        
       | cableshaft wrote:
       | From the article:
       | 
       | > What if you just can't think of anything?
       | 
       | Just write about your day if you need to. What you did, what you
       | read about online (including reflecting on news if you read
       | that), what thoughts you had over the course of the day.
       | 
       | When I have good writing habits I can easily write 500-3000+
       | words about my day, and I don't have what most people would
       | consider an interesting life. I just work from home, work on my
       | hobbies (mostly gamedev), read articles, go to one or two social
       | events a week (often just a family party or casual game night or
       | meetup, nothing crazy), go to a few conventions throughout the
       | year, and take one weeklong trip.
       | 
       | One year I managed to write 120,000+ words with this approach,
       | and it likely would have been higher if I hadn't skipped a decent
       | number of days (maybe not a lot higher, I sometimes made up for
       | the skipped days by reflecting back as much as I could).
       | 
       | I'm not currently that good about it, though. In general it's
       | been a bad year for me for writing these things. Maybe this
       | article will help me get back into it.
        
       | rajataghi wrote:
       | Read through the article - fill-in journal seems like a good idea
       | for a small app. Does anything like that exist?
        
         | extasia wrote:
         | Fill-in in what sense? Like a physical journal but digital?
        
       | nuancebydefault wrote:
       | > Writing What Pops into Your Head
       | 
       | I believe this is what I usually do when placing comments on this
       | HN forum.
       | 
       | Bonus: enhanced self-knowledge and in a lot of cases, instant
       | feedback!
        
         | hyperthesis wrote:
         | The feedback-evaluation of you also must be evaluated.
        
       | javawizard wrote:
       | I have a pretty strong natural filter. Years of therapy and three
       | different therapists have yet to get me to a place where I can
       | truly open up, even when writing on a page I know no-one else
       | will see.
       | 
       | Two days ago I did weed for the first time. I accidentally took a
       | much larger hit than I meant to. For the first 15 minutes I had a
       | complete out-of-body experience; nothing seemed real, I felt like
       | I was floating through space, able to peer into reality at will,
       | still not quite trusting that it wasn't all a dream. I'm pretty
       | sure the term of art for what I experienced would be a psychotic
       | episode.
       | 
       | After that... I lost my filter. Like, it was gone. And my mouth
       | was a conveyor belt connected to the emotional part of my brain.
       | No logic, just uninhibited speech, for 45 minutes, all while
       | sobbing harder than I have in my entire life.
       | 
       | I exposed every last deep, dark secret I possessed. My fear of
       | never being good enough. My fear that everyone in my life will
       | leave me at some point. My fear that I've done so many hurtful
       | things over my life that I'm unworthy of love and of the friends
       | I have. And many more things I won't be sharing with the world,
       | at least not yet.
       | 
       | Inside, it felt like my brain and my mouth were connected by a
       | pipe, and all I could do was sit back and watch in horror as the
       | very depths of my mind were laid bare for all to see.
       | 
       | A good friend of mine was with me while I did it. She heard
       | everything. It's a mark of our friendship that she held me,
       | reassured me that she loved me for who I am, not who I want
       | people to think I am. Our friendship is even stronger now,
       | something I would never have thought possible before having that
       | experience.
       | 
       | It was terrifying, and yet oddly theraputic. I'm seriously
       | considering cannabis-assisted psychotherapy now.
       | 
       | ---
       | 
       | I guess what I'm trying to say is: there are a number of
       | substances that induce mind-altering states in ways that are
       | relatively safe and free from long term effects. If you're
       | someone who can't seem to open up naturally, don't be afraid to
       | try them. They just might change your life.
       | 
       | (As with everything, consume appropriately and safely. Have
       | someone experienced in the substance you're consuming keep an eye
       | on you. And for god's sake, don't do anything known to be
       | addictive or to have severe negative side effects.)
       | 
       | Also, find friends who you can truly be yourself around, who love
       | you even when they know the absolute worst about you. It makes
       | all the difference to know that someone loves you not for who you
       | want the world to think you are but for who you actually are.
        
         | Onawa wrote:
         | I've been using marijuana for too long for it to have that
         | effect on me unfortunately, but actual psychedelics are great
         | at expanding the mind. If you can find someone that you trust
         | to be a 'sitter' (at least for the first couple of times), it
         | can be a life changing experience with positive long-term
         | effects. Micro dosing psilocybin has been starting to show
         | positive results in trials in recent years.
        
         | coffeebeqn wrote:
         | Writing is one of my favorite things to do high. Nothing that
         | interesting just whatever pops in my mind. Pen to paper so I
         | don't get distracted by shiny internet things
        
       | jbm wrote:
       | Sure it does, you aren't getting me this time.
       | 
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hundred_Flowers_Campaign
       | 
       | Jokes aside, this definitely helped when I was in college,
       | especially when I had a follow up session where I could ask
       | questions to my professors or the TA
        
         | motohagiography wrote:
         | It's unbelievable how that campaign and even the hint of
         | something like it here with internet mobs can obliterate the
         | creative capacity of huge numbers of people. I write and make
         | to understand things, and by example, I recently wrote about
         | 12,000 words to get a yield of about 3,000 words of my best
         | work. The stuff in that other 9,000 words will probably never
         | see a screen again, but it had to come out to mine it for the
         | single ideas and turns of phrase that become like library
         | functions for dense, concise writing.
         | 
         | If you can't produce the raw material, you can't make anything
         | new or good.
        
           | prepend wrote:
           | There's a black mirror episode in the future about how LLMs
           | trained on people's discarded drafts start outing them for
           | having disfavored opinions.
           | 
           | Maybe through people's digital AI ghosts (AIs made from
           | people's content after they die) start spouting racist stuff.
           | 
           | So people are surprised to learn their friends and heroes
           | were racist/capitalist/nickel back fans/etc
           | 
           | Ends up being a programming error that didn't properly
           | account for boundaries.
           | 
           | That's the end of my expected story idea. But I best google
           | and Microsoft are training off every character written, not
           | just what makes it to your final 3,000.
        
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