[HN Gopher] Excellence is a habit, but so is failure
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       Excellence is a habit, but so is failure
        
       Author : dvrp
       Score  : 713 points
       Date   : 2023-07-07 07:24 UTC (15 hours ago)
        
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       | slashdev wrote:
       | Jocko Willink has a great quote on this subject:
       | Rome wasn't built in a day.       Everyone knows that.       It
       | took hundreds of years for Rome to reach its peak.       But Rome
       | also didn't fall in a day.       It also took time, hundreds of
       | years, for Rome to decay and fall apart.
       | 
       | He goes on to say that each day we're either improving or
       | decaying, either getting a little better or getting a little
       | worse. Those little things add up over time to make a big
       | difference in our lives.
        
       | musebox35 wrote:
       | This seems like a specific application of the "inverted
       | thinking/inversion" mentality. I once came across a post on this
       | but can not find it now. I think it was about this article:
       | https://fs.blog/inversion/
       | 
       | Edit - Or this one: https://jamesclear.com/inversion
        
       | mylons wrote:
       | the author is describing self medication as incremental failure.
       | i think this is a mindset that can lead to more.
       | 
       | in those moments you're seeking relief, and viewing it as failure
       | can just perpetuate shame and creates a vicious cycle.
        
       | totetsu wrote:
       | The discussion on a similar article last month was interesting
       | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=36195105
        
       | alexmolas wrote:
       | This is the classical 1.01**365=37 but 0.99**365=0.02. I guess
       | the difficult part is to detect where is this missing 1%.
        
         | myth_drannon wrote:
         | Yes, when the change is small it is hard to realize is it
         | really 1.01 or 0.99? That demands a lot of constant reflection
         | which causes self-doubt and the easiest path out of this
         | tension is too let it go and just don't care.
        
         | anon35 wrote:
         | Great observation. I found myself thinking it reflected the
         | famous quote: ""Watch your thoughts, they become words; watch
         | your words, they become actions; watch your actions, they
         | become habits; watch your habits, they become character; watch
         | your character, for it becomes your destiny." The post author
         | is traversing the actions-habit-character territory.
        
       | 23B1 wrote:
       | 'Failure' is when the whole system crashes. Andreas is really
       | talking about small setbacks that lead to failure.
       | 
       | And I think its better to embrace Samuel Beckett's mantra: "Try
       | Again. Fail Again. Fail Better."
       | 
       | It's arguably the core tenet of agile/lean anyway. Measure,
       | learn, _improve_. If you 're taking those single steps backwards
       | and using them to make two steps forward, that's the opposite of
       | failure.
        
       | SanderNL wrote:
       | I found it interesting to learn about the etymology of the word
       | "character". It comes to us from Latin which took it from the
       | Greek (kharakter) which comes from kharasso (kharasso) - I
       | _scratch_ or _engrave_.
       | 
       | Our character can be thought of as the result of a long process
       | of engraving or scratching. I tend to see it as a solid metal
       | shield full of scratches from long battles. The resulting grooves
       | tend towards virtue or vice. A sustained habit of wise choices
       | makes it easier to do the right thing - even when it is hard -
       | when the time comes and it will come. A marriage, a deathbed, a
       | career. Life has its fair share of hard choices and having
       | grooves in your soul that guide your choices towards the virtuous
       | helps immensely.
       | 
       | That's also useful to know for when you have unimportant tasks to
       | complete. For some people this may comprise the majority of their
       | career and/or life. However, those "unimportant" tasks still
       | scratch your soul and those scratches ultimately matter. Even
       | seemingly mundane things like taking out the garbage can be done
       | with virtue in mind.
       | 
       | I'm fun at parties by the way.
        
         | FreakLegion wrote:
         | A surprising number of words trace back to some form or other
         | having to do with carving, cutting, boring into. See also
         | _analuein_ and _krinein_. It makes for some fantastic one-
         | liners, like Foucault 's _C 'est que le savoir n'est pas fait
         | pour comprendre, il est fait pour trancher_: _Knowledge isn 't
         | made for understanding, it's made for cutting_.
        
         | cbsmith wrote:
         | > The resulting grooves tend towards virtue or vice.
         | 
         | Virtue & vice are kind of an arbitrary way to device up those
         | "grooves", and what constitutes virtue or vice varies by
         | context/perspective.
         | 
         | I would argue there are a LOT more dimensions to character, and
         | some are arguably more important than that one, but I otherwise
         | agree with your metaphor.
         | 
         | I wear a platinum wedding ring for much the same reason. While
         | it's really hard to break a platinum ring, they accumulate
         | scratches quite easily. A ring that endures but carries with it
         | scratches and grooves from the life you've lived seems like a
         | pretty good metaphor for marriage.
        
           | epiccoleman wrote:
           | My ring is just a little bit loose on my finger. It could
           | slip off and be lost if it's not paid some attention. I
           | initially found this supremely annoying, but realized that
           | the metaphor is so good that I wouldn't have it any other
           | way.
        
           | runeks wrote:
           | > Virtue & vice are kind of an arbitrary way to device up
           | those "grooves", and what constitutes virtue or vice varies
           | by context/perspective.
           | 
           | Would you care to provide a few examples?
        
             | cbsmith wrote:
             | Sorry for the typeoh in the above.
             | 
             | Examples: compassion, loyalty, endurance/perseverance,
             | social/independence, love/hate, trusting,
             | cynicism/optimism, etc.
        
         | akprasad wrote:
         | For a similar idea from another culture, see the ancient
         | definitions of _karma_ :                 Now as a man is like
         | this or like that,       according as he acts and according as
         | he behaves, so will he be;       a man of good acts will become
         | good, a man of bad acts, bad;       he becomes pure by pure
         | deeds, bad by bad deeds;            And here they say that a
         | person consists of desires,       and as is his desire, so is
         | his will;       and as is his will, so is his deed;       and
         | whatever deed he does, that he will reap.
         | 
         | -- _Brihadaranyaka Upanishad_
        
           | dr_dshiv wrote:
           | At my summer camp, we used to hear:
           | 
           | "Sow an act, reap a habit
           | 
           | Sow a habit, reap a character
           | 
           | Sow a character, reap a destiny"
        
             | andorov wrote:
             | Similar quote from Lao Tzu. I like the inclusion of
             | thoughts -> words -> actions.
             | 
             | "Watch your thoughts, they become your words;
             | 
             | watch your words, they become your actions;
             | 
             | watch your actions, they become your habits;
             | 
             | watch your habits, they become your character;
             | 
             | watch your character, it becomes your destiny."
        
             | akprasad wrote:
             | That's a nice way to phrase it! Google tells me this quote
             | is from Ralph Waldo Emerson, who himself was deeply
             | influenced by ancient Indian thought (see [1], e.g.).
             | 
             | [1]: https://www.jstor.org/stable/2709649
             | 
             |  _(edit: replaced [1] with a better link.)_
        
           | barrenko wrote:
           | Another way to think about this and the parent comment is
           | that karma is instant.
        
           | ineedasername wrote:
           | Rarely do people get what they deserve.
           | 
           | The idea of Karma only "works" when embedded in a spiritual
           | belief system that adheres to some form of iterative life
           | cycle, e.g., reincarnation.
        
           | SeanAnderson wrote:
           | Reminds me of, "Luck is just when preparation meets
           | opportunity."
        
           | EugeneOZ wrote:
           | oligarchs who were killing, stealing, raping and betraying
           | their whole lives, now are laughing on this joke so hard, on
           | their super-yachts.
        
             | [deleted]
        
             | mikrl wrote:
             | I try to live virtuously in a way Russian oligarchs might
             | laugh at.
             | 
             | No yacht, but no enemies either.
             | 
             | Never have to worry about novichok or a drone hitting me.
             | 
             | It's not bad at all.
        
               | berniedurfee wrote:
               | And a mostly clean conscience! Not something everyone has
               | to deal with, but some of us do.
        
               | EugeneOZ wrote:
               | Doesn't matter. their experience disproves that bullshit
               | about "karma", that's all.
        
               | lennxa wrote:
               | I agree. But the message here is not an external
               | occurring but rather internal. One's acts determine one's
               | internal state. If you act virtuously by your definition,
               | your judgement of yourself will be good/not corrupt,
               | which is good. The key point here is that it's your own
               | personal defination.
        
               | EugeneOZ wrote:
               | I'm not praising the oligarchs, of course. I'm saying
               | that the "karma" bullshit just doesn't work. Yeah, I
               | don't want to be like these bad guys, but I have no
               | illusions that some magical "karma" will reward me or
               | punish them - that's naive.
        
               | akprasad wrote:
               | I agree. The quote I shared above has nothing to do with
               | external systems that dole out rewards and punishments.
               | Ancient definitions of karma are very different from the
               | mainstream definition in vogue today (edit: with the
               | usual caveat that ancient concepts have multiple
               | interpretations, and I'm sure there are contemporaries of
               | the view I shared that are more in line with what you
               | imagine).
        
               | mikrl wrote:
               | I don't believe in karma or in the words of Johnny Cash
               | "god almighty is gonna cut em down" but the world does
               | work in funny ways.
               | 
               | Such behaviour is not sustainable and even if your
               | network of nasties shields you from consequences, you're
               | making a giant gamble relying on that forever without
               | some meaner network coming along and _pop_! with no moral
               | issue.
        
               | pseg134 wrote:
               | You are lacking the perspective to make that
               | determination but I will pray that on your deathbed you
               | will achieve total enlightenment so you can see.
        
         | ly3xqhl8g9 wrote:
         | A somewhat modernized version is to say: it's not nature, nor
         | nurture, it's stigmergy [1]. Or another way: the organism is
         | larger than the collection of the cells [2] [3].
         | 
         | [1] "mechanism of indirect coordination, through the
         | environment, between agents or actions. The principle is that
         | the trace left in the environment by an individual action
         | stimulates the performance of a succeeding action by the same
         | or different agent", https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stigmergy
         | 
         | [2] 2023, Michael Levin, _Bioelectric networks. The cognitive
         | glue enabling evolutionary scaling from physiology to mind_ ,
         | https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s10071-023-01780-3
         | 
         | [3] Michael Levin and Wayne Frasch (2023) _From molecular
         | physiology to anatomical form_ ,
         | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3l8I4gJ6D0w, at 27:32 the
         | hybrid agent frog cells + scientists + AI exploring
         | morphospace.
        
         | npsimons wrote:
         | I'll just toss this in, since I haven't seen someone else put
         | it out out there yet:                   Excellence is an art
         | won by training and habituation: we do not act         rightly
         | because we have virtue or excellence, but we rather have these
         | because we have acted rightly;                    'these
         | virtues are formed in man by his doing the actions';
         | we are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act
         | but a habit:                    'the good of man is a working
         | of the soul in the way of excellence in            a complete
         | life... for as it is not one swallow or one fine day that
         | makes a spring, so it is not one day or a short time that makes
         | a man            blessed and happy'                      --
         | Will Durant, "The Story of Philosophy: The Lives and Opinions
         | of                the World's Greatest Philosophers" (1926),
         | Ch. II: Aristotle and                Greek Science; part VII:
         | Ethics and the Nature of Happiness
        
         | e1g wrote:
         | Webster [1] traces the source of the word "character" to
         | theater where it was used as an emblem of the reputation of
         | someone or a group of people, similar to how you would
         | recognize the brand name engraved into a thing. The
         | interpretation that character is a result of "engraving"
         | through repeated behavior (at the individual level) is
         | fascinating, but doesn't seems as supported from original usage
         | for centuries.
         | 
         | [1] https://www.merriam-webster.com/words-at-play/word-
         | history-o...).
        
           | birdyrooster wrote:
           | I don't think Webster is always right or writes complete
           | etymology. Perhaps there is a more charitable way to
           | interpret the PC. But PC should provide sources, that would
           | be nice.
        
             | renewiltord wrote:
             | It's more a poetic association than etymology. That's an
             | all right way to link the two.
        
               | dr_dshiv wrote:
               | Socrates was famous for his loose etymologies. He
               | describes the etymology of _techne_ (design, craft, basis
               | of technology) as coming from "echo" and "nous" (mind). I
               | love the idea of the echos of mind in technology!
               | 
               | His interlocutor said something like: "your etymology is
               | like pulling a heavy boat up a steep ramp." Ha! Yay for
               | the playful side of Plato.
        
           | ry4nolson wrote:
           | this could be a nuance/difference of "a character" of a story
           | and a real person's "character"
        
           | [deleted]
        
           | tinkrr wrote:
           | The article itself says that there are multiple meanings of
           | "character". One of which refers to a persons reputation and
           | can be traced back to "the Greek charassein, meaning "to
           | sharpen, cut in furrows, or engrave."
        
             | fsckboy wrote:
             | multiple meanings, ok; multiple etymologies, unlikely.
        
             | algas wrote:
             | So perhaps this is convergent evolution? "Character" can
             | also mean symbol, like a key on a typewriter. That would
             | make more sense as a descendant from "engraving".
        
           | [deleted]
        
         | tobr wrote:
         | Funny that you bring this up. Just the other day I looked uo
         | the etymology of "character" vs "caricature". Surprisingly,
         | considering the close similarity both in meaning and sound,
         | they are completely unrelated. You already described
         | "character"; "caricature" apparently comes from Italian for
         | "load" or "exaggerate", and is related to English "charge".
        
         | tracerbulletx wrote:
         | That's pretty interesting, also makes the direct connection to
         | the other use of the word character.
        
         | johnnyworker wrote:
         | > I know of no more encouraging fact than the ability of a man
         | to elevate his life by conscious endeavor. It is something to
         | paint a particular picture, or to carve a statue, and so make a
         | few objects beautiful. It is far more glorious to carve and
         | paint the very atmosphere and medium through which we look.
         | This morally we can do.
         | 
         | -- Henry David Thoreau
        
       | florg wrote:
       | The article also reminded me of this Charlie Munger quote:
       | "It is remarkable how much long-term advantage people       like
       | us have gotten by trying to be consistently not       stupid,
       | instead of trying to be very intelligent."
       | 
       | Sometimes not doing something stupid is at once easier and harder
       | than trying to get into a good habit.
        
       | Arisaka1 wrote:
       | Ever since I quit my first job I've been tinkering with languages
       | and frameworks. And every time I would complete a book or course
       | I'd face the decision of building something on my own.
       | 
       | That building never happens. 1 month later my portfolio is
       | nonexistent, there are no projects, and my blog is a figment of
       | my imagination. And right now I'm in the process of learning yet
       | another framework.
       | 
       | So I've been thinking: This must be something worse than what I
       | imagine. I read about perfectionism, fear of shame and
       | judgment... bingo. I can tell that the root of the problem isn't
       | that I can't work on a personal project, because I do have them.
       | But the moment it's a portfolio project the question isn't "what
       | would help me learn?" but "what would help me demonstrate to my
       | future employer that I deserve a chance?"
       | 
       | This is a behavioral habit, a disastrous one and potentially
       | career-ending or at least progression-ending. And it may have
       | started with me trying my best not meet external expectations or
       | minimize my footprint to avoid being exposed to bullying,
       | trolling, nickname calling, ever since I was a little kid. And
       | that seed didn't happen overnight, it took a lot of daily
       | conditioning to turn a child from risk-taker to risk-avoider.
       | 
       | That's why I'm wary of giving the advice to beginners "just start
       | building projects". It's not that the advice is bad, but there's
       | just too many factors at play and failure to do so is not always
       | about one's intelligence.
        
         | withinboredom wrote:
         | > And right now I'm in the process of learning yet another
         | framework.
         | 
         | Why not build a framework? At this point, you might be a
         | subject-matter expert of frameworks!
         | 
         | You know what you like and how you want to use it.
        
         | ajkjk wrote:
         | A framework that I have found helpful for situations like this:
         | 
         | When you feel this way, that you "want to" do something but it
         | keeps not happening, then there's evidently something
         | inconsistent in your mental state: you seem to think you want
         | to do one thing, but (it would be fair to say) since you're not
         | doing it, maybe you don't 'actually want' to do it. The idea
         | being that 'true wanting' compels actions. So when you
         | fantasize about doing one thing, which you think you want,
         | you're actually in the process of fulfilling a different want
         | about something else (such as: "to feel like you are making
         | progress on demonstrating value").
         | 
         | To disentangle this you have to figure out what you "actually
         | want", resolving the inconsistency, usually by asking yourself:
         | "what do my actual behaviors reveal of my actual desires?"
         | Recognizing the revealed desire seems, empirically, to help
         | move past it, while not recognizing it leaves you/me/whoever in
         | this seemingly infinite loop of feeling incapable of action.
         | 
         | Sometimes just revealing the loop you're in unkinks it
         | immediately and leaves you free to do something new. Sometimes,
         | strangely, it makes you instantly uninterested in the whole
         | topic, and then, in the space left by the now-uninteresting
         | topic, new interests float in --- real interests, which come
         | packaged with 'real' wanting that you can actually act on.
        
           | spondylosaurus wrote:
           | This is a nice little self-interrogation framework--thanks
           | for sharing!
           | 
           | It reminds me of a common refrain/warning among aspiring
           | writers: it's not enough to want to _be a writer_ , you have
           | to actually want to _write._ Both for a host of psychological
           | reasons and for the simple fact that you 'll never be A
           | Writer unless you're putting pen to paper on a regular basis.
        
         | mezi wrote:
         | I feel the same. For me the learning is the enjoyable part, and
         | building a 1000th TODO app or a mediocre blog does not appeal
         | to me. Although I'd like to have a blog and it would be great
         | if I had some examples of the frameworks I've learnt, it's not
         | something that I'll spend my time on.
        
         | keyle wrote:
         | I wrote a post about this that may help you. Please take a read
         | and let me know https://noben.org "how to finish"
        
           | POiNTx wrote:
           | Your blog is beautiful, thanks for sharing.
        
         | sanderjd wrote:
         | I would give you different advice than "just start building
         | projects": The language and framework that the first iteration
         | of something is built in does not matter. You already know
         | enough tools to build anything you want. If you want to build
         | stuff, stop learning new tools. Maybe you'll replace the time
         | you've been spending learning new tools with video games or TV
         | shows, but maybe you'll replace it with building stuff,
         | instead.
         | 
         | This is a classic trap that young programmers fall into, to
         | fetishize tools and condition doing useful work on learning a
         | bunch of tools. Just say no!
         | 
         | (This isn't anti-intellectualism - you'll eventually learn a
         | bunch more tools as you go.)
        
         | PartiallyTyped wrote:
         | The advice should be, build stuff that you find interesting. I
         | don't think prospects and motivational words are sufficient to
         | get you to do things, but curiosity - or even better, child-
         | like curiosity- is a far better lever to help you get things
         | done.
        
         | TheHumanist wrote:
         | Man you just hit me hard with this... Also add one insanely
         | overbearing mother that expects straight As and a perfect
         | child, on top of some bullying and such... Really leads you to
         | just want to curl up and not take risks anymore. I've just been
         | discovering, through the aid of therapy, just how much my
         | mother has affected my whole life up to this point. I love her
         | and she was doing her best. I really believe she was, based on
         | her mother (oof, even more insane lol). Man has it done a
         | number on me in every way you can imagine. I only mention this
         | because your piece of essentially having the fear to move any
         | personal projects to portfolio projects is very real with me,as
         | well.
         | 
         | Side-note... How old are you? What frameworks? What personal
         | projects? I'm 40 and just REALLY beginning this journey into
         | coding and as much as I love it it is also insanely
         | overwhelming because of reasons you started and also my
         | terrible ADHD. So hard to stay focused on learning a piece at a
         | time. My brain wants to open all the links, check out all the
         | courses and YouTube videos... And it becomes too much.
        
           | dgb23 wrote:
           | Not GP but I share similar experiences as you. Started coding
           | as a teenager, but after I got my first job I did similar
           | things as you for a very long time on and off until only a
           | few years ago.
           | 
           | In part, it's good that you're trying out new things. That
           | part should always be something we do. But the issue is when
           | you don't have developed taste and principles to discriminate
           | between things that just sound interesting and things you
           | actually want to explore.
           | 
           | For me the solution has been to develop a small set of
           | important values by asking fundamental questions. Why do I
           | program? What does emotionally satisfy me
           | (fun/pride/learning)? What is valuable for my users? What are
           | computers for? What makes a good program?
           | 
           | Ask questions like that and you get a list of important
           | things that you focus on.
           | 
           | Whenever I see something new, it first has to get through my
           | value filter.
           | 
           | My reading, learning and tinkering list is still growing
           | slightly faster than it shrinks. But I'm much more content
           | and happy with what I actually end up doing or reading.
        
           | mason55 wrote:
           | > _and also my terrible ADHD_
           | 
           | FWIW, programming and ADHD tend to go well together once you
           | can get past the basics. Especially when you're in the flow
           | of things, it's just a constant loop of small change ->
           | visible progress -> dopamine hit. Combine that with
           | hyperfocus on the occasional deep bug and it can feel like a
           | superpower.
           | 
           | Don't get me wrong, there are lots of other times where it
           | doesn't work like that, and this assumes you can actually get
           | started, but when you do it can be magical.
        
           | actionfromafar wrote:
           | Hear, hear
        
         | bluedino wrote:
         | I always seemed to switch languages, frameworks, projects,
         | operating systems...seldom making something.
         | 
         | From an interviewers perspective, it can be nice to see someone
         | with varied experience across an array of tech. But just one or
         | two demonstratable projects can seal the deal.
         | 
         | At this point I'd be happy with three person listing one
         | language/framework and one good project.
        
         | maerF0x0 wrote:
         | A smart person's fallacy is that more learning will yield a
         | better outcome. (Note they've largely been rewarded for
         | learning across their school career because that was something
         | they excelled at). I've come to believe that in fact action
         | should precede learning. That is first take action-- fire,
         | ready/recover, aim (repeat).
         | 
         | We think we can just learn to succeed, but in fact we need to
         | learn in the right direction, which requires to first attempt
         | it and gather feedback of where to learn.
        
         | boredumb wrote:
         | I tell people to build a small crud application that you can
         | use to manage some data you have some interest in. I've build a
         | similar non-marketable applications, usually a todo/project
         | management application or something that imports a bunch of
         | stock market data probably 30 times now, I actually use the
         | project itself to learn new languages and frameworks because it
         | hits most of the areas I will have to learn to be productive
         | and I can pickup the language semantics along the way. When
         | you're done you have code that is going to be doing things you
         | will actually encounter in the wild instead of contrived and
         | isolated examples from text books.
         | 
         | My favorite part is once I'm done I feel comfortable enough
         | with reading through repos and some books over how to be more
         | efficient/idiomatic and then going back through my little
         | project and refactoring it.
         | 
         | With all that said I have a graveyard of projects in languages
         | and technology that is probably not used anywhere commercially
         | and the project itself is languishing if it was completed at
         | all - but for example, I have a half working todo app in racket
         | and despite being a junk app in a non-commercial language, I
         | had to learn lisp and it at least subtly has influenced how I
         | approach problems. Same thing with Rust which I actually use
         | quite a bit personally and commercially, but when I originally
         | learned it I was 100% golang professionally and I noticed my
         | golang functions would resemble rust functions if I squinted
         | and I think the complexity in my golang went way down.
         | 
         | I guess my advice is Just Start Building Projects (that you may
         | never even show anyone or post on github, much less go
         | marketing it.) and you will benefit from it massively. If you
         | are able to learn and benefit from it _and_ it becomes popular
         | or a commercial success than great! But who cares, on the
         | internet no one knows you aren't a dog.
        
         | tuyiown wrote:
         | > This is a behavioral habit, a disastrous one and potentially
         | career-ending or at least progression-ending.
         | 
         | Or it's just that reality lurks somewhere and that hidden
         | complexity will arise making the effort unsatisfying with
         | roadblock happening too early.
         | 
         | Most people that achieve their pet project scope it into a
         | narrow solution that don't address general problems. If your
         | interest is the general problem, your solution is likely to be
         | hard and complex, and narrowing it make it uninteresting.
         | 
         | Each experience is different, but since I stopped caring about
         | half baked solution to general hard problems (New Web UI
         | Framework ! Implementation automation !) and stopped
         | daydreaming about building a solution, but merely thinking of
         | the problem itself, I stopped plateauing and resumed a steady
         | progress in my relationship with tech.
        
         | A4ET8a8uTh0 wrote:
         | That hits close to home. I was cleaning my drive recently and I
         | have a folder of completed projects ( which has few items ) and
         | various random stuff that I briefly found interesting over the
         | course of the years ( and then just gave up as soon as
         | something else caught my attention or got bored.. you know the
         | drill ).
         | 
         | Some of it helped me a little ( that is partially how I learned
         | basics of R ), but I fear that it also held me back as I never
         | really finished any of the more amusing projects and did not
         | experience that feeling of finishing something.
         | 
         | And as you get older, it is harder to expose yourself to that
         | scrutiny.
        
         | m3kw9 wrote:
         | Creating a project is tough because there are so name variables
         | to contend with: better ideas, "this won't pan out", small
         | burnouts, no accountability on time wasted on procrastinating,
         | self doubts, money, opportunity cost analysis making you switch
         | etc.
         | 
         | So you do need to just build once or twice to experience the
         | hardship of it to see if this is for you
        
       | phoe-krk wrote:
       | The original title is "Excellence is a habit, but so is failure"
       | and I think it reflects the contents of the post somewhat better.
       | A short but insightful piece, thank you for posting.
        
       | lo_zamoyski wrote:
       | Indeed. And I think a good term here is "moral failure", which is
       | exactly what the traditional meaning of "sin" is, i.e., doing
       | something you shouldn't, that you _know_ , to some degree, that
       | you shouldn't (culpability is determined by the degree to which
       | you understand you are doing something wrong, since understanding
       | is a prerequisite for consent). And small sins are gateways to
       | still greater sins. Indulge them enough, rationalize your
       | indulgence, and you will slowly habituate indulgence and corrupt
       | yourself and shift your moral Overton window. You become what you
       | repeatedly do.
       | 
       | Sinning, in fact, corrupts the _intellect_ and so it quite
       | literally dulls your mind to reality over time. Why? Because in
       | order to choose against what you _know_ is the good decision, you
       | have to turn your mind _away_ from reality, from the truth. Do
       | this often enough and it becomes a _habit_ of blinding the mind
       | to enable doing what you shouldn 't. A blinded mind is degraded,
       | worse at grasping reality, and this makes it even easier to
       | commit still greater evil as it has become worse at determining
       | what is objectively good. A downward spiral.
       | 
       | This is why a habit of self-discipline is important. What we call
       | "self-denial" is really the practice of depriving yourself of
       | what you desire that you know you should not desire
       | inappropriately. The obvious example here is food, but it applies
       | generally. Food, _as such_ , is good. However, if I _know_ that I
       | 've eaten enough, but an unruly desire for food surfaces, perhaps
       | for food I know is bad for me, denying or repressing that desire
       | is good. One of the purposes of fasting is actually the
       | disciplining of the appetite for food. Consistent practice of
       | self-denial has the effect of regulating the appetite and
       | strengthening the dominion of reason over it, which develops
       | one's integrity. Over time, that unruly desire, ruled over and
       | purified by reasoned discipline, will better conform to the
       | rational order, i.e., what is objectively good. Note how people
       | who indulge their hunger against their own good only become more
       | voracious eaters. They may even become _disordered_ eaters (e.g.,
       | bulimia). Rewarding an inordinate (or disordered) desire only
       | reinforces it.
       | 
       | Now consider how vicious, destructive, and irrational our
       | consumerist culture is. It thrives on mindless and degrading
       | indulgence of any and all desires. This is not the way.
        
       | lionkor wrote:
       | I've been watching Andreas' YouTube channel since very early on,
       | and had some short interactions with him in his comment section,
       | and I really believe that every one of the videos where he sits
       | in his car and talks made a difference for me. They taught me a
       | lot - and of course, after tens or hundreds of hours of watching
       | him write code, my C++ looks quite similar to his.
        
         | jpeeler wrote:
         | I've never found the motivation or the desire to watch
         | livestream coding. I had assumed that the value gained versus
         | time investment wouldn't pay off. But then it was in Andreas'
         | Igalia chat[1] that he said that showing the failures and
         | getting stuck was important to portray. And now you're saying
         | that you've (presumably) improved and can even identify similar
         | coding patterns due to your investment. I guess I'm now finally
         | convinced it's a good investment.
         | 
         | [1] https://www.igalia.com/chats/ladybird
        
         | smcin wrote:
         | Andreas Kling's YouTube channel:
         | https://www.youtube.com/andreaskling
        
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       | croes wrote:
       | hindsight is 20/20
        
       | sph wrote:
       | Timely post. I was planning on spending the day researching
       | gamification applied to healthy habits and/or abandoning
       | unhealthy ones.
       | 
       | Anyone has any pointer? Bonus if it's RuneScape-style
       | gamification (exponential XP curve, rewarding yourself every
       | level up, build on the assumption that growth in life is a _very_
       | long grind like maxing a RS character, made of small steps)
        
         | Wurlitzer wrote:
         | Habitica
        
       | skapadia wrote:
       | I love listening to Guy Raz's "How I Built This" podcast - a
       | common element in almost every success story is the number of
       | failures it took to reach success. Failure, the ability to keep
       | working / pivot through failures, and being okay with failure
       | seem to be requirements to succeeding.
       | 
       | Failure is literally a key ingredient to success.
        
       | stillbourne wrote:
       | Can't have excellence without a shit ton of failure
        
       | arnejenssen wrote:
       | Excellent!
       | 
       | Via negativa is a useful tool. Instead of thinking about what to
       | add, via negativa is about what to remove.
        
       | m3kw9 wrote:
       | This is the basis of ignorance or no self awareness, you go on
       | autopilot on what feels great at the moment
        
       | wonderwonder wrote:
       | Andrew Tate (I am in no way condoning his character) has an
       | interesting video where he talks about discipline vs motivation.
       | If you need to be motivated to do something then its probably not
       | going to last, discipline is what makes things last. Combined
       | with patience is how we see real change and results. If we wake
       | up at 5am to go to the gym, many of us are motivated when we set
       | the alarm but that motivation is gone when the alarm rings, only
       | discipline can make you get up day after day instead of hitting
       | the snooze button.
       | 
       | This applies to all aspects of life. Its the reason so many new
       | years resolutions die after a few weeks. Why diets fail. Why the
       | gym is packed in January and back to normal in March. If you need
       | to be motivated to succeed, you will likely fail, only discipline
       | will get you through both the good and bad times.
       | 
       | Discipline is what separates the great from the average or even
       | good.
        
       | jschveibinz wrote:
       | Potentially interesting to some readers:
       | 
       | "The Handbook of Self-Regulation", Baumeister and Vohs
       | 
       | http://ndl.ethernet.edu.et/bitstream/123456789/28342/1/162.p...
        
         | trollerator23 wrote:
         | Baumeister has a lot of great research.
        
         | goatkey wrote:
         | This looks really great. Thank you for sharing
        
       | vkolencik wrote:
       | The same point expressed beautifully by Jocko Willink:
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TyMEQMt6yAw
        
       | euix wrote:
       | It's very honest of him to breakdown how he makes his living on
       | SerenityOS - really enjoyed that blog post, helps give people an
       | idea of how a very technically saavy person can make it in
       | today's world as a "nomad".
        
       | hotdogscout wrote:
       | I think failure is a better groomer for success than success.
       | Every truly great achievement of my life came from prior
       | humiliation from failure.
        
       | zh3 wrote:
       | > We often hear that making small incremental improvements every
       | day can lead to great things. This popular piece of advice rings
       | true...
       | 
       | A journey of 10,000 miles starts with a single step.
       | 
       | You can only cross a chasm with a mighty leap.
       | 
       | YMMV.
        
       | zackmorris wrote:
       | IMHO there's a level of understanding beyond this, which might be
       | called grace. I identify as a lifelong failure, but I no longer
       | place blame on specifics like addiction or body weight or
       | relationship issues. The truth of my existence is that the world
       | is really messed up, but also beautiful despite the dysfunction.
       | And I'm grateful for the adversity which woke me out of the
       | fantasies which distracted me throughout so much of my life and
       | added to the suffering of others.
       | 
       | Loosely that means that every time I took a drink, there was a
       | reason, like maybe I was lonely because I was rejected by
       | someone. Maybe I was fat because I was too broke to take care of
       | myself. Maybe I was mean to my partners because I was projecting
       | my own frustrations.
       | 
       | Now I look at life more like a game. I'm drawn to fringe ideas
       | and projects with an overwhelming likelihood of failure. I've
       | been through the ringer so many times that I'm more of a loosely
       | held together hodgepodge of components than a coherent identity.
       | But I keep showing up. I'm hardened from adversity but I've
       | alchemized that into softness and an infinite well of empathy for
       | others struggling with the human condition. I cheer inside when
       | the meekest among us speak truth to power. I live in service to
       | others now, who are an aspect of myself.
        
         | norir wrote:
         | You may be interested in Gravity and Grace by Simone Weil which
         | takes a more mystical approach to these ideas.
        
         | Zetice wrote:
         | This ideology takes a good idea and pushes it too far. There
         | isn't a lot of value in seriously considering oneself as a
         | "failure", and rarely is it actually true.
         | 
         | Perspective to recognize the lack of any such way to measure
         | outcomes so booleanly is probably more valuable than choosing
         | to adopt failure as your default state.
        
       | pseudostem wrote:
       | Since a lot of people are talking about themselves so openly, I
       | feel a compulsion too.
       | 
       | I hide behind perfection. Learning maths, programming, sports,
       | health.
       | 
       | Of course I need a perfect OS, perfect programming paradigm,
       | perfect book, the best music learning method, greatest body
       | improvement program.
       | 
       | Perfect is the enemy of good. It's something I grapple with on a
       | daily basis.
        
       | xorvoid wrote:
       | I'm continually struck by how brave Andreas is for talking about
       | his addiction problems out in public. In most every interview he
       | leads with it when he could just easily say a vague: "I found
       | myself with a lot of free time".
       | 
       | Addiction can come with a LOT of shame baggage. To embrace
       | vulnerability over it is quite substantial. Thank you Andreas for
       | being a positive example for the world! Keep up the great work!
        
         | ilrwbwrkhv wrote:
         | I think if more people were vulnerable, the world would be a
         | kinder place. I also wish more CEOs were vulnerable. They are
         | forced to "show strength" and "not complain" especially if they
         | are a billionaire. But it would really show how much their
         | lives are a mixed bag and we all face challenges and try to
         | figure it out.
        
           | MicropenisMike wrote:
           | Unfortunately vulnerability is among the first things to be
           | exploited, just take a look at any advertisement.
        
             | blastro wrote:
             | human CVE
        
           | erikpukinskis wrote:
           | > They are forced to "show strength" and "not complain"
           | 
           | I wonder about this. Sometimes I think that _is_ the job of a
           | CEO: to put on a good face and keep and maintain "The Plan Is
           | Gonna Work" vibes.
           | 
           | Every CEO I've worked under--no matter how compassionate they
           | were on a personal level--has had a policy of absolutely
           | crushing voices of dissent. Maybe not immediately, but within
           | a couple quarters. At least when the dissent was regarding
           | things that the CEO felt were not something they could
           | address on the current roadmap.
           | 
           | I've come to appreciate that this attitude may be
           | necessary... that companies (with headcounts in the 50-500
           | range at least) cannot afford to have some of their people
           | pulling in a different direction than their roadmap. And that
           | people who will do that must be excised.
           | 
           | But your comment makes me wonder... is that the only way? I
           | think maybe a company like Valve lets their employees pull in
           | different directions, and also then just allows them to be
           | starved of resources. Which maybe is effectively the same? Or
           | maybe is an innovation on the standard CEO model?
        
             | Findecanor wrote:
             | > I've come to appreciate that this attitude may be
             | necessary... that companies (with headcounts in the 50-500
             | range at least) cannot afford to have some of their people
             | pulling in a different direction than their roadmap. And
             | that people who will do that must be excised.
             | 
             | There's a big difference between differing opinions and
             | outright insubordination though, and one should not mistake
             | one for the other.
             | 
             | IMHO, a good leader should encourage his underlings to
             | express their opinions and giving him feedback and advice,
             | but when the boss has made a decision then that decision
             | should be followed. A leader who does not allow the former
             | is a weak leader.
             | 
             | But it is difficult sometimes, because being able to give
             | and take criticism in a constructive way is a _skill_ that
             | not everyone has, but it can be learned.
        
             | feoren wrote:
             | > Every CEO I've worked under--no matter how compassionate
             | they were on a personal level--has had a policy of
             | absolutely crushing voices of dissent.
             | 
             | I think there's a really interesting confluence of factors
             | here.
             | 
             | (A) CEOs tend to be psychopaths and/or narcissists --
             | people who care about others, or who don't have a
             | bottomless need to prove their own self-importance simply
             | don't become CEOs (or don't succeed at it). So of course
             | they crush dissent: it is antithetical to their whole
             | psyche. That comes from their weak, fragile egos, not any
             | real "leadership" traits. That being said ...
             | 
             | (B) Luckily, having a singular, narrow-minded focus is
             | _sometimes_ good for a company. And the times when it 's
             | really needed, this narcissistic ego-fragility of the CEO
             | happens to be beneficial ("wartime CEO"), at least for
             | those companies that survive.
             | 
             | (C) Survivorship bias eliminates the cases where the
             | singular, narrow-minded focus driven by the CEO's
             | narcissism actually completely destroys the company. You
             | haven't worked under them because they destroyed the
             | company before you applied. Darwinism does the rest: good
             | companies survive long enough for you to work for them
             | because the narrow-minded idea the narcissistic CEO focused
             | on happened to be the right one at that time. The company
             | looks strong, the CEO looks smart, and then they exit to
             | another CEO job and completely fuck it up, because they've
             | never actually been smart, never been a good leader, never
             | had all the answers -- they just got lucky, and the lucky
             | ones are the ones who are around to be seen and worked for.
             | 
             | (D) When it's "peacetime", not "wartime", the narcissism of
             | CEOs is slowly eating away at the company, corrupting it
             | from the inside out, but it doesn't matter so much, because
             | the company is generally doing well. They can hire and fire
             | whoever they want; their "singular focus" is just ignored
             | by the people who are actually doing the work, and the
             | company plods along, being productive despite the cancer
             | slowly growing inside of it.
             | 
             | We forget the bad CEOs, misattribute random success to good
             | leadership, and ignore their parasitism when the company is
             | doing well. We praise them when they save a struggling
             | company, even if the company is only struggling due to
             | their past ineptitude. And so we perpetuate the cycle of
             | CEOs generally looking like strong, visionary leaders, when
             | they are nothing more than narcissistic parasites who
             | occasionally force a struggling company to randomly do
             | exactly what it needed to survive.
             | 
             | Of _course_ letting your employees pull in different
             | directions is a better strategy for the long-term health of
             | the company. But long-term health of the company is not
             | what CEOs, nor shareholders, nor board members, nor anyone
             | pulling any strings actually cares about. Of course this
             | entire treatment mostly applies to publicly traded
             | companies, or companies with an  "exit strategy".
             | 
             | > Valve lets their employees pull in different directions
             | 
             | Valve is not a publicly traded company, and therefore its
             | CEO is actually invested in its long-term health.
        
         | coffeebeqn wrote:
         | Especially since most CEOs are at a minimum work addicts. Most
         | probably use various chemical "enhancers"
        
           | rco8786 wrote:
           | Seems like a pretty broad brush there
        
           | jliptzin wrote:
           | They are also addicts. They're addicted to the dopamine rush
           | of their stock prices ticking higher and moving up the wealth
           | ladder.
        
         | aeyes wrote:
         | It can be a psychological trick you are playing on yourself by
         | just putting it out there in public. Lots of people now know
         | about it so you don't want to let them down by misstepping
         | again.
         | 
         | In a way it's a form of holding yourself accountable.
         | 
         | I'm not sure how rehab works but I guess the first thing you
         | need to do is to admit that you have a problem. And then you
         | need to find ways to prevent yourself from giving in.
        
           | onemoresoop wrote:
           | It still requires some courage to do so.
        
       | germandiago wrote:
       | 100% agree.
        
       | tgv wrote:
       | That title: how is excellence a habit? You can't excel without
       | consistent practice (unless it's a completely new field,
       | possibly), but that doesn't make it a habit. The reverse doesn't
       | hold. While failure may also be lack of habit.
       | 
       | Clickbait is a habit, I suppose.
        
       | PaulHoule wrote:
       | I think it's going to come out eventually that obesity is not a
       | failure of willpower but a derangement of your metabolism caused
       | by some environmental chemical such as PFAS, glyphosate, etc.
        
         | adamsmith143 wrote:
         | Weird then that Semaglutide is so effective for weight loss
         | when it's mechanism of action is to reduce the amount you eat.
         | Almost like that was the answer all along.
        
           | sph wrote:
           | I wouldn't even know where to start deconstructing your
           | argument.
           | 
           | If you remove the sense of taste from someone, I assure you
           | they won't enjoy food and will lose weight very quickly.
           | Almost like that was the answer all along.
           | 
           | Your comment has to be made in bad faith and it's not even
           | worth engaging with.
        
             | adamsmith143 wrote:
             | "No one becomes obese eating natural foods" That is the
             | most hippy BS I have ever heard. Eat 10,000 calories of raw
             | sugarcane a day for 1 year and get back to me on the
             | results.
             | 
             | >If you remove the sense of taste from someone, I assure
             | you they won't enjoy food and will lose weight very
             | quickly. Almost like that was the answer all along.
             | 
             | Yes, reducing the number of calories you eat is how you
             | lose weight.
        
               | BitwiseFool wrote:
               | I don't think anyone is disputing that? The challenge has
               | always been _getting_ people to eat less, not making them
               | realize that is what they need to do.
        
               | inconceivable wrote:
               | it's getting them to eat less while not crashing the
               | metabolism so that their "calories out" is constantly
               | shifting downwards too.
               | 
               | and forcing people to exercise just gives them ravenous
               | insatiable hunger. if they're not aware of this they'll
               | reach for the carbs, ruining all their work.
        
               | npsimons wrote:
               | > I don't think anyone is disputing that?
               | 
               | Oh, but they do, even right here in this very thread!
               | 
               | I admit it's hard losing weight - I've been there. But
               | there are some people who will compound the difficulty of
               | following through by denying the reality of the
               | conservation of mass.
        
               | sph wrote:
               | No, the challenge is recognising that food is not equal,
               | and we have chemical and physical reasons why we overeat
               | some and not others.
               | 
               | "Eat less food" is technically true, but as useful
               | dietary advice as "become less obese".
        
               | sph wrote:
               | Show me someone that has become obese eating 10,000
               | calories of sugar cane for a year. Certainly not for the
               | lack of trying, sugar cane is delicious.
               | 
               | We are not calorimeters, nor furnaces. There is a reason
               | people get obese on 10,000 kcal of junk food and
               | virtually no one ever on 10,000 kcal of sugar cane.
               | Focusing only on the caloric figure is completely missing
               | the point.
               | 
               | Yet the immensely reductive CICO bullshit is perpetuated,
               | because "laws of thermodynamics." Simplify a model too
               | much and you get nonsense.
        
         | CyberDildonics wrote:
         | What evidence makes you think that instead of the idea that
         | sugar and sugar addiction is a major cause of obesity?
         | 
         | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBnniua6-oM
        
           | PaulHoule wrote:
           | Obesity rates rise sharply circa 1980, when the deregulatory
           | climate became entrenched in the US and UK and there is a
           | proliferation of new chemicals. You might say corn syrup
           | became popular then but cane sugar was around long before
           | obesity became epidemic.
           | 
           | Dietary and lifestyle interventions notoriously don't work,
           | or rather they work temporarily. There seems to be a set-
           | point for weight and you just won't eat enough to go over it
           | and have a very hard time to go under it. That set point
           | seems to have gone up.
           | 
           | Here are some reviews
           | 
           | https://www.annualreviews.org/doi/10.1146/annurev-
           | pharmtox-0...
           | 
           | https://academic.oup.com/endo/article/161/3/bqaa024/5739626
           | 
           | https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3076189/
        
             | CyberDildonics wrote:
             | _Obesity rates rise sharply circa 1980_
             | 
             | This is explained directly in the video I linked. Cane
             | sugar is more expensive and less consistent commodity while
             | corn syrup is cheap and consistent. Fat became demonized
             | from bad science and sugar was added to almost everything.
             | 
             |  _Dietary and lifestyle interventions notoriously don't
             | work_
             | 
             | They absolutely work individually. If someone changes their
             | diet to cut out sugar they lose weight very consistently.
             | Expecting that of people is not a systemic solution
             | however. Watch the video I linked instead of trying to
             | explain everything with looser correlations.
        
         | sph wrote:
         | It's not black and white. It's both overeating, tendency to
         | prefer unhealthy foods, and unhealthy processed food are just
         | terrible for you for the reasons you've mentioned.
         | 
         | No one becomes obese eating natural food. But no one resorts to
         | natural food if they use food as a coping mechanism either.
         | Then when your body is out of whack, it is really hard to get
         | back to a healthy metabolism, if not healthy weight. The idea
         | that your gut flora triggers particular food cravings, for
         | example, is still not common knowledge, so we hear dietary and
         | nutritional nonsense spread by misinformed GPs and online
         | articles.
        
       | scns wrote:
       | > From these experiences, I've realized that avoiding bad habits
       | is just as important as cultivating good habits.
       | 
       | Avoidance rarely works i think. I'd say replacing negative habits
       | with positive ones is a better long term strategy.
       | 
       | Can recommend the App Habitica for this, free and open source.
       | There are Android and iOS clients for it. Makes habits dailies
       | and todos more fun.
       | 
       | Not affiliated, only fixed an accessibility issue once.
       | 
       | https://habitica.com
        
         | jstimpfle wrote:
         | > I'd say replacing negative habits with positive ones is a
         | better long term strategy.
         | 
         | If the reason for forming the bad habit was that what you're
         | susposed to do is dreadful i.e. not positive, yes, a positive
         | one must be found.
         | 
         | But a positive activity doesn't feel good from the start,
         | that's why you need avoidance. You need to get over the hump.
         | When you're forming a new habit, the natural tendency is to
         | cheat when you're susposed to do the new to-be habit, and do
         | the old thing instead. Instead of working, browsing HN or
         | youtube. Instead of going out for a run, eating cookies. Tell
         | yourself to not do that -- avoid it -- and force yourself to do
         | the new activity until it becomes self-sustaining.
        
           | horsawlarway wrote:
           | And my experience is that the idea you can just "tell
           | yourself to avoid it" is basically baloney.
           | 
           | Replacement on the other hand... That seems to genuinely
           | work. You just have to pick a replacement that isn't
           | dreadful.
           | 
           | ---
           | 
           | My experience: I gained ~90lbs over 12 years. I didn't over
           | eat horribly, but I also didn't exercise much, and my job
           | keeps me stationary.
           | 
           | Instead of trying to not eat (dieting - which I have tried
           | several times over those 12 years, never with long term
           | success) this last time I took a different approach: I picked
           | the easiest, most enjoyable, exercise I could think of and
           | added that.
           | 
           | That exercise turned out to be biking - but not even just
           | biking, because biking is still pretty hard when you're 90lbs
           | overweight and I'd had other exercise attempts fail because
           | they were unpleasant (ex: jogging). E-biking, though...
           | that's pretty easy and nice.
           | 
           | So an e-bike it was. It's totally cheating with a bike: it
           | makes biking feel relaxing, tackles the hills with ease,
           | always gives you a cooling breeze - basically: it's just
           | enjoyable and refreshing.
           | 
           | 12.5 months later and I'm down 50 lbs. It turns out that I
           | didn't need some dreadful, healthy, righteous activity to
           | replace the bad ones. I just needed something small and
           | enjoyable I could do as an alternative. Something that
           | wouldn't dig the hole deeper.
           | 
           | I set absolutely zero rules around dieting/eating. I didn't
           | actively avoid anything at all. I just added a small
           | enjoyable activity with very low activation cost.
           | 
           | Essentially: It's hard to avoid a bad (but pleasurable)
           | activity if the alternative is boredom or chores (ex:
           | jogging). It's easy to avoid it by giving yourself a
           | different pleasurable activity to pick.
        
       | fyuhuji wrote:
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       | desireco42 wrote:
       | This went dark quickly... I hope author is in good shape and drug
       | free now.
        
       | 999900000999 wrote:
       | The biggest source of drama in my life has been other people.
       | 
       | Particularly other people who aren't living right. Past 25 and
       | doesn't have or trying to get a stable job. Carefully evaluate if
       | you want that person in your life.
       | 
       | Misery loves company, the wrong type of people will bring you
       | down and laugh when they do so.
       | 
       | Likewise, people with stable lives can and often will lift you
       | up.
        
       | tristor wrote:
       | Agreed, I have a history of being a bit of a shopaholic (and
       | being overweight). I've vacillated between periods of being debt-
       | free and periods of indebtedness, I've vacillated between periods
       | of being in relatively good shape and periods of weight gain.
       | None of these circumstances, good or bad, happened overnight,
       | they were the accumulation of many small daily decisions, often
       | over years.
       | 
       | When I was in the peak shape of my life (178 and stacked), it was
       | following being in the worst condition in my life (315), after
       | more than 7 years of constant careful attention to my calorie
       | intake, every other day exercise, and meticulously recording it
       | all so I could keep myself honest. It didn't evaporate overnight
       | either, I was able to maintain a good state of health without
       | being so controlled while I was traveling, but once the pandemic
       | happened and I became sedentary my loss of control over my eating
       | caught up to me over the next 14 months and I gained nearly 40
       | pounds back prior to getting myself back under control. Now I'm
       | on that journey again back to a healthier weight.
       | 
       | The things we do every day, the small choices we consistently
       | make, these form the habits of our lives. I have good habits and
       | I have bad habits, and it's a consistent struggle for me (and
       | likely everyone) to overcome our bad habits and turn them into
       | good habits. Some of these habits, including my relationship with
       | food, came from my environment as a child, so the work of a
       | lifetime forming them is often difficult to overcome, but it's
       | never impossible.
        
         | basq wrote:
         | I am similar wrt to bodyfat fluctuations, but interestingly
         | enough, it did happen to me overnight. During the pandemic I
         | reached my lowest bf% ever, single digits, despite gyms being
         | closed.
         | 
         | It was after things began to open back up in summer/fall '21
         | that, as I started to get back into the gym, I allowed myself
         | to "eat instinctively" and went from 160-190 in a month. The
         | weight managed to stabilize but still slowly go up, eventually
         | reaching in the 200's. I was hitting the weight racks but
         | struggling to keep my weekly caloric intake in a deficit.
         | 
         | There's a lot more to the story in terms of what I did and
         | learned, but in short, calorie estimates online were often
         | over-prescribing my TDI which was a lot closer to my BMR. I now
         | eat 600 less than my BMR every week and that's about 1.5
         | lbs/week lost. I'm still hitting the gym and getting 1g protein
         | /lb of lean body mass so I am still managing to put on muscle
         | despite being in a deficit.
         | 
         | But ultimately, it will have taken me 2 years of meticulous,
         | dedicated calorie and macro tracking and diet modulation to
         | undo that single month of damage, and return to my previous
         | bf%. Although I have dealt with the frustration of impatience,
         | I am finally on track and expect to hit my goals in
         | October/November.
        
       | nektro wrote:
       | "The master has failed more times than the beginner has even
       | tried."
        
       | blueyes wrote:
       | I find Andreas's short non-technical posts to be fairly
       | unenlightening, and am consistently surprised to see them attract
       | so much attention on HN. The information value here is low.
        
         | passion__desire wrote:
         | Sometimes it's just that you need to be reminded of what you
         | already know. Taking your own advice and all that.
        
         | specialist wrote:
         | They're descriptive, not prescriptive. Like journaling. Like
         | "writing to understand" (oneself). Andreas benefits from the
         | process itself. If other's appreciate it, woot. If not, just
         | move on.
         | 
         | I personally find Andreas's efforts comforting.
         | 
         | Whereas I eschew the majority of our culture's prescriptive
         | self-help BS. Just one sincere, yet still excretable, example
         | is Mark Manson's middle brow rehash of philosophy; I get more
         | from reading the OCs like Zeno and Epicurus.
        
         | OldManRyan wrote:
         | I enjoy them. It's a paragraph or so of easily digestible
         | information. Not everyone has read something like Atomic Habits
         | so the value is relative. Worst case scenario it acts as an
         | excuse to kick off discussion.
        
         | drefinel wrote:
         | the message is self-evident, but seeing obvious advice
         | rephrased by someone they respect can help many people stop
         | ignoring and internalize it.
         | 
         | I'm reminded of people who ignored "clean your room" every time
         | their parents told them until Jordan Peterson said it.
        
         | idlewords wrote:
         | I share your surprise at how simplistic self-help bromides
         | consistently bubble to the top of this site.
        
         | m3kw9 wrote:
         | I find the opposite, I find myself saying "I like this format",
         | because he boiled it down and I can extrapolate and understand
         | just by reflecting on the simple ideas he put out.
        
         | JHer wrote:
         | It irritates me a bit that many comments on HN are like a Yelp
         | review of the linked article instead of adding to the
         | discussion of their comments. Maybe you see HN primarily as a
         | community-curated list of links while I see it as a place of
         | discussions?
         | 
         | In this thread, for example, wccrawford gave an interesting
         | perspective on choices in life. While they used the linked
         | article as a reference point, the contents of their comment
         | stand entirely on their own. The information value in the
         | linked article is not that important, the value of the
         | discussion is much more important. To me, that is.
        
         | fsociety wrote:
         | Perhaps it's not meant for you. Does not mean it's not meant
         | for others.
        
         | dpbriggs wrote:
         | Not everyone has heard this advice or is in the audience for
         | which it's important.
         | 
         | Andreas' audience includes a lot of young people for which this
         | is valuable.
        
         | strikelaserclaw wrote:
         | maybe its good to have a reminder of obvious information which
         | is vital once in a while
        
         | stefncb wrote:
         | Besides what the others said, they're also good conversation
         | starters.
        
         | jrvarela56 wrote:
         | This is good writing. Highlights a very important concept in
         | very few words. I am thankful for the reminder.
        
         | markusstrasser wrote:
         | +1
        
       | positive_loop wrote:
       | [dead]
        
       | 767664386 wrote:
       | [dead]
        
       | bsuvc wrote:
       | Pertaining to habits, this stuck with me from James Clear's
       | Atomic Habits [1]:
       | 
       | > Every action you take is a vote for the type of person you wish
       | to become. No single instance will transform your beliefs, but as
       | the votes build up, so does the evidence of your identity. This
       | is why habits are crucial.
       | 
       | [1] https://jamesclear.com/atomic-habits
        
         | stanislavb wrote:
         | Such a good quote. Worth remembering.
        
         | croes wrote:
         | The problem is you don't know the result of your actions.
         | 
         | Many bad things happened because of good intentions and vice
         | versa
         | 
         | I remember a story about a neo nazi who travelled to Africa to
         | buy weapons and felt in live with a black woman.
        
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           | vorpalhex wrote:
           | But usually you do.
           | 
           | Like obviously there are edge cases, but for the most part
           | consequences aren't a surprise. Eat too much, you get fat.
           | Fail to work out, your body goes to hell. Fail to sleep and
           | your mind goes.
        
             | croes wrote:
             | It not that simple.
             | 
             | Eat healthy and you become obsessed with it and get a
             | eating disorder.
             | 
             | Work out, get injured, need pain killers, get addicted.
             | 
             | In hindsight it's easy to spot your mistakes. Should have
             | turned left instead of right.
        
               | npsimons wrote:
               | > Eat healthy and you become obsessed with it and get a
               | eating disorder.
               | 
               | Except that's the exception, not the rule - the vast
               | majority of people who eat healthy are not disordered
               | eaters.
               | 
               | > Work out, get injured, need pain killers, get addicted.
               | 
               | Again, this is the exception, not the rule. The majority
               | of people exercise without sustaining an injury.
        
               | croes wrote:
               | But you don't know if you are the exception or the rule.
               | 
               | And often it's not as simple as counting calories.
               | 
               | Do you work too hard or not hard enough? Should you learn
               | something or let it be?
        
               | npsimons wrote:
               | Chances are, you are not the exception, and neither am I.
               | 
               | Also, it's not _easy_ , but is as simple as counting
               | calories. Conservation of mass and all that.
        
         | sebmellen wrote:
         | I wrote something similar a while back before reading _Atomic
         | Habits_. Not as eloquent, but the gist is the same :)
         | 
         | https://www.sebastianmellen.com/post/2020/how-are-you-really...
        
       | wccrawford wrote:
       | Life is about taking risk. We make daily decisions that involve
       | big and small risk constantly.
       | 
       | Choosing to enjoy life today instead of waiting for tomorrow for
       | that enjoyment isn't a _failure_ , it's a choice. It comes with
       | risk and tradeoffs.
       | 
       | Everyone thinks there's a magical line that everyone else should
       | take that straddles that line between enjoyment today and
       | tomorrow. That lines doesn't exist, and isn't even the same from
       | day to day.
       | 
       | Looking back and regretting a lifetime of decisions is caused
       | that the consequences from those earlier decisions. Once that
       | weight becomes too heavy, the regret sets in.
       | 
       | IMO, the way to combat that is two-fold.
       | 
       | First, in the moment, be conscious of what the risks are, and if
       | they are worth it. If they aren't, take _pride_ in settling for
       | less at the moment so you can safeguard your future. You 're
       | doing something hard and good, and it should feel good in itself
       | to do it.
       | 
       | Second, when you look back, _remember_ the joy you had at the
       | time. It was judged, to the best of your ability, to be worth it
       | _at the time_ , and you should continue to feel warm and fuzzy
       | from that joy today, even if bad things have come about as
       | consequence for it.
       | 
       | For instance, like the author, I gained rather a lot of weight.
       | Then I lost most of the excess. Then I gained half of it back.
       | Every day is now a struggle to try to get my weight back down,
       | and my blood pressure is back up so high I couldn't have dental
       | surgery safely the other day, and I'm back on medication.
       | 
       | According to the author that's a failure, but I had a _lot_ of
       | really, really enjoyable meals. I ate the vast majority of them
       | with friends and family. Many of them were either cooked by
       | family, or were special occasions. Calling those meals
       | "failures" now would be saying that it was a mistake to enjoy
       | that time with my family and friends, and it absolutely wasn't.
        
         | blfr wrote:
         | "Choosing to enjoy life" is not how most people get fat. It's
         | not meals with friends and family but rather scrolling tiktok
         | and eating potato chips.
        
           | 331c8c71 wrote:
           | Not really I think. I think people eat more than they need
           | because 1) it's a form of self soothing 2) habits and choice
           | of food.
           | 
           | I for one gain weight pretty easily when I start eating carbs
           | such as pasta and bread without restraint - even on holidays
           | when I am pretty physical.
        
           | whstl wrote:
           | Well, you're not wrong.
           | 
           | But on the other hand, even the most minor enjoyment
           | (especially the kind that will make you guilty later) is
           | still somehow a form of enjoyment.
           | 
           | Perhaps the bigger lessons is that small pleasures can be
           | expensive in the long term. More than we think.
        
             | marginalia_nu wrote:
             | There's enjoying things, and being a servant of pleasure.
             | 
             | Plato puts it well in Gorgias; where he makes an analogy of
             | two men tasked with keeping jars filled with wine, honey
             | and milk.
             | 
             | The first man has jars of good quality, and is able to fill
             | them up and they stay full and then he can go on about his
             | life and be happy, the task of keeping them full causes him
             | no grief. The second man has cracks and holes in his jars,
             | so the pleasure always leaks out and he needs to spend
             | every day topping them up in order to avoid misery. He's
             | completely enslaved by the task and it's causing him daily
             | grief to keep them full.
        
               | BOOSTERHIDROGEN wrote:
               | Isn't that unfair the others have solid jars while you
               | have leaked jars ?
        
               | marginalia_nu wrote:
               | I think the moral of the story is that if you find
               | yourself in that situation, you should repair or replace
               | the jar instead of spending every day in a futile
               | struggle to keep it full.
               | 
               | It's more useful to view resolve, moral continence, self-
               | control as things that you do rather than things you have
               | been granted.
        
           | quickthrower2 wrote:
           | Eating shit and scrolling is enjoyable though, right? It just
           | doesn't sound as socially acceptable to admit it.
        
             | gooseus wrote:
             | I think you can enjoy some potato chips and some short
             | videos, but I have my doubts about how many you can consume
             | in a row while maintaining enjoyment.
             | 
             | My experience is that the enjoyment one feels with the
             | first few bites quickly transforms from seeking the
             | pleasure of continuing, into avoiding the pain of stopping.
        
             | onion2k wrote:
             | If you could wave a magic wand and give someone a day to do
             | whatever they want to do no one would be choosing chips and
             | TikTok.
             | 
             | I don't think many people _really_ enjoy it. It 's just
             | less painful than other things, or they don't have the
             | resources to do what they actually want to do, or their
             | choice requires something that's not possible right now...
             | Chips and TikTok is the fallback, not the first choice.
        
               | nickpp wrote:
               | I wonder why we find life so painful that we find "chips
               | and TikTok" as an acceptable default.
        
               | hk__2 wrote:
               | What's the issue with "chips and TikTok"? It's virtually
               | free, requires no new equipement and can be done
               | anywhere. Depending on how your feed is curated, you can
               | learn more things in five minutes on TikTok than the same
               | duration on HN or any other website.
        
             | _Algernon_ wrote:
             | Being manipulated by greedy corporations into spending the
             | bulk of your life in a human Skinner Box is _enjoyable_?
             | Stop deluding yourself.
        
               | JanSt wrote:
               | enjoying something != life fullfilment
               | 
               | Our biology enjoys those dopamine hits
        
               | maxfurman wrote:
               | Enjoyable in the chemical sense. It triggers your brain's
               | reward pathways via dopamine just like anything else you
               | enjoy.
        
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           | mrcode007 wrote:
           | https://www.hsph.harvard.edu/news/hsph-in-the-
           | news/friends-a...
           | 
           | Food for thought.
        
         | slothtrop wrote:
         | This rationalization is not meaningfully different than those
         | given by the obese (or drug addicted) to maintain their habits.
         | For instance, "This milkshake sparks joy", or "everything in
         | moderation including moderation" (only, no two people agree on
         | what 'moderate' is).
        
         | 300bps wrote:
         | OP's take on this resonated with me deeply. Throughout my life
         | I've held the belief that, "I generally choose the right path."
         | That's helped me in five decades of life to never be
         | overweight, never smoke cigarettes, never do an illicit drug,
         | etc. Your take on this topic does not come across as helpful or
         | beneficial to me:
         | 
         |  _First, in the moment, be conscious of what the risks are, and
         | if they are worth it. If they aren 't, take pride in settling
         | for less at the moment so you can safeguard your future._
         | 
         | I think it's important to forgive ourselves when we don't
         | choose the right path. Shame isn't good for anyone. But to take
         | pride in it? I don't believe that's helpful at all.
         | 
         |  _Calling those meals "failures" now would be saying that it
         | was a mistake to enjoy that time with my family and friends_
         | 
         | This really sounds like a rationalization. You could enjoy a
         | healthful meal with family and friends. But you're likely
         | addicted to sugar, fat and salt like most people are. So you
         | need a bunch of sugar, fat and salt to be satisfied by a meal.
         | 
         | A decade ago I had slightly high triglycerides. I stopped all
         | obvious sugar cold turkey for a year. It was brutal for two
         | weeks - craving soda and all kinds of other sugar. Then an
         | amazing thing happened... I stopped craving sugar. Fruit and
         | other food started to taste amazing! Imagine getting as excited
         | about eating a clementine as you used to get eating chocolate
         | cheesecake.
         | 
         | I reframed the topic in my mind to, "I just don't eat those
         | things." which was successful. Thoughts of, "I won't eat those
         | things for the next two weeks and then I'll do what I want"
         | just exhausts your will power and leads to a roller coaster of
         | weight gain and loss.
        
           | crdrost wrote:
           | That's awesome!
           | 
           | I don't really know anything about physiology or nutrition,
           | but when you learn physics you do have to learn about the
           | difference between simple linear systems and complex feedback
           | networks, and then you see the Metabolic Pathways chart[1]
           | and _that_ proves that we are the latter, a complex feedback
           | network.
           | 
           | One lesson about complex systems is that you don't change
           | them by finding something "wrong" and "fixing it", in the
           | traditional sense. The problem is that there was a feedback
           | loop keeping it that way and whatever you did just enabled
           | that feedback loop to work harder at fighting your change.
           | The weight-loss interpretation of this would be the failure
           | of fad diets, I guess?
           | 
           | What you do instead is that you find a way to pin the output
           | out of its range and then work backwards, or disconnect an
           | input or so. "I need to live a life without sweets," sounds
           | like it was your disconnected input.
           | 
           | A second lesson about the complex system is that for the one
           | thing to change, everything must change. All of the feedback
           | loops that kept the system in state 1 need to reconfigure and
           | reorganize themselves to accept state 2. Which means there's
           | a period of breakage, one could even call "mourning," where
           | the system has not yet managed to reconfigure itself and
           | limps along trying to get the new thing going. You just
           | wanted a cleaner house, but in order to get it done it turned
           | out to not require haphazard two hours cleaning sessions, no.
           | Instead you needed to start waking up at 7 AM to have the
           | time to empty the dishwasher before you go to work so that
           | your spouse, who will forget about the dishwasher if it is
           | not left open and inviting, can put the kids' dishes in it,
           | this causes a chain reaction where the kitchen countertops
           | are not covered with dirty dishes so that becomes the natural
           | room for the kids to draw in when they come home from school,
           | which leads to them choosing to do their own homework, which
           | leads to them having time at the end of the day to clean up,
           | which allows everybody to go to bed early in a clean house...
           | which is the ONLY reason you can, night owl though you are,
           | get up at 7AM to empty the damn dishwasher. Everything had to
           | reorganize to accomplish the goal and that took chaos and
           | difficulty.
           | 
           | 1. https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Human_Metabolism_-
           | _P...
        
         | sph wrote:
         | > Choosing to enjoy life today instead of waiting for tomorrow
         | for that enjoyment isn't a failure, it's a choice.
         | 
         | This conveniently papers over a critical mechanism of how
         | biological brains operate: we do not choose 99% of our actions.
         | It would be extremely inefficient and energy-consuming.
         | 
         | 99% of our life we are on autopilot, driven by our habits
         | engaged as response to sensory and internal stimuli.
         | 
         | Habits explain neatly concepts like addiction, while the choice
         | story applied to concepts like addiction or self-destructive
         | acts is reductive at best, and catastrophic on a societal
         | level. Yet the majority of people, those that have been _lucky_
         | not to have yet felt the grip of addiction, tend to have this
         | opinion that addicts are just weak-willed idiots. This is not
         | referred to you in particular, I am generalising based on
         | common and frustrating opinions about addiction and recovery by
         | well-meaning, but ignorant people.
         | 
         | Functionally and neurologically, there is no difference between
         | a heroin addict and someone that has been going on a run every
         | day for a decade. It's just that their autopilots have been
         | trained to prefer a different action in response to similar
         | stimuli, and brains respond and adapt much more readily to
         | super-stimuli found in drugs and other destructive habits, than
         | with natural and healthy "highs".
         | 
         | I recommend the book _" The Biology of Desire"_ by Marc Lewis,
         | an ex cocaine addict turned neuroscientist.
        
           | runeks wrote:
           | > This conveniently papers over a critical mechanism of how
           | biological brains operate: we do not choose 99% of our
           | actions. It would be extremely inefficient and energy-
           | consuming.
           | 
           | If we're talking about the small, unimportant decisions then
           | sure, I agree. But I don't think the bigger decisions happen
           | on autopilot -- precisely because it would be very dangerous.
        
             | npunt wrote:
             | One thing I've personally found is, if I look closely, my
             | small decisions often have big ramifications due to the
             | chain of events or habits they kick off.
             | 
             | For example, the choice to open that one app leads to 30
             | minutes of scrolling leads to poor night's sleep leads
             | leads to being on a later sleep schedule that week leads to
             | not cognitively showing up to an important meeting that
             | Saturday and missing an opportunity.
             | 
             | What we perceive of as 'big decisions' exist only within
             | the conditions visible to our consciousness. Behind the
             | scenes though those conditions are continuously shaped by
             | small decisions amplified by the lever of the subconscious
             | and our environment.
             | 
             | In other words, we're good at assessing the gravity of
             | immediate conditions available to us, but we're bad at
             | assessing internal and external processes and their
             | effects. One reason why "know thyself" is such important
             | advice.
             | 
             | Thus we'd be wise to make _shaping conditions_ part of what
             | we consider a  'big decision', perhaps even _the_ big
             | decision. This is another way of saying  "we make our own
             | luck".
        
             | sph wrote:
             | Speaking of addiction, relapses are never important
             | decisions. Relapses are taking the wrong path
             | (subconsciously because of habits and very strong neural
             | pathways) at one of the thousands of different crossroads
             | you come across in your daily life. This is why addiction
             | is so terrible.
             | 
             | The first few days, the hardest ones, every single thing
             | that happens to you (had a bad day, stranger frowned at me,
             | stubbed my toe) is weighed and a decision is made. For a
             | seasoned addict, many of these events have the automated
             | response of ingesting your drug of choice.
             | 
             | Anecdote: I've quit smoking and any form of nicotine 3.5
             | years ago. I don't miss it. I have not relapsed once. Yet
             | to this day, there are moments where I catch myself feeling
             | that something is missing. That I have forgotten something
             | important I had to do. A little soul searching later, and
             | it's apparent I am just feeling that a cigarette right now
             | be _really nice_. It completely sneaks up on me, but the
             | first few months this happened dozens of times a day, the
             | first few days even more. If your autopilot makes the wrong
             | choice just once, you 're back to square zero.
             | 
             | Most of our life, we're in the passenger seat.
        
           | blitz_skull wrote:
           | Hmm.. I'm torn because on the one hand, you're definitely
           | correct that a non-trivial amount of our lives is
           | subconscious, which is different from auto-pilot in my
           | pedantic opinion.
           | 
           | However, anecdotally I've found that whether you think you
           | can do something or whether you think you cannot--you are
           | correct. That is to say, I feel like admitting to the
           | biological truth actually becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy
           | which causes me to fall to my biological default.
           | 
           | However, if I reject that biological "truth", I will more
           | often find myself empowered by the notion that I can do
           | anything I set my mind to, whether it be drugs or going for a
           | run.
           | 
           | It's the classic "mind over matter" phenomenon. Your
           | fundamental beliefs can override your biological defaults, so
           | I think it's very important to regulate and review your
           | beliefs.
        
             | jewayne wrote:
             | I think you're totally missing the point. The point is that
             | most of your actual lived life is simply stimulus and
             | response. We actually have an extremely limited capacity
             | for making reasoned choices - we just don't have the mental
             | energy. So instead we learn to respond in a certain way to
             | a certain stimulus (habit).
             | 
             | Here's an example from my life: I used to go the gym every
             | Wednesday night after work. Several times over the course
             | of this habit, I realized at the end of a long day that I
             | would be better off going home and getting some rest, and
             | decided to go home instead. In nearly every single instance
             | _I still drove to the gym_ , even though I had decided to
             | go home. Because I was on auto-pilot. If we're talking
             | about willpower, I would have say that it was my _lack_ of
             | willpower that led me to going to the gym and working out
             | that day.
        
             | ragequitta wrote:
             | What you're talking about is a kind of willpower, which
             | funnily enough has a biological basis also. Genetics seems
             | to play a role, as do many medications. The marshmallow
             | test seems to show willpower largely stays the same over 4
             | decades. Ozempic also seems to show you can artificially
             | induce it. It's not mind over matter, it's having a mind
             | primed to do it in the first place. It won't be as easily
             | taught to someone who grabs the marshmallow instantly as a
             | preschooler. We also seem to be able to induce it these
             | days with ozempic, which is fascinating.
        
               | spondylosaurus wrote:
               | I don't think Ozempic operates on willpower... it slows
               | your digestion process, which makes you feel fuller
               | longer and can make you incredibly ill if you overeat.
        
           | ultrasandwich wrote:
           | I learned a lot about this kind of predictive modeling
           | function of our brains from _The Experience Machine_ by Andy
           | Clark. He was on Sean Carroll's podcast not too long ago and
           | they had a great conversation on this topic.
        
           | haswell wrote:
           | > _99% of our life we are on autopilot, driven by our habits
           | engaged as response to sensory and internal stimuli._
           | 
           | This is such a critical insight, and over the years it was
           | eye opening to realize gradually how much I judged myself for
           | factors that I clearly cannot control. Which is not to say
           | that I'm helpless, but more interested now in focusing on
           | systemic factors that directly influence automatic behaviors.
           | 
           | Judgement is such a major cultural response to addiction, and
           | also happens to be one of the primary impulses that _feeds_
           | it. Addicts often turn to their drug of choice to feel relief
           | from the shame...of their addiction to their drug of choice.
           | 
           | > _I recommend the book "The Biology of Desire" by Marc
           | Lewis, an ex cocaine addict turned neuroscientist._
           | 
           | Adding this to my reading list. In a similar category, Anna
           | Lembke is a psychiatrist and addiction specialist who wrote a
           | book titled "Dopamine Nation" that I found worth reading.
        
         | nuancebydefault wrote:
         | I believe you had enjoyable meals with friends, but to be
         | honest, are those by themselves happening often enough to gain
         | a problematic amount of weight? What if you would find the
         | habit to balance these events with some counter measure (be it
         | going to gym, eating more fruits and vegetables at the rest of
         | those days or weeks). I think the point of OP still holds, the
         | "failures" are habits. What failure is, is subjective, but if
         | you are mindful of what you do when -- your habits, you know
         | what to label a failure and what not, and when to steer/change
         | an intention. Easier said then done though.
        
         | Kagerjay wrote:
         | > Choosing to enjoy life today instead of waiting for tomorrow
         | for that enjoyment isn't a failure, it's a choice. It comes
         | with risk and tradeoffs.
         | 
         | 100% this. It's not as black or white as people make it.
         | 
         | That being said, there is some level of diminishing returns for
         | how much enjoyment you can get from something (e.g. eating),
         | and how much of a tradeoff (e.g. gaining weight). You can
         | maximize it (be selective in which foods you really like - and
         | the people you want to be around) and minimize the tradeoffs
         | (eating in a day 2 meals instead of 3). That's if you want to
         | take a sabbatical and maximize the enjoyment out of life. If
         | you want to grind, focus on yourself, etc and push yourself to
         | the limits - you need to be outside that comfort zone. You
         | spend more time putting yourself in uncomfortable situations at
         | the cost of spending less time with friends and family.
         | 
         | Life is all about balance.
         | 
         | Sometimes you take high risks and push yourself further
         | 
         | Sometimes you take low risks and enjoy the benefits from the
         | work you put in
         | 
         | With every high comes lows
         | 
         | All good things come to an end
         | 
         | But you won't get anywhere in life without taking risks
        
         | the_common_man wrote:
         | I lost you in the first line. Why is life about taking risk?
         | Like is about eating, playing , having fun, etc. Why emphasize
         | risk? Some silicon valley mantra?
        
         | danderoo wrote:
         | > First, in the moment, be conscious of what the risks are, and
         | if they are worth it.
         | 
         | Is that a happy life? For every decision you take, every
         | thought that crosses your mind, making a concious cost-benefit
         | analysis?
         | 
         | > According to the author that's a failure, but I had a lot of
         | really, really enjoyable meals. I ate the vast majority of them
         | with friends and family. Many of them were either cooked by
         | family, or were special occasions. Calling those meals
         | "failures" now would be saying that it was a mistake to enjoy
         | that time with my family and friends, and it absolutely wasn't.
         | 
         | Perhaps it wasn't the meals that were the failure, but the lack
         | of compensating physical activity? Discussions of body weight
         | issues seem over-emphasize blame of too much on food and diet
         | and neglect sedentary lifestyle and lack of physical activity.
         | In other words, barring serious medical conditions (many of
         | which are treatable once diagnosed properly), you can have it
         | both, enjoy good times with friends that includes eating really
         | tasty food as well as not into health-affecting weight issues.
        
         | tiffanyg wrote:
         | There's a hack that solves "the problem" in general: "non-
         | judgment".
         | 
         | We get so inculcated with comparing, contrasting, thinking
         | about "better", "not as good as", "worse" ... it's THE recipe
         | for all manner of negative psychological states, emotions, etc.
         | There are basic biological drives, of course, but both
         | implicitly and explicitly we are taught minute-by-minute,
         | starting from not long after birth, to JUDGE EVERYTHING.
         | Parents - "good/bad boy / girl", school - grades / social
         | status / toys, work - "star employee / slacker" ... It's a set
         | up for every imaginary "treadmill" that exists - consumer,
         | achievement, etc.
         | 
         | All illusory.
         | 
         | It takes some conscious work / effort, to undo. But, I found,
         | ultimately, that I was able to undo a hell of a lot of that
         | crap in a shorter time than I expected. Several weeks worth of
         | work with Jon Kabat-Zinn's 7 pillars of mindfulness, etc... can
         | make a big difference, in my experience.
         | 
         | Getting out of the habit of having to have "an opinion" /
         | "judgment" about every single F'ing thing that _IS_ ... That
         | just IS, until we have to categorize, compare, pick apart,
         | judge, ... let the moronic inner critic - amalgamated, in part,
         | through years of inculcation via others, intentional and not -
         | dissect every molecule of existence until the minutest shred of
         | simple BEING, JOY, etc. in any MOMENT is reduced to ash ...
         | getting out of that habit is the greatest gift I 've ever been
         | given.
         | 
         | I still judge, I still fall into traps / stupidity ... I'm
         | still human - hell, this comment has enough judging in it
         | itself, even more simply implied / denotational ... but, I'm so
         | much further out of the mire of crap our heads tend to get
         | filled up with than so many people. It's both tremendously more
         | comfortable, and yet also saddening to see so many still so
         | trapped - by the same kinds of shitty thinking I was trapped by
         | for years.
        
           | haswell wrote:
           | Everything you wrote here resonates pretty deeply. And as a
           | child of fundamental religion, these judgements were not just
           | social, but existential.
           | 
           | My path to something better has been Sam Harris' Waking Up
           | app, as well as exploring the Dzogchen analytical framework
           | for exploring the ways we constantly engage in this
           | labeling/judging was mind bending and eye opening (a guy
           | named James Low does a talk titled "Everything as it is" that
           | unlocked some things in my brain).
           | 
           | I feel the same way about this - it's a gift. Nearing 40 and
           | experiencing relief from lifelong struggles with painful
           | patterns of thought for the first time. These are ideas worth
           | exploring, and are all solidly grounded in rational thought,
           | which was something I mistakenly thought I'd have to leave
           | behind to explore this kind of contemplative path.
        
           | blastro wrote:
           | amen
        
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         | vimsee wrote:
         | > Calling those meals "failures" now would be saying that it
         | was a mistake to enjoy that time with my family and friends,
         | and it absolutely wasn't.
         | 
         | If gaining weight is the failure in this context, the mistake
         | would likely be the excessive intake of food. Time spent with
         | friends and family would not be the mistake. This might have
         | come off a bit harsh.
        
           | thelastparadise wrote:
           | Temperance, as you suggest, is a beautiful thing. It's hard
           | (for me, especially), but sometimes we just have to put down
           | the fork and politely decline that second, third, or fourth
           | pancake.
        
             | Aeolun wrote:
             | Or just eat all those pancakes, as long as we don't make a
             | habit of deciding to do so every day.
        
             | frde wrote:
             | I wasn't particularly overweight before but I attribute
             | about ~10lbs of weight loss this year to realizing that:
             | 
             | - When at a dinner with family or friends, I never _have_
             | to finish something. Most of the time the host will be
             | happy to package my leftovers to take back home when asked.
             | That last part makes it clear that I like and appreciate
             | the food even through I didn't finish it in the moment.
             | 
             | - If I buy food at a restaurant, I don't have an obligation
             | to finish it to get my moneys worth. And again, I can just
             | save it for another meal if I want.
             | 
             | - I don't have to eat snacks just because the host put them
             | on a table at a party.
             | 
             | For some reason our brains think that just because food is
             | _there_ we need to eat it, but that's generally not true.
        
               | imjonse wrote:
               | And in general it's easier to have the snacks simply not
               | be there, than to try to resist eating them. The habit of
               | having random food and snacks lying around the house for
               | 'just in case' is not a good one if you care about your
               | health or weight. Unless of course you are actually
               | required to eat frequently due to medical conditions.
        
               | SamoyedFurFluff wrote:
               | I don't actually think temperance and logic like this
               | moves the needle significantly for obese people. When
               | you're obese you need to lose 50, 70, 100+ lbs, not 10.
               | You're looking at fundamentally changing relationship
               | with food at multiple levels to the point where it's
               | unrecognizable. I don't think small changes in habit like
               | this are in the same ballpark as what obese people need
               | to become a normal weight, in the same way that I don't
               | think taking the stairs instead of the elevator is in the
               | same ballpark as someone who wants to become a
               | professional athlete.
        
               | tuyiown wrote:
               | > When you're obese you need to lose 50, 70, 100+ lbs,
               | not 10.
               | 
               | You have to lose 10 at some point. The way you're putting
               | it, it looks like losing weight would be some kind of
               | drastic sprint with a finish line. I don't think it can
               | happen that way. You have to lose weight and continuing
               | changing your habit to lose 10 more, and the others 10
               | after, until it stabilises at healthy weight, then you
               | start your healthy life, but it's not a finish line, the
               | effort continues by fighting unhealthy habit for the rest
               | of your life.
        
               | jvanderbot wrote:
               | I've seen a handful people close to me go from 100lb+
               | overweight to a more comfortable 10 to 20 (or 50). And I
               | think what GP described _is_ a fundamental change to the
               | relationship with food: You 're (consciously at first)
               | changing the definition of what needs to be consumed vs
               | what is being consumed without need. They've _all_ from
               | what I 've observed gone through this change.
               | 
               | They said that when you're _really big_ , the first 10
               | lbs is the easiest to lose, and can come from taking
               | stairs and changing snack habits. It's the last 10 lbs
               | that requires the diligent workouts and very strict
               | diets.
        
               | frde wrote:
               | I don't think anyone is suggesting that the same tricks
               | will work for everyone. I've never been chronically obese
               | so I wouldn't know what goes on in someone's mind at that
               | point.
               | 
               | However I do know that it moved the needle significantly
               | in _my_ life by changing my relationship with food so
               | it's valuable to me. Losing the extra ~10 to 20 lbs of
               | weight people gain in adulthood is something that people
               | do struggle with even if it's not as dramatic as someone
               | fighting obesity.
        
               | Aeolun wrote:
               | Taking the stairs is a lot more attainable though.
        
               | unmole wrote:
               | But is unlikely to make a difference.
        
               | xupybd wrote:
               | All the small things add up. You'd be surprised how
               | effective they can be when combined
        
               | unmole wrote:
               | Climbing up a flight of stairs burns less than 2
               | calories. An Oreo has 53 calories. You do the maths.
        
               | taeric wrote:
               | Indeed, walking punches way over expectations for keeping
               | weight off. You have to do a good hour of a walk, but an
               | hour walking is probably better than a rushed workout of
               | similar time.
        
               | p0d wrote:
               | I lost 40kg walking one hour a day over the last 3 years.
               | Some people don't recognise me.
               | 
               | Don't get yourself into a state where you need to lose
               | 40kg. If you do, and lose the weight, you will have
               | excess skin.
               | 
               | I like my new healthy self but actions have consequences.
        
               | krumpet wrote:
               | Good on you! Something I preach to my children is that
               | success comes from showing up every day to do a little
               | and not from a sudden burst of a lot. Well done.
               | 
               | I turn 50 this year and have committed to doing 50,000
               | pushups before 2024. It sounds like a lot, but after the
               | first month, doing 200-300 a day isn't really that
               | difficult (when broken up into smaller sets). Honestly,
               | it's a LOT more of a mental challenge than a physical
               | challenge.
               | 
               | It's all about showing up every day.
        
               | taeric wrote:
               | Kudos on the progress! Curious what got you to start
               | walking for that long?
        
               | randomname93857 wrote:
               | I think one hour a day of walk is not even a bare minimum
               | if you don't do any other exercises or physical work
        
               | taeric wrote:
               | I think you'd be surprised. A solid hour of walking goes
               | a long way.
        
               | unmole wrote:
               | > but an hour walking is probably better than a rushed
               | workout of similar time.
               | 
               | How so?
        
               | taeric wrote:
               | I honestly don't know how/why.
               | https://www.nbcnews.com/better/health/why-walking-most-
               | under... is one of the first search results in "benefits
               | of walking vs gym" and there is no shortage there.
               | 
               | It could be as simple as you are less likely to indulge
               | in a treat after a walk?
        
               | krumpet wrote:
               | I realize everyone has different dietary needs, so I'm
               | not saying this is for everyone, but it's very, very rare
               | for me to finish a meal at a restaurant in one sitting. I
               | used to, but leaving and feeling stuffed got old.
               | 
               | I've found if I stop early, it turns out it was only my
               | brain that wanted more food. Physically, I've had enough
               | and am satisfied. I just need to give my brain time to
               | catch up to my body.
               | 
               | Additionally, I drink a lot of water with my meals. This
               | helps prevent overeating.
               | 
               | Lastly, it's always great to get two meals (dinner and
               | tomorrow's lunch) from one restaurant dinner.
        
               | sbergot wrote:
               | Other eating realizations:
               | 
               | - counting calories for 2 weeks can help you understand
               | how much food you really need.
               | 
               | - sometimes you eat out of boredom
        
               | Aeolun wrote:
               | > If I buy food at a restaurant, I don't have an
               | obligation to finish it to get my moneys worth.
               | 
               | I could think about it as: "I spent $30 on this meal, I
               | ate 75% of it, would I spend $7.5 to not feel like shit
               | the rest of the evening?"
               | 
               | In almost all cases I think yes, and it's fine to stop
               | eating. It's much harder when the food is great though.
        
               | vladvasiliu wrote:
               | > It's much harder when the food is great though.
               | 
               | Indeed. I doubt anyone ever got fat by eating food they
               | didn't like.
               | 
               | The issue becomes all the worse when food is designed to
               | make you want to keep on eating. Bonus points for it
               | giving you that sort of hunger-like feeling 2 hours after
               | your meal.
        
               | foobarbecue wrote:
               | Sunk cost fallacy. You aren't getting that $7.50 back.
               | The question should actually be "do I want to, for no
               | reason at all, feel like shit for the rest of the
               | evening?"
               | 
               | (This assumes you aren't deriving any pleasure or utility
               | from eating that last 25%. If you are, then that's one
               | side of the cost/benefit analysis. But the initial cost
               | of the food is irrelevant not matter what.)
        
         | withinboredom wrote:
         | My life philosophy boils down to: you can do whatever you want
         | as long as you're willing to pay the price and deal with the
         | consequences.
        
           | twodave wrote:
           | That's an okay attitude from an interpersonal standpoint, but
           | horrible advice from a mental health perspective.
        
             | withinboredom wrote:
             | Genuinely asking, how so? I've had my bouts of depression
             | and burn-out in my life, but even then, I just assumed it
             | was an unforeseen consequence of some action(s) and got
             | treatment.
             | 
             | This is also the boiled down version though, so I'm kinda
             | curious what you see in it and how it could influence the
             | bigger picture.
        
           | ozim wrote:
           | So you have perfect knowledge of consequences for everything
           | you do in your life?
           | 
           | 50 years ago general public was not aware that smoking is
           | that bad as we know today.
           | 
           | For a lot of things we don't know the real consequences or
           | full price.
        
             | withinboredom wrote:
             | Obviously, you cannot be omniscient. The idea is that you
             | have to accept that you made the best decision with the
             | information you had at the time. If that information
             | changes, make new decisions.
        
         | hourago wrote:
         | > Choosing to enjoy life today instead of waiting for tomorrow
         | for that enjoyment isn't a failure, it's a choice. It comes
         | with risk and tradeoffs.
         | 
         | That dichotomy is not always true. There is a percentage of
         | people that can enjoy their youth (travel, parties, ...) and
         | still get a plentiful future. Other people needs to renounce to
         | everything now just to survive to tomorrow. So, not always a
         | choice there.
        
         | holri wrote:
         | A lot of enjoyable meals with friends and overweight is not
         | necessaraly correlated. There are a lot of social gourmets that
         | have normal weight. Usually overweight comes from cheap garbage
         | fastfood, sweet drinks and low physical movement. Excellent
         | food has often low calories and small portions.
        
         | twodave wrote:
         | It's interesting to me to see this comment, because "today" is
         | very much the focus in recovery circles. If you've ever been to
         | AA or any of the other 12-step programs you've probably heard
         | someone say something akin to "one day at a time". In general,
         | though, it is important to note that part of what makes an
         | addiction an addiction is the lack of willpower to overcome it.
         | So if you tell an addict "it is a choice" they'll ultimately
         | agree with you, knowing that in the moment of their failure it
         | very much did not feel like one.
         | 
         | For those of us who have had to make drastic life changes in
         | order to make "making the wrong choice" difficult or
         | impossible, there's definitely an amount of life planning (and
         | before that, honesty with self and others) that has to happen
         | in order to balance the scale and turn those forks in the road
         | into ones we can look at and say, "Today, I'll make a good
         | choice." For some there are ways to reset and never look back,
         | and I've seen it happen. One good choice can be the difference.
         | For others, as you mention, there are daily choices, and it
         | continues to take effort to make the right one every single
         | time.
        
           | vjk800 wrote:
           | There's the saying that "we are free to do what we want, but
           | not to want what we want". I'd guess that at the moment of a
           | lapse, the drug/alcohol is all an addict wants. Changing that
           | want into something else is the hard part and also depends
           | strongly on the environment.
        
             | crdrost wrote:
             | It's a good saying, but something leaving in exposition.
             | Each addict is different, but frequently the drug/alcohol
             | is _not_ what the addict wants.
             | 
             | Think of the addict in relapse more as saying "yeahhhh
             | gonna let loose and party hard and have a lot of fun and go
             | wild and crazy." The overindulgence is the point, the
             | feeling of freedom and abandon.
             | 
             | I liked the way Craig Ferguson put it in _American on
             | Purpose_ , he said that if he _could_ drink alcohol
             | "socially" the limited way other people do, _it wouldn 't
             | be interesting to him in the first place._
             | 
             | This is also why people get addicted to casinos, it's a
             | similar "woooo, party!!" desire. People who are addicted to
             | junk food also have this, they call it a "cheat day," the
             | idea is not that I slipped myself an extra Oreo, but that I
             | decided to slip myself the extra Oreo and then declared it
             | a cheat day and then ate puddings and cakes and pizza and
             | guzzled soft drinks and "wooo, party day, calories don't
             | count"...
             | 
             | One typically doesn't "change that want," one buries it. It
             | still keeps coming up as an "I am overwhelmed with the
             | boring tedium of adulthood can't I go back to being a
             | reckless kid and partying all night?" and you say "Look,
             | having fun is why we have playing that guitar in the
             | backyard or lifting or jamming out to music or planning a
             | week off in Colorado, we have to do the less intense adulty
             | fun things that build us up now, because we know what
             | happens when we do the reckless childish fun things that
             | tear down (and have torn us down, over and over and over
             | and over again)... and we have to grow up so that we don't
             | lose everything and die alone in a ditch." So you bury the
             | want, not allowed to want "woooo party time!!", because you
             | have hit rock bottom several times now and you know that
             | you don't have an ability to have a healthy relationship
             | with that internal party-fiend, because he will react to
             | the stress of money being tight by wanting to gamble more,
             | will react to the weight gain by having more cheat days,
             | will react to the hangover by looking for a cider in the
             | fridge. Can't give him a foothold in your life again.
        
       | 767664386 wrote:
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       | ergonaught wrote:
       | The habit to form is "making wise choices". We dramatize and
       | complicate this mostly because it is stimulating to do so, which
       | gets reinforced via confirmation bias, cognitive dissonance, etc.
       | We also seem to enjoy moralizing what is "wise" for other people
       | more than keeping our attention where it belongs.
       | 
       | It can be as basic as forming the habit of asking whether you'll
       | be thankful you did XYZ when you're at the end of your life.
       | Sometimes that's going to be a "yes", even for "unwise" choices,
       | but most people who actually engage with this will find that most
       | of the honest answers are "no".
       | 
       | It's not new or revolutionary or particularly insightful or
       | easily productized so it keeps having to be rediscovered.
        
       | nwienert wrote:
       | I think the new generation of weight-loss drugs are going to be a
       | revolution because they give you power over bad habits,
       | wholesale.
       | 
       | ICYMI:
       | https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2023/05/ozempic-a...
       | 
       | Anecdotally, they really work. It's not just your food cravings
       | that are mostly stopped in their tracks. But in some miraculous
       | fashion it seems all your "bad" cravings are squashed, while your
       | good ones (side projects, chores, work) stay intact. The only
       | good one I can see slightly down is sex, but as well with that it
       | does also feel like you have a lot more control in that area.
       | 
       | I think we'll eventually see them as first line prescriptions for
       | all types of addicts. It's part of the reason I sort of want to
       | throw some money into their stock, but then again it's hard to
       | know how that all turns out as multiple manufacturers have these
       | drugs and there are many more analogues in the pipelines.
       | 
       | But I find it so interesting, as it really upsets my notion of
       | morality. Yes, resisting your temptations without drugs seems
       | like the obvious better world. But our modern world is simply
       | overflowing with temptation. Fast food, advertisements, sugar in
       | everything, caffeine in everything, drugs everywhere. It was far
       | easier to be ascetic when there just wasn't that much around. But
       | suddenly on one of these drugs you feel... powerful, in a way.
       | Like you've gained a superpower. It's a really weird experience,
       | and I don't hate it.
        
         | vorpalhex wrote:
         | unpaywalled link: https://archive.is/7mxOi
        
         | abnercoimbre wrote:
         | This is fascinating. Do you know if these anti-addiction
         | effects have only been studied with the weight-loss drugs? I'm
         | too skinny (133 lbs) to take them, but am interested in the
         | rest of it.
        
           | nwienert wrote:
           | I think at the lowest dose you could still maintain weight
           | while getting the effects.
        
       | adamsmith143 wrote:
       | Didn't Edison fail like >2000 times when creating the lightbulb?
       | Seems like a "habit" of failure... /s
        
         | pxeger1 wrote:
         | I wouldn't say those are 2000 failures, because the point is
         | that you learn from them each time. Also building a light bulb
         | that doesn't work is really not an error, that's the whole idea
         | of iteration.
        
       | robinduckett wrote:
       | Positive habit forming is incredibly hard to do. Negative habit
       | forming is easy. Being "aware" of this fact is not enough to
       | prevent bad habit forming.
        
       | vrnvu wrote:
       | Avoidance of something deprives us of the experience we might
       | gain from it. I don't believe that avoiding everything we might
       | consider "bad" is generally a good practice. However, I am not
       | suggesting that we should try everything we consider as "bad"
       | either.
       | 
       | When people talk about excellence, productivity, and performance,
       | they often draw conclusions based on the final outcomes. However,
       | these conclusions cannot be reached without encountering mistakes
       | along the way.
       | 
       | As the Greeks said, the golden mean is the desirable point.
        
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